#but ughhh

[wammyhoe]

I was thinking of making a request about mello and how is him with his scars and his partner? tbh, I feel like he's ashamed of his scars when he's with someone he truly loves. also thank you as well for writing so creatively. I love Whiskey in a Teacup! 💗

I wouldn't say ashamed, maybe a bit self-conscious sometimes, but I think more often than not it's because they represent he would rather die than lose. And that's not something any partner is gonna be okay with lol

I think he's aware of them and how they might set him apart in a crowd. There is a panel/ art I don't remember, where he's touching his scar with the tip of his fingers, and the look in his eyes isn't one like ow, no, me ugly now

If something I think he's like ok I came this far and even did this to my body. I can not give up, I can not trip down. I must make it.

With a partner, I think he'd be more concerned about handling the situation so that his significant other doesn't think too hard about what he did, or ask him further questions (I mean, he would answer them but I think it wouldn't be his fave thing in the world). But he's warmly surprised- pleased, even if they say he's hot not despite them, but because of them (you know, because of the underneath validation on that)

#and OMG THANK YOU!!!! I will up date soon!! #whiskey in a teacup #mello x reader fic #death note mello #wammy boys #mello #mihael keehl #death note #mello x reader #mello death note #this is MY OPINION #don't be a bitch if you disagree with me #I'm getting sick of how cunty the fandom has gotten #or maybe it's just the people around my posts #but ughhh

[dmbakura]

The most fucking annoying shit in the world is having a bunch of fics you want to read and literally just not having the attention span to actually sit down and do it

#like i try and my attention span is just gone #happens more when im trying to write something and i guess i just dont want to subconsciously influenced #but ughhh #i have so much shit i wanna read

[suburbanlegnd]

casually talks about murder 💀

this is so real omg. you're the banger artist one! Also the simp for sure hsjsja

#but ughhh #who doesn't like to talk about murder? everyone likes it right? right??! #i have intrusive thoughts about murder so um- #tw murder #just in case #asked #vee <3

[angelpuns]

thinking bout how I'm gonna have to deal with buying a new binder soon - it's not the price or the idea of a new binder it's quite literally the 'buying it and getting it delivered' becuase my dad fr fr can see everything I buy and can also see what's in the mail FROM HIS PHONE

anyway if anyone has any recs for good binders send em my way cause I've had this one less than 2 years and it's already ripped in two place (it's gc2b :( )

#v annoying #i mean i came out like 3 years ago #but ughhh #idk #its awkward #and i dont wanna somehow jeapordize my living situation #im sure they wouldnt but stillll #anywya

[aftermidnight-messaging]

Ever been in a threesome? 👀

#not yet #but ughhh #dream #bucket list #asks

[the-cookie-of-doom]

trying to write a sexy makeout scene is so hard when I find it personally disgusting

#cookie speaks #why am i like this #i got over my issues writing rimming! (mostly) #but kissing is just #gross #it's hot to watch! #*disgusting* to do #maybe bc my ex was a terrible kisser #and making out usually involved violating my boundaries #but ughhh #im struggling

[pawjamas]

got sick on the first day of 2024 🤧

#it’s not too bad yet just coughing & runny nose #but ughhh #🐱 #my art 🖍️ #diary 📖

[axiolotl]

cool my coworker tested positive for covid ("just some post nasal drip!") and was walking around the entire dept yesterday unmasked and got my immunocompromised work bestie sick. its the fucking "oh well nothing we can do to stop it" of it all that bothers the hell out of me we have rules we have INFECTION CONTROL!!!

#ellis.txt #im going to become so annoying and contact employee health and infection control #i masked like 95% of the day #but ughhh

[artemispanthar]

Tragic! I accidentally deleted a post I meant to reblog and now it's gone forever

#silly stuff #it was just a gif set it was not important at all #but ughhh

[entropyfolk]

Murph is still looking for his Romaence Partnaer💔💔💔

#d20 #dimension 20 #neverafter #prince gerard of greenleigh #murph #brian murphy #fantasy high sophomore year #romance partner #baron from the baronies #but ughhh #I love Murph so much #Emily giggling out all his gags #ughhh I just love them so much #so excited to see what happens with Gerard #part of me hopes he rekindles the love with Elody #but part of me wants him to discover more about himself

[greencheekconure27]

To visit or not to visit relatives

A. k.a.

Mental damage or eternal guilt (you must pick one)

#personal #dilemma #i haven't seen them in a long time and i probably should (plus free trip so that's nice) #but ughhh #it would likely involve couple of days of constant criticism and at least one fight i'll need to break up #also there's the harrowing ordeal of traveling with my mother #am i a bad person

[brklynbb]

my cousin and her bf just broke up and im so sad because he was like a older brother to me :’(

#he was the sweetest #until he lied abt his fkn age??? #but ughhh

[holymercury]

If, for some reason, you were forced to listen to only one band/artist your whole life from now on... which one would it be?

#this is really difficult #maneskin #but also #imagine dragons #but ughhh #it doesn't help that i listen to every genre on planet earth #music #rock music

[adharastarlight]

Its the way that I heard she's nothing like me, I'm sure she'll make you happy, sounds so petty to begin with. But its actually the most heart wrenching lyric, because nothing about her was ever good enough for him. He wanted to change every part of her, and thats why it's so painful that even when she's quite literally begging him to not make her think she has a chance, she's so bluntly reminding herself that she could never be enough for him. She promises herself she won't let herself believe he could want her again (I swore I wouldn't do this) because she knows she's not what he wants or wanted to the point that he wants the opposite of her

#im not okay rn #i think of this every time i listen to this #and i had to try and express it #probably not very well #but ughhh #someone tell me they understand #taylor swift #taylor swift fearless #ts dont you #taylors version #fearless taylor’s version #swiftie #taylor alison swift #ts #ts lyrics #im dying over here

[lightandair]

Day 2 of renovations:

WHAT HAVE I DOOOOOONE-UH!

#ughhhh #just ughhh #but ughhh #like ughhh

[thegcng-arch]

had my backpack on an empty seat next to me on the bus and this guy walks up and goes "you better move your bag cunt you're taking up a seat" so that's lovely. the reason why I have my backpack on an empty seat is bc of people like YOUUU and the multiple occasions I've been harassed on the bus. now the guy is just sitting at a seat next to me yelling at some other random person abt how the youths are going to shit. I.

#chuck speaks. #negativity tw #hes clearly unwell and most likely on something #but ughhh