#but the rest felt rushed

[fromisgetsetreadyshow]

i can't believe they fixed all their problems with a rainbow laser show. calibarn really said gay people should have the power to explode things with their minds.

#mobile suit gundam the witch from mercury #g witch #in other news. sulemio married i love that for them #in the final scene where they were cuddling (?) on the hill i suffered a physical response #like aurghhhh those are my babies. they got their happy ending you guys... #i do wish we had gotten an epilogue episode instead bc the ending felt somewhat rushed #but honestly i'm super happy with what we got #poor eri though being trapped in a keychain for the rest of her life doesn't really seem that fun hdhsnchdh #sop.txt

[golyadkin]

ok i finished editing the final draft of endless mouth last night which you would think would mean i'm at peace but unfortunately there are other words in there¹

my brain

#not art #endless mouth #also i think i need to go back and fix one of the scenes again because it felt kind of rushed #but otherwise i guess i'm moving on to the next one #whichever one that happens to be #i'm... not sure how to feel about endless mouth finally being done #it feels good but i've been trying to write this thing since like 2018 #even if i only started this iteration in september of last year #idk man julian and baz had me in a stranglehold for 6 years i guess they can rest at last

[ecoamerica]

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[furashuban]

I'm only 2 episodes shy of finishing Season 3 but I REALLY need to get this out my chest before I continue...

The Forgotten Lake is by far my favourite episode of the season—I'm really positive that this may be (or already is) THE BEST episode of the season (and heck there's still an hour long finale for me to get to but EVEN THEN)

A LOT to unpack in that episode but a Johanna-centric story is categorically one of the best thing to happen to this series and I didn't think they could make us love Johanna more than we already did but my god she is just PERFECT HHHHHH <333 Nothing could've prepared me for getting to see all the sides we've seen of her in this ep from best mum as she always was, to talented artist to survival-horror protagonist I'm losing my mind over how much I adore this woman 🥺

#hilda spoilers #hilda season 3 #hilda #bonnie talks #i wished i wasn't watching on my TV right now and i'm too lazy to rush to my laptop but i would be taking SO MANY screenshots of Johanna #in this episode 'cause we need to talk about how honest to god gorgeous she is in this episode in particular #i'm LIVING for the amount of new outfit designs we've been getting of thd characters in this show and Johanna especially #i guess once i remove hilda spoilers as a filtered tag then i'll find someone who definitely already posted screenshots by now #which i cant wait sdfebfwd but also because filtering spoilers has been isolating me from the rest of the community and 2 days of it has #felt surprisingly long

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#sorry im thinking abt death again #because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died #that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from #time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed #i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she #died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way #my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today #for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days #and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt #future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her #last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that #and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving. #sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless #others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club #i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her #stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i #dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my #family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters #probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno. #i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity. #again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a #full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length #unrelated

[merlinmerlot]

i finally finished bg3

and it only took me [looks at steam]

SIX HUNDRED HOURS

#merlin.txt #w/ the new computer the rest of act 3 went by super quickly #honestly i dont think my computer and my sanity would have survived all those cutscenes #ANYWAYS initial thoughts: #cried like a baby. ending credits songs really really good. i can't WAIT to start a new playthru. HOWEVER: #oh my god the ending felt so fucking rushed. i was expecting like a typical rpg ending slideshow at LEAST but nothing??? #like you only get One cutscene with your romanced partner (a short one too) but i don't get to see what everyone else is doing??? hello?? #gale is literally like 'lets celebrate' and we don't get to see the celebration??? or at the very least a chance to talk to everyone again #like in act 1 and 2???? #imo i think the most satisfying one was lae'zels. god i love her #also act 3 is hella buggy especially towards the end. a lot of broken dialogue. but ah well #OK NOW SPOILER THOUGHTS SAMMIE DONT LOOK: #the game Really wants you to turn illithid but i ended up just letting karlach do it ... i felt bad .. but like #i found the arc of my tav like. getting So close to going full power hungry and martyr and hero only to finally be humbled like - #'you dont have to always play hero' was really interesting. like doing that and then hearing the post credits 'the power' song. gshldgksmal #guy who is soo miserable abt the fact that all their cool illithid powers are now gone. has to go back to being normal #ALSO. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE ENDING AST SCENE. HELLO? #HIM RUNNING AWAY FROM THE SUN. IT BEING COMPLETELY PLAYED FOR LAUGHS. SO MEAN #any other time i may have laughed but the fact that you dont really get epilogues made that Really sting. #THE FACT THAT THE COMPANIONS ARE NOT EVEN NICE ABOUT IT??????

[ineffable-slug]

am i gonna get beat up if i say i liked the finale

#i’ve been off tumblr for days to stay distanced from it so i could watch it with a clear head #and i’m honestly not mad about anything except that it felt rushed #and even then i’m not mad it’s just one of the few things i wish could be perfect like the rest of it #ofmd #ofmd spoilers

[overobsessedfanboy23]

This week on Go Rush: Bridge Yugioh snaps and slaughters millions because they're tired of people calling them more childish than Gallop.

#yugioh go rush spoilers #go rush spoilers #I am sad don't get me wrong #but this is a mere fraction of what I felt after... you know... #I'll be fine #I'm more worried about the rest of the fandom

[yuudamari]

remember birdmen and how eishi literally dreamt about takayama like he was thaving dreams about jesus christ himself i will never forget that. gay ass......

#white out one of my fave chapters bc i love the full white double page of eishi seeing takayamas white wings #and looking so happy #anyways i should reread birdmen #i wish the end hadnt felt so rushed i really loved it but bc the ending felt really qucik and like it had more to say and didnt i kind of #like left it there. but i should reread it. #tbh my fave part of birdmen is up to white out #the rest is like . ITS GOOD of course but hte beggining of it til takayama leaves is just Too fucking good

[lonewolflink]

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#i have arrived in the location in one piece #made buddies with the hotel cleaning staff immediately upon arrival (latinos around the world unite) #they recommended me the best place to buy snacks and assorted goods for cheap around the corner #and also where to get a cheap but warm scarf in this expensive ass neighborhood #bless tf up #went out #acquired the things #bought those good ladies some chocolate as a thank you #now sipping my requisite vitamin C concoction in the nicest hotel room i've ever been in and probably will ever be in #hydrating #snaccing #and gonna get a restful ass sleep for a big day tomorrow #LET'S GET THAT JOB BABYYYYYYY #(might re-read balcony au ch. 2 again first before sleeping tho) #(bc i felt rushed reading the ending earlier) #(would recommend to anyone reading this)

[mokutone]

i think in the new year i might not post as frequently as the last two for a while—while my ds9 cube comic was very much a silly goof, it's not inaccurate to say that i'm a little burnt out! (and that i should probably start taking up some more sports or games)

it's a weird burnout too, because i'm not like, tired of drawing (i still enjoy it) nor am i tired of drawing naruto stuff (i'm very comfortable and happy drawing my yamatos)

but something has shifted a little bit, and i do feel some kind of strain—i'm not in as much of a doodling mood as I have been the past 2+1/2 years, I'm feeling a craving for Projects, I think.

things that test me more, and take more time. Things that give me more direction, and less aimless creative meandering—well, we'll see! we'll see what happens.

#blogkeeping #part of the burnout may have been that like. with the holidays i havent had time to sit at my desk and draw #so i felt strained and rushed whenever i did try to draw #but i think there's also a bit of growing confidence and hunger in me—and the last thing i want to do is try to silence that #if hes got something to say well i ought to hear him out #but also. i could only be listening for what i want to hear. so im gonna take it slow for a while anyhow + give myself lots of #breaks and rest when i can #i'd like to eventually open commissions this year as well! i think that would be a good exercise

[multifandom-rambler]

cabby’s files were like a kinda interesting flaw

..and then they made it a disability thing 🤨

#like as someone with memory problems #.ueah uh yikes a little bit #also super late post ik #ii has really not occupied any space in my mind #ii neg #ii negativity #really haven’t watched any of the recent eps lol #so many arcs being introduced then completely dropped with no regard for the conations they carry to the rest of the show lmao #(Aka anything nickle lmao) #has ying yang finally been voted off??? #their arc finished so early and felt rushed. #then they just .kept getting immunity #. #now I’m just thinking about how all the like disable coded/canon characters are all made evil #like taco #then cabby #and I hear they now made blue berry evil #(honestly always felt he was written as like a filler character to be voted off ep 1) #(Like he litteraly just existed for his teammates to not like him and to make them lose. #kinda fucked a bit ) #hm this is a lot of tags #uh #yeha #show bad idk #es ramblo #I’m gonna go shower I think #but srsly ik writing is hard but it cannot be impossible to keep a chars personality like consistant beyond base level #omg wait there’s a paper puppets ep out isn’t there

[ariana1881]

So I watched Wish and frankly If we forget what could’ve been, it was good

#Sure it felt quite rushed #And yes #we all wanted the first draft of it #But the message was beautiful #And I enjoyed every little Easter eggs #Also I could see that they wanted to do more with the group #Like they had a lot of importance and pretty much no screen time #But whatever #And no I will not talk about the villain song #this one just really sucked #However when he would absorb the power #his eyes??? #Pretty scary ngl #I liked that #The animation in the first bit did feel weird with the boats and everything #But the rest? #Didn’t bother me🤷‍♀️ #I think thy is something okay with what could’ve been great #But it’s Disney #What did we expect #it’s always hit or miss with them #I have a lot of thoughts but I’m done for now #wish 2023 #wish #disney wish #disney

[sonknuxadow]

the sonic rush soundtrack used to be on spotify but then they randomly took it off one day. never forget what they took from you

#i think they added sonic rush adventure somewhat recently #but that doenst make up for the heartbreak i felt like. 5ish years ago #when i opened spotify one day and sonic rush wasnt there anymore #ALSO the sonic unleashed soundtrack doesnt have endless possibility on it. i think for copyright reasons? #but idk why the singer doesnt just release it themself. even if its separate from the rest of the album

[boxwinebaddie]

i will work on answering more of my more labor intensive asks...later. i'm sorry i can only post so many a day; they take a lot out of me, but i love them and y'all more than anything, so thank you for asking.

-uncle nina

#i want to write more of the big lore asks bc i'm obsessed w/ them but...idk i am only human my friends #i'm hella exhausted bc of work #and some of those asks have so many parts i literally have to hunker down and write them like they're research papers #i will get them done and out to yall as soon as i can i am just beeeeat lol i'm drinking my coffee out of a jar #that used to have salsa in it...my coffee tastes like SALSA #but yeah i just want them to be well written and cute the ones i've written recently felt rushed and bad to me #i hope they don't feel like that for you but i'm gonna rest my brain for a second haha maybe try again tonight #im so tired that i don't even think this makes sense fml #tldr uncle nina do big ask later unky neen brain no worky need coffee need zz luv u #also my fav lil first grader was not here today so i did not get my hug life is so horrible i hope i DIE

[helenapsent]

So the pre-defense was. But to be honest, the impressions are not so good. They're kind of ambiguous. It's kind of sad, but I fucking did it all. In short, my confidence in the teacher dropped to zero.

It's like. The teacher had a problem with one website. There I was reviewing the course design of an English teacher who positioned herself as "I teach English for adults". But for adults they meant people in their 20s and older. And a picture of a young woman in a jacket and corset top ( such are popular now)

And the teacher nagged, like, "it'll be like an 18+ red flag." But there's nothing past there, why isn't she looking at the other screenshots with the same girl where she's in the same jacket but with her shoulders covered?

Then she said it was like my site wasn't ready. First of all, it's fucking ready, but I only have two unfinished blocks to finish and that's it.

And then she was like, "You're going to come to my classroom and work every day" (like we agreed).

And… She made me DOWN. In terms of: she said that her confidence in me is "low" because I did not pass her at most three things: I have not passed the report on the pre-diploma practice (somehow everything is so mixed up in one that I forgot about it), the term paper on the same subject and practice on video. Then she also nagged at the designation of illustrations like: "we write figure 1,2,3- -Not the abbreviations: fig. 1.12 or fig. 1.16." For a second, they sometimes abbreviate captions in print.

In short. Unpleasant shit. I got 70% of my work done, like they said. But like I don't think it's 70. I did 95.

I just want to go to bed and cry from the stress. Why the fuck did I go to all this trouble to get nothing? Why did I stay up until 6 am and was all shattered because of panic, to then hear that the finished diploma can be passed before the holidays and that "I can not write a diploma," although I did it on the basis of the example, which threw me herself instructor? Just why???

I didn't get any approval in my direction. More precisely, it's not bad and not good, it's normal and I am happy about it. But just, it is extremely unpleasant to observe that even in spite of my dislike of her, I try to keep a good relationship with her, I'm not a conflicted person!

And she ends up acting like a stomach ulcer again, just being mean, trying to crush you, although if she is your teacher she has to help you somehow? What am I saying, though, she has her favorites and scapegoats, just like everyone else…

#helen thinks #When I came home from college I cried from impotence #It felt like I had tried for nothing but maybe not I have no idea #Then my mom started to get on my nerves and put me in a completely unnecessary rush to turn in my debts #I slept the rest of the day and will sleep again #I feel disgusting #they drank all my enthusiasm out of me #I don't know how to deal with everything anymore #I guess I'll just go back to sleep

[greppelheks]

I think I'm slowly starting to understand that me being constantly exhausted is just because I'm finally safe and my body is no longer running on adrenaline and cortisol all the time. I've been fighting against the exhaustion for over a year but I haven't actually allowed myself to rest without feeling guilty.

#personal #I need to learn how to relax and do one thing at a time and to not put myself in so many stressful situations #I'm allowing myself to sleep in #to read more #to start my day with something enjoyable like a walk or a nice long breakfast instead of a stressful to do list #I'm setting boundaries around being available to work on my days off #I'm taking days off of work #I'm allowing myself to just sit and be and read and have a drink at a cafe somewhere #without it being something rushed #I just need to.. REST this year #I've done the self care bit like the meditation and the yoga and the walks but it's always been something #and I've only relaxed while feeling guilty and multi tasking #I just need to really and truly relax; in a way where it's not a to do list #my favorite restaurant is closed on mondays #but they're located at a big lawn with chairs and benches #and I went there after work to just read my book for 2 hours #in the shadow and the breeze on a hot day #and I felt sad depressed but it was actually really nice #making some dinner now (easy dinner) and watching a tv show