#but i've legit done nothing

[milagrosen]

of course i play Stardew Valley i'm cultured

#stardew valley #sdv #stardew valley mvp #ConsernedApe the real mvp #i've done nothing but played sdv for a long time #i've alwyas been a farm sim girlie #sdv legit saved me at one point of my depression

[paintpanic]

oh yeah did i ever tell you guys i 100%'ed triple deluxe

#kirby series #in all seriousness i'm simply too bad at drum dash to ever actually 100% the game #in my heart though i've done it. i beat the fucking true arena legit no save states or nothing. “96% complete” my ass. #*beams you with my mind* oughhhh you wanna go download citra and play the 3ds titles ohh you wanna do that sooo bad #it's really cool to be able to play them in higher resolution. only problem is emulating the motion controls. #i spent sixty dollars on a dualshock 4 so i could ✨enhance my gameplay✨ w/ motion controls lol #.. some day i wanna try remapping air ride so i can play with tilt controls.

[novantinuum]

Anyways, I declare this era as Steven Universe Fixation 2: More Fun, Less Bullshit

#the fandom is more peaceful finally #there's less people being noisy with takes i disagree with #my fics are going to get less traffic thus less chances of rude commenters #i am Not majorly active in any SU servers #i do Not have to deal with my ex friends #instead this is a happy and joyous time for creativity #like legit... i got seven pieces of art done in the past two weeks #and i've written over 5K words since the beginning of the year #it's been so nice to reconnect with old stories #and to start dreaming up new one-shots #i just feel like sometimes i need to grit my teeth and go 'it WILL be different this time' #bc there's nothing i'd hate more than to drag myself into the same patterns and let the same things bother me again #so nope! #we're going to be Better than that #we're going to block when things mildly annoy me #we're going to stop looking at youtube comments #we're going to stop looking through the tags #we're going to focus on creativity instead of comparing to others #so speaketh jen #jen rambles

[steakout-05]

so i kinda learned how to draw Captain Picard for my dad's birthday card and i am quite proud of it :D

#captain picard #star trek tng #star trek #picard #jean luc picard #my dad's favourite tng character is captain picard so i thought i'd try to draw him :) #star trek is going to make me excel in the art of drawing old men if tf2 hasn't already...... #it legit took ages to learn to draw this man and then this just. kinda happened. #i like how there's all this careful detail on his face and then his little button thingies are completely misaligned and uneven #apparently i can draw detailed sketches of old men but not 4 simple little circles somehow #truly the struggle of being an artist #also i now have immense power and you will see qcard ship art at some point in the future and there is nothing you can do about it #i hope star trek will be real someday #if there is anything humanity's tech should strive towards it should be creating star trek in real life #like build an entire enterprise with all the technology and all #even make it SOUND like star trek #please please please if we ever end up making starships we NEED to make them sound exactly like star trek ships #we need to make data as well #if ai is so good then why isn't data real yet. huh. ever think about that techbros #anyway i realy like this drawing and it's one of my favourite drawings i've done ever :D

[whysamwhy123]

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#Wrestling is Bad Actually #(My hater tag in case you didn't know so block if you don't wanna see anymore of my bitching. Although there might not be much more cuz...) #Ricky isn't injured he's just not being used and he's probably on his way out #The Trent/OC feud is now all about Don Callis for some reason #Toni Storm is still stubbornly/incompetently being booked as a heel despite never getting booed #And Dynamite is essentially just The Young Bucks Show and nothing else anymore #AND NOW Chuck might be legit retired #Sammy Guevara's coming back #And Private Party are done?? #Jeez Tony I've already decided to stop watching AEW - you don't need to give me more reasons! #Well. Guess that's all folks! #If anyone wants me you can find me in the corner silently mourning the AEW that I fell in love with all those years ago #Because that AEW is dead and gone #A pity.

[frumfrumfroo]

Can't believe I never noticed before that most of the dialogue in TFA is... kinda bad? As bad as anything in TROS. The prequels dialogue is bad, but you can tell it's *attempting* poetry. A lot of the dialogue in TFA and TROS is just stating the obvious or trite quips.

It's not a great movie.

#they had one brilliant transcendent thing which could have carried this whole trilogy and made it seem like real art #could have put it up there as actually worth remembering #made it a legitimate part of the story #but no #no #and I've said this before but if they wanted to make forgettable cash in garbage they should have just done that #and done it in a crowd pleasing way which didn't destroy the narrative #they should have had the OT trio together they should have had unchallenging fanservice #because how fucking dare they tear down the happy ending of RotJ with no intention of building to a fuller and larger resolution #how dare they have Han Luke and Leia all die for nothing as failures #never having been reunited #for no reason #they all had mostly miserable lives and no one ever fixed anything or grew up- the entire saga was pointless and futile #and these people claim to be fans #they couldn't have shit on the OT harder if they'd tried #but yeah legit reylo was so compelling and Ben was so perfectly sw it could have papered over the (huge) flaws that TFA built into the ST #IX didn't even have to be great #if it had had the appropriate narrative resolution it would be beloved anyway #RotJ is the weakest film in the OT but it is deathless because of the powerful thematic statement and resounding conclusion it provides #bc it retroactively makes ESB even better and makes ANH much deeper #deep storytelling from the dawn of time speaking profound hope will overcome all superficial issues #it's so satisfying that we don't care about clunkiness in other areas #but guess it's more important to make the deadline for the quarter than to create something that will still be generating money 60 years on #instead of being swept into the slop bucket of franchise offal and buried in a steel drum on Mars to prevent contamination

[coldercreation]

TMI emo rant - I'm just moping lmao ( don't read if others being emo makes you mopey too, I don't wanna mope-fy this space :'< take care xx )

When the lady in the workout video says ‘the fact that you showed up for this exercise today is already something that deserves a pat on the back’ after you have felt like a hot garbage of a human being the whole day, week, month, just…

damn lady. coming for my praise and attention starved butt like that 😒

#legit made me feel some sort of way lol I wasn't prepared #not even sure why it stood out like that #like it felt like praise obvs but also made me a bit more sad and disappointed with life lmao #just doin my silly little workout bc I have nothing else to do or going on #don't get me wrong #working out is amazing #it is an achievement to do some sort of movement and it can feel so challenging at times to get it done #but when I don't have anything else going on it just felt like... #well yeah... sad and disappointed in life ig #like oh yeah #THIS is the biggest thing I've achieved recently #sometimes that is a huge achievement for real #but for me atm this all just feels so insignificant :( #and by 'this' I probably just mean me #so basically I'm just being all emo today for some reason #and I shall keep doing my next workout after ranting here unsolicited #and hopefully tomorrow will feel better #xx

[icewindandboringhorror]

Recent sky photos 

#still... I am not joking.. every time I post things like this it is so hard to narrow them down #I am almost as obsessed with the sky as I am with cats. I have a folder of just cloud pictures with like 650 photos in it right now #I don't post them all because I think it'd seem repetitive probably but just know... lol #that could be an entire blog or something.. hundreds and hundreds... #Like the same way that I cannot explain my obsession with cats or why they've imprinted into my brain so heavily - clouds are the same way #anyway.. .still have the costume photos and stuff like that I just havent edited and posted yet lol.. I will.. hoepfully have actual art #content and stuff thats not just random cat photos sometime soon. I'm just always so preoccupied at the beginning of the year with trying to #adjust to new goals and schedules.. plus.. still wokriong on that wretched little slideshow aaaaaaaaaaaa... it is going to take me... #a million yearbs..... #I just want the worldbuiling lore established so I can branch out and do other things.. aughhhh...... #also have to work on game videos and a few other vidoes.. still trying to keep up wiht the youtube a little.. I just havent been productive #like since new years as I've felt sicker with my stomach symptoms and stuff.. ToT ALSO I DID MAKE THAT ENTIRE interactive fiction game which #I still have no posted anywhere lol.. Because it was kind of to accompany something that I was doing on a game site (like imagine making a g #ame to go along with one of your neopets or something) but it works totally fine as a standalone thing as well like. so detached from the #lore of the game site in general that it'd be broadly understandable and is it's own thing of course (because I dont really like writing #other people's characters/in the confine's of other worlds so I made everything original as possible with just a loose tie in to the neopets #typw thing lol) - but I figured since it works on it's own I could post it publicly other places too like 'hey look I made something' since #that is...... kind of somehting that counts as like... being creatively productive lol? like I keep talking about getting nothing done while #also forgetting about the things I actually HAVE done. alas I continuously forget. Seriously I am so bad at social media. I am never exagger #ating for comedic effect or something. I am the type of person that could legit like. write and produce and direct and complete a movie #that will be million dollars shown in theaters or something and I would forget to mention it anywherte until like 5 months later and go 'oh #uh .. oh yeah.. i should post about that online somehwere probably.. oops' . Cursed with the 'forget about everything once it's complete' #trait. Like the way my brain works is just like. once I finish something I'm immediately like 'cool! onto the next thing!!' without processi #ng what i just did. I'm just always looking forward to the next thing. I'll finish sculptures and then throw them away or forget about them. #I take photos and they sit in the drafts for 6 months before I post them. Like to me the enjoyment comes from the PROCESS of making somehtin #g but I don't care as much about the end result so it just doesnt exist in my brain anymore once I'm done? idk.. anyway ghjbhj #SORRY.. trying to be more active. I want to make and sell sculptures again. sell all of my spare clothes too. stuff. things.. aaa.. ***

[shiningstages]

I’m probably gonna be very gbf once I actually read this new story event, but literally so many games have my soul rn, and I’ve been really tired / braindead since dad is doing overnights right now, and as such has been sleeping in the mornings, and so my body has been matching that and sleeping in a lot. So after I do a million things and then adjust back to actually being able to make coffee in the morning again, things will happen here!!

#;big bubble blowing baby! ( ooc ) #( i wanna do a lot on here but alas.............this stuff keeps happening fgdhfhdgfghjh #to be fair i've done it to myself this time #enstars literally reminding me of the tetora event and me scrambling to try and grind it and get a copy of him #finally deciding to just restart my honkai stuff and then getting two of the best characters in my first pulls #finding my love for alchstars again and grinding that before all this happened two days ago #literally like help i'm drowning in games #speaking of games i've legit thought of just........deleting deresute/uma since they keep getting region locked #and i'm not rich enough yet for a vpn soooooooo there's no point of keeping them on my laptop #and even when i get a vpn i'll probably only keep them on here if i can't use paypall on my phone for gacha #if i can then...........why would i even keep them on here beside uma being tied to dmm #lots of thoughts going through the mind about games rn #that said with the sleep / tired thing nothing is going to get done here until...thursday maybe??? #definitely not this weekend; grinding event and closing at retail job will not let me think rp rn #maybe i can get on wednesday after school things if my internship doesn't schedule anything.......hmmmmm

[dalishthunder]

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#tmi but legit is this what being in heat feels like? #I've jacked off twice already today and it has done nothing to alleviate this #and now I'm actually starting to get to the ovulation bit of my cycle #so i can't imagine the next few days will provide any relief #like i could whack off rn and hope i get to sleep ig? but also what if that's just making me hornier #odt #legitimately though i feel so hyper aware of everything

[princesscedar]

#the fact that i legitimately wanted to go to culinary school and open an allergy safe/nut free bakery when i graduated in 2015 #but legit can't figure out WHY i didn't do it is so frustrating. i have gaps in my memory and it's nearly 10yrs later and #I've done....nothing. #and dad showed me someone else doing that exact thing a few days ago. #like honestly........what is the point #sentext #like i hate the pity party I'm throwing but i honestly can't see a path forward that gets me a fraction of a decent life. like 26 is too old #ppl aren't gonna give me the benefit of the doubt anymore im too old for this #when i can't even get a shit call center job i really see nothing for me #except. fast food. lmao.

[fyrewalks]

i survived my migraine enough to write so i'm gonna spend sometime stocking up the queue today

#ooc #between the puppy and the migraine i've gotten nothing productive done this week lol #and i seriously underestimated that migraine yesterday #legit thought someone either hit or took our mailbox #bc i legit couldn't see it at one point #i usually just deal with blurred vision #guess now i can add blind spots lmao #so feeling loads better today but will still probably go to bed early today

[thekittyfox2999]

"I'm in my warrior cats era! :3♡*☆<3" <- is actually in a depressive state

Update: i feel okay

not good, but better

Update 2:

Nevermind

Update 3:

I'm getting better

#god dude #nothing feels fun anymore #all i've done is draw a cat and write down my thoughts #i hate this #i legit can't do anything #i haven't eaten since yesterday #i shouldn't do this #but god i feel like a lost kid #all i want to do is sleep #but i know i'll get shit for it #stupid stupid stupid #why isn't The MEDICINE WORKING????? #tw depressing thoughts #i can't do anything right #i'm dramatic lol #but fr i don't know if i have any energy left for the rest of the day

[nadjabear]

Thinking about that one time I noticed an old friend unfollowed me on Instagram and I was like “Wait she had another name that’s not showing up on her insta let me look it up on Facebook” and she deleted me there too!!! Now that was personal what the fuck did I do

#i was legit trying to think of anything i might have done but there's literally nothing #we didn't get along when we first met but we got pass that and were on good terms afterwards #the time we didn't get along was middle school lol and we solved it back then and still talked afterwards when we went to different hs #also it's been years since i've used fb regularly so why delete me there??? #whatever random reason she got i won't blame her i'm just still really confused lol

[wuppydog]

I'm sleepy as fuck but I wanna check in on my tumblr homies first

#I’M legit exhausted even though zi #*I've done a lot of nothing toddy #*today #💜

[thelonelynindroid]

I would like to thank Brad Bakshi for inadvertently making me get medicated after 18 years of mental illness

#day 3 of sertraline #🤞 #this is half a joke half truth LMAO #my anxiety was making me suicidal and i might not have tried to get help(like I haven't been for 10years) if i didn't want SO BADLY to be #alive to see mq s4 😭 #I'm being legit. like I want to see it so bad and left to my own devices i may Not Be Here #so anyways i hope the drugs work. nothing yet but it's supposed to take weeks and weeks so we'll see #even just trying is the biggest thing I've ever done so 🙏🙏 brad bakshi #i might've still asked for help when I hit breaking point without that motivation but i also....might not have #mq #alexprobablytalksshit #the very fact that the only thing i want to be around for is to see him again is proof i need help in itself 😭 I'm glad the doctor pretty #much prescribed me on sight so i didn't have to get into it