#burnt horizon

[ganonfan1995]

Burnt out

#initially this was meant to be something else entirely #but i wasn't really liking how it was going so I scrapped the idea and opted out for something a bit more personal #ive been really suffering from burn out for the last few years and just barely keeping my head above water #there are times where i seriously feel like ive failed in every aspect of my career #like if i were good enough i wouldn't have burnt out #i love my job and i love my trade i love every skill ive gain up until this point #but its been hard not to take it personally when all the effort you've put into honing those skills #are abused or exploited #life is difficult enough already and and time is fleeting #taking time for yourself is above all the most important thing you can do to help your work flourish #taking a break isn't failure #its health #we aren't machines despite our industries treating us as such #just waiting and hoping that itll pay off #ive certainly learned my lesson #and im looking forward to brighter horizons #and healthier more respectful ones #ill be okay ive learned how to love my art in my personal time again #but i certainly need to let my mind rest and my body to recover #these tags are lengthy anyways #unionize and dont work for nothing from large companies #be gay do drugs love your friends make art for yourself too #my art #scuttles out of here #i hope these long ass images actually show up in full resolution #i did draw them fucking TOLL as hell

[permanentlylatetotheparty]

*gnaws on my screenshots*

#horizon forbidden west #hfw #horizon #i wanna consume this game whole and i haven't even left the daunt yet #just need to make sure i don't get burnt out #or that i neglect my adult responsibilities #every time i look at the vistas in this game i wanna kiss the devs at guerilla games on the mouth #aloy despite the nora #horizon photomode

[my-burnt-city]

I HAVE NEVER dealt with my feelings about a Punchdrunk show closing by getting creative in Animal Crossing: New Horizons.....

..... well, not more than twice

#the burnt city #burnt city #punchdrunk #punchdrunk theatre #immersive theatre #immersive #animal crossing #animal crossing new horizons #acnh #hesperides #askalaphos #obviously you can never get 100% accuracy in animal crossing #but i am extremely pleased with what i've got so far!

[resiliencewithin]

5 more days to go in the most challenging school year I’ve ever had.

#i’m burnt out #sick from stress #mentally depleted #but it’s #just 5 #I can do this #I can #mental health #recovery #is on the horizon #resiliencewithin struggles

[governmentmandatedryujinstan420]

FINALLY. THIRD ACT. IT'S BEEN 3000 YEARS, I'VE FINALLY ESCAPED THE BUILDUP DUNGEONS INTO THREE SECONDS OF DIALOGUE THAT IS ACTUAL PLOT EVENTS, PRAISE BE TO THE WRITING GODS!

#hand jumper #DIALOGUE #LIKE THE LAND YOU FIND AFTER MONTHS OF SEA #ryujin mention of the day ig but lord knows how many days i missed they probably though i was dead and i technically was #The Horrors™ persisted but through pure hubris so did i #they say the first work is the worst work and brother i am serving that right #the cops are gonna find my rotting corpse #and they will only find the delusional folders of side character brain rot in the remains of my freshly burnt living quarters #born with a curse and the curse was fixating on two people's 5 minutes and 32 seconds of screentime respectively and obsessing over it #when i finally finish this i can finally force the peoples to listen to the queerplatonic situationship that juni and ishaan have going on #only in my deranged mind #only thing that kept me alive this month was this and that game i've waiting for really #BUT THE HORIZON IS UPON US LADS #terrible writing dumpster fire /hj coming soon near you #if i can proofread in time since i forgot contemporary literature actually condemns huge paragraphs

[milimeters-morales]

Miles: hey when i go to sleep can you add a 2-ton slab of marble on top of me?

Miguel: sure

Miles: wrong, you were supposed to ask me why

#miles morales #spiderman #spider man #miguel o’hara #spiderman 2099 #spider man 2099 #i can sense the burnout on the horizon this is the worst. i don’t want to be burnt out and if i am i hope it lasts like 2 days at most* #instead of months again

[soupykappa]

Just a little thing I did for no reason besides I wanted too, although I know I’m gonna smile every time I use these flash cards now. If you can name everyone of these characters congratulations, your just as much as a loser as I am. :)

#I’m so burnt out now why do I do this to myself #leon kennedy #chris redfield #albert wesker #resident evil #a little silly #jill valentine #my art hehe #silly goofy things #ethan winters #sherry birkin #barry burton #claire redfield #resident evil moreau #rose winters #piers nivans #aloy horizon #the duke resident evil #sheva alomar #rebbeca chambers #jack krauser #ashley graham #ada wong #jake miller #carlos oliveira #penguins of madagascar #private the penguin #japanese kanji #flashcards

[miamicommune]

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#dreamt me and some of my friends were driving through the village i lived in as a kid and the sun was setting. #and i was taking pictures of the sun and moon which were both in shot and i had the exposure very low #and suddenly even with the low exposure there was a bright flash. and i instinctively said look away. #and we did for a few moments before glancing back. and there was a nuclear explosion on the horizon. and i said we should keep driving. #and we were within the blast zone i knew that. but it wasn't here yet so we kept going up the coast. #and finally got out as it was about to arrive. and i walked to the water's edge and sat with my feet in the esk for one last time #and it suddenly struck me as really funny that there was a chance the nuclear waste beneath the beach was the same stuff in that bomb #and when the blastwave hit we all survived but just badly burnt. #and i had the realisation that most of the people i knew hadn't. and i had the realisation that despite everything i was still alive. #and it was so horrible. and i couldn't do anything but crawl back over to the others and sob. #eventually a helicopter arrived. and i just wanted to be left there on the beach. #woke up sobbing. first time that's ever happened.

[burninghorizon]

Anyway. I might be a gateway.

#i dont know what that means but. ive been thinking a lot about this one aspect of my energy i cant nail down #“beginning” “catalyst” “horizon” like i chose the name burninghorizon for a reason I am obsessed with liminal spaces that can't quite be #touched like horizons or portals and i chose the name horizon bc im a sky spirit but i am also of the earth #i am a human and i love being human despite my gripes with human existence. anyway. idk if im a gateway or not but. this aspect of myself #that is change and is transformation and is a catalyst... thats what a gateway is. what a portal is. #the stepping stone from one place to another the journey from point a to point b that in-between process... the transformation #what us “in-between”? well its a gateway of course #burnt words #energy #kin

[radicalrascals]

FYI Rafael would absolutely pick fights with arseholes online who justify their blatant xenophobia by being 'woke'. ✨Because it's cool to hate other countries and spread misinformation when you don't speak the language uwu✨ I mean, he would pick fights with those idiots irl, too, but so would all my other muses. Rafa is just the most media competent to care about online hate.

#I wish tumblr would stop recommending me political posts #guess what: other countries than your own have political issues too!!! LE GASP! that doesn't fucking mean the whole country is shit #or that it would've been better if it was burnt to the ground #like some people need to travel and broaden their horizons srsly #not like the same fucking thing probably happens in your country too but that's cool because OF COURSE IT IS #I'm salty

[trousle-ink]

"Uhh hey Trousle? I burnt the water."

"Bob how the fuck did you burn the water-"

#wtf #acnh #animal crossing #animal crossing new horizons #i burnt the water #sans how the fuck did you burn the water #bob #bob animal crossing

[lunarpanda]

I finally finished cleaning up my island after doing all that time traveling for various shit and now I'm almost done. Home stretch.

Next thing I need to do is visit two other people's islands and I can put this game down for good.

#Mika shushup #I wanna play something else fr fr #I just figured doing all the Nook Miles things would be easy I just didn't think it would be this exhausting... #New Horizons was fun but uh... I'm burnt out. #And I don't wanna catalogue everything plus do all the HHD stuff tbh. #Like maybe if I get the itch again but I doubt it

[pocketclowns]

man i love animal crossing, i should play it someday

#i think i finally burnt myself out on new horizons after playing it every single day for over two years lmao #p sure it’s been a few months now since i’ve played #i always see everyone’s posts and im like ‘wow this is so inspiring i should open my game’ #*proceeds to never open game*

[30403099]

some unfinished work :/

#my art #i have terrible art block right now send help #if this gets flagged i'll be sad #from top to bottom - left to right: #bog knight! from untitled bog knight game #a non-canon complaint 13+cygnus (event horizon) #yeah i don't even know. eris (event horizon) #one of the Many sketches i did while redesigning eris. unhinged. kinda fun (event horizon) #jun's lineup look. got burnt out drawing outfits so they're the only one with clothes at the moment lmfao (event horizon) #anatomy practice with alpha/nadine (closedloop) #carefully cropped eris (event horizon) #like half a pantheon of gods for a WIP that got really depressing to work on :/

[satanfemme]

related train of thought: doesn't it bug anyone else when people act like all afabs/transmasc people are basically girls in society's eyes? like, u see this with the "transandrophobia" weirdos a lot especially, where they can't fucking shut up about how we basically experience misogyny in the same exact way women do - and point blank INSIST that we never ever benefit from male privilege. or whatever. and like, that bugs other people too, right?

saw a beloved mutual arguing with one of these types the other day, and the other person's shit made me kinda mad. cause, believe it or not, after u graduate high school a lot of your transmasc buddies are gonna start passing and - get this! - may even go stealth!

ffs, I'm literally a femme androgynous faggot irl, u guys know this. I literally am a "girl" in some ways, sometimes, and do experience some level of misogyny cause of that. and yet, I also still go stealth as a "cis" male 90% of the time. (the only reason that's not 100%, btw, is cause I've been getting lax around my current coworkers lmao.) and my privileges often reflect this. like, obviously, right? for example I show up to a job interview as a man and give them an id that says "M", and I'm sure as hell not gonna go out of my way to announce my fun gender to anyone there -> I'm not gonna face any sexism when it comes to the following job offer (or lack thereof). it's important to me that you understand a lot of real world situations play out like this for adult transmasculine people.

is this not common sense?!!!! this is what I mean when I talk about how DISCONNECTED so many weird discourse-obsessed transmascs are from other trans people's lived experiences. I am not in the same social class as women! and it's both misogynistic towards them & transphobic towards me to insist so, imo.

#sorry it's just. weird and frustrating and I hate seeing the edges of discourse on the horizon sometimes #does this even make sense btw. I'm BURNT OUT. I'm SO fucking soggy in the head rn

[selfishgod]

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#personal #my life is not falling apart but i feel like i am ripping apart at the seams. i am so busy with work that #social interaction feels like nails on a chalkboard but i do it anyway because i know from experience that isolating myself is worse #i feel like i just want to run away from everything including my responsibilities and the people around me... i cant do that but #i feel a great depression approaching from the horizon and i do not know what to do to prevent it. i cant afford to get depressed and #burnt out right now. i have too many responsibilities