#betetr ones

[steelthroat]

8 and 5 for the art questions?

Hiiii and thanks for the ask!

5. Do you practice other styles/have you tried other styles in the past?

Yeah I mean it would be more accurate to say I am deep in Mt experimental phase... I don't have a style, I'm trying new things, so yeah definitely.

Hm like these are 3 works by me in the same month:

(<- the last one was the project for my sculpture. Which fun fact I started last yeat, then completed in 10/12 hours of work and painted this year because the school year was over)

8. What is your favourite piece that you have done?

So... although I like drawing in a more stylized/comic way... but I'm much better at sculpting and realistic paintings.

Which is- ironic in a painful way.

But 2 works that left me genuinely happy about the outcome are this one:

"War poets"

Did these (+ the other drawings of the project i won't post) in 18 hours total. The bas-relief (is that the word?) was made in less than 2 hours and it's my personal record.

Now, it doesn't exist anymore because it was a school thing (a trial exam or something), and it was destroyed to reuse the clay. Yes, I'm still sour about it, but now I know I can redo it and better.

I like it because I took a risk experimenting and it came out good. For once I was fast and i didn't falter under all that pressure, also it was faithful to the vision I had in mind and I like the style I used so yay.

#steel answers #i have more sculptures #betetr ones #but the last one is special for many reasons #art of steel

[marciliedonato]

cats (2020)

#txt #my girl going to the jellicle ball.... #this image is just a placeholder until i find a betetr one #mcr return #my chem #my chemical romance #return era #gerard way #wow anna said something #Anna's shitposts #greatest hits

[jonahmagnus]

FUCKING. NERDY PRUDES MUST DIEEEEEEEEEE

#FUCKING. TGWDLM IS SOOOOO GOOD BUT HEY? HEY? *HEY?????????* #THIS ONE #MIGHT #*MIGHTTTT* #BE BETETR. MIGHT SLOT INTO MY #HEART #NEXT TO KT #GODDDDD #!!!!! #FUCKIN A!!!!! ITS SO GOOD!!!!!!! #Live Jona reaction

[softshuji]

y'know it's a night when hal sits and eats cereal in the dark room at 1.30am.

#i was thinking abt it earlier #but i've been crying so much lately like so much. almost every second day if not every day and i dont know why #actually i do kinda know why. #i think im hitting my limit with a lot of things and one of them is my parent dumping their problems on me #earlier today my mom told me again abt the whole debacle with my dad cheating on her multiple times and everyone knows i find this subject #too much for me i dont tlike to think about it or anything and im so tired of hearing it and especially when i lived through it trust me i #was literally there the whole cheating subject is very raw to me for many reasons and im just tired of being the emotional dump so often #especially because she always comes to me for everything all the time and im so sos tire d #everyone always tells me i should consider my own needs as a person and its okay to have them and yk in theory i agree with this but i just #cant. i grew up not having any needs met so how can i let myself have them now it makes me feel absolutely awful with myself to even #consider having to ask for something off someone and yet i know how wrong this is iknow needa and desires and wants are natural #but mine have always been on the back burner for everyone else. so its' no surprise ive let myself think im something to be used for other #peoples sake. whether that be physically or emotionally and especially the latter. because thats how i see myself someitmes. something #something to make people feel betetr about themselves that has no use outside of how i make them feel - just something to use until they #move onto the next best thing. something more entertaining and better value whatever that might mean something with less feelings less #sensitive. it feels like sometimes thats what i am. the indestructible never breaking hal that somehow has a solution to everything and can #always be there to fix every issue and is there to make people feel better but needs nothing in response #and god it really does feel like my problems dont mean anything to anyone #it does feel like no one thinks theyre worth anything #not worth listening to not worth thr same attention etcetc and yknow what i hate hate hate asking for attention and yet i get upset when i #feel like im not actually being heard or listened to #and i find it happens so often. sometimes i wanna hear it just once for once i wanna hear 'hey its okay to be upset i wish i could hug you' #or something like that god i dont want to be strong and nursing my wounds in private anymore #god i want a hug so bad and someone to just let me cry on them just once i want to be held and told someones got me instead of me doing it #for everyone else all the time #is thisselfish? it feels selfish to say #this is why it affects me so deeply whenever anyone does validate me or tells me its ok to want things or that im loved or anything nice #god i cant handle niceness at all it feels like it knocks me so bad it takes me ages to recover #and yet somehow all i can tell myself is that theyre only saying nice things because theyre being obligated to and not becayuse they feel #like they actually like me

[transmascnepetaleijon]

making a podcast its due in an hour and nineteen minutes i havent even started recording let alone editing, but so far the scrcipt is the bomb

#TOOK ME WAY TOO LONG TO WRITE THIS #its ok tho after im done with this ill do my grammar project then my literature one and then my geometry one go to sleep at ass am #and then my life will be DONE dude itll be SOLVED #i hope at least. i still have to check if like i have any other projects which i dont think so but yk #my brain is mush and i cant think ever so betetr to go check it #txt

[knockyasocksoff2022]

Dazai w/ Eczema HCs

Half joke HC that Dazai has eczema (because I do) and that's one of the other resons why he wears bandages so it won't get irritated and he won't touch it and also to hide the scars from where he scratched himself badly.

I know he would too, seeing as he has no self care/preservation. It's a wonder that his arm hasn't gotten mega infected (I know the river water and probably his dorm too aren't clean). Maybe he even uses it as a kind of self harm 🥺!

He has a love-hate relationship with it because the pain and itching sensation is kind of grounding when he feels like he's disassosiating or outside of himself. It reminds him that he's here and real . . . but it's also painful af so 🙁.

It comes and goes, always there but much worse at times. Extreme cold and hot weather make it worse, as does his poor diet and skin care (someone pls save him).

It's bad in his elbow crease and that's a reason he hates paperwork because he has to bend his elbows for entended periods of time to type and write.

Mori helped him get treatments when he was in the PM but he's a lil stubborn self harming shit and sometimes didn't take them. Then when he was off on his own he didn't have anything at all and was SUFFERING(TM).

He mostly hides it very well but Kunikida, being his work partner, and having a desk across from his , notices that something is up because his arms are so stiff. Kunikida may not like him all that much, but he isn't a monster and wishes he could help his coworker whoes in pain, also he hopes it would increase Dazai's productivity (it wouldn't, Dazai's just lazy)

Yosano can't heal him w/ her gift but she is a doctor ao she tries to help however she can, even forcing him to use lotions and creams, but she can't be there all the time so he still falls through the cracks. It's better than before though.

One time when it was really bad Dazai was scatching his arm though so much the skin opened even under the bandages and started to bleed through and the ADA, mainly Atsushi were horrified. Atsushi thought he cut himself and go scared so Dazai had to comfort him and he felt guilty for making his mentee so upset. Maybe he'll try to do betetr, but it's hard.

(sorry this got so long. I just had this thought and it went further as I was typing.)

It's actually so anoying and painful though, so as intresting as that would be I would feel exteremly bad, like bro's already going throiugh so much he doesn't need that as well.

(This HC is based of my personal experience with eczema and how it feels and how I think Dazai would deal with it so no judgement if you disagree)

#bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #bsd dazai osamu #bsd dazai #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #eczema #dazai osamu has eczema #osamu dazai has eczema #bsd hcs #bsd headcanons #bungo stray dogs headcanons #bungou stray dogs headcanons

[inmaki]

Hello Zuma !!!!!

I love your works, and am perpetually sick, so I wanted to send in a silly idea because even a cold can’t stop me from laughing at your smaus and tomfoolery and cheering me up !! So I wanted to share with you my JJK character thoughts (based on when I get super duper sick :((() because they might be interesting to you or smthn too !! Something silly >:]

I feel like if at any point their s/o tells them something like “I don’t want to sleep, what if I don’t wake up” while they’re super sick the jjk cast either start panicking or reassure them and then spend the whole night watching them (depending on who they are)!!! Actually nvm, they’re all paranoid (for good reason) so they’d all probably do both .

Like I can imagine someone like Maki going “You will wake up, don’t be dramatic just go to bed” but getting so scared by the thought that she follows up by asking to stay over to watch them throughout the night (Gojo doesn’t even ask he just pops in and says he’s staying over LOL)

Yuuta would probably . have an aneurysm. He’d start crying. Toge would be all funny and lighthearted abt it to their face but the moment they’re actually asleep, he can’t sleep himself and wakes up throughout the night to check their pulse. Nobara does something that’s like Toge’s response to it but like… more playfully mean, like she’d say “You’re not allowed to die, end of discussion!!”

Nanami would take their concerns so seriously he’s so 😭 He’d promise to be there when they wake up and even if he has work he contemplates calling in sick I’m crying !!!!! Megumi will summon his shikigami and let them cuddle them to sleep if it helps cause he doesn’t want them to be scared :( Yuuji being scared abt it too but then doing his best to try and cheer them up !! Says silly things like “I’ll fight your cold for you back babe, it’s ok!!”

Ok this is going on too long,,, I was gonna ask if you still take anons but this ask got too long sorryyyyy :[

THIS IS A SUPER LATE RPEP,T IM SO SORRY :( and yes im still taking anons if u wanna be one <3

STOP this idea is so cute tho 😭😭 ESPECIALLY MAKI UGH SHE WOULD BE FREAKING TF OUT ON THE INSIDE but would be so stubborn on the outside AND NOBARA. T-T AND MEGS SUMMONING HIS WOLVES AHABEHDJDHB im crying. that made me so soft I LOVE UR IDEAS SM i can tell that u know the characters vv well!!!

BTW. I RLLT HOPE UR FEELIN BETETR BY NOW ANON <\3 SORRY AGAIN

#inmaki

[fuckaustralia]

australia isn't real ( jk! ) (no jk. slash srs)

shitpost blgligk

mod intros

@knucklestheechidna7777777 SIGI IM BETETR IM BETWTRTR IM BETTER ICDONT FUCKIGN LIVEIN AUDTELAIA LIKE THIS LOSER vvvvv PROUD AMERIKAN TEXASS SRULES AUSTRLAIA DROOLS he/him

@kurushimiangel heyeheyhy I'm the cool one im kasa I live in ausyralai I have a spider ifnresitiatoon probably he/they SIGI IM FUCKINGGB COMIGNG SGETRNYOU rei i'm getting a divorce

@reiikoo um um im rei I guess 😅😅😅 he/she i guess 😅😅😅 im american ig uess 😅😅😅 FUCK AUSTRALIA I GUESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dni if ur an austuralian. especially krushsuimiangel. NO DONT DIVORCE ME KASA 0SL

#pinned post!

[absolutelydedinside]

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I NEED TO SEE HIM RUNNING AROUND AND JUMPING JOYFULLY I NEED TO SEE HIM FROLICKING IN A FIELD OF FLOWERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED HIM SKIPPING AROUND WITH A BIG SMILE ON HIS FACE. I MISS HJIM. I . I WANT TO SEE DOTTORE AGAIN HOYOVERSE. PLEASE. EVEN IF ITS JUST HIS HAIR. OR ANYTHING. I'LL BE OK. JUST LET ME SEE HIM ONE MORE TIME. I PLEAD WITH YOU. WHATEVER YOU WISH WILL BE MY COMMAND AS LONG AS I GET TO SEE DOTTORE.

i miss him so much. I just want to see my wife again hoyoverse please show him to me . I miss my wife a lot. I miss his face. I miss his hair cut. I miss his smirk and voiece. I miss h. hIM. please, I miss him a lot. I want my wife. I WANT HIMM PLLEASE SHOW ME MYW IFE PLEASE PLEAAASEE PLEASE I NEE DTO S EE EHIM EPLEAA.A,,E,E PLELASE,,, I NEED MY WIFE. I NEED HIM I NEED HIM I NEED HIM I NEED HIS COMFRTING WARMTH BESIDE ME. I NEED TO FEEL HIS ARMS WRAPPED AROUND ME AND HUGGING ME AGAIN PLEASE RELEASE HIM FROM HIS CONTAINMENT HOYVERSE.. P,LEAE. PLEAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#absolposting #goig insane rn .

[busyfish]

i honestly wish my well like everything was a little better and little more put together because self advocacy seems like something i could be very good at?

i feel really behind still.

i feel like there are things i'm doing for the first time that people were doing when they were 14-15 years old.

i am also just like unable to do a lot of things that are every day life for people.

i don't understand money and bank accounts and i'm highly motivated by interests and having zero in that kind of thing has made it ever more difficult to like get my head around because i will be perfectly honest, i get bored and roll my eyes and just tune out.

when i went completely non verbal a few years ago for like 16 months or so, it really "set me back" a lot too.

my speech has never recovered from that. i got so out of the habit and disinterted in spelling and grammar and using the correct tense and all that right?

so i speak very much like in a way sometimes that's difficult to take seriously sometimes.

and don't get me started on my appearance lol.

BUT

BUT

i think i should not let this kind of thing like discourage me because i really want to be able to like in some capacity help others by speaking up for myself and people like me and help people understand that like speech abled people are not unformily functioning at the same level.

and as a matter of fact like, envrioment and other factors can really affect how well one thrives despite being speech able.

it's been a big interest of mine lately to do more research and just learn more about myself and my condition and looking at other people and how they are and their condition.

some of it has been selfish and motivated by trying to like learn how to succesfully persue a romantic partner or whatever but like it's been still good form e to like understand how to function betetr on my own terms in a world built to really kind of give me the hardest time

and while that isn't fair, i can still make something of myself despite that

[cherrysmokesaconha]

Okay i am feeling better rn.

I deleted my vent cuz i don't like how i wrote it and i also felt kinda scared of it.

I got to sleep a little bit but i'm still kinda tired. Maybe i will try drawing later idk

If u guys could send asks (like, anything that could cheer me up), i would appreciate it.

For the ones that saw my vent and got worried, thank u for that! Hope u guys have a nice day and i hope my day gets betetr.

#cherry talks

[dvdsharkk]

WHICH ONE IS BETTER PLEASE this is my object soanan

(Ignore how one is slightly better than the other i got lazy)

#object show community #object shows #object show #art #osc #im mephone lover 90000 #kissing mephone #/j #/hj #help #question

[the-peddito-and-the-doise-show]

Im feeling really sad and watching this blog usually helps me feel better but urgdghshs.. uhm can you idk help me feel betetr or soemthing sorry

“Not to fear! It’s okay to be sad, because emotions are a part of being you! Even though you’ll probably never be on the same level or standards as the divine Doise, I assure you that everything will be okay on your side if you just pull through!”

(The Doise had never tried to cheer anyone up before, so he’s really trying his best for this one).

#pizza tower doise #the doise #doise pizza tower #pizza tower

[dopaminegyro]

#dpg polls #this is important. btw #dpg hs

[sntechsupport]

I was inspecting some of the SPace II isolated servers and discovered that a lot of the "damaged sessions" have a malformed Skaia, either with the wrong shape, or with chunks missing. Some instances even lack an atmosphere. My question is this: What happened and why does this cause a session to get quarantined

-∆ (SOL)

Here's the thing: SPacell project session doesn't go through us; as you've siad, they ahve their own isolated servers. That means their sessions aren't even in our database. I have virtually no way of looking into them besides packing up, enter one and take a look. Which I can't do because my place is here. And I have betetr use of Gearvatars. And also since this doesn't go through SkaiaNet, it's not my responsibility and therefore not my problem.

The quarantine is our measure, however. Part of the game's base code. If a session that's not registered in the database connects to SkaiaNet servers, it will create a void in the database. Such voids act like sinkholes, pull surrounding session in the database into it, corrupting and eventually deleting them. If unchecked, it could delete the entire database. It definitely is going to kill people caught in it, permanently and retroactively.

So, preventive quarantine code exists. It also triggers for all sessions with unapproved mods, unless the mods specifically remove it, but the Living Hell system is extra sensitive to that, so. You know.

And yes, my entire problem with mods is that they alter the game enough not to connect to the database because "it's a whole different game", thus creating database void sinkholes. Whatever you do in your own session is your problem, but when it affects other sessions, Gear from Technical Support, Code Development, and Database Maintenance is going to throw a hissy fit and throw you into the torture dimension until he gets a proper sleep. (When was the last time I had a nap anyway?)

TL;DR: I have no idea what's going on with SPacell, I have other things to worry about, please do not mdo your sessions.

Sincerely

SN Tech Support (Gear)

#sburb #sn tech support #SPacell Project

[perifrog77]

Goretober Day 2 : Candy Gore

VERRRY late and wil lprobably be for the other prompts but! Candy gore, here it is!

Not really too proud of how this one came out, but also its my first time trying candy gore!

it's a fun style, i really like it! im hoping i get betetr at it

this is cuddles from happy tree friends btw, i used to watch the show (im not at all i nthe fandom) and i liked the bunny one, just learned his name lol

#goretober #art challenge #digital artist #digital art #candy gore #prompt list #happy tree friends #cuddles #bunny #cw: gore