#benreykin

[fictionkinfessions]

yknow what, i dont feel bad for all the scientists and security guards that died during the rescas that were active in bio, xenobio and biochem. thats what you get for flying too close to the sun with all your “experiments”.

what was the scientific value behind torturing a poor child that has just lost their entire homeworld, huh? what was the point of separating that child from their companion, the ONLY other thing left from their homeworld, within hours of discovering them? what was the point of stuffing that child in a cell in the darkest pit of black mesa, with barely enough space to even fit one person, and chain them to the floor? of repeatedly cutting off limbs just to see if they come back, to repeatedly take blood, flesh and bone to see what composition they had, to electrocute them, and then to kill them during experiments when you figured out they’d come back? what was the scientific value behind all that?

sometimes ill fall asleep and dream of that dark cell. sometimes i dream of the comparatively blinding lights of the test chamber in xenobio. sometimes i see the faces of the same scientists that put me through hell in my dreams. sometimes i hear them call me by the test subject ID black mesa gave me in my dreams. sometimes i get phantom pain where the ID tag used to be, where i ripped it out of my ear within a week of being outside of black mesa. its been several lifetimes and it still sticks.

the worst part is knowing im not the only one. they put bubby through a similar kind of hell, i know that. they put hundreds of creature with varying degrees of sentience through similar shit to what bubby and i had to deal with.

so yeah, i dont feel bad for all those people that died during the rescas that worked in those departments. i dont feel bad for any single scientist or security guard or soldier that the science team shot on the way out when we passed through that sector.

-benrey

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#fictionkinfessions #fictionkin #benreykin #hlvraikin #prevabuse #child abuse cw #torture cw #experimentation cw #gore cw #medical abuse cw #amputation cw #electrocution cw #blood cw #mod party cat #death cw

[gnzma]

"do you have playstation plus, uh, voucer? I just uhm- i'm waitin-- i wanna- i wanna get another month? but i want, like, a free trial?

...yo what the fuck i just wanna play games with people man-"

#❌|| ᴘᴏᴋᴇᴍᴏɴ sᴜɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴏᴏɴ ʙᴜᴛ ɢᴜᴢᴍᴀ ʜᴀs ᴀ ɢᴜɴ 💀 crack ||❌ #assigned benreykin

[helpforkin]

Self care for a Benrey kin with a gamer theme and with everything under 20 dollars!

Candle - $9.50

Popplio plush - $14.99

Zelda Sugar scrub - $6.50

Sonic Kandi bracelet - $4.00

Kirby slime - $9.49

Playstation bath bomb - $3.44+

- Mod Bri.

#HLVRAI #Benrey #HLVRAI kin #HLVRAIkin #Benrey kin #Benreykin

[kin-eats]

Any simple recipes for a benrey? I like crunchy stuff, meats/other things I can tear into, and sweet fruity things. Jello stuff is always fun. No allergies. Thanks <3

Not a problem!

Simple Cranberry Spinach Salad

Simple Fried Morel Mushrooms

Simple Turkey Chili

Simple Lemon-Herb Chicken

Simple Yogurt with Fresh Figs

Simple Fruit Pizza

I hope you enjoy! ~Shadow

#mod shadow #request #benreykin #hlvraikin

[psykoz]

benrey kinnies come get yall juice

#a gift from ur fellow benrey #hlvrai #benrey #benreykin #benrykin #hlvraikin

[cherrytreekins]

benrey aesthetic for my dearest friend

eye sketch on the left

#hlvrai kin #half life kin #benreykin #benrey kin #request #mod taro

[canoncalled]

hey this is benrey from half life vr but the ai is self aware/hlvrai looking for anyone but especially bubby. he basically raised me and i miss him a lot. i'm 24 if that bothers anyone. my kinblog is @ afineshrineinme

@afineshrineinme

#benreykin #hlvraikin #halflifevraikin #halflifevrbuttheaiisselfawarekin #Anonymous

[antiben]

benrey icon

barney icon

#let us not forget the fact that youre benreykin btw #snlug #💌

[ribeelz]

Here’s my fave of the xenogenders ive made so far!

Benreykinic

A gender thats influenced in some way by kinning Benrey

Use with credit! :]

#mogai gender #mogai #xenogender #xenogender coining #benrey

[meltedberrycake]

As a benreykin I am flattered

N bvcXFDBCNGVMBH<JN>BH<GVJ SHUSH

#sweet voice

[fictionkinfessions]

almost completely forgot that one of my alters also kins benrey. two bastard gremlins in one teeny human body, what will they do - benrey

x

#fictionkinfessions #fictionkin #benreykin #hlvraikin #benreyfictive #hlvraifictive #fictive #mod party cat

[emujin]

Heard you're Emujin. Fuck you.

oh i see the russian benreykin is making fun of ethnic names again 🙄

#/j #asks

[getallemeralds]

@arcanist-valtrois replied to your post: palanauts: in case you missed the stream: the full...

Matt benreykin

palasnart makes a call out post on tumblr dot com: matt is benreykin

#arcanist valtrois #leo chirps #leos reply #palanauts #THIS IS MATT. HE'S BENREY.

[kin-eats]

could i have some meals for a picky benrey whos trying to eat healthier? i like cooked veg (tomatos especially) and typical fast food/junk food/pizza place stuff. only thing i cant have is pinapple! i hope this isnt too specific! <:]

Not too specific at all, friend!

Healthy Roasted Cauliflower Soup

Healthy Honey Carrot Cookies

Healthy Vegetarian Quiche

Healthy Veggie Minestrone Soup

Chicken Parmesan Burger

Chicken, Mushroom, and Polenta Lasagna

I hope you enjoy! ~Shadow

#mod shadow #request #benreykin #hlvraikin #Anonymous