#beka-dreamer

[regardingjenmish]

i thought the production/effects were awesome! It FELT like spn again and I was very emotional the entire episode! loved loved loved it.

Me too! So i was kinda shocked to see some people shit on it as if they were expecting some type of Marvel special effects. To me it gave me early seasons SPN vibes and it made it so much better :)

#beka-dreamer #i feel like the shit talking was mostly bc they liked the show so they needed something to talk crap about

[minnies-advice]

What do I DO???

Ask for help. You have a ko-fi, put it out there. Explain your situation and ask for help.

#beka-dreamer #impala-dreamer #minnies advice

[deanwinchesterswitch]

🎢

Oooh!

🎢 Which of your fics would you call your wildest ride?

The Edge of Fate (one part posted-currently on hiatus) is set to be the most intense and twistiest story I've written. Which is part of the reason it's taking me so long. I need to be in the right mindset for it because it's going to be a bit dark.

Run to You, which currently has twelve parts posted, is set to take a bit of a dive and roll in the upcoming chapters which should be out in the next couple of months.

Thanks for the ask!💜

Fanfic Writer Emoji Ask

#dw's witch responds #beka-dreamer #wonderful friends #fanfic writer emoji ask

[mariekoukie6661]

🥞 🍵 ❤️

Hiiiiii!!!!! 💜💜💕💕

Mmhhh… breakfast would be nice….

#beka-dreamer #minies answer

[fallingintolife]

🍺 🍸🥃happy weekend!

Aw hi! Thank you so much! ☺️ I hope you have a great weekend as well! I've been in New York this last week visiting my friend and I'm actually leaving tomorrow but I had a great time! Btw I am LOVE LOVE LOVING your new series! 😍

#beka-dreamer #you are so sweet! #thank you so much for sending me an ask #seriously made my day 🥰 #asks #morgan mumbles

[impala-dreamer]

You can't boop from a side blog I guess lol

#im beka-dreamer

[pandaxo79]

U have no asks!!

I was gonna send one!

"You are awesome. Thank you for being here"

That is good to hear this morning! I just keep fighting those demons in my sleep then I feel like a hunter ready to conquer the day when I wake up 😎

Also I've just finished a class so that's one less demon to handle! 😁 Now I gotta handle a few other things but I'm on vacation 😌 so that can wait when I'm back in the States 😌💅

#pandaxo answers #beka dreamer

[k-slla]

Call It Fate

A/N: @beka-dreamer - This was supposed be ready by your Birthday but I am so sorry that this took me so long - It's now finished and as I warned, angsty (sorry for that too), but I still hope you'll enjoy it! 🤍

W/C: 1.7k | My Masterlist

Warnings: angst, Demon!Dean

All mistakes are mine! Feedback is appreciated!

Enjoy!

Rebekah wasn't sure how long she had been driving for. She was still not even totally aware of what had happened.

Dawn was breaking so few hours have passed at least since she left the Bunker in the dead of night, but she wasn't going to stop. No, she couldn't. Despite the growing ache in her limbs, stomach or in her heart, she floored the gas, determined to get as far as she could from him. She’d tend her wounds later when she'd have time to worry about anything else but getting herself hidden.

For a long time it was just her and silence in her car between the empty fields, dark forests or seemingly extinct small towns.

That's quite how she felt. Dark. Lifeless. Empty.

At least the wind coming in from the rolled down window was relieving the sting of the little cuts and scrapes on her face. Every little movement she dared to do, felt again like another punch she had gotten from Dean.

His laughter was still ringing in her ears. Cruel and taunting. His smile - another sight she wouldn't forget - so cold and diabolic.

“Do you really think you can run from me, Beka?” That nickname slipping past his lips now evoked goosebumps on her skin. He was much closer to her than she had hoped. Not getting ahead of him more than a corner, she still gathered all the strength she had left to even try to get away.

“Why are you still trying to escape? I could make the end for you real easy, maybe even borderline enjoyable, if you would just stop!”

Bunker had become a total maze of torture for her. Rebekah had no sense of direction anymore and the red emergency light made every hallway look the same. She was stuck like a mouse in a snake tank, with nowhere to run.

“Or on the other hand, I could drag it out, make it long and slow. You know I’d enjoy it. Whichever you’d prefer, sweetheart.”

She got nauseous. Rebekah pulled the car over at the side of the road. This was a mistake. Staying with the boys. Last few years she had gone through were all wrong. She shouldn’t have let herself fall for him. She should've known that she had no chance at happiness. She should've known that being alone was all that she would get in this world. No family. No Dean. No one.

Groaning loudly, Rebekah wearily climbed out of the front seat, and looked around her. In the middle of nowhere, only desolate fields surrounded her again. She leaned on the car, letting her tears roll freely as she slowly slid down and hid her face in her arms.

She sat next to the car, gravel pushing deep into her bruised skin. It hurt, but not as much as the burn on the inside. She was shattered. Heartbroken. And this time she wasn't sure if anything would help her heal.

The wind was warm around her, tousling her long brown locks, almost like an invisible embrace, it had her surrounded.

She didn't want to admit it to herself. That she missed him. That she still loved him after what he put her through. But she did. She loved Dean as much as she hated him, and after tonight Rebekah hated him more than anything.

She hated those green eyes that once had been her escape from reality, were filled with such hatred and coldness tonight. She despised that smile that once had the power to brighten her day in a split second, would now be the cause of her nightmares. She loathed the man who once saved her from that very same thing he had now become, was the one who promised to protect her with his life. She hated that she loved him.

She was sleeping when he came. After months of fighting with sleeplessness, trying to find Dean day or night, she had fallen asleep surprisingly quickly tonight, but it was still restless for her.

She was lucky she hadn't slept in their own room. That was the first place he had checked looking for her. But she didn't need any more things to remind her of Dean, so she chose a room a few doors down from it.

A door slammed into the wall, waking her up immediately.

“Sweetheart, I'm home!” A muffled voice echoed in the hallway, almost maniacal laughter following right after. Rebekah didn't think he'd come back voluntarily. Her heart started thundering. He must've been here for a reason.

But that wasn't her Dean, and she was alone with him in the Bunker.

She had no idea what time it was or how long she had been sitting by the road, but she was parched. Carefully she stood up and started to look for a water bottle in her car. She knew she had one somewhere. Every move still hurt, but she finally found it, and drank almost half of it.

The heat kept climbing and she decided to find a first motel on the road to wherever she was headed. But first, she'd need a change of clothes. She was still wearing her pajamas, and those had gotten ripped in the fight.

With shaking hands, she opened the trunk of the car, and started rummaging through the blankets and books and weapons in it to find her back-up clothes.

She has always been prepared for the worst, keeping at least two sets of clothes in her car at all times, both bags had also a burner phone, cash and some medicines in them.

She just never thought that the worst would be running away from Dean.

Rebekah took in two painkillers before she sat behind the wheel again. She felt a little more like a human at least, all she needed now was a shower and sleep.

About another hour later a “Jade’s Motel & Diner” sign caught her eye. Underneath it was small writing “Redfield, South-Dakota”.

She must've been so out of herself not to notice crossing two state lines.

She pulled into the lot and parked the car, but was unable to get out. For months she had tried to be hopeful of finding Dean and helping him. Even when everything had gone wrong, even when smallest traces of him disappeared and despair started to creep in, she never gave up. But now there was nothing for her to fight for. Now she was just tired of trying.

She loved Dean. More than anything, but seeing him being able to try to kill her so easily, that hurt more than any other punch she had gotten from him. She couldn't go back to that.

Rebekah stayed hidden behind a corner and Dean's low voice echoed somewhere in the Bunker. It seemed to her, he was heading the other way. She was wrong. As soon as she let out a little shaky breath and wanted to turn around to lean on the wall, Rebekah saw Dean behind her and barely had a chance to duck down before a hammer hit the wall right where her head was a second ago. She fell to the floor and there was a silence between them. But not for long before Dean pulled the hammer out of the wall.

“Dean, don't!” She was shaking as she turned her face away from him, expecting another hit, but it didn't come. Instead Dean squatted down in front of her and roughly grabbed her jaw.

He sneered, staring at her teary eyes and the bruises forming on her skin. But then to her surprise he caressed her cheek softly and pushed away stray hair from her face. It almost seemed like he cared, but she knew better. He was not the man anymore she loved.

“You know, what? I changed my mind. It's actually not that fun when you're just laying here. Get up!”

He stood back up and waited for Rebekah to do the same, but she remained on the floor.

“Why are you doing this?” She had no fight left in her.

“Well, the Mark needs to be fed, right?” He turned his right arm out, revealing her the red scar on it. “And I knew just the place where to find my next victim.” Dean waved his hands around him. “It's either you or someone innocent from the streets. Would you like that more?”

Rebekah glared up into his black eyes that had nothing left of the lively green they used to be. She won't give up that easily. She heaved herself up.

“You'll get a ten second head start, then we'll play.” Dean's eyes flashed green as grinned after her, watching her limp away. When she got right around the corner, she started to run. With her final strength Rebekah made her way to the garage. This was her only chance to escape.

Rebekah stared at herself in the rearview mirror and an unrecognizable face stared back. She didn't even realize that before, but Sam didn't know yet that Dean came back. She decided to deal with this a little later. He wasn't home anyway and Dean had probably run from the Bunker, too. She'd call him later sometimes, when she'd had time to sleep. Right now she just needed to lay down.

She gathered her stuff from the backseat and got out of the car. The gravel crunched under her shoes as she walked across the lot towards the motel. She didn't know yet what would be her next move or where she'd end up.

As she got closer to the building, Rebekah saw an older woman sitting behind a little desk. When the little bell above the door announced her entering, the woman looked up from the newspaper she was reading, smiling at her welcomingly.

“Hello, miss, how can I help you?”

She couldn't tell what tomorrow would bring for her, but Rebekah knew one thing - she would be alone and it'll be alright. She had been alone for years, before she met the Winchesters.

Maybe one day her path would cross with Dean again, but until that she would have to do what she was best at. She'd have to keep on hunting.

For now, she plastered on a little smile.

“Good morning! Room for one, please.”

Taglist (always open) @jackles010378 @nescavaneck @cevansbaby-dove @deanwinchestersgirl87 @winchesterwild78 @anundyingfidelity @suckitands33

Dividers by @cafekitsune

#dean winchester fic #supernatural #demon!dean #spn fanfiction #jensen ackles #dean winchester #jackles #spn #angst

[kimberkingrivers]

Okay I need some help… if you could design your dream book store what would it include?

I’m gonna tag a few people maybe y’all wouldn’t mind answering… but don’t feel like you have to… but I’d love to hear your answers

@zepskies @luci-in-trenchcoats

@supernatural-jackles @cherryblossomflowers @ao3commentoftheday @babysimpala @beka-dreamer @enigmalynne @ghostlyarchaeologist @girls-alias @holylulusworld @impala-dreamer @lets-steal-an-archive @mlovesstories @queen-of-deans-booty @rocksaltandmountainash @thing-you-do-with-that-thing @blackcherrywhiskey @leveragedlibrarians

#bookstore #books #reading #make reading great again #I need my fandoms to help me of this one #fanfic help please #spn fandom #not normal #not normal post #question #questions for tumblr #please help me

[jackles010378]

Beka's Unforgettable Birthday Bash

Dean winchester x @impala-dreamer

Happy birthday Beka hope your having a great day 🥳🎉🎂🎊

Beka was feeling a little down as her birthday approached. She had always loved celebrating in style, but this year, with the boys having to fight lucifer, she wasn't sure if she would be able to have the birthday of her dreams. Little did she know, her boyfriend Dean had been secretly planning a surprise that would make this birthday one to remember.

On the morning of Beka's birthday, there was a knock on her door. When she opened it, she found a beautifully wrapped gift with a note attached that read, "Get ready for an adventure!" Inside the box was a map with coordinates and a list of clues leading her to various locations around town.

Excited and curious, Beka followed the clues, each one leading her to a new place that held a special memory for her and Dean. From the park where they had their first picnic to the coffee shop where they spent hours talking, each stop brought a flood of nostalgia and warmth to her heart.

At the final location, Beka found herself at a rooftop deck overlooking the city. There, waiting for her, was Dean with a smile that stretched from ear to ear. He had set up a beautiful birthday spread with fairy lights, her favorite snacks, and a playlist of their go-to songs playing softly in the background.

As the sun set, Beka and Dean laughed, talked, and reminisced about all the adventures they had shared over the years. It was a simple celebration, but it was filled with so much love and thoughtfulness that Beka couldn't help but feel overwhelmed with gratitude for having such an amazing boyfriend.

Just when she thought the night couldn't get any better, Dean pulled out a telescope and pointed it towards the sky. Through the lens, Beka saw her name written in the stars, twinkling and shining brightly against the dark canvas of the night, "had a little help from cas with that one" he said with a wink.

Tears welled up in Beka's eyes as she turned to Dean, wrapping him in a tight hug. "Thank you for making this the most unforgettable birthday I've ever had, I love you Dean" she whispered.

Dean simply smiled and replied, "Anything for you, Beka. Happy birthday. I love you too"

And as they sat together under the blanket of stars, Beka knew that this birthday would be etched in her heart forever as a reminder of the true magic of their love.

TAGLIST: @k-slla @cevansbaby-dove @kaleldobrev @janineb86 @deans-daydream @alternativeprincess94 @nescavaneck @angelbabyyy98-blog

#jensen ackles #dean winchester #jackles #supernatural #jensen ross ackles #spn cast #deanwinchtser #jensen ackles gifs #dean winchester fanfic #dean winchester fan fic #Dean winchester x Beka

[myimaginaryradio]

That Thing You Do - The Wonders - 1996

This one goes out to the one and only @beka-dreamer

#the wonders #that thing you do #classic rock #90s #thursday mood #Youtube

[minnies-advice]

I am so tiredddd what do I do???

YOU LET OTHER PEOPLE HELP YOU! STOP DOING EVERYTHING YOURSELF!

#beka-dreamer #minnies advice

[deanwinchesterswitch]

Hi Beka (@impala-dreamer)!

#billy dunne #sam claflin #daisy jones & the six

[mariekoukie6661]

You are loving and kind and so wonderfully badass. I hope the new year treats you well 💋💖

I love you! I hope 2023 brings you joy, happiness and WAYYYY LESS STRESS!! (And more boundaries)

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

#impala-dreamer/beka-dreamer #minnie answer

[feelmyroarrrr]

For Beka @impala-dreamer

Happy birthday!!!!!!!

Bucky x Beka

"And that's why the final episode is worse than the 8th episode"

"Beka, I love you but I still understand why you're so obsessed with Supernatural. That show finished years ago." Bucky knew that was going to get her riled up but it was necessary.

Beka had been in a writing slump and he wanted to get her creative juices flow... oh now that's an idea. He could definitely get some.juices flowing, just maybe not creative ones.

"How dare you? You know that show is important to, hang on, are you doing that annoy me so I get angry and write thing? It doesn't work you know. " Beka was wondering what Bucky was thinking.

"Well, I thought maybe I could help you. Maybe I could inspire you. You did say you needed help with a spicy scene. Let me show you something darling"

"Oh, um yes, let's try that" Beka didn't realise it yet but she was in for the best day of her life.

#bucky x beka

[bobbydearest]

So i just picked these two beauties up a bit ago can't wait to dive into them. Im just greatful to @beka-dreamer otherwise known as @impala-dreamer for being such a talented author, writer, and friend.

#mod speaks #ally speaks #thank you #support our creators #spn #life update #oc #amazing writer