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thighhighsanti · 5 years

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sweet but psycho XX

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summary: Another meeting is being held to discuss the arrangements for you to spend a few days with NCT. Taeyong sees the album with pictures of your shared childhood and will he say yes to Junmyeon’s proposal?

word count: 7k

pairing: multiple members of EXO x fem!reader & NCT x fem!reader

tags/warnings: Mafia AU, any kind of weapon tbh, character death, mention of blood, angst, mention of loss, descriptive death and fighting, smut, kidnapping, stealing, hacking, Stockholm syndrome. mention of BTS , NCT and GOT7

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‘Rise and shine sunshine’ the voice whispers as it hovers above me. I feel the warm breath on my face as it wakes me from my slumber. Even though my eyes are closed I knew the person is hovering above me.

‘Mmm, Minseok’ I moan, ‘just five more minutes’. While turning around I hear the person scoff above me. I stopped to lay on my shoulder and I feel the heat flush to my cheeks, that didn’t sound like Minseok. ‘Did she really just mistake me for Minseok or is it just her sleep talking?’ the voice above me speaks to what I assumed would be himself.

I move my hand from under my blanket and move it up to press against his chest. My fingers slowly trail upwards, reaching his neck and finally his cheek. ‘Go away Baekhyun’ I mutter, pushing against his cheek. The force caused him to stumble backwards, and due to his weird position on my bed he stumbles off.

The loud thud echoes through my room and shortly after another scoff reaches my ears. ‘You think you can just throw me off like this, you little-’ Baekhyun starts but gets cut off by another voice, ‘step aside’. I hear another pair of footsteps move towards me, and not much later something flowing? Like liquid?

Before I am able to respond the cold water hits my body, and I jump up. I sputter the water out while clutching my chest, the cold water surprising me. When I finally look up to the person above me there’s a bucket blocking my path, but I can get a very clear look of Baekhyun. Who’s laughing loudly as he tries to get up from the floor.

Finally the bucket moves, and Chanyeol’s annoyingly handsome face comes into view. ‘Fuck you!’ I scream, throwing the blanket off my body and exposing my legs to the cool air. ‘That’s so cold!’ I continue, now punching Chan’s stomach. He simply smirks now at me as he lets me hit his chest, it obviously not hurting him as much I had hoped.

So I stop and get off the bed, Chanyeol barely giving me any space to walk past him as I stomp towards the door. The taller man now also joins in on the laughing as he watches me, drenched in water, walk out the door and into the hallway. There are eyes on me as I walk into the living room and to the kitchen.

‘What happened to you?’ Kris asks from the dinner table. As my eyes turn to him and watch him take in my figure, I realise this may have been a bad idea. I walked out here in one of the boy’s big oversized shirt I had stolen, bralette underneath and panties. Standing here wearing thisI suddenly feel naked, especially in front of the people that had seen what was underneath.

Minseok, Yixing and Junmyeon also look at me, the latter’s eyes wide as they meet mine. He tries to make sure his eyes don’t trail down my body, but as I walk into the kitchen I can feel his eyes on my figure. He obviously knows I can feel it but he doesn’t stop as he watches me, before his eyes finally trail back up to my eyes.

‘Where do you keep your knifes?’ I ask, turning to look at Minseok. ‘What?’ Yixing cuts in surprised.

‘Two drawers to your left-’ Minseok points out, and I see Kris giving him a shove. I expected the younger man to curse at him, but instead he helps me. ‘You should grab the ones on your right, they are much bigger’.

‘It will make for a much faster kill’ Kyungsoo joins in as he walks into the living room, sitting down next to the oldest member. ‘Yes but a smaller knife will make it hurt more, and you’ll be able to draw it out for longer’ Minseok exclaims, crossing his arms over his chest.

‘Of course not, even with a kitchen knife you can cut into the vital organs’ Yixing cuts in.

Junmyeon looks on in confusion as he watches the others discuss killing methods. ‘Please just use the bucket instead’ he finally says to me, pointing to the bucket right next to me. ‘Fine’ I mutter back, making sure he just heard me. I’ll give that tall shit a taste of his own medicine.

I heard the man mutter a ‘thank you’ as he nods at me. ‘So what are we going for, the big or the smaller knif- .. why are you holding the bucket?’ Kris now asks turning their conversation back to me.

‘I’m filling it up’ I state, turning on the water before holding the bucket underneath it. ‘Yes, I can see that’ he groans, ‘but why?’. ‘I don’t think Tao would like me very much if I made him clean up blood this early in the morning’ I shrug, letting the bucket fill all the way up.

‘Sounds about right’ the man himself speaks as he walks around the corner. I take note of how tired he looks as he sits down next to Kris, and opposite of Minseok. ‘Why are you wet?’ he asks, now looking over at me. I turn off the facet and grab the bucket, lifting it up to rest on my hip.

‘A question I ask myself every day’ I smirk at him as I walk past him and as I walk around the corner I hear Junmyeon choke on a drink I didn’t know he had. ‘Jesus christ’ Kyungsoo sounds annoyed, as I can practically see him rubbing his forehead.

As I walk over to the stairs I hadn’t heard the footsteps walking towards me, and finally my target rounds the corner. His eyes are on his sidekick as he walks towards me, still unaware of the bucket.. or me.

Baekhyun however did notice me, and he yelps as he sees me. Chanyeol quickly turns to look at me, his eyes growing wide as they fall on the bucket. He mutters a curse word as he tries to turn around, but my arms were already moving forward as the water spills over and hits him in the face, taking Baekhyun down with him.

Both men stand there gaping in surprise as they acknowledge the cold water on their body. It wasn’t as cold as my shower, but it was good enough. Chanyeol rubs his eyes before opening them, looking down at me. ‘You’re dead’ are the words I hear before I twist around and run away. I know where to go, so I quickly run back to the dinner table.

Chanyeol’s footsteps echo behind he as he sprints after me, trying to get to me first. But luckily for me I had already gotten a head start, so I run into Minseok’s arms. He wraps his arms around me and pulls me up on his lap, not caring that my clothes were making him wet. I feel him shift for a moment before an unbuckling sound is heard, and he places a gun on the table.

His fingers trail over it as he tilts his head and turns to look at Chanyeol, who stopped at the other end of the table. ‘Give her to me’ he snarls and Minseok lets out a small laugh in disbelief. ‘Are you ordering me around? It thought it was supposed to be the opposite’.

‘Just give me the girl Minseok’ the taller man continued as I noticed Baekhyun walk up next to us. He wringed out his shirt as he stopped next to me, making me turn my head to look at him. He smiled before patting the top of my head, ‘that was a good one, well done’. His compliment made me smile back at him before nodding a thanks.

‘That girl has a name’ another voice suddenly called out, surprising not only me but also others at the table. ‘And you will start using her name, if I as much as think you are disrespecting my wishes I swear Chanyeol-’. ‘Junnie’ I cut off the leader, who hadn’t expected me to use the name as he stopped midsentence and turned to me.

‘Calm down, he’s just playing around. Right Chanyeol?’ I assured Junmyeon as my eyes moved to the other, who simply nodded before looking away. ‘Are you going to take NCT’s shit too?’ Tao spoke up and the room grew quiet.

For a moment I thought about my answer. ‘Wasn’t I supposed to get nice and cosy with them?’ I asked, and even though I already knew the answer I grinned at the response I was getting.

‘Hell no’.

‘I’m starting to seriously rethink my choices now’.

‘If they as much as look in your direction I will lose my shit’. The responses came from multiple directions and to my surprise none were from Minseok. But after the words had left my mouth I felt his grip on me tighten, given me all the response I needed.

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‘When do you want to get started for training?’ Kyungsoo’s voice reached my ears as I took another bite of my breakfast. I shrugged at his question, ‘as soon as possible’.

‘Ok, so let’s go then’ he spoke as he got up from his chair. I looked up from my plate with wide eyes and watched him grab his plate and walk into the kitchen. ‘What, right now? I’m eating, and I’m not even properly dressed’ I exclaimed as I looked down at my clothes.

After the little water fight with Baekhyun and Chanyeol I had changed into some dry clothes, but they definitely weren’t sports clothes. All I was wearing were some slippers, some jeans and I simple tightfitting shirt. ‘You won’t get to pick what you wear in a fight either, so hurry up’, his words came out with a sigh as he once again passed me.

‘Go, I’ll come check up on you later’ Junmyeon assured me, tapping my shoulder and motioning for me to go after my teacher. ‘Just to make sure he doesn’t kill you’ I heard Yixing whisper to himself as I finally got up from my chair and ran to go after Kyungsoo.

I ran over to him before coming back to a walk as he turned to look at me. ‘Before we start I want to explain something’ he started, while walking to the elevator at the end of the hall. I had never been to the training room before, and considering I had seen most of the rooms in this house I really had no idea where it was. 'First of all, I won't go easy on you just because you're a woman or because we're friends'.

As we came to a stop in front of the elevator and he pressed the call button he continued, ‘second of all whenever anyone trained with me there has always been a.. safe word’. A small snicker left my lips, but as Kyungsoo narrowed his eyes at me I realized he wasn’t kidding. So I stopped my snicker midway and asked, ‘so what’s your safe word?’.

‘Pineapples’. The elevator doors finally opened and the both of us walked inside, ‘why pineapples?’ the question left my lips before I could stop it but luckily he didn’t seem to mind as he shrugged. ‘Not sure, I just don’t like them’.

Kyungsoo pressed a red button on the panel, and a small screen lid up. He clicked on something on his phone before a QR code popped up and he showed it to the screen. The elevator doors closed and finally the elevator went.. down?

Was there a basement? I knew there was the garage, but I was sure that was all there was. ‘Where the hell even is this room?’ I asked, as Kyungsoo put his phone back in his pocket. ‘Watch your language, and it’s next to the garage. You just need the code to get in, which is why you’ve never seen it before’ as the words reached my ears I scoffed and looked around the elevator.

‘It’s also where we store all our gear’ he spoke and as if on cue the doors opened. If I were to die today, this would be my kind of heaven.

This place was surprisingly big, and wow did they have a lot of gear. In the middle of the room they had practically set up a boxing ring, without the ring and just the mats but whatever. Two entire walls were covered and I mean covered in guns. The third wall was filled with other equipment, which was probably all meant for Sehun as even from here I could see the computers and other gadgets. The fourth and final wall, seemed to be one of those walls the police had in interrogation rooms as you could see through it. But on the other side was the garage, and I had been in the garage before but I’ve never seen this.

‘Wow’ I muttered out and my mouth fell open as I walked out of the elevator, leaving Kyungsoo to go wherever. My eyes moved around the room before they finally fell on a door, which seemed to be leading into the garage. This door I had seen before, but I had never try to open it as I had never been in the garage alone. However, to get inside this room that door probably also needed the code.

I could see myself spending my spare time here, as these guys even had a “small” shooting range set up. ‘This is ridiculous, how have I never been here before?’ I asked, my eyes moving to Kyungsoo, who stepped on the mat before turning to me. ‘Because Junmyeon didn’t want you down here’ he admitted and I couldn’t help but scoff.

‘Please take me to this room more often, I could’ve been spending my time learning how to shoot, but instead all I can do is watch movies and play games with Sehun’ part of what I said was a lie, considering I already knew how to shoot. But I would’ve liked to spend my time here instead, shooting was something you needed to keep doing to keep your skills and I couldn’t help but wonder how bad mine had gotten.

As I walked over to the mat Kyungsoo kicked off his slippers, and motioned for me to loose mine too. I slipped them off before hopping on the, not all too high, mat. ‘So, what do you want to start with?’ I asked, before looking around the room once more. I now also realized that this room had no camera’s, which was probably another reason Junmyeon didn’t want me in here.

I moved to turn to face Soo again when I felt a pain in my heels and my feet were kicked out from underneath me. Immediately I fell to the floor and hit the mat. ‘Jes- What the fuck Kyungsoo!’ the words echoed through the room as I pushed myself up on my knees.

‘Focus’ he simply spoke and as I looked his way I saw his take a step towards me, before he pulled his knee up and his foot came swinging towards me. Quickly I lifted up my arm to block his leg, cringing at the pain as he kicked my arm. Due to my blocking it, wasn’t enough to make me stumble back but it would definitely be leaving a mark.

Kyungsoo seemed surprised at my sudden block, so I used this to my advance and grabbed him arm to throw him over me. He landed on the floor next to me as he rolled to his side, his back facing me. I took his surprise to get up from the floor and face him again, before getting into the right stance.

The man let out a breathy laugh before getting up from the floor. ‘Good job’ he spoke while matching my stance. My fists were up, to protect my face, as I watched him look me up and down. ‘Your stance is right, who did you say taught you this again?’, he asked before pacing around the mat. As he went in a circle I matched him movements, making sure I was always opposite of him.

‘My dad’ I answered, and raised my back a little pretending to start telling something. Kyungsoo took this as an opportunity and swung his fist forward.

Luckily for me, this was the exact reaction I had hoped to get. So I took a step back and let his arm swing in front of me. Quickly I grabbed his arm and brought my hand down on his side, not wanting to hit him in the face. His face cringed at the impact but he barely showed any pain as he grabbed my arm holding him and threw me down to the floor.

My eyes closed from the impact, thinking he’d let me get up. However, as I opened my eyes I quickly realized the opposite as I saw his hand come down to my throat. His grip was strong on me, making sure to push down on my windpipe and cancel my breathing.

I moved my hands up to try and push his wrist away but it was practically impossible, he was a lot stronger than me. For a moment I thought about quitting and hitting the mat, but it wasn’t an option – not yet at least.

Out of instinct my body reacted and I lifted my knee upwards, hitting him in the stomach. Kyungsoo groaned from the unexpected impact and lessened his grip on my throat a bit. I used his pain to my advantage and pushed my elbow into his neck. He fell backwards from the impact, giving me time to breath as I turned around and crawled to the edge of the mat.

Kyungsoo laid on his side for a moment as he caught his breath. Both of us were clearly holding back as this was only sparring, if this would’ve been a real fight either one of us would have died already.

‘God that hurt’, Kyungsoo moaned out while still holding his side, ‘how is your neck?’.

‘You’ll be the one explaining why there are fingerprints around my neck’ I exclaimed, my fingers softly moving around the sore skin. ‘Sorry, maybe I was too rough with you’ he admitted as I sat up straight and turned to look at him.

‘It’s fine really, I’m used to a little rough’, I hadn’t meant for it to sound so dirty but the moment the words left my mouth Kyungsoo let out a laugh. ‘Oh I know’.

I stayed quiet for a moment, not quite realizing what he had meant. But when I did I matched his laugh, ‘I didn’t mean it like that’. I face palmed myself before my breath caught in my throat, how would he know?

‘What do you mean you know?’ I chirped up and I quickly noticed Kyungsoo’s eyes growing wide before coughing a bit. ‘Dear God, did you hear us as well?’ I continued, now making him look up with an ever more surprised look on his face. ‘Excuse me? Who heard you and why would I be able to hear you?’

‘I don’t know, I swear I’m not that loud! And I don’t know Sehun was next door I suppose, and he said he had heard us’ I explained, thinking back to a few moments in bed. I wasn’t that loud.. Right?

Kyungsoo let out a sigh, ‘Sehun heard you? That poor boy, but yes the walls are very thin here’. I nodded in affirmation, ‘yes, I’ve been made aware of that now’.

‘But how would Sehun hear you and Chanyeol? They’re on different floors’ Kyungsoo asked and before I could stop it a loud laugh left my lips. ‘Wow, I’ve never had sex with Chanyeol I meant Minseok, where would you even get that from?’.

‘From no one really, he just looks at you in this way.. So I just figured that, I don’t you.. That you guys were a thing I guess’ he explained as he slowly started getting up from the floor. I easily matched his movements, thinking he was going to strike again. ‘No, we definitely aren’t a thing’.

‘Does he know that? Chanyeol may pretend to be an ass Y/N but he’s been through a lot, he’s just a little baby under all those layers’ Kyungsoo explained and suddenly I felt bad, I had been mean to him these past couple of days. Well maybe not mean, but I tried to avoid him and only now I was realizing it was bothering him. It was bothering him so much that he had snuck into my room to wake me up, and used a bucket to cover it up as a prank.

Or maybe I was just overthinking this..

‘I’ll talk to him later, are we going to continue this or what?’ I asked as I finally got up to stand straight. ‘No, we’re done here. If I give you any more bruises Junmyeon will end me’ he shook his head at the possibility before turning away.

‘I could always give you a few bruises to match mine’ as the words filled the room in reached for his wrist, before wrapping my fingers around the flesh. Kyungsoo looked down at my hand for a moment before grabbing my wrist and bring it up to his face. ‘I could snap your bones with a simple flick, you need to eat more. You’re an easy target now’.

A small smirk formed on my lips as I leaned in close, making Kyungsoo’s eyes scan over my face to try and see what I was going to do. ‘Which is why I need a good distraction’ I smiled and quickly his eyes grew wide again. Kyungsoo was flung down on the floor as I used the same move he had before. He landed next to me with his back on the floor as he looked up at me.

I turned around, ready to walk away when I heard him speak up behind me. ‘You can’t distract someone when you are just as easily distracted’. Again I felt a pain in my heels before my feet were kicked out from under me.

As soon as I hit the ground I felt the man beside me move, and before I knew it he was on top of me. His hands and knees rested on either side of me as he hovered over me. This was probably the same stance he had before, but only now I was so aware of how close he was.

‘If a person grabs your throat, start looking for a weak spot. For a man they can be quite obvious like-’ he started but cut himself off with a groan as I elbowed him in the chin. As his balance was off due to the impact I moved to turn the both of us around.

Unlike him I actually sat on top of him, my knees were on either side of him as practically rested on his lap. One of my hands pushing down on his chest, to hold him down as the other rested beside his head. I watched him cough for a moment before finally looking up at me.

‘You’re going to be the death of me like this, I was trying to explain something’ he started as his hands moved down to my knees. They rested there for a moment as he continued his earlier explanation. Unfortunately for me I was too busy focused on other things, my mind could only think about how warm his hands felt on my skin.

And I could only think about how damned good he looked like this. His hair was pretty much ruined from our sparring, but even the small trace of sweat on his forehead looked so good. The way his skin looked so nice in this light and especially his lips.

I had thought about his lips before, especially kissing them but I had back then decided to not act upon those thoughts. I couldn’t do that, we were friends. He most likely didn’t even like me like that. My thoughts were pulled from me when I felt his hands trail up a bit before pinching the skin on my left leg.

When I looked down his eyes were still on mine. ‘Did you even listen to any of what I just said?’ he asked, his fingers now slowly moving to trace figures on my legs. ‘No I was too busy thinking about things I shouldn’t do’ I shrugged as I moved my hips against his in a way to try and get off of him. Suddenly his hands pushed down on my legs, preventing me from getting up. ‘Like what?’ as the words left his mouth I was sure he knew exactly what I had been thinking. He was even smirking up at me a little, how did he even know? For a moment I thought about coming up with a little lie and getting off him to leave, but maybe this was my only chance. Maybe after today things would be different. But that was something I’d worry about later, I thought before the next words left my mouth. ‘This’ I simply spoke before leaning down and pressing my lips to him. I thought I felt Kyungsoo stiffen a bit, but that must have been my imagination because he was quick to surprise me by returning the kiss. One of his hands moved up from my leg to press into the back of my neck. He held me in place as I moved my hand out from next to his head to lean down on my arm. When I felt his tongue swipe over my lips I opened my mouth to give him access. He easily pushed his tongue into my mouth before moving to sit up a bit. The hand on my leg now moved to rest on my waist, his fingers digging into the material of my clothing. My hand seemed to be thinking on its own as it slowly started moving down from its spot on his chest. The metal of his belt felt cold against my fingers, but as soon as I tugged on it I heard a sound from beside me. Kyungsoo seemed to hear it too, because the both of us quickly pulled apart as we heard the elevator ding. I rolled off him and moved to sit opposite of him. The elevator doors opened to reveal Jongin and Yixing. ‘NCT are here’, Jongin spoke as the both of them walked out of the elevator. They walked over to the mat as Yixing looked around the room for a moment, he clearly didn’t come down here much either. ‘What the fuck is that on your neck?’ Jongin barked as soon as he was close enough to see. I couldn’t see what he was talking about, but from the way Kyungsoo looked away I assumed the hand prints were already starting to form. Yixing started walking towards me, and it was only now that I noticed there was someone behind them. The boy I noticed to be Mark stood behind them. He tilted a bit to the side to look at me from where Yixing had left, and as his eyes met the already forming mark on my neck they grew wide. ‘Jesus Kyungsoo, I told you to take it slow’ Yixing muttered before leaning down next to me. As he moved to trace his fingers over the mark I realized how much it actually hurt. A stinging sensation filled my body and I flinched away from his touch. I turned my head to look at Kyungsoo, but the nice and friendly Kyungsoo was already gone. He had replaced himself for the closed down person every else saw. ‘She started it! I wanted to teach her something but she wouldn’t listen’ he exclaimed, raising his hands in the air for a moment. ‘It’s fine Soo’, I spoke leaning forward to pat his leg, ‘I learned a lot today’. Of course the others hadn’t noticed the hidden meaning behind my words, and once again I was happy that there weren’t any camera’s in this room. Yixing let out a deep sigh, ‘I need to treat this for a moment so it doesn’t start swelling’ he explained while getting up from his stop next to me. He held his hand out for me to take, and helped me up from the floor. Before he could start pulling the both of us away I turned to the other person on the mat once more. I held my hand out for Kyungsoo to take so I could help him up, and for a moment I saw his walls crumbling down again. He offered me a small smile as he took my hand and let me help him up. ‘I’m sure Taeyong will understand, but I really need to treat her throat. Why don’t you guys go upstairs grab a coffee or something’ Yixing offered as Mark simply nodded. ‘That’s fine, we weren’t really told a specific time to be back anyway’ he explained as the two started walking back to the elevator. Kyungsoo squeezed my hand for a moment before leaning in a bit. ‘I’m really sorry about your neck’ he whispered and immediately turned to look away. I simply smiled and wrapped an arm around his shoulder, pulling him into my side. ‘It’s fine Soo, really’. He offered me a small smile in return as the both of us now started walking to the elevator, Jongin trailing in close behind us. I removed my arm from his neck and moved to stand next to Mark in the elevator. The both of us stood in the back as the doors finally closed and someone pressed the button to go up. From the side of my eyes I could tell Mark was looking at me, probably checking my neck. ‘Taeyong is going to be so mad when he sees that’ he muttered to himself before looking away again. I was around the same length as Mark, so when I turned to look at him his eyes easily met mine. He must have thought he made a mistake by saying that as his eyes widened once more and he looked down at the ground. As the elevator doors opened and the three people in front of us walked out as Mark and I trailed behind. I followed Yixing into his office and closed the door behind me, making sure no one else would be walking in. ‘Sit down please’ he spoke while pointing at the “examination bed”. I listened to his command and sat down on the bed. Yixing rummaged around in a cabinet for a moment before finally turning to me. ‘So, what exactly happened?’ he asked while retrieving a small bottle and walking over to me. He put it down on the table next to me before moving one of his hands to my knee. My legs dangled over the side of the bed as his fingers now dug into my skin, wanting me to stop doing that. I stopped my legs from moving, my eyes still on the hand on my knee. ‘We were sparring and I may or may not have angered him a little’ I shrugged, hoping he’d accept it as an answer. It wasn’t the exact truth but it was close.. right? Yixing luckily didn’t care for the details of the story as he nodded, squeezing my leg once more. ‘You really need to be more careful, not all of us are as nice as we may seem' he warned, causing me to raise an eyebrow at him. 'Like you?' My question makes him shake his head. 'No, I mean like Kris for example. He's a nice guys but he kills people for a living, Kyungsoo is an even better trained killer and both wouldn't hesitate if someone asked them to put you down'. 'Minseok is a great guy but he can be as cold as ice, even with the ones he loves. Chanyeol sets entire buildings on fire if asked and Baekhyun likes beating someone's head in for fun. These guys are not as nice as they may seem to be' he explained and suddenly I felt my blood run cold as a shiver moved its way down my spine. What a great way to lighten the mood Yixing. I wasn't even sure on how to answer. Was he being serious, of was he just messing with me. 'And you stitch them all up for a living' I finally muttered, making the man look away in defeat. 'I do, and I don't even mind doing so. Which makes me just as bad' he admitted. 'You think to low of yourself and the others Yixing. You are a talented, kind and overall amazing guy and I am happy to have someone like you in my life. For the others it is the same, we may have started off at the wrong foot but things have changed' I spoke back and he looked up in surprise. I wasn't sure if what I said was the same as how I felt, but what I said about Yixing was true. I was happy to have him and I wouldn't have it any other way. 'Sure, I may not be the closest of friends with all of you but I'm sure you'd look out for me if needed' I moved my hand up to rest on his shoulder as his gaze finally softened. He nodded before giving me a soft smile. However now it was his turn to surprise me as he leaned forward and pressed his lips to my forehead. I didn't flinch, or try to move away, but I was all too aware of how plump his lips felt against my forehead. Why did I have to feel like this about the boys? And why was it with all of them. Part of me wanted to run to the police and snitch on them and that part was also calling me stupid in this exact moment. But another part of me loved being with them. It loved the way they cared for me and looked after me and that part never wanted to leave. That part was also calling me stupid, but it was doing so for me wanting to leave. This part just begged me to run to Junmyeon and let him hold me however he liked. I was pulled from my thoughts as Yixing pulled back from me to grab the bottle from before. He opened the cap before letting a liquid pour down on his hand. As he removed his other hand from my leg and rubbed his hands together he spoke up. 'Tilt your head back for a bit and this might be cold at first'. As I hummed at his words I tilted my head back, giving him all the access he needed. His hands felt cold on my skin as he rubbed the lotion on my neck. The lotion didn't even feel as cold as expected, but his hand definitely were. I focused of the way they moved over my neck in a soft way. He was desperately trying not to hurt me, but the desperate part inside me was begging him to. It was almost calling out for him to wrap his fingers around my throat and edge me. I was sure Yixing had noticed me shifting in my seat as he rubbed my neck. He would be deaf if he hadn't heard the small gasp escape me when he applied a little more pressure. But being the good doctor he was he didn't act on anything, he probably just pretended not to have heard anything. Or at least I thought so.. 'And we're done, let it dry before touching it and it'll be healed in no time' he smiled and I couldn't help but to match his. 'Thanks Yixing, you're the best. Does that stuff work on all kinds of bruises?' I asked out of pure curiosity. Yixing nodded at this, 'pretty much, I took it with me from China. It works wonders really'. He beamed happily as he spoke about his home country. 'But why, if you don't mind me asking. Do you have any more bruises?' His worried expression came back as he grabbed a cloth to clean off his hands. 'Oh no, I'm fine now. I was just thinking ahead' I shrugged before hopping off the bed. He must have thought I was talking about my stay with NCT as he scoffed, 'if they hurt you they won't see the light of day'. Luckily I was quick to realize what he was talking about as I let out a soft laugh, 'I know honey, I know'. I wasn't going to tell him the exact reason for asking him that. Especially when that reason was my homecoming. I could only imagine how happy Minseok would be to see me again after a few days. 'I should probably get going, but thanks' I smiled while gesturing to my neck. Yixing simply nodded before walking with me to the door. As he opened the door he also stepped aside, letting me exit first. He followed me out the door and let it shut behind him, but we weren't able to get far. Chanyeol stood next to the door, leaning against the wall with a not so happy look on his face. Luhan stood opposite him, but he didn't look that mad. 'This is probably the last time she'll ever see that room to go training' Luhan had said to the other as we came walking through the door. Chanyeol nodded before getting off the wall and as soon as his eyes met mine his expression faltered. 'Are you ok?' He asked and for a moment I wasn't sure on how to answer. For the last couple of days he hadn't even bothered talking to me and now he was being nice? Just as I was about to snap at him I remembered Kyungsoo's earlier words: ''Chanyeol may pretend to be an ass Y/N, but he’s been through a lot, he’s just a little baby under all those layers''. 'I'm fine, it doesn't hurt' I tried to reassure him as I pressed a hand to his shoulder, just as I had done before but with Yixing. What I said to Chan was only half the truth, yes my neck didn't hurt. But I was definitely not fine. After today there were so many different things going on in my head. I had kissed Kyungsoo, I thought about doing the same with Yixing and even now I couldn't stop thinking about Junmyeon. Why where they so stuck in my head. I didn't want this.. right? Chanyeol seemed unsure about whether or not to believe me as he looked down at my neck, 'you don't look fine' he muttered before I saw his hand move towards my neck. 'Do. Not. Touch' Yixing gritted through his teeth, causing Chanyeol to look over at him before backing away a bit. 'The lotion needs to dry and if it gets ruined I'm blaming all of you' Yixing warned as he looked at the three of us. Luhan just shrugged and smiled as he now also pushed himself off the wall. He said something in Mandarin to Yixing, which only seemed to annoy the doctor more. 'I really need to start learning that language, I always feel so left out whenever people speak it' I whined before crossing my arms over my chest. 'So unfair' I continued, my gaze moving to Luhan. 'I could teach you' he grinned at me as he walked over and slid his arm around my waist. 'You should!' I exclaimed while letting him walk me to the end of the hall. The other two followed us as we walked down the hall but as we got closer and closer to the end they grew silent. Before walking around the corner Luhan suddenly stopped us. He turned me around to face him and softly pushed me back a bit, my back now touching the wall behind me. 'Before you go I want you to promise me something' he started, his eyes moving into the living room for a moment. 'All I ask is that you'll be safe' his voice almost came out as a whisper as if he was afraid someone else might hear. Yixing and Chanyeol had continued walking as they went past us, they probably already knew what he was saying to me anyway. 'Sehun installed an app into your phone, if you ever need us to come get you just open the app and press the button. It will active the trackers we have installed, there is one in all the jewellery Junmyeon gave you and in your phone. If you have one of those on or with you at all times we'll be able to find you, no matter what' he explained, causing me to nod in understanding. I highly doubted I would even need this stuff, but better safe than sorry right?

When he was sure I had understood everything the both of us walked around the corner and almost immediately we were greeted by a “new” face. We had never met in person, but I recognized the young face as he practically hopped over.

‘Y/N, it’s so nice to finally meet you! I’m Haechan’ the boy spoke before stopping in front of me. He bowed a little before offering me his hand. I matched his bow before grabbing his hand. ‘Nice to meet you too Haechan’ I smiled as the younger boy smiled in joy. Apparently I had gotten a bit of a name for myself.

Luhan went in the other direction as Haechan leaded me over to where Mark was. Another boy had his back turned to me as he held what looked like my bag in his hands. As Mark’s eyes met mine he elbowed the boy next to him, who quickly turned around. This was a new face and another young one too.

‘Y/N, this is Jaemin’ Mark introduced the boy, who offered me a small wave in return. I gave him a small nod before hearing the footsteps that were moving towards us. ‘Are you ready to go?’ Junmyeon asked, his hand sliding up and down my back. ‘As ready as I’ll ever be’ I smiled at him, making him return the gesture.

‘I’ll start the car up’ Jaemin muttered to his friends before turning around and walking off, Haechan was quick to follow him as he left Mark behind. Mark’s eyes followed them as they walked towards the door. ‘Yeah, I’ll be outside too’ he spoke softly and quickly followed after them.

‘How old are these guys even?’ I whispered to Junmyeon once Mark was out of reach. ‘Too young to be in this business that’s for sure’ Another voice spoke as the man came up from my other side.

‘I assume Luhan already gave you the rundown of everything, so please be safe and know that you can always text us’ Minseok spoke in a soft way, and I could tell he was starting to rethink his voices.

‘Don’t worry guys’, I exclaimed while moving myself away from them and turning around, ‘I’ll be fine. I’ll send a text when we get there’. Before I was able to completely move away from them Minseok caught my wrist and pulled me towards him. As he moved to lean in I noticed Junmyeon walk away.

Minseok pressed his lips to mine as his hands moved up to cradle my cheek, making sure to stay clear of my neck.

‘Don’t touch her neck!’ a voice boomed from the kitchen, making Minseok pull away from me and sigh. ‘I wasn’t even touching her neck’ he yelled back and I was sure the people outside could hear us. Before Yixing was able to make another comment I raised both hands in the air. ‘Alright chill, I’m leaving. Please behave while I'm gone’ I made sure to wink at the others by the table, causing some of them to shrug me off.

I pressed my lips to Minseok once more for a swift kiss before pulling away completely and walking to the door. Just before I walked out completely I turned around, offered the boys a smile and a final wave. Most gave me a sad smile and a wave in return as I opened the door and exited the house, letting the door shut behind me.

Why did they all look so sad about letting me go with them, it was their idea after all. They wanted information and I was going to get it for them. And besides it was only for a few days, it wasn’t like I was going to leave forever.

So why did it feel like I was saying goodbye?

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Make it hurt ( Then Kiss it better)

Chapter 7

Author’s note : i wrote 4K words of porn. i regret everything.

“So, you and Yoongi. Is this like a serious thing or-?”

I ignored him and held my hand out.

“Pass me the butter Jimin..”

“it’s Jimin oppa , you disrespectful brat!” Jimin muttered, grabbing the butter and passing it on nonetheless. I had stopped by at Jin’s place to tell him that he no longer had to hate me. My stepbrother had grinned and hugged me, and then told me he wouldn’t have minded either way .

I scoffed.

Right.

The relief in Seokjin’s face was palpable and i realized all f a sudden that Seokjin’s insistence on me being with Yoongi had stemmed laregely from worry for me and I could appreciate that. A little.

Now, Park Jimin on the other hand-

“You all but called me a leech the other day! I’m still pissed. You have to earn my respect back and this time I won’t be swayed by kalbi.” i stuck my tongue out at him.

Jimin rolled his eyes.

“Fine. You can rdisrespect me. I’m just happy that you’re happy. Yoongi should keep you a bit grounded.” He smiled softly and I flushed a little.

“Well, I’m not going to change if that’s what you’re hoping,.. “ I said embarassed.

Seokjin laughed and slung an arm over my shoulder.

“Well, that’s not up to you is it...” He grinned.

“what does that mean...”

“Love changes you , Min jung. Whether you want it to or not. Trust me. I know..”

He smiled fondly at Jimin. “ Before i met this kid , I wouldn’t even consider apologizing when i did something wrong, wouldn’t even consider being the first one to talk in a conversation. Jimin’s changed me in so many ways and I like the person i am now. “ He shrugged.

“Are you telling me Yoongi will try to change me?” i said staring at him in surprise.

“i’m telling you that you will change for Yoongi, because all your little stubborness and tantrum throwing tendencies won’t matter as much as Yoongi does. And I’m looking forward to that.” Jin laughed.

Jimin joined him and I glared at both of them before standing up and grabbing my bag .

“You’re both idiots!” I threw at them before slamming the door on my way out.

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“Hey, babe.”

I squeaked when arms came around me , lips pressing against my ear . i elbowed him sharply in the ribs and Yoongi fell back.

“Hands off.” I glared. He looked stunned.

“Are you serious...Last night you were-”

i yelped pressing my palm into his mouth in panic. i looked around frantically but the corridors were deserted , because classes were in full swing. i had a free period and Yoongi must have too. The clock in the end of the hallway read 3.00 PM.

“Have you no shame? What if someone hears you?!” I hissed .

He gave me a look of fake hurt.

“Are you ashamed of me , now?”

i rolled my eyes.

“No. But everytime any of these jerks see you with me they decide to assault me. Apparently if i can sleep with you, i should sleep with all of them. “ I rolled my eyes, fitting my books back in my locker. Yoongi went scarily still next to me and i blinked, turning around to see his eyes flaring red.

oh, Christ.

“Yoongi... i didn’t...”

“Who? Who the fuck was it?! Tell me right now and i’ll..”

I wrapped both arms around him, nuzzling his neck.

“No one. I was just making an observation. After you cracked Kris’ skull, every guy is giving me a wide berth.”

“Good. Because I will kill the next guy who touches you. “

I pulled back and pressed my palms to his face.

“I hope you don’t mean yourself ...“ I whispered, reaching out and threading my fingers through his hair. He leaned into the touch and turned his head, pressing his lips to my wrist.

“ I wanted to take you out to dinner today. But i have a party thing to attend with my parents. Can we meet up tomorrow, instead?”

“Am i not invited to this party?” i teased him and he shrugged.

“you can come if you want... It’s mostly all of Dad’s associates and it’s a red carpet event so you’ll have to wear a really long, fitting evening gown, get your hair and make-up done, slip on twelve inch heels and-”

“Stop right there , you’re making me nauseous.” i said honestly, grimacing. He laughed.

“i know. That’s why i didn’t even suggest it. I know it’s not your scene and since it’s important to me, i’ll just have to go by myself.” He shrugged and I didn’t think much of it afterwards.

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Later that evening, as Jieun and I walked back to the dorms, talking about some senior who had asked her out, my best friend went suddenly insane, grabbed my arm and yanked me to the side.

“What the fuck are you-?”

“Shush!!” Jieun hissed, yanking me forward and forcing me to kneel into the bushes.

“- so you’re just going to let it go?” i could recognize Hwasa’a voice.

“ As if! That bitch is going to regret messing with me.”

Yuju.

I frowned. Oh, God. What fresh hell was this?

“But Yoongi likes her.....”

“He likes her fucking scent!! That disgusting slick she drips from between her thighs.. Ew... That gross disgusting bitch, i swear to God, I can’t even fathom some thing like her coming anywhere near my prince! Her and her ugly face should just go to hell before she embarasses him in front of everyone!”

I clenched my fists.

“Wait..” jieun whispered , gripping my elbow.

“Tonight, she’s not going to be there. “ Yuju laughed softly. “ I’m going to go remind Min Yoongi exactly why scum like that little slut don’t belong with people like us.”

“How do you know she’s not going to be there...”

“I know Min Yoongi... “ She smiled and my blood turned to ice in my veins. “ He’s not going to bring her to a red carpet event. He knows she doesn’t fit that scene“

I felt my fingers begin to tremble.

i know it’s not your scene.....

Was that what he meant? That a girl like me didn’t belong with people like him?

“I’m going to wear my Ralph Lauren, get my hair done and just wait how he falls to the ground panting...”

And somehow that was what made me honestly furious. Her assumption that my Yoongi was shallow enough to go after her over a gown.

After a second she and Hwasa began to move away and i yanked my hand out of Jieun’s hand.

i then grudgingly told her about what Yoongi had said about not wanting me there.

“But I know he meant it in a good way..” I said firmly, tamping down the insecurity that came with it.

“Are you stupid?” she said suddenly.

I blinked.

“Stupid...?” I glared.

“What? You want to let your man go to a red carpet party with super models and beautiful young women ? Alone? Are you that clueless?”

I rolled my eyes.

Seemed i was doing that a lot these days.

“i trust Yoongi.” i said firmly.

She scoffed.

“Yes, because just because Yoongi says so, all these pretty girls are going to leave him alone. Have you looked at the guy? He’s literally every female’s wet dream.”

i hesitated. Jealousy wasn’t my thing but I did feel oddly angry at the thought of other women salivating over Yoongi. Maybe they would back off if they knew Yoongi was taken. Maybe they wouldn’t.

“What do i do, then?” i said nervously, baguely hating jieun for making me feel so nervous.

“Min Jung i’m going to be honest with you. There’s a reason Yoongi was engaged to Yuju. Her father is one the top investors in Yoongi’s Dad’s company and as his fiancee she almost always attended these parties with him. I’ll bet my bottom Won sh’es going to be there tonight. And she’s probabaly going to try and convince him that this is why she’s a better choice.

“Think about it. Yoongi is going to be his father’s successor . He needs a wife he can take to parties and dinners. You can’t be selfish, especially when Yoongi is kind enough not to pressure you into it anyway.”

I bit my lips. It was all so confusing and scary, I thought miserably. I felt like i’d have been infinitely happier if Yoongi was just a normal guy and not a chaebol.

“You think i’m being selfish..”

“Not intentionally, no. But see... relationships.... they need work. You need to put in an equal effort. You do want to be with Yoongi right?”

I nodded. it was literally the only thing that i was sure about at this point.

“Then you have to make an effort baby, come on. Let’s go show Yuju that maybe you don’t belong with those stuck up rich prats... but she doesn’t belong with min yoongi...!”

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“ What the fuck are you doing here?”

Of all the ways I’d expected Yoongi to react, this wasn’t it.

I’d spent two hours getting ready , determined to look my best and i knew that i did. I knew that in all my eighteen years, i’d never looked this beautiful. Even jimin had been stuck dumb and the driver of the cab hadn’t been able to keep his eyes of the rear view mirror and somehow i’d been looking forward to seeing Yoongi’s reaction.

Because it was for him.

I hadn’t earned my beauty.

it was a gift that i’d been born with and i loved the thought of letting yoongi enjoy it but the look on his face was far from admiring.

He looked breathtaking in a black suit and a black silk shirt unbuttoned to show off his leanly muscled chest. He wore silver accesories, his hair done in a way that made him look suave and classy.

“Yoongi...”

“I told you i’ll meet you tomorrow... Why are you here?” He hissed, hand reaching out to grip my arm, hard just above my elbow and i flinched at the pain that shot up my arm.

Gritting my teeth, i tried tugging my hand away.

“Yoongi, i just wanted to-”

“Yoongi... Who is this?”

He let go of me at once and i stared as a tall, beautiful woman in her early forties came into view. She did a double take.

“Wait, is this Min Jung...?” She said eagerly. I stared at her, still reeling from how irrationally angry yoongi still looked.

Yuju’s words rang in my ear. Was she right? Was he embarassed of me?

“She prettier than I imagined.. Yoongi where did you find her?!”

the words went over my head and Yoongi was laughing, his voice vaguely upset and i could sense the anger and frustration emanating from him in waves, the omega in me feeling distressed at the way he positively thrummed with annoyance.

“ Let’s go in... Let’s go in....”

Yoongi grabbed my hand and drew me close.

“Stay close to me. Don’t fucking move from my side.”

And it was that voice. That fucking Alpha voice. My entire spine went rigid in obedience and my heart shattered in the same breath.

He promised... he promised that he would never use that voice on me..

As we moved to sit in the chair, i settled next to him automatically. i stared straight ahead , fighting the urge to just burst into tears.

As the evening started, i realized that this was just the beginning.

The first man to take the podium in the corner of the huge banquet hall was Yuju’s father.

“Ladies and gentleen it’s an honor to be here. After years of reasearch, my scientists have finally come one step closer to solving the omega problem.”

I stiffened.

And then the man went on to talk about all the reasons why omegas did not deserve to live. It was systematic de-humanization of omegas, his entire presentation. I stayed perfectly still, sweat breaking out all over my skin as he listed out a huge list of supposed omega characters ‘ immoral, driven only by lust, incapable of rational thought’.

“We can all agree that imprinting is nothing sort of non-consensual binding of an unwilling alpha. My own son in law, Min Yoongi got tied with some omega creature and had to break off his engagement with my daughter over it.”

Next to me Yoongi stayed perfectly still and i clenched my fists, humiliation burning through my body like fire.

And then he was grabbing my wrists and yanking me out of the seat. i followed him quietly, aware of the dozens of eyes on us as he dragged me out of the hall and into a corridor, past a few rooms and then into the men’s room at the end of the hallway.

He slammed the door shut behind us and turned on me.

“This is why i told you not to come...” yoongi snarled and there was a world of anguish in his voice.

“Do you want me to thank you, Yoongi?” i said softly, turning to him.

He looked like he was in physical pain.

““i’m not like them. “ He whispered, voice cracking. “ i’m still a high schooler. it’s not like i can stand up and fight him now-”

“Did i ask you too? “ I said casually.

He blinked.

“You’re upset. i can tell.”

“Damn right I am..!! You acted like you didn’t want an omega for a fiancee...”

“Look at you! Jumping to conclusions as always... Let me guess ... You just realized that because I’m a fucking alpha, i’ll never change and you hate alphas , so you’re going to dump me.... right?!” He shouted.

I swallowed.

“Is that what you think of me? That I care about what those bozos think, wnough to hate you just because you’re biologically one of them?!!”

“then why do you look so upset....”

“Because you think i should be hidden away like a dirty secret! Yoongi you keep telling me that me being an omega has nothing to dow ith why you want to be with me and I believe you! But guess what... you being an alpha doesn’t have anything to do with why i’m here..... “

“I’m here because i want to be..better because of you. You make me want to be a better person. You make me want to curb my temper. To dress well, to look dignified. To stop swearing so much... you make me want to be a better person and that’;s why i’m here , with you. And i want to be that person for you...”

“Min jung, I was only trying to protect you from-”

“i don’t want you to fucking protect me from this. I want you to be proud of me. I don’t want you to fight him. i want you to go introduce me to him as your fiancee. Tell him that this is the girl you’re going to marry, that yes she’s an omega but she’s so much more than that. I want you to say that this is my girl and contrary to what you think, she’s not my weakness, she’s my strength. She isn’t going to bring me down but she’s going to help me rise.” My voice stuttered.

“Min jung... “

“i want you tell them that I make you happy . Because that’s what you do for me. “ i choked on the words.” Before I met you, i didn’t know what it meant to be happy. To... want something just because it made you feel good. i want to do that for you....”

He stared at me and then swallowed .

“Do you really doubt that? Do you really doubt how fucking happy you make me baby? “ He whispered, stepping close and pressing his palms against my cheeks.

I looked away, heart pounding.

His next words hit me like bullets.

“Will you come home with me tonight?” He said softly.

I jerked , surprised.

“What?”

“i just...I want to show you.... just how happy you wake me. I want to ... make love to you.. Will you let me?”

I smiled vaguely.

“I don’t think i have a choice... you did tell me to stick to your side for the rest of the night , “ I leaned closer till my lips were right against his ears. “ Alpha” I breathed out the last word and he jerked a little in shock.

“Holy shit...” He whispered. “ Let’s leave right now.”

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“Stay here.” He whispered casually , moving out of the room and leaving me in the same room i’d slept in last night. I fumbled with my fingers , fighting the urge to just drop it all and bolt.

It was nerve wrecking, standing here in my 2000$ gown , well aware that Yoongi expected me to let him touch me any way he wanted on that bed.

Virginity wasn’t really a concept with omegas because we weren’t really born with hymens. I didn’t feel particularly scared about it hurting but i was scared of a million other things.

Would something happen afterwards? Would i be suddenly, strangely changed?

I clenched my fists as I slowly lowered myself to the bed. Yoongi had the potential to hurt me in every way a woman could be hurt and once i did this , i would be so much more vulnerable. So much more in danger .

I swallowed the dryness in my throat.

And then nearly jumped out of my skin .

Because a thin blindfold came over my eyes just as I tried to move away. I screamed but he pressed himself against my back. The familiar warmth and scent of him immediately calmed me down and I tried to breath again.

"Shh..Shh...It's me..." He whispered. His voice sounded a million times deeper because my vision wa cut -off. I flailed for a second but he wrapped an arm around my waist , drawing my close and burying his face in the curve of my neck, before tying the blind fold off, tightly.

I tried not to panic.

"What are you doing, Yoongi?" I asked nervously.

"I'm helping you.... I'm going to show you that good things happen in the dark too. "

I shivered a bit as he lifted my hair up and pinned it away with something before kissing the back of my neck, sinking his teeth into the flesh there before lightly licking and soothing the sting. Suddenly he was in front of me pulling me flush against his chest and the first touch of his lips to mine is so...different and unexpected, I died a little from the pleasure of it. I couldn't see him and that made my sense of touch heightened. In fact every sense was heightened, from the deep raspy sound of his breathing to the way the warmth seeped from his chest to my breasts.

He took his time, kissing me lightly, rapidly and then slowly, alternating between bites and nips and kissed and licked till my legs gave out and I was a moaning mess in his arms. And then he was guiding me to the bed, making me sit and I stumbled a bit, unsteady on my limbs.

Any fear I may have felt was gone, replaced by an odd fatal kind of curiosity. I wanted to know everything about the dark. The good , the bad, the evil.

The right . the wrong and the sinful. I wanted to study the dark and explore it.

And Min Yoongi with his breathtaking beauty and limitless creativity was the perfect tour guide.

He tilted my face up with a light finger to my chin and then lightly bit my lower lip, tugging on it just a bit till my thighs began to tremble, the muscles in my lower belly contracting and heat pooling at my center, hot wet and unbearable as he lightly unzipped my dress. I couldn't see or feel anything except the gentle tug on the fabric of my dress as he slid it off me.

He slid the fabric off my shoulders careful not to touch me at all and then lightly puIled at my shoulders, telling me to lie down. I reached for him, desperate to touch him but he grabbed both my wrists together, his grip surprisingly strong. i swallowed the whimper that bubbled up.

"I want to touch you. My treat. Can you keep your hands to yourself?" He says and his voice was deep and rough around the edges. I nodded and pulled my hand back letting them lay at my side. The sensation of lying on his bed is a familiar one but this time I can't stop trembling, legs crossing and uncrossing. His fingers fluttered across my knee, just below my thighs and he lightly ran his fingers down to my ankles, massaging my foot .

I squealed when something very hot and wet closed over my toe .

Before I can protest, his lips moved to the insole, kissing his way up my leg, till he reached the sensitive skin on the back of my knee. He made me fold my knees and then he lifted my leg up kissing the underside of my knees . i was trembling in earnest now.

It was too much.

Too much.

"Yoongi..." I blurted out, voice shaking as I reached for him blindly. But he drew back and I was lost.

"If you don't keep your hands down, I'm tying you up." He drawled.

Yes, please.

"Okay.." I whispered, sinking back into the pillows and I had no idea what I was doing.

And then suddenly he was straddling me, ripping the dress fully off my body and swiftly unbuckling my bra. He grabbed the waist band of my panties and yanks it down till all I'm covered in is the red silk of my stockings.

"Look at you...It should be criminal for you to wear clothes...So beautiful.... You could make me beg on my knees for you, sweetheart ." he hissed when I shifted awkwardly, causing his arousal to grind into my hips and he canted his hips forward till we were lined against each other, breath coming out in pants, grinding down between each exhale..

" You are the most breathtaking woman on this planet , i'm sure of it." He whispered and I was pretty sure my entire body went red at the compliment.

"Yoongi"

White noise filled my ears as he kissed me. Slow and deep, his fingers tangling into my messy long hair, massaging my scalp. One hand slipped up my torso to the edge of my ribs and traced the skin there, moving up to brush over my breast, fingers pebbling the nipple and eliciting a yelp of pleasure from my mouth.

"Please let me touch you... " I gasped, stunned and desperate. I wanted to touch him. To feel all that delicious expanse of skin against my fingers.

"Luscious... Like peaches..."

I have no idea what he was talking about until the same wet heat closes over my nipples, making my arch off the bed in a bow.

"How do you feel?" he asked, eyes locked into mine as moved over me. I was cold and naked and he was fully clothed. The fabric of his shirt felt like heaven , the heat from his skin warming me so thoroughly.

"I... I... " I just stuttered at him, having forgotten what he'd asked. He repeated it, this time using his fingers to flick my nipple. Pain jolted through the sensitive nub and I felt tears sting at the corner of my eyes.

"How do you feel? Do you feel good? " He repeated.

What kind of a question was that, I thought crazily. My mind was sinking into a desire lazed stupor and all I could do was mumble incoherently.

"Tell me. " he said harshly, making me blink.

"I feel... Great. " I gasped as he bent low, closing his lips over my breasts. I almost shot out of the ceiling, my fingers curling on his silky soft hair as his dexterous tongue played havoc on my senses.

His mouth closed over my nipples and he sucked and nipped at my skin till I felt myself dissolving on the inside. He lightly sucked at the sensitive tip , and laved it with his tongue and I curled my finger on the mattress covers. I gasps at the sensation, my body bending towards him in a silent plea of more, more, more.

I can feel his hair brush against the the sensitive skin between my breast and I reached out to thread my fingers through his hair but stopped my self at the last moment.

And then his lips were back, this time between my belly button and waist and he kissed his way down , down and down till he reached the edge of my stockings and then he was taking those off as well.

Suddenly without warning the blindfold came off and he was right in front of my, so handsome , so fucking gorgeous that I couldn't even breathe.

He kissed me savagely, pushing me into the bed, hands roaming all over me with a possessive streak that made me want to curl and sob. He shaped my figure in his palms marking every inch of me with his touch.

"Champagne.... Roses... Next time... " he panted in between kitten licks to my skin. I shut my eyes, desire pooling at the core of me till I felt drenched. I gasped as his fingers closed over my inner thigh, so close to where I needed him.

"i'm going to fucking worship you baby. ." He panted, kissing his way down to my breasts, teeth closing over my nipple and tugging till I fairly mewled with pleasure.

I froze and then melted as his fingers,searched, found and then entered, so swiftly that I was choking on air, trying to get my bearings.

"And this?" he whispered, curling his fingers and making my hips lift off the couch, " how does this feel? "

"Please... Oh God... " I gasped. He pushed in, deeper, moving in and out with a wet sound that mortified me, my face burning I grabbed his shoulders, burying my face there.

"Oh God... What? " he was teasing me, amusement writ large on his perfect features.

"Don't stop... " I cried,tears threatening.

But he did, pulling out and swearing as I collapsed, trying to regain my senses.

He pushed me up against the headboard of the bed .his breath coming out in pants, his fingers scratching the skin near his neck as he fumbled with his tie. I tried to help him but he swatted my hand away.

"wait !" He said hoarsely , and after a little bit of struggle he tugged it off. Only he didn't toss it away like I expected.

Instead he got on his knees, grabbing my wrists, holding them behind my back , quickly tying them together to the headboard.

"One of my fantasies ." he muttered , and I let out a strangled sound, so turned on that I was sure I was going to pass out.

I told him as such.

Eyes twinkling in amusement, He laughed out loud.

"In that case I need to hurry up. " he smirked.

He kissed me rough and fierce and he wasn't laughing anymore . I wanted to touch so badly. It was hot and wet, tongues sliding slick against each other, teeth bumping a bit but I can feel pleasure bubbling up from the base of my stomach.

It takes some effort but soon he is on me , naked except for his jeans and he straddled me, knees on either side of my waist, the seam of his pants pressing into my center as the he leaned down into me , his lips nibbling and biting the sensitive skin below my ear.

I blacked out for a second, when Yoongi gave me a sultry glance before bending down and using his tongue on me.

I keened and shuddered wanting nothing more than to slips my fingers down and bury them in the soft messy black bangs near my waist.

i could hardly gather my scattered wits, before his mouth closed over me effectively rendering me immune to everything but the delicious heat of his tongue and the myriad sensations rushing through my body.

She bit down on my lower lips, scared of screaming out.

He used one hand to steady me, the other to part my slick folds, his tongue latching on the hard nub at the crest and pulling gently till my knees buckled.

He hooked one arm underneath my leg and threw it over his shoulder using the other hand to cage me to the bedl and I realized how sinful the pose was, almost exhibitionist. Like I was on display, the most intimate parts of me laid bare for his hands and tongue and lips.

And then suddenly without warning, he latched onto my clit, suckling hard while his fingers dipped into me , curling and beckoning me to the edge . The air conditioning isn't turned on and I'm overheated, feeling like my entire body had been tossed into a furnace but despite the heat, despite the sweat running down my face, I began seeking out the hot warmth of the mouth working on me , canting my hips and trying to get him to push his tongue in deeper. I almost wailed when his mouth left me, as he straightened to crawl back up my body.

"Inside you. I want you to climax with me inside you ."

I nearly came hard at the words alone.

Before I could respond, he was slipping out of his clothes, his magnificent body turning my throat dry

"At first , I was surprised, when I heard that first times don't hurt for omegas..." He grinned " But now, I'm glad... I don't have to be gentle..." Yoongi rasped out, moving over, covering my body with his , hands sliding down to cup my bottom , furtther down to the back of my thigh as he kneeled in between my thighs, grabbed my waist and yanked me down, sliding into me in one swift sure stroke that instantly turned my brain to mush.

The entire world stopped as he pushed into me, slow and smooth, his progress eased by how wet and ready I was, my body opening up underneath his weight with no resistance whatsoever. He was hot and hard and heavy inside me. Too big and too much and too tight and too hard. But I felt full when he settled inside me.

Complete.

"Relax....Relax and I can go in deeper.." He murmured against my ears and his voice...does things to me.

"You're too big..." I whimpered. I'm not sure I can take anymore of him. But clearly he has other ideas. He laughed at that.

"You do know how to stroke a man's ego..." He says." Spread your knees a bit wider and you can take more of me...all of me..." He said hotly and I tried to maneuver myself but it wasn't enough, nearly. Not even after he untied my wrists and pulled me lower.

"i don't think..." I broke off when his thumb and forefinger pinched my nipple almost absently, drawing a whimper of pained pleasure from me.

"You're so fucking tight, hot damn...just relax babe. Relax and i can slide in deeper..." He hummed and his voice...God damn his voice....

But when I relaxed, I realized he was right, he slid in deeper and kept going and good lord just how big was he??!!

He seemed to have read my mind because he chuckled.

"I know I'm big but no one's ever complained..." He chuckled , pulling back out all the way and then pounding back in all the way. Yoongi started a steady rhythm that wasn't even close to what my body wanted. I wanted it harder, faster. Forever. He snapped his hips suddenly and hit that spot that made me buckle hard, nearly dislodging him.

"I...You're too much..." I gasped and he kissed the corner of my mouth.

" You need to get used to me then..." He drawled and I curled my fingers into his back as he nudged his hips, gently, his hardness hitting that magical spot inside me and i saw stars because ...wow.

Then he was pulling out, grabbing my knees and pulling them apart before grabbing a couple of pillows, lifting my hips and pushing the pillows underneath.

"What are you...."

Yoongi loomed over me , grabbed one knee and puIled it up to my chest and then slid into me quickly, without pause. The angle is enough to make mey lose control, little sobs escaping my because I can't fucking breathe anymore. it felt a bit like he was reaching right inside me Obscenely deep.

Then he was slipping his hand between my legs, finding the little bundle of nerves at my entrance and pressing down on it, while he bent down and licked my nipples before slamming into me fast and hard. every slam of him inside made my body contract around him.

"Wait...like this..."

He pressed down on my lower abdomen a bit and tilted my hips up and rammed his hips in one particular angle. It makes my eyes go wide in shocked delight.

"Looks like i found the sweet spot.." He winked.

His hardness nudges the entrance of my womb and I'm pretty certain that this, whatever he's doing , breaks all the rules of normalcy. There's no way he should be able to reach that far deep inside me. My nerves feel like they've been rubbed raw.

But he managed it. Every inward stroke makes his cock hit my cervix and the minute contact feels like a electric shock through my body. It's incredible and i know i'm not going to stay conscious for long.

my climax hit me without warning and I exploded all around him in a bright white light that swallowed my universe. Nothing existed but him and me and the overwhelming pleasure that made me blind to everything else. I tried to catch my breath and get my senses back, but he isn't done with me.

He pulled out and I'm completely wasted, drained and almost unconscious, but he as turning me over, taking the pillows away and I just lay there face down, trying to get my bearings. Before I could fully regain movement in my limbs he was slipping an arm around my waist, lifting me back up. I fell back against his chest and he made me kneel in the middle of the bed.

"Are you tired...? So soon...?" Yoongi whispered, and then he was nudging my legs apart again. I barely registered what he was doing before he slid right back into me from the back, gripping my waist as I struggled to stay upright, his hips snapping forward at a brutal pace, pistoning in and out of ma at a rate that defies physics and a second later I almost fell forward , only saved by his arms coming around me , holding me upright as he fucked into me . And yet I bent at the waist and my head hit the mattress exhausting tugging at my insides.

His hips were strong and powerful and his stamina was unbelievable. He actually held me up and pounded into me till I exploded again and this time I'm sure my soul left my body for a second and it's a rebirth that I'm experiencing, my mind blissfully blank and my entire body zinging with pleasure. I collapsed when he pulled out of me , sure that I'm going to be out like a light for the next twenty hours. But I heard something tearing and I realized that he was rolling on a condom.

I whimpered in protest.

"I can't... no..just..." I beg but he's grinning and pushing sweaty bangs off my forehead , shaking his head.

"sure you can...come here... Get yourself together baby girl...I'm not done with you yet..."

I moaned when he grabbed my waist and dragged my to the edge of the bed, till my legs were hanging off the edge.

I looked up at him with pleading eyes. He looked amazing, naked. Like some fallen angel , painted by a master. The magnum opus of some artistic genius. Everything about him screamed perfection and I didn't know what he saw in me.

He knelt between my legs, gripped my thigh and using both of his thumbs to spread me open before licking a stripe up my slit. The sensation is bordering on painful because of how sensitive i am after two orgasms that I start crying before I can stop myself.

He pulled back and gave me a wide mischievous smile before spreading my opening wider , licking deep inside me. I'was so wet and moist that he hads no trouble pushing his tongue in as deep as he wanted and I felt him curl the muscular organ inside me. He pulled out and then licked, again and again and again, tasting all the wet heat coming out of me in waves.

"Please...Please..." I'm begging him for mercy but his tongue is relentless, licking, probing and pushing into me with no restraint. He suckled my clit, tugged on it and licked it, and slipped three fingers inside me without any resistance.

I couldn't even moan anymore, my voice completely done for. He massaged my insides and I let out a pitiful whimper when the pad of his thumb brushed against the little patch of skin in the front. He pushed his fingers in as deep as possible while simultaneously licking my clit in quick, rapid strokes . I felt my eyes widen in disbelief when he rubs against my G-spot persistently and I know I can't... I can't cum again because I would.... I really would...

"I can't Yoongi...Please don't make me...."

"Just once, baby...Come for me...just once..." Yoongi said softly..

And yet it happens . He sticks his tongue inside me and rubbed his thumb against my clit and I exploded again, for the third time.

I was too far gone to experience it .

it feels like an out of body experience more than anything else.

And before I can fully come down from my high he was standing up between my legs, grabbing my ankles and lifting them up and up till they rest on his shoulders. He rearranges me till my ankles are crossed behind his neck. I blinked because I wasnot sure my body is even meant to twist up that way. He grabbed my waist again and then he slid back into me.

This times theree's nothing holding him back and he pounded into me, so rapidly that I was seeing stars , galaxies the fucking milky way across the back of my eyes. His hips were merciless and I gave up trying to look or move or even breathe.

He treated me like a ragdoll, pounding into me without pause and each push and pull is enough to set my nerves on fire. my senses are over stimulated and I'm almost catatonic.

"You're going to come again. I can feel it." He whispered.

I choked out a protest.

"No..I..no...please..."

"I couldn't stop it even if I wanted, babe. Your body's just ready...it wants to come around my cock..." He hissed and the words are so, so dirty and wrong and so arousing that I came for the fourth time. I contracted around him in waves and he let out a guttural moan that went straight to my gut. . it was actually more pain than pleasure. He exploded inside me just a fraction of a second later and I ended up milking him through his orgasm, which was long and steady and strong. I could feel his cock inside me, taut and strong as he came, his seed spilling into the condom. He laid down on top of me fully and I buried my face in his shoulder , too stunned to contemplate what just happened.

When it was finally over and he pulled out of my, i whimpered in disbelief.

"I'm suing you for attempted murder." I choked out. Yoongi actually laughs. Parts of me feel like they've taken a beating.

I knows I can't walk straight tomorrow. Or for a week.

"You have lesser stamina than i thought. How're we going to spend whole weekends making love if you get tired in less than an hour...?" He demanded, pulling me close and spooning me from the back before draping a comforter over our bodies.

I gaped at him in disbelief.

"Weekends are fine. But ...four times in one night...four times...You're insane...And insatiable and you have superhuman stamina. I'm going to kick your ass tomorrow when I can move again. " I shook my head tiredly.

"The word you're looking for is Alpha. . " He grinned and cuddled closer. " This is the best part about being one."

AUTHOR’S NOTE : THIS IS JUST NORMAL SEX. iI wanted to try writing heat sex and rut sex but then I chickened out because you guys might not like it .. sorry...

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taenys · 7 years

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♢ shinee world v in la ♢

alright so I’ve finally gotten home and have been able to write a detailed fan account of the whole thing which includes their airport arrival!!! the whole thing ended up being over 2.5k :’))) unsurprising considering who I am (resident essay writer of the internet) but i did try to keep it as short and to the point as possible.

anyways if any of y’all are interested in reading a really emo and sappy essay about shinee and what was undeniably the best day of my life from my seat in the pit, read on!

Airport arrival: I saw Jonghyun’s face so clearly. Key went by me in a flash clinging to him, so I got a clear profile shot. Taemin’s face was covered but his beautiful eyes were visible and I got a very clear look at him. Minho as well, although he was wearing sunglasses, he was tall and brooding. Onew passed before I could see him. Taemin looked at me wide-eyed, inquisitively. I was in front of their van on the sidewalk making hearts at them while they got in and got ready to enter traffic to leave and Minho and Taemin got a clear frontal view of me doing so and both of them smiled, but Taemin’s eyes were on me for quite a while. Once they started to drive away, I waved frantically at them and Minho waved back at all of us.

Jonghyun’s face caught me off guard. I was in a stunned silence when I saw him, his poreless, airbrushed, perfectly chiseled angelic beautiful unreal face. The entire time I said nothing. No words came out of my mouth, no screams. I was silent. In complete and utter AWE. I’ve never experienced that before meeting an idol. At SNSD’s fanmeet, I screamed (to the dismay of Jessica lol). At every concert I’ve screamed as is customary lol. When I saw f(x) at the airport I called out their names. At EXO’s fanmeet I screamed to get Kris’ attention. But seeing SHINee, right in front of me, their beautiful faces materialized, and even more breathtaking than I could possibly comprehend, the 5 boys I have adored so completely for 7+ years, who’s music has been a constant soundtrack playing on repeat every day of my life…I couldn’t formulate words or sounds to express all those emotions. There were none that could do them justice. The love I felt was so fucking overwhelming, as soon as their van started to drive away and Minho’s waving ceased I broke. I cracked. The suffocating sense of adoration and joy at seeing them, seeing my boys, my loves, and my reasons for existence, I fucking SOBBED. Not small tears but full on snot inducing yelps. I literally choked on my emotions. I had to run back into the airport to my mom to hide these tears from everyone else because they were just so ridiculous lol. Everyone else was all giddy and going over their fancams and screaming with each other. I just cried and cried. I could not believe it. I couldn’t process the whole experience. I love them so much, I can’t even begin to tell you guys just how much. I realized it at that airport when I saw them. It was such a different experience than all my other crazy kpop idol meeting experiences.

Also, just as a note, the whole thing about them being mobbed was greatly exaggerated. It only looked that way on camera because we had all unfortunately formed our organized lines in front of the doors, but they ended up coming down an escalator so we all had to run over and form NEW lines from the escalator to the door and so it looks like we all tried to swarm them. They all tend to walk really fast so we didn’t even have the opportunity to form new lines since by the time we got to them, they were already nearing the exit so at that point we all just tried to see them and welcome them as best we could. There were only like 1-2 fans who were being disrespectful and obnoxious, but trust me when I say most of us were filming and following from a safe enough distance or at least trying to.

The concert: As soon as I found my seat, which was in row D in the pit aka the 4th row from the stage, my heart stopped. I was so close. SO FUCKING CLOSE to the stage SHINee would be on. And I was right in the center too, I’d have a clear center super close view of them, and the realization of that was utterly staggering. The energy around me was filled with excitement and glee, but I was in my own little bubble of heart quenching awe and disbelief. I could see my mom and my sister in the row behind me and I gave my mom the “Can you believe this is happening” look and she smiled and nodded. She and Ruby (sis) were experiencing their own waves of excitement but I wasn’t with them to share in it. I was alone where I sat but that was what ended up happening during the ticket buying bonanza. I was able to score 1 pit ticket, and we all agreed it would be mine since I was the “main” fan in our little trio. SHINee was ours, but first and foremost they were mine. But luckily my mom and sister got seats together and only a row behind me, so they were just as close as I was to the stage. While we waited for the show to start the venue played their music and the crowd chanted along to most of them. I sang too with my eyes closed, ready for the inevitable. I had to told myself in the weeks approaching the date that I would do my best to study and analyze every member’s face and mannerisms as best I could. Since I knew they’d move around and switch sides a lot, I knew I’d have an opportunity to see every member at some point. When the venue got dark and the light blared and the first VCR started my heart was racing a million miles an hour. My mind was repeating “this is real, this is happening, they’re going to come out and you’re going to see them, you’re going to actually fucking SEE them. The boys who’ve made your entire life worth living for the past almost 8 years are going to be right in front of you, singing all your favorite songs (because all their songs are my favorites, LITERALLY), and you’re close enough that they’re going to see YOU too,” that last thought being the MOST mind blowing of them all. The people sitting directly in front of me were luckily not taller than me, so my head was higher than theirs when we stood which meant SHINee would get a clear shot at my face when they looked in this direction. I opted to wear these cute aqua cat ears with flowers on them in my hair to hopefully draw their eye.

Finally the VCR ended and we all stood up and we knew it was time. We screamed. I screamed “I’m not emotionally ready oh my god” to the girl sitting next to me (lol). I wasn’t ready and I don’t think I ever WOULD be ready. How do you prepare to see your favorite humans of all time? They opened with Hitchhiking and I was screaming the lyrics along with them, and oh my god they were so close to the edge of the stage, closer to me than I even imagined, I could see every detail of their faces and it was breathtaking. At one point Jonghyun looked directly into my eyes and held my gaze for a few seconds and smirked. What I noticed first was, they’re all so much more beautiful in real life than is even humanly possible, and secondly they were all dancing SO HARD and with SO MUCH INTENSITY it was stunning. They were dripping in sweat after the first 3 songs but MAN did they dance with every ounce of strength they had. Their passion and drive was just astonishing and inspiring to witness. Onew’s dancing was especially impressive. Taemin’s dancing is so fluid and poetic and I can’t believe I got to witness his shirtless godlike body in person so close WOW. Minho is so much more godly than you can imagine. Jonghyun is small (smol) and darling with those sharp cheekbones and puppy eyes. Key is so intense and cat-like in his features which are more defined in real life. Onew is pure gorgeousness, his smile is the most beautiful thing that exists and will ever exist. It’s hard to believe any of them could be so beautiful. I won’t go song by song describing how they looked and how they felt because I’d have to write over 10 pages and who has time to read all of that lmao I’ll just point out the “highlights.” Key’s English. I know we all know it’s great but hearing it in real life was an experience. He sounds so confident and cool, I adore it with my life. When he told us that this was real and we weren’t seeing them through youtube I fucking BALLED. Because that’s exactly what was so shocking and emotional for me, that I was actually seeing them. And they were fucking seeing me too. Minho and Key being playful and silly speaking English added 10 years to my life. Honestly, Minkey are so important. Their banter is the best thing. I couldn’t believe I was experiencing my otps in real life too LMAO. They were all exactly how I knew they’d be. Taemin would be shy and smiley, like the baby he is, Onew would be aloof and dorky and too precious for words, Jonghyun would be flirty and silly and not try out any English lol, Minho would be so cool and sexy during performances but turn into a sweet cinnamon roll during talks, and Key would be the leader, confident and charismatic and intense. They were all so perfect. Jongtae hugging, Taemin speaking English, it was all too cute to witness.

Minho spent a lot of time on my side so I got the most fanservice from him. It was unfuckingbelievable. He is an actual god among mortals I’m telling you. His endlessly long legs and slim abdomen, and that tiny gorgeous face with those huge expressive frog eyes and round lips, his entire existence is bliss. He looked at me and smiled a TON because I was making hearts. Taemin was in front of me at one point too, with nothing obstructing his view of my face since the people in front were small and he looked at me and smiled that babyish smiley of his that I live for. Key looked at me and raised an eyebrow curiously at one point as well. Onew got wide-eyed and excited when he saw me and a few others make the “MVP” with our hands during his line in replay. I can’t express enough just how fucking gorgeous and perfect their faces are. I can picture them all so fucking clearly in my mind, it gives me heart palpitations. Even my mom said afterwards at the hotel that there’s no way they’re real. Speaking of my mom, Taemin is the actual love of her life, so when he did his solo stage of Goodbye she snuck up to the front row just to watch him lol. Also during Savior, Minho came right over to their side and I looked behind me to see if my mom and sister would get any fanserivce since he had a clear view of them in the aisle seat they had, and sure enough I saw my mom smiling the biggest I’ve ever seen from her, and waving at him and he looked at her and smiled and waved back. When the fans around saw that interaction between them, they all started waving too, wanting to get a hello from him as well and so he obliged and started waving around the entire section. But the waving was started by my mom and she won’t let anyone forget it lol. “Remember when Minho waved at you and smiled” has been a constant phrase we’ve been saying at random intervals through the day.

This day meant just as much to her as it did to me. Just seeing them perform was indescribable though. I’ve loved their music and choreo for so long, and witnessing it was a whole different experience. I saw them at SMTOWN, sure, but that was only for a few songs and I was a lot farther from the stage. And even when I think back to that concert, where I saw SNSD and EXO and f(x) and so many other performers, SHINee’s has ALWAYS stood out to me as the most memorable and emotional. SHINee has always been my number one. Seeing them for nearly 3 hours, I sang so loud and so hard (I kept my screaming to a minimum and focused on singing and doing fanchants so they’d see that we love their music here and despite the language barrier, we know their lyrics and hopefully they’d come back again someday soon). I lost my voice by the end and ended up with a sore throat and a fever the next day, but it was well worth it. I also couldn’t walk for the rest of the week lmao It was like I’d run a marathon after living a sedentary life for years and not doing any kind of training beforehand. My legs did not survive. And neither did my heart. I couldn’t listen to or watch anything SHINee related this whole week honestly. Even seeing pictures and fancams of the event (speaking of which, my sister got a fucking glorious fancam of Onew) hurt my heart and so I avoided everything like the plague. It ended too quickly. The whole experience ruined me though. I crave them so much more now. I want to save up to go to Korea to see them since I know they probably won’t do another US tour. I am going to live out the rest of my life just following their careers and loving them unconditionally as I do now, maybe even more so if that’s even possible. If I had the means and the money I’d probably drop everything and become a fansite owner who travels everywhere and sees them and even befriends them.

Their music represents so much for me. It represents the bond I have with my mother most especially. Experiencing all of this with her made it so much more emotional. We’ve bonded over SHINee since the beginning. As soon as I discovered them nearly 8 years ago, I showed them to mom. She was the first person I showed a kpop video too and of course it was SHINee We watched Hello Baby and their other shows together, and she learned about them with me and grew to love them as much as I have. Her and I listened to their music more than anything and their songs, their passion, their existence gave her and I a sense of happiness and motivation in a difficult time in our lives. We all just…clung to SHINee’s music. Their music is just so fucking GOOD. She has her own copies of all their Korean albums in her car and they’re the only thing she listens to. It was my dream, my ultimate dream to go to a SHINee concert with her. I wanted her to see them. I saw them before at SMTOWN in 2012 and it was MAGICAL. My mom didn’t get to attend because we couldn’t afford another ticket but she was in the parking lot waiting to pick us up and decided to get off and wait inside to try and hear some of the concert and she says she heard Sherlock and saw glimpses of SHINee performing through the curtains in the venue and she cried. She cried because she was so happy that my sister and I were there seeing them, and she sang along to the song and felt like she was a part of that experience with us. And now she got to see them with us, and us with her, and it was pure and utter magic.

Anyways, SHINee is my entire life and I will never be over this experience. But man oh man, loving them this much has only made the whole “post-concert depression” about a million times more painful and unbearable than anything I’ve ever experienced. Something that can only be cured by seeing them again. I NEED to see them again.

#personal #fanaccount #shinee #best day of my life is honestly an understatement #the fucking post concert feels are too intense tho #i love shinee 2 much

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bang-me-bangtan-style · 7 years

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CHAPTER NINE

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Sehun had completely stopped interacting with you, and you felt like shit, but you deserve every bit of shit there could possibly be. You had broken him over and over where he had completely become this monster. And just when the old sehun was coming back you created a worse one. One who wouldn't even acknowledge your existence. But you had to remember, you wanted this you wanted nothing to do with him. You're the one who had improper feelings not him so you should suffer in every way possible.

You had been avoiding Kris for some time now, you didn't even talk to him in 1st hour. and he was confused on what he had did. At least according to Tao. But you didn't want to deal with Kris, or anyone of that matter, and you especially didn't want to deal with...

"GD, seriously I'm not in the mood, so if you wouldn't." You said trying to stop this ship before it sailed. He looked at you in annoyance.

"Why are you like this?" he gave you this look.

You looked at him back the same way." I could say the same, why are you?" You were now face to face and he smelled good.

"I'm not anything bu-"

"A man whore? I know," You finished off for him.

"Yah that's not what I was going to say," He said pissed off.

"Well it's what you should have said," You said looking up into his eyes.

He sighed and took a step back, "When will I ever get you to understand me? Although you're like this I try for you-"

you were now fuming who even asked him to, "I don't need you to understand me! I never asked you too!"

He looked around people were now staring. He grabbed your wrist and pulled you into an empty class room. "KEEP YOUR VOICE DOWN!" He yelled at you.

Your eyes became big and you decide that you wouldn't go down without a fight. "Leave me alone and why are you yelling then?!" You yelled back.

He pressed you against the wall. "Listen up and listen well. " he said through gritted teeth. "All I'm trying to do is be nice, because I like you. I like you a lot that I'm willing to change for you because I want to be with you but you just won't let me in." He backed off you now that he had your full attention." I like you Ana but you're so difficult, closed off, and shielded that I don't know how to step in."

But when had you said you wanted anyone to step in? let's face it, he was forcing himself in. And that you didn't like.

You had to admit that you had a butterfly for on GD here and there. It was something you didn't want to acknowledge because he is the last person you want to say that about, but if he could help you get over sehun why not? What girl didn't like GD though? you only lied and said you never would like someone like that ever. But that was all in the past.

"Ha-ha, you change? What kind of drugs are you on now ?" Laughing at him. Joke it was a joke, but GD wasn't having it. He gave you an asshole look.

"Nothing, I really am sincere." he said bitchy because you just thought this was a game. You couldn't see that he was being really sincere.

He was now pressed against you and you were both face to face. His hands were on your hips and you about died. He was putting it on you because you could feel him through his uniform pants. He hesitantly kissed your neck afraid you would freak out and push him off. But you didn't. and that he liked. That right there gave him so much hope.

"Do you want this or not?" he said huskily. So straight forward he was.

God, you were soaked. So, this is why the girls dropped their shit for him. The effect he had was like a spell. Your eyes glazed over in lust and he barley did a thing. His lips found yours and you didn't hesitate to kiss back. You were doing things you don't normally do? With him. What is this sorcery?

This bad boy had you in the palm of his hand. That boy, had you wrapped around his fingers. It was a wrap. GD caught you, you were in his trap now. Nothing was ever going to be the same again with him. This was how he got the girls to swoon all over him. He liked to think of it as a 1 on 1 session, one he would very much like to finish in the bed.

But since Kris cheated on you, you decided that you needed someone, anyone to get back at him. Because that was just the kind of person you were sadly. "Ana I want to take you right here and right now but I won't." He said finding the will to back off. And he did. Leaving you glazed over and what not. It was like you were somebody else. "Ana come to my party." He said grabbing the door handle. "you won't regret it." And he left.

"Shit." You said, shit shit shit shit..." you just kept repeating. You were in such deep shit.

You waited a few seconds before walking out the class room after him. When you shut the door behind you. Sehun was about to walk past the door but stopped when you came out. And next to him unfortunately was his slut. This bitchhhhhhhhhhh.

You looked at him and his girlfriend gave you that look of disgust. Stupid bitch. You couldn't stand her. You didn't know why she tried you every fucking time, guess she wanted another ass beating. She's lucky you had class so wouldn't smack the shit out of her for disrespecting you.

Sehun looked over to GD who was just about to walk around the corner to the next hall. He then looked back at you and disappointment was written all over his face. You adverted your gaze elsewhere and walked passed them both. As you looked back you ran into Kris.

"Ana." He said just as surprised as you were. He been trying to talk to you, calling you, and texting you but you just weren't having his shit right now.

Great. Let's cut this shit short.

You didn't want to deal with him right now. You tried walking away from him. Why are you being like this? What did I do?" he grabbed your arm.

Ugh.

"I don't know you tell me." You said bitchy.

He closed his eyes. "Eun mi?" Wow so he knows? " it's not what you think." He sighed out opening his eyes.

"Oh, then what is it then? She is a slut and you know that." You said pointing to him. " and I know that" you said pointing to yourself. not recognizing your angry voice.

"Were not dating." He snapped. Indicating that you shouldn't be mad when you guys weren't an item. But whatever.

See, this pissed you off. He said all these things to you. Said he was going to change. And that you were to take it slow. But look first week, but why Eun mi though. That was sehun's sluts best friend which maybe was the reason why you hated the fact that he cheated. Or in your case, since you weren't dating "talked to someone else."

You were caught off guard by his words and you were paralyzed in the throat at that moment. You couldn't even speak. So, since you found that your legs could move you walked away. Why was he being such a dick? And why did you care? And the crazy part it didn't hurt much. You just were scared because... your use of him was being obstacled. And you seemed to be catastrophic every chance you got. (Going overboard with things.) Just because you felt like it and no one would stop you.

"Ana..." he tried to grab you but you weren't having it. You disappeared up the stairs going to your next class. Because you didn't want to hear it. That was the end of it and that's because you said so. Never again would you trust Kris.

2ND HOUR LP LANGUAGE

"Hey." you were greeted by Baekhyun but you didn't want to talk to anyone right now. Kris, sehun, and GD were getting on your last nerves. You didn't want to add Baekhyun to the list.

"Okay then ignore me then." Baekhyun said enthusiastically, sitting down in his seat in the back.

The empty seat next to his was Sehuns. Sehun strolled in, as usual you couldn't tell what he was feeling. but he didn't hesitate to give a look. A look of disgust. Well at least he acknowledge you? You zoned out it was Friday and that raggedy party GD was trying to get you to go to popped in your head. Ugh. How annoying. Why couldn't he just leave you alone. You had enough problems and dealing with him pissed you off. And what pissed you off more was the effect he had you all of sudden it was like.. since you were playing so hard to get he pulled out a wild card and played it. He was playing you and you were suddenly playing back.

Class had started and you started to zone out. You started thinking about things and didn't necessarily know where you were getting at when you thought about your life problems. you always seem to be going back to square one with your thoughts.

"Ana, please come correct this sentence. " you jumped out your thoughts. You didn't even realize class started. You were too out of it. How long was you like that? You magnetically made eye contact with sehun as you stood in front of the class.

"OK now correct it into the right form." Ahh son of a bitch why were you picked on anyways? Damn teachers.

You tried to do your best to kind of wing it since you didn't know what the fuck was even going on. "Alright, are you done?" seonsangnim asked you shook your head yes and hoped for the best. "Class is this right?" He said putting your shit on blast. Really? No shit Sherlock. It is wrong. You know it was wrong. Why did he have to do the most?

"No, she forgot everything." Sehun said from the back. "well then, Please Mr. oh teach your sister how to do things." Seonsangnim said. You gave you teacher a look. Really? did he just tell you off like that. And there went that anxiety rising higher as sehun made his way to the front. You were the stupid one clearly. Sehun was always better than you in every possible way.

Ugh.

Sehun corrected over your hand writing and you stood watching as he correctly fixed the English sentence. The right Grammar and everything.

"Ah thank you Mr. Oh, At least someone was playing attention. Mrs. Oh make sure to learn from your brother, better yet pay attention in my class." he said clearly annoyed. The whole class stared at you as you made your way back your seat. Sehun stared at you with them and you felt like it was you against them. God, you were such a piece of shit. You were glad it was Friday. This school shit was getting to be a burden.

Never mind, you needed this weekend. And what better was other to party. All you wanted to do was get drunk and forget that life was such a bitch. Maybe you could drink yourself to death. All you knew was you wouldn't care about anything or anybody. Maybe you could go to that party after all.

The bell finally rang and sehun and you took the same route to your guys 3rd hour. He was at your heals and you'd wish he would go away and take everyone in this school with him so you could be alone. He didn't say anything and neither did you.

"Oh, look who it is oh Luhana."

(A\N: I think I'm going to change her name to OH Sehana? What do you guys think?)"

You glared at the person outside your math teacher's door. And you wish you could make him disappear.

"Kai fuck off." You said walking past him and into the room. After that you didn't pay attention. You didn't want to, He was about to follow you in there but sehun pushed him back with annoyance. Kai was so annoying when it came to you these days he was like obsessed with you and sehun didn't like it.

"Stop leave her alone. She doesn't like you."

Kai laughed, "she doesn't like you either and you're her brother. " and kai pushed sehun's face back as if to dismiss him. Kai tried to walk pass sehun to get to you but...

BAM!

You looked towards the door, only to see sehun punch kai in the face. In no time a crowd gathered around. What the actual fuck was going on that made your brother punch kai, his best friend? And chanyeol ran up just in time.

Now you started to pay attention.

"What the FUCK." Chanyeol said as him and now Baekhyun pulled them both apart. Everyone in class was interested and had gotten out their seats.

"Sehuns mad because his sister hates his guts." he said throwing chanyeol off.

"fuck you Kim Jongin. Your obsessed with the fact that you can't bang my sister because she doesn't want you." He yelled in Baekhyun embrace.

Everyone inside kept looking at you since you were the topic of the fight.

"Oh yeah." He said getting in Sehuns face and chanyeol went to grab him again. "but at least it's okay if I do it." Chanyeol made sure to hold him from sehun.

Your heart dropped. His words didn't set right with you and you were on the verge of tears and a panic attack.

Okay everyone was lost what exactly was going on. Sehun punched him again and this time "your fucking sick! " sehun yelled at kai as his fist came in connected with his face.

"really but who has a relationship with his sister so closely?" Kai pushed wiping the blood of his lip. Trying to taunt sehun with shit he didn't even know about.

Another drop in the heart for you along with the pressure of a panic attack.

"what are you even saying kai, they don't even get along, they barely talk you're a dumb ass," Baekhyun said becoming very angry with kai, he looked at kai closely, and let go of sehun, "dude you fucked up." He said looking into kais eyes. "chanyeol get him out of here, leave school before his dumb ass gets caught with being under the influence of drugs."

Still, you were paralyzed. Time was in slow motion as you seen kai being taken away by chanyeol.

"I'll tell you what's fucked up-"kai continued.

Chanyeol stopped as kai wouldn't budge.

Now that you looked at him you could tell kai was on something. And maybe delusional. And why was he on drugs anyways what the fuck?

"Quit making up things!" Sehun again went for kai but Baekhyun held him back. Chanyeol finally managed to man handle kai and leave.

Everyone was whispering about kai and what he meant. And you just couldn't. Sehun seen you leave and he followed after you along with Baekhyun.

"What's going on why are you all standing here.?!" The teacher yelled oblivious to what just happened since he just arrived. "Get to your damn classes.

Meanwhile: You hid in the girl's bathroom. You were feeling burdened by kais words they just didn't sit right with you. It was like he knew something he shouldn't about you and you were about to hyperventilate.

"Ana." Sehun knocked on your cubical door. He had gone into the girls bathroom to follow after you. You put your foot up on the stool and hugged them. "Ana I know you in there." You closed your eyes tight and tears fell down your face.

"leave me alone." You said betrayed by your voice.

Ana, he is just talking shit." He pleaded.

"Go away."

"Ana." And suddenly the door opened. And you busted out crying. The stupid cheap ass locks broke on you as sehun barged in on the door. Grabbing you in his arms.

Meanwhile Baekhyun stood outside the bathroom as a look out.

"Byun Baekhyun why are you not in class?" Principal lee said.

"Shit." Baekhyun cursed out loud.

" mwo?!! Are you cussing?! "He said displeased.

"Mianhamnida I didn't me-"

but principal lee cut him off. "In my office now."

"Shit." Baekhyun accidentally let out again.

"now!" he started following him.

"Arasso." Baekhyun followed him.

Back in the bathroom

"why is he saying things like that?" You cried to him.

Sehun stood you up and pulled you out of the girl's bathroom but before he did he whispered Baekhyun's name. poking his head out the door. who didn't answer. damnit. where the fuck did he go? finally realizing he was nowhere to be found he grabbed you on the hallway that he knew had empty class rooms. shutting and locking the door behind you guys sehun brought you to the back and motioned for you to sit in the corner. So no one walking passed the window could see you guys.

the class was quiet and the light was off. and you couldn't help your sobbing. it was worrying you to the point that kai may know about you. you wouldn't know why or how he knew, you have never told anyone about your dark secret. so how would he know? by body language? if so you were hurt that you weren't strong enough to hold up your guard.

"Ana look at me stop crying." he grabbed you in his arms." kai had this thing back when we were all friends. he was jealous of me and your close relationship. he thought there was something on between us two as.." he didn't even want to say it. " you know what I mean, "he said avoiding you eye contact.

"but I just kept telling him we were just that close but NOT that close." and you couldn't stop crying. all your actions towards you brother had gotten someone to catch on. it was all your fault.

"but I seriously told him incest is wrong and is forbidden. I would never do something so disgusting out of line with you I mean come Ana were brother and sister how could we do such things? even the members agreed with me kai was making things up because he was jealous that is all don't worry too much. "and he kissed your head. But why did it hurt when he said it aloud. "it's wrong" "its forbidden"

"your very beautiful Ana and it brings out the dog in most men. "he said.

You still were crying.

"Ana please stop." but you couldn't Kim Jongin had figure part of it out. No matter if he was badmouthed about saying such things, or just trying to stir shit up. the thing was you tried to hid and protect sehun from this, and look it just go picked up by observation. but there was one thing kai got wrong he had it wrong. he thought sehun was in love with you. but little did he know it was really you. you were the disgusting one not him.

Mission status: slowly giving up.

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Amor Vincit Omnia ( Yoongi/OC)

Chapter 7.

“Wow. Are you sure it was an accident?” Namjoon teased, watching Yoongi as he sat up on the hospital bed, an IV line stuck to his forearm and a huge bandage on his shoulder. I felt my lips wobble and swallowed the urge to just roll into a ball and start bawling like a baby. My hands still trembled from the aftershock and I thought Namjoon was especially cruel to joke about something like this.

“I didn’t mean to…” I choked out. Next to me, Hye Mi looked so furious that I was sure if it weren’t for the other guys in the room, she would’ve shot me in the head. Twice.

“For the last time, can we please move on from this?” Yoongi snapped, eyes still glaring holes into my head. I couldn’t bring myself to look at him, so I kept my gaze fixed on the foot of his bed.

“Is it out in the news?” Seokjin asked curiously and Hye Mi shook her head.

“No, we’ve managed to keep the media quiet for now. But EXO is going to be sniffing to see how bad you’re hurt. How long did that quack of a doctor say you have to rest?” Hye Mi asked impatiently.

“Five Weeks. Anyway, make sure no one knows I need five weeks of rest. We can’t let them know I’m incapacitated. As it is, I’m pretty sure I shot down a bunch of their guys last night. Kris is probably planning a retaliation right now. If he knows I’m not going to be around, he’s going to come after us .” Yoongi said, grimacing.

“So what do you think we should do?” Hoseok straightened from the chair and stretched.

“I’ll work from my penthouse. Have all my files and assignments mailed to my home. Also, send all the staff away. I don’t want to risk any information leak. “Yoongi said firmly. Hye Mi glanced at the others in confusion.

“Wait, without the staff, how exactly are you going to-?”

“Ji soo’ll take care of the house.” He snapped. Then he turned and glared at me.

“You cook, right? Think you can handle feeding your husband for a few weeks without poisoning me or something?” He raised an eyebrow. I opened my mouth to protest, but quickly resisted the urge. I was in enemy territory. Best not make him angrier than he already was.

“Okay.” I said softly.

“Are you serious? You want to stay cooped up for five weeks with…. this?” Hye Mi spluttered indignantly, pointing at me like I was something stuck to the bottom of her shoe.

“You’re welcome to take care of him, if you like him so much…” I muttered angrily and she looked at me like I was insane.

“You’re literally the most shameless woman on the planet.” She shook her head as though amazed by it.

“Enough.” Yoongi said angrily and I jumped a bit. “Hye Mi, if you’re going to talk to my wife like that again, I won’t be responsible for my actions. Whatever goes on between me and her is private. It does not give you…or anyone else, “He glared around the room, “ the right to disrespect her. Talk to her like you would talk to me. Or I’ll not think twice before pumping a few rounds into your skulls.” He snapped.

Hye Mi looked so hurt that I felt a little bad for her. She was after all very obviously in love with my husband. Even if the guy was completely oblivious to her feelings.

“Good. Now, everyone clear out. I want to talk to Ji Soo alone.”

I watched them all leave , sitting quietly in the chair near his bed, my hands clasped tight in my lap. When the door slammed shut behind Hye Mi, I chanced a glance at him.

“I’m glad you’re okay..” I said nervously.

He scoffed.

“Why ?? were you afraid I’d die without giving you a divorce?” He snapped.

I flinched .

“If you died I wouldn’t need a divorce….” The words were out before I could swallow them.

He looked like he wanted to kill me.

“Is this your way of apologizing for shooting me?” He said, very quietly, voice shaking with anger. I sighed in defeat.

“Yoongi ssi…”

“Call me Yoongi…” He snapped.

I swallowed. Why was it so hard to carry on a conversation with this man without having my head bitten off? I’d never met anyone with such an endless supply of rage.

“Yoongi…I … I don’t think I should stay here..” I began nervously . He gave me a look of disbelief.

“Are you serious, right now? Didn’t the experience of being shot at, teach you anything?” He growled.

I stared at him.

“They were shooting you…not me.” I protested.

“Yes. Because I’m the bigger prize. But if it was just you there, you would have gotten killed. Why did you think I came looking for you that night? Kris was already on his way to take you out when one of my sources told me you were the target. I don’t even know why I came for you, considering the amount of gratitude you’ve shown me.” He stared pointedly at his bandaged shoulder.

I stared at him in genuine distress. The phrases he kept throwing at me, about violence and threats and taking people out…it terrified me.

“I’m not…I'm not saying I don't appreciate what you did for me. I just...I’m very scared of this life you lead. I can’t…I can’t be a part of it.. ” I begged desperately.

“I remember begging you to not marry me. Did you listen? You made your bed, princess. “ He shrugged , unconcerned. Of course he didn't care that i was terrified. Of course he didn't care that i was helpless, powerless, at his mercy. all he cared about was keeping himself trouble free. And right now, if I got killed it would be trouble. So he'd force me to stay with him no matter how disgustingly he treated me.

I stared at him.

"You're just like my father." I said defeated.

The effect was rather unexpected.

"What the fuck did you just say?" He whispered glaring at me so much , I was sure he was going to kill me.

"Nothing..." i said quickly, looking down at my hands while my heart pounded inside my ribs.

He didn't say anything and finally after a few minutes of silence he sighed long and drawn out.

"What do you want, princess?" He sounded lost and a little weary . I finally looked up at him and for a moment the weight of his entire twenty six years seemed heavy on his houlders. The weight of the empire he ruled over, the company that he controlled and all the lives he had complete power over. It seemed to overwhelm him as he stared at me . He looked a little tired, a little pained and very much like he wanted to catch a few winks of sleep. Like the responsibilities he carried were just getting to be too much for him.

And for some reason I did not want to be another thing weighing heavy on his shoulders.

Biting my lips I shrugged.

"I'll stay here. I'll ...be your wife. Just..." Just what? I was dying to be independent, to have something of my own.." I don't know what else to say." I said finally lost.

He gave me a look and then punched the pillow with his good hand.

"Okay.... Stop looking like that, damn you!!. I'm nothing like your father. " He said impatiently.

"I'm sorry I said that." i shrugged and he looked even more annoyed.

"Fuck you make me so angry, sometimes... Fine...Listen up....I'll set up a school for you. A pottery and needlework school. You can hire some teachers and start classes. Isn't that what you were about to do after leaving me?" He said finally.

I looked up at him in shock and disbelief.

"Really? " I said stunned. " You'd do that for me?" i was pretty sure gratitude practically radiated off my face. No one had ever given me anything I'd ever asked for. Let alone notice my little hobbies and offer me a chance to do what I really loved.

He looked a bit surprised by my reaction.

"not right now. " He snapped quickly and I recoiled. "Once I get better , you can do whatever you want. I'm not some sort of a monster and this isn't some sort of a prison. there's no reason we shouldn't have a civilized marriage. As long as you stay away from me and from guns, I won't control your life." He said , looking away from me.

I nodded. Five weeks would be a breeze compared to a lifetime of independence.

I loved children. While I knew I wouldn't have a chance to have one of my own, I would enjoy teaching little ones the things I knew about Pottery.

"Stop smiling like that..You're freaking me out." He said suddenly and i flushed.

"Sorry..i..I'm sorry."

"What have I told you about apologizing for everything? I wish you'd grow a bit of a backbone , Ji soo. I'm not one of those sadist guys who enjoy watching a girl going all docile and fragile in front of them. So at least try to look a little like a lady and less like a slave." He rolled his eyes.

then treat me like a lady, you horrible man.

I sighed.

Just five weeks, I told myself quietly.

Coming back to the penthouse, that I'd been so happy to leave felt a bit too anticlimactic. I quietly went to my closet and rearranged my clothes and realized that the bed was still unmade and there were no helpers around either. Yoongi must have already sent them all home. I put the empty suitcase back in the storage cupboard and caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and flinched. i looked worse than I felt, if that was even possible.

"Ji Soo!!! Hurry up!!" I heard Yoongi call out from the living space and I sighed. All of his friends, including Hye Mi were there, lounging about and drinking and laughing and of course he'd call me to do something for him. My ribs hurt as I slipped out of the dirty white t-shirt and slipped on a pale pink blouse instead. I ran a brush through my hair, quickly washed my face and applied a little compact.

it would have taken about ten minutes.

Yoongi called me thrice during that time.

When i finally came out he was standing near the sofa looking furious.

"Didn't you hear me yelling myself hoarse?" He said softly, glaring at me. i looked around at his friends in embarrassment, unable to believe he was talking to me like this in front of them.

"I'm..." i almost said sorry before remembering his tirade about me apologizing to too much. " here now. Tell me what do you want." I said softly. He looked a little less intimidating because of the huge sling on his right arm.

"I'd like to lie down now and the gang's leaving. Namjoon will be bringing back all my work stuff in a couple of hours, wake me up when he arrives, alright?" He said, moving to the bedroom without a word to his friends who all gave me mixed looks ranging from irritation to genuine sympathy.

"You should get some rest too, Ji Soo, you look exhausted." Namjoon said and Jung Kook nodded. I hesitated. It was a good idea really, because I really was tired and the injury to my rib was beginning to throb again. I felt a little worried, because it had been a little more than a week since I'd got hit. Should they really be hurting this long, I wondered?

"Thank you . i might." i said.

Hye Mi waited till all of them had left before turning on me.

"don't try to seduce him. Or I'll really kill you!" She hissed out venomously and I blinked in genuine surprise.

Seduction and me??

The very idea was beyond laughable.

Once the door shut behind her I enjoyed the momentary silence as i glanced at the clock on the wall. I still had an hour or so before I'd have to start dinner. Maybe i could lie down on the couch and ....

"Ji Soo!!!"

Of course.

I bit my lips in frustration and made my way to the bedroom.

I froze in place when I saw that my husband was standing near the bedn, shirtless.

To be perfectly clear, I wouldn't have stared so much if it weren't for how... pale he was. His complexion was almost unnaturally flawless, not a freckle or imperfection in sight and he had abs that people could wash their clothes on.

"Could you stop ogling and come help me?" He said impatiently and I reddened, before hurrying to his side.

"What's wrong...?" I asked and then jumped when i saw the bright patch of red flaring on the underside of his sling.

"I must've torn a stitch or something. it's bleeding now.. no matter ... you'll just have to clean it up a bit and change the dressing and... where are you going?" He snapped as i slowly backed away, almost involuntarily.

His voice brought me back from my own personal hell, which was an acute fear of anything bloody. Swallowing the bile in my throat, I nodded. I really didn't want him to start yelling at me again.

He pointed out the first aid box and i ended up kneeling on the bed next to him while he lay down, applying gentle pressure on the wound. The bleeding stopped after about ten minutes, after which I cleaned the wound up, applied all the anti-bacterial stuff and re-bandaged the dressing. He stayed perfectly still, legs stretched out and eyes shut . I almost thought he was sleeping.

"The next time i get shot, you could probably stitch me up yourself. You're good at stitching stuff, right?" He said casually, when I made to get off the bed and I visibly shuddered. I really didn't want to associate my needle work with stitching up torn skin and bloody bullet wounds.

Nodding mutely, i made to leave the room.

"Wait..fuck.." I turned around and found him cursing at his.. crotch?.

I dragged my eyes away from the front of his pants to stare wide eyed at him.

"I can't get this button with one hand. You're going to have to help me." He said casually. His face was completely devoid of any tension or nervousness and I realized, rather bitterly, that he really didn't think of me as a female. But then why should he? He had Hye Mi.

So, to save everyone some trouble i decided that I would not think of him as a man. Which is a little difficult when there's a shirtless man asking you to unbutton his pants. But i almost managed . Almost.

Until my trembling fingers brushed against him, letting me know just how much of a man he really was.

He was...big.

i pulled my hand away like I'd been bitten and looked up at him in genuine horror. He laughed at the look on my face.

I could feel my face on fire and I bit down on my lips to keep myself from screaming. I was standing really close to him and his head was bent over mine, his lips just a hairsbreadth away from my hair.

"You're red as a tomato. What exactly are you imagining right now????" His voice was a little low, a little rough and very very sexy. I couldn't summon my voice.

" Don't worry...Like i said... terrified bunnies don't turn me on. Now hop along." He said sounding amused.

Face burning, I hightailed it out of the room.

Min Yoongi, you horrible horrible man!!

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