#because I need to shower 😭

[obstinatecondolement]

Bitches will stay up all night because they're afraid of oversleeping and missing a bus. It's me, I'm bitches.

#I was just going to be like 'well I'll just lie down for a little bit and then get up to get ready' #but I literally do not have time #because I need to shower 😭 #I'm seeing my friend before he goes to work so he's only really available early in the a.m. and I have to shlep a fair ways out to see him #it will be good to see him but... #it's not easy having a good time #even smiling makes my face ache 🥲

[kingkatsuki]

You text your f/o “can we fuck tonight?” What are they doing/replying?

#bakugou texts back a thumbs up emoji (as always) but he’s rushing home earlier than usual and tugging his boots and pants off at the door #kirishima is asking whether he even needs to work the rest of the day saying he can come home now (he hasn’t even been at work an hour) #shindou ends up coming to my workplace like we’re going to fuck in the bathrooms the perv #sanemi comes home late as usual and I try to be pissed at him but he knows it won’t last long and he still makes me make the first move wahh #Enjin is now giving me wiggly brows across the room and trying to find somewhere for us to sneak off and fuck NOW😭😂 #Kunigami gets my message late because he was training and asks me if I want him to shower first wahhh

[yohankang]

i really need to pack but i'm in the 'tee hee i'm going on a trip :D' mode and i can't focus at all ahjdfjsjs

#i'm seeing my friends tomorrow!!!! first i need to spent 4 hours on a train but hey. it's a trip!!! #we're gonna grab breakfast at my fav place and then go grocery shopping cook at home and then go out in the evening #it will be my first time getting drunk in a while lmao i hope my alcohol tolerance is still high .. #i'll be staying there until monday so i also hope to visit my fav botanical garden and explore the city more #and eat as much delicious food as i can lol #i'm taking monday and tuesday off <3 #i'll be back home monday evening but i still need tuesday off because i want to bake a cake and muffins to share them at work on wednesday #because people in the office already know it's my bday 😭 so i need fo prepare something... #and then on friday a friend from my hometown will visit me <3 i will literally be celebrating my bday for a whole week lmaoo #it's what i deserve 😌 #SO ANYWAY guess who's still not packed #my train is at 6:50 am [*] #i still have time to pack and take a shower and iron my clothes and paint my nails. right #k.txt #(it's almost 10pm)

[casiavium]

ghiralink brain rot again and I WANT to CREATE but I have mandatory emergency evacuation training after work and didn't do any of the readings I need to for my classes tomorrow 😭

#i want to draw. i want to write. i want to edit the cosplay photos we took over the weekend #I can't because I'm AT WORK #and I have no idea how long evac training will be 😭 #and then it'll take me half an hour to walk home from work and I still need to eat and shower and read 4 papers

[sluttyten]

Romantic/dating anxiety is definitely a thing (to me). I just steed into the dating world for the first time last year at the ripe age of 26 and when I tell you I’ve been anxious every time I’ve matched with someone/received a message complimenting me before we can even have a conversation/agreed to a date… it’s intense to say the least but I believe in us!

Definitely definitely a thing, like I’ve managed to give myself a decent stomachache just by overthinking this since it happened.

I don’t know what to do lmao because I have 0 experience, and like I just texted my best friend about, I shoot down every person that ever asks for my number or shows interest in me but then I also literally am always like…. looking for someone to be interested in me, but also like as soon as I know for sure they’re interested I don’t want them to be, and also I think I just feel awkward if the person is younger than me, so like when one of my coworkers clearly had a crush on me but he was like 5 or 6 years younger than me so I felt that was weird, and then this guy I don’t even know how old he is either so like that feels fucking awkward to me because nobody ever thinks I am my age, which right now I’m 27 😭 and the other day a girl I work with thought I was 23, which is a compliment but also like I don’t want to be in a relationship with someone that much younger than me 😭😭

#asks #I definitely have social anxiety to some extent though #like literally even the idea of going and hanging out with my best friend half the time I want to cancel and we’ve known each other for #like 12 years by this point if not actually 13 years #and then there’s my friends I’ve actually made at work I always get nervous to hang out with them even tho I see them all the time at work #and I genuinely like them as people #but I don’t fucking know 😭😭 I don’t know what I want and I’ve tied myself into a ball of anxiety so I just want to go home and shower and #curl up in bed except that I also had kinda made plans with my mom to go to target today #ALSO though like if I do respond and if this guy does ask me out on a date this week would be a good time #because since I live at home and since my parents (specifically my mom) are kinda overprotective and since I’ve never been into dating I #feel like they’ll ask me a million questions if I mention a guy or going on a date with a guy #and they’re gonna be gone this week so if I was to go out it would be the perfect chance to go without having to answer questions #but honestly 😂😂 that makes me nervous too #I need to text him back because since he’s a regular and since I work regular hours he’s probably got a general idea of the hours I work #which is also mildly weird to me #I overthink everything btw #I’m stressed 😭😭

[kyouka-supremacy]

Uhm

#I'm feeling like trash physically I really don't know what to do??? #I have been struggling so much with eating recently but I thought it was normal because of the upcoming exam y'know? #Well yesterday I took the exam and yet the problem??? Didn't magically disappear like I thought??? And now I feel so betrayed?????? #Yesterday I got takeaway at my favorite Chinese restaurant and that's a cup of noodles and eight dumplings #that's my usual order I always take‚ normally that's one meal #This time it took me?? Three meals to finish it??? Because after a while I just feel too nauseous to keep eating???????? #So like. something is wrong™ but I really have no clue what it is or how to fix it... #Plus the entire day I've felt like crying for. no reason lmao. I'm literally crying right now and I have no idea why is that #I can't reason anything that is making me upset currently? So I'm there mentally looking at myself like *awkward monkey meme* #And my head hurts. Like something is wrong but I really can't tell what it is nnnggghhhh this is. not optimal #The worst part is that I feel so nauseous I can't imagine bringing myself to cook because cooking is already a tool alone #and now I'm also supposed to cook when I don't want to eat???? Like how can I convince myself to do that #But obviously I can't stop eating. Alas I STRUGGLE. The food in the fridge is going bad 😭😭😭 #I made sure to change air in my room and I took a shower today so. I don't know what could be causing it really #Anyways if anyone can advice on eating when the thought of eating alone makes you feel nauseous I'll gratefully take it 😭😭 #Not even snacks work btw I was eating nutella and pandoro and who wouldn't love nutella and pandoro #and yet I felt like gagging the whole time... Ugh #The actual worst part is that like this I don't have the strength to study but I really need to study for this huge exam the 14th #random rambles #eating disoder trigger warning #Why is that the recommend tag?? It's missing an r bestie???? #eating disorder trigger warning #eating disorder tw #←← That makes it sound bigger than what it is please don't worry about me it's just a temporary issue!! #Using the tags just in case for blacklisting purposes

[2oranges]

,

#one of my friends seems really dismissive of me when i talk about my interests. even if its something we mutually enjoy they just do not #seem to care an ounce about paying attention to what im saying or like #acknowledging me as a person and use me like their fucking notes app 😭 #i lied its more than one. im tired kf being treated like this. why do people feel the need to #just dump everything on me + expect me to just take it. #like it would be one thing if it were a one time thing but its just Constant. Constant! #apparently that shower did not fix me enough because i took it to see if it would help #to clear my thoughts about this. obviously not.

[upperranktwo]

KNY is back today!!!!!! Omg!!!

#finally!!!! #happy upper rank meeting dayyyy!!!!! #get to see my baby again!!!! i've missed him so much 😭💖 #also i managed to get like 2 and a half hours sleep #so my head hurts rn lol #sky rambles #first i need to sort out this easter dinner 😭 then i'll have a shower because my hair is messy #gotta look my best for my husband's big moment 🥰 #me pretending as if i didnt spend like £40 #seeing this episode 3 times already

[funfactory-moved]

girl group members who have to sit through lengthy styling processes before being able to go out in public only to be met with men who can’t even bother to shower or apply deodorant before coming to see them should be allowed to commit murder actually

#bella.txt #like ok i know hygiene is a tough subject because sometimes it comes down to a matter of mental health or financial stability #but these are men who are spending god knows how much to get into fanmeets (sometimes more than one) so like #idk a girl group telling their male fans to shower is very tame i don’t think they should even need to ask 😭

[sadisticyouko]

I start my new job tomorrow and I am NERVOUS

#mentally begging myself to be calm 😭😭 #doing laundry super last minute is not helping !! #I still need to shower put together my bag decide on an outfit and then get ready for bed FML #i need to tell myself to stop caring !! #but what if I mess up because I didn’t care enough ?? .-. #help 😭😭 #sadisticyouko rants #not writing

[savnofilter]

okay!! since mofos still wanna kekeke and harass me, this will be my final post before i block everyone and get on with it!

it's very clear of who is sending me hate and you're actually weird as fuck. if what you do and enjoy is never that serious, why are you still posting, commenting AND subbing me? there were literally periods of time where i literally did not say anything, and even said for people to stop responding to me because i did not care what had to be said. but i was repeatedly brought back multiple times (which apparently means i am seeking out arguments bc i don't back away from internet people who try to intellectually one up me). mind you, again, subbing with no direct @ because y'all are pussy ass bitches--against someone you do not even know. to play pretend that you're so grown and edu'macated for literally bullying someone for not agreeing with you is insane work, really. then it's pretending you aren't encouraging me being harassed just because i don't think you need rape, incest, pedophilia etc in order for a work to be considered gothic or horror. 🥴

you would think that i was in that comments without any reason, just on my own volition and was just arguing with every and anyone and checking over 4 MONTHS (this is sarcasm for any ditzy bitch reading this) in a comment section that i kept forgetting it existed until another jobless twat wanted to go another round with me. the way that you keep saying the characters i write for are 14 when they're not?? 😭 considering i was their age when i joined this fandom and will not be writing them pass my twenties.

dark content, proship, etc. people like them claim how they are unbothered and living their full life of dark ecstasy, but cry about how they are harassed, get sent hate etc. but verbatim do the same thing to someone who hasn't gone out their way to interact with any personal works, favorites and so on. only because they do not agree on a subject matter... the so called "mature" side. just because im outnumbered doesn't make me wrong, bookie! at the end of the day, you all are still white, privileged pieces of shits who have nothing better to do than have one sided and weird ass beef with someone (me) who doesn't know or care about you.

i'll state my proper argument once and for all, which will be ignored because y'all are just bullies who picked someone random to pick on: on the contrary i do NOT have an issue with all dark content. as many antis like me only have an issue when it's glorified, sexualized and just produced or consumed in a way that diminishes it's importance. every story has a message whether or not you want to admit that or not, and it's time to stop pretending like people don't learn things from the things they consume. when works are heavily misconstrued is a very uncomfortable and jarring experience. many antis who are like me do not like the way it's handled (ie; lolita is NOT a romance story but had perverted into that idea). you are incredibly naive to believe that any and all ways to write dark content is inherently good and okay. it does not work like that for any other media, why is it excused for dark content? someone not wanting to see it portrayed like that should not be mocked for having boundaries. you lot want to be edgelords so bad. no i do not care about your past experiences, and YES it is normal for you to fall into such coping strategies but just because that's what happens under those circumstances does not make it "normal" for everyone else. you're just a byproduct of your abuse.

also thank you for continuously doing the work of posting about me and then directly sending me hate? also keeping the same cadence and speech as the way you type? cuz if you wanna keep throwing rocks and handing your hands you are a lewser. have fun making spare accounts to send me hate cuz all y'all will do is just resort to talking shit about me on your blogs AGAIN. 😭🤷🏽‍♀️

gothic literature post

-> @/bluebeardsfinalgirl post one, two & three.

-> @/wiltshired post / @/prince-luffy.

keep it cute, either say my name/directly @ me, or keep it off the playground.

#a bunch of worthless individuals #the fact i dont even know these people is what kills me #like if it were the opps i would be like “yeah ofc they talking shit” but to keep talking about someone you genuinely do NOT know is weird #you are all weird #and i am not going to keep reiterating because yall dont even want to listen you just want to encroach on someone #this did nothing but prove to me that you all ARE white the “theyre the n word!!!” yeah nigga im black LMAO 😭 #mind you youre all 21+?? even a 30 y.o cant stfu #go touch some grass n take a shower try a job maybe!! #before thinking youre hot shit with youre one hit post & i have a thousand fingers pointing back bs #this is genuinely insane like has someone disagreed with yall ever?? the obsession is giving stalker vibes #i do not know you!! #it has been months LET IT GO. #and if anyone else feels like they need to interact with me from that post: just die. #stay blessed.

[jdmara]

i think the thing i really came away from mcr’s riot fest set with is. i’m so glad mcr are the type of band to pause and check on everyone and make sure everyone is staying safe. it got rough in there all day but the previous bands never really stopped or checked in with the crowd and mcr was just a relief. it just felt good to know they care about the well-being of their fans.

#not to dunk on sparta or tbs or whatever but my god it was rough in there sometimes and they just kept on truckin #which is their right as bands or whatever but i love mcr i love that they care #my poor weak ankles would not have survived a no safety stops mcr concert because my god it was crazy in there!!! #my chem #mcrriot #text.dee #my show #anyway i’m working on those photos sorry i just got back to the hotel and i haven’t eaten all day and i need to shower 😭 soon soon

[hyperfixationtimego]

perhaps I have said this before but I do not understand where all the hostility for the common idea of soulmates (specifically as in, people who are destined to meet and fall in love) comes from.

I personally really love the fictional idea of two or more people being spiritually connected somehow, and the greater universe basically determining their fate (it’s difficult to word the ending to that sentence, but I don’t mean “determining their fate” in a negative or overly controlling way - the entire point of the soulmates concept implies pairing your literal soul with the soul or souls of the people that will make you the happiest version of yourself that you could possibly be.)

I’ve often seen ideas and concepts where it’s proposed that someone meets their romantic soulmate just before the soulmate dies, or perhaps learns of the soulmate’s death without ever having had a chance to meet them, and thus mourns for someone they really didn’t even know, but personally, to me, that just……doesn’t make sense? The concept of soulmates, this beautiful concept, is an inner machination of the universe expressing its love for the souls inside of it - why would it go through the trouble of connecting your heart to another person’s if the two of you were not destined to be an important positive part of each other’s lives. The only type of world in which I could imagine the tragic “losing your soulmate before you ever got to know them” angle actually working, would be in a setting that involves living different lives over and over and over - and always being happiest in the ones where you and your connected soul/s encounter one another.

I also believe it’s important to note that there is a distinction between romantic and platonic soulmates. Perhaps a person would be happiest loving themself and not a partner - they would still have a soulmate or multiple soulmates in the form of close, personal friends (and I must make the distinction here that I use the word “friends” with as much gravitas as I can possibly muster - in the would-be world of soulmates, these platonic relationships and connections are just as deep and meaningful as their romantic counterparts are, because that’s how it is in the real world, too.)

perhaps it is the lack of control that scares people. and I understand that; I myself am very much a perfectionist, and have been suspected of multiple certain disorders due to one of my more intense symptoms being an averse reaction to sudden change, and difficulty managing my own expectations. but what I find almost comforting about the idea of a world in which soulmates exist, is this sort of inherent humbleness of a human discovering that no matter how defiant they are, no matter how hard they resist or say they will never care for their soulmate/s, they are ever so gradually forced to realize that they do care about this person, and they are in love with these people, and that there is indeed a benevolent greater force at work here that they likely can’t even begin to comprehend.

I just imagine the serenity. the realization that they’ve been struggling against a non-existent current. the universe loves them, has always loved them, and gives them this solid evidence - in the form of a soulmate’s laugh or smile or affection -that their life means something. That the life was worth living because of how they contributed to others’ lives, and how their own life was contributed to in turn.

#I have so many more worldbuilding thoughts on shit like this by the way #like sorry you guys hate fun I guess 😭 #I should probably write a dr soulmate fic at some point huh #*stares very pointedly at Korekiyo and Kokichi* #you two are going in the reluctant & unwilling soulmates box. go on get in there #Kaito is also going in that box but mostly just because of Kokichi. #and you know what actually maybe a little bit because of Kiyo too. #imagine being the biggest pussy on the face of the planet and then finding out one of ur soulmates is this creepy occult-loving motherfucker #no cause now I need to write this like PRONTO ugh #am about to take a shower and probably brainrot about this some more so bye for now ✌️ #soulmates #soulmate au #worldbuilding

[foxcassius]

im not like mad that i came to busan with jenni, i'm glad i came, but i also should have planned to go home at like 11 am bc im so fucking tired and i am feeling so sick

#WHY do i get sick every 2 weeks. because children snot on me all day every day thats why. #i want my bed i want my shower i want my bed. #i hate going places i hate traveling i NEVER sleep well and then i just feel like SHIT i hate it #jenni and i were both zombies today but we didnt even wake up that early it just sucks to sleep in Not Your Bed and its HOT #and neither of us had anything Planned we wanted to see or do so we were just wandering. #maybe im just bad at traveling. maybe if i made plans i would enjoy it more. maybe if i were stricter about my sleeping needs. #i just wanna go home 😭 #t

[vote2]

woah they werent lying being on t does fuck w your feeling and perception

#idk if perception is the right word but like. i was moving a cart on the back dock and knocked over some syrup bottles (plastic so didnt #break) and the guy helped me pick them up but idk i was moving the cart roughly and knew id knock smthn over and i didnt apologize #this is just an example its so weird. everything just washes over me i dont react as much as i used to to p much anything and i #already had low reactions because autism now its like. okay :| to everything. letting things wash over me like a fine mist but its like #serious stuff and i dont even realize til hours later. i also feel no shame im like that post abt sasuke having his shame part of his brain #removed pre shippuden ykw maybe he is trans and got on t during that that explains it 😭😭 but its crazyyyyy everything feels like its in #static me spilling smthn or tripping or running jnto smthn that would have killed me w embarassment is just no reaction as long #as i didnt get hurt or damage anything. maybe im just maturing like im not a teenager anymore im sure #thats psrt of it but i like blaming things on t. nearly a year and a half mm crazy i need to set an appointment ill do that tmr. #sigh. mm okay. yippee #t shot tonight ill do that afrer i brush teetb. im sweaty but ill shower in the morning because im washing sheets tmr. #okay!!

[touyaz]

the place I'm staying at rn doesn't have shower curtains and I js know bachira would dig that an unhealthy amount <33

#you lock the door to the bathroom out of habit but that's okay because he will just pick the lock to join you #i think he'd sit on the ground and admire you for a little. as a game to see how long it'd take for you to notice he's come in #but also to edge himself lmao he's so antsy. squirming on the floor. fidgeting his hands because all he wants to do now is get up and touch #you everywhere you're touching yourself. everywhere you haven't yet covered. #But also since im back on my creep perv bf bachira agenda i do think he lowkey hates when you shower bc you lose your natural scent and #well he's a bit of a freak like that 😭😭 so you have to make it up to him by letting him do what he wants now <33 #i need him . right now actually. #wintext #umm does this need a trigger warning . ??? #tw yandere #tw dark content #just in case ???? #📌