#beautiful and full of suffering

[druidonity2]

Golden Gryphon of Stormwind.

(Based on a transmog I made shown below)

#world of warcraft #anduin wrynn #warcraft #transmog #fuck that staff #whyd i draw that its incomprehensible #i mean it looks cool in the end but it was painful #beautiful and full of suffering #just like Anduin so i guess it fits

[willgrahamscock]

HANNIBAL | 3x07 "Digestivo"

#sweet baby gurl u are beautiful full of suffering #hannibaledit #will graham #hannibal #nbc hannibal #hannibal gifs #will graham gif #murder husbands #hannigram #thisismydesign #mine #tvandfilm #horroredit #dailyhannibalgifs #userbbelcher #hannibalgifs

[opens-up-4-nobody]

I love you The Terror fandom 🖤 The way you talk about those old men is unhinged 🖤

#and i love u for that #i say that like i haven't watched the show like 30 times through the lense of: i want to watch these old me suffer and die forever #its how i show my affection #they're full of literal and metaphorical poison and i dispise all that they represent but there something beautiful in their deaths #i just love a good fucking tragedy. ugh. the terror. arrival. sunshine. #beautiful tragedies. i want all the beautiful tragedies #terror ramblings #unrelated

[goldensunset]

i don't really know how to word this but like i feel like i'm gonna forever have to deal with the pain and heartache of one of my very first pokémon games- the first 'normal' pokémon game i've ever played, that i will have lasting nostalgia and love for as a result of it being formative to my introduction into the series- being the one that will forever be looked down upon for bad graphics and technical issues as a result of the game having been rushed

like i honest to goodness want to scream and yell and cry into the void about how this means everything to me and will always be one of my fave games just in general. but how am i gonna do that without someone being like 'the broken overpriced mess? the one that's missing all this stuff from the older games that was great? the thing with all the cringe? that one?' or whatever. and the thing is they aren't wrong for their criticisms either like i know the fact that they rushed this wonderful game hardcore is a massive stain on its reputation and it hurts me too but like i cannot turn off the brain full of love in me and be a mean critic. or even an impartial one. i mean i criticize everything i love don't get me wrong i am constantly running my mouth about what i like and don't like. but at the end of the day i approach all media with an unusually optimistic mindset. if you see me talk a ton about something no matter what i'm saying you can bet it means i love it.

just. aaagh. it's always tough being a new fan of an old series. i'm like too embarrassed to express my opinions bc i feel like they're invalid y'know? i feel so exhausted every time i see something to the effect of like 'oh those poor kids these days having to deal with such bad quality everything what a bad time to be a fan of pokémon wow y'all make me feel so old' well see the thing is i actually am thriving and i love it here. and i'm also an adult myself so i have more critical thinking skills than people who played red when they were like five years old did. and even with the power of critical thinking i manage to be in love with this. join me in marvelling at the beauty of life

#sorry for the massive rant i am full of both love and rage but i feel alone in this world about this particular subject #my other fav complaint is like 'they make it too easy to xyz these days' #to me that reads like 'i suffered so why shouldn't they' #yes we should encourage people to spend 100 hours grinding to do basic story requirements. #to weed out the true gamers from the weaklings. or maybe we could use the spare time in our lives to touch grass #the only easy-fication change in sv i don't like is the ability to access boxes right from the menu #that kinda cheapens the need to strategically organize a team before heading somewhere #i can.. sorta understand being miffed about the remember moves mechanic? #frankly platinum was so stressful with not being able to freely switch without great hassle/cost #it would have been a fair enough compromise to make you pay a bit of lp or something #or do it for free but having to go to like a pokécenter or something #i'll never agree that exp share is bad though sorry #pokémon #ok but about the 'i feel bad for kids these days with these ugly designs/lame 3D models' thing #yeah i have news for you every gen has its ugly/stupid pokémon. #dude look at exeggcute #and some of the oldest spritework is hideous #granted the ds era spritework was beautiful #but i don't see what is so bad about the 3D models of today? they're both nice... #dude play an indie game or something if it's that important to you idk #it will never be the 90s again. it will never be the 00s again. i'm sorry.

[irregularbillcipher]

speaking of alex brightman i need to draw my billtlejuice au sometime

#it's less a full on au and more 'a lot of lines would be really fun coming from gravity falls characters' #'and also if pacifica made a deal with bill then it would just be 'that beautiful sound'' #also maybe i wanna draw pyronica as miss argentina. it's my right #xyler: nietzsche was right you know #craz: to live is to suffer bro :(

[whateverafterhigh]

For the Dark Fairy's role to have been stolen by the Evil Queen then the cursing of Sleeping Beauty must have happened some time past graduation, this makes some sense given that Briar hasn't been cursed yet I guess, and we're given an explanation it all going down on Sleeping Beauty's 18th birthday party, which is also fine.

But given the Evil Queen's age isn't in the hundreds, Briar's mother can't have actually fallen asleep for hundreds of years, and Briar's age relative to Raven's suggests that Briar's mother wasn't sleeping for vary long at all? Briar's parents probably went to school together and their friends are likely all still alive. It would even make sense that this is what happened because it explains how the Evil Queen managed to go an extra eight-plus years until the Invasion of Wonderland until she was actually arrested for interfering with stories; if the outcome of the first time she did it allowed Sleeping Beauty to avoid the actual horror of her story unfolding the way it was supposed to.

But Briar's fears are still based on the idea that her mother did sleep for hundreds of years and all her friends are dead and she did end up being married to a man she had never met before. Which, don't work with the timeline. At least let her sit at a table listening to her mother recount stories with her friends during a dinner party and lose her appetite as she realises she won't be able to do the same because the Evil Queen broke script for her mum and isn't around to break script for her.

Or maybe Briar has heard the stories about how hard it will be from her Grandmother, who only had the two children before her husband died in an accident that may have not been an accident, and Briar can't help but think she might be trying to mentally prepare Briar for the worst even as her friends and mentors brush the stories off as the kind of stories old people tell to scare children.

But you have to pick whether Briar's mother did sleep long enough to get that trauma from her, or if the Evil Queen stole the Dark Fairy's role. Because the Sleeping Beauty story has to have happened before Briar was born, and Raven was eight when the Invasion of Wonderland happened. So every year that Sleeping Beauty was asleep for is another year on top of 8-9 that the Evil Queen got away with interfering with a story before everything with Wonderland. And every year Sleeping Beauty is asleep is another year that every other kingdom has decided to let the Evil Queen carry on without being arrested given no one during that period of time knows what the outcome of the Evil Queen's spell would be when the Dark Fairy's spell is meant to be the safe one. And every year that Sleeping Beauty is asleep for is another year added to the age of all the parents, even if Sleeping Beauty herself doesn't age.

I don't think she was asleep longer than a year at most.

We also know that the Snow White story had to have happened before this as well. So imagine being the newly crowned Queen White, who is eighteen. You've pardoned your step mother for her actions against you because they were made for the sake of the story. She's also eighteen, you argue, and she's married to your dad who may be a good man but is at the very least 36 but probably more likely in his 50s (assuming he didn't get married as soon as he turned 18, and that you weren't conceived an born that same year, supposedly the Good King has a naval career, and you might even have older siblings who would later die fighting your step-mother: someone had to be assumed heir to the Good King's name after all) in what was for all intents and purposes an arranged marriage [I like to think it was a genuine arranged marriage the Good King didn't want but also didn't want to go to war with the Evil Queen's father whoever he may be, but the Storybook of Legends is also playing matchmaker here so].

Then she curses someone who was probably your friend in school.

A fair few people are blaming you. If you hadn't let the Evil Queen run free instead of being locked up, or even killed, for her crimes the story would have happened the way it was meant to.

What else can you do but point out that the Evil Queen is still the Evil Queen, and the spell that put you to sleep was able to be broken with True Love's Kiss. There isn't even a time limit.

When Sleeping Beauty wakes up she's overjoyed that it hasn't been that long at all.

When Briar finds out that Raven's page said she'd interfere with the Sleeping Beauty story as well and Raven is refusing to do it, she might well be angry.

#ever after high #eah #briar beauty #i can't help thinking about the international politics that must have been happening at the time this was all taking place #it must have been insane #which only adds to my belief that the seven charming siblings that are the main charmings might have also had their own problems #specifically with family infighting that may have become a full fledged civil war had their parents not been alive #something something briar and ashlynn talking about destiny and how it's unfair that your friends will just wait around for you to be saved #when they know terrible things are happening to you particularly regarding the actual abuse ashlynn is destined to suffer while everyone #knows where she lives and briar promising to throw a party as soon as they're out of school where she'll invite everyone from school #including Hunter and she promises not to be at all mad when the party's crashed by her Cinderella Story Briar'll push Hunter out the door #after her at midnight to play the role of Prince Charming if she has too.

[thesoupisburning]

the prisoner

#slay the princess #i drew this queen and scribbled on her for fun #do i have an art tag #i should make one....................... #the prisoner #i should draw her headless #prisoner is one of my favorite princesses #if ya couldnt tell #tbh tho theyre all my favorites #and shes just beautiful and a little mean #and we get to work together...................... #she was the last princess on my first run through the game #i was deliberately trying to be nice for shifty bc i wanted the last one to be special #and i had already gotten damsel so i brought the knife #knowing i could probably still save her #so i guess she has an air of finality to me... #esp bc the ending i ended up getting was the one where you end up in chains next to her #just like in the larger context of the game................ #well anyways i felt horribly guilty about that #until #of course #i saw her. in her full self. crawling out of it desperately #looking at me desperately #speaking of permanence and impermanence and suffering #and feeling like i misunderstood her entirely #well. i agreed to go with the shifting mound in the first ending i got. #not even making it through the fight #i love you prisoner #soup shut up challenge #burntsoupart

[basketoreblogs]

getting the urge to put lunara thru the most horrible scenarios i thought this feeling was long gone

#lunara will be my new cassidy #(cass being my long time oc who has suffered too much) #girl i love you (kills you 100000 times) #oh boy #shes still my beautiful angel full of whimsy #and will always be #im just evil like that #lunara #bob whispers

[mymarifae]

i don’t think i’m ever recovering from this one. like guys i don’t think you’re ever going to hear from me again this is it i have to go get hit by a car. again. i feel like this

#the way this CATAPULTED itself into my top 3 prsk covers when i heard the like 10 second in game preview ALONE............................. #it's BEAUTIFUL ? FULL VERSION IN MY HANDS NOW PLEASE OR I WILL NOT SURVIVE #the medley of their voices in the chorus... airi's lower range being utilized to its full potential...the. all of it. the whole thing. HARUK #A #AAAAAAAAAAAAAA #prsk fans that ignore mmj (and l/n) are missing out like leave the boys alone for 5 minutes and appreciate everything mmj has done for you. #... but also keep ignoring them because that means i'm less likely to see rancid takes about them #i suffer enough. do you know how difficult it is to behave when i see people being wrong about akito. it's very difficult #i am always on the verge of causing an international incident. #and i WILL cause one if i ever have to see copious amounts of bad takes about mmj and l/n #anyway top 3 covers in this game are now 1. THIS. DEEP SEA GIRL MY LOVE. 2. daybreak frontline (it's my comfort song but this ^ goes crazy) #and 3. meru

[khawlat]

GUYS

I think this shot isn't talked about enough.

All forms of intimacy are hot, ESPECIALLY this kind. 🥺

#WE WERE ROBBED #THEY ARE SO SOFT HERE #still rewatching the show like I’m preparing myself for a second season that will never come goddammit #but also somehow this show has now become my comfort and happy place #EVEN THOUGH IT IS FULL OF PAIN AND SUFFERING #but also good writing and beautiful soundtrack #henry x clare #theo james #rose leslie #the time traveler's wife

[ryllen]

“ Trying to woo mint was a saga for me “  - Me, Jul 26, 2020

but, it was great. ; v ;

#fsdsh these are just the compilation i never finished because they are so long #mtap #my time at portia #mtap mint #mtap builder #mint #fanart #mtap gale #gale #it's very eventful #I CRY WHEN HE BLEEDS ON OUR FIRST PLAY DATE 'DATE' #IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A HAPPY DAY #WHY IS HE BLEEDING #FHSDHDSH #also I REALIZED LATE WE STARTED TO DATE ON HIS BIRHTYDAHFSHHDS #WE DID FIRST KISS UNDER THE WIND TURBINE #I TOOK SO MANY BEAUTIFUL PHOTOS #THE MOON WAS FULL #AND EVERYTHING WAS BLUE CALMING BLUE #happy scroll suffer because this is long #maybe after awhile i will arrange the post to be more compact #I WAS SAD BACK THEN BECAUSE I SKIPPED THE BOYFRIEND DIALOGUE BECAUSE I DATED HIM ON THE PHASE AFTER THAT #I just thought... it would be nicer if we started to date when we were a lil' bit more closer than friend #WITHOUT KNOWING ANYTHING FSHDHSH #ABOUT THE DIALOGUE BEFORE FHSDH #I WAS SO SAD #BECAUSE I COULDN'T HEAR HIM SAYING THEM #but good friend from mtap group send me voice files of mint one day #I COULD STILL HEAR SAY THEM FINALLY!!!! #CRYIESSS!!!!

[oatbugs]

she says my heart is yours, from the caspian shores.

#in astana there is haunting symmetry. in the summer there are flowers breathing fresh air and fumes. in the winter ice covers the park #sole-deep so you let the LCD screen advertisements warm your heart. the serpent offers her a gold apple from a brass tree. #she bites the serpent. in london a biochemistry graduate becomes obsessed and beautiful. she designs gene sequencing devices. #she says the rubber components smell like cinnamon. #in tashkent the trees shine under the sun and the sky is vast. by the blue pond and the tall marble spires you see the fractal patterns #on the ceiling in her eyes. she feels like a strobe light firing onto your eyelids. she takes revenge. you can hear the water droplets fall #from into the fountain. she tells you about cre-lox knockout and how you should head into the city cafe and you cant #stop staring into her eyes and you can't listen very well. when she laughs all your hearts almost become an ocean. #in bishkek you suffer death by a thousand sunsets. your world is white and lilac and mountainous. you learn about the joy of #taking without giving. backstage of the opera theatre you kiss him again and again and again until briefly you are the apex. #in tehran the sun is almost as fervent as their full-up lungs (it takes up the span of your window. crisp edges through a particulate storm #they spend an hour making a 10-minute ride to chamran and the wheels are melting. the two girls in the car spend that time wisely. #the air is filled with smog so she breathes her instead. you like how she looks at you like she'll rip you apart. #here they sold the mountaintops. the girls take a brother'a army-issued rifle to the forest with them. #she says she could start a war. she says my heart is yours، from the caspian shores.

[blueflyingturtleontheway]

OUAT knew what it was doing sending Mary Margaret on a downward spiral mid season 2 (buying my heart forever)

#my post #babbling blue #once upon a time #ouat #I LOVE a positive character going through a personality crisis after betraying their principals #and her suffering is just so beautiful #shes so full of anger and pain and grief it was just waiting to explode #aaaaaaaaaaaaaa this is so great #and so painful #this cathatonic like state she was in for the majority of the next episode after she killed cora?? #how badly she wants to die??? #how TERRIFIED of herself she is right now???? #thats the good stuff #im only on episode 17 now btw dont spoil anything to me

[paisleywraith]

I’m just saying, the McCormick-Broflovski redhead genes would be STRONG.

#sp k2 #kenny x kyle #kyle x kenny #kyle broflovski #kenny mccormick #Listen they both strike me as family oriented #Two very involved dads who will embarrass their children daily as soon as they're old enough to care #Kenny deserved a husband beautiful children and a dad bod he's suffered all his life time to be happy #He looks like he's about to invite someone to visit his park full of dinosaurs tho #south park post covid

[itspileofgoodthings]

the part of the end of David Copperfield where Davy realizes he loves Agnes ……….. carved into my heart forever I fear.

#it’s because it’s the shift from this Objective Appreciation of her and her Qualities #that’s almost cold #to this personal realization of how much she means to him and how stupid he’s been #and it falls on him so satisfyingly. as he sits in the valleys of Switzerland #like gosh DARN that’s what a romcom should do is have a moment that’s as full of weight as that #and Dickens’ writing is insanely beautiful in that moment. Davy’s delicacy and suffering and the depths of his love are all revealed #to himself and the reader #and I love it a lot 😭😭😭 I didn’t know that Dickens could be so emotionally resonant #sorry I’m just writing a final right now and thinking about this a lot

[mariemariemaria]

Does anybody else feel the waves of history crashing over them constantly and like they can't escape the generational trauma that permeates and poisons every interaction they have or do I just need to chill and have a drink lol

#'our day has come and we are here. we are alive here. we've built this place. we suffered and starved here. #we own not an acre of land we belong to it. the land of cú chullain and macha. ní muid 'hungry crocodiles'. we are full. #full of knowledge. and talent. and success. #full of drink. and drugs. and stories. #agus beautiful ceol. that spills on sundays. from the windows of ancient pubs like smoke #tá vóta agam. tá acht Gaeilge agam. agus táimid sa rialtas. #we are the landscape. we are the trees and the rivers and the mountains. an integral piece of someone else's infrastructure. #growing strong between cracks in the concrete.' #and whatever else seán an seanchaí said..... #would recommend his instagram. his posts always hit #ngl tho when men post stuff like this about ireland i always think...do you see the similarities between this and patriarchy tho? #but maybe im better off not knowing the answer #whatever!!! we will persevere!!! we will help one another and build trust and relations and improve no matter what governments say or do!!! #just like generations have been doing before us!!! and we who have benefited from our parents making this place better will work to make it #better for our children. who will make it better for theirs. #and maybe i need to stop shying away from difficult conversations. maybe we all do. and maybe then we'll be okay. #my thoughts on mental health + the north + my own personal experience is such a mish mash of several different things #im only truly starting to realise that it's all connected. yes i got depression because i was lonely and vulnerable. but also because of th #trauma my family's been through. and sometimes i feel so angry thinking about what certain family members have been through #and there has been too much silence surrounding it. but maybe i just have to feel the anger and sadness and allow myself to feel it #but continue reaching out and trying to talk and having cups of tea and walking my dog and making memories. #memories that aren't political or based on trauma. to get out of my head and realise that yes this was a terrible thing #but there's so many good things too. and the best thing i can do is to try to make life better for those who lived through the worst of it #and make society better for those who are too young to know any of it yet. #instagram is actually a tonic for me sometimes. would never get such taig specific posts on here like the one from seán #which is probably a good thing lol