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astroyongie · 1 year

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Bang yongguk red flag?

Bang Yongguk Red Flags

( he could have an entire essay I would still want to marry this man )

He can be emotionally unstable

Like he cares a lot about hat other people say and think of him

So everything has to be perfect all the time and that can be tiring

He can also lie a lot

He can be aggressive with his words

Selfish even

Has a hard time being compassionate for others

Might have a thing on cheating

Lacks comprehension toward his partner

He acts very emotionless

He won't allow people to see his failures and true emotions. So in a relationship it can become handicapped

His open minded can be problematic to a traditional partner

#bang yongguk #bang yongguk astrology #bang yongguk imagines #bang yongguk headcanons #bang yongguk reactions #bang yongguk scenarios

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stanbap · 2 years

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bang yongguk ‘imagine’ newsletter

just received my first newsletter from yongguk. it's one of the most comforting pieces of written work i've read in a long time (as expected). ever since he first announced 'imagine', i absolutely loved the concept of communicating with fans with long-form pieces instead of the usual chat-based systems.

yongguk articulates himself SO well and provides an insight into his thoughts and recent experiences. it's like you're reading a long message from your friend with recollections of how the day went, small TMIs, recommendations and cute pictures/videos. you can also get a sense of the topics that he’s always been outspoken on, especially things you might not expect idols to talk about given the state of this industry. always love him for normalising these discussions.

i really appreciate how much thought he put into engaging with international fans as the newsletter is fully translated in english. his website and newsletter subscription service are user-friendly for residents outside of korea.

i hope you can all subscribe to yongguk's 'imagine' newsletter before subscriptions close on 22nd july! find out more on https://bangyongguk.co.kr/newsletter

#bang yongguk #yongguk #b.a.p #bap #imagine newsletter #personal

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ncteez · 10 months

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Hon! Congrats on 6k again, saur sexci of u! Hmm you might've gotten asked this already but I'd love to know a favorite fic of yours and why you enjoy it sm, maybe the thought process or inspo or whatever behind it??? Alsooo bugging you for a Playlist 🤲🏼💖 congrats!!!!! 🥂 🎉🎊👏🏼 (ps saw ur man being cute on insta n thought of u 😌)

join the sleepover!

elv my loveeeeee! i did answer this here but i will also make you a playlist bc ilysm and im going to marry you 60000000 times.

just fyi, i ain't going based on ur blog im going based on you.

vibes: insanely comforting, sexy as hell, FUNNY as hell

home - seventeen they wrote this song specifically so i could dedicate it to you on our wedding day. ride or die - bang yongguk he wrote this song specifically so i could dedicate it to you on our honey moon waves - kang daniel ft. simon dominic & jamie can you imagine what dk would look like fucking to this song bc whore - in this moment no comment automatic - chancellor ok but fr, this song is for you. from me for you bc im insane about u and it embodies you as a person, and ur blog, but like, you can't look me in the eye and say this doesn't entirely cover ur vibe from start to finish. like it's literally about u no homo .....ignore the lyric "brake for the pussy i park it....then i beat it up mike tyson"

#[sleepover]#cue hon being gay again #am i ever not #anyway #ily elv <3 #[mail]

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spluna8 · 1 year

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My favorite Kpop albums of 2022

Once again, these are in no particular order. These are some of my favorites because I like the overall album and I felt that these albums flowed well. I’ll add some Honorable mentions that didn’t make my top 15 tracks or were only heard in concerts. Also, the same disclaimer I put on my top 15 songs post applies here.

ALBUMS

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BoA- Forgive Me

Taeyeon- INVU

Sunye- Genuine

NCT 127- 2 Baddies

Dreamcatcher- Apocalypse: Save Us

Changmin- Devil

Pixy- Reborn

Purple Kiss- Geekyland

Kang Daniel- The Story

Onew- Dice

Bang Yongguk- 2

Minho- Chase

Seulgi- 28 Reasons

Sole- Imagine Club

Billlie- the Billage of Perception: Chapter Two

SNSD- Forever 1

Honorable Mentions:

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Hyolyn feat. Jooyoung- Laying Low

BIBI- Vengeance

DPR IAN- Mood

Xdinary Heroes- Hair Cut

Naeyeon- Pop!

TxT- Opening Sequence

p1Harmony feat. Pink Sweat$- Gotta Get Back

The Boyz- Solo

Mamadol- WooAH HIP

fromis_9- Escape Room

IVE- After Like

Aespa- Illusion

NCT 127 subunit of Doyoung, Jaehyun, & Jungwoo- Can We Go Back https://on.soundcloud.com/H8vPF

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rei-the-head-shaker · 2 years

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Midyear Spotify Stats

(according to statsforspotify)

Top 50 tracks:

"Red Lights" by Bang Chan and Hyunjin

"Advice" by TAEMIN

"Heaven" by Julia Michael

"I'll Understand" by Roza

"Our Song" by Nannon Korapat

"The Bidding" by Tally Hall

"MANIAC" by Stray Kids

"God's Menu" by Stray Kids

"WONDERLAND" by ATEEZ

"Happy Death Day" by Xdinary Heroes

"시작" by Gaho

"VOODOO DOLL" by VIXX

"Thunderous" by Stray Kids

"Back Door" by Stray Kids

"Just Friends?" by Nannon Korapat

"Monsters" by Ruelle

"VENOM" by Stray Kids

"TNT (Truth&Trust)" by TRENDZ

"RED" by Survive Said The Prophet

"Nature Boy" by Nat King Cole

"Hermit the Frog" by MARINA

"DU DU DU (English Ver)" by TAN

"LIAR LIAR (Korean Version)" by OH MY GIRL

"Next To Me" by Imagine Dragons

"The Night We Met" by Lord Huron

"Reflection" by BTS

"INVU" by TAEYEON

"Silver Spoon" by BTS

"Renegades" by X Ambassadors

"Nobody Knows" by Autograf, WYNNE

"Stay With Me" by CHANYEOL, Punch

"Next Level" by aespa

"A Gloomy Clock" by IU, JONGHYUN

"Baby, Don't Cry" by EXO

"Back Door" by Stray Kids

"CLAP" by SEVENTEEN

"Time After Time" by Cyndi Lauper

"괴도 (Danger)" by TAEMIN

"MONEY" by LISA

"Le parole lontane" by Maneskin

"First Love" by BTS

"LOVESICK" by ROMEO

"Darkside" by grandson

"Drive" by Halsey

"Adolescenza nera" by Colapesce, Dimartino

"Walking from the dream" by Charlie Ryan

"ハイキュー!!" by Yuki Hayashi, Asami Tachibana

"OMG" bu SUSHIBOYS

"Wind" by 明星 <Akeboshi>

"Colors - Stripped" by Halsey

Top artists:

Stray Kids

BTS

ATEEZ

EXO

TAEMIN

Block B

ITZY

BANG YONGGUK

Halsey

VIXX

24K

JONGHYUN

Seo Taiji and Boys

A.C.E.

MAP6

TAEYEON

Smyang Piano

Maneskin

Rkomi

Imagine Dragons

SEVENTEEN

Kep1er

Rustage

TREASURE

Monsta X

TRENDZ

NCT 127

Lu Han

NCT U

Panic! At The Disco

Sia

GOT7

JO1

Ed Sheeran

Apink

Yuki Hayashi

Ghemon

Jackson Wang

Hozier

Taylor Swift

Queen

TEMPEST

Colapesce

TAN

Sufjan Stevens

grandson

Andrea Farri

Rainbow Prince Series

Billie Eilish

CHEN

Top 5 Genres:

K-Pop

K-Pop Boy Group

Pop

Modern Rock

Rock

#music #spotify #statsforspotify

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kunlunroleplay · 1 year

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Thomas Doherty! Your application has been accepted! You have 48 hours to DM your account! Welcome! — OOC age: 25+ y/o — Timezone: GMT +1 — Previous face claim in the roleplay: n/a — Applying for : Thomas Doherty + actor — Character name : Maximilien Whyte — Position: pet (natural kitten) — Sexuality: not picky (bisexual) — Tell us what kind of master/pet you are looking for (min.500 words): Having previously been owned by a number of wealthy and powerful of all shapes, forms and ages, Max is used to the life of luxury and earthly pleasures that ownership brings from within. He is also aware of his position so, though he uses all of his skills to his benefit, he essentially knows that he is merely a pet and nothing beyond that. Therefore, though he has got his preferences, he keeps them to himself, not really finding any fun in outright revealing what he's been searching for. He's compliant enough to serve under any master or mistress who wishes to own him, but he knows his worth enough not to be pushed around and to actually still have his fun. — Personality: Deep down, he is still a sweet, good boy. Having been born as a runt of the litter, Max had to fight for every breath, quite literally so. An awkward kid with glasses, underweight, with scratches and bruises on his knees turned into a supermodel-like creature of which he is more than aware. Used to having been pushed around, he now knows his way out of trouble in the best way imaginable. He's quite chill and seems rather unbothered by everything but at the same time is alert at all times; knows how to fight for what's his in the way that makes people believe that it was their doing and not his clever actions that have given him what he wanted in the first place. Temptingly annoying and annoyingly tempting, a devil with a face of an angel. — Recommended by: n/a — Password(s): Bang Yongguk ; 1995

#application #submission

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dltjsdk2658 · 2 years

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방용국인스타그램(업뎃) 용국인스타그램 bangstergram 새로운 소통의 시작, IMAGINE. 여러분의 메일함에 차곡차곡 전달될 방용국의 이야기 'Imagine'을 만나보세요. ⠀ The Beginning of New Communication, IMAGINE. Now, be ready to meet Bang Yongguk's story 'Imagine' and become a big part of it! ⠀ https://bangyongguk.co.kr/Newsletter ⠀ #BANGYONGGUK #방용국 #IMAGINE #NEWSLETTER #뉴스레터 #CONSENT #방용국

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bapdaydreams · 5 years

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Bang Yongguk: Bad At Love Chapter 6

Summary: Your whole marriage with Yongguk was a lie and you were ready to live with it. Until your feelings start to get in the way.

Someone is calling your name. You look around but see no one. You are breathing heavily and covered in a thin layer of sweat. You are running without an idea of where you were headed to. You just knew that you had to get away from that voice who was calling you.

“You wanted this, so why are you running away?” the voice asks and you freeze up.

You slowly turn back to confirm the source of the voice but before you can see him you feel your body collapse.

The next thing you know you are on your bed. You blink while looking around the hotel room. You are indeed alone. The sun is filtering in through the curtains and it lights up the room. you slowly sit up and rub your eyes a little. You feel confused about your dream and wonder what it could possibly about.

You think about Yongguk. Why were you dreaming about him? You didn’t want to see him right now, at all. But you guessed your heart yearned for him. You place your hand on top of your chest and sigh.

You didn’t miss him. Definitely not.

You slowly get out of bed and walk to the bathroom. You slowly go through your morning routine before you find yourself staring at yourself in the mirror. You wonder what Yongguk must be up to right now. Surely he wasn’t thinking of you the way you were thinking of him.

-o-

Yongguk sighs as he sits on the sofa. He has made about a million phone calls to try and find you or any clues about where you could be. He sighs as he leans back and stares at the dreaded envelope you had left for him.

He slowly closes his eyes.

He was sleeping on the sofa when he hears something ball and break. He sits up immediately and calls your name.

Who else could it have been?

He turns on the lamp nearest to him and sees you on the the floor picking up the pieces of a broken vase.

“Are you ok?” he asks, worriedly.

“Yeah, just bumped into the table” you say and he walks off to the kitchen.

He comes back with a brush and dustpan.

“Here, let me do it this with this” he says before crouching down on the ground and slowly brushes the pieces of the broken vase on the small dustpan

“Thank you” you say softly and he smiles one of his rare smiles and you cannot let but smile back at him.

Yongguk sighs as he opens his eyes and picks his phone up again.

He had to find you.

#b.a.p #baplibrary #bang yongguk #yongguk #bang yongguk x reader #bang yongguk x you #bang yongguk scenario #bang yongguk imgaines #bang yongguk scenarios #bang yongguk imagine #yongguk x you #yongguk x reader #yongguk scenarios #yongguk imagines

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coffee-for-himchan · 5 years

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Yongguk and cuddles please~ love your writing

done!! Hope it meets your expectations!~

The bed dipping in under Yongguk’s weight was the highlight of your evening.

You were exhausted. So much work, so much pressure.. Your worries didn’t exactly cease to exist the moment your back hit the bed either, no. They only bottled up more, plus the realization that tomorrow wouldn’t be any different compared to today. It would always be work, responsibility, pressure and such.

Yongguk’s arm that slowly wrapped around your waist seemed to make it all better in the time span of a heartbeat.

Automatically, used to experience immediate peace by just being exposed to his touch, you let out a content sigh, snuggling further into the pillow and the blankets. Noticing the action right away, Yongguk paused for a moment before resuming his movements at a softer pace, as if not to disturb your partial slumber even more than he already has.

“Are you still awake?”

You mumbled something in return, hoping it was enough for him to understand that you were somewhere between consciousness and dreamland. He didn’t say anything more than that and simply continued settling in. The moment after his chest pressed against your back you felt a shiver coursing down your spine - for some reason, his body temperature seemed oddly cold compared to yours, or maybe you’d just spent too much time under the soft and warm duvet.

Yongguk’s legs slowly tangled with yours, as if he knew exactly how much you needed that extra comforting feeling right now. His lips, warm and soft, rested against the back of your neck, where they found a comfortable spot to stay longer. The moment he felt you stirring, he simply tightened his grip around you a little more, his deep voice quietly making it’s way to your ear and getting it’s point across without having to try hard.

“Shh, it’s alright. I’m here, let’s just sleep now.”

The proposition wasn’t too bad, and you figured greetings or good nights were irrelevant at this point anyways. His lips graced upon that little spot behind your ear, and he left a little kiss there before nuzzling his face into your hair and seemingly stopping all other movement. You could clearly feel his heart beating against your back, and the monotone action only seemed to set you more at peace. Breathing patterns matching up, you snuggled further into the comfort of his arms and the warmth of the duvets, feeling like everything that had been troubling you before didn’t quite matter at this exact moment. Not now, not in this little space that belonged only to you and Yongguk, where you could calmly be in each other’s company without needing to speak, just lying there, resting your tired bodies in each other’s arms and awaiting tomorrow together.

It didn’t surprise you that you woke up an hour late the very next morning, but since it was the weekend, you’d planned to spend the day cuddling in bed with Yongguk anyways.

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liviz-luv · 6 years

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One Day He Will Know

originally posted on my side blog @bde-softwonho

Word Count: 3,572

Paring: Bang Yongguk x Singer Female Reader Genre: Angst Summary: You always loved Yongguk, why wouldn’t you though? But what happens when he finds out?

Song to play while reading: Why Won’t You Love Me- 5 Seconds Of Summer The Truth Untold- BTS Stay With Me- Sam Smith

The lyrics in the story I wrote myself. Please don’t steal them.

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One day he’ll find out, he’ll find out as you asleep. One day he’ll find out, he’ll find it out as you hold it in. He’ll find out what you thought was unimaginable. You can lie awake at night believing your secret is safe. But remember, He knows You.

I always loved him. The way he spoke, walked and looked at me. I loved him so much it drove me insane. It got to the point that the simple thought of him frustrated me. He was everything I wanted in a partner and more. But I knew he’d never feel the same way, and yet I could never stop thinking about what could possibly be.

He was closest to perfection the world would ever see. He was always so kind to me. He never took what I said for granted. Each year on my birthday he made sure to at least call, and he never missed it. Even when he was training to debut. He always found a way to get to me. He kept me grounded. He made sure I ate, slept, laughed, and smiled. He was with me when I got my heart broken for the first time, he was there by my side as my parents got divorced, and even though he graduated before me, he made sure to be with me all throughout the rest of high school. He always cheered me on, no matter what.

Over the years, I tried thinking of other people that took an interest in me, and even though some shared qualities of him. They were missing one thing. They weren’t him. It destroyed me. My mother and father always inquired why I remained single, and commended me for it. Saying I should be single for as long as I possibly can. But they never failed to bring him up. They’d tell me how we’re so close and that it would make sense if we ended up together. My siblings would bring him up also, and all it did was anger me more.

Then one day it happened. He found out. It was after one of my band’s concerts. I had written a new song and performed it that night. I had to get out of my head. I told the crowd that it was for a boy I’d fallen in love with many years ago.

"Okay, I’m really nervous guys! Please do me a favor and sway your arms in the air for me and close your eyes, is that okay?“

The crowd replied in a scream. The screams of some 20,000 people.

I walked up to the piano, sat down and stared at my shaking hands. He caused this mess. I began placing my fingertips gently on the keys and sang.

Say it again, without that damn smile. Tell me you care and that you’ll stay for a while. Look me in the eyes and hold me close, Tell me you won’t leave as my tears overflow. Because you’ll never know what you do to me And you’ll never figure out why.

Say it again, tell me how you’re oh so proud of me Tell me that you’re my biggest fan and that you’ll never leave me be. Look at me the same way you always have. Tell me I’m your best friend So that I’ll know my love is a dead-end.

I love you, I always have and always will. But you always blow my wishes like a daffodil. I love when you smile at me like I’m best I’ll ever be. But you always make me cry, you’re like the sky. Always surrounding me, but too far. I love your calls even when you’re to be asleep. Perhaps one day you’ll know me as me. And perhaps you love me back. But don’t tell me, show me.

Say it again, without that damned voice. That damned voice that tells me no lies. Say it again, but don’t be disappointed. Don’t be disappointed when I retaliate. I love it when you look at me. Like you’ve longed for the moon to shine once again. I love you… I always have. But you make me so sad, you make me so mad.

I love you. I always will. But you make me yell, you make me cry. I want to love you. I want to keep you. But I can’t, I never deserved you.

So say it again. Tell me you care. Tell me you’ll be there. Tell me you’re not leaving.

I can never let you know the truth, I have to keep the mask on. I can never wake up from this bad dream. I can never escape the rain and thunder.

So I’ll say it again, I’ll say I don’t care. Tell you to leave. I’ll say it again ‘till I die, I’ll say I’m not crying. I’ll tell you to let me go.

So say it again, say you care.

The piano ceased, but the tears hadn’t. I was a mess, I was surprised that I even made it halfway through it. I looked at the crowd. They were dead silent. My bandmates looked at me with tears in their eyes like I broke their hearts.

"So… did you guys like it?”

The place stayed quiet, though a few claps were audible, then it grew. Soon enough the entire hall was filled with deafening cheers. My eyes swelled with pride and tears once more. My members ran over to me as I stood up, they engulfed me in a group hug, and it was a good thing, I could barely stand on my own.

Thirty minutes passed and the concert was over. I walked backstage and the staff applauded me and patted my back. They told me how the song chilled them to the bone. I turned to our manager as she tapped my shoulder.

“Hey (y/n), someone’s back in your dressing room, he said he wants to talk to you right now.”

“Well, did he say what his name is?”

“Yongguk, Bang Yongguk.”

My eyes protruded out my sockets, a concerned smile covered my face, but on the inside, I was delighted. I excused myself and walked towards the dressing room. As I entered the room, I found the lights to be turned off.

“How odd.”

But when I flicked them on, I jumped back. He was napping on my sofa, he looked so tired, I felt bad.

“Yongguk, wake up-” I pushed his feet to the ground- “What are you doing in New York? I thought you were in Korea.”

He looked at me with a new expression that I wasn’t familiar with.

“Sorry about that. I- uh. I left TS.”

His words shook my heart. I fell into the couch. My thoughts traveled faster than my heart could beat. My hands began shaking again.

“When?”

Yongguk looked down, guilt swam all over him. He knew how much B.A.P meant to me. He told me he left back in August. I looked through all my social media seeing that not a single soul mentioned it.

“Well, I hope whatever you do now makes you joyous.”

“I hope so too. I’m just glad whatever I choose to do now won’t reflect on the boys.”

We proceeded to sit there, not sure how to carry on with the conversation. I glanced over at him and saw that his hands were quivering too. Then he looked back at me and smiled.

“That song you sang, I love it. What’s its name?”

“La Douleur Exquise. It’s French for the heart-wrenching pain of wanting someone you can’t have.” I looked down at my trembling hands, my heart began slowly, I hated this feeling I incessantly felt with him.

“So… which boy that broke your heart is it about?” The depressing thing was he wasn’t wrong.

“That’s unimportant, Yongguk.” I walked over to my mirror and fixed my hair. He did it again.

“It’s important to me (y/n), I want to know.” He walked next to me and began making faces in the mirror.

I looked over at him annoyed that he caused me to smile.

“Why are you here, Yongguk?” I saw an expression of hurt, “I mean, It’s not that I don’t want you here, it’s just, why are you-” I motioned to the dressing room- “Here?”

He stuffed his hands in his pockets, “I wanted to talk to you, face to face, and not over facetime.”

I then motioned for him to sit back at the couch. He was causing me to become nervous again. I wasn’t certain what Yonggguk wanted to talk about, but from the look on his face, I wasn’t in a rush to find out either. I hopped onto the counter and shut my phone off. I looked over at him concerned. Yongguk was almost never like this. Then he motioned for me to sit next to him. I hesitated, the atmosphere changed into a feeling of hostility on my end, and apprehension on his.

As I sat, Yongguk brought his hands to his face. His breathing was shaky and hasty. His feet had stared a nervous tick, and it was contagious. We were both prone to severe anxiety. Yongguk looked at me with apologetic eyes.

“What is it, Yongguk?” My expression became anxious as well.

“Oh, now you’re concerned?” His eyes gawked at me, causing me to feel guilty, “Sorry.” He rubbed his hands together, still hesitating.

“Spit it out already!” impatience had gotten the better of me.

Yongguk avoided my gazed again, “I messed up (y/n), and I don’t mean I messed up with TS. I messed up with someone important to me.” and right at that moment, my heart began breaking.

“Wi-with who, Yongguk?” I tried masking my hurt.

“A girl. I’ve been in love with her and I let her slip away. I tried my best to show her that I care about her and that I love her, but I missed my chance. I let her slip through my fingers, and she’s probably better off.”

“Oh,” I breathed, I really regretted wanting to know.

“Do you know how that feels, (y/n)?” His eyes met mine, and he looked so lost and remorseful. It pained me so much, I almost began crying. My lungs tightened.

“Yeah… yeah Yongguk, I know how that feels. It’s like you had so many opportunities to tell them how you felt, how you truly felt, and you missed them all. You’ll never know what could have happened. Even though you’re certain they’d reject you, you never stop thinking of all the 'what ifs’.” My hands stopped shaking, but my heart and lungs never recovered.

“I don’t think I’ve ever been so disappointed in myself before, (y/n).”

“What’s she like?” at this point, I embraced suffering.

“She’s precious, Quick-witted, and sassy. She cold and unapproachable on the outside, but once you get to know her, you’ll see that she’s really caring, and the only reason she’s cold is that she’s been hurt before. You’d love her if you got the chance to met her. She can make anyone feel special. God, I messed up. She’s in love with someone else, (y/n).”

“I know how that feels, Yongguk.” My blood began boiling, I was infuriated that a girl had all his love and attention and took no note of it, and the sad part was that it was more than likely the girl in his Portrait video. I was infuriated that I couldn’t take his pain away.

“What about you (y/n), what’s he like? The boy you sang about?” He looked over at me with desolation.

“Well, he’s overly caring, he’s like my biggest inspiration. He too looks mean on the outside, but when he starts talking…” I couldn’t help myself from smiling, “When he starts talking, you find out he’s a big sweetheart… and I always push him away. But he comes back. He’d never like me back. I’m too unpredictable.”

Out of nowhere, Yongguk pulls me into his embrace, placing my head on his shoulder.

“What if that’s one of the things he likes about you?”

“How would you know that? You don’t- you don’t even know who he is.” I moved and began retaliating in defense. He’d never know.

“Then tell me, (y/n). Tell me who he is, the only guys I know about are the ones you went to school with, and last I checked they all cheated on you. So who is it? Is it them, or is it Jongup. I know you two have gotten pretty close over the years. Or is Yoongi? Wonho, Younghyun? You always went for the '93 line.” He moved so that he was facing me.

“No,“ my voice was hushed but dead and bone-chilling.

Yongguk was out of my vision, but I could tell he got the chills.

He stared at me with gawking eyes. My vision began to blur but didn’t sting. I needed him to stop pressing the question before it was too late.

"So is it about one of your band mates?” He too started sounding like me.

“Why do you care so much? Huh, Yongguk? Why do you need to know so badly? It doesn’t matter, you know that, right?”

“Was it about me, (y/n)?”

I stood up defensively. My tears had finally begun bubbling over. I began shouting profanities at him. His eyes grew wide. I spun on my right heel and stormed out. I was used to his brother-like protectiveness. But normally, Yongguk would leave alone it the second I told him to. But now it was almost like he believed that he needed to know every little detail of my life.

It was tearing me apart. Never before had he taken my lyrics this serious unless they were my mental illnesses. He always told said my love songs were sappy and beyond my years. For years, I had never written a song about him, but the one time I do, Yongguk feels that he needs to know.

“(Y/N), don’t walk out that door.” He stood too, voice deeper.

“Guess what I’m going to do Yongguk!” I turned around one last time before my hand grazed the door nob.

Next thing I knew I pressed against a wall. My eyes had closed anticipating the collision of my body and the wall that never happened. Yongguk had me pinned without even touching me. All he had to do was stand in front of me. I couldn’t bear to look him in the eyes. He looked intensely at me, telling that I should have listened to him.

“I’m only going to ask you it again, (y/n). And it would be best if you didn’t lie to me. For your sake and mine.” He kept his gaze fixed on me, “Who?”

I tried to walk away, but he moved his arm in my way. I attempted to shove it, but he stopped that too. At that point, I was ready to fight. I only had two choices; scream, or fight. Telling him the truth was not on the table. So, I choose the later.

I first used my left hand. I had to get rid of my handicap first. As expected, Yongguk grabbed it before it could reach his sleeve cuff, without effort. Then my right hand charged for his collar. I had an excellent grip on it, but he softly held my wrist. I continued trying to shake his grip, but he was stronger by default.

He looked me in the eyes, they looked like he was tired and sad.

“Please, (y/n), stop fighting me. You’ve been doing it for years. Just for this once, stop… stop fighting me.”

Yongguk let go of my left hand, but he continued holding onto my right. He rubbed small comfort circles into it.

“No. I refuse. You don’t understand.” I stared back at, attempting my death glare once more.

“Fine.” his hands dropped, and so did his heart beat. Yongguk pulled me into his depressed embrace, “I just thought that… I’m sorry, (y/n). You’re right. This is none of my business.”

“Yes, please Yongguk, make me the bad guy!”

He walked away, dragging his feet ever so slightly. He grabbed his jacket and headed for the door.

“Please don’t make me do this,” my voice was just as hushed as my gaze on the ground.

He continued walking and hesitated for the door nob.

“You.”

“What?”

“I’m not saying it again. You were right.”

He stood at the door, fingers barely touching it, frozen in place. One last tear escaped my eyes. He looked over at me, eyes larger than I’ve ever imagined.

“I never imagined your eyes could get any bigger, Yongguk.”

“Say that again.” His hand fell from the door.

“Which part?” I quietly smiled.

“The first part. You said, 'You were right.’ What did you mean… when you said I was right?”

“I-I wrote the song about you. Yongguk.”

Yongguk walked closer to me, but still maintained a distance I was comfortable with.

“I’m sorry.”

“Why?”

“Because you don’t feel the same.” My words got choked in my lungs but I had to get it out. “You’re in love with another girl, and even though I want to beat her for not taking note of your care, I’m not mad at you, Yongguk. It’s okay if you don’t feel the same way. At least you know now.”

“For how long?”

“Let’s see, I’m 22, and you’re 25… so about ten years. Maybe more. Let’s just say 15 just be safe.”

Yongguk walked a little closer, he stared intently at my expression, the tears running down my face. He raised his arms up weakly, asking me for a hug. I gave in and held onto his shirt as I buried my face in his chest, attempting to memorize his scent and care because it was likely that was the last time I would allow him to hold me close.

“I don’t-I’m sorry."

Those very words shattered the remainder of my heart, it knocked the wind out of me. My gut ached. My face crinkled into an ugly cry.

"I’m sorry I didn’t tell you sooner, and I know this is way too rushed, but I don’t know how else to convince you. But I feel the same way. I have this whole time. Well for the last 4 years to be exact. I’m sorry I always made you feel like I saw you as my best friend and nothing more. I didn’t mean for that.”

I pushed away from his embrace and met his eyes. Yongguk was sincere in what he was telling me, but I couldn’t accept it. I became even more hurt. It was almost as if I would rather have him tell me that I was right. That he didn’t feel the same, that he was in love with someone else.

“You don’t mean that. You don’t fall in love with someone… and only refer to them as your 'best friend’ to everyone you meet. You don’t always remind them that you only see them as a friend with every little action you do. At least you got somethings right; you never take for granted what I say. You always remind me you care, and you make sure to check up on me at least once a week. But you don’t fall in love with someone and film a romantic music video and put someone else in it. You don’t do that Yongguk.

"If you’re in love with someone you do what I do. You do all you can to make them feel special. You strip down all your walls and defenses for them and them only. You never stop thinking about them. You think about them so much that it frustrates you. You get nervous when you’re around them. You always make sure that they know that you appreciate them. You make sure they’re okay, and you make sure they tell you. You love them, Yongguk.” My head never stopped shaking and it spread to the rest of my body. My tears grew so painfully hot.

Yongguk’s face looked like he’d been repeatedly punched in the gut. He too stared to cry.

“I understand that you have difficulties with expressing your emotions, I do too. But you have to at least try Yongguk. You have to at least try to let them in.”

He walked closer to me, placing his trembling hands on my shoulders. Then pulled me back into his embrace. Only this time he felt like regret and remorse. Yongguk rubbed my head as his left hand clutched me. He buried his face in my neck, and all I could do was stand there, tense. I eventually brought my arms to his back and held on too.

“(Y/N), I do love you, and I’m sorry I have a terrible way of showing it. "I know you, so don’t worry. I won’t kiss you just yet, but be prepared. I have 15 years to make up for. Just wait.”

“I can’t wait, Yongguk.”

He pulled away and stared back into my eyes once more before placing his forehead against mine, rubbing my arms. Our noses touched as we moved.

“I, Bang Yongguk, promise to love you for as long as you allow me.”

“I, (Y/F/N) (Y/L/N), also promise to love you for as long as you allow me.”

#Masterlist #Bang Yongguk #bang yongguk scenario #yonggk scenario #bang yongguk imagine #kpop drabbles

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astroyongie · 1 year

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Fav current musics you would recommend anddd did you listen Kais Rover✨

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that's my top 10 songs i currently listen to a lot

Madness - Ruelle

I wanna be yours - Arctic Monkeys

Killing Strangers - Marilyn Manson

Die For You - The Weekend

Believer - Imagine Dragons

Honey Dance - Jowoochan

Crown- Seulgi

Mist - Ateez

4:44am = Bang Yongguk

Tomorrow - Chanyeol

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stanbap · 2 years

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Imagine. a biweekly newsletter by Bang Yongguk

Find out more on https://bangyongguk.co.kr/newsletter

#bang yongguk #yongguk #b.a.p #bap #imagine newsletter

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ncteez · 10 months

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hi again 🫶🏽

could i also request a playlist for my blog? very intrigued to see what you’d come up with 💕💕💕

join the sleepover!

yes yes! but i can promise u that it's definitely not what you're expecting or asking for.

vibes: my man mark, mark lee, 𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑘 but in a different font with a bong. so basically a bunch of songs that i think u should smoke mark out to.

UFO - bang yongguk literally the first verse is sober mark then when the beat drops is high mark. also the beat probably plays in ur head on repeat after hearing it (1) time seni oilai - ALPHA bro just hear me out, can u imagine mark singing this song with a nice cloud leaving his parted lips, with his droopy eyes? specifically the part that starts on 1:09? oh fuck im falling in love and it's YOUR FAULT for being on stoner mark agenda shinunoga e-wa - fujii kaze honestly this is just me basing ur blog on songs i want mark lee to cover, im sorry my love moondance - jeon woong you hear this song every time u look at him. tell me im wrong. antithesis - takayan LISTEN ITS NOT MY FAULT UR BLOG GAVE ME THE VIBE THAT MADE ME SPIRAL INTO STONER MARK LEE VIBES AND I JUST THING HE WOULD GET SO HYPE WITH THIS SONG AND YOU'D HAVE TO TALK HIM DOWN FROM A PANIC ATTACK FROM NOT BREATHING BC HE'S SO HYPE

#[sleepover]#hon out of her goddamn mind rn #[mail]#m-arkmywords

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