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#audrey the artiste
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MY GOD, IT'S A LOT.
I should write up a billboard that says, "go on, break my heart, and i will make you eternal".
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That's the power of being an artist. And gods, I remember everything. The color of the nail polish she was wearing that night. The specific nuance of red my blood was. The way I screamed into some empty road. I remember, so I write. So I paint.
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All these feelings coming and leaving out of my ribcage in such a frenzy for small body like mine, it's insanity. Yet, I have never been more sane. More centered. I am plunging into my power with a calm and collected attitude, it feels like finally realizing I have been sitting on a golden throne for all this time.
"This is not personal" really became a thing. Not a sentence you throw in disillusionment instead of facing your own sorrow. It's real. If she hurts me, she's the one hurting herself. I just happened to be there. And no, I don't give in.
I think about all these people I trusted once upon a time, how sometimes it breaks my heart to never speak to them, to never laugh along them, to never ever ever see them smile again. I used to think that I was too much, that nobody could love me truly, for what my destiny was too shiny and oh, so lonely.
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This journey is not the one I could have expected, even I can see myself at six years old, stating proudly like the little shit that I was, "I will change the world, one day." I cherish that part of me. She's the one that is the purest, the truest, the most precious of all. So yes, people are what I seek, I can nurture them beyond repairs, to my greatest despair (the rhythm, goddamnit), and yet I need them for what I must seek within. Not to be loved, but maybe, selfishly, a small voice urges me, "if you understand them, they will understand you?", ah, foolish spirit of mine.
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To be able to connect with others is what feed my soul to an height which is difficult to measure. I love people, they mostly love me. Even if the most immediate reactions are admiration or jealousy, which I cannot comprehend to be honest. I am idiotic that way. What you feel about me is not mine to judge, but I have my own feelings as well. Protecting my feelings were often lead me as picturing myself as a bitch, but what can I say. Recently, I've been told that I judge myself too harshly. Do I? I don't know. As much as I love any of you, I won't let anyone stabs me for free. There's a sort of toxic romanticizing of love that I can lean on to some extent, which is ultimately, if I love you in a passionate way, I will give you my heart and you can crush it, whatever, because I choose you above anything else. A stupid and intense part of me, agrees. Though that, in the meantime of finding that person of giving myself to, I protect my feelings. I won't shrink myself because you don't know what the fuck you want or simply, you don't know who you are.
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I know my sins, and they not require any justifications to anyone but myself. I'm tough. I'm soft. This is why I am that demanding towards myself. It doesn't change the fact that, if I see you hurting with your heart of gold, I will let you know that you deserve the world, you know. It doesn't change that, truly. I'm seeing you. You're beautiful.
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"go on, break my heart, and i will make you eternal." it's that plain silly. I'm not sure that any of you breaking my heart actually deserve that attention. But this is my way of healing. This is my way of burning bridges. Lately, someone told me that we were over. In my heart of heart, all I felt for her was love. I couldn't wrap my head around that fact. "Have I come that far? Did I become that great?" Because feelings are feelings. They can't lie, I mean I guess they can, but I own the right to be stupid on this one. I feel blessed, I feel grateful. I sound like a lunatic from a cult, I know. But guess what? I'm the cult leader now.
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-Audrey
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l-livas-l · 3 months
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--------------------------- And when her head goes back Everything goes black And the sky it bled Candy apple red ----------------
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raven-anime · 1 year
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these two deserve better and fuck you joey for negleting you're kids
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shebbart · 9 months
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Commission for Grump-Chan on the Wandersong fanserver!
Had a lot of fun with this! I forgot how fun it is to draw ponies
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miru667 · 3 months
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Audrey Grace in a vintage outfit! She went on a shopping trip with friends in a 1950s Thneedville and found some stuff she liked. 😊 I had fun researching dresses, sweaters and shoes, also this piece [link] from the Lies of P OST was the music I listened to the most while painting, I think the vibes fit...🥹 Click the readmore below to see a video of my WIPs!
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fadedday · 3 months
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Jane by Kimbra Audrey
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starryinkart · 1 year
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ITS THE SIBBYS! I love the concept of them being older brother and younger sister! It gives so many cool senarios to think about!
ALSO, while the game was okay, Im SO TEMPTED to just rewrite it in a more engaging way, either in story or drawing/doodle form! Sammy dying like that...my 2nd favorite...NOT ON MY WATCH! The lack of choices, Porter/Heidi, the Ink Followers at the end being horrible, Baby Benders, Malice, Tom and Allison, and just Joey being "good". Just the writing and storyline was all over the place and didnt make sense half the time. And of course ALOT doesnt make sense relating to the book storyline either. Of I could make games I would do it that way, but I some story improvements wouldnt hurt, right?
(Im not saying it was horrible, Im saying I want to make an AU where things make alittle more sense, ex: Audreys whole situation. So thats what Im gonna do, in story and doodle form. So take these as a bit of practice!)
This is how they would look in my AU!
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HAVE A Festive Bendy in a cozy sweater with hot cocoa doodle since Christmas is VERY SOON! 🥺
(REBLOGS > LIKES)
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ljesak · 8 months
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my fav nerds
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toothflowers · 7 months
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ON THE 21ST DAY OF THE MONTH OF SEPTEMBER.... (or the 23rd depending on what you ask :-P don't you worry about that I got another piece in the works)
Anyways they are sooooooo T4T to ME 💛
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aurelion-solar · 3 months
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Artist Spotlight: Audrey Axt
Role: Concept Artist
ArtStation - Twitter
In light of Riot Games laying off 11% of their staff globally, I want to make a series of posts highlighting the portfolios of those affected, so that we can appreciate their contributions to the world of Runeterra and continue to support them. You can find a full list of those known to be affected here.
Note: Final card arts are shown here for comparison and were done by different artists.
Ocean Drake - Legends of Runeterra Concept Art (source)
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Grave Companion - LoR Concept Art (source)
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Alatis the Gallant & Dragon Allegiant - LoR Concept Art (source)
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tirkras · 1 year
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Bendy and Alice decided to draw their friends!
I thought it was a pretty funny idea.
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Audrey's dead, there's no saving her. And it seems Susie is going to be killed soon too...
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thedopedemon · 7 months
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These two crack me up
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nottoonedin · 8 months
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AUDREYYY!!! Tried my hand at rendering the ink sorta -w-
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raven-anime · 5 months
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Happy first anniversary for BATDR !
I have been waiting for this game since little and I'm not disappointed!
thanx the Meatly and mike and the teams for making this wonderful franchise
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samamanth · 3 months
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"you look lonely.... I can fix that"
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miru667 · 5 months
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It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas...🎄
Feat. Lunch Lady Miru and her darling niece, Audrey Grace! 🥰 This is Audrey as a little kid again, she's 8 years old here and on vacation at a ski resort this time. Her fluffy unicorn backpack is back, and there are little silver bells attached to her coat pockets, so she jingles as she walks.
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