#as u can see i can talk abt this literally for days

[hootiee]

how different are the anime and manga? are there certain things you like about one more than the other?

very different, like night and day. i'll leave season 2 (kyoto saga) aside and just talk about season 1, since the movie is a side/non-canon story (i really love it tho) and season 2 is like 90% canon (minus the last episode with that scene where rin & yukio talked. in the manga it was a whole mini arc with them talking to eachother amidst a fight with high tension, rather than them just chilling by a river lmao)

the most apparent scene that was different from the anime & manga was the first chapter/episode 1-2, where shiro died. the anime made it into a pretty fascinating & exciting intro to the series, with rin getting hired as a grocery store clerk, and ending with a battle against demons coming after him. where the manga, while still at its core having the same important moments (rin looking for a job, having delinquents jump him, and shiro getting possessed), it was really just a sad scene with no one except himself, shiro & satan bearing witness to the events of that night. out of fear he caused his father's possession/death, he never speaks about it to anyone. so no one really knows how that night unfolded. unlike the anime having the priests see everything (kinda awkwardly) and then later yukio showing up.

the manga really expands upon & fleshes out the characters, whereas the anime (s1) really.. flanderizes them. i think yukio is the most painful example, he is very much not the irrational "all demons are evil" kinda guy, hes truly just a kid indoctrinated into the exorcists mindset since he was 7, but the anime never really showed how nuanced and deep he is, so he became a punching bag for people to easily/mindlessly hate. also, he is NOT a half demon like rin. he's fully human just with some..Peculiarities lol (iykyk)

anyways, blue exorcist truly shines as a slow burn story, we are 145 chapters in (with the next chapter being just a few days away) and have only just now touched upon the aspects that the final parts of season 1 showed. but it is completely different, in almost every aspect. yet you can still see the resemblances to the anime, i wont get too into it for spoilers, but yk the scene with rin's sword breaks? in the anime they repaired it & everything was fine again. but in the manga, rin permanently changes from it abruptly being broken. for better and worse. afterwards, it becomes a whole underlying character arc.

season 1 was like the story's blueprint, its building blocks in a sense. the manga is truly where it shines, letting the characters grow and each have their own moments & developments before things get really heated within it's world.

it also divulges into the lore in almost a philosophical level: what really are demons & humans, are they truly so different from eachother? with rin being the focus of this question as people say he is Both human and demon and yet simultaneously being Neither at the same time.

the world building becomes expanded upon, by leaps and bounds. we see how the order/exorcists really operate. we find out What demons truly are, and their real reasons to be against humans. we find out what really happened during the blue night and what lead up to that. the world feels more open & wide, and everything feels so intertwined.

it also touches upon some VERY dark and heavy subjects, becoming more and more dark as it progresses. from mental illness, trauma & generational trauma to war, suicide, human experiments & corrupt organizations. and yet despite this darkness it still sends a good message that despite things being bad, its still worth it to keep living. and the author just knows the perfect moments to grab people by their heartstrings with it.

s1 is not Bad per-se, sometimes im harsh on it due to me personally being obsessed with the manga's canon. it does have its cute filler scenes (i actually love that rin got a grocery job in episode 1) and its pretty enjoyable as a cute fluffy feel-good anime. i first watched the anime+movie as a kid in 2015 and loved it, but it felt like it had far more potential. which is where the manga DELIVERED, by leaps and bounds.

however, now that the anime is focused on adapting it faithfully, this will change within the future. especially once get more canon episodes compared to the vast amount of manga content lol. but until then, i suggest to check out the manga 🫡

TL;DR: this is the anime vs the manga (in a good way LOL)

#aoex #blue exorcist #ao no exorcist #THANK YUO FOR THIS ASK I LOVE TALKING ABT THIS AHHHHHHHHHHHH #i was not expecting to write this much going into this. it just kinda. happened.. erm #as u can see i can talk abt this literally for days #special interest goes brrrrrr #spent like 2hrs typing this out 🫡 all for you anon #if u want to check it out: it's officially available for free on the MangaPlus app (available international iirc) #or u can find the official volumes on mangasee/manga4life 🫡 #the old scanlations arent too bad but they stopped once it got a simupub.. so better just to read it officially for consistency #i rlly recommend to start the manga from the beginning if u want to see the differences for yourself. At Least read the first chpt #but otherwise u can start from chapter 35. its where s2/kyoto arc ends off 👍 #its hard to compare the anime vs the manga bc the manga literally has like nearly 150 chapters over the anime LOL #literally hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby lmaoo #ask #anyways anon u couldnt of asked this question to a better person (wink wink nudge nudge ppl give me more aoex asks PLEASEE) #very normal abt this series. so normal 😁😁

[cutemeat]

i know that they just included Mac Finds His Pride at the end of that 'episodes to watch before s16' post cuz they were going in chronological order w the eps listed and they're gonna bring up the dance this season ofc, but deep down i want it to have to do with Dennis Takes a Mental Health Day being at the end of this season and MFHP being a finale that did something unexpected and grounded in the emotional reality of a character somehow correlating to Dennis' ep....

#i just... man itd be so good #also i know some ppl are very against ppl making MFHP abt anything other than Mac #but truly theres just a gaping hole in the ep that is shaped a LOT like dennis #which is valid however #i still have my more literal theory that dennis was supposed to come out with/dance with mac in s13... but he decided to stay in the closet #so mac had to find a new dance partner to do the dance with #but i think the more grounded subtextual thing of it is dennis' arc in Gets New Wheels is a direct FOIL of Macs in MFHP #(dennis is afraid of his father and stays in the closet in Gets New Wheels V.S. mac is afraid of his father but comes out and STAYS out in #MFHP....) #esp considering the joke in MFHP where dee's like 'just get the gay man to dance on the gay #float its not that hard!' then IMMEDIATELY charlie comes into the scene talking abt how 'dennis got claustrophobic n he doesnt wanna drive' #like that ... the joke is LITRLLY that dennis is gay too but wont come out #AND THEN THEY GO BACK IN ON THIS JOKE THE VRY NEXT SEASON IN TEXTS WITH THE GRINDR BATHROOM SCENE LOL #i mean how can u argue its not insignificant that frank aka DENNIS' FATHER is being guided thru this journey where he sees the struggle #of someone whos been in the closet?? u think that could not even possibly be related TO HIS SON??? #but one fear what if they actually keep him in the closet forever cuz mac came out #WHAT IF #dennis takes a mental health day

[lellokitty]

katie you are so funny and cute and special to me 😌🩷✨️

willowser seeing this pop up in my notifs gave me so much surprise and adrenaline i started biting at my fingers and basically got up to walk around my enclosure and also not to be weird (about to say the weirdest thing ever) peed a little in excitement like a puppy (i didn’t actually do this one but yk i’m painting the picture). i actually had so much excitement that i had to eat a bag of chips to calm down. i will now add some photos to show how i felt abt seeing this:

dis r all me. wee wee whimsy glee joyful jumping

#willowser i don’t think YOU understand how special YOU are to me… #nobody quite understands the relationship i have with tumblr user willowser #i see a willowser post and i start gnawing my arm off. i see willowser answered my ask and jumping in joy #I SEE WILLOWSER IN MY ASKS AND IM MAKING ANIMAL NOISES AND JUMPING AND WAGGING MY NAIL AND PAWING AT U #i’m gonna scream into my pillow abt this. i’m gonna kick my legs in glee and joy #this is like when i was in middle and high school and the upperclassmen knew who i was and would talk to me i would literally be on cloud 9 #the rest of the day. this is like when a really cool person knows u #i’m running around in circles like an overexciteable puppy. i’m actually running and jumping like a puppy too #willowser #asks #ok i posted this and realized it said wagging my nail so can we all act like that says tail. #my asks

[forbiddennhoney]

i wish i could set posts to "mutuals/followers only" for reblogs bc i hate when my posts abt butch/femme stuff get rbed by ppl i dont know cause for me its just an unfriendly reminder of the casual fatphobia w/in the lesbian community

#personal #like the way my posts abt fatness (either made by me or rbed) get like 0 interactions #or like a crumb here or there #but i can just breathe the word butch or femme and it gets 100 notes overnight #im not even a big blog i have like 200 followers ik ppl are likely rbing it from others or have butch/femme as followed terms or whatever #but like. the sheer difference in my notes between these posts is very noticeable not just to me but to my wife too #and its annoying and frustrating bc I could scream for days abt fatphobia #and the only post ive had get bigger is the one where i was talking abt fetishization from ppl who claim to like fat ppl #like no one will touch my posts abt fatphobia otherwise #and ultimately u dont have to care but i see this pattern in my notes and i guarantee its in other fat ppls notes too #i encourage ppl to rb this btw bc im going to literally count the difference in notes from that other post and this one #after overnight that other post got 100 notes #and ik this one wont get that many in the same time frame but i want to keep track so i can tell yall more abt it #since posting (like 10 min ago) the other post got 15 notes and this one got 2.

[limielle]

idk i feel like so much discourse could be easily minimized if people learned to say "i think" instead of "it is"

#like “i think this is a bad game” is way less abrasive/aggressive than “this is a bad game” #do u know where im going w this like #it's literally 2 extra words and it could avoid like 99% of confrontation #ofc there would still be people who are like “omg how can u hate smth i like ur trash” but idk i feel like so much of this discourse u see #on twt especially #is like ? just people being deliberately aggressive abt stuff they dont like to antagonise others and then going “its just my opinion” #and it's hard to read tone online so it's often hard for me (and im sure for others ?? idk actually) to read whether or not sm1 is being #like. just sharing what they think vs them trying to bait out people who will defend smth they like #idk ive been trying to find ffxiv people to follow bc getting back into the game and finally being confident in my art to draw for it also #has me looking for ppl to follow but i wanna avoid the big livetweet first time experiencers and unfortunately that leaves #a lot of people who are afraid of dawntrail/unhappy with the current patch quests #of which i am neither and i also dont want to log on to the internet every day just to see ppl shitting on things u know ? #and i have seen a LOT of like #'x sucked' and 'fandom lacks critical reading skills' and whatnot #but then u see what theyre talking abt and all theyre doing is shitting on the game itself or going 'x expansion was mid' #like . if u stopped phrasing ur opinions as objective fact i feel like maybe ud avoid half those arguments id k??? #just words #SORRY im talkative today the truth is i worked on a drawing veyr hard and i do not have the strength to colour it but it will not look good #without colour and i feel like i cant move on without it so i went and replayed shadowbringers instead and cried a lot #and now i have lots of icarus feelings again #WOW loiok at me writing an essay out here i overshare so much im sorry

[obihoe]

smth abt hsrm still trying to understand mdr during their last convo in konoha but mdr being completely unwilling (and cocky even) abt not letting him in but then seeming angry when hsrm doesnt try anymore during their fights .. doesnt. get how to Get thru to him. and during the war arc, mdr is also the one thats more interested in having a dialogue w him than hsrm is. mdr would have had his chance to open up to him while they were still in konoha, meanwhile hsrm would have had His chance to force him to open up during their battles .... guess the main thing abt this is that mdr feels like he can only communicate via violence whereas hsrm wants to communicate via words and isnt willing to .. switch. in a sense. to a different language that maybe will reach him. doesnt understand even i think that mdr is trying to establish communication at all thru this. whereas mdr is incapable of using another language that will make hsrm want to keep trying

#madara #posts #hashirama #was just looking thru some panels the other day and mdr during their last convo is literally like just vagueing as incomprehensibly #as possible #and then hsrm is like begging him basically to tell him what he's talking about #and he's trying to help him but mdr is like heh heh. not telling u shit abt this actually :) anyway cannot wait to fucking fight u later #bye :) #like .... girl this is not helping #but then hsrm during the vote fight seems to completely forget abt that and just focus on mdr's actions #rather than his words both before And during the fight #mdr actually like. makes it quite clear that its not abt the village #however he doesnt tell him what its about instead so like :) hsrm of course sees his actions as most important in the end #like on one hand mdr communicates so horribly but then also hsrm cringe fails at not recognizing that there is smth beneath this! #they just. cannot communicate anymore at all at this point #oh. and also .. mdr in konoha literally says to him 'no one can catch me from behind as u know ;)' and then the fight literally ends w him #being stabbed in the back like im sfdesfdfesfdgdfs #dont know if i should scream or laugh at this actually #anyway #hsmd

[oatbugs]

i hateee being away from uni sm i just want to go into.the living room where the is Sun but i can't bc my father is there. augh

#my mother can see im visibly uncomfortable and stuff. and shes like. its also ur home and ur free to stay wherever u want #which is like. thats very sweet thank u. except my father is objectively such a Horrible person and his presence makes me so #uncomfortable and he keeps trying to talk to me despite knowing that i dislike him so much bc of what hes done #it makes me feel grossed out fr like i just wish he would LEAVE i want to enjoy the sun #ive been spending every day in my room w 0 sunlight its making my mental health worse #literally didnt get any food until 4pm bc i wanted to avoid him #idk.what to do atp #anyway sorry if i sound rly entitled or w/e i just want to vent abt this

[dandyshucks]

starting to think maybe i should turn rbs off on that post actually bc im having heart palpitations now fdsjgjkl why is this happening to meeee

#vent // #me when the paranoia is Getting Bad fjkfdsjkl #its stemming from m.oral o.cd i think bc i am mainly worried abt more eyes on my blog and ppl seeing me frolic here #and the brain gophers have been insisting that i am doing smth horribly wrong and not realizing it #and the worry is that someone is going to see that and bypass talking to me abt it and go straight to making a callout post #and i will be sitting here with Zero Idea abt it #and continue hurting ppl by doing the Unknown Wrong Thing #but i also am not sure how that would happen bc i overthink literally Everything i post #if u see me put tags on smth that isn't just a simple ''ough'' or ''hehe yay!!'' i probably sat there for two mins making sure it was okay #running thru the words at every angle i can conceive of to ensure its not going to hurt somebody somehow fdsjkl #and this paranoia has been so bad the past few days. and when it gets bad then i get worried bc maybe i somehow have a guilty conscience #without even knowing !!! just subconsciously having a guilty conscience somehow !! #which ... only makes the paranoia worse fdsgjkl its a very bad vicious circle #anyways. i have been lowkey avoiding being here lately bc of this but i feel like avoidance just makes it worse #so . hrm. i just do not want to have more crying breakdowns bc i tried to figure out what on earth i could possibly be doing so wrong fsdjk #not exactly a fun way to spend time FDSJKL but ... what can ya do i guess #like i can't ask ppl ''hey am i doing smth wrong?'' bc thats. very vague. and subjective. and also i shouldnt rely on other ppl like that #but my brain is so goofed up that i genuinely cannot tell when i get like this sdjfkl bc i feel so sure i must be doing smth wrong somehow #so every tiny thing seems like maybe its wrong in a way i dont understand yet... ough #ANYWAYS SORRY THIS IS . NOT A GOOD POST TO MAKE. LOL. but i feel like this is the only way im going to bust myself out of this cycle #hopefully if i just Say that i've been really worried then if smth IS actually wrong someone will let me know #and if nothing is wrong then !! i can move on from this continual paranoia spiral !! maybe !! #i feel like me posting this is going to be a Wrong Immoral Move but fdsjkl rly trying to just. break out of it rn fsdjkl #dandyshucks

[krynutsreal]

braindump incoming

ook ohMYGOF one thing I keep thinking about is like. Not a fear but like I'm getting that feeling where I'm "scared" of the fact that I might b. Be like. not getting uninterested but like .maybe kinda sorta maybe idk moving on from ishimondos even tho they mean the world to me. like maybe it's because I've been so busy I just .don't think Abt them as often maybe for some (my irl friends) it's like no way kry is healing from Dangan disease BUT I D. I CANT .I feel like I can't become uninterested when there's so SOOO much I wanted to do involving them and STUFF!!! I haven't even gotten around to talking about sky au!!!!! And that was something thats been like. IVE BEEN MEANING TO TALK ABT IT BUT like I've rambled before I feel like I'm not prepared enough to. talk about it I don't even know how to explain it's not even that im embarrassed bc that's bound to happen with whatever I do but AHH!!

maybe ikm getting that guilt™ or whatever but it's NOT EVEN HAPPENED UET!!! Like I am just .nervous of moving on from my current fixation even tho they still make my brain ill they make me sick (positive) like there's no doubt that theyre .gonna be living in my brain rent free forever but I DOKTKNKOWW

and before I start confusing anyone or whatever. no I'm not uninterested in ishimondos no I probably won't stop drawing them bc I'm still very ill about them so. there's that! okay ! Thank u for coming to my Ted talk

#like i still. think about them j just IDK IDK monkey brain scared of change #bwomp bwomp #uhhhh i for reals need to catch u guys up on my sketchbook doodles bc then u can see my thought process on. what the past few....uh weeks? #have sorta been like with my art #most of it is prompttober stuff (cringetober amd mobtober) . i did draw the ishimodnos uhhhh fairly recently (i think a day after #i made the post abt me missing them #BUT STILL #mahbe im missing yhrm again maybe thats whu i am nervosu of changing intrests (or gaining new interests) #EVEN THO I LITERALLY DID THAT. WITH MOB PSYCHO #and ishimond and mp100 are like my two fixations right nwo #they can coexist why am i like ooo ahh im so spooky nervous abt gaining new interests #GIRL LIVE UR LIFE!!!! #anywyas whay if i went back to my roots (lps #wgat if i drew my fav littlest pet shops and subject y ou to tjrm #what if i made th ishimondosbas lps ............. #Ohmgof i wanna do mob as one tok im gonna go crazyi #im talking out of my ass at this point ok if u took the time to read all this bs thej thamk uou #krambles #goonight

[toastsnaffler]

my flatmate asking me the day before "do u want to hang out w me and [old friend] everyone else cancelled so I can invite u now" is not the heartfelt offer she thinks it is :^/

#what am i sloppy seconds. fuck off man #i like them both but im not in the place to socialise rn + also it just feels kinda mean. theyve had these plans for weeks #and i wasnt invited bc some of their other friends (who ive never met) didnt want me there which is fair enough ig #even tho their friends complained abt someone else bringing her bf but they both blocked the veto for that. pretty sure ik them- #better than some guy but whatever. i dont rly like their friends anyway bc they only ever have bad things to say abt them #like damn they sound like they have the emotional range of toddlers plus theyre all into shit like genshin. so i wasnt fazed abt it #hope they have a nice time etc but wow sure now theyve cancelled the day before u can invite me as a replacement. yeah thatll do wonders #for the social and self esteem issues i have around being single use and disposable and always on the outside etc yippee #the thing is if i go theyll just talk to each other anyway and leave me to be the fly on the wall like they always do. they dont want #me there they just want an audience i literally have nothing else to contribute i dont think they even like me that much so! #anyway complaint over. genuinely i hope they have a nice time im just annoyed at being treated like that + probably projecting a bit too #its not like i could go if i wanted to anyway bc i have shit to sort out + mail to wait for. maybe next time invite me from the start huh #we had another old friend visit last weekend but those plans were really made without me too and i was just added bc i Live Here so its #kind of unavoidable. but oh well whatever it was nice to see them either way #im too depressed rn to fix my social life or even rely on existing coping strategies in social situations so im having to temporarily #cut it back bc i get too trigger sensitive + dont want to hurt myself or others bc of an arbitrary emotional overreaction #its usually one of the first things to go when im Going Thru It not in a self isolating way but more bc its one of the hardest things #for me to maintain + im pretty self sufficient so its not absolutely crucial. like of course i love my friends but socialising is a #want not a need yknow. eating/sleeping/exercising/hygiene are all more fundamental parts of the engine so i gotta prioritise them #and it sucks but ill survive. anyway sorry for venting on everyones dash so early in the morning i woke up grumpy 👎 #i need to get breakfast and then go out. ughhhhhhh okay. #.vent

[sushisocks]

i wish i was as good as you in being feral in tags. i truly try, but it just doesn't come. you, on the other hand, make growling and barking in the notes seem so effortless, i'm in awe

HELLPP IM FUCKING CRYING THIS MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD

the fact that this could have been spurred by SO many posts ive reblogged the past 24 hrs. or like, ever 😭

but see

that's my secret, lissu

im always feral (lol)

and i just live in the tags so that's where it comes out more often than not LMAOO thank u for the compliment im glad my brand of mental illness is enjoyable HAHAHAH

#HAR DE HAR MARVEL REFERENCE sorry i couldnt help myself but ITS TRUE #the way i am in the tags is LITERALLY JUST HOW I ACT ALL THE TIME ONLINE THATS JUST WHAT IM LIKE #also being like very autistic and severely mentally ill and having very little dignity to speak of on this platform helps #AND i convinced myself like years ago that i can say whatever in the tags and maybe 2 other people will see it. this is my safe space #(obviously i know thats not true theres too many ppl here 4 only 2 a time to see me b crazy in the tags but we dont need to talk abt that) #also also if youre wondering how i think of the words i say in the tags. the answer is i dont!! #thank u again bcz i am STILL laughing over this #i went and looked bcz i was like 'what the fuck did i say in the tags that couldve spurred this ask' #now I scrolled like back a days worth but i really didnt need to. i definitely see your point LMAOO #DONT ASK ME ABOUT THAT JOSH HUTCHERSON POST I WILL NOT STAND RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT TEKI OF YESTERDAY SAID #NOR THAT ARTHUR MORGAN ART THAT WAS A VERY REASONABLE RESPONSE IMHO #ALSO NOT THAT WOLFSTAR ART THAT WAS ABSOLUTELY WITHIN THE PARAMATERS FOR THAT POST!!!!! #jesus christ. im doing it again #im--- #teki talks #asks

[this-doesnt-endd]

I feel like my crown just shifted up oh my god

#i have a cleaning thursday before work so like i can tell someone #but also why did i do that i schedualed it super early like im already regreting it #considering itll be the day after valentines which means my shift ends at 9/9:30 #and ill have to be there at my dentist by 7:30am #its whatever i just need to finish my dental work at the office then get my wisdom tooh pulled and ill be done w my teeth health wise #and then its onto the allergy shots which reminds me i have to reschedual my appt w my ent hoepfully its not anything too crazy far out #but i wanna talk w him and be like hey these shits are expensive what are my options or do u wanna be a homie and update my diagnosis #so they can get covered by my insurance cause i think if i can breath at like even 80% capacity my life would immensly change #and i was reading abt how like major chronic allergies lead to inflamation and my drs were concered abt that n i know i need to lose weight #but not being able to breath thru my nose hinders that to a degree #but like severe allergies are horrible for inflamation and like fucks up ur body and its like no wonder i feel horrible all the time #and itll prolly massively improve my sleep which also helps you #and i gotta go see my thyroid dr whos on the opposite end of town and wont answer the fucking phone to schedule and appt #cause i have to do that to renew my prescription and frankly i wish my primary dr could take care of that or get a new thyroid dr in general #but shes on maternity leave so ill have to wait for that #my dentist is also on maternity leave so ill have to see a diff one #i also ghosted my cardiologist but he literally called and was like ur fine the tests we ran showed ur in good health #but u should be more in shape and i didnt want another lecure abt being fat so i didnt go but i prolly should tho my results #prolly arent relavent anymore #and ive attemped ive done my bike workout a bit but its also been winter and i cannot bring myself to do anything besides rot in bed #most of the time and if i am going out its like to the movies or events where i just stand around and talk to people very low effort #i also have to email that lady abt my cetificate i still havent gotten abd the haircut place who charved me twice and write that damn review #that ive forgotten so many times

[piplupod]

sometimes i forget that phrases I've taken to saying aren't from any media and are just things real people in my life have said to me or within earshot of me, and if i try to reference those phrases its not going to make sense to anybody except me

#the one I've been thinking abt a lot lately is this old guy from my accordion classes a few yrs ago #we were talking about tiny tim and he said ''he was a little bit fairy wasnt he'' #this old man is like... OLD. so thats the derogatory term at the time to refer to gay ppl #but every now and then i get dressed in a fun outfit or see a certain blorbo (from media or an OC of mine) and think that to myself 😭😭 #and i keep Almost saying it with a couple specific friends who i know won't be offended or anything by my using the word #and then remembering literally no one will know im referencing smth and theyll think im just slinging around 1950s homophobic slang LMFAO #YKNOW WHATS FUNNY THOUGH. AWFUL TOO. I've been called that myself a couple times ??? like. who tf is still using that slang these days ??? #apparently some homophobes!! #insane fhdksl like. hi. can i help you. are u trying to be clever w ur homophobia. I'd love if u could stfu tbh #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[bingobongobonko]

gritting my teeth. im too tired to draw, several scenes at that, but i am imagining little vignettes and it pisses me OFF. one of yves and elias sitting on elias' balcony, overlooking the entirety of keeden. another one of jeurgen, eyes wide, computer illuminating his whole face as it flashes with different messages, and another of kass hunched over as she speaks to her newly-born NHP in curious wonder, and then of telly, who just keeps lookin in the mirror at his own face, his. well. everything. his suit's done.

#swear to god #when im not tired #i will try.. #i think im physically sick. body sluggish and i feel really tired #hrmph #sigh. lancer party in my head tho #we're so... different #its so weird how its a team #ALSO OOPS lyrics related #its making me see the pictures in my head #its so vivid its a shame i dont feel like gettin it out rn #like the “we watch the city vibrate” really hits different when u have the context for whats happening on Bo #we really just r watching it happen #heaven is NOT a place we can all have on this fucked planet but man. its hopeful yk #this is lancer rpg btw sorry i should say #if you see the name yves w/o the tumor assume im talking abt the world famous TTRPG Lancer Campaign Dog Days created by Spagini #song is yves tumor tho yea. fear evil like fire #she said it was literally yves and now im hunched over and seeing the images in my head. it is. it is yves... yeha.. #i love seeing the images in my head so clearly but it becomes so miserable when i cannot act on them

[firelordhotman]

friendly reminder that even if youre open about something on your blog, even if you think its so obviously right in your about/description/pinned/whatever, most of the people who will interact with you are not even looking that far at your blog. they dont know your name or your pronouns or your disabilities or your interests or your credentials or whatever you think is just *so obvious* that they *must* be intentionally ignoring it just to hurt you. ESPECIALLY not if theyre a random stranger who youve never interacted with once before, has never interacted with you once before either, and has absolutely zero reason to care about you. its not a personal attack, its just a fact. this is literally the internet

#i am TIRED. yes this is a vaguepost idc #utter stranger shows up in my notifs DEMANDING i explain a simple little joke tag about me and my loved ones experiences #as if i owe them the slightest ounce of attention in my day #and then when i do explain my & my loved ones lived experiences. they get mad & say im using THEIR personal experiences as a weapon #like. i dont have the slightest clue what your personal experiences are! i dont even know your name!! and i dont want to nor do i have to!! #i dont mean this rudely. but factually: you are not important enough to me to care even a little bit about your experiences #i dont bring up suicide or addiction or any shit like that because its Your experience. bc i have no fucking idea what your experience is #i talk about those things because its MY EXPERIENCE. that IM TALKING ABOUT. in the tags of a post that doesnt belong to either of us no les #this is probably the last thing im gonna post abt this bc i know youre still up my ass looking at everything i post rn #but to finish off. i was never even making a Point about anything in the tag. i wasnt starting discourse about anything. #it was just an Acknowledgement of a shared experience that me and many of my loved ones have. whether u like it or not #like literally i dngaf if YOU personally wouldnt describe your experience that way. We do describe it that way! We can be different #i just made a silly little tag for my friends to see. and YOU decided that you were entitled to both hear my life story and blatantly #misinterpret everything i say about it. like literal 'how dare you say we piss on the poor' type shit #like. saying 'x can cause y' does not mean im saying 'y is literally x' fucking OBVIOUSLY. god #i didnt fucking ask for this! YOU DID!! YOURE the one who DEMANDED it of me unprompted #& clearly must have just gone looking thru the tags of posts for ppl to beef with lollllll #i mean cmon. you didnt follow me i didnt follow you and that wasnt even your post. theres no other explanation lmao its p obvious #anyway i hope u find a better hobby or at least a more fun and fulfilling way to use this website. sincerely #at least get some better critical thinking skills before picking stupid arguments with random strangers online #but hey! play stupid games win stupid prizes<3 right?? #also one final note: to hear someone talking about the lived experiences of them and their real life loved ones and go 'hmm. sounds fake'. #its just giving Friendless. its giving 'how could anyone make fun art without doing crazy drugs!!'. #its giving 'Wait yall have friends irl? i thought it was just a joke'. its fucking hilarious and im gonna think about it forever #thank u for a lifetime supply of laughs godspeed

[woozi]

no bc the svteenies were insane for debuting with a mini that includes adore u and 20 in it

#special mention to shada too she’s a classic for a reason #adore u on the other hand....... the guitar riff.... the whole composition actually... THE VOCALS #very unique color to them #she GAVE #ANYWAY #20’s still one of the vocal u songs im so fond of #dont love the rest of the songs there BUT it was a product of its time i cant find fault in that #their discography is SOOOO good tbh #obviously there r gonna be some snoozers i havent seen any artist without em but over all???? holy fucking shit #im laying eggs #im so so in awe of these men #and im so glad circumstances allowed them this much creative freedom #lich rally have not liked a group this much in so many aspects but what can i do we’re literally talking about seventeen here #wish i got into them sooner though icb i’ve known abt them since their 17tv days but only got into them in 2020 #also stopped my kpop era in 2014-15ish so i also wasnt there for their debut </3 #but yeah </3 love these men so much i have SOOO much to say abt them today my brain feels like it has rock pops from all the crazy things- #-happening inside as i think abt this group #feel extra insane today so im super chatty and making sm gifs NFNDJDJ SORRY i havent been like this on here in a while #and u hopefully wont see me like this again any time soon 😋 #y.txt