#anyways let's cut to the actual tags

[forgettable-au]

What do we think? I think he's like the coolest scientist to ever science

HEY HAPPY 2000 FOLLOWERS‼️HOW DID THAT HAPPEN SO QUICK?????

I'm genuinely so shocked about that I'm so so glad you're all enjoying this AU so far hehehe:D

Also I just made the 1000 followers celebration post like a month ago or something??wow

Here's the guy ‼️‼️ I wanted to practice drawing him quickly and in different poses. I think I achieved that, all this was made with just the lasso fill tool it was soooo fun and I loved not being worried about details just SHAPE

ALL SHAPE (and colors)

#I AM SO GLAD I HAD THIS DRAWING SAVED ON MY PHONE ALREADY #I wanted to make a proper 2000 followers celebration drawing but got to 2000 too fast and didn't get the chance #so I'm just using this one drawing because I think it looks cool #he's so fun to draw #sometimes #sometimes he's so so hard to draw #especially from behind ahskajsskjs #man I thought about his design so much while making him #cyan/aqua/light blue with a greenish tint/teal is a very hard color to work with omg-- #and I have to stick with it because of the reverse color pallete thing Im doing but omg it's a hard color I should have just gone with #the color everyone always chooses for Gaster #purple #but I mean #the teal kinda makes him fit in with the CORE aesthetic so it fits #wait I think I'm rambling a lot in these tags #anyways let's cut to the actual tags #forgettable-au #undertale au #papyrus!gaster #papyrus is gaster #undertale #papyrus #gaster #undertale fanart

[theoldkyokodied]

Uploading all my Tomgreg art at once from the past few week before season 4 hits, who knows in what kind of mental state i'm gonna be once it does :')

#tomgreg #succession #dont even talk to me i started watching this show when i had nothing to do at work and now i watch it with averiel my good friend averiel #and we are going to watch s4 together and i feel physically ill from bein so excited #so ya thats what ive been up to... anyway. i love these idiots they desever nothing but the worst (affectionate) #im also a tomshiv lover btw. im the one who yells 'THIS IS HOW TOMSHIV CAN STILL WIN' while they are actively losing on screen #thats the kind of person i am #dont look at me (lying on the floor) #okay i was not going to say stuff in the tags and let the art speak for itself but i NEED to point out details in the wine Painting.. #i put a lot of work into that one. thinly veiled metaphors and symbolism yknow.. #greg is gripping the stem of the wine glass with his full fist. tom and greg are dressed in the same outfit (sock garters included) #greg look appalled but he is not doing anything about the spill. tom is fondly pouring greg more and more wine. he is doing him a favor #i colored the red wine the same way i would color blood :) oh and tom is not really touching greg #only holding the chair in place. greg is making himself look smaller than he is like usual #oh and @ the person who said that it's the inverse of the tom and nate scene i love the way you think. i did not think of that before #but god. yeah. i actually thought about the scene change from when roman uhh.. christens his office in s1. the one with the coffee machine #i always go insane at that cut. this is not exactly the same since it's more.. about emotions but yknow.. it can be.. the same...

[beelzzzebub]

hi!!!! thank you @summercampghostie @im-the-son-of-rage-and-lov3 and @biromanticboba for the tag! i'm making a new thread so i could respond to everyone at once. i love this picrew so it was really fun to do again with the changes in my look hehe

it's supposed to be what you look like vs what you would want to look like, but if i'm being completely honest, i've just been really happy with how i look lately so i only did that version :))))

EDITING TO ADD THE LINK LMAO HERE YOU GO

np tags 🪄 @spectral-mycoblin @starry-eyed-darling @trips-around-the-sun @mack-anthology-mp3 and ofc anyone else who wants to join!! love you all <3

#boink #picrew #im so happy i cut my hair haha #ive also been letting myself do fun makeup things #like i sort of have a new routine of lipstick + eyeliner for a darker color #and then just lipstick for eyeshadow and blush #and smudged eyeliner and spidery mascara lashes #i am a huge fan of doing this #in addition not doing makeup that will make me more conventionally attractive #like the goal is not to look as if i am not wearing makeup #its to have fun with it #we're feeling vampire #we're feeling gothic spring #im also not making my face all matte lol #ive always been so insecure that my face is too oily or too shiny or whatever the hell people are made to feel insecure about #and i have decided that actually that does not matter #and my face is going to look like what it fucking looks like #its a great time #ive been having more fun with clothes too honestly #im really trying to lean into this whole gothic floral thing you know #lololllllll #anyway #thank you tags for beingy happy ramble space as always #go forth and picrew my friends

[hrokkall]

Praise no power higher than your own code

#ULTRAKILL #V1 #V1 Ultrakill #cw: #Blood #Wanted to screw around with a flat brush I completely forgot I made a while back... and yeah that's it #Not supposed to be anything revolutionary just needed to get it out of my system #And also I'm chronically indecisive so have two alt palettes too #Uhhhh usually my tags are longer. What else can I decide to not shut up about #Caption is from a slide on an Ultrakill/Dante's Inferno powerpoint I made that I went back to and said ''wait that sounds cool actually'' #(It wasn't cool on a powerpoint though that was meant to be pretty matter-of-fact. Need to cut the prose sometimes) #Anyway yeah that's it. Tumblr isn't letting me add alt IDs hopefully it will in the mobile editor #Hrokkall Art

[goldentigerfestival]

the beginning of vesperia will always be hilarious to me bc it's like

yuri goes off planning to get the blastia back blah blah blah

finds out estelle is looking for flynn

you'd swear he eyes lit up like a child opening their favorite birthday present bc from that point on he never shuts up about flynn ever again and frankly probably does not want to

and as far as i am concerned takes the opportunity of estelle looking for him to go find him too like he's using it as an excuse to go find and be around him

bc im sorry when he finds flynn he's like

"i've been looking all over for you"

um??? sorry what??? wasn't estelle looking for flynn and yuri just happened to be going in the same direction anyway so they stuck together? wasn't estelle looking for flynn to warn him and yuri had other business that had no relation whatsoever to flynn? wasn't estelle looking for flynn and it just happened to be a coinkydink that yuri was along for the ride while he handled his own business?

"i've been looking all over for you" NAH SLIP OF THE TONGUE NO TAKE BACKS YOU JUST WANTED TO BE WITH HIM AND FOUND A NICE EXCUSE TO DO IT 'CAUSE YOU WEREN'T IN THE KNIGHTS ANYMORE

i could swear half of act 1 is just yuri like "estelle stop running around and getting distracted or being indecisive i wanna see flynn and im trying to be polite and not leave you behind at the same time"

like??? for all her worry and valid reasoning to go looking for him, yuri brings his ass up on the regular like who are you trying to motivate here im sure anyone else but you could be given a pep talk that does not include the name "flynn" zooming out of your mouth

'cause it sure as shit feels like yuri is more antsy about seeing him than estelle is

but also quite frankly it is adorable bc it just makes yuri seem like he's excited to talk abt flynn to someone. someone else who knows flynn? good, great, he can act like a giddy schoolgirl who found someone to talk to her crush abt. he'll pretend it's not that serious and conveniently forget to stop mentioning him when Literally Nobody Fucking Asked.

if i was playing vesperia for the first time you could have told me yuri was starry eyed for flynn within like the first half hour if not earlier and i would have believed you instantly

and considering what yuri is like, shut up it's adorable and i love that for him

#Fluri #im not letting this go and no amount of anything is changing my mind #u ever wonder why i tend to bring them and richbel up in the same posts/tags? #bc they do this fucking shit too they never shut UP abt each other #and they'd scream like you were SLAUGHTERING them if you tried to separate them mid conv #actually scratch that richard WOULD BE doing the murdering if you tried to separate him from asbel #he will behave like you are slaughtering him and then slaughter you and im sorry fellas but that's... that's basically canon #yuri and flynn aren't much better it's just kinda like #they can fight and argue and whine at each other and separate #but only THEY can separate each other from themselves. YOU cannot separate them or there will be biting #anyway this is a shitpost it just got to be a long shitpost so it has a read more cut #not my fault yuri acts like an entire personified shitpost

[floral-hex]

Okay okay, I usually hate posting selfies, but then again, I also love a little mild attention. So, to strike a balance, here are 4 recent ones, but I’m posting them at 2am so I don’t have to worry about bothering too many people. Yeah? Ok thanks I love you

#yes I know how time zones work… they’re fake. it’s night everywhere right now. duh. #sometimes a girl just wants to hear she’s pretty 🤷🏻‍♂️ #I’m sorry I have a perpetual grumpy face. I don’t know what to do about that 🤷🏻‍♂️ #god I’m bored. and lonely. and yearning. yeah… #I don’t want to get into that right now… ok I do but maybe let’s not do it in these tags #anyway I’m actually probably going to chop off most of my hair this weekend #I know I know. dudes cutting off long hair is a sin but also… it’s hot. my hair is heavy and gets gross easily #it’ll grow back soon enough but for now it needs to be razed #so what else what else… #this is my third night staying in the hospital while my mom is admitted #she’s doing better but I don’t really want to leave her here alone for too long #being stuck in bed feeling like shit all day gets lonely and tiresome so someone’s gotta hang with her #it’s not so bad on my part. I just sit in this chair all night on my phone and then eat breakfast in the cafeteria #easy peasy #I haven’t been home much in the past few days. just a few hours at time to nap and then head back #but it’s good. things are getting better #yup… #I guess that’s it… I don’t know what else to say #you can ignore this #take it sleazy #me #selfie #gross boy

[words-be-upon-ye]

There are a couple tropes I really love in the space of Miraculous Ladybug fan works, but quite possibly my favorite is when the miraculous holders just get creature from using their powers.

Like yeah, I would say that hosting the power of an abstract concept given sentience, that got shoved into the shape of an animal and bound to a piece of jewelry, would kinda mess with your body a bit.

The little bit of this we get in canon is basically that Adrien loves being a cat and the whole Tikki munches incident.

But I love it when people give them ears and wings and tails, give them eyes that aren't quite human anymore. Fuck with their gender and their sense of body. Sometimes it's body horror, sometimes it's just aesthetic. Love it either way.

I just think it's so fun, a lot of the time it's combined with the like "when a holder and the kawami really respect and bond with each other there's nothing that can be done except having magic bleed into the holder" I think that's fun, but also just making the animal of the kwami a bigger deal is fun. Like if you're going to make it a ladybug you might as well give her wings and antenna and mirrored eyes.

#yes I do like ml #there's just so many characters I like to mess with in my head #also sue me I'm trans and have a certain respect for body horror. for the forced change of your physical self especially when you chose it #anyway I alwasys ramble in the tags #I set up this side blog to hide random writing thoughts I had and oh boy do I have a lot and none of them are on here #and recenetly (and by recently I mean like the past year) I've been hit with so many ml thoughts) #they're all gay #and some of them are cohesive #actually a lot of them revolve around chloe and au's where she gets a meaningful improvement arc #give that gay girl intresting stuff #miraculous ladybug #ml #although one of my ideas is also my very fun very gender take of ml where to conceal their identities ladybug and chat start pretending #to be different people under the masks like they don't need to like explicitly say. they just #switch costumes a lot and they like slyly hint at maybe theres dozens of people who pass around the miraculous to make sure that their #Identities are always safe #and to support the act they also start changing the genders they present as as holders. everyone is like “it's clearly multiple people” #and during this process marinette and Adrien are both like slowly having personal gender revelations #and gabe is like tearing his hair out over having to fight this secret group of superheros that he can never find or catch #but he's still just getting his ass kicked by two kids who're doing the world's most successful costumes change bits #it's like those “fake dating” tropes where they're like “oh but we really do love each other” but with gender #“oh I've got a great idea lets pretend to be different genders sometimes” #cut to “hmh ok so I think I'm not pretending anymore” #oh I do always ramble in the tags

[petrichormeraki]

this was supposed to be a warm up doodle and i got carried away...anyway these are my tubbo designs

#this actually took me all day #several hours #ANYWAY. I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS #tubbo's hair is short in the pogtopia one bc i hc that his hair got burned in the execution and it got cut so bandages could be put on #/it could grow back #he kept it short in his presidential era because neat and tidy is professional #and he started letting it grow out in snowchester because that's his relax arc/when he met ranboo #and ranboo don't like eye contact so tubbo let it grow in front of his eyes #not pictured here is when ranboo died and tubbo sheared ALL his hair off in a fit of impulsive grief :) #anyway. please ask me abt my dsmp designs DKGNDDIF #meraki art #dream smp #tubbo underscore #idk what else to tag #i actually got the hat right first try im pretty proud of that #digital art ahoy! #fuck i forgot the tw #tw eye trauma

[optogeneticist-sketchbook]

Do you ship Redcloak with anyone?

i like these two

2023.01.14

#order of the stick #redcloak #oona oots #the only other redcloak ship i've seen is redcloak/vaarsuvius #which I never had enough interest in to sit down and consider #I could mayyybe be sold on a very dark and depressing xykon/redcloak. I haven't seen it before and idk how it would work exactly but there #is potential (thanks tumblr for cutting off my tag when i pressed post without any indication you were going to do that) #but yeah oona and redcloak is good imo #im not sure how compatible they would ACTUALLY be but their interactions are just so charming #he gives off huge Do Not Touch vibes #so the way he lets her manhandle him is... honestly... cute #when im having redcloak brainworms the part where she gives him a noogie is on constant repeat inside my head #something about it makes me wonder if he's touch starved. Anyway #i think oona is one of the very few characters he even marginally relaxes around #so much of his screentime is spent interacting with people he actively hates #and if he doesn't hate them then there's a certain professionalism at play that makes genuine connection difficult (eg with jirix) #there's something very fragile and very special about redcloak actually listening to someone. and I like seeing it #(that fragile special something may just be her race. but um let's pretend it isn't lmao) #oots #oona #also sorry for the late reply... irl stuff #csp

[mozart-the-meerkitten]

My parents and I watched the season 3 finale of Star Wars: Rebels tonight and I can't believe my mom was the one who was like "WHY ARE THEY* ALL DYING?!" and I was the one being all, "don't worry I'm sure it will be fine." this is the most role reversal we have ever done.

(*to clarify I mean the rebels in general, the main cast was fine)

#star wars #star wars rebels #star wars rebels spoilers #what's really funny is that this season ended pretty much like 'the last jedi' did it with hardly anyone making it out #and them all crowded on the main iconic ship #and I HATED the last jedi #but like it just felt so much more HOPEFUL in rebels Idk man #also yeah I did make this post as a way to shamelessly react post in the tags #Idk even where to start #the first part of the finale was crazy man their leader literally CUT AN IMPERIAL SHIP IN HALF by ramming his command ship into it #like if you're gonna die doing a kamikaze run let it be by CUTTING ANOTHER SHIP IN HALF #and what the FUDGE is bendu WHAT was his deal even #kanan showing up yelling at him like merry with treebeard in the LOTR movies #'but you're a part of this world! aren't you?' #my mom was so mad at bendu for refusing to help akjghljasgdhfdgjags I'm over there like 'wait until they ACTUALLY ATTACK HIS PLANET' #and haha I was right #okay this is so silly but I'm so happy they didn't kill off agent callus that dude has really grown on me #he was doing his best thrawn's just insane with strategy #also THRAWN aklghfjaskgdls okay I LOVED his reaction to bendu being “?!?!? shoot it?!?!” *windows error noise* #man was foiled by his own underlings and angry force rafiki #HERA CALLING KANAN 'MY LOVE' OH MY WORD JUST *MARRY* EACH OTHER ALREADY YOU BASICALLY ALREADY ARE #'looks like the family's back together' STOP #the yavin base name drop #me through the entire space battle: do you know what we need right now? the battlestar galactica #just looked it up and apparently a star destroyer is actually not much bigger than a battlestar which is. FASCINATING to me #they'd be like the same class of ship #which tracks yeah #anyway #they did have a few ships get away so they did actually have a better success rate than in TLJ #but of course they had MANDALORIANS to help them out here so

[tidekissed]

ithink. I should be gently held by a guy. just a little bit.

#tidepool chats #I’m so. I gave myself a stress headache. #I deserve a hug. At least. #even though my brain is being. super mean because it’s exhausted and screaming very loud #that none of my f/os would feel anything towards me ever #bc I’m gross/weird/undesirabel/whatever #but. yeah. I deserve a friendly hug at least. at the very least #just. wish brain would let me have. actual comfort #but I’ll just have to take what I can get ig. #there are specific reasons I worry abt the ship with n specifically too #because I’ve always been told I’m cold/robotic/etc and he’s. very much not those things. so it’s like. yweah #anyway. sorry for whining in the tags #I just. it’s hard when there isn’t someone that can actually verbally tell me I’m wrong #or refute my evidence that I would be right #very. I view the world as just data moment #but whatever. cutting myself off now I promise

[bl00dw1tch]

the way i have absolutely no business being the way i am

#horse.txt #vent // #sort of. too high to be sad abt it im in anthropology mode and listening to music that makes me feel sexy so its fine yk #anyway i typed a whole bunch of other tags talking abt how and why i feel this way by going through a few of the events i can remember #from my childhood that Might explain why im so emotionally guarded and struggle to open up anymore. #bc i Wanted to say they all felt dumb and juvenile esp since ive actually like #made peace with most of the ppl who were involved with them #but the Anthropology mode was just tearing it all down as i typed it bc that Is just a ridiculous way to look at it no matter how you cut it #doesn't matter that nobody involved really Meant to deal that kind of harm and i dont need to hate or blame anyone in order to acknowledge #that it still just Happened. like thats a Memory already babe no do overs. #which is kind of just accidental therapy so sick. love that fir me genuinely! #but also yes theres the bitch part of me that still wants to discredit it bc acknowledging that it happened =/= Fixing My Issues #so im still at square one technically. ive just been pacing in circles on it for a while ig #EVEN WORSE that the Scale of my issues is so incredibly mundane compared to so many of the people i seem to meet. #sitting in bed crying abt not having friends for a few days in elementary school when other ppl have jojos bizarre adventure levels of Lore #i know im not technically invalid for feeling the way i do or anything but god. if it doesn't feel fucking Embarrassing to open up about😭 #its impossible NOT to feel stupid and sensitive for having these first world ass problems. And letting them hold me back #bc ppl not liking me for any reason makes me sooooooooo fucking scared So fucking scared its not even funny 😝 #at least. ppl in my Circles. im pretty ok about being assertive with randos #still some work to be done on it but its better than whatevers going on with my personal relationships rn #sincerely to my mutuals and loved ones who see this i swear to GOD i love you so so so fucking much and im so. im trying to figure out this #the stuff thats got me so distant and bad at keeping in touch. its a whole slew of feelings about how i see Myself--not yall #i double pinky promise cross my heart im extremely serious #thank you for being patient with me you mean more to me than im capable of putting into words right now #alright theres a shot of tears in the hollow of my collar bone time to wrap up this post #daily reminder that i love body hair. there's some honesty. #😎😎😎💪💪💪 #the Quaritch under the cut is just to make me feel better bc i love him and i think hes so pretty. hes like a security blanket

[collegeoflore]

filing these under “lines that make xarrai feel extremely normal” as well.

#this whole conversation is a lot for them. LMAO. #i have actually fully rewritten this one as a dialogue study too bc it’s like. a very important moment for them but #idk man. i wish u could argue with him more in game LOL #this convo makes me and xarrai both batshit insane tho LOL #the inbuilt banite ambition they run from but cannot shake (let him take this power and then take it from him) #vs the love for him they refuse to admit is love (this will ruin him) #they don’t WANT this power and they don’t want him to have it but they can’t shake the part of them that plots out how to get it. #but they have to be better than what made them or none of it was worth it etc etc etc i am rambling. anyway. bye #oc. xarrai #r. hold me like a knife #(for durge!xar they r much more like ‘idk if this is a good idea but i will maybe help u??’) #(canon!xar is (after they get over their knee jerk reaction of Oooh I Want It) is very directly to his face like ‘this is an awful idea.’) #realized these tags r not even about the lines in the screenshots. lol. #the whole ‘what cazador did was only wrong because it happened to *me*’ cuts them like a fucking knife tho LOL #it’s such a flagrant rejection of everything xarrai has said to him by this point. and he doesn’t even recognize it as one LOL #but xar hears that as ‘every bit of genuine emotion you’ve shown me and the trust u put in me with ur past meant nothing :) sowwie’ #‘it was only bad bc it happened to me and that means it’s not bad when ppl like cazador do things to ppl like u either :)’ #and they Know that’s not what he means. but instead of communicating like an adult they just seethe abt it LOL #okay sorry now i’m done. #lord only knows why i exclusively drop lore in the tags.

[jrwiyuri]

Gillion as a pony. Because nobody could stop me :)

[ID in alt]

#My Art #Snakes Art Tag #Jrwi #Gillion Tidestrider #|| #this is my second time trying to draw a full body pony #I’ve tried a few times but it’s never worked #and the trick for me was to just.. use a dog reference 💀 #like these bitches are nothing like real horses anyway why make it hard by using a horse ref? #I guess some people do draw them more like actual horses but idc #so :) #anyway as always let me know if the image description is good #i never know if it is good #and I also don’t know how they work at all #i was thinking about also including the ID under a cut but idk if that would be redundant? #idfk..

[frodo-of-the-nine-fingers]

i actually do genuinely think lan xichen ate jin guangyao's hand as a way to try keep the last thing left of him in the world

#that or he planted it to grow a new a-yao (who comes back wrong!!) #like actually tho he has to keep it in some form or.fashion #nhs has the destroyed hat and has exposed and defiled jgy's legacy #the hand is all that remains #anyways!!! it's!!! #leg #how meat loves meat #dare i maintag this i dont have a me tag #xiyao #and theres something in the way that it was lwj that cut it off inadvertantly letting lxc keep a piece of him #jgy's hand is to nmj's head (will not be explaining this)

[cruelsister-moved2]

what is butchfemme without gender roles like its playful and camp and satirical and bootleg but the only way we know to define what is butch and what is femme is by looking to how masculinity and femininity have been culturally defined and going cool. mine now:) and it seems like sometimes there is this expectation of us to constantly be performing and self aware and like butchfemme earnestness isnt really okay because we all know gender roles are baddddd and you need to be parodying them tut tut

like yeah I like that my boyfriend is a 5'1 girl who cries when she sees a kitten but she also like just is my boyfriend and im not saying it to put on a performance of any kind. im not thinking about how this satirises heterosexuality, i just saying it bc its true :) and there shouldnt be any more expectation of self awareness on that than on a couple of 2 feminine women. we are no more likely to replicate the patriarchy or whatever than they are and in fact most butchfemme couples are already inherently very self aware so... just let us be ourselves just because we want to it doesn't have to be praxis we're not political lesbians

#butchfemme #i always forget to tag im sorry #like there is potential for a lot of gender mediation etc but it also doesn't have to be that ur allowed to just like it. #and usually it's both. #I rmbr ages ago a bunch of t*rfs got mad at me for saying gender 1. can't be defined anyway and 2. isnt where the actual problem lies #so instead of fruitlessly trying to make some world where everyone wears neutral colour boiler suits and bowl cuts #why not actually address the very addressable things and just free the concept of gender from them #it's naive to believe u CAN abolish gender but I woild argue that u actually #shouldn't. #but a lot of ppl who should know better still very much have that attitude and its constant like #literally on other lgbt people to always be doing Queering as an act #but letting people just be themselves is very different from like #umm maybe women just want to spend 20% of their income on beauty products #and yes they face subtle and unsubtle punitive consequences for not doing so #but no one is FORCING them #etc