#anyways good night 🥰🥰

[completelyrain]

11:16 ; Her beloved’s arms.

/ please don’t mind my English it is not my first language! warnings: mentions of death /

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her hands were so cold. they were trembling even with the tons of blankets and warmth that they could give to her fragile young girl’s body.

she always thought that she was weak. in every type of was, but was she?

her body just kept moving and shifting from position to position, craving a place where she would feel better, a place that she could call home. she kept seeking for that comfortable feeling until a pair of strong arms wrapped themselves around her waist.

that is when it hit her. that warmth. that comfort. that love that she desperately seeked was right in front of her since the begging. this whole time. ah, love. love love love. people would die for it, right?

she smiled fondly to the final success of her task and left her soul vanish or maybe just vagabond in the air, being finally and truly, free.

she left this world, in her beloved’s arms.

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#: mally writes!📚 : #just a quick drabble because I felt like it #don’t mind the English #anyways good night 🥰🥰 #take care #drink water !!

[summerfevers]

if you’re up to it i would very much like to know your white collar neal timeline🎤🎤

this turned out to have many asides and be very long so the tl;dr is: peter have you considered that he's just a twenty-something teenage girl :( ?

timeline:

neal born 1984 ish. he's an aries and a millennial

neal, ellen, and neal's mom go into witsec 1987, neal age 3

2003 adler scandal i fucking guess. neal age 19

neal arrested probably mid 2005, 21

neal goes to jail for the first time, i want to say early 2006, age almost 22

pilot is set late summer 2009, age 25

same-sex marriage legalized in new york june 24th 2011, they talk about this in season 3 episode 14 which is soon after. neal's 27

more or less a year later–let's go with less–neal tells sam that he has spent the last decade running from the truth he learned at 18. taking him literally that it was 10 years ago he is now 28 it is the end of season 4 and 2012

the end of season 4 to the series finale is less than a year. he is 29 its 2013.

when we see him in paris he might be 30 but that doesn't count To Me

i present my evidence:

i don't know where we got "neal is 35" from i cant make it work. neal and co. went into witsec (which i have actually since learned is not available to people living in dc, they have their own version but it is not overseen by the federal marshalls, i don't think they can give you as many legal documents like a ssn, and they don't help you set up your new life as much? something about neal's life that would be interesting to explore.) when he was three and ellen says in season 4 that she's been in witsec for Nearly three decades. confirmed 33 or under in season 4

he also says to "sam" more than once that he's spent the last decade running from the truth he learned at 18–he very well could be rounding down here and mean like 12-13 years but i am Choosing to Believe he meant that literally. we are now at youngest 28, it is the last episode of season 4.

now due to the way the show is structured and the fact that it is never really winter. ok maybe winter 1 time because i can see in my mind neal in his little wool coat and earmuffs but largely it is summer and we never have a christmas episode. anyway due to All That our only real anchor in the timeline is that the episode where diana is Grappling with her engagement to Christie happens immediately following june 24th 2011, when same-sex marriage was legalized in new york. and also that later that season in the commutation hearing they say that neal has served 2 years of his sentence. so the pilot was set in 2009 when it aired we are at one year/season. but as the series goes on the episodes and even seasons have increasingly shorter gaps between them, and by season 6 we haven't even finished our four years. by the end of season 4 i want to say we are three years into his sentence and he's 28. between the end of season 4 and when neal dies in season 6 there has got to be less than a year that passes. actually deadass why was neal so obsessed with the pink panther case ending his sentence early we are like months out king. i get the injustice the system is broken they'd keep him forever but to people outside his circle he must have looked sooo silly for that. but whatever. he is 29 when he dies and 30 when we see him again in paris, his roaring 20s of crime and incarceration over.

Anyway where the "neal is 35 or at least claims to be much older than this timeline would say he is" probably came from in-universe is that the adler scandal takes place SEVEN years before s2 when peter confronts neal about it. 2003?????? guys the thing we have to understand, to embrace, about neal's personal timeline is that i do not think anyone in that writers room was really grasping how much they had neal do in so short a time. 2003 he is like 19 guys. maybe by the time peter says it was 7 years ago it was 2011 ? and the adler thing was 2004? but no that couldn't work because it's mid 2011 like a year later in s3. so basically neal walks out of st louis and has a magical girl transformation through which he immediately becomes a great conman and criminal. and he meets mozzie basically straight away. he should still be in like calculus and ap lit at this juncture. and then they go right into the adler con ??? and neal is obviously lying through his teeth to everyone saying he is at least 21 but probably more along the lines of 23. and while most of his aliases are eventually found out by peter if no one else, no one ever goes "wait IS HE a teenager?" no one is guessing this.

so we spend a couple months fucking around and fucking UP with adler, kate probably doesn't know how old we actually are, this relationship cannot actually last very long at all because we are truly on a time crunch right now. we have less than three years for neals entire criminal career before he goes to jail. i know i said on the bullet list he went to jail early 2006 he has got to have been arrested like summer 2005 at the latest to be tried and sentenced by then and i feel like even that might be tight because he was suspected of so many other things they wanted to get evidence for. but how is neal teaching kate to be a criminal less than a year into his own career. i think neal must have been a hardcore improv kid for this to work honestly. i bet he competed. so our golden days of mozzie neal and kate against the world lasts maybe a year at best before neal and kate fight and she leaves and he spends months trying to get her back and get her attention and commits a truly breathtaking amount of crimes in this time.

also i'm skipping through forging bonds right now trying to flesh out this timeline and it was incredibly shady of peter and co to see that kate is doing so much to stay hidden from her ex boyfriend and then to reveal her to neal in order to catch him. like that was fucked up they didn't know neal yet he hadn't been suspected of violent crimes but they didn't know why kate was working so hard to escape him. like it worked out ok (arguably, but that could be a different post) but they had no reason to trust neal not to hurt her like this. she could have been running from an abusive situation he's known to be a talented criminal with no fears about escalating his crimes he could have killed her. one thing about the fbi is that they never once care about kate's safety and it does indeed get her killed one day.

in conclusion neal is known as one of the best forgers in the world when he is arrested in 2005 at age 21 maybe 2 years into his criminal career. here i am 21 what have i accomplished

#hiiiiiii LOVE your wc fic explorations of neals childhood are everything To Me and really your characterization of danny brooks is exactly #the kind of child neal would have to be for him to have been essentially a child prodigy at white collar crime #truly hes gotta be canon #also one more thing why is james in that flashback like have a good day at school 🥰 or whatever. neal is 2 or 3 and his mom didnt seem #to work so he didnt have daycare. where tf is he going #anyway thank you for coming to my ted talk future talks will discuss my conflicting opinions on how neal and kates relationship is treated #in canon and how neal was obviously not an early 2000s emo kid but frankly? maybe he should have been. good night #white collar #poplars.txt #just put this throufh a word counter 1200??? sorry. #this post is nearly twice the word count of the assignment i was procrastinating while i wrote it 🧍

[neondiamond]

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#and after one last day of work (and a nearly 14 hour one bc people just love to leave things until last minute) #i just shut off my laptop and it’s not getting turned back on again until mid january #almost 7 glorious weeks of vacation to enjoy december and christmas 🥰 #and i’m leaving for my dream trip in 6 days! #i’m so excited! #i’m having a cuddle with noodle (more like he’s kinda crushing me but it still counts lol) #and we’re about to go to bed because i’m sleepy #but i’m so happy i decided to take time off #also i’m so excited for advent season to start tomorrow #truly my favourite time of year #anyways rambling again good night <3

[jaeyooniverse]

230925 Dawon Fancafe Update - "Native Country Class"

I'm reminded of the Miracle of Istanbul. Son(Heungmin) North London Multi-goal celebration meme(.gif) *

Yes Hello! I've come to you as a reviewer after a while!

First, as we had a layover in Turkey, I tried Kaymak which was on my bucket list!

Well if I missed this opportunity, I don't think I would be able to try for another 2~3 years, so I tried really hard to find itㅎㅎ(Funny but not funny)

First! The first place didn't sell kaymak separately, but on top of a local dessert. So it's not the style I wanted but I tried to buy it just to taste it. But, I couldn't pay by card so I wasn't able to eat it. The second place I found is!!

I didn't take this picture

This place! This place is like a buffet, where you can grab the food you want and pay for it, so you can try it!

Getting to the point, I'll show you the pictures first

Yes I took this picture myself

You can try it like this. The bread at the top is Simit which is a Turkish staple you can try. It was chewy and delicious. And the honey is just standard honey(The scent can vary by region or type so I was anticipating a special scent but that wasnt the case!) And, finally, kaymak!! Firstly, the biggest difference between Korea was the texture and mouthfeel.

I could say it breaks down and melts in your mouth without feeling artificial? First I don't know if there is cream or starch added like in Korea but in my opinion it still feels a bit more natural! The bubbly surface was also similar to the local kaymak I saw(bc it's local;)

Bubbles and detailed surface (soz for repeated edits) last lastlast real last *

And I understand why simit and kaymak are the best combination,

The bread isn't too moist? But when kaymak and honey meet, you could say that moisture fills up the less moist grains with creamy milk and honey's gooeyness? Anyway, these are some charming guys!

I've found if I go on a food trip once in my life, I want to come to this country again! Anyway, be happy today too, and think of me just 13 times. Thank you, yes

I think I need to become more familiar with Ayran

*may contain inaccuracies:^)

#sf9 #dawon #dwn.log #'funny but not funny' no it's not funny at all...stop reminding me that youre leaving me soon 😭😭😭😭😭 #anyway i put asterisks in only a few places but it was a struggle doing this whole post LMAO #but it was fun that's why i do it 🥰 we love language learning 🥰🥰 #if it wasn't 4am maybe i would've taken notes too but um... good night lmao #anyway i love dawon and reading his thoughts and how his brain works and how he talks abt food #and how excited he was to try kaymak like once i saw they had a stopover in turkey i immediately knew he'd wan #get some im happy he did!! #anyway idk if anyone cares. i posted this for myself but you guys can look too i guess 🙄😂

[queerstudiesnatural]

happy birthday!!! let's go s2 dean winchester year old 🙏💖🫶🎉✨ i hope you have a sweet day tmrww (i consider it tmrw but you know.. later today) 😊

thank you!!! 🥰 1997 taurus spnblrinx momence ♉️🫶

#i have a doctor's appointment first thing in the morning lol what a great start to the day #faut bien rentabiliser les ponts pour faire ce qu'on a pas le temps de faire d'habitude lol #anyway good night 🥰 #rain.asks #k tag 🧭

[ridiculously-over-obsessed]

Things might kinda suck rn but I've just booked a tattoo appointment for November so at least I'll have two new tattoos

#max rambles a lot #haven't had a new tat since just before covid so i'm making up for it by getting two 😌 #i have to get the train to this specific tattoo studio but her work is really great and i'm excited #she does a load of tswift tattoos so if these ones go well i might see if she's doing any for folklore or speak now 👀 #anyway at least it gives me something to look forward too 🥰 #that and i'm hanging out with ellie in thursday night so all in all a pretty good week 🥰

[daddy-long-legss]

BUENOS DÍAS ☀️🤗

#i didn’t sleep as much as I wanted #BUT I AINT EVEN MAD #i played with myself last night and came so good #🥰 #Lmao #my go To vids go get off #are usually #in the #extreme rough category #compilation category #haha #anyways #say good morning back!

[rosicheeks]

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#I’m getting hit with a massive wave of nostalgia now #I remember staying up ALL NIGHT working on changing my theme #I used to play in the html and add things #I looooved adding falling snow during the winter #I remember when having a music player at the top or somewhere on your blog was super popular #but ended up being incredibly annoying #cause half of the people put it on autoplay so when you entered someone’s blog you would get blown away by music #I remember having a whole different page for an about me #I wonder if I still have that up on mine #broooo I haven’t looked at my blog page on a laptop or anything in fucking AGES #I’m embarrassed to think what it might look like but whatever #most of us are using mobile anyway #or at least in my mind we are hahaha #so when I first started a blog I think I was in middle school??? like 12 or 13 hahahaha good times #my first url was SO CRINGE and I’m not going to say it cause I’m 😬😬😬😬😬 when I think about it #and then I slowly got more of a following and started doing smoke videos #I miss that community too :( #making smoke videos and tagging a bunch of stoner mutuals to ‘pass the bong/joint’ #and then they would make a video and tag me #awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhh #I haven’t logged into that tumblr in AGES omg #but then I decided to post content and I didn’t want to post it on my original blog in case it got flagged or anything #so I made this blog #and here we are 🥰 #but man I have SO many memories from my last blog #i made a friend in Belgium and we sent presents back and forth #I think only once but maybe twice #I still have the bracelet she sent me #can’t believe I’ve been on tumblr for most of my life lmao #but I’ve met SO many amazing people that I would have never have met

[running-in-the-dark]

normally I'm not a fan of clip show episodes buuut I'm really enjoying the ones in season 6 of Night Court.

not just because of all the Dan stuff but... okay only 99% because of that.

also "not sleazy but ethically questionable in regards to women" - oh Daaan 🙄

#by far the best part is seeing all his pretty suits #and when his hair was longer and shorter :3 #and more or less grey :3 #very cute #and he's sooo awful 🥰 very nice summary of why I love him (unfortunately lol) #he's so funny. he's so so stupidly funny #it's nice to know that there's things that can overcome my insane morality issues #ooh this character did a not great thing once? hmm yeah the brain can't handle it sorry. #this man is the worst? horrible awful terrible not good ever in any way? yes please :) #it's a mystery why he gets a pass (it's because I find him insanely attractive and he's so fucking funny and it's simply too much) #(no seriously it's because I was already obsessed with him before I started watching the show and obsession is stronger than the issues so. #that makes it okay! #because yes I have to justify this to myself! can't just like him! I've got to fill out a form for my brain every time I accidentally think #about this :) hmm can we like him... no we can't... but WHAT IF...) #anyway whatever I just watched both these episodes twice lol #personal #night court #dan fielding #also. not relevant but he's definitely gained weight over these six seasons and. I'm only mentioning that because. I like it soooo much. 🥵 #he looks so good. ugggh #it does not matter but. I like it.

[no-one-hears-me]

"please don't do that" = my inspiration to do that

#late night phonecall with my boy. gotta stop answering bc i say way too much #anyways. decided to tell him about how i would like. not eat on purpose and i was skinny #said that it was several years ago tho and didn't mention anything more recent #tbf it was most serious several years ago and hasn't gotten that bad since then #anyways. during the convo i said something about how i WAS skinny at this time then got fat over this time #bc he was asking for a bit of a timeline #and he was like. i don't think you got fat i think you got healthy #and said i look good and don't need to lose weight etc like awwww 🥰 #anyways. made a joke about looking like [redacted] and he was like no please don't do that #he wants me to be healthy and eat and not lose weight etc #and i was joking at the time but that convo inspired me to grind harder to really lose some weight 💪 #and i feel kinda bad bc i know he doesn't want me to and would be a lil upset if he found out #but it's my life not his #he doesn't have to find out. unless he notices that i look different. i HOPE #btw the [redacted] part isn't a rude joke or me being mean to anyone. it just could be some sort of thinspo/trigger so i don't wanna say it #i feel like it looks like it could have been someone's name. it's not a specific person or anything #ed tw #Sera

[the-trans-dragon]

Hehehe >:3 got a kissie and some headpats from a pretty girl >:3 muahahahahahaha >:3

#sorenhoots #sometimes i remember that i am living the life that i ached for during lonely years #like i just get to wake up and live my gay little life??? kinda fucking awesome even if many other parts of life are very stressful #im so glad i met my wife who loves me for who i am 🥰🥰🥰🥰 and 😈😈😈 heheh then i met my other partner???? like. i thought my wife made me #the happiest i would ever be and then WOOSH i met ANOTHER person who makes me incredibly happy? i did not know the happiness could DOUBLE. #i figured it was like 0%-100% and my wife made me like 100% of my capacity for happiness and then its like 200% now and im realizing that my #capacity to experience joy and peace isnt static and frankly probably increases steadily over a lifetime as i grow and change and learn to #appreciate things more. anyways im in a content happy lil gay mood this morning :3 #my partner got to visit us recently to help us get emotionally ready for some stressful stuff but now the most stressful parts are done and #now that the stress is fading i am finding so much happiness has been in my chest waiting to burst! it was sooo good to see my partner hehe #and the situation is even cuter because my wifes partner also came to visit and my wifes partner is my partners wife also so like. adorable #symmetry. my partner and my wifes partner have another partner and if you draw out a little diagram of us you will see it is shaped like a #house :3 a square with a triangle on top :3 hehe metamours everywhere :3 super super super wonderful metamours. its literally almost like a #fairy tale to have a polycule??? like?? im so excited to live somewhere that isnt like 9 hours from them. oh my god they also have a cat and #shes the cutest. me and my wife have a cute cat also and we are like 👀👀👀 tenatively anticipating that they will get along 👀👀👀 ive #specifically worked with my cat to help her know how to behave around other cats. my neighbor is retired and does TNR on the local strays #and they get attached to her and hang out in her backyard or her house lol like one snuck in and this was before they had any cats and they #didnt know he snuck in until he hopped onto her bf's chest at night to snuggle up. and hes a big cat and if you felt him drop onto your #chest in the pitch black of night you might absolutely mistake him for a racooon or possom or some other beast. anyways he sneaks into all #the houses down the street apparently and is just kinda like “the retired people down the street”'s cat lol. and daisy would hiss and yowl #out the window at him but i always tried to show her that he is friendly (and give her treats to attempt to tell her 'he isnt a threat. have #a snack. see? if he was a threat then we would not be having snacks.' and eventually he ran into us while i was letting her outside on her #harness and!!! i was absolutely ready to defend either of them from the t #other but they just cautiously sniffed each other and then laid down. it was fascinating to observe. daisy also responds really well yo #to meeting new people :3 though she proved me wrong by hiding from some maitenence ppl recently. but then she met my metamour and was pretty #much instantly like 'oh ok ur family? sounds gok #sounds good.' so thats cute and i hope if we end up in the same house with the other cat in the polci #polycule. well i hope they get along!!! #idk what we would do if they didnt. there are lots of other housing arrangements (like renting a duplex or next-door apartments or #something) but i want them to get along anyways :3 no matter what sort of living arragement works out best. i think theyd be good for each

[stood-onthecliffside]

the way i was gonna reach 1k but people are unfollowing me [clown moment]

#anyways good night sleeping 🥰

[ursulakleguin-stan]

New era entered (guy who takes selfies in the gross work bathroom mirror because I look hot in the mornings)

#me #And i had a good night #even if I'm never even more behind on sleep #I led two (2) shanties!! #maybe for the wrong reasons #And I hate hearing my isolated voice like that #but facing your fears and all that #anyway theres the morning update for all my lovely followers 🥰🥰🥰 #I am so sleep deprived

[requiem626k]

We were talking with the other physics majors about the possibility of making a double major and what we would choose if we ever decided to do one, and when it was my turn this guy stopped me and told me that he got the “philosophy” major vibes from me.

He was not wrong, the duo of physics-philosophy used to adorn my dreams when I was in 11th grade lol, so giving off that vibe flatters me

#he also said he got piano vibes from me and i was like ‘🤨😳?’ #for someone who’s known me for a week he gets quite accurate vibes i’d say #also for a double major i’d probably opt for a molbio&gen or ceng. though i’m not planning on that rn haha #physics is already taking its toll on me from the first week ✨ #anyways #good night everyone 🥰 #req rambles

[chwedout]

latest gose ep rlly got me giggling and twirling my hair i was so into whatever tf vernon had going on

#that verpaddy look rlly got me like 🥴🤭🥰🤩😭 i hate myself #anyways good night youll see me online for the next 3 hrs maybe #mary talks too much

[ofgentleresolve]

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#negative cw #I guess?? i don’t really think it is buuut in case ppl don’t want to read my 12 AM thoughts 😅 #that would be truly wonderful ( ooc. ) #yoooo so….I’ll hopefully be getting to some drafts and messages tomorrow?? #been really jetlagged so that’s been making writing difficult…but I have the weekend off so hopefully the sleeping in will help 🥺 #that being said I’m….kinda?? not sure if running by queue is exactly working…. #like it is practical #but also I feel like I have to keep filling it up like on a schedule #which i know isn’t obligatory…. #but sometimes I feel like ppl lose interest in my blog(s) bc I’m on queue…and bc I’m slow #which is 😕 but can’t be helped bc I’m slow….. #I dunno I’ll still get thru ga-ram and myungdae’s threads #but I guess?? i might reevaluate how I run this blog and maybe how I do threads too… #bc sometimes the writing feels more oligatory ( but I still love all my threads and dynamics 🥺 ) #but also sometimes I wanna do other things!! #and also sometimes!! some threads I have more muse for than others 😶 #that and….I also kinda want to…reach out and follow new ppl….find new dynamics….but who knows I’m always busy these days 😅 #ANYWAYS I rest now pls have a good day/night everyone I’m just mulling things over #ALSO I SEE THAT ITS LENA’S BIRTHDAY TODAY 🥺🥺🥰🎉🎉🎊 #AHHH I HOPE UR DAY GOES/IS GOING WONDERFULLY LENA 😊😊😊