#anyway... look at him slaying that body roll like nobody's business

[delicatepointofview]

♪ Feeling goooooooood in my skin ♪ Los Angeles, Night XV. (29.01)

#harry styles #stylesnews #stylesedits #hledit #hlcreators #hljournal #1dsource #gif* #flashing tw #if you see a little skip in frames idk what happened there #i thought it was photoshop #but i did two methods and it turned out the same #probably from the video #anyway... look at him slaying that body roll like nobody's business

[jolteonsblog]

as you may know, a certain jolteon went to see superm live in madison square garden last night... 😊 allow me to tell you what all went down!

i can’t stand the rain

a perfect song to start off the show

the vocals and the dancing were both spectacular

although i was pretty sure they were lip-syncing

literally the second they appeared on stage i started screaming OH MY GOD IT’S THEM IT’S THEM IT’S THEM IT’S THEM

yeah, belt it, baek!

kill those high notes!

danger/sayonara hitori

holy crap, that HAT!

taemin looked so handsome in that hat!

and his vocals! damn...

taemin was definitely channeling his inner michael jackson during danger

oh, can i mention that the little dance break before taem’s solo stage beautifully showcased all the members’ dancing talents?

it’s definitely taemin’s showtime!

gta (grand trouble artist)

taeyong!

pretty sparkly mask! oh, he took it off...

oh well, at least we can see his handsome face better!

super car

we go VROOM! like a black car!

me @ taeyong and ten: OHHHHHHHHHH THINGS ARE GETTING STEAMY

yong literally got up so close to ten and tickled him under the chin

it was really nice that they brought out lucas and kai for the end of the song so they wouldn’t miss out on anything

WE DRIVIN’ SUPER CAR!

introductory ment

never have the words “hi guys, we are superm!” sounded so beautiful to my ears

they did a little recap of the songs they did, and baek singing a bit of danger was beautiful

they all looked so excited to be here 

and i noticed that baek was wearing the ‘my cat is a rockstar’ t-shirt, which was adorable

go on, ten! show us what you’ve got!

dream in a dream/new heroes

ten told us that he was a lil nervous before performing

but we were able to give him the courage to do his best!

those vocals sounded like they were coming from the gates of heaven themselves

and considering i’ve listened to new heroes before, it was a new experience hearing it live

his dancing was amazing

bass go boom

SURPRISE, LUCAS!

honestly, i wasn’t expecting yukhei’s solo number to come right after ten’s but i was pleasantly surprised, to say in the least

the video they were projecting onto the screens behind him showed him at his absolute cutest

and the bass went boom indeed

it was adorable

betcha/un village

i literally screamed baek’s name and held it out for a good ten or fifteen seconds before my lungs threatened to implode

baek did the upside-down v thing with his fingers! dunno why, but i love that!

he definitely put the rolling in ‘rolling, rolling, rolling hills’... ;)

and by rolling, i mean body rolls

he made a finger heart at the end! so CUTE!

dangerous woman

i love the little acapella bit they put in the beginning

but honestly, i was too busy screaming for joy to feel like a dangerous woman

why is it considered a new song? are they gonna release it on a new album?

anyways, it was a good song

ment #2

baek, mark, taem, and lucas had to go backstage for the next song

but never fear, the trio of taeyong, ten, and kai is here!

honestly, they were such an adorable threesome

and the light stick wave was so pretty

2 fast

what an amazing quartet

baek and taem’s vocals were on point, as well as mark and xuxi’s rap

i might start listening to that song more often

baby don’t stop

the taeten vibes were off the charts 

i might just start shipping these two

stop, baby don’t stop!

talk about

“MARK LEE IN DA HOUSE!”- mark lee, 2019

dunno why, but i kept forgetting the name of this song until now

it was pretty catchy

confession

two words:

kai’s. abs. need i say more?

kim jongin, aka kai, aka SATAN HIMSELF, was totally bringing the smolder

my poor brain was going haywire at the sight of him in all his bare-chested glory

in short, he made me feel like taehyung did when i saw him performing singularity: attacked

i think he just wrecked my bias list

in fact, i was screaming at him to rip that jacket off

*insert feral screeching here*

jolteon.exe has crashed

he pulled a bs&t jimin move. twice. someone’s been taking cues from him....

casually flaunting your abs for the entirety of madison square garden to ogle over? 

that’s illegal sir

💀

intermission video

i don’t remember much of it, but the only thing i remember is lucas saying “superm forever!”

and i’m proud to say it myself! superm forever!

no manners

kings doing what they do best: serving looks

taeyong just casually grinding on the stage was a total mood

in summary, these boys definitely had no manners (lol)

with you

big uwu energy

these boys are just so precious

baek just slayed those high notes like nobody’s business

and they were throwing colored balls into the audience! WHICH THEY SIGNED! man, i wish i’d bought barricade seats...

ment #3

wait, the concert’s over already?! i thought it was just getting started!

recap time... again

oh, and it’s picture time too! i bet it was a good picture

these boys were so wholesome when they were thanking us for being here

lucas making a heart was adorable, and so was taemin’s pinky promise

they’re gonna perform jopping! i’m so excited!

jopping

welp, here it is, fellas

the song we’ve all been waiting for

I DON’T EVEN CARE YEONGIN ULIL TAEUL STAGE! LEFT TO THE RIGHT WE GON’ MAKE IT MAKE IT BANG! PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR LEMME SEE YOU BOUNCE! TO THE LEFT TO THE RIGHT SIJAG DOENEUN ROUND!

CUZ WHEN WE JUMPING AND POPPING WE JOPPING!!

i never thought i’d be able to see this choreography live, but i did

and i got to see taemin doing his signature twirl

BOY HE BOUT TO DO IT! BOY HE BOUT TO DO IT!

baek’s killer high note snatched the soul out of my body

i’m so happy for them :)

this may be the last stop of their tour this year, but i know they’ll be back next year!

#superm #we are the future live #msg #superm forever! #supermemes

[hi-i-love-u-bitch]

Sanders Sides Queer Eye AU

I know, I know, I come up with a lot of fucking AUs and never do anything about them! But listen, I was watching Queer Eye season three and it just kind of hit me like a freight train. Idk if it’s been done before or not but fuck it, here’s my version of it!

Patton (Antoni Porowski – food and wine expert)

I’ve always loved the idea of Patton having a passion for the culinary arts

He mainly enjoys baking and sweets but he knows a full range cuisines

Always promoting healthy food options with the occasional guilty pleasure (mainly cookies)

Just like Antoni whenever they go into a client’s house he goes straight for the kitchen and is always smelling funky things or putting stuff in his mouth.

Always makes sure to teach each client simple and healthy recipes that they can continue using in their everyday lives as well as a few fancier ones for special occasions. 

Rocks the fanny pack look like nobodies business!

Logan (Bobby Berk – design expert)

I was actually going to make him Tan but I really couldn’t picture Logan as a “fashion expert”

Our boy is smart and has a good eye for design and is not afraid to roll up his sleeves and get down and dirty on the job.

Also really likes plants so in almost every redesign he does there’s always got to be at least one plant somewhere.

Our boy is still a HUGE nerd whole loves space!

Came off as really serious and cold at first but as time went on he warmed up a bit

Usually the one that ends up driving the Fab 5 car around because he’s the best driver and honestly the other’s are not the best multitaskers

Roman (Jonathan Van Ness – grooming expert)

Do I honestly have to explain WHY I chose Roman as Jonathan?

Most fabulous! Most extra! The biggest Queen ever to slay!

Plus Roman being able to rock heels and skirts is always amazing! Toxic masculinity where? Gender norms who? I don’t know her!

Likes to incorporate a lot of home remedy self care stuff: home made facial masks, exfoliant, hand scrubs, etc.

Has had some funky hair styles throughout the season, from long hair to multi colored hair of every shade.

Just like Jonathan he is the WORST driver!

Virgil (Karamo Brown – culture and lifestyle expert)

Virgil has had the most growth and personal development throughout the Sander Side series so who better to help other people grow in their own self fulfillment

Obviously he’s not as chipper as Karamo but he’s still very kind and warm

Likes to keep things real, he knows when to call people out on their bullshit and how they should use this as a motivator to better themselves

Has a weird form of positive nihilism: “Life is meaningless anyway, so might as well do the thing you want to do. It’s not like you have anything to lose?”

Despite his dreary exterior people still very easily open up to him and because Virgil is a soft boi he’s always ready with tissues and hugs.

Still an introvert to the fullest, so after they finish with each client he just crashes on the couch back at home base and naps for the entire day.

Deceit (Tan France – fashion expert)

I find this ironic because his outfit in the Sanders Side series is very cheesy and cartoon villain-ish. But for some reason in real life I always thought that Deceit would be very fashionable.

Still has that yellow and black color scheme and makes it work! Roman is forever envious!

Still promoting the French Tuck to every client just like Tan (shut up!)

Crocs are an atrocious invention of man and it is his life goal to burn every single one of them!

Can be very cut throat and critical but also very sweet and gentle. People should always feel beautiful and amazing in the clothes they wear.

Has vitiligo on one half of his face as well as being blind from one eye and still looks amazing!

More headcannons!

Okay, so the whole “To Gay Or Not To Gay” episode was just a sobbing emotional mess and the Fab 5 all fucking sobbed for hours after watching the epilogue clip

Same thing with the “God Bless The Gays” episode!

The “Sky’s The Limit” episode where Tan and Skyler have that moment when getting fitted for a proper suite and Tan has a breakdown because he had no idea how difficult it was for trans people to find clothes they feel comfortable in while other people could just grab and go so easily. That’s like a whole Deceit mood and afterwards he makes it his goal to learn more about transgender folk and their different body types so he’ll be more knowledgeable next time.

Yes, they were in Lip Sync Battle and yes they were absolutely fabulous!

They’re all married with loving husbands and all either have kids or at least two pets.

(*gasp* Whaaat, Bunny not projecting their default ships into their own AU??? Bitch yes! Platonic DLAMP is a beautiful thing and there should be more of it in the world!)

So many platonic hugging, hand holding, and cheek kisses! They’re best friends damn it and they love each other!

Just like the og Fab 5 they support each other and send complements through social media and it’s super cute!

Do they vacation together? Of course they do!

Roman and Virgil always go out together for spa days and to get their nails done.

Patton likes to have family potlucks whenever they all get together

Logan actually has a doctorates degree in astronomy and physics but fell in love with design so much he decided to changer career paths

Deceit likes to run a lot of charity events and fashion shows which helps provide clothing for children and families in need.

They all actually have their own charity organizations that they manage and are always willing to help each other with planing.

They call and facetime each other a lot when they have to separate and head back home after each season.

Patton is still the “dad” friend and Logan is still the “mom” friend and their fan base always makes fun of them for that!

There has literally been a moment when both of them have been sitting in the driver and passenger seat while the other three bicker in the back and Patton is trying to be the mediator but Logan turns around and is like “If you guys don’t settle down I am turning this car around, right now!”

On long car rides they like to do karaoke and sing all the classic 80s and 90s bops! Plus a bunch of musicals, of course.

Like, it’s all so gay and beautiful aND I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! 😭❤😭❤

#thomas sanders #sanders sides #queer eye #logan sanders #patton sanders #roman sanders #virgil sanders #deceit sanders #sympathetic deceit #queer eye au

[fiercyy]

Till Death: Chapter 3

Co-authored by @holyfuckabear

Summary: A canon rewrite fic. Seventeen-year-old Ichigo Kurosaki has become a superhero overnight. This entails a lot more oversight than he was lead to believe there would be. Is this his life now? Being stalked by some tiny woman, hell-bent on bossing him around? (For the record: yes.) 

He was five years old when his mother moved the family to Karakura, so he has very few memories of the time before. 

His life changed swiftly. His new preschool was, in a word, monochromatic. There were at least a couple other mixed kids at the other one, but he was the only one here. His mom was happier, that was good. Yuzu wasn’t sick as often, Mom said that being out of the city smog helped. One day he suddenly had a father.

Or maybe that’s just the blur of young memories.

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It’s been a really long week. He hasn’t been sleeping much, what with his new Soul Reaper duties. Weirdly, Mizuiro’s been getting on his nerves, but he has no idea why. And he’s not really getting this section in Maths, so he’s going to have to do some extra legwork to figure it out. Plus Tatsuki’s been going through something so it’s not like he can ask her, like he usually would.

Also, he lives with a raging maniac. 

Well… another raging maniac, but this one lives in his closet, not down the hall, so it’s twice as annoying and he gets zero respite.

It’s only Wednesday and he feels like he’s counting down the seconds until the weekend. All he wants is some quiet time to himself. He wants to sleep, finish his homework and maybe read something for fun instead of class for a change.

Ichigo’s already reached his threshold for social interactions and he has two days to go. 

He’s not going to survive this week.

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One moment she’s sweetly feigning interest in Keigo’s prattle, the next she’s shouting for Ichigo to pull himself together after having his arm nearly ripped from its socket.

Such is the duality of Rukia. 

The former freaks him out more than the latter.

Ichigo gets used to her. Rukia’s around all the time, she is inconveniently, loudly present. She doesn’t have to say anything. Her existence is loud. He was studying on his bed instead of his desk the other day. She appropriated his desk chair, wheeled it close to the bed and used his spine as a footrest as she blew through his collection of manga. When he complained, she actually shushed him. “I’m at a really good part and you’re distracting!”

“...!”

He’s used to the real her; the pushy, stubborn drill sergeant. He acts on her say-so. It’s the sparkly, girly princess that freaks him out. He has no idea what to do with that. Every day it’s like stepping into the twilight zone and how has nobody noticed how fake it all sounds? He’s the only guy who’s made it out of Plato’s cave. He wants to physically shake his classmates and shout “Don’t you realize it’s all just bullshit shadows on the wall?!”

He doesn’t, but he really feels like it. 

This is what his life has come to.

Normalcy is running around the city in the dead of night, searching for monsters to slay. Normalcy has become acting on orders delivered by text-message and bunny-shaped shadows.

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Normally Rukia wouldn’t fraternize with the humans, but Orihime makes it very hard to keep her distance. She invites her into the inner sanctum of high school girl-dom, a complex set of social systems that Rukia has zero experience with. It’s surprisingly lovely. 

She can be completely genuine with exactly none of them, but it’s still nice.

They eat lunches on the roof, tangential to the boys. They stand at each other’s desks between classes. They escort each other on routine errands, simply for the pleasure of each other’s company.

????

It’s baffling, but fascinating (she’ll never admit it, but it makes her feel warm inside). And mimicking the girls does wonders for the authenticity of her acting.

Orihime looks at her askance every once in awhile, but she seems to understand the principle. She never addresses it in private anyway.

The boys and girls occasionally drift together. This is in part due to Tatsuki and Ichigo’s friendship and in part due to the conventional social mores of the human world that dictate that genders must interact, but never fully integrate. 

She likes Chad, he’s sweet and quiet, clearly very intelligent and has a sparse way with words that she finds refreshing. Keigo is a massive idiot, but there are worse things to be. Mizuiro seems very sweet, but he’s always asking her to help him with schoolwork and tends to sit very close as she badly explains grammar structure.

Ichigo is Ichigo. 

“Rukia, I made cookies for everyone!” Orihime jolts her from her contemplations to remind her that there are worse casts of characters to be among. 

Then she takes a bite and valiantly tries not to spit out the edamame chip cookie. 

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Chad’s a very large young man. He’s also Mexican. He tends to stand out in crowds, particularly in a population like Japan. He’s quiet, so people tend to forget he’s even around. They’ll say things in front of him, thinking he’s not listening. Or worse, they think he’s too stupid to understand what they’re saying. 

He speaks three languages, but whatever. 

So when Ichigo and Rukia run off together for the third time in a week and the guys immediately turn to gossiping hens, he figures no one’s expecting a response from him. He sighs. People should really learn to mind their own business… then again he’s a hypocrite, he’s just not asking his questions out loud.

Whatever.

Maybe his mind’s just under occupied these days, but he’s been contemplating the mysterious case of the delinquent and the new girl. Specifically, with respect to the ghost problem that Ichigo’s been dealing with for as long as he’s known him. It’s not that he’s seen them do anything suspicious, but the Kurosaki clinic was destroyed and the next day Rukia Kuchiki shows up at school? A prissy, perky, pretty girl appears and suddenly Ichigo’s asking her how high he should jump? Chad sees her for what she is, because they’re the same. She’s quiet because she is always listening, her attention is eerily laser focused. 

After school he goes to his part-time job at the library. Today is Wednesday so it’s Reading Circle for the daycare kids whose parents work late. Chad has been slowly making his way through Howl’s Moving Castle, chapter by chapter. It’s taking him twice as long because he reads the chapters in Japanese, then English, but he thinks it’s worth it. He likes Sophie, she’s very sensible. That is a girl for whom words have weight and meaning. 

After that he meets up with some of the guys he’s played a couple gigs with.

“Give him to Chad,” says one, of a supposedly cursed Cockatiel.

Chad sighs, “what’s your name?” he is awfully cute. 

“Yuichi Shibata, what’s your name mister?” And then a metal beam falls on his head.

He’s nothing if not polite though, so he introduces himself.

“Pleased to meet you, I’m Sado Yasutora.” 

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Rukia is always flexing. She’s always testing her limbs and joints, stretching and pulling at them, trying to find their limits. She feels too big for her skin, too strong for her fragile bird bones. This body is not real but it’s her reality.

The human boy took her powers. She’d only meant to give him a little, just enough to end the fight. Turns out, she miscalculated. And now she’s living on dwindled reserves and the foreseeable future looks like a long, winding wait for her powers to return.

But they will return. Little by little. 

At first, she could feel herself getting stronger by the day. She has recovered enough that she can do the most basic kidou: mild restraints and minimal healing. It’ll probably be months until she’s recovered! Months in the human world, with a boy left to do her work. 

So she flexes, she tests the limits of her strength and gains micrometers where she can. 

In the meantime, at least she’s learning leadership skills. 

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There’s an adjustment period. They aren’t quite working like a well oiled machine yet. That’s the thing with new partnerships, they have to learn their roles. They’re treading new ground together and some growing pains are to be expected. And then there are some details that turn into unexpected issues. 

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The can rattles as she shakes it in her hand, the sound makes her heart race. Tatsuki bites her lip, planning her first stroke. The side of the bare building is a blank canvas, her canvas. She wears gloves while she does it. Intent on keeping the evidence off her fingers. A bright splash of orange against white stucco. 

Her mother thought painting classes would be a good enough creative outlet. Don’t get her wrong, it did give her the skills to pull this off. 

A big, orange asterisk. The start of a dandelion. She shakes her can of yellow, setting the orange down. It tips onto its side and rolls deeper into the alley. 

“Shit.” Tatsuki mutters, following the can. 

It stops against the sole of a shoe. Tatsuki’s eyes trail up from the shoe to some legs, then a torso. Her mouth goes dry and she chokes when she sees the face. 

Ichigo, slumped against a dumpster. His eyes are open and glassy. She doesn’t see his chest moving. 

She stands there for who knows how long before her brain gets her body to react. She presses her thumb to his pulse, but all she can feel is her own heart hammering against her thumb. 

“Ichigo.” She quavers, grabbing him by the arms and shaking him. He’s warm, but not very.

“Ichigo!” Tatsuki slaps him across the face. His head flops, limp.

She covers her mouth with her hand, swallowing the whimper that lets loose her tears.

He’s dead. Oh god, he’s dead just like Masaki.

She was supposed to protect him. 

Her hands shake as she reaches for her cellphone. There’s a splash of orange paint on her glove and she stares at it for longer than she should.

She dials, but before it can ring, she hears approaching footsteps.

“Come on and get in there then.” The voice sounds familiar but Tatsuki’s ears are still ringing. 

“Hello, what is your emergency?” 

Tatsuki opens her mouth to speak when she hears Ichigo groan. 

“Ugh, why does my face sting?”

“Ichigo!” She scrambles to check his eyes and throat.

“Get off me, wouldja.” He pushes her off.

“You were collapsed! I thought you were dead!”

“Ma’am, are you still on the line?”

“Thanks, we’re good. Bye.” Tatsuki hangs up. Her gaze skips between Ichigo, who is sitting slumped against the alley wall, and Rukia, who is standing off to his right. “Rukia, when did you get here?”

Rukia swallows, “Oh, I was just passing by!”

If Tatsuki had less adrenaline coursing through her system she might have questioned the validity of Rukia walking around alone at night and just happening to stumble upon them.

“I heard you yelling and I came running!” 

“See, that’s a good samaritan,” Ichigo means for this to sound sincere but it comes off sarcastic. Which is actually how he means it. 

“Why don’t I help you bring him home to the clinic,” Rukia suggests, an ounce too chipper. 

Tatsuki nods numbly and each of them grab one of his arms to sling over their shoulders. They make a comical trio, lumbering along the Karakura streets. Ichigo is utterly fine and has never felt more emasculated. 

He tries to protest, but Rukia shuts him down. “Oh dear, you shouldn’t strain yourself Kurosaki! I’m not very strong, but Tatsuki is. We’ll help you get home safe!”

When he gets home and his father starts gushing over his non-existent injuries, Ichigo honestly contemplates quitting. Being a superhero isn’t worth this. 

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From there, things go from annoying to maddening.

Everyone seems to have something to say about the ‘hot new transfer student’ and the ginger thug who always seems to be hanging around her. 

Keigo is very proud. 

Mizuiro is overly solicitous with his promises that he’s not flirting with her, that he’s into older women. 

For Ichigo’s part, he’s sure that Rukia is way older than even Mizuiro’d prefer but would happily step aside in favor of their future bliss. 

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On Thursday Chad brings his new pet to school. None of his teachers bother him about it and at lunch, his friends clamor over the strange bird with the expansive vocabulary. 

Everyone, that is, except for Ichigo and Rukia. 

“Chad,” asks Ichigo, tentatively, “where’d you get the bird.” 

“A guy…” 

This seems like a perfectly reasonable response to Chad, but Keigo is unsatisfied. “Why are you always too lazy to tell the actual story?! Some guy?! What guy? Where? Does it have to do with the car that hit you yesterday? Come on!” 

And so it goes. 

Ichigo continues to stare at the bird through lunch.

“Do you need some help with that?” Mizuiro asks, startling Ichigo out of his revery. But he wasn’t addressing him.

“It’s this infernal juice box!” Rukia exclaims, sounding uncomfortably too like her demanding self. 

Ichigo sighs and takes it from her, pokes a hole with the straw and never lets his eyes stray from the bird. 

Mizuiro throws up his hands in mock defensiveness and shoots Ichigo a sly look before turning back to the one-sided conversation Keigo and Chad are still having. 

“You’re right you know,” Rukia says around the straw. “There is something odd about that bird, but it’s not evil. It’s just lonely.” 

Rukia knows how it feels. Lately she’s been feeling homesick for the 13th Division. 

“We’ll take care of it tonight.” 

“Awesome, I didn’t need to study anyway.” 

“Is that sarcasm?” 

“No ma’am,” he replies, sarcastically. 

“Your friend… is he like you?”

“What do you mean? Mixed?”

“No, you idiot. Can he see spirits?” 

“Not… that I know of.” 

“Do you know him well?” 

“Sure,” Ichigo scratches his nose and contemplates Chad, “Back in middle school I was already attracting a lot of… negative attention ‘cause of my hair. One day I ran into these guys who really meant business. They were gonna mess me up. Then Chad showed up. Ever since, we’ve watched each other’s backs.” 

Rukia turns to look at the giant too.

“He never fights back, just stands there, puts himself between bad guys and whoever they’re trying to hurt. So-” 

“So you fight for him,” Rukia finishes.

Ichigo glances at her out of the corner of his eye. “Yeah.” 

“You’re a good friend, Ichigo.”

“Yeah, I come in handy.” He wouldn’t admit it, but her esteem feeds something inside him. It feels suspiciously like pride. 

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“What can I do?” 

“Assume the fetal position and stay out of the way!”

And so it goes. Everyone in the Kurosaki household has a role to play. Ichigo gets the shit kicked out of him, Karin and Yuzu get first aid certified and help dad out in the clinic. One of these things may or may not be more useful than the other.

Chad comes into the clinic clutching Yuichi’s cage in a tight fist and slumping against Karin and Yuzu’s shorter statures.

There’s a bruise like a clawed footprint spanning Chad’s entire back, but Karin is staring at the bird.

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Friday morning, Karin’s not at the breakfast table. Yuzu says she’s sick, but Karin’s never been ill a day in her life. There’s a sick feeling that makes him short on breath and nauseated. Worry and suspicion cloud his thoughts.

He knocks on her bedroom door and enters.

Karin is curled up on her side, sweating and clutching the blankets.

“Karin?”

“ICHIGO!” Isshin shouts from downstairs. “Chad is missing!”

Torn, Ichigo glances from Karin to the door and back again.

“Go,” she grits. “Go.”

He does.

He sprints out of the house and soon finds Rukia at his side.

“Any idea where he would go?”

“Not yet.”

“Ichigo.”

“Yeah?”

“Listen to your heart.”

“What?!”

“Like we practiced, feel for the bird’s soul.”

“...Right.”

He tries, he really does. He’s not so good with the sensing yet. He knows something’s wrong when he grasps at a thread, only to find himself running in circles. And then, across the way he spots Karin, slumped against the fence, struggling to remain upright. “Karin, what are you-?”

“Ichigo, I need- I need to tell you something.”

“Karin, you should go back to bed.”

He’s so afraid for her. Something is very very wrong. But one crisis at a time please.

And Rukia’s looking at his sister in that contemplative way that frightens him, like she’s a specimen for study, a code she can crack. He cannot let her dig too deep here, or else-

“Ichigo, take her back now,” Rukia commands. “I’ll go on and find Chad myself.”

“Are you kidding me? You’re in no condition to fight a hollow on your own. I can’t just leave you!”

Rukia purses her lips and says very seriously, “Worry about your sister for now, I can handle everything until you get there. Go, go on, the faster you get her home, the faster you can come help.” She’s about to take off before he stops her.

“Wait. Don’t risk yourself for my sake.”

She smiles at him, “A veteran soul reaper never takes unnecessary chances.”

This would be more reassuring if she hadn’t nearly died saving his life on the day they met.

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Karin is living someone else’s nightmare. She keeps seeing things in flashes. Blood, murder, screams of terror. A red stain soaking the brightness of the morning and dripping in streaks like sunlight. There’s a little boy, a lot like her, trapped in the body of a bird. He doesn’t want to be free either.

He just wants his mom.

“You have to tell him,” she rasps, clutching her brother’s shirt. “Tell him that if he crosses over he can be with her again. His mom. Don’t let him be alone anymore.”

Loneliness so crushing, it stretches out into infinity and throws dust covers over every possibility.

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Whatever senses Rukia has are dulled either by the gigai or her weakened state, so parsing out the soul ribbon belonging to Yuichi is difficult, but eventually she finds the thread.

She ends up on an empty side street when she feels a cold lick of fear slide up the back of her neck. A hollow.

“Mmm, I ordered chicken and I get a steak as well. How fortunate for me. Hello little Shinigami.”

Rukia leaps out of the way just in time to avoid the hands that strike out to trap her.

Well, now or never.

She dodges again and lands on top of it. Mustering every ounce of power she has, she fires a kidou cannon at it’s hunched back.

It works!

Giddy and triumphant she whoops. And ducks out of the way again. He misses her by a hair. She fires another cannon.

Suddenly, the surges of blue light emanating from her palms are joined by fists. And the roars and blasting noises joined by a chorus of cries.

Chad punches the hollow square in the mask and Yuichi screams for him to run away. Can he see it? She wonders, before he breaks out a combo aimed at thin air. That’s a no... He shouldn’t be fighting anyway.

The hollow sets it’s sights on Chad. Rukia acts fast, running at him full tilt and body-checking the young man out of the way of the oncoming attack.

“Thanks,” Chad grunts.

The hollow flails in pain. She took out huge chunks of its hide with her spells, but it soon regains its faculties.

It laughs, “Try as much as you want, you can’t save the boy. He makes pretty good bait, don’t you think?”

Rukia assesses the situation. She’s weaker than she’s ever been, her only allies are a bird in a cage and a blind human who does not want to fight. She doesn’t know his reasons but she can understand that. She just needs to get behind it again, it’ll be vulnerable from the back. She also needs to get some high ground so its mask will be in her sights.

“Chad!” she calls, “Give me a boost!” She doesn’t give him a chance to process or respond before getting a running start at him. Fortunately, he’s a smart young man. She plants her feet in his cupped hands, “2 o’clock!” and vaults into the air.

Rukia sails above the hollow’s head in an arc. She twists in mid-air and at the precise angle where she can see the base of it’s skull she fires the strongest cannon she can muster.

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Ichigo’s arms curl under Karin’s knees and shoulders, he presses her nose into his collarbone so hard she thinks it’ll bend. She sweats and swears. Over his shoulder, like a pin of light in the encroaching darkness, she sees a woman in white. She presses a pale finger to her lips and fixes her in a steely gaze.

There is a ghost that Ichigo cannot see, lurking behind him.

Karin is no longer afraid.

She’s terrified.

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The hollow twists at the last second but it’s a critical hit. It staggers forward and drops to its knees, giving Rukia and Chad time to regroup.

Rukia’s breath is ragged from exertion. She doesn’t have the energy reserves necessary to end this fight, but she can stall long enough for Ichigo to arrive.

They make a good team, Chad and Rukia, it takes very little verbal communication to effectively coordinate their attacks. He tosses, she twists, they deal blow after blow. She wonders if it will be enough.

The trapped spirit cries in his cage. He pleads with the hollow, even as they have him on the ropes. His fear has solidified into an unyielding thing. It grips at him, drags him down, prevents him from making a single move.

All the while the hollow takes advantage. This one likes to talk. He brags about the night they all died. He croons that Yuichi’s mother looked so beautiful with scarlet in her hair. He tells them that in her final moments she did not beg for her son, but for him to stop. He’d known many women like her, but nothing tastes as good as your last meal.

Chad’s stomach roils at the implications. He burns to shut him up.

So Chad throws all of himself into one final punch. The white mask cracks.

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Karin does not know why it’s this spirit with whom she feels this strong a kinship. She doesn’t know why the last vestiges of her denial are being ripped away from her and shredded before her eyes.

What she knows is this:

Her life is wrong.

How did she get here?

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Ichigo considers his begging sister.

They’re almost home.

He turns around.

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The hollow shatters into pieces, flying apart and dissolving into nothing.

Chad has become fixated on his fist. He can’t look away. He is both intoxicated and frightened of his own strength. He just slayed a dragon. He just conquered an army. He summited a mountain. He has done the impossible with just this hand. Once, he swore to his Abuelo that he would never raise it.

He wonders if Abuelo would consider this his own defense.

Never raise a hand until you have extended it.

But a monster cannot reach back.

He’s made the right decision, but it does not feel like a victory.

“Are you alright?” he asks both Yuichi and Rukia. The latter stares at him in shock, then calculation.

‘I’m sorry,’ she says with her eyes. He nods.

Moments later, Ichigo arrives on the scene with Karin still in his arms. He sets her on her feet and looks around, searching for impending danger.

“It’s over,” Karin assures him breathily.

He looks to Rukia for confirmation, she nods too.

Karin approaches Yuichi and Ichigo follows close behind, at the ready in case of a fall. She kneels in front of the bird and Ichigo falls over himself trying to keep her upright.

“I’m fine,” improbably, Karin laughs and pushes his hands away. “Hi,” she greets the bird, more politely and patiently than she’s ever greeted a living human.

“Hello,” perhaps Yuichi senses their kinship too.

“My brother is going to take care of you now, okay?”

“Can I… Can I stay with Chad? He’s nice.”

Karin agrees, “if you want to stay, you can.” Rukia opens her mouth to argue, but at Ichigo’s quelling look, she silences herself. “I understand, I’d want to stay too. But if you move on, you can see your mom again. And there’s a whole other world waiting for you. You won’t have to be a bird anymore.”

“I don’t mind being a bird…”

“I know you’re scared,” Chad joins Karin on the curb. They make a strange picture: a giant and a tiny tomboy kneeling and conversing with a cockatiel on the side of the road, flanked by two schoolkids with grim expressions. “But everything will be okay.”

“And I’ll get to see her again?”

“Yeah,” Karin smiles and thinks of Masaki. “I’m sure she’s been waiting for you all this time.”

“Okay,” Yuichi agrees, “I’m ready then.”

Rukia pulls on her glove. Ichigo braces himself for a blow that doesn’t come. Instead, she places her hand above his heart and gives him a gentle push.

Ichigo falls out of his body gracefully. Chad catches him before he falls.

“Yo.”

“Hi.”

“...Hey.” Karin says breathlessly, looking not at his body, but at his soul. For the very first time.

Ichigo has five konsos under his belt, but each time is just as brilliant as the last. He gently presses the hilt of his sword to Yuuichi’s forehead (or whatever a bird has?). Aquamarine light guilds the cage and the next moment Yuuichi is gone. The bird is just a bird.

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It’s Friday night and Ichigo just wants to sleep.

But he’s got homework.

He’s mentally exhausted, he’s hit his threshold, he just wants to be alone. Monday looms out in front of him like a spectre. It’s so far away but he knows he’ll blink and the reset button will be hit.

He taps his pencil against his notebook as he fixates on the next problem. Three more and then he can get back to the half-read novel lying cover-side down on the corner of his desk.

Rukia is sitting on his bed, reading Volume 2 of Super Kaiju Maids (“Maids who transform into giant monsters to fight EVIL!”), her back against the wall, feet peeking over the edge. Her head tilts sideways and eyes widen at a particularly suspenseful part. She squeaks and gasps with the twists of the plot.

Ichigo sighs, he’ll finish tomorrow.

He grabs his novel and rolls his desk chair closer to the bed. He leans back and puts his feet up, his left ankle, brushing Rukia’s thigh.

They read side by side well into the night.

#Ichiruki #deathberry #ichigo x rukia #ichiruki fanfiction #ichigorukia #bleach #my fic #till death #till death verse #chapter 3

[jiminelli]

Not Alone

Request: Oh what about a Jhope scenario when he meets a girl who is cheerful but then she got a secret: she was a victim of bullying and things got too much for her and stress and pressure at school. When he was reading her diary, he knows that he will be the hero. Inspired by A Supplementary Story: You Never Walk Alone (maybe)? Thanks! BTW, You Don't Know Me made me cry a million pieces! ~Queennie

Genre: Fluff, Angst

Word Count: 2.299

Warnings: mentions of death and self-harm

A/N: this has been in my inbox forever but somehow i needed to write this tonight bc it’s been ages since i wrote about hobi!!! 

I didn’t proof read yet your gurl is too tired for that

ALSO I WANNA THANK YOU GUYS FOR ENJOYING MY WRITINGS SO MUCH AND HELPING ME IMPROVE THANKS TO Y’ALL I SLAYED MY FREAKING WRITING SKILLS MIDTERM AND DONT HAVE TO TAKE THE FINAL EXAM WOOP IM SO HAPPY

“Catch me if you can”, you giggled, turning around and sprinting away from your boyfriend, almost tripping over your own feet as the hill gently curved downwards. Your bare feet ran over the soft grass, head turning every few seconds, laughing at his figure behind you, trying to catch up with your own. Breath hitching in your throat, lungs and heart thumbing in your chest, your laughs echoed through the park before you felt his warm hands wrap around your waist, pulling you down with his falling body. A small scream escaped your lips, followed by laughs as you landed on the ground, his hands catching your fall

“Gotcha”, Hoseok whispered before placing his soft lips on yours, smiling into the kiss. You gently hit his chest, making him grin at you and raise his eyebrows.

“You cheated! You said you’d wait 5 seconds before coming after me!”, you pouted and poked his chest, making him laugh.

“Babe, that’s what I did. You’re just too slow”, he wiggled his eyebrows at you before kissing the tip of your nose and stroking a strand of hair behind your ear.

“Pfh yeah that’s what they all say...”, you whispered more to yourself but Hoseok seemed to have heard what you said, rolling off you and bursting into laughter, bringing you close to his chest. You felt his chest vibrate against your again, forming a content smile on your face before stroking his back softly with your hands. 

“I love you (Y/N)”, Hoseok laughed, sitting up and pulling you up with him, as you started picking the grass out of your hair. 

Throwing the bit you had in your hands at him, you grinned. “I know you idiot. I love you, too.”

His smile made butterflies erupt in your stomach and he pouted his lips at you in an attempt to appear cute, only making you laugh. “C’mon let’s go grab some ice cream, it’s too hot to be lying in the sun”, he suggested and stood up, shaking the grass off his pants before offering you his hand.

“Only if you let me pay this time”, you raised your eyebrows at him suggestively and he just grinned at you.

“We’ll see about that”, Hoseok answered as he kissed your temple, engulfing you in a tight hug before walking back to the spot you had left your shoes. He was ready to spent a nice evening with the girl that made his heart burst out of his chest, making him feel like the luckiest boy on Earth.

Hoseok felt his phone vibrate multiple times in his back pocket as he was trying to teach the boys the new choreography he had come up with for the upcoming comeback. He knew that it must be you needing something from him, otherwise you wouldn’t message him during practice, so he signaled the boys a two minute break and got his phone out of his pocket unlocking it in one swift move.

From: (Y/N)♕ ♥

hey

babe

baaaaaabe

babyyyyyyy  [delivered: 11:21am]

hobi

hoseok

jung hoseeeeeooookk [delivered: 11:22am]

He grinned at his phone, making the others look at him smugly.

“Hyung, is it (Y/N) you’re texting?”, Jungkook came up from behind, grinning at him, wiggling his eyebrows at his phone.

“Who else would it be smartass?”, Yoongi jawned from the back of the room, shooting Hoseok a knowing look.

“Why don’t you ever bring her over hyung?”, Taehyung whined, ploppling down next to Hoseok.

“Yeah we’d love to meet the girl that makes our cruel dance teacher stop just to answer her messages”, Jimin laughed and went through his hair with one hand before sipping on his water bottle and throwing it over to Taehyung, who caught it smoothly.

“Guys, stop. We just started going out, I can’t bring her over already. You’ll scare her away”, he rolled his eyes at his band mates but smiling softly at the thought of all of you together. They’d love you, he knew it. You were so cheerful and full of happiness, they couldn’t just not like you. 

“We won’t scare her away, what are you talking about! We’re lovable”, Taehyung exclaimed, pushing Jungkook away who was trying to grab the water bottle from his hyung. 

Hoseok huffed and turned to his phone. He heard the others rambling around but his thoughts were with you as he typed his response.

To: (Y/N) ♕ ♥

what’s up baby? :)

Read: 11:28am

Seconds later his phone signaled him your incoming reply.

From: (Y/N) ♕ ♥

i know you’re busy rn but when you have time can you please go to my apartment and check if you see my sketchbook there? it should be somewhere in my bedroom but i forgot it there this morning

i have work until 1 today but class starts at 1:15 so i dont have time to look for it myself.....

you dont have to if you dont have time though!!

His face lit up at your last message. Of course, he’d do that for you. He’d do anything for you, even though he wouldn’t admit that to himself. He’d never admit that he had fallen for you since the day he met you, serving him in the restaurant you worked at. Only two months had passed since then but he felt like he could never let you go again. His heart had wrapped itself around you and wouldn’t be able to let go that easily.

To: (Y/N) ♕ ♥

i’ll be there in 10

As he texted his reply, he got up, stretching one last time before throwing his phone into his bag and started moving towards the door. 

“We’l continue practice later guys. I gotta go”, he waved one quick goodbye before opening the door and stepping into the hall.

“Hoseok got a booty call!”, Jungkook chanted from the inside, everybody else joining in with laughter as Hoseok rolled his eyes at his friends and kept moving. 

He didn’t need a booty call to be by your side. 

Stepping into your bedroom, he let his bag fall onto the ground and started looking around. You had described your sketchbook as a little black booklet but nothing specific on it. So that was what he started looking for. First, he went straight to your desk as one would assume that a sketchbook would be placed there; in the working area of the room. With no results. So he turned around and let his gaze glide over the room, eyes falling onto your bedside table.

Maybe you were one of those who could draw and write the best before going to sleep.

Not thinking much of it, he stepped closer to the drawer, pulling the upper drawer open and - there it was! A black booklet lying on top of blank paper. 

Jackpot. That should be it.  

Hoseok grabbed the little notebook and sat down on your bed, closing the drawer again. Looking at the thing in his hands, he scratched his head.

Should I take a look? Hoseok thought, biting down on his lips.

She’s never shown me any of her drawings... 

“She probably wouldn’t mind, her class sees it too so one more person surely won’t bother her”, with that he opened the booklet, not faced with drawings but text. 

Texts with dates.

Smeared texts with dates.

Hoseok’s eyes went wide but stayed glued to the pages. Endless pages with a small handwriting, smeared at some spots and hastily written in other parts. 

“I wasn’t good enough.... they laughed at me again.... I can’t handle this any longer”

“What the...”, he whispered, opening a random page carefully. His fingers gently stroke over the paper before he started reading.

“Two weeks until school is done. I should be happy. Everybody’s excited for prom, going shopping and preparing for one of the most important days of their lives. Except for me. You know why? You probably already know.... everybody knows. Nobody asked me to be their date. Again. Not even one of the nerds. They’re all ashamed to be seen with me. I’m too gross for them. Too fat. Too ugly. Too dumb. Too shy. Too weird. Too-everything. They know I hurt myself, too. One of the kids at school grabbed me and pushed me against the lockers, accidentally making my sleeves roll up and then they saw. One would think that they’d realize it’s their fault and be shocked or feel guilty or something like that. But you know what they did? They laughed even more. Calling me pathetic. Attention whore. Liar. Stupid. Weak. Encouraging me to cut deeper. One of them said, and I quote “Here, have my razor maybe that one works better. Try it out in the bathtub, that way your parents won’t have to clean up that much of a mess when you finally bleed to death” and everybody laughed. Maybe that’s what I should do. Instead of just hurting myself, just completely disappear. Everyone hates me anyway. I can’t make anyone happy. My teacher scold me every day for not paying attention, my parents are sick of me spending their money, sick of me being their child, I don’t have any friends anymore and basically the whole school wants to see me dead. So why not do it? Why not just cut right through my veins and let all the blood run out?”  

Hoseok felt hot droplets of tears wetting his shirt and pants as sobs erupted through his body. Was this the same (Y/N) he knew today? This couldn’t be the same girl. His girl was cheerful, gloomy and always laughing, making everybody around her happy. How was it possible that she ever felt like this? Thought these horrible things about herself? That she had to go through hell when she was a literal angel?

His breath got caught in his throat as his sobs started to break out more hysterically and coughs shook his whole body.

He had to do something. You needed to know how he felt for you, how he needed you in his life and how you should never have those thoughts again. Never ever. Not as long as he was by your side.

“Hobi?”, you called out into your lighted apartment, softly taking off your shoes in the entrance and looking around. Stepping into your small space, you saw that the light in your bedroom was on, so you slowly walked towards the door.

Pushing it open and peeking inside, you saw Hoseok standing in front of your bed, facing the other way with his hands in his pockets and a small box placed on your bed.

“Hobi, what are you doing here?”, you smiled and entered, making him turn around, smiling at you sadly.

“(Y/N)”, he breathed out and immediately wrapped his arms around your small frame, hugging you tighter than you had ever felt him do before.

“What’s wrong baby?”, you mumbled into his chest, as he was still holding onto you, not seeming to let you go any time soon. Saying you were confused, would be an understatement.

“I prepared something for you”, Hoseok smiled and finally let go, moving you to your bed and signaling to the box.

“What is this for?”, you turned around, raising an eyebrow at your boyfriend. Something was fishy about that situation and you wanted to know what was going on. 

Hoseok scratched his neck in embarrassment and dropped his gaze. Stepping closer, you caressed his arm and smiled softly. 

“C’mon, you can tell me”, you tried to encourage him.

He closed his eyes for a second and then his strong gaze met your irritated one. “I read your diary.”

You still didn’t understand and waited for him to continue. When he didn’t say anything else, you asked: “And?”

He took a deep breath and exhaled again. “The entries from your high school times.”

“Oh”, was all you could say before a sad smile spread across your face, eyes blinking fast, trying to avoid the tears to fall out at the memories those words brought back.

“I-I prepared this for you (Y/N), so you know that you don’t ever have to feel like that again. I know that I can’t heal you from those thoughts completely but maybe it helps a little bit?”, he started rushing around the room, handing you the box quickly and opening it for you. Inside you saw multiple notes stacked on top of each other.

“What is this Hoseok?”, you whispered and took one in between you fingers.

“These are reasons why I fell for you. Things I love about you. Things you do that make me smile. Things that make you who you are and more lovable each day we spent together. Basically all ju-”, you cut him off by placing the box on the bed and grabbing his face in between your hands, pressing your lips onto his. Taking Hoseok off guard, it took him a few seconds to realize what was going on before his hands moved to your hips, bringing you closer to him.

As you two parted, he leaned his forehead against yours. “You’re the reason for m smile (Y/N), every day. You can always count on me, no matter what is going on, okay? If you’re not happy, I’m not happy. You make my heart feel warm and my whole body heat up just by glancing at me. You’re not alone, no matter how stony and long this road might be, I’ll be by your side. Always.”

Tears were rolling down your cheeks at his sweet gesture and he started kissing your cheeks, trying to kiss your tears away. Giggling, you slightly pushed him away to look into his eyes and caress his cheek.

“I love you Jung Hoseok”

“I love you more (Y/L/N) (Y/N)”

©jiminelli

#bts #bangtan boys #bts imagine #bts scenario #bts scenarios #bts text #bts fake text #bts angst #bts fluff #hoseok #jung hoseok #hobi #jeon jungkook #park jimin #kim taehyung #kim seokjin #kim namjoon #min yoongi

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17. Part 2

“Rylee” hearing my brother say, feeling him tap my shoulder “Rylee, wake up” he whispered, frowning with my eyes closed “what?” I said, why wake me up “I’m awake and you’re sleeping on Chris Brown” my eyes shot up, lifting my head up seeing Chris clothed, we had no sex thank you god we are not naked “Jesus, gave me a heart attack” resting my head back down, looking at Kyrie staring at me “go and play” I mumbled, he looked around the room “but the games are here?” that is right they are, this is awkward. I am between Chris’ legs, moving my hips a little. Like I thought it would be “Kyrie, can you” I paused thinking, there is not much hiding places for him to go to. Seeing Kyrie’ suitcase “take your suitcase and place it in my room and then unzip it and decide what to wear” Kyrie groaned out walking off “I am getting up now” Chris has a boner and I want to cover that, looking up at Chris asleep with his mouth open and hood up. I don’t even remember falling asleep, he was holding me and that is all I remember.

Chris better appreciate this, I am going all out for breakfast for my brother and man “Kyrie!” I shouted, hearing him slam the game controller down “is Chris awake? Did he wake up?” poking my head out from the kitchen “no, he’s asleep” what is wrong with him, why is he asleep still “wake him up, did you even attempt to wake him earlier?” I questioned Kyrie, he smiled shaking his head “why?” he is so shy with Chris “it’s Chris Brown Rylee” rolling my eyes “fine” picking both plates “put that away anyways and eat” placing the plates of chicken and waffles on the table “oh yeah! I missed this!” Kyrie spat running towards me “I am sure you did” walking over to the couch to wake him up, he has not shifted at all. I covered him with a blanket because of his boner “Chris, baby” pushing his hood back a little “Christopher” stroking the side of his face “what?” his eyes opened up, I can tell he was in a deep sleep, his eyes are all red “sorry, I made you breakfast. You look like you need to sleep more, go back to sleep” he blinked his eyes and then stretched out his body “I am awake, it’s cool” moving back from him, feeling him grab my hand “are you ok?” he asked, nodding my head “much better, come before it gets cold” he let my hand go.

Seeing Chris enjoy my cooking makes me smile “this is nice” Chris said with a mouthful of food “thank you handsome” seeing Kyrie’ empty plate “welcome to LA little man, I wasn’t here when you came. You ready for some fun?” Chris spoke to Kyrie, he just stared at him “go on, speak to him. You will see him a lot so get used to it, stop being like this with him” Kyrie looked at me “this is weird” Kyrie sees Chris has the guy on the TV and now he is sat eating with us “it’s weird but you need to think of Chris as a normal guy because he is Kyrie, he’s really cool too and you will see that so talk to Chris and stop staring at him” mean mugging him “sorry” he apologised to Chris “it’s cool, I have that effect on people, I get it” rolling my eyes “why you roll your eyes?” looking at Chris in shock that he saw me “just wish you had that effect on me” Chris shook his head laughing “you’re a different breed of weird but I like it, you can cook, clean and…” he dragged out “and?” I said waiting with a smile “and you can do many of things, you’re just perfect” biting on my nail smiling at Chris, he is so cute and the things I want to do to him. The room became very silent, staring at Chris still as I reached my foot up and placed it on his dick. Chris sat back on the chair “very rude, you know what they say. Karma” he pointed at me.

I am so happy to see empty plates, my cooking pays off “Kyrie, tell me. What is the weirdest thing Rylee does? I know you got stories” what is Chris even doing, looking at Kyrie as he smiled at me “I remember one!” pulling a face at him “you were far too young to remember shit” I know he was “dad told me this, so I know but it’s funny. My dad told me that he grounded Rylee” hiding my face, I know this story “and she really wanted to go out so she climbed out of the house but she fell and broke her leg, my dad said she can’t even do that right” Kyrie giggled “how stupid can you be? Can’t even sneak out right” Chris said, moving my hand away from my face “well I got caught so there’s that, thank you Kyrie you can go and play now” he needs to not speak anymore “so” Chris spoke shuffling the chair closer to me “what you think to staying at my house Kyrie? You would like that right?” he is not starting this again “Chris, what did I say?” does he not like listening to me “can we? I really want too, please!” Kyrie placed his hands on my arm jumping up and down “please!” moving my arm away “go and play, ignore Chris too” getting up from the chair “I am just putting the plates away” Chris is glaring at me like he is ready to make me sit back down.

I need to make Rylee move to my home, like now. I can’t deal with this enclosed space, my back hurts from sleeping on the couch. It was ok when it is just us but Kyrie can see everything, I got to respect the kid “why the long face?” Rylee finally sat down “you tell me where I am going to sleep?” Rylee finds this funny but I don’t “your home?” she answered “I have a few homes so it depends, stop playing with me. You know what I want, what you finna do? Have me sleeping on the couch while you sleep in the bed? It’s not going to work and I am about to drive you up the wall about it, I want you to stay with me. I just don’t get why you won’t” hearing my phone ring, looking at the couch as it rang “because that it is your home to do what you like, it’s just not my home” seeing Kyrie run over to us “thanks” taking my phone from him “so what I say to you means nothing? The words I said to you last night meant nothing? You know I want you close and now you telling me no? That’s pretty fucked up” seeing my mom’ caller I.D, answering the call.

“Mom” I said down the phone “hello baby, Royalty said she missed you but is now not speaking” my mom doesn’t have her now “you have Royalty now?” I am so confused “she is going ballet, I want to see her first time” getting up from the chair, nobody told me about this “but I wasn’t invited? I get what exactly?” walking into the bedroom “I am calling you now baby, Royalty mentioned you herself. Talk to her before she starts” I hate that bitch baby mother so much “I am so angry, how y’all play me like this!? I don’t get it, you tell me things on the day and then act like I was busy? Mom this is the third time you have done this to me” I feel so angry at this “we will talk later. Royalty dad is on the phone” rubbing my face in annoyance, I am so angry because I don’t get told unless for the money. I can hear the bitch in the background “say hi” my mom said “hi” my heart melted hearing Royalty’ voice “hey beautiful, you miss me?” the phone fell silent “yeah!” she yelped “aww I miss you too baby, I bet you look so beautiful in your dress, is it pink?” I have become a little happy but I am still angry “yeah, I guess” I chuckled, that word I guess “I love you Roro, I will see you soon. You better show them other girls up ok? You out dance them, they ain’t got nothing on you” I know my baby about to slay “mwah!” she blew a kiss down the phone, smiling wide.

Disconnecting the phone, you know what gets me mad is that they hide shit away from me all the time, but when they need money they tell me “is everything ok?” Rylee said behind me, looking behind me “you know how it is Rylee, I am just the sperm donor” I shrugged, Rylee gawked at me “don’t you say that, I told you Chris we will change this for you. You will be in her life more, I will help you ok? Don’t be sad, I don’t want that for you baby” stuffing my phone in my pocket “I know, just depends if they trust me” I shrugged “they will, you are the father. Your mom isn’t, you are her father so stop it” nodding my head “you know what will make me happy? You staying with me” Rylee tilted her head at me “you are so annoying, why though Chris? I will put Kyrie on the couch” shaking my head “I want to do things you know?” eyeballing her “that will make me happy so much, you will see Royalty more too. Please” poking my lips out “just until Kyrie goes but I feel bad, I am just burdening you and you have your own life” she said, shaking my head “you really think this? You’re my future now! Stop it” I hate when she speaks like that “don’t you get me emotional again” Rylee pointed at me.

Sitting on the edge of the bed watching Rylee pack some of her things “so tell me, what happened with that phone call? I mean I heard some things but not everything?” Rylee got on her knees as she folded some clothing “Royalty is going Ballet classes and they tell me some bullshit story like it’s her first class, I know that shit is not her first time. She been doing that, I feel like my mom sides with the baby mother and then sees Royalty on the low and then that bitch tells me I can’t see her” Rylee paused “you know what you need to do Chris, you need to take control of this, you need to have this connection with the baby mother for Royalty. You need to stop hating on her too, she is now in your life and that is it” every time Rylee speaks I just admire her even more “but I don’t know what to do, how do I do it?” Rylee grinned at me “I know I have a lot on my mind and things to do but I will help you, I will help you gain control of this. It seems like you have allowed your mom to take control but you are her father and you need to put that into action. I always have time for you Chris, just wish I could be there for everyone and on top of that, work expect me to be back next week, funny right?” I was about to tell her to quit but I remained silent, I have to let her do her thing.

Licking my lips “I wish I could take your pain away, I would do anything to make this better for you” Rylee started packing her suitcase “I know you would, I appreciate you. Chris you make my day better, you have given me so many memories already. I know I don’t speak on it as much as you do but my heart is bursting with love, I adore you so much Chris. Thank you for being there for me, holding me” leaning down and picking her pantie up, getting up from the edge of the bed “I told you Rylee, you got me” she looked up behind her seeing me “you got me too” she reached up to grab her pantie smiling “I don’t want you to worry though Chris, I will support you in this. Help you with your daughter, it’s wrong but I don’t want you to argue with people just because they expect that” stuffing my hands in my pockets “when you’re with me you bring out the good” which is true, she brings out the best in me and I love it

Looking down at the picture my mom sent me of Royalty, she looks so beautiful here “so shall we go to my home now?” I want to get Rylee alone, to just you know chill. Locking my phone looking up at her “well I am going to Venice beach with my brother’s” my eyebrows knitted together “so I’m not involved then?” this is a little awkward, I am planning to chill with Rylee but I guess not “I mean you can come but I don’t know what my brother’s will be like, I just don’t want any arguments” I sighed, stuffing my hands in my pockets “It’s ok, I am not wanted I guess” walking around Rylee “oh no, Chris. It’s nothing like that” walking out of the bedroom, I am about to have a tantrum and I don’t care. Pulling my phone out from my pocket again seeing the text from French, he’s having a party at his crib and I could go to that “Christopher, seriously? Please don’t walk away from me” sitting down on the couch “it’s fine, I have a party to go too now but just remember I wanted to hang with you” I pointed “you’re coming with me anyways, I will just drop Kyrie off and we can just go our own way” Rylee said, shaking my head “it’s just nice that I am not involved at all” Rylee stood in my eye view “you really about to have a face on with me?” she said, I shrugged “you are included in my plans, we can go somewhere else together, just please don’t have a face on with me” nodding my head, I should go lightly on her because she does have a lot on right now.

Kyrie glared at me but when I looked at him he looked away so quickly “I am ok to talk to you know” I said, Kyrie looked at me nodding his head “you’re super cool, it’s just super weird you’re with her” he pointed behind him “what is wrong with her?” I asked, Kyrie placed the game controller down “she is bossy and then she says I am spoilt, but I am not. She spoils me a lot though” he lifted his foot up “she bought me these” seeing his Jordan’s “she did? They pretty dope, I got a pair too. They are the new designs” he got up from the couch “that’s what makes them super cool, I told my friends that my sister is with Chris Brown. They didn’t believe me but they will now, my friend follows you and we see all the cars and now I get to see your home!” rubbing my face laughing “how about you and I stunt on Instagram later, show them you ain’t lying” his eyes lit up “oh yeah! I want to be just like you, you have all the cool cars! And I just want to be like you” placing my hand over my heart “I appreciate it, you will hopefully be a better version of me. I am sure Rylee will make sure that happens, you just need to be good in school too” Kyrie nodded his head “don’t say better version Chris, that is lies. There is only one you” oh no, Rylee was listening “please get changed if you are coming” she said, Rylee walked into my eye view and I instantly decided I am going “you’re wearing that?” I pointed, she is wearing jean booty shorts, blue bikini and white converse “yes?” her legs, she knows my weakness “think before you speak” she knows I was about to say something “I…. I just think I am going to get changed” getting up from the couch, I am not letting her go alone.

I don’t have many outfits here so the best I can do is wear a polo shirt, cut-off jeans and a pair of Js. I wouldn’t wear this if I am going to the beach but this is all I got, grabbing my shades from the side “I like when you wear polo shirts” Rylee said walking into the bedroom, this is dangerous because her legs are out and I am on heat “yeah…” I dragged out “Rylee, look at this” looking at my arm, looking up at Rylee. She turned back on herself “what’s up?” she said, looking down at my arm like there was something wrong and then back at Rylee, she got close enough for me to grip her. Wrapping my arms around Rylee gripping her butt as she yelped out “ssshhh” I said, I don’t want Kyrie coming “you need to put me down, dog” she giggled whispering, she got a body chain on and I just want to do so many things to her. Lowering my head down and pressing kisses to her neck “you speaking to me now?” Rylee said, nodding my head while attacking her neck “I am glad you’re coming anyways but put me down, let the booty go” she saying it like it is an easy thing to do, this is all mine.

Unlocking my Bentley car door, pulling Rylee’ suitcase along “look at my man, being the gentleman he is” Rylee said behind me, popping the trunk open “to you I am” lifting her suitcase up and placing it in the trunk “are we going in this car!?” Kyrie spat pulling his bag along “yeah we are” holding my hand out for his bag, he passed me his bag “don’t dirty his car or climb either” Rylee scolded Kyrie, closing the trunk “Rylee, here” throwing my car keys at her, she looked at me in shock and caught the keys “what!?” she spat, walking by her to get in the passenger seat “oh no, no! I can’t drive this, I can’t!” closing the door laughing, she can drive me. She needs to be driving in class anyways, Rylee stared at me through the car window “this car is so good” Kyrie said in the back “thank you” I knew Rylee would come to her senses, watching her walk around the car. She placed her denim button down shirt on before opening the car door “I can’t drive this Chris?” waving her into the car.

Finishing off rolling my blunt “you want one?” I asked Rylee, she shook her head not moving her eyes away from the road. She is concentrating so hard on the road right now “look at me” poking her side, Rylee whined “Chris, stop it. This is your car! I don’t want to crash” placing the blunt on the side of my ear “I like that you’re driving me babe, you look good” placing my shades on “you can drive my car now anyways” getting my phone out from my pocket “I love the car though Chris, it’s way bigger than I am used” Rylee said, I chuckled “sure you are” tapping on my camera, resting my head back and turning the camera so Rylee is in the picture “Kyrie, come here” I said, Kyrie pulled him himself forward “yes” he looked at my phone “is that what you both doing while I drive?” Rylee said “oh I thought you wasn’t looking away from the road huh” I retorted, Kyrie put a finger up at the camera and I took the picture “I can’t wait for Rylee to whoop yo ass for doing that” I said while captioning the picture ‘bad azz’ pressing send “Kyrie, sit back will you” wait till she sees the picture, tapping the camera again and pressing record. Smiling at the camera as I turned it to Rylee “look at you feeling yourself, you driving with one hand now?” Rylee grinned looking at me, her hazel eyes glistening in the sun, she looks so damn happy. She did a double take and looked at my phone “stop doing that” stopping the recording “that was the cutest thing baby, the way your eyes just smiled as well as your lips. You look so damn happy” captioning the picture ‘It’s the way she looks at me, I think my Uber driver loves me ;)’ chuckling to myself pressing send.

Watching Rylee talk to her brother’s, I thought I would sit in the car and wait. Blake was staring mad hard when Rylee pulled up in my car, she will be fine driving my cars so I don’t know why she worries. Looking around me, I usually like bringing my bodyguards but I guess not, but I hope it is not hectic and we can just have fun. Forget this, I am getting out of the car now. Opening the car door, they have taken long enough and I want to spend some time with Rylee. Closing the car door behind me, locking the doors. I won’t argue with them so I will keep my back towards them “well call me, I will pick him up. Just look after him, god it’s not hard” hearing Rylee say “you go and be with your boyfriend” it’s always Blake “oh shut up” turning around seeing Rylee walk towards me “can I go with you?” Kyrie spat “you stay with them” Blake stared at me, I am staring back at him but I got my shades on “come, let’s go” Rylee touched my arm as she walked by me to start walking.

Walking hand in hand with Rylee as we walked Venice beach boardwalk “you have been a little quiet? What’s up” looking to the side of me “just tired, that is all” she shrugged “I don’t want you to think I am off with you, it’s just hard because it’s like I want to spend time with you and then them and then everything else, but I chose you. They are just being selfish assholes because I said that we are staying at your crib, which I am a little excited about but I also don’t want to stop you spending time with your friends, you know” touching the side of my ear with my free hand, I forgot about my blunt I need to smoke “you know what babe, when you’re with me. I prefer you, you’re my friend. I know it’s a little crazy but I rather chill with you then just chill with a bunch of niggas that just care about what I am doing, being with you is different. You just do normal shit that I love” Rylee looked up at me smiling “that is so damn cute” looking ahead of us seeing the bike store “shall we ride bikes? Can you even ride a bike?” I asked “I can ride you just fine, of course I can ride a bike” I guess we can do that, this will be funny.

Why did I agree to ride a damn bike, my booty shorts are riding up my ass and he has been remaining behind me and I know why. From the corner of my eye I see Chris’ bike coming to the side of me, he is putting me off and I swear I am about to go out of control, he reached over and placed his hand over mine “what are you doing? I swear to god Chris…” he jerked the bike laughing, I let out a scream. Chris moved his hand away looking ahead of him “Now will you remember, remember me when I'm gone? Remember the heat yeah, that's keeping you warm” Chris sang to me which side tracked me, looking over at him which is dangerous because I could fall. Chris laughed to himself “in paradise, the closer I get to you it feels like paradise. And I'd do anything you'd want me to, when we're in paradise. I'll see you on the other side, where it's alright. If tonight is the last night, I'll see you in paradise” a smile grew on my face watching him sing “if tonight is the last night, I’ll see you in paradise” he pointed at me “I love you” I said so loudly, it just came out “I love you too babe, always thinking of you” he rode off ahead of me, god he is making fall for him so hard.

I am glad to be off the bikes, my ass hurts. Chris walked out of the bike store, he squinted his eyes as the sun got into his eyes. Walking towards him, grabbing his face and getting onto my tiptoes to press kisses onto his lips “I love you so much baby” Chris smiled against my lips “I love you too, you know that is like one of the songs I did for a guy. I will let you hear it, some time” letting his face go “that is so cute, just to see you sing. Just randomly too” Chris placed his arm around me “I am always singing, now you’re living with me you will hear it a lot. I’ll be singing and doing art in the night” looking up at him “no, nights is for sleep with me” which he needs to have “I got you babe” he looks so nice in a polo shirt, he should wear them more “hey, excuse me” moving away from Chris “what you doing!?” Chris spat, walking over to this young boy and these group of guys. The boy looked at my legs before my face “can you do me a favour, take a picture of me and my man” he looked at my face finally and then saw Chris “woah, oh hell yeah” he got all excited, Chris stared at me shaking his head.

I don’t care if Chris didn’t approve, I got my cute picture with him. Even though he had to take pictures with them, I wanted a full body picture of him hugging me because I mean why not “you happy now?” finishing off my caption “yes I am thank you, read my caption” passing my phone to him “who would have thought, I met @chrisbrownofficial lol jk. I wore a bikini and it got him to come out ;)” Chris read out aloud “you know damn well I wasn’t about to let you go out looking like a meal, I am very hungry” he gave my phone back “I see you been clocking the haters, I liked the comment I read. Someone called you a groupie and you put this groupie gets to ride his dick all night and you still waiting on a phone call from your man. People ain’t shit Rylee, fuck them” pressing send “I don’t know where they get this groupie thing from, I am the last person to be that” shaking my head, it’s so annoying “I saw what Kyrie did in that picture and also the Uber driver video, I look horrible you know” Chris rolled his eyes at me “you looked so beautiful, the way you looked at me” he thinks that but I don’t.

Placing my hands on Chris’ knees as I sat down in-between his legs, Chris busted out laughing “I swear I was about ready to eat your booty out, stop sticking that shit in my face. I can’t deal” shuffling back against him “I didn’t know how far to go back, this is different. I have never done this before” watching people just doing their own thing on the beach “what? Sit with your man on the beach like this” he placed his arms around me, resting my head back on his shoulder “nobody ever thought of bringing me to a beach” I shrugged “I will show you the world, don’t you worry” feeling Chris press a kiss to my shoulder “you ever need anything Rylee you tell me, you need my jet then tell me. You know how quick you can get there” turning my face to him “what makes you think I was thinking of my mom?” I furrowed my eyebrows “I know you, I told you. I just can’t wait to be with you forever, you make my life meaningful. When I am in a rush and my minds everywhere you make it right, you are what I have been searching for. I know shit is testing with me and it is hard to be out of the public eye, but things like this mean the most” I swallowed hard “I am so blessed to be with you, to know you. To know your heart, to see how much you care. You’re my Christopher” he’s got me now, I am his.

#Chrianna #Chrianna FF #Fanfiction

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Second Chances//Part 5

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4      

Words: 2557 Pairings: Bellamy x Reader; Reader x Grounder OC Warnings: Character death/suicide, violence  Episode: 1x04 Murphy’s Law

       “Bellamy! Clarke!” You called, racing into the camp, Finn close behind you.

        As soon as you and Finn found Bellamy and Clarke, you looked towards the ground, not wanting to be the bearer of bad news. Finn glanced at you with a sad look before facing Clarke.

        “They got Wells just outside the wall,” Finn informed.

        “What?” Clarke asked, a look of disbelief on her face. “Who found him?”

        You looked up from the ground, meeting her eyes. “I did.” You answered. You tried to be strong, you wanted to show people that you weren’t weak by pretending to be okay. By handling Wells’ death as if you were unaffected. To show Bellamy that he didn’t need to worry about you. You kept a straight face, though the attempt at being strong failed as a single tear rolled down your cheek.

        You had never seen a dead body, let alone of someone you considered a friend.

        Finn walked off with Clarke, leaving you with Bellamy.

        “I’m sorry that you had to see Wells like that,” Bellamy said with a look saying that if he could, he would’ve kept you from seeing that. That he would shield you from all the bad if he could.

        You shrugged and wiped away the stray tear. “I guess I just have to get used to people dying down here.” With that, you turned away from Bellamy and walked off to help dig the grave for Wells.

        After you dug Wells’ grave and buried him, you slipped away from camp and the other delinquents. You could feel the tightness in your chest and tears threatening to spill, and you knew you needed to just get away. 

        The only place you could think to go was the cave where you had met Jessie.

        You reached the cave and made your way to the back, only to find it empty. You didn’t know what you were expecting to happen, but you felt disappointed at the sight of the empty cave room. 

        You sat against the wall and pulled your knees up to your chest as you allowed yourself to cry. You sobbed as you thought about death. How you could be next, how anyone of you could be next, and how Jessie was the one with the knife to your people’s throats. How the boy with the ocean in his eyes and the soft lips was the one killing your friends.

        Jessie walked into the cave, hoping to find you there. He took off his mask with a frown as he saw you crying.

        You didn’t notice him, you were too busy crying into your hands. 

        “Y/N?” He said softly, slowly walking up to you.

        You looked up from your hands to see who called your name, your eyes read and puffy and your cheeks were tear stained. The sadness in your face was replaced with anger.

        “You! You killed Wells! What? Did you come here to kill me now too?” You asked.

        He took a step back upon hearing your anger. He shook his head. “No, I didn’t kill your friend and neither did my people.” He stated. “And I would never hurt you.” 

        “Why should I believe you?” You asked.

        “If I wanted you dead, I would have killed you by now.” He said, coming closer to you. He reached to grab your uninjured hand, and you pushed him away. 

        “How do I know you didn’t kill Wells?” 

        “Why would I lie?” He asked, making his point. He stepped closer to you, cupping your cheek gently. “I’m sorry about your friend Wells.” 

        You met his eyes, and suddenly all the anger and worries melted away. 

        “You okay?” He asked in a hushed voice.

        A soft smile crept upon your lips as you nodded. “I am now.” You whispered back as you leaning in to kiss his soft lips. Jessie instantly responded by kissing back passionately. You melted into him as you ran your hand through his hair. He moaned so quietly you almost missed it, his hands snaked their way around your waste and you smiled into the kiss.

        The kiss became more heated and passionate. Jessie slipped off his grounder jacket, letting it hit the floor, before pulling away too swiftly take off his shirt before kissing you once more.

        “Are we going to do this?” You asked against his lips.

        “Do you want to do this?” He asked, pulling away slightly, breathing against your lips, sending chills down your spine.

        “Yes.” You answered, and not a moment later he leaned in and kissed you. 

        “Y/N!” You heard some call, and you instantly looked pulled away and looked at Jessie with a panicked expression. “Y/N!” You heard again.

        “Oh my God, Oh my gosh.” You gasped. “Hide, hide. Oh my gosh. Go, go!” You whispered, shooing Jessie. He grabbed his jacket and crouched behind a big rock that was in the cave.

        Not a second later you could hear footsteps against the cold floor. You glanced down seeing that Jessie forgot to grab his shirt. You quickly picked it up to throw it behind the rock, but the moment it touched your hands, Finn walked in the dark room.

        “Y/N? What are you doing here?” He asked looking at you with a confused expression. 

        “I, um, I just needed to get away. Ya know? After Wells and everything, um, I just need to be alone for a little bit.” You answered, which was true, you did go there to get away from everyone. 

        He nodded. “Who’s shirt is that?” He asked, pointing to the shirt in your hand.

        Jessie mentally cursed himself for forgetting to grab his shirt. How stupid of him! What were you going to do?

        “Oh? Oh, this thing. This shirt that I am currently holding in my hand. Yes, I, um… I found it! Yeah! I found it in here. Weird, right?” You rambled. You and never been the best liar, but thankfully Finn didn’t ask any more questions.

        “Yeah, that is weird. Anyways, you shouldn’t be this far outside the wall. A grounder could get you, it’s dangerous.” He said. 

        “How ironic.” You thought.

        “Yeah, yeah. I know, I’m sorry.” You said. 

        “It’s alright. Just don’t do it again. If something happened to you, Bellamy would kill me and everyone else.” He half joked. 

        Jessie could hear everything, and couldn’t help but feel a little bit jealous of this Bellamy guy. Throughout the jealous thoughts, Jessie told himself that you were his. You liked him. You kissed him, not that Bellamy dude. 

        Finn grabbed your wrapped hand gently, knowing you hurt it in the acid fog. He smoothly guided you towards the exit of the cave. You looked back towards the rock where Jessie was hiding, only to see him already looking at you. You smiled at him and he instantly returned the smile.

        You rushed into the crowd of delinquents closely behind Finn, only to see a rope around John Murphy’s neck and Bellamy’s hand on the rope.

        “What the hell are you doing? Cut him down!” you called, pushing your way closer to the front.

        “Stop! Okay? Murphy didn’t kill Wells! I did!” Charlotte yelled.

        Finn quickly cut Murphy down, but by then everyone was looking at the little girl. 

        Bellamy and Clarke quickly rushed her into the tent, and you followed close behind, Jessie’s shirt still in your hand. You placed the shirt on the table, completely forgetting about the moment you had shared with Jessie. 

        “Why, Charlotte?” Bellamy asked.

        “I was just trying to slay my demons like you told me.” She answered with a tone of innocence.

        “What the hell is she talking about?” Clarke asked, looking towards Bellamy.

        “She misunderstood me. Charlotte, that’s not what I meant.” He said his expression of clear disbelief.

        “Bring out the girl!” You heard Murphy yell from outside.

        “Please don’t let them hurt me.” She pleaded.

        You couldn’t believe what you were hearing. She acted like she was an innocent child, but she killed someone, and there is nothing innocent about murder.

        “If you guys have any bright ideas, speak up. Now you stay quiet.” Bellamy said.

        “Those are your boys out there,” Finn said, and you silently agreed with his point. 

        “This is not my fault. If she had listened to me, those idiots would still be building the wall.” Bellamy insisted.

        “Nobody is saying it is your fault.” You chimed in.

        “You want to build a society? Let’s build a society. Bring her out.” Murphy yelled.

        “He has a point, Bell. I’m sorry, but she did kill a person. There has to consequences for that.” You said, giving your honest opinion. You didn’t think she should die, but you also didn’t think she should be treated as if she did nothing wrong.

        “No! Please, Bellamy.” She begged.

        “Charlotte, hey it’s gonna be okay. Just stay with them.” He said, shooting a glare at you before he left the tent.

        You followed behind Clarke, Finn, and Charlotte. You really did not want to stick your neck out this girl who killed someone you cared about. You zoned out of what Finn and Clarke were talking about but suddenly tuned in when you heard angry talking.

        “She’s just a kid,” Finn said, defending her.

        “She’s 12. She is old enough to know that killing people is wrong.” You chimed in.

        “Y/N’s right. She’s a killer. You killed someone, Charlotte. Ended his life. Did you stop to think about that for even one second? Look at me! You can’t just kill someone to make you feel better.” Clarke stated, and you silently agreed with her.

        “Charlotte! They can’t save you.” Y’all heard Murphy yell.

        “We should run.” You said, not having any brighter ideas.

        “Yeah, that’s one way to go. I like my plan better. Get in. Get in.” Finn said, opening a hatch and shooing you all inside.

        “Whoa.” Was all you seemed to be able to say.

        “Finn, what is this place?” Clarke asked in awe.

        “For now, it’s home.” He answered.

        You sat on the dusty couch next to Charlotte, letting Finn and Clarke talk it out. You didn’t say a word to the little girl, for you knew anything that would come out of your mouth would be nothing nice.

        Next thing you knew, you were fast asleep on the end of the couch. 

        “Finn. Finn, wake up. She’s gone.” Clarke said.

        Finn shot up like a rocket and instantly looked around frantically.

        “Y/N!” He yelled, and you slowly opened your eyes to look at him.

        “What?” You asked, completely clueless.

        “Charlotte is gone.” He said as he and Clarke raced up the latter and outside to look for Charlotte.

        “Charlotte! Damn it. Bellamy! You cannot fight all of us. Give her up.” Murphy demanded.

        “Maybe not, but I guarantee I’ll take a few of you with me,” Bellamy replied.

        “Bellamy! Stop! This has gone too far. Just calm down. We’ll talk about this.” You said.

        “I’m sick of listening to you talk.” Murphy snarled. Not a moment later he grabbed and you pull you close to him as he pressed the blade of his knife to your throat.

        You squeezed your eyes shut and mentally cursed yourself. 

        “Let her go,” Bellamy demanded. He kept his expression cold and unwavering, but on the inside, he was freaking out. If you got hurt, he would never be able to forgive himself. 

        “I will slit her throat,” Murphy stated harshly. 

        “No, please. Please don’t hurt her.” Charlotte pleaded. 

        “Don’t hurt her? Okay, I’ll make you a deal. You come with me right now, I will let her go.” Murphy bargained.

        You opened your eyes and looked at Bellamy. You took a deep breath and prepared for death, closing your eyes once more only to Jessie’s face. 

        “Don’t do it, Charlotte. Don’t do it, Charlotte!” Bellamy begged.

        “No! No, I have to! Murphy, this is not happening. I can't let any of you get hurt anymore. Not because of me. Not after what I did.” Charlotte said before she turned, and before anyone could stop her, she quickly turned and jumped off the cliff.

        “Charlotte! No! No, no , no! No!” Clarke yelled.

        Murphy lessened his grip from the shock of Charlotte taking her own life, and not a second later Bellamy turned and attacked Murphy. You would have taken you down too if you didn’t get out of the way in time. Bellamy started punching Murphy until he bled, and then he kept punching.

        “Bellamy. Bellamy. Bellamy, stop! You’ll kill him!” Clarke yelled, trying to pull Bellamy off of him.    

        “Get off me! Uhh! He deserves to die.” Bellamy hissed. 

        “No! We don’t decide who lives and dies. Not down here.” Clarke stated.

        “So help me God, if you say the people have a right to decide…” Bellamy dared.

        “No, I was wrong before, okay? You were right. Sometimes it’s dangerous to tell people the truth. But if we’re gonna survive down here, we can’t just live by whatever the hell we want. We need rules.” She explained. 

        “And who makes those rules, huh? You?” Bellamy asked.

        “For now, we make the rules. Okay?” Clarke said.

        “So, what, then? We just take him back and pretend like it never happened?” Bellamy asked.

        “No! We banish him.” You said, coming up with the bright idea. You didn’t want him dead, but you didn’t like him either. Banishment seemed like the best option, and in a lot of times in the history books you’ve read on the Ark, people would be exiled as punishment. 

        Bellamy grabbed Murphy’s arm and yanked him to his feet. “Get up. If I ever catch you near the camp, we’ll be back here. Understand? As for the four of you, you can come back and follow me, or go off with him to die. Your choice.” He said to Murphy’s posse. All of them opted to go with Bellamy instead of Murphy, which was a good choice.

        You walked back to camp beside Bellamy, his arm wrapped around your shoulder.

        “I’m sorry about Murphy, again,” Bellamy said, looking down at you.

        “It’s okay, Bell. I’m okay.” You reassured as you smiled up at him. 

        “I love you.” Bellamy thought. Oh, how much he wanted to say it, but couldn’t. Bellamy had been sleeping around, and everybody knew it. Nobody knew that he was doing it to get over you. “Why am I so afraid to lose her, when she isn’t even mine.” He thought. He couldn’t help the intrusive thoughts that seemed surface every night, every time he saw your face, every time you smiled.

        You leaned into him as y’all walked, his presences soothing you. Little did you know that his heart was beating so far out of his chest.

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MY EXPERIENCE AT EXO’RODIUM!!!

I CANT BELIEVE I GOT TO SEE MY KINGS AGAIN TT IM SO EMOTIONAL EVEN THOUGH ITS BEEN 2 DAYS SINCE THE CONCERT - EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT IT I JUST GET ALL GIDDY AND EXCITED AGAIN :D Here is my post on my experience at exo’rdium last night (fyi I wrote this on the night when i came back at like 2am LOL) its HECKA long post.... without further ado, here is MY EXPERIENCE AT EXORDIUM ^^

EXO’RDIUM 02.11.17

TODAY WAS FKING EXO’RDIUM HK AHHHHHHHHHHHH IM SO SHOOK HOLY I CAN NOT EVEN. WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN OMFG I- I can barely wrap my head around the fact that (YET AGAIN) EXO was in the same building as me, less than 10m away, LIVING, BREATHING IN THE FLESH EXO. LIKE THEY’RE REAL. NOT JUST PIXELS ON MY LAPTOP SCREEN- I JUST CANT. I STILL CANT. okok so to start, for this EXO concert, I wasn’t able to get standing tickets like I did for EXO’LUXION (when i was lucky enough to have FRONT ROW JEAAAASUUSS), but I was HUGELY and pleasantly surprised that our seats (Block 5, Row 6) WAS ACTUALLY SO CLOSE TO THE STAGE. LIKE I COULD SEE THE ENTIRE STAGE + EXTENDED STAGE, AND IF I USED MY CAMERA TO FILM, I COULD SEE THEIR FACES. So that was a huge plus as soon as we got into the arena. When the concert started, a VCR was shown - about how EXO was the saviours of the world (when are they not tho tbvh HAHA) from danger and etc. the screaming was seriously unreal - like when every member came up on the VCR… #impressed. Then, they started the concert with MAMA and can we just- MAJOR THROWBACK TO FETUS EXO DAYS??? LIKE THIS SONG TRIGGERS SO MANY MEMORIES IM NOT EVEN OKAY RN. also can we just - can SM please release the remix version of MAMA CUZ I WOULD GET IT IN A HEARTBEAT <3 Then without giving our poor hearts a second to rest, they jumped right into mONSTER!!!! IM WAS NOT READY FOR IT AND THEY JUST THREW IT AT ME WHAT. It was amazing as expected, the choreo and everything omfg.. it was LEGIT like copy and paste… AND CAN WE TAKE A MOMENTbc JONGDAE FREAKING BLEW THAT HIGH NOTE AWAY. wait where was that high note? BLEW AWAY BY JONGDAE’S GORGEOUS VOCALS THATS WHERE.

THEN yet another throwback, they performed wolf :’) it been so long since they performed it and omg It was beautiful. The tree added with projections, and it was a remix version which meant DANCE BREAK!!!!! Seriously it was SO SO GOOD like they added projections so that it seemed like they were entering and exiting the tree behind (LOOK IDK IF THAT MAKES SENSE BUT THATS WHAT HAPPENED OK). and it was just so perfect… perfect way to bring back the song.

THEN they finally took a break and did their first ment. can i just pause for a sec and mention how much i freaking love their black blouses? like the ones with the cuts. THEY’RE GORGEOUS AND THEY WEAR THEM SO WELL TT… Kyungsoo, suho and baek all mentioned that they’re going to comeback soon so to give them lots and lots of support (YES BC EXOLS PULL THRU). Sehun and his mandarin came through as expected HAHA and it was so cute - cuz he kept saying things like “are you enjoying yourselves?” “Did you miss us?” my hubby you go! Yixing greeted us in cantonese and it was so cute XD his voice when he speaks canto is the cUTEST THING EVER. i wanna wrap him up and bring him back home.. he started talking in canto about wanting us to support his film, but then paused  to think - then after like 5 seconds, gave up and spoke in mandarin instead AHAHA XINGXING YOU CUTIE OMG. SPEAKING OF YIXING THO — Originally I didn’t know if he was going to attend this concert or not, because he’s been away for filming at guangzhou for the past couple of weeks, there’s hardly been any news of him so i wasn’t sure… BUT I WAS SO FLIPPIN HAPPY WHEN I SAW HIM COME OUT. FIRST THOUGHTS: DAMN SON YOU SLAY EVERYTHING. SECOND THOUGHT: his hair was really long HAHAHAH XD STILL SLAYING THE HANDSOME GAME THO. Suho kept mentioning that coming to HK always leaves good memories for him, and mentioned the EXO daesang win during MAMA AND THE CROWD WENT WILD ;D You know how much we support y’all.

Afterwards, they performed WHITE NOISE AND I WAS SO SURPRISED BC I HAD NO IDEA THEY WERE GONNA DO THIS SONG — i made myself not watch any prior concert vids bc i wanted this to be complete surprise and HECK YEAH I WAS SURPRISED. It was a new dance and everything it was so fresh :’))) there were some body rolls here and there, and overall it was a lot more toned down than artificial love oH GOD ARTIFICIAL LOVE JUST WAIT HOLY. Middle of white noise they went to the centre hexagon and danced, but then out of nowhere WATER START POURING FROM THE TOP DOWN LIKE WHATTTTT THEN THEY STARTED DANCING IN THE POURING WATER LIKE ALL WET AND EVERYTHING X_X i was so so so happy bc sehun was always on my side of the stage so i was able to see and film him well <3 his dancing is en pointe as usual heh #proudwifey

THEN JESUS SAVE ME THEY PERFORMED THUNDER <3 <3 <3 AND SEHUN OWNED THAT STAGE LIKE IT WAS NOBODY’S BUSINESS He was on the center extended part, and damn like the stage should have been called FIRE, CUZ IT WAS LIT. Yixing and Jongin as always slayed the game too and the VOCALS FOR THIS WAS SO GREAT OMG LIKE IT WAS LIKE PERFECT :’)) also. jongin was being a huge TEASE bc he kept smirking and smiling while dancing :((( HAHA but it was lovely and made my heart thump <3

then they did playboy. rmb when playboy used to be the most sexual dance in their concert? YEAH NO JUST WATCH ARTIFICIAL LOVE HOLY i need to cleanse my eyes…. ANYWAY BEFORE THAT— this time playboy was done a bit differently, sekai wasn’t paired tgt, as pcy and osh were tgt, and kai had his own rising stage fanncaayy B) OH AND SIDE NOTE: I LOVE their laced up pants too..its very pretty and... its very tight LMAO gives me pirate vibes lol. i loved it bc the boys were all just having a TON of fun - like they came in yesterday night, and performed today thats just amazing if i compare that to the amount of energy they had today. THEY WERE LIKE HIGH OR SMTH SO CRAZY XD AND HYPER <3 but it was like a giant party so WOO!! Suho and chen went out to the farthest extended stage which meant I could see their features and OMG PRINCE SUHO ATTACKS AGAIN BC HE NEVER FAILS TO FAZE ME AT HOW BEAUTIFUL HE IS IRL. He’s like a LEGIT god descending from heaven…. <3 Chanyeol went to the hexagonal extended stage and did a solo dance there - it was beautiful :’) and YIXING was in the center extended just having a blast body rolling, pelvis thrusting JEEEEZ i need holy water.

JESUS NO ITS HERE. I CANT. IT WAS ARTIFICIAL LOVE NOW. omg i can’t even bare to talk about it I WAS SO….AHHHHH I CANT EXPLAIN OMG. i felt strange LMAO ok so right after playboy WHICH WAS ALREADY MILDY SEXY, they grabbed the canes from the side of the stage and as soon as the music came up i was like UH OH HERE IT COMES… and KAI WAS ON THE HEXAGONAL STAGE (yes im referring to him as kAI BECAUSE BABY NINI WOULD NEVER DO THAT)- AND OH JESUS IT WAS SUCH A SHOCKING MOMENT WHEN HE… UM.. GRINDED ON THE CANE?? GOSH EVEN TYPING IT MAKES ME FEEL DIRTY LMFAO I couldn’t even bring myself to film it bc i jUST CANT???? then, when switched positions, baekhyun was now where kai was, and another chorus came along which meant another grinding session (pls save me). When I watched baekhyun’s one i was ready to keep my eyes closed bc puppy baek grinding? it would destroy my image of him forever… BUT!! he was actually very reserved HAHAH XD i think it was just yixing, and kai who like 150% WENT FOR IT. ground like there was no tomorrow LMAO. so yeah long song short, KAI’S SEX APPEAL BROKE THE ROOF, and baekhyun was still a cutie BAHAHA XDD and then it was KAIXING duet dance break during artificial love with the BLINDFOLDS OMG SO SEXY HOLYY my poor heart :((

OMG AND UNFAIR!!!! I love the stage for unfair its so cute and unique, squishy kyungsoo popped out of a tv and a chair (oh i wish that were reality), just the entire performance aspect of it was top notch and so cute. After unfair, it was a short ment where exo all sat on the steps of the stage, and yixing and pcy sat on both ends holding guitars. WHICH MEANT ACOUSTIC MEDLEY TIME!!!! Yixing gave a short introduction about the medley (it was so nice to hear his voice after such a long time not hearing it) and then demo-ed the guitar by playing a little impromptu melody — reminds me of just how much of a genius zhang yixing is *heart eyes*. Chanyeol also did a quick demo and same thing goes for him.. how do they self learn things so well :((the first song that they sang in the acoustic medley was My Lady and I FLIPPED OUT BC IT WAS KYUNGSOO AND IT WAS R&B MY TWO FAV COMBOS <3 It was so nice to just sit and listen to their live vocals - and this really goes to show how much talent there is in exo. whoever disagrees should sit in one concert and just LISTEN TO THEIR FLAWLESS VOCALS. like seriously, there was no out of pitch moments (- wAIT AHHA THIS REMINDS ME OF SOMETHING FUNNY PCY DID). OKOK SO BASICALLY near the end of the medley, (I CANT RMB WHICH ACOUSTIC IT WAS RN BUT-) it was supposed to be baekhyun’s line but kyungsoo held his mic towards Chanyeol’s mouth (he was preoccupied with guitar playing) to prompt him to sing. PCY did sing baek’s line, but his voice cracked BAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH XD AND THE FUNNIEST THING WAS: HE MADE THIS REALLY CUTE SHOCKED FACE WHEN IT HAPPENED AND TOUCHED HIS THROAT THEN SHOOK HIS HEAD. NAWWWWWWW <3 adorbs… in the acoustic, they covered so many songs - CMB (WHICH JONGIN SANG BEAUTIFULLY OMG), My turn to cry, lady luck… just some i could rmb off the top of my head rn at 2:17 am HAHA.. then at the very end, yixing sang an acoustic version of Monodrama - and the lyrics were on the screen so the entire crowd sang along-it was beautiful <3 <3 <3 - at the end, yixing looked really sheepish, and grabbed the mic saying, “i’m so sorry, i sang the demo version’s lyrics so I didn’t sing the right words heh” and then pcy BEING THE MEDIATOR HE IS, was like “eyyyyy they probably didn’t even hear the difference- did you guys hear the difference???” and obvs we screamed NO!!!! and then that made xingxing look even more sheepish SO SO CUTE X) the entire thing just sounded and felt like a warm campfire get together with exo ls and exo <3 it was heartwarming and beautiful and I’m so glad that they added this segment.

and then they did lady luck again- this time not acoustic, but the dance and song version and kyungsoo. just. his voice. like. it melted the entire arena down. his projections were all so stable it sounded like the studio recorded version :’))) they danced on rising stages and everything was just so aesthetically perfect.. If i’m being completely honest, this time around, I was putting my focus deliberately more on sehun because i remember last year during exoluxion when i was front row, i could only really focus on whoever was in front of my area of the stage, which meant i missed a lot of sehun when he performed :( so i made the decision to FEED MY EYES AND HEART fully of sehun this time as last time, i was kyungsoo came to the front a lot and i kyungsoo’s vocals and dance fed me fully hehe (ohhh good times :’)) so yeah i wanted to say that kyungsoo’s vocals blew me away here because his LIVES ARE ACTUALLY PERFECT???how. haha bc his voice is made of honey chocolate <3

they performed TENDER LOVE next and I got shook all together again because THEY ALL INTERACTED WITH THE FANS THROUGH THE LIGHTSTICK :’D THEY each grabbed a lightstick and as soon as the song started baekhyun yelled “PUT YOUR HANDS UP!” :D yixing walked to the center extended stage and the next thing i knew, the STAGE WAS RISING UP LIKE A RAMP AND MY QUOTED WORDS AT THAT TIME CAUGHT ON VIDEO WAS “WOAH LOOK AT THAT STAGE” i was so surprised IT LOOKED LIKE A COMPLETE FUN HOUSE :DD All the members were just having a ton of silly fun during the song by just jumping :D during the chorus they would direct the crowd into little movements sequences we could do with the lightsticks and it was so nice bc it was like a little dance party - and they all looked so proud haha like we were all together - WE ARE ONE!! hehe Sehun came up to the farthest extended stage and danced on the stage closer to my side which was AMAZING <3 which meant that he was directing my block in the light stick moves ^^ i just thought it was super nice that they were able to interact with all of us in that way, include us all in that way it was very heartwarming <3

then LMR came up!! a lot earlier than last year’s one actually. fun and quirky as usual, BAEK’S VOCALS YES. they all danced so energetically and so hyped up, it was so so so AMAZING TO SEE THAT <3 esp sehun bc he’s usually the type that dances to the extent that is enough to show that he’s doing the moves, but this time he added so many more little side moves of his that spiced things up a lot hehe..

During One and Only, i think someone that stood out the most for me was def jongin. his vocals during the song was just something straight from all things good in the world. it was so good :’))) I’m so impressed by how much he has improved his vocal abilities over the years and is truly developing his own distinctive voice <3 OH AND the official HK exo fan club organized an event where during performance of One and Only, representatives in the crowd would hold up letters that spelt “EXO You Are My One and Only”.

omg and possibly my favorite part of the concert….. kai x sehun x lay WATER DANCE WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! I am not at all exagerating when i say that every millisecond of what i saw looked like something out of a painting. IT WAS GORGEOUS AND BEAUTIFUL (how many times have i said beautiful omg). they were all so in sync, and everyone gave it their all and it shows <3 THEN CAME THE MOMENT THE WATER STARTED FILLING THE GROND AND WHERE ALL 3 OF THEM JUST DROPPED TO THE GROUND (how do they not break their knees is my question) IT WAS SO SO *fight the urge to say beauti—* BEAUTIFUL <3 I’m sorry there are no other words to describe how amazingly godlike the entire performance was.. then when the water started pouring from the top OH DAMN THAT WAS THE CLIMAX. so they danced in the water with water pouring all over their heads and bodies and THE EFFECT LOOKED SO ETHEREAL like aM I EVEN ALIVE? HAVE I GONE TO HEAVEN? BC THIS IS WHAT I THINK HEAVEN WILL LOOK LIKE TBH. 3 DANCING WATER ANGELS <3 ahHAHA so yeah and when it ended, they 3 were kneeling in the water, and jongin had to be all extra and stuff and run his hand through his hair, gazing dangerously sexily into the audience.. yep THERE GOES MY OVARIES BOOM. THANK YOU OSH, KAI AND YIXING.

AND THEN IT WAS VOCAL LINE TIME TO SHINE!!! Stronger was performed, and it was all i could ask for to have all four of them, kyungsoo, baek, chen, and suho sing this song… esp during stressful times THANK YOU <3 also the vocals were just off the charts at 200% today like they even said themselves that they’re feeling great today WHICH MAKES ME SO DAMN HAPPY :’’)))) oMG THEN THEY PLAYED THE REALLY CUTE VCR OF EXO AS NOMES (??) HAHA dancing and stuff, then they came out of the back wearing the cute af pointy hats and elf shoes XDDD CUTENESS OVERLOAD!! they sang HEAVEN as they came out and it was SO CUTE and also the way that kyungsoo wears his pointy hat, OVER HIS FOREHEAD AND TOUCHING HIS EYES IS SO DAMN SQUISHY OF HIM AHHH :3 he’s so adorable CAN I TAKE HIM HOME PLS along with the rest of exo!!!!! Then they took off their costumes to sing Girl x Friend and it was honestly so great.. xingxing was dancing and pointing out to the audience to guide them in singing the song, sehun came out again to the middle to just enjoy the stage, and kyungsoo was sining happily waving a nightstick around ^^ WAIT OMG ALMOST FORGOT — SEHUN WAS WEARING SPECS DURING THIS AHAHAH HE LOOKED SO DAMN HOT I CANNOT EVEN. SEHUN IN SPECS MAKES ME REEVALUATE MY LIFE. <3 hot hubby hehe

Then 3.5.6 WAS LITTTTTTT haha everyone was dancing and as EXPECTED!!! they did the weird “ooh ooh” sounds in between the 3.6.5 chorus lines xDD HAH now it sounds weird to listen to the studio version one cuz it doesn’t have those sounds LMAO. THEN EXO BECAME A BUNCH OF MEANIES BC THEY FINISHED THE SONG AND as soon as the lights turned up, they were like, “okay, bye! Thank you for coming!” “See you tomorrow” (BISH LIKE WE HAVE MONEY TO SEE U 2 CONSECUTIVE DAYS IN A ROW ALTHOUGH ID VERY MUCH LOVE TO), and the entire crowd AWW’ed and whined like NO! you can’t leave us like this :((( they were so mean…

BUT THEN THEY CAME OUT WEARING THOSE COPPERY COLORED JACKETS and performed TRANSFORMER like in MAMA but EVEN BETTER <3 <3 <3 I really love the part where they all come together and do the roboty like thing. i think i have a new found love for transformer OOPS x) it was so cool like the choreo too!! it was so sharp and just overall. ANNND THEN THEY DID LIGHTSABER~~~ everything was lit. DANCE WAS LIT, SONG WAS LIT, RAP WAS LIT, ALLLSO there was a special dance part near the end where everyone got ‘lightsabers’ and STARTED SWINGING THE CRAP OUT OF IT HAHAHA. and as to no surprise. MORE WATER!! haha water started pouring again (honestly I’ve lost count HAHA) they’re so obsessed with water… or they just want the wet clothes to stICK TO THEIR ABS? x_X

then they took a break and did another ment - which was good cuz i needed that break HAHAHA xD sehun, pcy, yixing and minseok went backstage first to change out of their wet clothes, while baek, suho, kai, chen, kyungsoo, stayed behind to talk. They talked about how nice it was that Jongin was muscular bc he was good at exercising which made nini really embarrassed HAHA.. then joonmyeon turned to kyungsoo and was like, “what about you?” and squishy soo didn’t say anything and just bowed. NAW ITS OK PENGUIN SOO I LIKE IT BETTER WHEN YOU DONT HAVE RIPPED MUSCLES :D Then, Baekhyun said in the ment that, “During One and Only you guys held some letters up, but I couldn’t really see them as I was dancing, what did it say again? Could you raise it again so I could read?” so the representatives in the crowd did, and Baekhyun, Chanyeol read it out. THEN HAHA WHATS FUNNY IS baekhyun then said, “oh! i see now. But you know it’s not because we don’t know how to read english, we do- its because you guys held one letter upside down so we couldn’t read” UHMM SAVAGE BAEK ???!?!!? HAHAHA BUT IT WAS SUPER FUNNY XD. Then joonmyeon pitched in and said he thought that the M and Y were going to spell MYEON, which made him suspect that “oh? maybe they’re preparing something for my birthday……?” HAHAH NEXT TIME JOONMYEON NEXT TIME WE PROMISE <3 such a cutie.

AHAH ANOTHER FUNNY PART!! Baekhyun wanted us all to be quiet for a bit bc he wanted to say something but the crowd didn’t stay quiet for long, so he kept shushing us, like “sh! sh! SHHH!” and then he started saying SH in a really fast and abrupt way, IT SOUNDED LIKE HE SWORE AND SAID SH*T XD AND EVERYONE STARTED LAUGHING HAHAHAHAH don’t think he noticed but oh well baaha cute. baek went on to say how hard they’ve been preparing for their new album, so requested for us to show it lots of love when it comes out (OF COURSE!!! ITS A GIVEN1!!)

AHH ok so those 5 went backstage to change and now pcy, sehun, yixing, minseok came out to ment. During the ment, minseok said that he felt sorry because he messed up during the lightsaber perf. He said that it wasn’t because he forgot the moves, but because the water was pouring into his shirt, and it was so cold that he momentarily forgot what he was supposed to do (poor baby… please don’t get sick any of you :\\). Then PCY started going “沒關係” which is “no problem” in cantonese and got the entire crowd to repeat over and over until minseok told us to stop HAHA :3 then sehun decided to ment next, and he told a “funny” story - which really wasnt funny at all HAHA srsly no one understood what he was trying to say HAHAH or the purpose of the story he was telling - anyway at the end when he realized that no one understood what he was saying, he said, “i’m just trying to lighten up the mood from the sorry atmosphere minseok hyung set up just now..” then PCY again did the “no problem” chant and got the entire crowd in on it again x). Then to compensate, sehun asked us to all give a collective fake laugh AHHA AT HIS FAILED JOKE XD i can’t this boy is everything. then yixing went around giving a cantonese lesson for the other 3 boys, teaching them how to say thank you, hello, my name is___ except the fact that he forgot how to say the members names in canto xD

After the ment, yixing went back and pcy x sehun x minseok did a rap song that i believe is only exclusive to the concerts? its called “같이해” which means “do it together”. THIS. SONG. WAS. FREAKING. LIT. SEHUN FREAKING OWNED THAT STAGE LIKE IT WAS HIS AND NO ONE ELSES B) HE WAS IN CENTER STAGE MOST THE TIME, AND WENT ON THE RISING RAMP WHICH WAS SUUUUPER COOL. He was so full of charisma on stage i couldn’t take my eyes off him for even a second. he demanded attention in everything he did HAHAH THATS MY BOO then this lit rap transitioned into DROP THAT when all members joined them on stage, and IT WAS AS LIT AS IT WAS LAST YEAR WOO so so nice. “we say e-x, you say o! , e-x-“ “O!” so nice *sparkling eyes* OMG ALSO CHANYEOL DID AN ELECTRIC GUITAR COVER OF GROWL AND IT WAS FREAKING COOL AF

ooooohhhh then next they did the cool little Let Out the Beast remix starting with the lightstick part. It was a bit of a shame that they did not organize this concert to have the bluetooth setting so it lost a wow factor there, but STILL THE REMIX SONG WAS GREAT AND THEY DID A DANCE REMIX IT WAS SO EFFING COOL AND OLD SCHOOL I LOVE IT SO MUCH <3

Following that, they performed Lucky, where everyone LEGIT WENT CRAZY HYPER HAHA THEY DID RANDOM DANCES AND EVERYTHING speaking of random dances, CHANYEOL DABBED LIKE AT LEAST 10 TIMES HERE JEEEAASUS and did juju on the beat hAHAHA I WAS SHOOK lmao THEN they did RUN and yixing was near the part where i was at so I had a very clear view of him going CRAZYYY like actually CRAZY!! he was doing all sorts of random running moves, and just having a ton of fun :’)) this was so impactful on me because i rmb last year, they flew in to hk really early and at the same day they had to perform so lay was really really tired that day. but to see him so hyper and energetic was so refreshing and it made me really hyped up too :’) little xing bunny jumping for joy haha

GROWL MY FAV SONG came out and everything was SO PERFECT haha this time the members freely walked around first and interacted with fans. then park chanyeol. okay so um. this boy has a problem with chronic DABBING AND JUJU-ING. he DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO STOP LITERALLY DOES NOT STOP. HE DABBED LIKE AVERAGE EVERY 5 SECONDS NOT EXAGGERATING. And then baekhyun learned from him and started to dab and juju uncontrollably too ._. not you too baek AHAH but in all honesty it was so funny to watch XD pcy did so many dabs that sehun had to almost flying kick him to get him back to his regular mind haha. THEY WERE CRAZILY HYPER today and i LOVE IT SO MUCH  <3 AHAH AND THEN YIXING WAS SO CUTE CUZ during the beginning of growl when everyone walked everywhere, he walked to the furthest extended stage, but during the bridge he was supposed to get back to the middle to do the dance part. He only remembered when the music turned and had to RUN FOR HIS LIFE back to the centre aND IT WAS SO CUTE CUZ I SAW THE LOOK ON HIS FACE WHEN HE REMEMBERED XD PRICELESS.

Lucky One was next, and similarly it was free-dance and walk around which was nice and chill for them ^^ but jongdae did not give up on the dance and still did it throughout ahah #dedication. near the end, suho was the only one dancing and pcy and sehun were both doing weird af gestures behind him LOL .. and then it was time for the last ment D: I’m sad just thinking about it again….

So at the start of the ment, when pcy was talking, jongin bent over and looked really tired, which is expected since he danced with so much energy during the entirety of the concert - but he suddenly ran off stage, and no one knew what was going on- i started to get really nervous because i didn’t know what happened, if he was sick or hurting and i felt really sad :( my heart hurt. But then when it got around to about fixing’s turn to ment, jongin finally came back and all the members were like, “kai-sshi where did you disappear off to just now?” and HAHA HE SAID, “i had to go to the bathroom really urgently i was very very urgent” HAHAHAHA XD NOT WHAT ANYONE OF US WERE EXPECTING LMAO IM DECEASED XDD Then the members teased him and were like, “Kai-sshi is your stomach not feeling well (aka do u have a stomach ache/diarrhoea)?” and he immediately denied it and said, “nO! I just went to the toilet to pee hahah i was so urgent.” Then he said, “You know, after coming back from the toilet, my mood is so much more relieved” BAHAHHAHAHA “RELIEVED?!?!” IM DEAD AGAIN.. then PCY started saying, “so did you go to the toilet to … number 2?” HAHAH and jongin said, “NO! I WENT TO DO A NUMBER 1” IT WAS SO FUNNY MY ABS HURT AHAHAHA THEY WERE ARGUING ABOUT THE TOILET ON STAGE I CANT WITH THESE BOYS.. XD

Channel kept dabbing and juju-ing still, which triggered baekhyun to do the same, AND I KID YOU NOT, they DID NOT STOP DOING THAT UNTIL THE ENTIRE MENT WAS OVER FOR EVERYONE XD THESE TWO PUPS.. baekhyun’s ment consisted of him teaching us how to dab LMAO he was like “i’ll teach you the easy one (the dab), bc the other one (the juju) is more complex” LOL THANKS TEACHER BAEK. so yeah long story short, he got the entire arena to dab. yup. EVERYONE. us all dabbing only exacerbated chanyeol’s chronic dabbing syndrome and he continued to do it, with baekhyun responding to him every single time. #CHANBAEK OTP FTW. throughout all the dabbing sehun was just judging and like “ai these hinges…” but then eventually he caved and also did dabs AHHAHA, yixing,  chen were laughing so hard. the thing is, suho is trying to give his ment properly, and there you have chanyeol on one end, baekhyun on the other DABBING TOWARDS EACH OTHER OK LIKE THESE BOYS ARE NOT OK. WHAT DID THEY EAT BEFORE COMING OUT HERE?? Eventually suho gave up AHAH and dabbed too (…….) WHAT IS WITH ALL THIS DABBING….?!!??! also . baekhyun couldn’t help it and decided to teach us the juju too so. LMAO. AND THEN BAEK SAID, “the dab move i taught you! when we sing Angel for the last song, I want you to dab throughout the song!” THIS IS HOW OBSESSED THEY ARE OK. IM BEING HONEST, PCY AND BAEK added tgt for the entire concert prob dabbed and juju-ed like 50 times each . NOT. AN EXAGGERATION. Haha so yeah, fun times..

During Angel, fans threw stuff toys and animal hats on stage, and exo went around playing with them. Baekhyun found a pikachiu hat and chanyeol found a stuffed pokeball = chanyeol smashing the pokeball at poor baekhyun who ended up rolling on the stage xD. Sehun found a dinosaur hat and a snake that he wrapped around his neck (how exotic LOL), then he found a small stuffed white puppy that looked like Vivi. and he carried it all the way back to the stage where he said in chinese, “Vivi says, ‘see you tomorrow!’” (CAN HE GET ANY CUTER???). AND THEN omg the sweetest part was how yixing liteally went to every corner and crevice of the stage to bow and say goodbye and thankyou to the fans :’(((( IM CRYING HE’S LITERALLY THE SWEETEST BUNNY TT he was the last to return to the back part of the stage where baekhyun said they wanted to take a photo with all of us dabbing in the background (LMAO). it was so sad to see them all disappear behind the closing screens, how did time pass so quickly? it felt like we just came in to sit down..

it was an INSANE night. SO MUCH HYPE, SO LIT, SO FUN AND TRUELY showed the talents and nature of exo :’) they really had so much fun and as an EXO-L that is all I can ask for. Im so glad that they were able to get a nights rest before the concert this time unlike last year, because they were so much more awake and aware of the concert. they were all so into it and so CRAZY HYPER HAHA. Interestingly, baekhyun, suho both talked about how this Exo’rdium in HK was the VERY FIRST concert they held in the new year of 2017. WHICH WAS SUCH A HUGE THING!! they were all so energetic and excited about the concert that they asked for everyone in the crowd to dab while they took a group photo with us in the background - I AM OFFICIALLY SIGNING OFF. THEY ASKED US TO DAB FOR A PHOTO IM DONE. LMAO IM DOOONNEEE

So yeah…. that was a LONG ASS POST but it was worth staying up to 4am to write about <3 the best part was that when we looked at the time it was 10:32pm. we started at 7pm SHARP. which meant this concert went on for 3 and a half hours. 3 AND A HALF HOURS. THATS AMAZING AND GENEROUSLY LONG <3 This beautiful memory will stay with me forever and motivate me to do well in upcoming mocks and exams ^^ EXO SARANGHAJA!!!!! <3 WOOOOOO

#exordiumhk #exordium hong kong #exordium hk day 1 #exo #021117 #just rereading it and rewatching the videos makes me so emotional all over again #until next time that i see you my babies #<3

[dessarin]

The City of Red Large

Upon arriving in Red Larch (or, if you asked Bjorn, Red Large), the adventurers asked one of the caravan’s few remaining guards for a place to quench their various thirsts. They were directed to the Helm at High Sun, a tavern which an optimistic marketing person might have dubbed “charmingly rustic.” On the way to the tavern, a portly, mustachioed man with a sheriff’s star on his plain cloak stumbled against the tiefling warlock.

“Excuse me,” rumbled the constable, raising a monocle to his bleary eye.

“You’re in my way,” said the tiefling.

The constable huffed; his considerable chest swelled. Before he could speak, the skinny crook conjured the sound of a woman screaming around the corner of the nearest building. The constable held his hat to his head and trundled to the rescue.

The tavern was nearly empty, with a few patrons talking quietly and an aproned man wiping mugs behind the counter. Malacath ordered an ale, while Agatha asked for tea. The bartender took a liking to her immediately. He stomped on a trapdoor behind the counter and shouted for tea.

Bjorn entered the tavern late, followed by the constable. There was no sign of the skinny crook. The constable lumbered to the counter.

“Did you forget something, Harburk?” asked the tavernkeeper.

“I need to see your back room,” said the constable. “I’m investigating a crime.”

Everyone looked at him funny. The gnome ranger, sensing something amiss, bolted out the door.

“Uh,” said the tavernkeeper. “I don’t have a back room.”

The constable peered around. “Oh, well, hmm. Where do you keep your valuables?”

The tavernkeeper didn’t respond.

“Personally, I think it’s the real constable,” said the tiefling.

Then the gnome ranger reappeared, leading a second constable by his pudgy hand.

“What is the meaning of this?” cried the second constable.  

“Imposter!” shouted the first constable. “Seize him!”

Agatha dropped her tea. Bjorn seized the second constable and held him fast. With his free arm, the captured constable produced and blew a silver whistle. The first constable also produced and blew a silver whistle. The two constables stood about four feet apart and blew their whistles at each other.

Summoned by the clamor, four huge men in bloody aprons came running through the door. Upon seeing the two constables, they froze.

The first constable dropped his whistle. “Thank the Gods you’re here! This man is impersonating me! Take him to jail at once.”

The men looked back and forth. The smallest one got a look in his eye that suggested he was having a big and smart thought, which he was very proud of. 

“If you’re the real constable,” he asked the ungrasped one, “then what’s my name?”

The first constable blew air through his mustache. “Don’t humiliate yourself with such pointless inquiries. There’s no time to waste.”  

“Jamie! It’s Jamie!” cried the other constable.

Everyone stood very still for a moment. Then the huge, bloody men took a step forward and a lot of things happened at once.

The imposter constable motioned with his hand and the room filled with impenetrable fog. The sound of footsteps clattered up the stairs. The four thugs followed. After a few seconds had passed, the fog dissipated, leaving only a single constable, with Bjorn standing against the wall with the other adventurers.  

The men came back downstairs just as the skinny crook walked into the tavern.

“Hey everybody,” said the skinny crook. “What did I miss?”  

The constable and his men approached Bjorn.

“I’m sorry, Mr. Constable,” said Bjorn. “I let go of the other constable and he got away.”

The constable’s eyes crossed as he tried to figure this one out. Eventually he decided to give the hirsute galoot the benefit of the doubt.

“That’s alright, son,” he said. “You were just doing what you thought was right.”

Now even more exhausted than they’d been before, the adventurers went across the street to the Swinging Sword for a much-needed evening of rest. Along the way, they finally got around to introducing themselves. The skinny crook’s name was Squidward Jerusalem; he’d been working with Bjorn for ten years. The tall, battleaxe-wielding elf was named Baguelle.

“Bagel?” said Squidward.

“Baguelle. It’s French.”

“What’s French?” asked the matronly paladin. “I’m Agatha. I’m trying to help lost ones find themselves in the name of my god, Lathander.” She began to tell a story about the old days.

“I’m Malacath,” interrupted the tiefling.

“Bogota Bodega,” said the gnome ranger.

Squidward, Bjorn, Agatha, and Baguelle split an “economy” room, which was a smelly attic with no furniture whatsoever. Malacath shelled out five silver pieces for a nice room all to himself. Bogota fell asleep at a table in the common room. 

In the morning, the adventurers awoke refreshed and ready to actually accomplish something. They found the constable nailing up a flyer on an official-looking bulletin board.

Squidward approached. “Anything we can help with?”

It was a ludicrously hot day, and sweat poured down the constable’s pudgy face. His mustache was a sad, sodden thing. He pulled the flyer off the board and showed it to Squidward.

Banditz R Heer, said the flyer, with a map crudely drawn in crayon.

“You’re in luck,” said Squidward. “We happen to be extremely skilled bandit-slayers. We have, in fact, a 100% bandit kill rate.”  

He gestured at his compatriots, who flexed and tried to look tough, except for Agatha, who smiled sweetly, and Malacath, who wasn’t paying attention, and Bogota, who was grunting at a mouse. So, in other words, only Baguelle and Bjorn tried to look tough. Luckily they were the only remotely imposing members of the group anyway.  

“Wonderful,” said the constable.

“But there is the matter of payment,” said Squidward. “We don’t work for free, you see.”

Soon the adventurers were on their way out of town, buoyed by the promise of 30 gold pieces from the Red Larch city coffers upon the completion of their task.

They found four bandits sitting around a campfire in front of a cave. Beside them, in an iron cage on a burnt-out wagon, was a black bear. Agatha’s heart went out to the poor, trapped creature, and she beseeched the group to slay the bandits with all possible haste. Everyone was more or less fine with that plan. What they couldn’t decide was how. A fierce debate ensued.

Growing tired with the bickering, Bogota conjured an illusion of a shiny chest some thirty feet to the southwest. The bandits didn’t notice. To help them along, Squidward made the chest produce a chorus of angelic voices. The bandits grabbed their weapons and charged toward the source of the sound. Baguelle, Agatha, and Bjorn ran to intercept them.

A lopsided battle ensued. Two bandits died almost instantly. A third bandit sprinted to the cage and, just before succumbing to a hail of magic and arrows, opened it. The bear went and took a big swipe out of Baguelle’s arm.

“Help me,” gasped Baguelle.

Agatha ran up, and for a moment it looked like she was going to heal Baguelle, but instead she hit the bear with her warhammer. The bear died. (Agatha had mixed feelings about this—on one hand, it was the first badass thing she’d done in ten years, but on the other hand, she felt bad for the bear.)

Malacath charmed the final bandit, who confirmed that there was nobody else to kill. After declining Squidward’s generous offer to join the party in a probationary capacity, the bandit made a run for it, and was slaughtered for his experience points.

The adventurers rolled back into town with a wagon full of stolen wine, the carcass of the bear (which Bogota was merrily skinning), and four dead bandits (since a consensus had not been reached on which body part to cut off for “proof of murder” purposes).

“Where’s our gold?” asked Squidward, showing off the bandit corpses.

“Gold? Oh, that’s right, I promised you—”  

“Fifty,” said Malacath. “Fifty gold pieces.”  

The constable furrowed his brow.

“Oh, well, hmm. Alright then.”

He led them toward a butcher shop. Behind his back, Malacath and Squidward bumped chests like they’d just scored a touchdown.

At the butcher shop, the adventurers met a bunch of butchers with possible future story importance. The mayor forked over 50 gold, and just like that, the adventurers were off in search of another quest.

They found one when a small child in a tavern told them about a ghost. (It speaks to the weirdness of the stuff that was happening in the Dessarin Valley that literally no one in the party doubted for a moment the veracity of the child’s tale.) They followed the child to a hill outside of town with a door cracked open. Inside, the adventurers found a table with some rust spots where something had clearly been removed, and also another door, which a ghost poked its head through.

“Go away,” said the ghost, essentially.

Instead Bjorn knocked the door down and everyone ran into the crypt and stabbed and shot the ghost until it died. Or, since it was already dead, “double-died,” or whatever. Note, however, that before it was dispatched, the ghost sucked on Bjorn until he passed out. This was the first time one of the adventurers was brought to the brink of death—but was certainly, given the cruelty of the world and those who oversaw it, plus the party’s general recklessness, not to be the last.

There was also a giant floating sword, which flew away. The adventurers didn’t concern themselves much with that, though. They were too busy trying to get into the chest at the foot of the crypt’s casket.

(End of Session 1)