#anybody who knows what they're doing

[sciderman]

I would say you’re more of a Mr peanut butter type yeah

doggy doggy what now?

#sci speaks #i love mr peanutbutter. #i think i love especially that eventually people stopped liking him. #cute quirky doggy winds up being a JERK actually just like the rest of us. #i love him and i love that. #really need to rewatch bojack actually because i don't remember it very well but god do i remember Loving it. #i think it's probably the best adult animated series i've ever seen. just. like. i don't know. it's the kind of writing that i really love. #where all the characters are bad actually. and you think they might be outwardly put together but they're not. #bojack is a GREAT SHOW. depressing but great. #i can't even like recommend it to anybody i'm like. yeah. it'll depress you. sorry. but that's why i like it. #i like those kind of ugly sincere emotions that make me feel less alone for being an asshole sometimes. #not in a “haha this character i like is an asshole so i can be an asshole too” kind of a way but in a . #i shouldn't despise myself because this is just part of what it is to be human i guess. you'll mess up and make selfish choices. #we all have that same software and i don't know. makes me feel less alone. i love to see that nobody else has it put together either. #it's not just me floating in the world with no direction. #it do be why i hate people who point at a character and say “BAD ROLEMODEL!! why aren't they PERFECT??” #get out shut up i hate you. #try living LIFE for five days maybe.

[coquelicoq]

just got a biopsy to see if my [checks notes] 15-week period is because of cancer. however then my friends drove me to get chocolate and the new martha wells novel so, you know, there are pros and cons here.

#the epic highs and lows of having a uterus #highs: people buy you chocolate!! #lows: all the other stuff :( #anyway i am. a lil stressed out lol #also pretty lightheaded! i'm not really even sure why because ok so yeah i was already anemic from the 15 weeks of bleeding #plus i was anemic before that also #plus there was a lot of blood during the biopsy. but i feel like that blood was just the stuff in my uterus that'd be coming out anyway #as opposed to new blood from within my veins or something #and i'm still sick lolllll #so it's a fun time. BUT! martha wells novel! and i lent all systems red to a friend who will hopefully become obsessed with murderbot #and talk to me about it constantly! (<-my endgame at all times) #it's so funny every time i've been to the doctor they're like 'date of your last period?' and i'm like april 9th. and it is ongoing. #and then we just 😬 at each other #anyway cross your fingers for me. apparently if the biopsy comes back negative they don't have other ideas for what could be going on #not sure how to feel about that. obviously i don't want to have cancer but it's very stressful not knowing what is going on #do i just bleed forever indefinitely??? i'll be real with you lads that doesn't seem great :/ #she was like next step would be to put in a hormonal iud and i was like that is absolutely not an option that i will consider #i would sooner get a hysterectomy #so idk maybe i will get a hysterectomy! biopsy results in a week. okay. ending the tags now #if anybody wants me to trigger tag for cancer mentions let me know and i can definitely do that going forward <3

[sailor-aviator]

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#y'all my anxiety has me spiraling as of late because it just feels like my whole life is falling apart at this point #i got fired from my job a couple of months ago and i've been scrambling to try and find a new one #i work part time at a store i really love but it pays shit #and i've had all of these interviews and no one wants to hire me and i just feel unhireable at this point and it's hard not to despair #and on top of that i'm struggling with my self esteem again #i know i'm not ugly per se but i'm struggling with feeling confident in the way i look as a big girl #and all of my old insecurities are rearing their ugly heads and i want to cry just thinking about it #and i feel like such a failure right now even though i know that life has its ups and downs but my stupid brain just won't chill #and i don't really have any friends in the area because they all either moved away or didn't live here to begin with #and i'm tired of living at home because of my stupid student loans and not being able to afford to live on my own #i have one person i hang out with and we just met and i don't want to scare them off because they're a great friend and person #and i just feel like i'm never going to meet anybody who's going to love me the way i want to be loved because of my looks #also because it's me. and i feel like i'm so flawed as a person that no one will ever fall in love with me #and i've just been feeling really alone lately and i'm trying to do things to make me feel better but it's just so HARD right now #and i love writing because it gives me a chance to explore some of my feelings and it's something i genuinely love to do #and i'm sitting here waiting for the day things start to get better. and i know we all joke and i'm gonna sounds so dumb for saying this #but i feel like i was meant to be famous? or do something great idk and it's something everyone has always told me #and idk if my feelings of inadequacy are because of that or what but i'm scared that my life is going to mean nothing in the end #anyway this was a lot and you can pretend like you didn't read it. i just wanted to write some of my feelings down

[nateserenas]

literally to present the world with a better version of you which could mean facing your future and and forgetting past mistakes or finally settling on a brand new path while they both stare at ticket stubs from a film they saw together (literally they both kept the tickets...) and then they promptly throw away the ticket stubs as though they've just been burnt because they catch themselves doing something terrible - thinking about each other. (literally they both kept the tickets but then absolutely did not think about why they'd kept the tickets, because as if they've reached a point where they'll allow themselves to realise that maybe it's possible for them to enjoy each other's company yet. and then them throwing away the tickets is them being like nope refusing to think about why I kept this it never happened i definitely did not willingly engage in recreational activity with dan humphrey/blair waldorf and then i definitely definitely definitely did not keep the evidence it just didn't happen none of it happened i will not think about it ticket gone means no more thoughts on the matter okay case closed moving on time to go visit serena...)

#AND THEN THEY BOTH LITERALLY GO VISIT SERENA #gg voice while dan is walking out the door to see serena “ and forgetting past mistakes” blair looking at her resume blair walks into seren #but a new year doesn' #sn't wipe away old problems #dan&serena proceed to lock themselves into the same dance they've been doing since high school and it's #blair's words that are a significant part of breaking dan specifically out of it #and then blair with her resume trying to figure out where she belongs in the world and her terror at the thought of becoming her mother lea #s to her plotting and scheming for something she doesn't actually want that much #and it's in talking to dan that she starts to let herself make plans for her life based on who she is and what she actually wants to be #rather than planning her future to run from the fears that have haunted her her whole life #it's about how they've always seen each other the mistakes theyve made what they're afraid of #but also the beauty they're forced to admit exists in their enemy/frenemy (depending on the day) #so it's like now they're talking and they're showing each other how they see each other and it's so very different from how anybody else se #es them and it's these pictures that are completely different but completely accurate that help them break the patterns of their pasts #in that the newness the difference allows for the realisation of “youre not what you were” and the accuracy is like i know you we'll show e #ch other what we actually are we see each other #okay now i'm #just rambling but it's them running away from the fact that they enjoyed each other's company and then proceeding to spend the episode trap #ped in patterns they've been trapped in forever until they help each other realise that they don't have to be trapped forever and then they #end the episode beginning to actually face the future and settle on a new path when they go see another movie together #okay done now so sorry this is insanely long help

[ssaalexblake]

the number of people who think they're entitled to your time bc you like 13 is Staggering.

#dw shit #the ego going on here truly is something #the shit i've put up with the past 5ish years Only on This site #the one Least likely to get shit on??? #absurd!!! #be it the ones who're rude with insults or the ones who just rudely think they're entitled to Anything bc they have conflicting opinions #to you and Obviously you have to explain personally to Them the center of the entire universe #it's so tiring #no wonder you see tons of irl 13 fans and barely any online #it's bc y'all are Insufferable in ways you'd never do irl bc it's so deeply rude #and it'd be attached to your faces #anyway my rule is that i'll only consent to respond to any of the above if i receive a 20000 word essay on rtd's treatment of women over th #age of 25 and a further essay on moffat's insidious and dangerous biphobia #then i might talk to you about what you hate abt 13's run #anyway i guess the long and the short of it is you're all goddamn insufferable and toxic and we're all grumpy as fuck #bc that environment Will do that to people exposed to it for long periods of time #none of us owe anybody jack all #and yes we are kind of crabby en masse as a group but if you want to know why look in the mirror

[emlos]

im gonna be honest i dont understand so many basic things that people do

ex. why put together forever etc on wedding cakes and decor and stuff, because realistically this just sets your expectations up for failure

like it would make more sense to put something generic like "omg i cant believe were getting married" or "let's try to make this last!" or even "we love each other" because even if you believe you're gonna be together, yoj HAVE to know that divorce is something that can happen, and youre just lying right ???

#ok maybe i..saying it wrong #i do KNOW why people want to say it #but there's no way anybody believes that m #right? #i dunno but #ita the first time i could put this feelung of 'ok but...why?' into worda #dont answer that #because the answer is: because thats how they show love #which doesn't make sense #saying ' were gonna be together for as long as we both want because we love each other' (but like poetically) is wayyy more romantoc #dont you want somebody who is logical and doesn't want to bind yourself to you 'for forever' if you're not right for each other? #if anybody ever wants to marry me then i would be constantly anxious whether they're staying with me cause of they feel like we have to #since we're married #(and if that was the slogan or theme or whatever) #eugh thats NOT how normal people think why do iiii #and i guess it's bothering me because i just. dont understand this... wishful thinking? self delusion? #sorry i cant think of a better word i know what delusion is but what do you call uhh ślepa wiara? #text

[redbootsindoriath]

You guys were oddly supportive of my creepy-Morgoth drawing.  I’m concerned.

...

Anyway, here’s a mountain-sized Oromë who may or may not be fused to Nahar’s back.

That blurry thing above his right antler is a discarded drawing that didn’t erase properly, but we’re going to pretend it was intentional because if you look at it right you can pretend it’s Vala magic or something.  Maybe aurora borealis is the trail of his antlers as he rides across the sky and whenever he stops moving you can see it forming into ghostly outlines of animals and monsters.  Does Middle Earth already have lore for the northern lights or not?

#oromë #the man the myth the legends #three shinies #my trash #/end classification tags #i don't often draw valar as you all know but when i do you can usually divide them into three basic types #goofy simplified ones for comics #human-/elf-looking ones for when they're interacting with people #and ''sweet eru what in the name of elbereth is THAT???'' #also okay but i have this poetic weakness for creatures/things that are way too big framed against the sky #i have a recurring dream where there's a huge tree or a huge creature standing on the south horizon at nighttime #and of course this means i want oromë to show up in middle earth like that sometimes when he's in the mood #scares the bejabbers out of anybody who sees him but like it's cool and he's a vala so literally who's going to stop him? #i played around with a lot of different sizes for both oromë and the elf in this drawing #at one point i had the elf like half the size i ended up with and i went ''nah man that's just too ridiculous'' #but lowkey i wish i'd stayed with that version because why the heck not #the trees looked bigger in that one too #just kind of eerie and cool

[somelazyassartist]

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#need to take a breather from bluey for a sec #uh. yeah #don't know if the writers are implying what i think they're implying but either way um. that moment in 'The Show' was a lot. for me #so um. yeah gotta take a breather for a sec #don't know why I'm writing this on Tumblr and I'll probably end up deleting this really quick #i just don't really have anybody irl to talk to about this stuff aside from one person who's not available atm #so um. i don't know i just need to like write out something to get these feelings out and once I'm chill again I'll delete this #just have to get this pit in my stomach out somehow and i can't do it irl so I'm just writing this for a second and then deleting it #but uh yeah. uh #yeah #my heart fucking dropped dude like i still feel like my blood ran cold. i gotta fucking lay down #the thing that happened in the show was like Not A Big Thing don't get me wrong okay #it's just like. a very very very very very very very very personal thing for me specifically it's just this one specific anxiety trigger #usually I'm fine it's just this one thing that gets me really I'll be fine i just didn't expect that to happen like that and it got to me #i feel a little better writing my feelings out but i still gotta lie down I'm feeling kinda sick from it #vent

[prismatoxic]

hanamusa artist: (puts screenshots of the wiki pages for jessie and delia under several comics to prove their ages are 25 and 29)

me: surely this isn't necessary. it's in your FAQ, and people can't really be--

me: (looks at the comments of one such post)

me: (look at the comments of yet another one)

me: i think i give the internet too much credit sometimes

#the amount of people freaking the fuck out about delia having ash when she was 19 is doing permanent damage to my psyche #i don't know how to tell you this. but women have children young A LOT #sometimes because they want to and sometimes when they don't #acting like it's some moral evil isn't fucking helping anybody #like anti/fancop/etc mindsets are bad enough but this is such a weird thing to be nitpicky over when it happens irl ALL THE TIME #my mom was 33 when she had me but serzh's mom WAS 18 or 19 iirc #and i went to an independent study high school bc of my mental health and let me tell you #all the pregnant teens who can't/won't get abortions that you think aren't an issue #ARE IN THOSE SCHOOLS. #i made friends with one she was very nice. felt bad about what she was going through but it wasn't my business #like has the internet really poisoned people's brains so much that they just up and forgot pregnancy is a thing that can happen at any time #and a lot of women can't abort/don't want to abort/are convinced not to abort/think they can handle a baby at 19 #maybe this isn't surprising. i don't know. i really didn't think this was an issue people had. #they're not even making disparaging comments about ash's deadbeat dad who would. you know. be the one who knocked her up at 19. #like it reeks of a moral judgement on DELIA? ARE YOU HIGH? #remind me to not read post comments #tox.txt

[depresseddepot]

the way i try so SO hard to gain even a crumb of body neutrality only to then see some shit on twitter that remind me that oh yeah. a distinct portion of the population genuinely believes they are being discriminated against when they have to look at or be within 50 feet of a fat person

#the amount of times ive heard my skinny friends call themselves fat and disgusting to my face without considering the implications #i saw some tweet that just like. had a fat person in the video and ALL of the responses were men making fun of her #like. yes i realize my life would be so much better if i was born with a faster metabolism. thank you for reminding me #yes i realize i am not treated seriously because i am fat #that sort of incredulous look skinny people give you when you have the audacity to sit near them on the bus or ask for directions #like they're shocked you weren't some round thing that was in their sights for 2 seconds to make fun but disappeared #i am trying very hard not to let it get to me but when so many people seem to think the same thing it feels stupid #likei know i dont see people the way allosexuals do but are fat people really so disgusting that they feel like they can say shit like that #its so so frustrating #if i am going to die alone because of my own failings i can learn to accept that #but if i die alone because i can't find anybody that doesn't think fat people are worthless then what is the fucking point lmao #''people irl dont actually think that'' i cant count on 1 hand the amount of skinny people who have lamented about their weight to my face #someone brings in cookies to work and as im eating one someone skinny says ''well. i really don't need the extra calories so ill pass'' #someone skinny checking out diet/exercise books because they ''REALLY have to lose some weight'' #no they aren't talking about me/to me but how detached from your surroundings do you have to be to shit on yourself for your weight #like. even if i was skinny they're still talking about how gross and ugly they are around kids #''love your body and your self!!!1!!1'' okay then stop calling yourself disgusting regardless of how much you weigh. #you can think if if you want but god that 12 year old girl in line behind you is going to remember that forever #she is going to internalize ''oh okay. thats what a disgusting body looks like'' #andthen she'll grow up and hate herself and continue the fucking cycle #just stop. stop talking about your weight around kids. i dont need 60 yo women telling me they're gross when they weigh maybe 150 lbs #i know this is super unhealthy but i literally cannot wait until i can move out and isolate myself from society #because every second i try to engage with it is literal torture #yall are so mean for no reason #i dont really have much to live for #but it would be helpful if skinny people didn't constantly reiterate that there's no point to living if you aren't skinny #im so tired #vent

[theheadlessgroom]

https://www.tumblr.com/beatingheart-bride/723259801923092480/theheadlessgroom-beatingheart-bride

@beatingheart-bride

“I’m quite ready,” Dorian grinned at her, as he swept off his hat and overcoat to hang up before offering her a bouquet of chrysanthemums: Though anyone who saw her with this gift would no doubt immediately believe it had a romantic connotation, it was quite the opposite, in that chrysanthemums represented friendship, loyalty, and honesty. Seeing as he felt very loyal to her for her honesty, her help in averting tragedy, as well as a budding friendship that he was sure would grow as they worked together (and, of course, anyone who was near and dear to his best friend was near and dear to him as well), he felt they were most appropriate to gift Emily before his big performance.

But this gift aside, if Dorian was nervous about his impending impassioned plea to the de Clair’s, he certainly didn’t show it, instead seeming very confident in himself. He was never one who was prone to stage fright or pre-performance jitters, and this was no exception. In many ways, much of the plan hinged on his ability to convince the de Clair’s to break Emily’s engagement with Pennyworth, and he wasn’t about to let her or Randall down.

At that moment, Reginald, the family butler, entered the foyer-though he was surprised to see Dorian there, he nevertheless turned on his heel to announce his arrival, the young master following behind, tossing a smile and a wink to Emily in the hopes of settling her nerves. He wouldn’t let her or his best friend down.

#((lol now i'm just imagining 'the simpsons' meme where bart's pointing at the screen and says:)) #(('look! you can pinpoint the exact moment his heart breaks!)) #((not to say that nicholas will be upset about anything other than money slipping right through his fingers but even so)) #((it's a shame they won't have a camera to commemorate the moment; it's one that *so* deserves it!)) #((and yeah; both families are gonna be SO blindsided when their kids run off! makes you wonder what they're gonna think!)) #((like they went to all this trouble to put together this huge wedding with everybody who's anybody attending)) #((and then they just...elope? run off? will either family notice that beau and elizabeth and mrs. henshaw are gone as well?)) #((they probably won't notice the haberdasher in town has also left; but even if they do; what could they even do about it?)) #((other than nicholas showing up at the end; it's probably gonna be a pretty clean getaway all in all)) #((and neither family will know where they've gone!)) #((it might've been a bit of a crazy plan; but it was crazy enough to work; clearly!)) #outofhatboxes #beatingheart-bride #V:Days of Future Past

[tunemyart]

so I (finally) started Picard S3 tonight and I haven't seen any further than the first ep, but... I'm wondering if there's meant to be some juxtaposition between the emphasis on Beverly Crusher just cutting off/disappearing from the lives of the old Enterprise crew for 20 years and Seven of Nine doing what sounds like a very possibly similar thing with the Voyager crew

#okay i KNOW they'll never confirm that they headcanon i'll never let go of is correct #but i've seen the gifs of the most recent ep! with her talking about voyager and how they were her family #“and now...” #GIRL what did u DO #idk maybe i'm still setting myself up to be disappointed in the end but it sounds like. they're setting it up. #I KNOW okay but let me dream #if not voyager reunion then seven going off to deal with whatever the fuck actually went down between them all by the end #and maybe into whatever spinoff they're surely conceiving off #amy watches picard #picard spoilers #for anybody who's got that blocked? idk if anyone who's following me is but just in case i guess

[trans-xianxian]

fully forgot that the rest of the cultivation world did not know the extent of the horrors that the jin sect was inflicting upon the wen remnants and just thought that they were being kept and monitored somewhere

#like most people did not know it was a slave camp where they tortured innocent people #still fucked up that they were like yeah its fine that they're just hiding the innocent sick and old away somewhere they can't escape #but considering the setting and views of most people in said setting #thats a far more reasonable thing to do than what was actually happening #esp since the way jgy presents it it almost sounds like the jins will be protecting the wen remnants from others who might seek revenge #tho maybe others should have caught on when they're used as fucking target practice later on #but at the same time I don't think anybody besides a select few cared enough to mind #ghost posts #text #lb

[becca-alexa]

love it when i meet with people and find out their sole purpose in life is finding me a husband 😔🙏💗

#becca.txt #and i mean this in the most sarcastic way possible #these people way too invested in my life #leave me alone #if i find someone who wants to go out with me that's cool #if i don't that's also cool #either way it's nobody's business #not my fault all of you married at 22 and are living unfufilled lives as a result #not saying you can't have a fufilling life having married young - you certainly can #but NONE of the people i'm referring to were in any way shape or form prepared to marry when they did #the only person i know in my circle w/a successful marriage met dated and married her now husband in <6 months #i have cousins who married at 19!!!in this day and age! #are you INSANE??? #some of these people desperately needed to be told that your value as a woman does not depend on your status with a man #like what the hell this ain't the year of our lord 1662 go live your life you don't need a man to be happy???what the hell???? #what's even better is when i tell them i'm not looking and they pull the 'oh don't worry i'm looking for you!' #please i don't want do get within 15feet of anybody these people 'find for me' #if it were up to me i'd marry closer to 30 and adopt a bunch of kids - which is another thing #if you don't think adopting children means they're YOUR children simply because you didn't birth them you can get fucked #i had an aunt say this to me over the holidays #everybody's so gung-ho about my fertility issues but i'm realistic so i tell everyone i'll adopt and save myself the trouble #then she pulls the 'oh they won't really be your kids tho???' like BITCH WHAT YOU MEAN??? #I'LL BE RAISING THEM HOW ARE THEY NOT MY KIDS???like PLEASE #pls ignore i just needed to rant a little bit

[marypsue]

not to be a horrible shipper all over your plotfic but what would the ships look like in your ageswap au?

The sample I posted does rather invite the question!

I should put out there, as a general rule, I'm not all that interested in Mike/Will and I don't have plans to write it anywhere. I don't really vibe with it, generally, and I believe I've mentioned previously (but maybe only in tags) that I really hate the way the Duffers conceived of and have been handling the possibility that Will might be gay. And many of the ways parts of the fandom have acted in response. I get that it's important to some people, and I don't want to rain on anybody's parade, but I've seen so much bad behaviour from the showrunners all the way down that it's pretty firmly put me off.

With that said, though. This fic was undertaken before I'd had much exposure to the fandom, and also, the roleswap plays...well, a role. I'm a sucker for a good triad relationship, especially the Monster Hunting Trio, and in this version of things, that's Mike and El and Will. So this is probably the only time you're ever going to see me writing reciprocated romantic feelings between Mike and Will. It's just that El is also there. And the entire context of their previous relationships with each other has changed. It feels different. I don't know. I'm operating on vibes, here.

Also because of the roleswap, this is one of those rare places where I'm not mashing Steve and Nancy and Jonathan's faces all together. Nancy and Jonathan are the Hopper and Joyce of this fic, and Steve is the Karen Wheeler. He'll be fine in his loveless marriage while the other two are off having fantastic post-saving-the-world sex. Maybe he'll have an ill-advised affair in the future. Who can say.

(Also Nancy and Barb had a brief on-again-off-again fling post-Nancy's-divorce, which has been over for some time as of the action taking place. Long enough for Barb to find a more stable relationship with the other local lesbian...)

I'm pretty sure that's it, as far as romance goes. Apart from the teen squad, it's pretty secondary to the plot in season 1, and I'm sticking with that. (Also, I need lots of time and space to fully mine the hilarity of Steve being Mike's literal actual father.)

#chatter #ships. plots. triggers. character deaths. whether there will be a banana appearing in a scene. it's all fair game #so long as everybody's respectful about it i love talking about fic whatever shape that takes #and i absolutely don't mind giving warnings or heads up if there's something you're particularly concerned about appearing #(or not appearing) #also it's genuinely nauseating how people want to give the duffers backpats for taking the stephen king route #and using their fiction as an excuse to use every slur they know #'oh the one who's been the target of vicious violent homophobia the whole time is the Only Gay One' try the fuck again boys. #(i have not forgiven them for what they did to robin as soon as she was Canonically Into Girls) #sorry I have. a lot of feelings on this topic. #i'm also most interested in reading will as aro-ace and the duffers' bullshit has only made me double down on that #but i don't want to talk about it like i'm only doing that reading out of spite because i do genuinely think it's interesting in itself #so if i'm going to talk about that i'll do it in a separate post #bc I also don't want to imply that it's an either-or and you can Only have One True Sexuality Headcanon for a character #(they're fictional your honour. this stuff depends on the reader and can also differ in context.) #(like how in the context of this one AU i'm interested in a triad relationship i won't be writing in any other contexts) #also I absolutely don't want to fight anybody for the dubious honour of getting shittily canonized by the duffers' bad takes lmao #'is it/will it ever be canon' is the least interesting metric by which to measure a ship/headcanon/etc to me

[vamptastic]

Another thing that is driving me fucking insane is that the only thing the current rise in the anti-zionist movement is in agreement upon is a ceasefire. I think that's good in terms of organizing around one immediate, actionable change, but god it's going to be a fucking shitshow when a ceasefire does occur because there seems to be very little consensus on what should happen long-term. Not surprising, considering a lot of people are new to the cause and that their passion stems from the obvious atrocity currently happening, not a deeper connection or investment. Just bonkers to see people who want one 'secular, democratic' state (not a lot of elaboration on what that means) and people who want two independent states and people who want one Palestinian state (sometimes secular, sometimes not) all calling themselves one movement... I mean, where is all this support going to be channeled in the years to come?

#And then you have people who have one narrow idea of the future who reject anybody else as Zionist #alongside those whose definition of antizionist is ' wants ceasefire ' #Which obviously includes like. Israelis. Who the former would generally consider to be universally Zionist #Just really odd. Some people are like 100% dedicated to the dissolution of the state of Israel #and others just want large scale reform. And a lot of really heated disagreement comes #Because these people are using the same label in such different ways #And mostly they are not so much defining anti-zionism but rather zionism as the opposition #So you get really conflicting ideas on what Zionism actually entails. #Idk. I would consider myself anti-Zionist because I think a ceasefire is an obvious good idea #And I think that Israel's actions in the past few months are totally unconscionable and some form of #Reparation is needed. Not sure where to go from there. Palestinians do deserve sovereignty and equal rights #Obviously. But I'm not well-versed in the history of the past century to know what from that might take #(Working on changing that) #But by some people's definition I might be a Zionist. Especially since I'm Jewish and my irl Jewish spaces are very #Heavily Zionist right now and I'm not willing to give them up although I do speak up where I can #Idk. I've read a fair amount on this. But I still feel like I don't know anything #And people online are so confident. It's kinda scary. I hope they're just better-read than me