#and then i'll draft a message

[nexttothelamp]

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#damn this is getting worse 🤣 #i have a sleeping disorder that may or may not be narcolepsy #workin on makin shit happen in regards to treatment for that 😅 #tis hard to get on stimulants; anyway #been up all fuckin night and i think uh... #god i dont have a point. tryin to stay awake til my manager logs on so i can catch her up face to face #its rad shes so damn accomodating to my plethora of illnesses 🤣 #plus with my gma having only just passed too... and that was right after i had been sick for a while 😅 #shes a good boss. very helpful and nice yet completely professional #anyway #waitin for my boss to wake up so i can give her my report and pass out 🤣✌️ #i slept 18-20 hours a day for 3 days #then woke up AWAKE at 5 and just. havent been able to tire since #so now we're pushing hour 19? damn i should give up #....i'll go piss #catch some minecraft fish at least to level 32 #and then i'll draft a message #sigh #id say delete later but i wont

[aimasup]

i'm back

#me checking my messages and getting exploded #why is everyone so GREAT WAAAAAAAH #seriously I can't thank mutuals enough for being cool about it Σ( ; Д ;|||) I have so much to post from my drafts! so much art! #and of course I'll be clearing out my likes ;p so ah get ready for tons and tons of reblogs of random shit ahaha

[builtintripping]

TFW you’re trapped by an entity that specializes in physiological torture and you’re forced to watch not only your best friend experience the previously mentioned torture, but also his lifeless body on the ground

Just Cesar Torres things

NAAAAUURRRR YOU STOP TORTURING ME TOO I SWEAR TO G O D 😭😭😭

*draws this anyway* 😈

#the mandela catalogue #tmc #cesar torres #mark heathcliff #fanart #asks #listen i know i said no requests #but maybe i'll make exceptions if it's related to my idea?? no promises #besides this was one of my drafts for my answer in your previous message #cant believe i actually finished this too hohohoho #children designs by chachabubbl of twitter btw

[mirrortouchedsea]

Madaleo 20? Love your work!

ask game

…on a scar.

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The wound on his hand was healing well, scar tissue knitting his palm together. Despite all of the jobs he had taken recently, Madara had only sustained minor injuries. At least, minor injuries that drew blood. His body was sore all over but he had to push through it. Couldn't have all of ES gossiping about him like that if he could help it.

Madara runs his hand under some water in the communal kitchen sink. If anyone asked, he could say a knife slipped while cooking or something. Not entirely believable for him but better than the alternative.

He hears a familiar voice humming down the hall, lighter than air as a melody is born in the moment to his favorite musical genius. Madara smiles and turns off the water, running to catch Leo in a hug before the other boy could surprise him.

"Mikejimama! I'm back in Japan!" Leo hugs him back enthusiastically. It had been a few months since the two had seen each other, what with Madara's odd jobs and Leo living in Italy with Izumi most of the year.

"Leo-san!" Madara doesn't have the words to tell Leo how happy he is to see his boyfriend.

They pull away, Leo's eyes shining as he starts telling Madara about his life in Italy, the types of people he works with and all of the food (he insists that Madara should come with them next time so they can try out these cafes near their apartment together). Madara nods along, soaking in all of Leo's voice for safe keeping.

At some point, Madara finds himself bringing up a hand to brush aside Leo's hair from his face and Leo's eyes seem to trace the movement. His face falls and Madara realizes its the hand with the fresh scar.

"You're taking care of yourself right, Mama?" Leo brings his own hand up to Madara's, thumb tracing over the scar.

"Of course, Leo-san. I just cut myself while cooking last week. Don't worry about it." The lie slips from him easily, but neither of them buy it. Leo doesn't push, he never does (but maybe he should, someday, when they're safe and thousands of miles from here. Madara wants him to push for truth), but he brings Madara's palm to his lips, leaving a gentle kiss, and another and another, until Madara is laughing and Leo follows suit.

Madara pulls Leo in for a gentle kiss on the lips, still laughing, still smiling.

#message in a bottle #anonymous #enstars #ensemble stars #madaleo #madara mikejima #leo tsukinaga #trying something new (main tagging these requests) #i've been torn between just ship tagging them and main tagging them bc like #i want to grow my little audience a bit but also i dont want to put essentially little rough drafts i dont plan on polishing in the tags #maybe i'll start main tagging them when i answer them really slowly like this idk #i've kinda gone over this like 5 times and by this i mean the ask itself. i've tried answering it so many times #nothing ever felt right but i like this... its cute and sweet #also thank you!!!! love u too nonnie <3 mwah

[squisheebugdoodles]

technology is trying to gaslight me tonight i swear to fuck

#first patreon had this weird glitch that's still happening #where a post i made wouldn't show up on my page but it showed up for others and also everywhere EXCEPT my main page #it was in the drafts and the manage recent posts section and the collections but NOT the main home page *for m e* #and me alone it seemed #tried to fix it and only made things Worse somehow #then. my pc decided to set the clock back by three hours? at seemingly random??? #tumblr isn't letting me like posts and any messages sent or received on here disappear or don't show up at all on my end #while typing this up it wouldn't autosave and then it wouldn't post #and at least for tumblr it usually only does that when i've been force logged out without it actually kicking me off until i refresh #so i refreshed the page to see if it would force me to log in again #but??? i was still logged in so i was like okay i'll just log out and log in again maybe that'll help #nope!! still acting funky!! #third time typing this post up bc of it!!

[skania]

I noticed you replied to my ask and it seems like you misinterpreted my question! I did mean to ask why you think kana would be the most predictable choice for the endgame - is it just a feeling or did you notice some clues etc. while reading the chapters?

Ohhh my apologies anon, thank you for clearing that up for me! I have to admit that it didn't occur to me that other people may not notice it, to me it's just extremely blatant because of the basic tropes and clichés behind it: first girl wins, light to the boy's darkness, "oh he's his old self around her", etc. But in all honesty, the biggest thing to me is how the series just won't let us forget that Kana has feelings for Aqua. Remember when Aqua and Akane started dating for real and the manga was like: Have you seen how sad Kana is over him?? And that Aqua is obsessed with her? How sad, right? And here have Aqua and Akane on a date—but Aqua is attracted to Kana! And here is Kana crying over Aqua again! It just stands out to me because they don't have the development to warrant that kind of attention, yet it's there. But mostly, it stands out to me because I've already lost two shipping wars for this very same reason and my gut won't let me forget lmao

But like I said before, it's possible that Aka wants us to feel this way because he is planning to subvert all these tropes and deliver a platonic Aqua and Kana ending. I can only hope that's the case, so that's the reading I want to focus on in my posts because it's the one I personally find the most interesting and rewarding set-up wise 😂

#onk asks convos #me: aqua and kana #here is to hoping aka lives up to his “genius mangaka” moniker #also I just thought of this but if anyone wants to send me messages about kana and aqua please do so off-anon so I can reply privately #if I have a theory about them that I think warrants sharing I'll post it here (I have one in my drafts related to chapter 123 for example) #otherwise any thoughts I have on them are secondary to my akane and aquakane focus so please help me keep my blog on topic😭

[aropride]

every day i leave my room and i go to the dining hall or the lobby or whatever and i’m being so brave and like yeah it’s for me so i don’t go fucking crazy in my room alone again but it’s also bc i hope every time they see me it reminds them what they did. i hope they feel like a tenth of the shame i live with constantly when they see me. like. fucking look at me. i’m still here. you can’t hide from what you did any more than you can hide from the dining hall. and i hope someday they’re more ashamed than i am

#text #yes it is self discipline & healing fueling my attempts to keep my life together. it's also spite #like well whatever! i'll just stay here til my body gives out i suppose #they wouldnt look me in the eyes that one time they tried to talk to me and my friends they looked them in the eyes but not me. #bc they KNOW what they did was fucked up. they knew from the second they started freaking out in my messages #bc why would someone who didn't do anything wrong act like that. they know it was fucked up they know it was wrong #and by god i have made it my life's mission to remind them. #and if reminding them means focusing all my energy into calming my central nervous system while i finish my mountain dew #or nearly passing out in the building lobby when they hold the door open for me (JUST USE THE FUCKING BUTTON LIKE A NORMAL PERSON) #then i guess i'll do that. until my body gives out i suppose. #sa tw #&Well i meant for this to go on another blog but i saved it as a draft on here and i cant change it and im too lazy to copy paste #so here's a glimpse into my brain. as a treat.

[drengar]

Shipping Call!

Extremely simple: Like this post and I will jump into a DM with you to discuss potential ships! This is open to any sort of ships, just not romantic ones. Platonic ships, family ships (I'm a sucker for found family stuff), and anything else you care to do. If it is a romantic ship you want then all I ask is you be willing to start from the beginning. By this I mean, our muses either meeting for the first time and bonding from there or being friends who grow into something more. I like developing those sorts of relationships over time.

#gun aghaidh「 ooc: mun things 」 #[still working through my drafts as i play stuff in the background] #[but i'll be down to start messaging people]

[nulltune]

APOLOGIES FOR DA DEDNESS ON MY END EGAD SHJSBFKSHFJ it will happen again sadly 😔 (midterms coming soon + just general irl stuff) but i miss chattin with peeeppss !!!! 😤😤🥺 so i'll try 2 be more alive (ФωФ)✨️blog will always be runnin on my unpredictable queue but i'll try to be more active over at discord! /so if u don't have me there then like :3c WYD JUST FEEL FREE 2 ASK ME 4 IT OKOK <33(but also if u do have me @ discord in sowwy for being a snail(ynn) </3 BUT TYSM FOR UR PATIENCE 🫶)

#&&. out of #tbd. #i'll go thru my notifs here and then my im's cuz tunglr im's suck so i don't see any notifs #but i am preetty sure there's some messages there #and then i'll vibe out @ d.iscord and my drafts maybe !! 🕺🕺 #/also out of topic but i wanna do smth for spoopy month so bad but like 😭 i alr owe sm + there's only a week left so like ... HMmMmM but al #i want h.akuno to go to a haunted house with nyall's muses so bad IT HAS BEEN ON MY MIND FOR SOME TIME ....... #i

[stawbeemilk]

thank you for 100 followers!!

#this made my day #also tysm for all the kind messages you're all so sweet #it makes me happy that people are enjoying my writing #i'm on nights at the moment so i probably won't be able to finish any of my drafts this week #currently working a 70+ hr week i am TIRED #but i'll try to get some writing done when i'm off shift #ᯓᡣ𐭩 elle’s thoughts .ᐟ

[therealmrsgojo]

On-hiatus until April 1st.

I will be traveling overseas for a work conference and away for a week, but I will do my best to stay in touch and get back as soon as possible!!!

#will be posting fics as soon as I get back #they're in my drafts waiting to be edited but I cant spare time due to work #I apologize #I'll make up for the lost time #aurora's thoughts #you can still send asks or messages I'll do my best to keep up

[cinematicnomad]

Are you still into Teen Wolf? I literally just finished reading taste your beating heart and I think I might have to lay on the floor and think about it for an indefinite period of time (I can't cause I'm in class but the feeling is there)

i am totally still into teen wolf!! haven't watched the show in years, but i still read fic on the regular (was literally re-reading the insanely amazing it was a wednesday by @isthatbloodonhisshirt last night)—thank you so much for such a lovely message!! it still kills to me know that there are people out there still discovering taste your beating heart. i started writing that fic in college and kept coming back to it over the course of 7 years before i finally finished it. is it a perfect fic? nah. are there things i'd change? totally. but i'm damn proud of it, and i'm so glad you enjoyed it 🥰

every now and then i still toy with the idea of writing a short derek pov compliant fic—i drafted up a little outline and started writing it ages ago but never got beyond the first few pages. maybe one day i'll post it. after taking 7 years to finsh TYBH, never say never 😉

#ask #anonymous #about kat writes #taste your beating heart #sterek #teen wolf #this message made me go and pull open the draft of that wip #who knows #maybe i'll get inspired #thank you so much for sending this message to me!!

[crowleyanthonys]

i have had the BUSIEST day so far, but please know that i am screaming about everything along with you all. will scream properly and spam you all later ✌

#yeah this is about all of the GO stuff #i'll tag properly as usual #basically i pulled an all-nighter. got 2 hours of sleep. cried on my way to work. now at work for the next few hours. pray for me lmaaooo #at least i finished that draft!!! #grad school tag #also sorry to everyone i haven't responded to yet!! #hopefully i'll get back to messages asap!!

[ikkaku-of-heart]

FYI For October

So, I figure I should let people know that I might be on the lower end of activeness for the next month. It's nothing bad or anything, but I have the somewhat dubious honor of working in a city that is rather famous for witches and becomes a massive tourist mecca for Halloween basically from September 1st to November 1st. On one hand it's a cool place to be, but on the other it is utterly overwhelming and exhausting when you're dealing with it 4-5 days a week.

So while I love me some spooky stuff, with all the traffic, crowds, and work itself just being busy as heck (I'm working on some major projects and my coworker gave her notice yesterday so I'll likely be taking on her leftover work/training whomever we hire to replace her), I will most likely come home most nights too burnt out to do much writing. I'm going to try, of course, because I love RPing, but if I don't send in memes or respond to asks very quickly, it's not because I'm ignoring anyone. I am just tired lol.

I'm going to try and get some threads written and put into my queue. I'm also worried that Tumblr's notifications are still broken so I might start reaching out to people I know I've replied or tagged them in something if I haven't gotten any indication it's been seen. You are 100% free to do the same to me. Fingers crossed that notifications get somewhat fixed eventually.

#Time for Maintenance (OOC) #(I'm sure I will occasionally get bursts of inspiration and energy but for the moment assume I'm going to be pretty tired and lurking) #(plus I want to focus on getting my drafts more under control) #(I'll definitely admit I'm paranoid that I've missed some replies to stuff at this point) #(so if you've responded to a thread of ours recently and haven't gotten a like or message from me please let me know)

[darckcarnival]

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#Out Of Coffins :: OOC #(( I am working slowly on my drafts! )) #(( However I do plan on streaming some resident evil today. )) #(( it may be shorter than usual because tired and recovering #but I still plan to become government assigned catboy. )) #(( FOR NEW FOLLOWERS feel free to drop me an ask or message and I'll get back when i can. ))

[welcometogrouchland]

What if I proposed the analysis that Belos actually has very little internal moral compass and that his veneer of righteousness has always been implied by the writers to be complete fabricated bullshit even before watching and dreaming basically confirms it.

#ramblings of a lunatic #^shes going in drafts untagged bc a) philip stans who insist on the morally misguided angle terrify me in their persistence #and b) i would have to actually rewatch episodes and whatnot #but i think i can build credence to the idea that him and caleb started off not invested in witch hunting for moral righteousness #but numb to it via cultural normalisation and THUS. had an amoral approach to the whole thing #and the only thing either of them as orphan outsiders ever really would've gained from witch hunting would've been careers and recognition #a sense that they're heroes- not in the moral sense but in the narrative sense. that they were protagonists #The Most Important Boys so to speak #the difference being Caleb at some point decided witch hunting was wrong (i.e like hunter did. grew a moral compass) #and philip still navigated the world amorally 400 years later only motivated by a petty grudge and deep buried guilt #the latter of which is nearly irrelevant to anyone who isn't philip bc clearly he priorities that grudge above it #this is just a personal petty opinion #but i honestly don't think the 'delusional and petty' angle is any less complex than the 'moral crusader' angle w/ his character #and it matches the whole 'hes a magic conservative' message way better than his motives being genuine #one day I'll rewatch that scene in WaD and see if Philip fans are onto something and I've been drinking the pond water #or if it's actually congruent with his character like I've since come to see it and like i know many saw it the first time round #anyway this is actually all for me. in drafts you go #edit: hi. it's the ladel of like. 3 weeks after i made this and put it in drafts. it's nearly 1 am rn and- in my delirium- #i have decided to publish it #i doubt it'll do much w/ regards to response bc fandom has been on the quiet side lately (tho that can always change( #plus I made a similar post insinuating the same notion and it got ZERO traction positive or negative #which tells me I'm good to just say shit for the most part (in a good natured way) #anyway. hits post cutely (i am so fucking tired)