Take Care, Part 2
Here’s Part 2! Thank you to everyone who liked and reblogged part one :’) this part is a lot more sappy and romantic and one of my favourite parts lol Achilles is such a big baby when he’s sick
As before, Greek translations are provided after they’re said (if incorrect, please let me know as I don’t speak Greek!), and I recommend pasting the Greek into DeepL translate and listening because Greek is so gorgeous and it makes the story more tangible.
Part 1 is here
Part 3 is here
Achilles’ apartment is on the top floor, the third story. It’s a very nice building, certainly not the simple student accommodation that Patroclus is used to. Achilles has always offered for Patroclus to move in with him, he won’t even have to pay, but he can’t. Part of his scholarship requirements for school dictate that he has to live on campus. That didn’t stop him from spending nearly every weekend at Achilles’ apartment, though, up until he was too busy in their final year. Then Achilles said he’d pay for his school so they could live together and Patroclus had to tell him to shut up. It was hard to believe how rich his best friend was.
“You have your keys?”
Achilles nods and fumbles his keys out of his pocket, sniffling. He really needs a tissue. “Dod’t you have yours?” Achilles had one cut for Patroclus the day he got his apartment.
“Yeah, but they’re in my backpack.”
As he works the key into the lock, his breath hitches again. Teeth flash as his nostrils flare, hair falling in his face. He leans against the door to sneeze, one hand raising to catch them. “Hd’ESZHHh’ue!” He coughs, seemingly finished, but Patroclus knows better. Achilles never sneezes just once.
He takes the keys out of Achilles’ hands while the blonde fights with the second one. His head tilts back, eyes searching for a scrap of light to push him over the edge. He finds it just as Patroclus opens the door.
“Hh’ATSSHhhh’ue!” The harsh sneeze scrapes against his throat, caught in his palm, making him stumble through the doorway as he walks inside.
“Bless you. What have I told you about sneezing into your hands?” His doctor voice comes out as he shuts the door behind them, then unties his shoes and Achilles’.
Achilles groans and slumps against Patroclus as he helps him out of his shoes. “I’b sigck. Leave be alode.”
“I can barely understand you. Πήγαινε να πλύνεις τα χέρια σου και να φυσήξεις τη μύτη σου.” Go wash your hands and blow your nose. Patroclus pulls Achilles out of the thick jacket, thinking he might get his hoodie back too, but Achilles just strides down the hall to the kitchen. He places the jacket in the coat closet and opts for one of Achilles light blue hoodies to wear himself.
The smell of honey and almonds embraces him, and he takes a moment to smell the hoodie, comforted by the familiar scent. Achilles has always smelt so good. He hears the kitchen sink turn on, followed by the sound of two wet, contagious sneezes that echo around the apartment.
“HTSSshh’ue! ESShhh’ue!”
God, he sounds so sick. He urges the boner in his pants to relax, but if Achilles continues on this course, there’s not a chance in hell.
Patroclus follows him to the kitchen, refusing to look at Achilles, and immediately rifles through the cabinet he knows has some medicine. There should still be some in here from the last time he took care of Achilles, when his cold had turned into pneumonia.
“Do you want cherry or grape cough syrup?”
“σταφύλι.” Grape.
Achilles always slips into Greek when he’s tired, or not feeling well. Patroclus had to translate a few times at the hospital when Achilles was too exhausted to describe his pneumonia symptoms in English to the nurse. Patroclus tends to use it as an indicator of when Achilles needs to go lie down, since he’ll never admit that he feels tired.
He takes out the grape cough syrup and a spoon, along with a decongestant and the thermometer. Then he goes to the fridge and pours Achilles a glass of orange juice.
Achilles is leaning against the kitchen counter, blowing his nose into a tissue. There are two piled up beside him already.
Patroclus approaches him with the thermometer and grins fondly. His nose is pink from the tissue, the top of his Cupid’s bow a bit red from so many tissues today. He looks so cute.
“How’re you feeling?”
“Like shit.” Achilles coughs, this time into his elbow. “Αλλά αισθάνομαι καλύτερα, τώρα που είσαι εδώ.” But I feel better, now that you’re here. He smiles shyly.
Warmth, that he can only identify as burning love, spreads through Patroclus’ chest. “I’m going to take your temperature, okay? I think you have a fever.” He cups Achilles’ cheek with his hand and gently strokes his thumb across his cheekbone. He can’t help but touch him, try to offer little comforts, anything to help him feel better.
Achilles leans into the touch. “Mm… το χέρι σου είναι τόσο ωραίο και κρύο.” Your hand is so nice and cold. He closes his eyes and nuzzles his hand. Patroclus’ thumb strays too close to his sensitive, chapped nostrils with the movement, and he pitches forward against Patroclus’ hand with three itchy sneezes immediately.
“HN’GXTSHh!” He tries to stifle the first one, but it’s pointless and just produces more mess for the two that follow. His hand rises to try and cover and is blocked by Patroclus’ wrist. “— ETSH’ue! H’IYSHhhh!” Wet heat sprays against Patroclus’ wrist, the side of his hand, and a bit of his cheek as he watches, stunned. His cock strains against his jeans. A wet spot is beginning to form at the tip but is thankfully concealed by the hoodie.
He doesn’t pull his hand away until Achilles is gazing up at him expectantly, blinking those big green eyes at him.
“Uh… Bless you. L-Let me take your temperature.” He waits for Achilles to blow his nose again first before he drops his mouth open, eyes wandering up at Patroclus, his tongue peeking past his bottom lip slightly. He’s teasing him, he must be.
Patroclus feels his face burning as he tries not to imagine Achilles on his knees, looking up at him like that. He places the thermometer under Achilles’ tongue carefully and pretends to busy himself with looking at the medication while they wait.
When it beeps, Achilles keeps it under his tongue until Patroclus comes to remove it for him. He’s so helpless when he’s sick. Patroclus is honestly surprised he even managed to dress himself this morning.
“99.7, not too high, but we’ll keep an eye on it.” He types the number into his notes on his phone, along with the time and what medicines Achilles will be taking. “Let me take your pulse.”
Achilles stands oddly still as Patroclus places his cool fingers against his throat and starts a timer on his phone. He can feel Achilles swallow nervously against his fingers, never taking his gaze off Patroclus.
The timer goes off and he taps the heart rate into his notes. “90 bpm. It’s pretty fast for you, even like this. Do you feel dizzy?”
Achilles shakes his head sharply and Patroclus jots that down on his phone too. It doesn’t occur to Patroclus that his fingers against his throat, his presence, may have been the reason for Achilles’ elevated heart rate.
“Take this, and then that with the orange juice.” He watches as Achilles swallows down the cough syrup, then the decongestant with the orange juice. He’s learned that he has to watch Achilles when he takes medicine, otherwise he might dump it down the sink.
“Do I get a lollipop, doctor?” Achilles teases as he finishes the juice, rubbing at his nose.
Patroclus rolls his eyes. “I don’t have any. But here.”
He steps forward and pulls Achilles into a hug, squeezing him tight. He can hear Achilles’ breath catch in his throat at the surprise before his arms wrap around Patroclus’ waist, hanging on tight, his entire body relaxing into his arms like a ship coming home to its beloved harbor. It’s been so long since they’ve embraced like this.
It reminds Patroclus of their earlier college years. Achilles has always been very tactile, jumping on Patroclus when they saw each other on campus, grabbing his hand to lead him somewhere, wrapping him in a bear hug after he won a track meet. Whereas before they touched nearly every day, now he can’t remember the last time they’ve been this close.
It’ll only get worse when they finish school and Patroclus has to leave for medical school. What will they do then? He has to make sure Achilles is ready.
“You need to start taking better care of yourself,” he murmurs as he breaks their embrace, taking a step back from Achilles.
“I don’t need to, you always care for me so well.” Achilles beams at him, playing with the blue strings on Patroclus’ hoodie.
“Achilles, you know I’ll always take care of you, but you shouldn’t rely on me so heavily.”
“Why not?” The smile on Achilles’ face drops. His hands fall to his sides.
“Well… What if I have to move far away for medical school? I can’t look after you then. And I’ll be too busy with school to visit. And—“
“I’ll come with you. I’ll follow you anywhere.”
Patroclus thinks he‘s joking and huffs a breath of laughter. “Achilles, it’s not that simple—“
“Why is it not? Do not laugh. I’m not being funny.” Tears well in Achilles green eyes, creating a shimmery pool of jade. “You said that you will always take care of me. Why do you say that and then say you’ll leave me by myself?” His tone is defensive, anxious. He takes a step back from Patroclus and the wall is built up in an instant.
Patroclus’ mouth forms words silently, uselessly, as hot, thick tears roll down Achilles’ cheeks like raindrops.
“Achilles—“ He moves to hold him, but Achilles is too quick. He turns on his heel and silently strides towards his bedroom, closing it with a forceful slam. The silence that follows hangs in the air like a held breath.
Patroclus smacks his forehead. Stupid, stupid, stupid. Why does he always say the wrong thing? Achilles just stood there, heart open to him, promising that he’d follow him anywhere, and Patroclus turned him down. Why does he always have to rationalize everything?
He goes to Achilles’ door, presses his ear against the wood. He can hear soft, snuffling noises and gentle crying. His heart threatens to rip in two at the sound and it’s all his fault.
Of the two of them, Patroclus has always been the busier one. When he didn’t have class, he was volunteering at the hospital, or fulfilling extra curriculars, or studying to keep up with his scholarship requirements. Anything to enhance his medical school application. Gone were the easy days of him and Achilles staying up for hours in bed together, talking about everything and nothing at all, looking out at the stars, and falling asleep mere inches apart when they finally succumbed to their exhaustion. He was always turning Achilles down for sleepovers now, always turning him down for lunch, never able to attend his track meets anymore. They only see each other in the Classical Studies class these days.
That was why Achilles had been so adamant about Patroclus taking Chiron’s class. Achilles missed him.
Patroclus missed him too. So much more than he’d realized.
He feels like such an ass.
He fills a glass of water and grabs a box of tissues off the coffee table before standing awkwardly outside Achilles’ door. He isn’t entirely sure what to do.
“Achilles? Can I come in?” He asks, knocking gently on the wood.
There’s a series of sharp sniffles followed by a shaky breath. When no objection comes, Patroclus opens the door.
There are tissues littered everywhere. An empty box sits discarded in the wastebasket, which is also full of tissues. The curtains are drawn but not closed completely, letting in a sliver of light. The air feels heavy and Patroclus aches to open a window. It truly looks like a sick den.
Achilles is sitting on the bed, his knees tucked in to his chest and his arms wrapped around his legs. He stares at Patroclus with the saddest eyes in the world. His cheeks are streaked with tears, his hair a disheveled mess.
Patroclus wants to reach out to him, kiss away the tears, pull him into his lap and tell him how they’ll never be apart.
Instead, he stands there stupidly and hangs his head in shame. “Συγγνώμη, Achilles.” I’m sorry. He looks up at him, guilty, brown eyes begging for forgiveness.
Achilles wipes away more tears, then sits up in bed and pats the spot beside him. Patroclus comes immediately.
He places the tissues and the water on the bedside table before taking his place beside him. Achilles’ head falls against Patroclus’ shoulder and he wraps an arm around the blonde’s waist. Achilles has always been strong and muscled, able to shoulder anything, but right now he seems so pitiful and small, like a broken dove in the palm of his hand.
“I… I’m an idiot,” Patroclus begins. He thinks he sees Achilles smile a little at that. “You can always rely on me. I just get so worried about you, when you don’t take care of yourself, because I—” Patroclus swallows. Because I love you. “Because I care about you, so, so much. I don’t want you to go to the hospital again. But I will always take care of you, Achilles. I promise.”
He takes one of Achilles’ hands into one of his, placing the other on Achilles’ chin to draw their gazes together. His heart pounds when their eyes meet. His breath catches in his throat, eyes darting from Achilles’ eyes to his peony pink lips.
“And,” he starts. His mouth feels like it’s full of sand. His heart is about to burst. “I want you to come to medical school with me. Please. I can’t fathom being apart from you either. It didn’t even occur to me to ask you because I didn’t think I could ask that of you.” He searches Achilles’ eyes, sinking in those deep pools of green.
“But I want you— no, I need you to come with me. Please.”
“Oh, Patroclus,” Achilles whispers. Tears stream down his cheeks again. “I’ve missed you so much.”
Achilles has always been so much better with words than he.
He isn’t sure who moves first, but in a heartbeat Achilles’ lips are against his and his hands are cradling the back of Patroclus’ head, his fingers knotting through his curls. Achilles’ lips are so soft.
The kiss starts sweet, gentle, and then grows in passion and intensity as they start to learn each other’s movements. Achilles always pushes forward first, then draws back, eager to see Patroclus follow, then returns the pressure as soon as their lips meet again. Patroclus opens his mouth to let Achilles’ tongue find his, moaning as Achilles tugs on his brown hair. He’s wanted this for so, so long. He’s dreamt about this for four years.
Hardly able to take any more, he pushes Achilles down on the bed, shifting his leg over his hip to straddle him. Achilles gazes up at him, breathless, a feverish blush turning his face a rosey pink. His lips are swollen and wet. The hoodie has slid up his waist to reveal his chiseled abs, and his sharp hip creates a ravine leading down to his groin that now has a hard bulge, not unlike Patroclus’.
Patroclus tucks a stray curl behind Achilles’ ear, trying to catch his breath. His fiery hair creates waves of gold across the pillow. He looks like the sun.
“I…” He doesn’t know where to begin.
“I’ve been waiting for you to kiss me for years,” Achilles whispers. “But I was never sure you felt the same.”
Patroclus is taken aback. He laughs and lowers himself to his elbows, chest to chest with Achilles. He’s at a loss for words, as though he’s been born anew. Life did not exist before this moment. He doesn’t know how to tell Achilles that he’s wanted this just as much as him. This moment feels like a dream, a moment that he’s stolen from heaven above.
He starts to kiss him as he’s always wanted to: his perfectly freckled cheeks, his forehead, his chin, his eyes, his nose. He peppers Achilles face with loving kisses and then moves down to do the same to his neck, reveling in Achilles’ giggle anytime the sensation becomes too ticklish. Eventually Achilles catches him again, reels him in and kisses him hard.
“Never go far from me,” Achilles pleads into the kiss, pulling back to lock their eyes together. “I couldn’t bear it. Promise me you’ll stay by my side. Swear it.” He sweetly kisses the spot where Patroclus’ ear and jaw meet, hand cradling his face.
“I swear it,” Patroclus says, sealing the promise with a kiss to Achilles’ soft lips. He feels like he could eat the world raw. “για πάντα.”
Forever.
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❁ ( towards any of your zelda muses − hylia and the three godesses, mainly, but also botw & totk link / zelda / ganondorf if you feel compelled...!! )
Send me a ❁ for the type of flower my muse would give to yours // Accepting!
Hylia's answer comes, sharp and slow like a blade pulled uncutting against thought, a cool not-metal against the inner heat of mind. ━ the same as sky, not in the way of wind but in the way of open space, of nothing at all, of atmosphere pressing in from out against your throat. Almost frozen, almost frigid, but without the effort in coldness, in willful ignoring, of brushing one off : cold as in cold is the absence of heat. No, Iroha receives an answer. Stale pollen and bright, blinding knowledge. ━━━ she was not made to create the way the Goddesses were, and yet, the flowers bloom at their feet regardless : perhaps they should consider themselves special.
━ bachelor button, hydrangea, bittersweet, lavender heather, white poppy, blue violet, mixed yellow & red zinnia, white hyacinth, rose leaf, & buried beneath the rest; spider flower.
( 'You are not of my domain, I am indifferent to you. However, I respect your devotion. I sympathize, perhaps, with your situation. One day, perhaps, there will something other for you. One day, perhaps, you will make one.' )
the Goddesses' response is a ancient one. months hung above the stratosphere, dangling, dangling, waiting to be lowered. Months upon months upon months, the flower of the seasons dripping into the horizon in a haze of days and nights and days again: They were intricate, and slow, and often unknowable at all. how patient, you are, for Them. How kind, to wait, for Them. They reward Iroha with answer in time, in the humid shivering haze of early morning, a wave of such love of all Iroha does, of the endless sorrow They beheld upon their duty, arriving like quartz lining their throat ━ blooms growing from 'pon their fingertips, 'cross their knuckles. a gift, a gift, how merry to be known & seen, how terrifying by They to listen & answer in turn ━ how horrible, horrible to think you had been forgotten...
━ bachelor button, maidenhair fern, red carnation, dead leaf, purple hyacinth, dark crimson rose, pine, acorn, fern, fir, white heather, iris, lily of the valley, tea rose, palm leaf.
( 'We love you, We are sorry, your faith is not unseen by Us, for This to be your undertaking, borne as chains & key. Such is Our terrible, terrible doing. Such is Our apology. We hope, perhaps, one day the selves can exist without the other or in one without smothering, smothering light. We hope, perhaps, one day you are allowed to live; a role unshackled, unlocking Thy own binds. Chains & key. Chains & key. Freedom unmade for you, and yet, still hoping to grasp it.' )
Link & Zelda come as though offering memorial, bundles of blooms and sprigs tucked in their arms as they hurry past stream and grove ( "watch your feet, 'stream made the ground soft" "ah, thank you, I believe I'll be alright-!" ) to find the place where the Blupees haunched on hind legs and watched them with startling, ruby eyes. The one Link had gone before, a familiar forest in the heavy overhang of branches & leaves. a bowl is filled with fruit steadily throughout the day beneath a great cherry tree, pink petals like silk beneath the sun.
a final act of care comes as sunset threatens to burn the sky alive when, on a brief journey back to a stable for a briefer meal, they're caught in a fleeting conversation of flora & the hearts beneath their stalks ( "Oh, you're going all the way up to Satori mountain? Hey, if you're going through all the effort, I've heard people bring flowers up there sometimes, you know, offerings and the like. Some people bring flowers, symbolizing what the 'Lord of the Mountain' protector means to them. Maybe it'd be worth your time?" )
( "That sound's like a nice idea, I think!" "I think so, yes, but what would I even bring...?" ) ━━━ they in bundles, at last, arrive. Hurried up, past the stream, to find the tree again. Zelda hesitates, an offering of silent princess clasped between delicate fingers ━ "Would it be considered disrespectful to place it at the dish...? Maybe I shouldn't..." ━ before Link, calloused hands delicate, maneuver their hands to set it down along the rest, petals bright; bright in the clear sky.
━ bittersweet, bluebell, pink camellia, iris, cattleya orchid, magnolia, evening primrose, flax, rose leaf, forsythia, fern, lavender rose, bells of ireland, azalea, sweet pea, mixed zinnea.
( 'I think you're kind, and charming, and though I rarely see you, I hope you are well. I hope to change that fleetingness, if you'll let me? I think you might like Zelda, you might have more in common than you think.' / 'I've heard of you, but never seen you, all good things. I hope one day to meet, you seem good. Perhaps lonely. I might like you, if you gave me the chance, but I'd understand if you don't like me. I hope your future is a kind one, whatever kind of future it is. I don't know you well enough, even in stories, to tell.' )
Somewhere, there is a valley tucked neatly behind the ridges of hills, in the lowered groove 'twixt them where the land sinks ginger under the long grass and the wild flower of the knolls; as though gently swept down, as though the soft lowering of a stomach, ribs high against the soft tension of smooth skin in earth, as though the rounded edges of hands where the knuckles stood war-like as the gentle palm sinks; ball of the hand softer than the upper of the palm, the upper of the palm softer than the fingers, the fingers softer than the nails, the nails softer than the bones inside them all.
Somewhere, there is a valley of tender, shivering silver. plush moss lining the ground like bolster turned cloudy like rain, muted but beautiful in variation, white paint blending with greys in the fiber that wasn't fiber, the tissue that was. A place no one knew. a place one did. flowers split, forbearing as though shifting only between the folds, and reeds rose in the bed. A place that never died, flowers like chanting; the same message, 'hundred times over, 'thousand more. ━ Somewhere, you know this place. Somewhere, no one else knows at all. Somewhere, it tells you something. Somewhere, somewhere, somewhere...
━ lotus, cherry blossom, chrysanthemum.
( 'how much would it take to stop grieving yourself, and choose to live? how long?' )
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