#and now we're back to square one

[isfjmel-phleg]

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#random personal stuff #personal whining feel free to ignore #why forward me an email with additional information #when you could PRINT the email and scribble your additional remarks on it and highlight what you want me to do like I can't read #and hand me the printouts #that's so much more efficient #and not at all wasteful #this man prints every dang thing whether it needs it or not #it was like pulling teeth trying to get him to email me book order requests at all #and now we're back to square one #(it's the guy with the humming & loud videos & p o l i t i c al cartoons & questionable book orders & using my printer for pointless things #& the whim vacation which of course he got permission for with no problem) #(he'll be out the rest of the week leaving just two of us here and I am struggling to exist in the same office with him right now) #(I have been putting up with the nonsense for seven years and I am losing patience & I don't know why he won't retire because he's like 80)

[natjennie]

we've uhhh gotta rehome all three of our dogs to move into our new place so. that fucking sucks.

#going back to renting instead of owning #giving up all the dogs. #it's way smaller and in a really ugly place. #having bad feelings about it :( #but mostly i just feel really bad for my mom because we've been poor forever #and she finally worked up to owning her own home and was so proud #and she fucking loved this house. #like she had plans for the future here and shit #and now we're back to square one #it just hurts

[addicted-to-nothing]

i will never forget your scream and for that i will always hate them

#so my partner got their contract terminated last night for failing to pass probation #we work in the same place #they go this job bc of me #and now idk what we will do #we're trying to be positive but its hard #we had so many plans #and now we're back to square one #and im praying when my probation is up at the end of the month i wont be let go #so much for a human company #text post #me

[giftrashlord-007]

Skydive || Jongup

#jongup #moon jongup #b.a.p #tw flashing #kpop #bap jongup #kpopccc #dailybg #malegroupsnet #dailymvs #userkngld #kflops #b.a.p skydive #tana creates #my gifs #kpop gifs #i've been gone for awhile #now i'm back! #when it comes to gif quality #we're back at square one

[silenthill2ps2]

THIS WAS CUTE AWWWWW

#al post #chucky spoilers #also we're just back to square one now. season 4 when

[buckleyseddie]

she didn't save “say don't go” for my show but she did say she’s resetting so technically i could still get it

#but also now we're back to square one where there's too many new songs that i want and i'm only getting two #smh #monse talks

[wclfstrife]

so uh.. i really don't know how to address this and really hate having to resort to it but we are in a bit of a trouble..

we are at risk of losing our house. many situations of the year as led payments to be severely behind. as a result, the owners who claim the property are planning to sell the house on nov 28th in order to satisfy the debt owed unless we come up with some way to get caught up enough that we can continue living there. we're trying to explore all possibilities that'd help us with it but all the updates i get, those odds seem to be against us.

we are genuinely stressed and scared at the thought of losing everything. it took me years to finally move out, but i'm afraid of moving back to my parents where i might have to get rid of some of my animals ( as i don't think they have a space that will accommodate three rabbits and a rat ), and being mentally/emotionally abused by my 'sister' again while my parents do nothing about. i really want to do everything i can to help, i even offered to pay ~$1,000 if it'd help but my roommate didn't want it to stress me out, even if it could help.

i wish i could do more but like most jobs, especially animal care, pay like shit. so i'm asking for help, which is of no pressure to those who can't! but we could really use the help. whatever helps, helps. if needed, i can provide the paper -- with permission -- essentially stating the same thing regarding the debt we owe: $17,540. ( roughly ). i'm not sure if they're expecting the total amount within 3 months or at least half of it; enough that we can keep the house.

WHAT I CAN TRY.

i can do small graphics for themes & dash banners for $5-$10+ i can show examples of what i've done throughout the years, including my most recent ones if you'd like to see. or, i'm not great at it, but i can draw you wolves ( i used to draw elemental wolves growing up so if you want a custom one -- that can definitely be something i can do ), dogs, rabbits, pet portraits -- like current or passed away pets you want to a memory of -- which i can also show a portfolio of.

for my personal arts or donations:

cashapp for donations: $WolfyBun.

Chime for personal arts: $WolfyBun.

#( per my anxiety of course i feel like this is my fault with job-hopping bc a lot of my jobs have treated me like utter shit ) #( to not having one for a bit bc no one would get back to me until my parents could pay me for babysitting in order to help ) #( i was genuinely happy to have finally moved out and finally get more rabbits but now im stressed im going to go back to square one ) #( we're trying all options to save the house but this is here in case we urgently need something if what is available fails ) #financial help. #free to reblog. #urgent PSA.

[colecassiidy]

the gaping ass blank spot on the 'next of kin' for his forms in the case of death tbh,

#ooc;; mun barks #hc: head up in the clouds;; #v;prison with a leash #wishlist; #i think this would be a good discussion between him n ovw muses tbh #i would assume over the years it would eventually have gabriel n ana's name on it #if gabe didn't just tell him to put him on there for now or put it on there himself upon review #:skull: but then they both went off n pseudo-died so we're back to square one #thinkin bout genji's situation where he do have a next of kin but-- #Well. #i think he'd have briefly considered ashe but then felt a sour-taste in his mouth and thought better of it #jadsjflsa im back home n i got a lot to write to but im considering drawing instead... #i think he'd put vivian there w the back n forth he got w aquicksojourn B)

[sixxxer]

nah i didn't like the finale at all im sorry

#wwdits #going to work now to stew with the episodes a bit #i liked episode 9 i thought the guide storyline was good #but extremely dissatisfied with how they handled guillermo #nothing ever fucking changes ik that's the point but i would've liked him to be a vampire so bad so he has to deal with his own mistakes #and now we're just back to square one. AGAIN #and all the build-up of nandor being jealous didn't go anywhere? some random dude had to talk him out of killing guillermo #yeah he just wanted to hear it from an external source to validate his own want but it still sucked #imma rewatch when i get home maybe I'll be less disappointed #wwdits spoilers #text

[jeffbytes]

sometimes i wonder if im like actually still capable of selfshipping 😭 like i know i am but now i've experienced actual real love like nothing i've felt before, i just find it so exhausting and unfulfilling. like i would still lean on it in the meantime if i wasn't batshit crazy waiting on NHS intervention but even if i could, it's just not the same, at least for me

what i search for in life a bond with another human who i can cuddle and kiss and go on adventures with and spoil and invite them into my home and tell them whats mine is theirs? fictional characters just cant and dont do that for me anymore it feels empty to even try 😮‍💨 i suppose that's the point in it being a simple creative fun side hobby that's what i wanted it to be, but whilst i'm still searching for the One™ it does nothing more than just make me feel sad and unfulfilled. like trying to fill a hole that cant be filled this way, idk

why am i writing this here? bc ppl only ever followed me for my selfships and i REALLY want to feel like i have personal value to you outside of that, that my artwork and other posts still matter, bc i physically cant keep up with what people followed me for rn. im sorry i just cant

#jeffs personal posts #ill engage with it now and then ig #but it's not the same and itll never make me feel the same way she did #i'm over her as a person romantically and we're great friends #but sadly i'm just back to square one now knowing what i'm missing in life #qnd it's literally the only thing i've ever wanted in life

[rockitmans]

I was up really late last night and thought I wrote an exhaustion fuelled post about my chickens and yet there is no sign of it. But. It was so vivid

#did I send someone a chicken related ask lol #maybe #and then I was like #I never should have written that post because chickens is good for two truths and a lie #but I've let the cat out the bag now about the chickens regardless #I've said the word chickens so many times #and still can't think of good truths and lie #we're back to square one #sully posts

[todayisafridaynight]

My brain is like all over the place but like I haha no uno reversed card my breakup and we're just on break now- one of the things I find funny is that he still wants my updates for y7 so that's fun (I'm not even upset I'm just confused 🧍)

huh

#snap chats #i dont remember you mentioning a partner ☠️ or maybe you did.. #a lot of you guys have partners. somehow. its hard to keep track of who's dating and who isn't #well i guess you're not. right now. oops. #i mean if youre just on break then we can assume youre on like... decent terms... so y7 updates is fair game ig.... #idk.. i dont know how breakups work dont ask me #for shit i do know how to talk bout tho. i finished watching priceless last night :) SOOOO good it was SOOO cute #every episoe was perfect and great... did remind me of first penguin though wherein We're Back At Square One #but im not mad bout that... dare i say... i like it... something about there being no grand prize at the end but still being content.. #makes me happy... i mean i guess there WERE Grand Prizes won but our protags dont really get to enjoy those rewards personally #anyways. great show 11/10 im sobbing goku. now onto security police.. #i spent a good chunk of yesterday playing DQXI since. i put it down for a while ☠️ #but now im in a spot where im stuck again and i dont feel like making any more progress on it so. drama time :) #give me seven more months again then ill get back to DQ

[reverie-ve]

Saw a girl with a treat people with kindness tattoo. (She just had tpwk written) amd it reminded me of my soul crushing need and love for one direction.

Now i am getting anxiety just looking their younger faces and spending my night listening to their discography.

#i mean do i have a crush on every single one of them? #yes and no #ughhh i had to get an entire fucking detox from 1d for a year just to get over them #and now we're back at square one #i think i might need helpppp #😭😭😭

[lanshappycorner]

Guys it is lanlan revolution time

#this is so wild but recently my ao3 has been getting namedropped more💀💀 #which is really wild because usually when ppl talk abt me theyre just like oh yeah the artist and now its oh yeah the author #i used to be a fic writer before i started doing art on social media so i guess we're back to square one💀 #which is also REALLY funny bc the first fandom i was in like. Ever was f/re embl/m and now im also back into it

[languor-em]

I FORGOT THAT MARGIT SHOWS UP OUTSIDE OF LEYNDELL I GOT TAKEN SO OFF GUARD AHDYIAJDJ

#ron talks #ron plays elden ring #i knew vaguely about the encounter and i HAD planned on tracking it down BUT #I HAD FORGOTTEN AND I WAS JUST DOING SOME WANDERING #Was zoned out listening to the pretty music and humming and all of a sudden i hear him and i just- #😳😳😳 #im so deeply in love with him but WOW MAN #SPOOKED #I WAS SPOOKED!!! #i was then thoroughly murdered and we're back to square one #square one being i cant beat him and k refuse to call in the big guns™ #the big guns being my friend who has completed the game and can tank all his hits #anyway i digress #anyway yall know the drill #water. drink. now

[drainthecity]

how the new wip is going 👍👍

#writing slump go crazy #i wrote like 4k words that i fucking hated and now we're back to square one #but fear not if I stare at it long enough brain will form words and words go on doc and fic will exist