#and her response is Well Ask :))))

[barblaz-arts]

related ask of ur new witch wendesday au does wends loves vega like a daughter? and wat is esther reaction of enid bassically saying to her a big f you to her clan and becoming wends partner and eventually more intimate partner?

Vega IS Wednesday's daughter ♥️

As for Esther, Enid wouldn't have ended up lookin like this if she was supportive

#asks #as you well know in canon tho #esther wasn't the one responsible for those wounds on her face

[starflungwaddledee]

offering three cookies 🍪🍪🍪

(<< part 1)

#kirby just whipping out the big guns right away. let's go on the ~warp star~! he knew this would get her instantly #i think also it's impossible to be sad when you are being cuddled by kirby tbh. bandee too!! what a cute prompt! #i thought i'd combine several of these sorts of asks and comments into one! sorry for not drawing adeleine; another time! #i just thought this worked well as a happy ending here. everything is fine!! they're all good now!! happy tappies and all!! hooray! #and nothing weird or bad happened here at all!! just a little breakdown but it's in the past!! phew. yay! <3 #tried something fun with the layouts for this to be half interactive/asks and half comic panels? i think it worked! #not sure this REALLY answers many questions but... i did this for fun when i was supposed to be doing other things!! i hope you'll enjoy! #also i LOVED ALL THESE ASKS i hope this doesn't make anyone feel bad for sending them in. this is just for dramatic effect!!!! #also ALSO this took longer than expect so i'll do those other ask responses tomorrow. thank you for all the well wishes everybody! <3 #starstruck dee #bandana waddle dee #kirby #my art #my comics

[petrichorium]

I WOULD LIKE TO HEAR ABOUT EX HUSBAND SHANKS 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

Okay I was thinking a relationship that’s like SUPER chill and casual. Like literally fuckbuddies turned lovers; u stay on ur home island and he’s off most of the time. Was based close by in the first year or two y’all met and got close so he was around more often but eventually it becomes him stopping by every few months for a few weeks and the two of you keeping up contact while he’s gone. The progression from just messing around to a committed relationship is slow and largely unsaid until Beckman tells you his captain has turned down every other woman for the past two years and you realize you aren’t much searching for other men yourself; soon enough you’ve got matching rings and as untraditional as it is it works.

And I’m just thinking abt how like…….. ur happy w ur life on ur little island, it’s relatively safe all things considered under his protection and you’ve lived there your whole life and all you rlly wanna do is keep your head down and stay there. Getting involved with Red-Haired Shanks puts a major flaw in that plan but it’s easy to forget who exactly he is. He doesn’t hide it, ofc not, but he’s so… unremarkable seeming that it’s difficult to remember, especially when your interaction with him is isolated to a scant few days or weeks when he’s most at ease and the only thing he’s thinking about is you.

But………. then you’re reminded otherwise. It’s silly really, because of course you know. It’s been years since you first met him, you’ve seen the wanted posters and you’ve heard how people talk about him, but knowing in abstract—contrasted by the man who’s managed to marry you, all wide smiles and incessant drunken love confessions and never dodging a well-placed swat from your hand—is far different from seeing in person.

You board his ship for a little trip; something small, only a few days to go retrieve a gift for you that Shanks had foolishly left a few islands away, low-risk and entirely in his territory. But it all goes sideways and you’re forced, quite suddenly, to realize just who you’ve managed to fall for—and exactly what kind of power and prestige he wields—while trapped with nowhere to go but remain on his ship with him and his crew for the days it takes to return.

You feel stupid more than anything, balking like this after one (frankly minuscule) fight. You don’t leave his cabin the whole trip back. He brings you meals, holds you when he can, tells you how much the crew misses you, but he doesn’t understand just how much you’re questioning. How much, you wonder, do you really know Shanks? Bordering on ten years is quite some time but when you only see him a scant few weeks out of those years, how much does it matter?

The ring on your finger, the way he looks at you—they settle on your shoulders more like a noose now, no longer making you giddy. How long until some bitter rival of his storms your home searching for you because they can’t touch him?

How much is he worth it when the lives of everyone in your hometown stand at risk?

You’re smart enough not to pick the fight until you’ve returned. You have it at the door of your home, long overdone and frankly terrified, all but melting down once you’re truly alone with him for the first time in a week. He doesn’t yell back—doesn’t do much, after attempts at soothing you fail, except watch you with a mildly surprised expression on his face.

For the first time in years you don’t let him stay the night, or see him off when he leaves the following day. You sit up on your roof and watch his ship disappear over the horizon and assure yourself that clearly you aren’t cut out for being his.

(But two months later that ship appears again, and an hour after docking there’s a knock at your door, and you can’t help how your breath hitches when you see that red hair beyond the peephole…)

#ask.🌧 #saintshigaraki #char.🌧 shanks #mine.🌧 #shanks x reader #sorry this is more the buildup than actual ex husband stuff 💔 #might do a continuation in a few days #but in essence he doesn’t Realize u were serious he thinks it was a normal fight #until he returns like normal and realizes you’ve removed your ring n want nothing to do with him #at which point his only response is well :) took me two years to win her over the first time #I’ve got experience now so it’ll be faster right? #(yes) #maybe he actually manages to sweet talk you into joining him the second go around

[attleboy]

I'm so sorry if I've said this already (I often can't remember what I've said vs. what I've just thought).

In the lovely comic that started it all, Jax thinks to himself "Forget chew toys, I think she needs a muzzle..." Do you think Pomni really does need a muzzle? Does she bite people, or are her fellow souls safe from her teeth as long as they don't, like... stick their fingers in her mouth or anything?

depends on what we're talking about… for canon i can't really say because, well. i'm not goose

but, for my own pomni interpretation well, she's not completely feral… i play it up for fun, but she's got some dignity, so she wouldn't go around chomping people over minor things :P i'd say for the most part, she's safe! no muzzle needed, jax just said that because he's an asshole lol

however… if she was pushed enough or backed into a corner, she might, and it would probably not be pretty… ultimately, she wouldn't bite a person unless she was very angry or very afraid. you'd have to poke and prod her quite a bit to get to that point, or catch her by surprise at a really really bad time, and she'd probably feel really bad about it either way

i must admit the extremes are fun to think about so i diiiiid draw pomni going a little apeshit… would've put it here but i ended up talking a lot so. it gets its own post hehehe give me a minute

edit - okay here it is

#biting inanimate objects and even the non-sentient ai [ex. a gloink] is a different matter #i think she'd do that more often... like she'd probably rationalise it as a kind of stress relief which. to be fair it is #she'd be pretty embarassed about it though so she'd try and be sneaky about it #and as for consensual biting... well if someone asked her politelyyyyy... [anvil falls from the sky and lands on my head] #sorry what was i saying #ask response #chompni

[dostoyevsky-official]

why are they addicted to amogus anyway? it was a game for covid teens/young people when these kids were in 1st grade, and the youngest were in k/pre-k. i don't know. but one of the teaching tactics i forget the name of is to get their attention to settle down with a call/response type of trick and you can very easily yell out SUS! and have that work out for you

#or 'emergency meeting!' or something #i tested some theories of child perception e.g. they could not discern in age between me and the other middle aged teachers very well #only roughly. very wild variation in responses to 'how old do you think i am?' #they think every country is either a US state or every other US state is its own country #they don't even know what history is #the top career choices are 1) compsci for AI 2) streamer 3) artist #they thought i was married to the other young art teacher because there's no way i'm not #i quit in part bc she did ask me to marry her #got them candy for holidays and their reactions were muted until i figured out i need to buy things like kitkats and not whole foods pastry

[thegirlwholivesin-delusion]

I really need some best friends and friends who are activists like me.

The lack of interest of people in changing the world around them pains me.

If you are a teen activist/do care about the world we live in and want to change it even if it's a little bit please interact with this post ;-;

#Not that it is that bad of a thing #It's just that #Someone calling your reasons to boycott starbucks because of a genocide as “karen behaviour” and saying that in the future you will boycott #Everything and everyone and when I ask her if she knows what genocide I'm even talking about her response is just #Don't know + Don't care #It's really annoying tbh #And the lack of interest all my friends have when I try to tell them about bills that will affect their social media usage because most of #The social media they are on is american bases #Is just shocking #Do they not care at all about how their lives will be affected by this shit #Or do I care too much about this #I really don't get it #Well atleast we agreed on not going to starbucks 🤷🏻‍♀️ #but still continuously calling my reason for not going to starbucks as stupid and stuff really didn't sit right with me..... #seriously if you are a teen activist please interact with this post ;-; #stop kosa #kosa bill #not q #rambleeeee #genocide #activism #activist #teen activist #teen activism #desiblr

[huehoa17]

May I request a Closure? In one of her dumb t-shirts perhaps?

Would this count as dumb enough?

#Hoa's response #ask #huehoa17 #hoa's art #hoa giang #digital art #arknights #fanart #Csp #Clip studio paint #Shaded #Color #closure #closure (arknights) #Originally I was going to make Kamen rider build references since there's a character with funny shirts there later on #Well here's what we have for now. That can be worked on another time once I find a good shirt to draw her in #Anyways thank you! I did not expect to see you at all! I hope you're having a good day! #bramblesand

[the-darklings]

in part 7 when dream gives wanderer the pebble, he never really answers “why now?” it’s been ~100 years since he made the promise!! is it just because she once again didn’t call for him when facing the demon?

because he loves her, and seeing how little she's willing to rely on him when she's in clear danger (a demon, who was dragging her to hell, no less) breaks his heart, especially the fact that she's more reliant on one of his creations instead. he envies the fact they're so comfortable and have such deep trust between them. has he truly failed her so badly that he doesn't even cross her mind when being tormented?

#does he acknowledge any of this? ofc course not. #also it's not that wanderer is too proud to ask him for help #she doens't enjoy being minced near daily. #what it is that wanderer has always been very very aware of /what/ dream is #how many responsibilities he has. the sheer weight on his shoulders. his service is to the many not her #endless don't dance to the tune of one cursed immortal. #it's why they work so well on a platonic level. there's so much mutual respect there. #she challenges him. but respects what he is. #dream/wanderer #asks #fic: today i bury you in me

[thepoisonroom]

btw if someone you love wants to talk about how they're interested in any type of transition it's actually very cool and swagful to ask them what parts they're interested in and excited for so they can share the joy of it with you

#when i got back on t i had just been dating my girlfriend for a few months and i was so nervous to talk with her about it #because i was like even very well-meaning allies will start telling you about all their fears about your transition #which isn't helpful and can sometimes feel worryingly like you're doing a bad thing that would jeopardize the relationship if any of those #fears happened #and her first response was to ask about what i wanted from taking t and we just talked about all the possibilities i was excited about #and at the end of it i felt even better and more confident about my decision and our relationship #being unconditionally loved and supported is so crazy like even difficult times of your life can be an opportunity to enjoy being close #not that taking it was a difficult time but just that the uncertainty about what she might say had been a huge source of nerves #and it was nice to feel like our bond was even stronger after we had that talk #personal nonsense #sorry if that was rambling i got a little too high :(

[oatbugs]

oh my god ! haha . anyway a bit buzzed perhaps. anyway here's what happened on the date

#at some point i took the earrings off. the metal clanging was screaming their name too loud and it #was 6 knives to the throat and he confirmed it so. here's the kicker. you can be taught a lot and you can have their hands on your thighs #and you can kiss them but even if they pray even if they tell you about the bible looking into you like really they lost what they believed #in a pennsylvania countryside catholic schools with a protestant family since joining the london school of economics #even if they pray for you to stay the whole way even though their hair was softer than hers you think of her and he thinks of someone else #and be tells you none of it will make sense. they smile and they say what a shame you might miss the train but they hold onto you #the entirety of you - like a religion or a polite insistence or something to keep. #you learned they were used to losing everyone they felt bound to love. they said they got really good at letting go. you were told #you think he's being epistemologically #irresponsible and he tells you he carries a massive task. he tells you the responsibility is monumental #and he feels responsible for defining responsibility. he shows you songs and his poetry. my eyes feel on fire. #she doesnt know this. this is marylebone. the next station is edgeware road. everyone here looks happy and high and clear of the doors. #he says tell me when you get to the station and very especially tell me if you don't. the next station is paddington. please mind the gap #between the train and the platform. you say this to him. he says i minds the gap between you and i. i mind it so much that i need you to #come back. he says this because you kissed him briefly but you kissed him well. she says you're a good kisser but he says you have him #stunned. he asks you who decides the truth. he tells you you decide the truth without his mouth. you're fast enough to make it there before #the wheels do. this world is lit by glass and light and people with a pact to fall in love with the abstractions more than each other. #he tells you to be committed to your various intangible loves more than anyone. you both have to be. they love each other anyway. #i was supposed to find a persian poetry book with her on our fourth date except she was hours late. i found it with him. he didnt give up #he should be perfect and i should really like him.

[snakemoltsiren]

🍳 — cooking!

(mild mentions of disordered eating below) Severine can cook. She's not phenomenal at it but she can make a tasty meal in the kitchen or over a fire or grill. She is, however, vegetarian for a number of reasons and really prefers not to touch meat at all. So if someone else wants it... they're going to have to make it themselves. The truth is, though... she has a complicated relationship with food and eats very little at meals. She's more of a nibbler throughout the day. Plus if she could survive off of fresh fruit she would, so she kind of has to be lovingly bullied into eating the kind of protein and fats that will get her through the day. When at home, Otolin takes care of the majority of the cooking. He's very mindful about making her food she will eat, not judging her or taking it personally if she only picks at a meal, and giving her subtle encouragement to nourish herself for a full day. (Thank you for the ask @laurel-resting!!)

#severine prompts #about severine #I say she has disordered eating instead of an eating disorder #because I don't want to make light of EDs having suffered from them myself #it is a very small but important part of her character but I don't bring it up much in RP #since I've had some well intentioned but unwelcome responses to it #thank you for the ask you are appreciated!!!

[butwhatifidothis]

Do you think it'd be in character for Claude to fake an alliance with Edgey in GW Pt 2 so that he could undermine her while seeking an alliance with the Kingdom behind her back? I mean, that way, he could ask Rhea directly about what Edgey told him instead of blindly believing her.

It would be more in character, but not as much as it looks at first.

Because yes, Claude is very familiar with not exactly telling the truth, and he is also familiar with working around people who inherently distrust him. And something somewhat like this kinda happens in 3H, with Erwin - Claude has Nader create a distraction for the army to pass through Gloucester territory to Myrddin so that Erwin's forces don't intercept them (he does this in all the routes in fact, save for of course CF). So it's not like he isn't capable of some form of trickery, even when it comes to people he considers allies.

What becomes an issue though is that those sort of trickery means are mostly used for last-resort, fairly specific situations - Plan A wasn't to make Erwin think his lands are being attacked, it was the only option Claude had available due to the very landscape of Leicester necessitating going through Gloucester territory, and due to Erwin's stubbornness about aligning with the Empire (whether or not those reasons were self-serving or for self-preservation). Again, with Myrddin we see that he's willing to openly help the Kingdom/Church, despite the act of doing so breaking any neutrality the Alliance could have held onto. Communication with Erwin had already failed (due to, again, his stubbornness to align with the Empire), but Claude also explicitly says that he doesn't want to engage in actual combat with House Gloucester, so lies were the only way to go forward.

With the Empire, however, there was never any worry about engaging in combat with them - they invaded his lands, and he fought back. If Edelgard had started with negotiations with Claude first, that'd be one thing - if there was an attempt at an assurance for peace from Edelgard's end to start everything off, it'd make the idea of him joining her to betray her later have some ground to stand on logically. But with him doing absolutely nothing to provoke her she attacks his lands, which has two reasons for her doing so in specifically Claude's mind: taking Garreg Mach to use as a base, and getting rid of the Alliance and Kingdom at the same time.

To the first reason: while Garreg Mach is a good base, it's arguable that having to defeat the Alliance on top of fighting the Kingdom for it makes taking the base moot to begin with. Even for the symbolic nature of it, since Rhea has already been booted out at this point. The trouble would be more than its worth, essentially. And the second reason is... fairly obvious as to why that isn't gonna work out lmao.

Then there's also also the fact that Claude was handling the Empire pretty damn well - he is a young leader and is tricksty in his antics which means skepticism from his more experienced peers, the Alliance is known for its weaker military strength, and he had to deal with Shahid looming over his head, yet Claude still manages to hold off the Empire pretty effectively. So with Edelgard invading Claude's lands off rip and his shown proficiency at fighting back against her without much non-Alliance help, there's no benefit to siding with her, even falsely - none that would outweigh the benefits of siding with a party that has given him no misgivings, in any case. She's not a force that is too big to take on from the outside and so needs to be taken out from the inside, so going through the effort of getting inside is meaningless.

So, would falsely siding with Edelgard while secretly siding with the Kingdom be more in character? It certainly can be, if one plays the cards right. But given how Claude's handling of the Empire and Edelgard's actions against the Alliance are written, it'd be far more in character for him to just side with the Kingdom outright at that point

#ask #anon #clyde discourse #like at that point it's better to just cut the fat #there's no pretense of neutrality from Claude; he's already fought back against her #there's no pretense of peace from EdeIgard; she's already invaded his lands #the Empire is not an impossible force; Claude is dealing with them extraordinarily well given his circumstances #the Kingdom isn't a potential threat to Claude; it has done nothing to garner any attention (positive or negative) from the Alliance #and if the biggest issue was the Church/Rhea then Claude can just. snoop around? to find shit out? like he always did in 3H? #(hell with the war going on he - as leader of the Alliance - is the only one with fairly safe access to the ONLY SAFE WAY into Garreg Mach) #(so he could literally just like. have spies get in and snoop around? or even walk in himself if there's no one there? like hello) #and not side with the girly trying to kill him and who is responsible for the deaths of many of his people. just a thought #so there's nothing to really gain from pretending to side with Edelgard that couldn't be found in allying with the Kingdom

[bigbrotheristerribleandihateit]

the way bb twitter talks about america and cam is fucking scary. like it’s beyond game.

#bb25 #she is Not responsible for cams werid behaviour when she acts the same way to him as she does everyone else #i hate reading the tweets saying she’s asking for it bc she invited him into the shower #IN THE MOST JOKING WAY IVE EVER HEARD #and now that she says he makes her uncomfortable again they’re all acting like she’s ruining his life #‘he’s a FATHER’ yeah well fucking act like it

[rescuehumans-runtotherescue]

Nobody:

Me: what if child washed up on the island somehow and was amnesic and tests were done and the burns find out this person is related to them and woodrow is called to the island to do tests too and it’s found out he’s the father and had no clue he had a kid and child gains memories and their mother is awful and Charlie and Woodrow get legal rights to child and now Kade Dani Graham and Cody have a cousin to get to know

#BURNS COUSIN BURNS COUSIN BURNS COUSIN #I imagine this cousin to be a girl roughly around Cody’s age give a year older or younger #just; Woodrow is known as the ‘takes risk’ brother between him and Charlie #you know he had to get into all sorts of dating mischief when he was younger #he gets a girl pregnant by accident but he doesn’t know and she doesn’t tell him #she starts to raise the child and tells her that her father walked out on her #the mom realizes too late she doesn’t love being a mom but keeps child around to use her #I don’t know what incident would happen to get this child amnesiac and on the island but something happens #the child having good times with her ‘friends’ the burns who she’s staying with until she gets her memories back #and exploring the wackiness and tech of the island until Woodrow finally gets to the island like 3 weeks after she had showed up there #AND FINDING OUT THE BURNS ARENT HER FRIENDS BUT HER FAMILY #AND NOW SHE SUDDENLY HAS A DAD?? /HAPPY TEARS #AND WOODROW IS ALL well Charlie’s the family guy I don’t know if I can measure up but I’ll try to take responsibility; wow I have a kid! #AND THE KID IS ALL you don’t have to apologize for not being family oriented I have a dad now and your trying and that’s all that matters #SHE ASKS IF SHE CAN CALL HIM DAD AND HE JUST MELTS #She was going to travel the world with Woodrow but Charlie had a cow about her education and didn’t want her doing only online schooling #so they work it out that she stays with Charlie during the school year and goes traveling with Woodrow during the summer #and Woodrow also visits the island more for holidays for his kid #AUGHSNSAUAHABDVBADHHHH #WOODROW FLUFF #BURNS COUSIN #GIVE IT TO ME #Woodrow burns #Charlie burns #Cody burns #Graham burns #Kade burns #Dani burns #cousin burns #tfrb

[cry-ptidd]

Hi!

I've been following your blog for a lil bit, and I was wondering, what was your inspiration for creating Laura?

Blessed be <3

Hi there!! Thanks for your support!! <3

As for Laura.... she's been through a few phases.

At first, she was actually supposed to be a vampire. Her name comes from the main character in Carmilla, Laura, the one that gets lesbianed by the vampire girl.

She was supposed to be a vampire maid that could phase through walls and become intangible. Physically she'd be rather skinny and pale with white hair, probably having albinism. She wasn't a fighter at all, she would've been more of a watcher/snitch that told Integra about anything unusual, kind of like Pip post-canon. She was quite weak physically and rather elegant/even slightly meek, but she had a tongue on her, and by that I mean she taunts and haunts her opponents while Alucard kills them because she didn't like to get her hands dirty. The scene that made me want to create her was the assault on the Hellsing manor, where she'd mock Luke or Jan about the other's fates once they got their asses beat or tell Integra what was going on and update her about it.

Then, I remembered that in canon werewolves were the ones that could become intangible (we never see any vampire other than Alucard do that, and he's cheated so he doesn't count), and I thought about it a bit more, and the character design for the Original Laura didn't really match what I'd imagine (my) werewolf oc to be like, so I changed her up. Her hair became brown and her discreet personality became more rough; that's also why Laura wasn't that strong at the beginning.

As for her name and identity, it's mostly because I love the story of the beast of Gévaudan (and had a hyperfixation on it when I was 13) and wanted to do something with that idea. When I did some more research I also remembered Jean Chastel, and thought it would be a very interesting idea to do something with that. Besides, "Laura Chastel" lowkey sounds cool.

So I mixed up the two and thus Current Laura was born, but she too went through a bit more changes even when I started posting her. Which is why her current personality is a bit different than the one from the very beginning. She is now way less respectful and impassive, also she was supposed to have an axe. Her very first design is still on my blog, the first thing I posted about her actually.

Her wolf form was also brown at the beginning, but now it's black. It's also bigger, although it was supposed to be quite huge from the beginning.

Maybe I should do something with that vampire maid prototype. It could be an interesting concept. Also, maybe I could explain the details of Laura's design.

Thank you for your ask! Blessed be! <3

#hellsing oc #my oc #laura chastel #ask response #my mind is a mess #there's so many ideas and so little time #would she have been a more interesting character if she wasn't as strong? #i like her feral nature but I don't wanna make her a Mary sue #as much as I despise that term and its usage #i try to make her nuanced and well-written is what I mean

[astranauticus]

ok i like rushed through the whole orv webtoon way too fast so now i have thoughts going in like 5 different directions but ep121-123 drive me so fucking insane actually. every time i think about those two conversations i have to sit down

#orv #orv liveblog #like i feel like depictions of childhood abuse in fiction tend to depiction the relationship as some version of #'the one evil violent parent and the one good parent trying their best (it wasnt good enough)' #see: the twins parents from lc s2 is the obvious one but also like #going back to my roots lol but enji and rei todoroki? or hell even fire lord ozai and ursa #yknow theres this idea of like theres the one who was trying! and the one who fucked it all up #well yeah rei's the one who scarred her sons face but thats so obviously framed as like a trauma response outside of her control #like its not something youre reeaally meant to blame her for yknow #the WHOLE idea with kim dokja's conversation with yoo sangah is whether he's supposed to blame/forgive lee sookyung #wait ok those conversations drive me so insane like im feeling the alevel literature urge to fuckin close read quotes #that one line where he thinks like this is the vilest form of violence he can use against sangah goes by SO fast but it hit me SO hard #the idea of asking her to put herself in this nightmare situation she has no frame of reference for understanding or empathising with #and then asking her as someone who she rly cares about! to be the judge in this situation she cannot possibly fully grasp #and all of that being framed as an act of violence towards her. like asking her to do this knowing she cant possibly do it #but also 'did you want me to seem pleased to see you' 'a little (lie)' and 'do you think of me as a mother' 'a little (lie)' #like the pretense of a normal relationship over the yeah we know our relationships fucked over the #unfortunately we still talk and think in the same way and we understand each other way too well #ok wait but circling back to the original point. i saw this fucking incredible fanart on twitter that sort of goes into the like #how do you?? handle?? not knowing if youre supposed to blame your parent for something that they did that hurt you #like its this little animation thing thats all in kdj's internal monologue except for one line where its him saying #'im terrible. i deserved what she did to me' #and its like. yeah that would be easier huh. like the self loathing is easier to handle than the confusion and cognitive dissonance #full disclosure i saw that fanart literally a year ago before i knew jack shit about orv and the sentiment hit me SO HARD i just #havent been able to stop thinking about it for a whole year. like as soon as i finished 123 i immediately went to look for it in my archive #i checked the artist has a tumblr but that art is not on it and it bugs me so much i want them to know that they somehow like #managed to make art so painful it defeated both my non-orv reading self and my lifelong severe memory problems #i mean in comparison that line (that also went by alarmingly fast) about how without twsa back then like kdj would not be here today #like not so much to dig into just. Yikes #and him telling ysa all of this with that fucking smile on his face like thats the part that really gets to me just his *fucking expression