#and furries /j

[weeping-vintage-toes]

I vent way too much on here. Like, I'm sorry, I just need an outlet :,) So I'm venting again - and it's kinda intense. You don't even need to read this.

(Tw: SH & Suicide)

I said in an earlier post that my depression was getting bad again (which is cringe /j). I didn't think it would ever be this bad, though. I am taking care of 2 kids as well as a house cause my mom keeps making excuses on why she's not here. The kids have missed about 2 months of school. It got so bad that the police showed up.

I honestly feel like a failure to my kids. My older brother is a big help, but he's graduating this year. Then, he's moving out right after cause he doesn't wanna be stuck in this shit hole of a home. Can't say I blame him. But that means I'm gonna be stuck here with 2 kids and a house to take care of without a mother figure.

I am failing all except 2 of my classes and can't take care of anyone, not even myself. I can barely even get the energy to wash my face. It's gotten to the point where I only take 1-2 showers a week, when I usually take one every 2-3 days.

I can't cook for shit and the dishes are used up as soon as I wash them. We barely have actual meals cause my mom basically stopped going shopping. She just buys sodas and snacks from the dollar store every week.

I feel like shit all the time, but I can't stop cleaning or doing something around the house cause of how quickly things pile up.

I live with my brother (17), sister (7), cousin (10 m), and mom (if she even counts anymore), and now apparently my aunt is moving in too. I live in a 2 bed 1 bath. There is no room for someone else. I already slept in my moms room with my little sister. (And mom if she's home)

My house is such a shit hole. So, I don't wanna stay there but school is stressful and I cry almost every day there. So, there's literally no escaping my stress and anxiety.

I try and make jokes at school to get away from it all. But it's getting harder and harder to try and keep everything bottled in. I joke about killing myself and shit but sometimes, it genuinely crosses my mind. I would never do it, and those thoughts scare me.

I used to SH about a year ago. It's not some I'm proud of, but it's true. I would like to say I'm clean now, and thankfully, my recovery process was quick. But sometimes I'll catch myself thinking about it. It scares me, but it's happening quite often nowadays.

I have a lot of shit on my plate, and somehow, I'm still supposed to have good grades and stable mental health. My own mother said that I'm definitely not mentally ill. She barely knows who I am anymore.

I'm just so tired. But that doesn't mean I don't have good things in my life. I am so grateful for the two best friends I think I've ever had. They get me through the day, and I love them more than they know. I wish I could let them know just how much I care about them and how much they have impacted my life since I've met them.

I've known one of them for just 2 years, and I only started talking to my boyfriend at the beginning of school. But it feels like I've known them forever. I hope they know how much they really mean to me.

Anyways, sorry for the rant, I've just had those thoughts bottled up for a while and needed to get them out of my system. I've come to find that just talking about my feelings through text is really therapeutic. So that's probably why I talk about my problems so much on here. And it's not like people see these anyways, so it's kinda like my own personal diary that only one other person sees.

So, again, sorry for the long ass rant. I hope you have a lovely night or day. Mwah <3 gn lovelies.

#I tottaly started crying when talking about my friends and how much I love them #I'll keep them all to myself #away from harm #and furries /j #I'll keep them in jars on my shelf

[bajingoarts]

Y’know what? F*ck you! -rats your omens-

#my art #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens fanart #rat #mouse #furry art #anthony j crowley #aziraphel #crowley x aziraphale #ineffible husbands #ineffable husbands #gay #lgbtq

[syntaxaero]

soooooooo uuuuuhmmm... like sqrk???

#aerodraws #aero #pooltoy #tf #transformation #furry #anthro dragon #something came over me ignore this /j #art #digital art

[olegduckwing]

sleeping at last — silhouettes

#lucifer morningstar #hazbin hotel #lucifer magne #lucifer #not a furry artist anymore… healed j

[kiwisodaz]

Me and puddin had the best time at hyper Japan!! Thought I’d try posting fursuit pics here!

Edit:tysm for all the love! If you wanna see more of Puddin their account is @ puddinplush on insta/twitter, and mine is @ kiwimarten!

#furry #fursuit #furry fandom #furries #furry community #hyper japan #j Fashion #jfashion #hyperjapan #pastel #kemono fursuit #rainbowcore #clown core #pastelcore

[liteee]

hood

#liteeart #0529 #may 2023 #sona #furry #rare moment where a hoodie is actually used for the hood /j

[mrpsychokiller]

havent been thinking as much about red vs blue lately, so heres a compilation of doodles i never posted, including more furry rvb stuff from this saga

#my art #red vs blue #rvb #furry #agent carolina #agent washington #leonard church #leonard l church #michael j caboose #dick simmons #Richard Simmons #lavernius tucker #aaaand i think thats it

[notxtwhiledrive]

Lady of the Daisies

really wanted to do an Art Nouveau style piece!

character from Lackadaisy by Tracy Butler.

#furry #lackadaisy #lackadaisy cats #lackadaisy fanart #furry art #tracy j. butler #fanart #artists on tumblr #mitzi may #lackadaisy mitzy #daisy #flowers #flower crown #art nouveau #notxtwhiledrive

[gigglegoobers]

Some sketches of our precious lackacats!!😌🤫

Mod iza: Mar was pointing a gun at me to draw those... JUST KIDDING HAHAHA- Is he gone?-

#Mitzi please i can give you a lot of green green #AAAAYYYYYYYY I LAAWWVEEEE THOSE FURRIES #tracy j butler #lackadaisy #digital art #digital illustration #digital sketch #lackadaisy mitzi #lackadaisy rocky #original art #lackadaisy horatio #lackadaisy wick #wick sable #mitzi may #rocky rickaby #horatio bruno #lackadaisy fanart #fanart #furry art #zzabelz999 #guns n' roses

[myheadphonesareneverloudenough]

one of the best things about Hatchetfield is that people can’t get mad at you for your headcanons. so many fandoms have toxic people who claim that “you’re ruining the character!” and “that character would never do that!” but with Hatchetfield, Paul Matthews is canonically a catboy. Tom Houston canonically tried to fuck his car. no new idea you can come up with can ever be weirder than the situations the Langs put their own characters in.

#don’t even get me started on the scrapped NMT episode where Paul believes he is Peanuts and Ted takes him to a furry club #yall can make things weird with the hatchetfield characters but the langs will always make it worse #j screams #starkid #hatchetfield #nick lang #matt lang

[faygelehh]

*disappears for a week just to make my ten billionth sparkle sona* observe him . Enjoy

#experimenting with my style and im really proud of this so i hope y’all like it (: #j barks #furry art #furry #anthro #digital art #furries #fursona #canine furry #anthro art #sparkledog #sparklefur #scene furry #scenemo #scencore #2000s scene #2000s nostalgia #eyestrain #ask to tag?

[e-adlirez]

The duality of R4T

#content smp #doctor4t #I tried drawing his rat mask in a way that looks more accurate to the thumbnails but GWUH #drawing mouse furries in the geronimo stilton fandom screwed me over /j

[fallenangelwerewolf]

New Fursona! He’s a Sparkle Thylacine :3 His name is Gummy (he is me, my nick name is Chiclé, Chiclé is used in some gums especially from Mexíco,)

Artwork and Character By Me

(Ps yes those are Jonathan and Speedwagon plushies on his bag, I have them irl and love them so much I will be putting them on my new bag along with some other stuff(will post finish bag))

#decora #decora kei #j fashion #harajuku #harajuku fashion #sparklefur #sparkleanimal #furry #fursona #thylacine #Tasmanian tiger #tasmanian wolf #mobility aid art #wheelchair art #disabilties #disabled furry #rainbow #rainbowcore

[unlikelymakerlight]

🎉Happy Birthday Viktor and for me too🎉

I also have a birthday on April 16th like Viktor, Now he's my favorite lackadaisy character🤗😉🥰

#art #lackadaisy #viktor vasko #ivy pepper #happy birthday #digital art #tracy j butler #illustration #artists on tumblr #art character #fanart #my art #furry #lackadaisy comic #April 16th #lackadaisy cats fanart

[triona-tribblescore]

trying so hard to be strong rn..... 😔

HBFJBEFBFEHEBF ZAAACHHH!!! DUDE FR!! I have SO!!! much fanart to give you cool people but they are still wips cause life is beating me up. BUT ALSO NFNKJFNS I WANT TO DRAW YOUR RAT SONS SO BAD ITS KILLING ME!!! SERIOUSLY!!! TURTLE SPLINTER HAS ME SOBBING ON THE FLOOR-

#(also so what youre telling me is you're a furry..) #/J IM SORRY #BUT YEAH!! #:D #GAHHH #AGRESSIVLY SHAKING YOU WITH LOVE AND AFFECTION!!!! #UR AMAZING ZACH!!!! #MWAH! #asks #tribbletalks #moots

[thecyberfurrylynx]

You cant deny.

#lackadaisy #mordecai heller #furries #mordecai lackadaisy #mordecai x viktor #lackadaisy cats #tracy j butler