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lambdollsxx · 1 year

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it's late and i'm hungry as i was writing this -- i'll correct any errors once i wake up if i don't respawn by then.

Now that it's officially the 31st in my timezone, let me now take the time to say Happy New Year's Eve! 🤎🤍 This year's passed by too quickly and personally has been a bit of a handful for me, but, even so it feels so weird now that we're at its final day. I've only just gotten to properly process 2019 and yet we're already so close to 2023. (Oop, it's 01:11-) It's funny because I swore I'd have reincarnated this year and I'm so close to my 2-year shiftaversary [and 1 year respawn one ;; yes, I like keeping track of time like that 💀]. --- but I know better now.

As I said in my Christmas post, I'm hoping that this year has treated you well. If not, I'm hoping to see better things come your way, especially for those who've lost more than they gained this year. 🤎

As for my respawners and permanent shifters (and even my manifestors/shifters), while you find yourself moving onto another year and still haven't "gotten home", don't beat yourself up for it. Whether the void reality treated you like shit which caused a bit of an obstacle for you, or you were like me and seemed to waste more time than you used, it's okay. You tried even to an extent, whether you notice it or not. <3 And, let this year be the one you go home, and I'm sending positive energy to everyone who reads this. Hopefully things will be much better for you and I do hope things turn out perfectly starting from here.

I'm unfortunately not the kind who's able to be too festive or anything, I'm like- rlly dry and uninteresting,, but I can at least do this.

// 🤍 //

Now that that's all aside here are small updates from me.

respawn | I've only had physical symptoms so far, as, I had a few days where I wasn't focusing on my journey at all, once again due to stupid things and didn't attempt much.

subliminals | I have a subliminal for death respawners erasing their existence. I don't know how common they are but I'm putting it out because even if it's just one person, it'll help to have one up for them. I'm almost finished with it and should have it finished later today and then tested to be posted some time in early January (*the first week).

And after I put out the subliminal, I want to go on a bit of a semi-hiatus to focus on my respawning journey as I've wasted so much time [Summer + Autumn AND December since I'm not in school atm]. I'll be on my socials every so often but only for information on things benefiting my journey. As this helped last time, I want to see how much it'll do now that I'm much more educated about myself and my journey, as well as in a better space mentally. If you ever need to reach out, you can try.

I don't know how my family's going to celebrate this New Year's but I might manifest myself a small cake 😭 Anyways have a nice day once you see this.

#shifting realities #respawners #respawning #reality shifting #shifting #shiftblr #HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE SEXIES #and everyone else ig... 😕#darlinqs domain

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kierancaz · 4 months

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So something I noticed when I was watching itsv and atsv that Uncle Aaron’s apartment in the movies is different. Like 42 Aaron’s isn’t just decorated different it’s a whole different place.

…. I may be watching these movies to much but ANYWAY here’s something that’s I noticed.

- do in itsv Aaron has a sword collection. He has I think two different racks and one of them is just katanas.

- in atsv he still has his swords but he also has many many more weapons on display and also a huge tire that’s just up against the wall.

- in itsv his apartment is… like an actual apartment. In atsv I think it’s some type of warehouse loft? At least that’s what I got from all the windows and through the windows you can see the Brooklyn bridge so wherever that place in it’s by the water.

- the kitchen setup is basically the same and I think they did that to fool you. This is NOT the same place, but if you’re not paying close attention you might think it is because you do get a decent look at 1610 Aaron’s kitchen and then he’s posed in front of it again in earth 42 and you can see he has the same pans hanging up and the same island.

- 42 Aaron also has an upstairs? When the camera first pans to Prowler Miles when he’s up on the crossbeam (support beam?) you can see stairs to his left that lead somewhere upstairs. (I wonder if 42 Miles just climbed the stairs and then got up onto the beam that way to be all dramatic when 1610 Miles woke up lol. Did Aaron help him with this? Did they plan out this dramatic reveal before 1610 Miles woke up? Lol)

- 42 Aaron’s place is just. Bigger. And decked out like a villain lair. Idk what to say but he has like chains and weapons literally all over the place it looks so evil but so cool. 1610 Aaron’s place seems like just a cool place to chill with all the plants and the neon sign behind the couch. I’m not even sure if 42 Aaron has a couch in that place. (He does have like barstool chairs at the island in the kitchen tho)

- and also, not really an apartment detail about his place but on the radio you hear what I’m assuming is J. Jonah Jameson talking about the Sinister Six Cartel. Which I’ve seen other people mention but haven’t really actually talked about. I wonder if they’re gonna show up in beyond the spiderverse? I think that would be cool and like why would they plant that little seed if not to use it for smth in the future sooo

Ok yah that’s all I have to say about 1610 and 42 Aaron’s apartments besides that they both look super cool in different ways and I want to hang out in both apartments at least once. (I may add to this if I notice something else or if I get my hands on some screenshots. Google and Pinterest are both failing me rn but at the same time ik not everyone is screenshotting every single frame of these movies so ig that job will be up to me 😕)

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misslauravillanueva · 5 months

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So... I let my Mom rate and give an opinion on JJK men and bois ~~

She doesn't know JJK btw ><

Enjoy ~~

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My husband, Ryomen Sukuna (😩)

"That's him?"

(She was looking at him for a while 😏🤭. She thought he was ugly at first but after showing this to her she was like: 😕😶😕👁️👁️— she didn't expect that he looked like that. She kinda found him handsome~~ 😏🤭. I have the best Mother don't I ~? 🥰🤭💞)

"Looks okay"

"I see why you like him" (😏)

"He kinda looks like my crush idol" (😏)

"Or maybe it's just his outfit 😗" (😆🤣😭)

"Is he old?"

"Why does he have those things on his face?"

"He looks old because of the markings on his face"

"Looks okay"

Overall: The chance of me being with Sukuna, liking him, marrying him, or the support that I have when I'm married to him and having a family with him is all okay for my Mother. She doesn't mind it 😏😆🤭. So 'Kuna, My Mother approves of you, she approves of our marriage. We're together forever~~😚😆🤭💍👰🏻‍♀️

Gojo Satoru

"Looks like an alien" 😆 (because he's all so white and his eyes are blue 😂😭)

"So white"

"Looks old" (because of his white hair)

"Looks okay"

(She's just "okay" with him 😆)

Geto Suguru

"Looks like a carrier at a wet market" LMAO 😆😂🤣

"His face looks fearless/bold"

"Japanese?"

"His eyes are so narrow (so asian 😂🤣)"

"Okay"

(She doesn't quite like him, he finds him ugly. But she's also just "okay" with him ig 😆)

Nanami Kento

"Looks okay"

"He looks like a frog 🐸" (😂😭)

"Mm. Okay"

(She's just "okay" with him as well 😆)

Yuji Itadori

"Oh! That just looks like the guy from before!"

"It's his sister?" (LMAO 🤣🤣🤣)

"Looks like a girl" (😆🤣😭)

"Oh"

"Looks okay"

(She's just "okay" with him as well 😆)

Megumi Fushiguro

"Oh! That's just the man from before! That carrier guy!!" (😂😂😂🤣😭)

"Also has a fearless/bold face"

"He's just that guy from before! His nephew!" (she's not convinced 😭😂🤣)

"Looks okay"

(She's just "okay" with him as well 😆)

Choso

"Looks like an alien" (😭😂🤣)

(She had a disgusted look on her face like: 😬🫠🤢)

"Meh. Okay"

"Why is he liked?"

"Eh! Those markings on the face again 😫😣"

(She doesn't like him and finds it weird that girls simp for him 🤣😭)

Toji Fushiguro/Zenin

"Nyeh!"

"He's just like the two dudes from before" (😭🤣🤣)

"They are nephews! They are related! A family!"

"Looks just okay"

"He also has a fearless/bold face like the two from before"

"His face is wide and (body) too buff"

"What's that thing on his back? a worm? Ugly! It looks like a monster, a goblin, an ugly goblin! Why does he have that?!" (😭😆😭)

(She's just "okay" with him as well, but she doesn't like him (speaking for her opinion over everyone else's) and also finds it weird that girls simp for him 🤣😭)

And the winner is 🥁...

Loid Forger from SpyxFamily 😂😂🤣🤣😭😭

"Handsome" (Really Mom???!! 😭😭😭😂🤣)

Yup, he's the only one she likes because his face is clean, neat, and tidy. She is a cultured woman after all— she has good grooming, manners and etiquette, clear speaking, etc. 😌😆😭)

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vrmxlho · 1 year

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bruh i posted my fucking hcs while i was in middle of writing them 😕 anyway here it is copied and pasted:

omg aiku is so fucking ajfsdkhjbf every time i see him i go feral,,,, ALSO YES MORE PEOPLE NEED TO READ GOKURAKUGAI THE ART IS BEAUTIFUL +++ i'm pretty sure this is gonna be ooc because i'm really just making shit up so i apologise in advance lmaoo +++ also im sorry its so short i have no idea what to write 😭

cw: swearing + not proofread because who wants to relive this nightmare??? + probably really ooc but this is my blog so i will do as i please honestly 😒 + suggestive but nothing sexual

LEONARDO LUNA レオナルド・ルナ

his love language is either physical touch or giving gifts

he absolutely adores holding you and he always physically on you, either an arm over your shoulder or a hand on your knee, sometimes he even makes you put your legs on his simply because he likes it that way

but at the same time he is 100% the most infuriating person alive and he prides himself in being annoying

at least he's funny ig

he's constantly teasing you, flirting with you excessively

if he hadn't already told everyone in his life that you were his s/o people would've still been able to guess as much

he's like an annoying puppy who always follows you around asking you to play

he's also incredibly petty, like if you ignore him by mistake or leave him on read because the conversation had ended he's purposefully going to do the same to you

even if the subject of the conversation is actually quite important

nothing can get in the way of his pettiness

"leo, can you please fucking answer me???" he only looked at you briefly before continuing with his stupid hair. it had only been like this for about five minutes but you honestly felt like it had been a century. he was being so fucking annoying. "leonardo luna i swear to god, if you don't fucking answer me this instant i'm going to bash your head in." "i'd still be really attractive though, so i don't really-" "will you please stay on topic for once in your life?" "annoying isn't it?" "THE CONVERSATION HAD ENDED YOU SAID 'OK' AND THAT WAS THE END WHAT ELSE WAS THERE TO ADD????" "you can always add an 'i love you'." "boy. be fucking for real."

forgot to mention that he's also rlly vain

by that i mean he pretends to be vain

he pretend to care about his looks more than he actually does because he thinks its funny

it is sometimes

i am a firm believer that he was one of those kids that was fascinated by the ocean and just any type of water body

he wanted to pursue geography and maybe be a marine biologist before he became a football pro

that's why is his ideal date is renting a boat and going to sea caves to scuba dive in

he insisted on the two of you taking scuba diving lessons together because he wanted to swim with sharks and sea turtles

i feel like he was a summer baby, specifically a leo

because my irl best friend is a leo leonardo

he's also the type to collect shells and make shell necklaces for you

once tried convincing you to change your name to sally and start a seashell business because he thought it would be really funny???

concerning

he's naturally funny but at times he says the dumbest things unironically

his favourite way to destress is to have long bubble baths with you while you both chatter about your day

not necessarily in a sexual way

he just enjoys being physically close to you while also being surrounded by water

leonardo luna was exhausted. you could tell as soon as he entered the house. his usually bright and blindingly positive aura had dulled. his eyes looked distant and he walked with a sway. fatigue made his limbs heavy and he hummed softly before he collapsed on the sofa. "are you okay? leo?" he had already begun snoring slightly when you finally reached him. you chuckled a bit. you wouldn't mind leaving him like this. he looked so cute. his silky hair falling gently on his nose and his cheeks a bit red from the slight chill in the air. but he smelled. reeked of sweat. he must've been too tired to even shower after practice. you weren't about to let him sleep in his sweat, it was simply gross. so first, you tried pulling him off. but not only was he a massive man who weighed a lot more than the usual groceries you carried. he was also resisting making it even harder for you make him budge. so you kissed his forehead, hoping it would wake him up. nothing. this time you pinched him. which worked, because now he was stirring. he opened his eyes which burned with anger and frowned at you. "come have a shower with me." suddenly his eyes were wide and bright again. he basically jumped off the sofa and carried you to the bathroom. he was tired but he didn't mind the extra exhaustion that would come from carrying another human being, since it was you. as soon as you got to the bathroom he basically ripped your clothes off and you were in the shower giving him a massage. then washing his hair and running your hand over his back soothingly. he didn't look tired anymore, it seemed like your presence had woken him up. or perhaps he just didn't want to miss out on your touch. "how was practise?" "couldn't stop thinking about you."

his kisses are always hot and passionate

loves holding your face when he kisses you

as if its the last time he will

he loves how his hands are big enough to hold your entire cheek

your first kiss wasn't awkward at all except for the fact that it was in front of the paparazzi because he loves PDA

unless you genuinely hate it he's always holding your hand in front of the cameras, kissing you, full on making out and everything

is a failure in the kitchen but is surprisingly good at following instructions

you'll never have to cut an onion when he's around!!

real men cry 👍

OLIVER AIKU 愛空

you've made it

you are now dating the hottest man on earth, the biggest playboy in the world has settled down

cuz you're just as hot

but that's exactly what makes him so possessive and jealous

it's not that he doesn't trust you he's just a little insecure, why else do you think he always broke up with his previous flings?

he's scared that if you got to see him for who he really was (as if you haven't already ☠️)

however, whenever he sees you talking to someone he doesn't particularly like he'll come up beside you and pull you close to him by the waist

and if you look uncomfortable he'll literally take you to another setting so you feel better

his love language is words of affirmation!!

he loves hearing how much you love him and how much you wanna spend time with him and how you'd kill for him

but at the same time he absolutely loves teasing you and making you get all flustered

oliver had been feeling down. he didn't really know why. it was 3am and he had this deep pit of despair in his stomach. you looked so peaceful on the bed, sleeping softly and scrunching the blanket up a bit. "how can someone so perfect want to be with me?" "if you're going to be so depressing i might actually break up with you..." you had turned around to stare at him with your tired barely open eyes. you weren't a light sleeper per se but your deep connection to aiku meant that you could feel something was off even if you couldn't see if with your own eyes. "sorry, did i wake you?" he moved back into bed. pulling the sheets over you a bit. "you know i love you right? and i wouldn't even dream about leaving your or whatever you were worrying about." "but-" "no, shut the fuck up. it's late," you pulled his arms around your body and placed yourself right onto his chest, " and i'm cold, so do your job. warm up the bed."

bought you an emerald promise ring after the first date because he instantly fell in love with you and he's suddenly discovered that he was actually a big romantic

(emerald to represent his left eye, left being the side the body your heart is in)

as a playboy, the first date was all a ploy to impress you but also give the impression that he wasn't available so breaking things off or ghosting you wouldn't be a hassle

he took you to a fancy restaurant

for once he wasn't two timing you

anyway after all this he took you to the beach to go on a walk where he asked you if you wanted to go skinny dipping

it was his first challenge, if yes, it would be fun, if no, then he had a reason to break things off with you

but the look of indifference you gave him made him crave more

he could already feel his cheeks heating up and from that day onwards he couldn't stop thinking about you like at all

after you got into an actual relationship you both avoid going back to that restaurant because of just how dull that night was

now your dates consist of going to the arcade, doing some karaoke and then maybe watching a movie while living off of buttery popcorn

he honestly has such a beautiful singing voice

would definitely be an idol if he weren't a footballer

he's a huge ABBA fan i can feel it in my soul

his ideal date is having a picnic by the beach and then playing beach volley until you both decide it's too hot and go for a swim

honestly any summer activity would be his ideal date

oliver aiku was probably breaking countless laws right now. it was the end of summer, the nights were short but warm with the skies clear, starry and gorgeous. aiku wanted to celebrate by firing his homemade fireworks he had spent about 2 months making. and you were certain that this was illegal. but he didn't care. "oli- i don't think this is safe..." "don't worry about it, i'm here to protect you." you could almost hear the smirk he was wearing. "you're no lawyer, i won't be breaking the law with you." "oh you're no fun." he looked at you with fake disappointment. frankly, if you weren't in a good mood you would've just left him to his frolicsomeness but you were also sort of intrigued. you really wanted to see what two months of firework building could get you. "make sure we don't get caught." "i'm no amateur love."

likes pulling your hair when kissing

and he's not one to give one quick kiss and run, they need to be deep every single time

pecks on the lips are meaningless in his eyes

he's also one to engage in PDA

he absolutely loves kissing in front of people he dislikes

to sort of one-up them

kisses you all the fucking time for absolutely no reason

you'd think the novelty would have worn off after being kissed so much but it really doesn't

somehow he keeps getting better at kissing

is he practicing behind your back????? (no, i'm jking)

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clairehadenough · 3 months

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The fake Animal Welfare Board of India website is not a credible source for anything, let alone Chris Evans' marriage status.//////

First of all why are you people so mfking racist about certain countries especially India.. Animal Welfare Board of India is actually a legitimate site with main in USA.. it's ofcourse not a fake site just because you saw the name India.. then ofcourse an Animal Welfare site isn't a site where you should go and search or take the information from there as somebody's so called 'married' status seriously.. clearly that site hasn't uploaded his informations but neither has IMDB about his so called 'marriage'.. but going after a county and saying it's fake is pure hypocrisy.. also every country's https ends with in not anything special about USA 😕.. & last but not the least why you people are so obsessed with that racist Nazi cunt who released her own shower porn video out of insecurity.. who has done DEMON PORN her whole career🤢🤢🤮🤮this shows what kind of person exactly you team real are🖕🏻💩I dare you to post this but I know you won't because you're a coward just like every other team real blogs and IG accounts.. FUCK OFF

Happy Super Bowl Sunday everyone 🎉

I was debating wether to post this hilarious ask or not but then I said well why not give everyone the opportunity to have a good laugh this morning so here you go😁

Dear Anon with very, very, very familiar style of writing and level of stupidity to someone we all know: that person wasn’t saying that it’s a fake website because it’s from India. They were saying that it was the fake Animal Welfare Board of India website, because the real one is awbi.org.in (‘in’ is for India you idiot, not every country’s http ends up in ‘in’😂)

Now the other website that took the same name for clout is fake because it doesn’t represent the actual AWBI. Hence why it’s been called fake. And that other website’s http doesn’t have ‘.in’ it. Only .org. Here it is

It has nothing to do with racism or because it’s from India you dumb fuck so do get your head out of your ass and try to use your brain from time to time.

Now that you’ve been educated and your dumbness exposed for everyone to see and laugh at, please crawl back to your rat hole and keep trying to come up with new lies to entertain us and to convince yourself that your imaginary boyfriend isn’t married to someone else. 😘

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mcfazbenders · 5 months

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merry CHRISTMAS!!!!! happy merry christmas peter!!!!!!! everyone else……………merry christmas……ig…….😕

im kidding everyone (who wants it) gets a christmas hug because i already gave yall presents and im NAWT doing that again im pretty sure i gave peter gucci i dont have the momey for this -🪣

“Thank you :)”

#mcfazbenders #WAAAA I LOVE PETER

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flustersluts · 1 year

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You are far too pretty! Pretty, rambly, and nerdy? Unfair to everyone else. You should think about that. 😕

im sorry anon i can't help it 😭 ill try my best not to be so perfect and fuckable next time ig 🙄🙄

#sfhjdksjk #thank youuuuuu #i am thinking abt it..... im so sorry #10h youtube apology incoming #flusterasks

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sirensplayhouse · 1 year

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if i revise dating my sp/my life and my fams life in general, will it only be visible from only the way i see life?? and not my sps or anyone elses? because now i’m worrying since i saw alot of things that said your manifestations are only visible from your pov and it makes me so confused too bc i genuinely want my life to always be remembered by everyone / in everyones view too yk? i dont want anyone to ever remember my life the way it is rn bc its kinda...😕 im ashamed of it ig lol, i still dont really get this whole reality thing especially because of how many different answers there are 😭😭

i have a revision post on my masterlist

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jaycypressus · 1 year

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it's okay i don't mind waiting for a response i hope you got everything you needed to get done finished!

it's funny though cause kazuha and zhongli were also on my main team for a long time too HAHA it was yanfei/ganyu/zhongli/kazuha in that order and my dodging skills became so weAK because of zhongli we stay winning ig #strongk 💪 🤑

dw though making teams is suuuper hard for me too like idek what the "national team" everyone is talking about is 💀 i only have that team i mentioned above built, plus ayato, fischl and xingqiu, so i haven't progressed that far in the spiral abussy because no one else is built LMAO

i guess a good way of trying out/making teams is just messing around with people's playstyles and team comps and seeing what works and what doesn't for you :)

also congrats on the scara pull! he looked so fun to play but i skipped because i was hardcore saving for ayato and now everything i didn't spend pulling for ayato is going for alhaitham 😩😩

ayato's chest voice lines are the world to me rn he's so snobby about it but it's so funny—

"mm yes. very nice 😐"

"all yours‼️ should you have any use for them 🧐"

"ohh... so... you... collect these? 🤨"

i swear to god he needs to get on i'm a celebrity get me out of here or something it'd do him some good being out in the wild fending for himself /hj (affectionate)

~ ness ♡

(wow i really went a little crazy with this ask, that's the most unhinged i'll be in your ask box...maybe... i'll try LOL)

My dodging skills are questionable as well😀 ooo I used Yanfei a ton because I had her C6 and I’m not a fan of Diluc😔

Bye I’ve never even heard of the national team😭😭 i have research to do😩 also I’ve only gotten to floor 11 I have a lot of building to do too🥲

And thank you!! Wanderer doesn’t have great crowd control like kazuha but I really really like his fight style regardless! But I def don’t blame you I’m worried about pulling for alhaitham too😩 I’ve been too lucky lately🥲

No because ayatos chest voice lines had me like 😕🖕🏾 but I love him😭 I can fix him��

Tbh being a lil unhinged adds spice to the personality🤭

#jades!gems💎#ness🌸#I need to actually work on building #but I’m lazy <3

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flamelo · 2 years

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I love english assignments that are like: write a four hundred words essay about why the youth is deprived of common sense and because of them the world is going downhill

#smh #they really make us do it #just roast your generation ig #this one person in class who thinks they're better than everyone else: 😎🥳#the normal people: 😕

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hongjooong · 2 years

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I finished making the Hala Hala mask just in time to find out that the Monsta X show in Boston is now canceled. All other stops on their tour were rescheduled for May/June except for Boston and Toronto. At least I'm getting my money back, but I lost my VIP tickets, and there are none left for the NYC show. I guess I'm just going to go to bed now. -❄

oh you got your tickets canceled too?? I was supposed to go the Toronto show myself but ig not anymore 😕 ngl I need the money but I'm pretty bummed;;;; I wish they had just rescheduled the whole thing but ig fuck everyone else lmao

#me not hearing kihyun live.....gonna go sit in a corner now #❄️ anon #answered

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sips-tea-cutely · 2 years

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good morning to all the kyoko kirigiri kinnies, i kin celeste. good morning to everyone else too ig. 😕/lh

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harvvdent · 3 years

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Fuck venting on Twitter I'm coming back to my roots warning this is very long and is about like me hating myself shitty friends etc etc

Been thinking a lot about hmm friendships romantic relationships boundaries etc and about all the times people have said no one will love me or called me ugly and all of those people being bad people seems unlikely like I don't really get why they would not be telling the truth over something like that so it must be true ... especially when the only common denominator is me then I guess it has to be true and the problem is me 😕 people always say "they're just mean because they're jealous!" Which is so untrue like I promise you my friend who has gotten literal marriage proposals and gets told by everyone that shes pretty had nothing to be jealous of saying this does absolutely nothing except telling me you dont understand the situation like I know I'm not conventionally attractive and very few people are but ig that must mean everyone has to remind me over and over again that my hair eyebrows lips nose jaw body looks so wrong and unappealing idk how I'm supposed to live when no one even wants to look at me like I dont think I'm insecure about my looks it's just the objective truth because otherwise why would people go out of their way to remind me that there are things about me they cant bear looking at

And I know its nearly impossible to talk about wanted to be in a romantic relationship without someone being like what about self love/platonic love ♥️♥️♥️ well I wont lie I also want both of these like self love has not really been a think never have health platonic relationships as I just said friends would remind me I'm ugly and I know they meant this specific guy would never love me but it's just... being 16 in that period of your life where everyone haz crushes and wants to believe they have a chance and hearing time and time again that the person you like would never ever get with "someone like you" ... it's very hard to believe anyone else might when its presented like. There is something about you that makes it so that he will never love you (in my case it was being ugly fat and mixed cause "he'd never get with a fraud he'd rather be with a real white girl") and it's like okay how can I not apply this to literally everyone ever now ... and like I have never received male attention from like boys my age so I guess everyone must be thinking that ... I know I talk about this every day since it happened but my friend calling me ugly then getting mad when she noticed my face change was honestly ... i wouldn't say traumatizing but I'll never forget when she got mad and went "dont you DARE get upset" and i had to revert back to smiling because i was scared she was gonna get mad despite her calling me a whore and ugly and I had to apologize and I definitely feel like this among other things that happened in hs have made me feel like I can never have boundaries because I'm so scared of other people's reactions because even people who are supposed to be my friends can just get aggressive and ig it's scary ...

Also I guess before hs feeling like nobody would love me was just like. A thought I had but in hs it became a reality being told over and over that any of the people I even found slightly attractive would never like me, getting rejected and straight up physically hurt by someone I like lol it's just not making me feel like I'm ever gonna get a shot at love and it definitely stems from what my friends would repeat to me like both that I'm a fraud because if anyone ever liked me and they found out I'm mixed they'll be disgusted that I'm not a real white girl (I'm white passing ish btw if this wasnt clear I forgot to mention) and other shit that I'm not white enough to be cute etc etc like I already felt terrible about my appearance because I was already made to feel like my weight made me undesirable to so many people and maybe it was a reality check from them to make me realize that yeah people are also going to care about my race like maybe I was just too silly to realize that this was something people were gonna take into account ... but that's if anyone ever goes as far as trying to talk to me which. Has not happened and might as well never happen

The only two friends I have irl are like lol just go talk to people you find cute!! And idk if it's something people do normally due to the fact that well. I wasn't socialized much or well for that matter but I could literally never do that because I would be way too scared of anyone finding out I'm attracted to them because imo it would just disgust them? Like I could never just go up to someone like heyy because we're at that age where people are flirting and all that and they would assume I'm hitting on them and to me I guess that would repulse them to have someone like me showing interest in them ... nowadays I dont even look at people I find attractive anymore I just glance at them and I'm like ah what's the point? When they're either a bigot or someone I can be friends with who's inevitably gonna be grossed out that I find them cute?

And honestly people don't find anything about me worth a second glance either like I know I look terrible so it's whatever

I know I'm young blah blah "a lot of people your age have never been in couple and that's okay!!" But that's not what I'm saying like I'm fine being idk 25 years old and having never been in couple but it's just ... everything and everyone reminding me that it's meaningless for me to ever pursue someone romantically and fuck it even trying to make friends ... I dont even know why my hs friends ever were friends with me ig I took care of them listened to them ... I would sit with one of them every day for sometimes 3 hours where she would tell me her problems her life plans i would take pictures of her after school and I dont think she ever asked me how I was doing ... maybe I'm just alive to take care of other people and ignore my feelings like I try so hard not to feel because no one really cares about it so what

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Online, most reputable labs state that DNA tests generally take 5 to 7 business days. GIven that, the BRF and LG will prob have to take a week to formulate their response to the general public and how to deal with MM?IT

I'm sure that's possible!

Welcome back! Thank you so much for persisting!!

Thank you so much!

Found you!! I searched frantically for you last night and found you on Twitter, and tonight I saw someone post about this new site. How cool that you are so loved that we all couldn't go a day with you! Happy you're back and well 💖

Thank you so very much! I so appreciate all the love....and I sincerely hope you all feel it coming right back to you!

Oh Skippy I went into shock how they deleted your account. Anything I can do, let me know.

Oh thank you so very much! You are so kind!

Hello lovely Skippy! x They shut you down because you were getting too close to the truth. Meanwhile, the many accounts on YouTube saying the same stuff - with comments adding to the narrative - are open for all to see. Don't give up (redundant advice, as I know you won't) - things are about to get very interesting indeed.

Hi! Lovely Anon! Thank you so much! No! I am on a mission! I will keep going, over and over and over again! Good will prevail!

What do you think? Will Lifetime TV air the new H and M movie May 27? Or pull it if something happens before the air date

I wonder

Wait, What? The Photo Shoot at Windsor with the doll. When they walked out in the beginning, it sounded like a lot of cameras were flashing, taking pictures, yet it was reported there was only one reporter there? Sound effects? Where others present or not? Since no other media shared their own pictures, it must have been one guy making lots of noise. Strange.

You know....I did find that strange as well....interesting isn't it....

Let’s focus. Not pay attention to trolls!

You are so right!

I just about spit out my tea when I saw that someone else thinks you look like a panda. That's the image of you I have in my head too! (You could do worse, you know ... at least you aren't a rhinoceros or an icky bug ...)

I wonder.....Panda real or fake!😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 😁

So glad to see you back on form, dearest Skippy. I think the "park visit ...example of protocol" is simply Kate's visit to Bletchley Park earlier today. Her grandmother worked there during the war (cracking code), the visit went well, she looked lovely so it's yet another example of how great it is when correct, gentle protocol is followed. Much love, Mrs N 😙

Thank you so much! Oh dear lovely Kate, never disappoints!

Hi skippy, there were no visitors this afternoon to artificial archie. Prince william is in london at a meeting, DoC is in Bletchley on official visit and Prince Harry is on a visit somewhere too with kids. Its pr nonsense but people still believe it. I cant understand why this fake news is allowed. Its gaslighting us all

It makes people question....they need this to play out

Hi, Skippy! When TP posted something very different from what they usually post and it was something supposedly written by Anne Boleyn, I think TP is telling everyone that the posts on the SR IG are no longer done by Markle since she doesn’t have access anymore. People are confused who is posting what on SR. Similar to that poem. And why do her sugars bother about you if they 100% believe all is fine on Markle land? Haha!

Hi! That makes sense....exactly! Why waste their energy on me?

What they want no one to REALIZE is that nothing we saw last week was real. A pre-recorded birth announcement. A pre-recorded photocall. And a seemingly doctored pic of baby with HM. Nothing surrounding the birth was real. A display of deception and manipulation. In other words, a real LIE!😕

The sugars can't face the truth.....

Skippy - people are saying DD and TP1 are MM and PH? What are your thoughts? Thanks

I think very unlikely....Harry isn't with her...or supporting her....and isn't on twitter...I though TP1 and DD are on our side anyways?

Hello Skippy, So glad to find you again. Not sure if you got the message I sent to you - but will try again here as I would be interested in what you think. It was about the silence between MM and JM. On May 6th JM posted on her IG a really awful post of her holding a small child on her lap whilst she talks about clothes to select for this child. It had an awful undertone to it and wandered if she was sending some kind of perverted message to her 'friend.'

Hi! I remember posting this....I saw the picture....very disturbing using children!

I’ve not read everything but I haven’t seen racist stuff on here. Actually I’ve seen Skippy explicitly state “one race”. And things like race is irrelevant it’s behaviour that matters etc. Best wishes Skippy. All the people that matter know you’re not racist.😀

Thank you so much! I invite the sugars to read here before jumping into their babbling....they might renew their faith....if they have any.

I saw Orangetrees boasting about getting you shut down today on Twitter due to racism. I tracked it anonymously but it’s out there to see Skippy. Glad you’re back

Thank you so much! This isn't about them thinking I am a racist! I hear it's because of prayer requests, they want that shut down as it gives credence to the truth we speak!

Hi Skippy and Welcome back!!! I understand your reasoning with the IT/MM dilemma and it must get old to repeat answers daily. Maybe we should have a contest on the perfect nickname for the one who shall not be named. My vote? Spenderella 🤣❤️

Spenderella! I love it!😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

Thank you all so much, love you!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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help 😭 what should i do about my cousins ex girlfriend that keeps on trying to talk to me? the obvious answer is to tell her to stop but listen, i can’t say no to someone. let’s name her ashley (don’t ask why lmao i don’t know either). so ashley had ig told one out of two of her friends that she was with at the time, to ask me if i wanted to sit with them during lunch. and of course i said sure because that’s just me, i’m always nice to everyone. but here’s where i knew she was a red flag, as soon as i sat down with her yesterday, she asked me if i related to my cousin. i didn’t even know she was my cousins ex because honestly i don’t care. my cousin doesn’t care about me nor talk to me ever, so i don’t know much about his life. we used to be best friends but as we grew older, he got popular, and well let’s just say i’ve never had a friend in my life before. so just from me never talking to people at my school, i knew there was something off from the start. because someone like ashley, who’s popular, doesn’t talk to people like me out of know where. you know? like it doesn’t add up, unless she wants something from me—but back to what i was saying about ashley asking me if me and my cousin were related, i’m pretty sure, like 99.9% sure, that she’s just using me to get back with my cousin since him and his current girlfriend had broken up for like a few days because of some rumors people made.

but i just saw my cousin — let’s give him a name because it might be confusing, i’ll name him jacob and his girlfriend, emma. so i saw jacob and emma at his house today so i guess they worked things out? not sure if that just happened today but i hope word spreads around and ashley stops talking to me.

but what gets me so mad and confused is that ashley didn’t even talk to me today after she was literally the one that wanted me to sit with them. like huh???🤨 what was the point then? wasting my time. but anyways i just talked to one of her friends sitting next to me because i know she’s nice since she’s been in one of my classes before. this has always happened to me tho, since literally elementary school. people using me to get to my cousin. it makes me feel like no one would ever want to talk to me for me. am i really that lame and pathetic? i’ve always had a “idgaf” mentality but this actually hurts me. i feel so used. i’m so angry at ashley for using me that im debating whether or not to say something about it tomorrow if she asks me again to sit with her.

i have severe social anxiety tho so i don’t think i could ever actually call her out on it. ugh i literally hate myself for saying yes every time and letting myself get taken advantage of over and over again. it’s so embarrassing when i’m sitting with them just seeing all the kids look at me and laughing because i’m pretty sure they know ashley’s real intentions.

i’m sorry for ranting and writing so much. i just had to let it out. hopefully you or any readers who actually took the time to read all this, because omg i wrote a lot, can give me some advice. im truly stuck and feel so pathetic rn 😕

I got your other ask too & Im totally fine with giving advice lmao i love giving big sis advice heh as long as there’s no trauma dumping/over sharing 🫠

okay. to start off — from what you’ve said — it’s definitely looking like she only tried to talk to you/get you to sit with her bc she wants info on your cousin. bc why else would she suddenly ask at the same time that your cousin & his gf had a lil fallout ?? AND THEN not talk to you after things look good for them again. that’s weird 🤨 that’s suspicious 🤨

also you’re not lame at all. i have like 3 friends bc i don’t really mingle with people & i have major rbf so i’m not very approachable in public either 💀 BUT you are not lame at all !! social anxiety is not an easy thing to deal with & don’t ever put yourself down over something you can’t control.

if you have a history of people only speaking to you bc of your cousin, & with the way ashley is acting. the signs are there. i suggest that you should just not sit with her from now on. and if she approaches you again & if you literaly don’t want to go through that feeling of being used/ignored again when she was the one who called you over — then just brush her off. politely say no. since you’re someone who doesn’t do confrontation, and you don’t want to put yourself into a difficult and uncomfortable situation.

just shake your head & walk away, if you can’t say no in that moment. trust me i know what social anxiety is like. 🥲 but pls don’t ever put yourself in a situation where you know you’re gonna be feeling like shit.

also you could make it clear to her, like just casually drop it in the conversation that you & your cousin do not talk, you don’t interact so you really don’t know what’s going on in his life. she’ll get the hint and leave you alone if info about him is all she wants 🤚🏻

i hope that helps <3

#squishies

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