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pepperpixel · 2 years
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Some art of these two! Mostly just to practice drawing them cuz their designs are a lil complicated lol.
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A notebook I decorated as a gift for someone lol. Basically sort of like a thought diary but one that would be kind of traditional in Avirre’thel culture?? idk I just like working my pre-existing fantasy worldbuilding stuff into things I give to other people lmao. The text says “keteda tu iyedeh thedlasi adutaki” or basically like, “book of chilly morning thoughts". “Chilly morning thoughts”/”cold thoughts”/”morning thoughts” (sometimes shortened to iyetheadu, or ithedlaki most commonly, though there’s always 700 ways to abbreviate everything in Avirrekava cause you know they’re just,...Like That) is basically a term to describe contemplative or introspective sorts of thoughts. The type of things one may think whilst trudging through the snow alone in the very early morning as the sun rises over some vast isolating stretch of land (which for them and the climate where they live, usually is just miles of snow), or during the peaceful solitude of the earliest morning where you’re the only one awake as the rest of the world sleeps. Nobody is sure where the term really came from or how the meaning has changed, but it’s usually used as kind of a broad catch-all term to refer to stuff like appreciating the small things around you, little flowers or the taste of your tea, mindfulness and perspective taking, etc. More recently it’s also been used as a mood term or trait that can be applied to people or things, meaning they’re feeling/cause one to feel introspective (with a positive or uplifting connotation), eager (usually for the future/the life plans one makes at 3am), or appreciative in a calm sort of way. 
#Also curiously the elves have a term 'afternoon mind' which is to describe a contemplative state like what you'd have lounging on your#balcony eating fruit in the cool lazy early afternoon (very common for elves and especially higher class northern elves who#probably spend about 80% of their time lounging on balconies hghg) so they could have come from a similar place#Seeing as the avirre'thel and modern elves both come from ancient elves#they do share some terms or have certain language similarities at times. though their cultures have evolved past each other to#the point that it's a bit rare. it still happens. Perhaps in ancient elvish there was some term like 'sunny day thoughts' or 'sunny mind'#which then evolved into both '(chilly) morning thoughts' and 'afternoon mind'#I say speculatively as if I don't entirely create this world and couldn't just decide that exactly this happened gghgh#''PeRHAPS the ancient elves did this! hmm we will never know!'' like.. yeah.. we could.. just decide that that;'s how it happened#and then that's officially how it happened.. thats how worldbuilding works you fool ghghg.. I love to chronically talk about my world#as if it's something I'm speculating about and have no true control over ghghh..#but ANYWAY.. i hate their writing the hardest thing about conlangs is making a script that makes any damn sense since like..#I don't want it to be too complicated because they write quickly and simply so it needs to be simple easy strokes and straight lines#but at the same time that's like.. what SO many langauges are made up of.. it's really hard to think of line combinations that aren't#just recreating existing symbols or something that already are in an earth language lol..#though honestly i think most of it is just that I have a chronic inability to write neat ever in my life so it ALWAYS looks bad#no matter what I write because I can't make something not look sloppy/misaligned/etc. Like of course the text is going to look weird to me#if I can't write it evenly or consistently. I really want to make my own font so I couild see it typed out spaced evenly and neatly#but it's hard because they have a syllabary not an alphabet so.. kind of like how with japanese they dont have a separate symbol#for 'k' and 'a' they just have one for 'ka' .. so idk how you would map that to an english keyboard in a way that makes sense#ANYWAY THOUGH.... I'm still going to use my primitive form of the script on things for now until later I get it a way I like it lol
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lucalicatteart · 5 years
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I am absurdly not so great at stuff like logo/symbol design since I have an unshakable sketchy disorganization inherent in everything I do (if it wasn’t evident from my handwriting, which I am trying SO hard to make it look neat ghghg), but... here’s some vaguely sloppy versions of possible symbols across the realm! I was thinking about how different organizations or groups may represent themselves and what all the different meanings behind the symbols would be and etc. Especially since flags and stuff are generally a part of worldbuilding I tend to accidentally overlook lol..  ( short explanation of above referenced groups under the read more )
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This isn’t going to be very long or detailed info about each group, since most of them I plan on having their own separate posts, but I just wanted to define them really quick since some of them I haven’t mentioned before!
The Collection Of Southern Jhevona: 
Though the Jhevona aren’t really represented by any one group in particular and tend to live in separate smaller scattered territories without many allies, The Collection is probably the closest thing to a unified alliance of Jhevona that exists. Jhevona are thought to have originated as a species from somewhere down in lower Nanyevimi, and a lot of the oldest, largest, and most powerful cities/countries/territories/etc. of them exist in that region. The Collection is basically just a group of these civilizations who formed a sort of loose alliance, usually for the sake of helping other Jhevona groups with trade or conflict. 
The relatively small size of the species, their historical conflicts with certain powerful groups of elves (thus it’s easy for a conflict with them to end up impacting your entire reputation across many different areas, etc.), and other issues specific to them (like species wide problems with premature death, disease, and infertility due to higher levels of magic expose),, means that many Jhevona groups can tend to exist in a somewhat vulnerable state. The Collection seeks to... help them with that, lol.. 
While The Collection was started by and is mostly made up of only like five primary countries/groups/etc. of Jhevona, you don’t have to be a part of the organization to still receive aid and cooperate with them and etc. They form casual alliances and help out pretty much any group of Jhevona, regardless of it they officially join the collection or not (of course excluding like, if some random jhevona group was trying to start a genocide or something that obviously most jhevona wouldn’t be okay supporting lol). Really they just exist to help promote the interests and safety of their species as a whole, whenever and wherever they can, despite how diverse and un-unified most  groups of Jhevona tend to be. 
(I also referenced some things about “multi-realm theory” and etc. in the description of their symbol in the image of above, which I won’t explain here, but for clarification on why those symbols are important to them, there’s more info on the Jhevona species and culture HERE (link))  
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The Elven Alliance:
I’ve talked about them before in a few other posts lol, but this is basically the main influential group of elves in the world. About 10,000 years ago or so, many of the most prominent elven societies at the time decided that it’d be helpful for them to all ally together and mutually aid each other (sharing resources, technology, giving money loans to smaller elven countries to help them build,  defense aid, etc.), so they formed The Alliance. Though, there were disagreements on a few big issues (notably the interpretation of the elven religion, but some other things as well), so while it was initially meant to be for ALL elves, it ended up becoming more exclusive. 
Now there’s kind of a pretty distinct cultural line between countries/groups/etc. of elves that are inside of the Elven Alliance, vs. outside of it. Any group of elves is still allowed to join the alliance at any time they want, but they have to meet certain cultural and religious standards, and must be approved by a vote of all current elven alliance nation representatives. There are about 38 countries/groups in the elven alliance at this date, though of course not all of them are the same size or have the same amount of political influence. 
Since elves are the majority population in the world, and also most of the groups within the Alliance are like.. very big very rich very powerful nations, the Elven Alliance is probably the most influential group in all of Nanyevimi, at least in terms of global politics and trade. Though of course, Nanyevimi is so scattered and isolated, it’s kind of impossible for any one group to control too much lol.. Like, they’re the most influential compared to everyone else, but everyone else usually barely has any influence at all. There are still plenty of groups down south (most elven countries are up north or near the middle of the globe) that are entirely out of reach of the elven alliance, or at least can ignore them without much consequence. However if you live in or near the primary elven territories of the world (or if you are elven, even if you live far in the south), it’s likely their activities and policies have a much bigger impact on your life. 
The Alliance is GENERALLY seen as neutral (depending on who you ask), though they do have a bad reputation in certain places due to various historical events (the fact that Fanyin is still allowed as a member of the Alliance just because they helped found it despite the government of the country being  known as like.. a conflict-hungry dictatorship that has an insane class system and 0 rights for like 70% of it’s citizens.. A group of Alliance allied scientists/mages almost killed the entire world by introducing a magic plague one time whilst trying to engineer biological warfare against a relatively small defenseless group of people over a religious conflict lmao... The primary technology that brought the Alliance to have most of it’s shared wealth and power (Iriminel crystals, which can be used to basically generate magical electricity) was later found to have been stolen from a group of Jhevona after they were murdered just because they wouldn’t agree to let a group of elves mine crystals from their lands.. you know, stuff like that..). 
There are plenty of groups within the alliance who disapprove of the past actions of other alliance members, who work to do good across the world, etc. But people usually still end up questioning their intentions. There are so many moving parts and complex dynamics within the Alliance, it’s hard for people to have a concrete opinion on it as a whole (since most of the groups within it are pretty different from each other), but needless to say, their reputation across the realm can be quite controversial.
(For more info on the elven religion, there’s a post HERE (link), which could clarify stuff like who Inaashi is and why it’s a part of the symbol of their flag )
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International Union Of Non-Allied Elves: 
Basically kind of like the Elven Alliance, except for ... made up of elves outside of the Alliance. They function very similarly to how the Collection Of Southern Jhevona operate, in the sense that they basically are just a loose collaboration of elves who ally with each other for resources and protection, and really seek to help all elves in general. Unlike the Alliance, there are no guidelines or regulations you have to meet to join, or for them to come to your aid, basically any group of elves is welcome. 
Since there are no cultural or religious guidelines to join, non-alliance elves tend to have MUCH more variety in their religious practices, general daily life, diet, technology, customs, etc. since it’s not regulated by a central power like in the case of Elven Alliance countries. Though this does mean they generally have less cohesion, less stable defense/resources, and less sense of collective unity, they still usually stick together pretty well if needed. 
Though you would think so, there actually isn’t much conflict between Alliance vs. Non-alliance elves. The only things would probably be religious disagreements (the alliance having adopted a new monotheistic version of the elven religion, while non-alliance groups still practice having many gods and are much more open to wide variations on rituals and interpretation), and also certain cultural disagreements (elven cultures in general tend to focus a lot on glorifying their own history, proud of the advancements of ancient elves and etc. etc. So BOTH groups want historical artifacts, ancient religious texts, etc.  But since the Alliance is the more powerful group of elves, they basically kind of get to hoard all of that stuff. Non-alliance elves end up weirdly distanced from their own culture and lacking any meaningful connection with their history (despite desiring it), since Alliance elves have kind of taken control as the One Single Authority On All Things Elven and basically own nearly all historical records and information on the elven species. Which of course non-alliance groups aren’t always happy about, especially since some of them are not keen to just trust whatever historical ‘facts’ the Alliance puts out there when they’d rather just have access to the records or other resources that would allow them to explore the information for themselves). 
But other than those two things, relations between The Alliance and non-alliance groups like the Union really aren’t too strained (of course this depends on the group). The Alliance generally also wants to support elves just because they’re elves, and at the end of the day they want to help the success of their own species, so they rarely mistreat non-alliance groups, and if anything usually are overly welcoming to them, since they aim for all groups of elves to eventually join the alliance as well, and don’t want to scare potential members off lol. They’re actually known for reaching out to non-alliance groups, giving them gifts, offering them aid (mostly with no strings attached), but of course this is met with mixed reception, and sometimes suspicion. 
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(also, random note: none of these names are like.. actually what they’re called in the species’ native language. I’m writing in english so I’m just giving them easy to remember English names but, they’d all have their own actual names for themselves. 
Like for example “The Elven Alliance” in the actual elven language would just be “The Alliance” referred to as “Ane Kiivastye” or just “Kiivastye”. ‘Ane’ meaning ‘Those/they/a group of people’, ‘kii’ being a prefix to mean ‘inside/within’, and ‘Vastye’ meaning something along the lines of ‘grace/good faith/favor’. So basically ‘Those who are in grace’, implying ‘Those who have good favor with the gods’ , since one of the main reasons for the split was religious disagreement. Likewise, anyone outside of the alliance would be natively called something like ‘Ane Nekiivastye’, or ‘those who are outside of grace/those who do not hold good favor with the gods’. 
So basically all the names would be different in the actual languages of the people I’m referring to, but I’m just using these since it’s much easier to remember and reference lol)
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Nanyevimi Global Representatives: 
Like mentioned before, the entire world in general is VERY scattered, mostly made up of small isolated groups that kind of just mind their business. Most people just stay within their own territories and generally there isn’t a lot of global cohesion, for a lot of different reasons. But, groups like the Nanyevimi Global Representatives are some of the few that actually seek to better unite the realm.
It’s kind of just an alliance of a few different governments from various places worldwide, who seek to do things like: maintain trading routes that span the entire world, construct global areas where many different people can come together and trade/communicate, provide ease of access for those who seek to travel (like keeping international roads safe, giving out language learning resources and compiling info on local cultures, etc.), promote conflict resolution/peace and easy communication between various disconnected groups in the realm, sharing of technology and resources worldwide,  etc.  This is also the group that sets standards for/manages both Global Learning Centers and Global cities/areas in general. 
Despite being able to accomplish a lot in the realm (even introducing one or two cohesive trade routes is a miracle, considering how isolated everything tends to be), The Representatives still really don’t have that much power. The governments that make up the group, while extremely varied (from all different species, areas of the world, etc.), really aren’t big political powers or anything. The group doesn’t have much wealth or influence, but simply gets by on being able to communicate goals and collaborate with others effectively. All of their projects are basically just people working together for their own benefit of their own will. 
Like instead of coming into an area with an army and being like “Hey, we’re making a trade route here, you idiots” and paying off/threatening a bunch of locals to let them do it.. It’d be more like, a handful of various diplomats show up and have a long talk with the locals about if they’d want a road through their territory, if so what it would look like, what area they’d be comfortable with it passing through, them explaining to the group what benefits they could see from it and how it could help them access more resources, etc. then all cooperatively working together to build it if enough people decide they’d like to, no use of force or monetary incentive required.  
So they have a good bit of connections all across the realm and are very skilled at reaching out to groups and communicating in a peaceful and understandable way, but they’re not necessarily the most influential group around. Though, they are the only organization that’s even been attempting stuff like this, and the fact that they’ve been able to make the progress that they have (introducing  multiple global areas and learning centers, maintaining a few patches of neutral and safe trade routes, etc.) is considered by some to be impressive. 
( Information on what a global learning center is HERE (link), and information on the state of the world as a whole/what global areas are HERE (link). ) 
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Council Of Navyete:
This is the primary government of Navyete, the homeland of the Avirre’thel/vampires and where most of the members of that species live. I obviously plan on making a separate post about this sometime soon, so I don’t need to explain much lol.. Also just... the council system is really complicated and it’s going to be extremely long whenever I do explain it ghgjhgj.... But it’s basically just the main group of people who exist to make certain final decisions on law and policy and help with the functioning of Navyete. 
There can be 600 - 800 council members at a time, who all specialize in particular areas, and also don’t have that much power. They exist more as a mediating group who can help other groups communicate with each other, represent their people when meeting with outside governments, resolve conflicts between groups who can’t resolve it on their own, aid in the ease of distributing resources, etc. They don’t necessarily rule anything, as much as they just help manage the whims of the country and try to keep things running smoothly.  
Ultimately the people hold a majority of the power (most actual decisions are made on a local level by smaller councils of the citizens who live in a particular area, or other affiliated groups (like if people do labor, they collectively own their workplace and make decisions and rules about it, generally having nothing to do with involvement from the higher council, etc.)) , The Council just kind of helps aid the citizens rule their own country, providing a bit of extra cohesion and organization so it’s easier for all these smaller governing groups to communicate between each other and do things collectively as a nation. 
Despite their somewhat minor role in terms of actually controlling Navyete, since they do represent the entire country (like at meetings with foreign governments and etc.) and also because of the circumstances and purpose under which they were originally founded, the Council still is kind of seen as a symbol of Navyete and of the Avirre’thel as a whole, and are often interpreted as very significant. A version of the flag of the council is also the flag of the country (which is also often used to represent their entire species), and the people of Navyete are culturally generally proud of the progress their species/ country has made since their rocky beginnings, so they also see the Council as a positive representation of themselves, and kind of allow it to take on the symbolic meaning that it has.  
(for more information on the Avirre’thel to understand some of the symbol meanings referenced in the flag thing , their info directory is HERE (link)) 
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And that’s pretty much everything lol.. Of course there are a lot more groups in the realm that would have their own info and flags and etc., but I just focused on a few that I already knew a bit about lol. Sorry my writing on the flag images is probably like.. barely legible.. hopefully the information is still clear enough ggh
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pepperpixel · 2 years
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Came to the realization I can just decide not to color things if I don’t feel like coloring them lol. So have some pastry cookies and a redpastry! cuz.. I think they’re neat ghghghg.
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pepperpixel · 2 years
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Drew a thing of strawberry crepe today…. The scrunkly…. Bein all grumpy and dejected n shit..
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pepperpixel · 2 years
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Doing cross hatching digitally rn
(Aka: ...doing the messiest cross hatching of my entire life. BUT!! it looks good and cohesive from far away! Just dont zoom in! Please god dont zoom in! Please! Just appreciate the pic as a whole!!)
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pepperpixel · 3 years
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Using my "holiday break" to learn how to draw the joker. And.. its going... well?? I'm??? actually managing to understand the simple shapes that make up his face and how to recreate them????? Huh????? H u h ? ? ? ? ? ?
#to clarify im mainly going off of cartoon joker designs.#but still! god! im so happy....#i was watching jla eps last night and for some reason my brsin like immediately noticed like the exact way jokers profile is.#like i looked it and my brain was like 'oh i kno how to draw that' and /then/ i was like 'holy shit... i can maybe draw the joker!!!!'#and.. its going pretty good so far!!! im very happy... ive only rlly gotten a grasp on drawing his face so far.#but thats the hardest part ghghgh like figuring out how to make his body look isnt as big of a hurdle..#im rlly happy tho...#gonna maybe try and figure drawing lex out too.. so i can make art for my rarepair gGHG-#i just think there neat!! like. obviously batjokes and clex are also rlly good... but consider! lex and joker!!! also good!!#anyway i rlly like dc i just never talk about it cuz i dont rlly kno how to draw any of the characters and also#i only have rlly interacted and watched the animated stuff. and not even all of that.#so ghghg i feel ill prepared to enter that dark pit of mysteries#still. im happy im figuring out how to draw the joker! cuz. fuckin love that awful terrible clown man!!!#loved him since i was small.. still love him now. hes good. in an awful way. that i appreciate..#pepper words#technically i have drawn joker before cuz i was rlly into lego batman for a bit and made fanart but uH#i wouldnt say i 'knew how to draw him' gGHGH tbh him and everything else in my art back then did not look... good. lol
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TWO QUICK QUESTIONS!! (as shown in the example images (BUT ignore everything else like font/sloppy text box/art/etc. since those are just silly placeholder images which I’ll change later, here I'm just asking about the positioning of people, not other things lol)) --
1. When a single person is speaking, should they be placed to the left side of the screen (1st image), or in the middle (2nd image)?
2. When two people appear on the screen at the same time, should they be next to each other on the left (3rd image), or farther apart with one on the left and one on the right (4th image)?
#sorry i hate asking public questions but i can't decide hbjhbjhb#if i knew how to use discord or one of those other chat things i would just like... go on a search for a handful of people who are#good at giving feedback and make a private group where i can just ask them stuff sometimes but I'm Hermit And Can't Use Social Media#Now in like 7th grade when i first ever has access to the internet i was very fascinated by all the sites out there and made accounts on#everything like.. for no reason just to have them.. I had like.. accounts on random russian social media sites and some random#chinese phot sharing platform thing like i just thought it was really cool to look at the layouts of all the different sites out there#and make accounts and etc. But currently i don't understand anything and barely use anything ghgh#i also just feel uncomfortable posting things publicly if I don't personally like them lol.. the fact that I'm using unpolished placeholder#images for some things like.. tremendously bothers me even if I mention it ahead of time and etc. ghghg#when I finally just embrace sloppiness as an aesthetic and come to terms with just doing goofy looking stuff that isn't meant to be#taken seriously it will be over for these bintches (bintches being the poo poo parts of my brain that make me overly critical ghgh)#i have never in my life been able to do anything that looks clean and polished like.. from phsycial appearance to writing to sculptures to#outfits to art to when i cook things like.. my whole essence and mental process just adds a hint of messy disorganization to everything#even the way I speak is rambly and unclear sometimes and etc. etc. that's just how I operate lol.. and like.. thats fine actually#like clutter for my costumes looks okay! and my room looks nice even if it's a bit of  mish mash of things I like it#I don't even mind my generally sketchy unproportioned sort of art style or the sculptures that have two eyes of different sizes or etc#since it still fits into an Aesthetic like.. it goes together on it's own . I'm just naturally a bit goofy and scrappy and that can work#fine as long as you just have that be Your Thing and ebrace it and get comfortable with being that way. My thing is just that I tend to#actually prefer clean looking things (like people with neat handwriting or that can just wear a tshirt and jeans and have it#look okay without having to add 6798989 layers or that can have houses that are all white and minimalist and etc. etc.) like I think it look#s cool but it's... VERY opposite from my own personal aesthetic and way of doing things so in a way I have unattainable standards#luckily though I do really like messy stuff as well like.. I love cluttered outfits and old victorian houses with way too much decor#and etc. so I really just have to find a balance and get comfortable with my messines enough to the point that I'm not like#overly weird about something so small as asking a question with messy little sample images attached like.. s#.. it's a quick little image used to show something to ask a question.. since when does that have to be perfect and Clean#and even if this wasn't placeholder stuff and i kept everything looking the way it does now.. there'd be no problem with that at all because#it's just a Sketchy Aesethetic like.. blease getteth over this weird standard that everything has to look neat at all times with no regard#to context or etc. whatsoever.. idk where the hell my brain picked that up from but it's annoying and gets in the way of stuff like me askin#g things I need to be asking or etc. BUT ANYWAY!! .. see.. yet again I'm embodying my standard clutter aesthetic.. i can't#make a single post without having like.. paragraphs of rambling off topic tags under it hhjhj.. That's Just How I Am Babey
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OHHHgg  one of the coolest things I’ve found at the bins so far (the place with giant tubs that you just dig through and everything is priced by weight): really old magazines!? I’ve always been very interested in old books, but rarely have money to get them in thrift stores or etc., but since this was the bins instead of an actual store, these were like.. the equivalent of maybe $1 for all of them??? I haven’t really had much time to look through them and actually read the articles, but some of them seem to be genuinely from like the 1880s, which means it’s some of the oldest book-stuff I’ve managed to collect so far! I want to examine them in more detail later, but I at least took a quick look through the advertisements, some of which are vaguely humorous just due to the silly wording of things ghghg. Obviously many are missing covers/backs and the front + end sections are in pretty bad condition (probably from being carelessly thrown around in giant bins of objects lol), but the insides are very clear and readable/good condition, so I still think it’s a very neat find! 
#god I want to look in more detail at all the ads#I can't remember which one it was (it's not included here) but ones starts out really basic and then gets very dark and it's amusiing#oh yes this is very good for the health and you should use this product BECAUSE DEATH CAN TAKE YOU AT ANY MOMENT#SHOULD YOU NOT WISH TO BE PREPARED??? DON'T YOU WANT TO BE HEALTHY? SO YOU DONT D I E ?? well buy our soap!''#also I just like reading these out loud in weird posh accents since so much of the writing is that type of like.. one sentence goes on for#about 10 minutes just with about a hundred commas in it and it's just fun to read#I also found a cookbook from 1946 which I really don't care about anything from before 1910/1920 or so but I#LOVE some of the recipes which are like.. extremely basic things.. I don't know why they include them as 'recipes' but it will be like#like How To Make Cherries'' : 1. Take cherries. Wash in colander until clean. 2. Serve on plate with stems on.#or like "How To Make Carrot Slices'' : 1. Peel and wash carrot. 2. Slice carrot into strips. 3. Place on plate and serve#GHG like.. yeah????? is that so???? are you sure???#that sounds way too complicated for me WAY too many steps to follow#also of course it has plenty of weird recipes in it like mustard vingar grape cucumber pepper jelly or whatever#though of course I'm still working on the game and other stuff so I rEALLY don't have free time to sit around and read through#a bunch of old magazines but hhHHHHHH... I want to..... spend all day reading them and documenting parts that are#strange or interesting or funny.. Especially because it's magazines so like..a large variety of content .. it's like a suprise bag#you have no idea what type of thing you're going to stumble across hghg#maybe I can look through one a week or something and just kind of spread them out over time or etc. hghhg
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