#always on my apocalypse shit

[myymi]

woah what's "eat shit and die"? that sounds cool

“What do you want?” Tails asked as he pulled the door open, using it to block the gerbil's view of his gun. “Hey there, son.” The man gave him a smile that the fox assumed was meant to be friendly, but it just looked creepy, “What's your name?” He questioned, leaning down to be at level with the kid. “None of your business.” Tails said with a glare, leaning his body against the door to block the man from entering. The gerbil frowned at him, rising to his full height, “Well, that's not very polite.” “I don't give a shit.” The kit placed his left finger on the gun’s trigger, “You need to leave.” “Are you here all on your own?” The gerbil asked, ignoring the kid's demand. “What do you care?” Tails raised a brow at the man, unnerved by the way he was looking into the house. Searching for something. “Well, I have a community not far from here.” The gerbil said, pointing to the right as he met the younger’s gaze again, “Why don't you come with me? You'll be a lot safer there than being out here on your own.” “Not a chance.” Tails shook his head, quickly denying the offer. He had a really bad feeling about this guy, “Tell me what you want or leave.” “Lone wolf, huh?” The man mumbled, eyeing the fox up and down. “Fine. I'm looking for my people. They got lost not too long ago, you'd definitely remember them if you've ran into them.” “I don't stay around people, so you're out of luck.” The fox said, intending to end the conversation there and closed the door. But the gerbil caught it with his foot, his smile strained now, “Entertain me, will ya? I wanna take a look around, see if they've been here.” “Not happening.” “I'm not asking, son.” “I don't care.”

surprise, it's another apocalypse au fic lmao

rewritten scene from s2e1 of twdg ✌️

#miles tails prower #sonic the hedgehog #sth #tails the fox #sonic #apocalypse au #always on my apocalypse shit #habizuh-studios #myyanswers #wip fic

[turrondeluxe]

“You ended up being right 姉ちゃん.“

#he misses his older sister so much #mikey says way older because april is one year older. hes a little shit #also for clarification he is indeed holdng a hair dye box #he misses april and thats a small way of april always being with him #thats his older sister :[ #tmnt 2012 #tmnt #tmnt mutant apocalypse #april o'neil #tmnt 2012 mikey #tmnt 2012 michelangelo #my art #doodles

[raiiny-bay]

they've come a long way

#i've been meaning to remake the original monster boyz post for sooo long #when i first made that edit they were essentially just dhes & kel in costume #like. i honestly didn't want to write any lore for the mbz for a long time #but the lore practically wrote itself #they sort of just naturally evolved into who they are now #& now that i have lore for them i have so many edits & story stuff i want to do with them that i literally cannot keep up #i have a literal list of shit i wanna make & do w them & i just do not have the time to do any of it!! #it's gonna take me all of next year to get through this list!! #they're like. genuinely my favorite lil guys #i'm glad i joined simblr bc i never would have made them otherwise #i never had any interest in apocalypse stories or even horror for that matter #i mean. i like horror movies but as far as writing goes i was always more of a slice of life kinda person #y'all have opened my eyes to the horrors #(in a good way) #n e way. i do plan on making a few lore/story related posts at some point #i have NOT forgotten about the boys' origin stories. i just don't have tiiiiime #rainyrambles

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

Books of 2024: THE SCOURGE BETWEEN STARS by Ness Brown.

Devoured this in one intense sitting last night! It gets right into the "fucked up shit happens in space" (as I was promised it would!), and I liked that you could see the author's astrophysics background peeking through without derailing the tension.

(And, for real: Don't Open The FUCKING Door, holy shit.)

#books of 2024 #book photography #my photography #the scourge between stars #ness brown #i also appreciated the casual queerness #i was not prepared for somebody taking advantage of the android >:( but i thought it was handled well! #always here for fucked up shit happening in space #it was very uh. ALIEN-esque to me #(red of THE GIRL IN RED and jack of SCOURGE same hat lmao) #(young women suffering through post apocalypses together 5ever) #tbh it didn't feel like a super original concept/execution but. i couldn't set it down and go to bed. so it was done Well. #anyway another shortie bites the dust!! #i did appreciate how jack problem solved around her issues lol #the bit with the core and the observation deck were both very nice #GO JACK GO SOLVE YOUR PROBLEMS WITH YOUR ENVIRONMENT I LOVE THAT FOR YOU!!!! #i will however be killing otto again thanks #and the captain actually

[talentforlying]

sometimes i get caught up in constantine's old man era and forget that by issue 9 of hellblazer he was only 35 years old. fuckin introduced the guardian of the green to the world of magic, helped stop the crisis on infinite earths, defeated a centuries-old wizard cult, saved new york from a hunger demon, and lost most of his friends before he turned 35. and then everything he's done and gone through in the 35 years since? god damn.

#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS. #like yes he Has been going through it from day one. yes he's had a truly Terrible ride and been through literal hell #BUT ALSO. my guy STUDIED HIS WAY into STOPPING APOCALYPSES before he was in his mid-thirties LIKE????? #he's GOOD at this shit. he's ALWAYS been good at this shit #and yeah he's also been ABSURDLY lucky but oh my fucking god. he's been trying to save lives for over half his own life #dedicated his existence to saving the world. he can say it's for selfish reasons all he wants but BRO. #i love him. i care him.

[dying-suffering-french-stalkers]

god help me i'm going insane about dickson xenoblade again

#this is what i get for thinking about lord of the rings too hard this week (specifically denethor / gríma / saruman and the like) #thinking about the way anthony may delivered “when will you learn you HAVE no future?” #he thinks shulk is fully DEAD at that point. he thinks HE killed him. which he very much meant to. but now that the kid is no longer there #now that the terrible future he's been preparing for and actively working to bring about has in fact come about #i don't know that dickson really cared anymore. he played his part he did the deed expected and he did it unquestioningly. So What Now? #well. now nothing. now the world that he spent so long biding his time in; so long getting enmeshed in (even for nefarious purposes) #is about to end; is about to be gone forever. #sure zanza will probably just create another world and maybe he (dickson) will have Even More Power in the new one #(though that's not a given! he doesn't know for SURE his lord and god will keep his promise!) #but like. what the hell does he care at this point #dickson SAYS he wants power but i suspect that long long ago what the giant dickson really wanted was SURVIVAL. #we never get to know just how he became a disciple or what the giant civilization looked like in its heyday or how it ended #but in MY headcanon dickson saw that some kind of destruction coming and he wanted Out #and maybe he hated his peers and figured any power and prestige that came from this bargain was just a bonus #i think he thought of himself as a saruman type: powerful; remote; far above the petty troubles of mortals (even the long-lived high entia) #but i have always headcanoned that by his later days (i.e. when he started engaging w/colony 9; machina village; etc. in earnest) #he committed too hard to the bit and started “going native” as it were; started to give a shit in ways that he would never dare admit #maybe not as much of a shit as; you know; a regular guy would. but more than an immortal disciple and horseman of the apocalypse should. #and all the time knowing that all the world he'd seen would soon be gone #maybe everyone else can get fucked. but shulk had to die too. and that's what their god MADE them to do. #he can't allow himself to care or to hope for another option bc in his mind it's already over; decided; that's it #what else can you do in the face of ultimate power but bow to it and take whatever scraps may fall to an obedient servant? #“you have no future” nor does he except that shulk came back. except that the peoples of bionis/mechonis just wouldn't accept Fate. #and in some final rebellious corner of his mind he starts putting eggs in shulk's basket. “if they can't even defeat telethia they won't #stand a chance against me (or zanza)” so let's see if they CAN. oh they did? how about a dragon? oh fuck they defeated the dragon too? #well fuck. maybe there WAS another option all along. but will/can they stand against me; the final disciple? oh they can?? #guess i'll die then bc i'm not looking THAT in the face. i am NOT unpacking my cowardice/failure/lack of vision after all these years. #good luck with that tho <3 you're welcome for the training btw. where i'm going i don't have to see your trauma assuming you live that long. #dickson #xenoblade

[venterry]

workwear propaganda i cant recommend work pants enough. construction/warehouse/outdoor doesnt matter they come in a million cuts & colors

good work pants will last you ages and survive almost anything. they have SO many pockets and the best part is that theyre made in a way so you can attach EVEN MORE pockets. theres hidden ones for knee pads too

#that just got me thinking how come people dont feature shit like workwear & tool belts in apocalypse settings? its always the dirty jeans #anyway theyre so easy to pull off with style im often asked where i got my pants from & just point out the ostrich logo on them #venspeaks

[mydemonsdrivealimo]

obsessed w jensen and bryce racing on literal public roads (not like fr but also whoever loses usually has to do some unwanted chore) bc bryce KNOWS jensen is willing to push the limit way more than he is. but also sometimes jensen is either 1 stupid or 2 lets him win so,, it works

#jensen is completely whipped yes #if bryce says he really doesnt want to do something jensen will make a stupid decision on purpose #sometimes he does it just to see if ge can recover #sometimes he does it just bc he is in love #depends on the day fr #anyway jensen on his motorcycle taking of my brain once again #the first time bryce sees him take off the helmet and gloves he is a mess #i always imagine he was talking w raf when it happened and fully stops mid sentence #(remember this is bryce lahela who would chat his way through an apocalypse) #and is basically fucking drooling #face red as fuck too #like looking over rafs shoulder in the parking lot just losing his shit #raf is like uh you okay? amd goes to turn and bryce is like STFU DONT DRAW ATTENTION TO YOURSELF #GOD DO YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT SUBTLY #literally using raf to shield himself while he stares #raf is like bitch pull your shit together #bryce lahela × jensen valentine

[lasarcasticpanda]

while the whole hospital scene is an example of the joel that everyone has been wary of, it's also a joel that hasn't been seen in 20 years. like, the whole episode is.

this joel is joking and gentle and attentive to try and cheer up his daughter. he's worried and fumbling a little in the excusion but diving headfirst in trying to comfort her and show how much she means to him and asking her to allow him to help her find/be a reason to keep fighting to be here. just like she is for him.

and then people in uniform with guns threaten her (again) and he has this moment of helplessness (again). only. only.

this time, it's not an immediate death. he has time this go around to actually do something.

and he does it without a second thought. in the aftermath of the opening of this reprise, he becomes the one man army he couldn't be for sarah. yeah the hospital is the joel everyone has been wary of, but its that joel with the purpose of joel-from-before and god help any motherfuckers who get in his way.

in the game, when marlene and joel are talking, she tells him: "this isn't about you, or even her - there is no other choice here."

she was right. there was no other choice, never was, not for joel.

#tlou spoilers #I SAID I HAD THOUGHTS AND I WOKE UP AT 3AM TO WRITE THEM DOWN #honestly the second marlene allowed him to walk out of that room she signed her own death certificate #which is such an interesting idea because she did it out of respect and acknowledgement of what joel is losing #to her someone who has been fighting to try and free humanity #(from the infection from each other from awful leadership) #there wasnt any other choice but to give up ellie for the possibility to try and set things right #and she made a mistake in thinking joel could ever be on the same wavelength #theyre parallel but on completely different ends #people took sarah not infected not shitty leadership not even the apocalypse #a person with a gun a uniform and an order took her and joel was never going to let that happen again #uh also while i think its an interesting idea i dont actually think marlene is to blame here #its awful she didnt ask ellie but neither did joel and i dont think either of them wouldve if given the chance #joels decision to kill her rests with him alone its not her fault #he rests easy with it too which is both ruthless and really sad for marlene #my thoughts on ellie are still just AHHHHHHHHHH but as always #she is my darling little shit and i would also burn the world to keep her safe so like #i get you joel

[solarisgod]

Thinking about Micah in a zombie apocalypse and oohhh mmmmm...

#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ THOUGHTS . › #[ this COULD be an option across their apocalypse verses but I DO very much love the idea that ] #[ Micah got an infected injury but the thing is ] #[ as there can be two scenerios --- and YES I wanna use my original lore into this shit BUT --- ] #[ 1. as Micah is an Antigod ; there's no determined date as to when they will die ] #[ if they die in this event ; they could be brought back . if they are still alive but die in another ; who knows if they'd revive ] #[ so = despite Micah being infected they still can't really die until possibly there's a certain point in their future ] #[ OR 2. Micah's hope is the literal force that's what keeps them alive... rjhrgruhr this is my favourite to think about actually ] #[ this is in a general speaking / applies across general verses especially their main canons but ] #[ hope has ALWAYS been one of the most important things about Micah ; the fact that despite everything and anything ] #[ Micah wouldn't lose their hope as they try to see the best in everything and everyone and everywhere ] #[ Micah in a zombie apocalypse still having so much love and hope for the humanity and the world's future ] #[ even if it may seem like the world will never get better and humanity will only cease to exist ] #[ Micah being so determined to find what can bring humanity forward to a brighter future and just.... rhgrhrghrgh FUCK!!! ] #[ anyways. ] #[ I am just Thinking and Crying AND ] #[ OR YOU KNOW WHAT HJDBGDHKS these two scenarios can very much happen at the same time but I would love to think it's their hope ] #[ that can make them still be alive even when they're experiencing the symptoms and facing the horrors but... their hope is still here... ] #[ their hope will always be here!!! ]

[artekai]

Honestly "I could give you the world but you'd poison the seas" is Frosscore enough that it could apply to most people who have ever cared about him. But also, it should clearly be about Lis. Combine that with Aloy's "Elisabet is the only reason you even have a planet to return to" for greater impact. Boom

#not to be obsessed with not only my own playlists but also my own writing but. man. poetic cinema #starting to think that the reason fross is always self-sabotaging is because he's already convinced that everything will inevitably go wron #and instead of waiting for it to catch him off guard he just. poisons it a little himself first. #and maybe then it won't hurt as much when shit does hit the fan! #(< look at this dumbass (me) having the exact same realization about my characters five separate times bc my memory sucks 😔) #but just look at his history. every time he tried to do something the right way in earnest it got fucked up for reasons out of his control #so. i could see it. why put in the effort to do things the right way if he's gonna get disappointed in the end? #it's almost like the hurdles that he himself creates are a test. and smth can only be worth pursuing if it can endure those hurdles first #it makes sense why his redemption arc starts once he's stuck on earth and he's like. #''ok now nemesis is gonna kill me for sure. there is nothing i can do to make this situation any worse. guess i'll wash the dishes fml'' #lol #but i also think about pre-apocalypse fross practically begging tilda to let him have something that's uniquely his. even if it sucks #(putting a pin on fross's anxieties about being cloned and his disdain towards aloy and beta in that regard) #because he feels like he's always been pulled by external forces and he doesn't know how to break free. doesn't think he even WANTS to #because it's all he's ever known. and stepping outside of his comfort zone is scary :') #but of course he doesn't have the emotional awareness to even be aware of any of that lmao. pity #oc: fross #oc tag #ramble #anyways. sorry i put the meat of this post in the tags. i didn't expect to write this much lol

[magpiesbones]

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#Thinking about. comics from 2016 again. wic+div. paper girls. saga. descenders. #always meant to read Monstress at some point but I’ve almost forgotten it exists. remembered trying to find what descenders was called #mediocre comics my beloved…. #Paper girls was really good!! Wicdiv was uhhhh. Philosophically horrifying. I never did finish a single volume of saga. Descenders… tried #Descenders was aggressively mediocre but like. VERY FUNNY that a plot point was ‘academic dishonesty causes robot apocalypse’ #I’m pretty sure there was also an on-page vivisection and implied Robot Omniscience or at least Robot Satellite Brain Signals #Insane! wonder whats going on in comics outside of the ten webcomics I still follow. Last time I wondered this I found Class Action Lawsuit #Apocalyptigirl also: pretty good antiwar message. Dream sequence still haunts me #……I’ve read a lot of comics huh #ANYWAYS I also read some shit. To the YouTube hipster who ripped off James Dashner for his comic: your book was bad and you should feel bad #‘Oughhhh girl gets BULLIED! DEPRESSION! Eating disorder! Hot nerd boy! Daddy issues!!’ Just say she’s not like the other girls and move on. #Your book had a female main character and doesn’t pass the bechdel? You never figured out how to draw boobs?? #Not as many crimes as the Sexist Fairies Comic but the single saving grace of THAT one was beetle wings. #but I digress!! #Descenders: I’d like it better now since I have a vested interest in watching billionaire idiot get his ass handed to him for intellectual #Property theft

[prognostik-a2]

just finished and watched all of andersen’s resident evil films so that you don’t have to

#♱ ⁺ . ⋆ ˙ * 𝙾𝚄𝚃 𝙾𝙵 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙰. #oughhhhhhgeehefPUGHHHHH I FEEL DERANGED #ngl. the first one and apocalypse were decent #first one was arguably the best #everything to went to shit when the writers decided the world also needed to go to shit #i guess my questions are 1. why did the world’s climate get worse even though human interference is non-existent #like. what’s up with that #2. did the events of re4 ever take place. bc why the fuck is the plaga a thing here if none of these people went to spain #and 3. i completely forgot alice had telekinesis . whats up with that #man. i shouldve watched this high #it wouldve been infinitely more funny #maybe im just an elitist but the pacing of these films drive me insane #esp the last one #andersen truly just throws random shit in these films and completely forgets about them later on #like. what the fuck happened to jill. what happened to leon #what happened to alice’s pseudo DAUGHTER #anyways. the films couldve been better if they let michelle rodriguez’s character live #much love to alice x carlos and alice x claire but i have always been an alice x rain believer

[wabblebees]

the universe is mean as hell but at least its fucking funny

(cw for christian end-times conversion bullshit under the readmore)

#tonight has been ! bad ! and my brain was not a great place to be for most of it bc iiiiits been getting worse. again. so #i went on a walk to clear my head and Stop thinking of being dead but ! lo and fucking behold ! #its okay ill be fine i promise #but i was laughing the whole fucking way home #i always take down or wreck shit like this when i see it out+about ((also saw a fucking inf//owars sticker that was too cold to peel off so #i had to take my keys to it until it was unrecognizable)) but when i saw the front of this one i was just like ''oh gross'' and tore it off #but i uhh. wasnt rly expecting that top sentence lmfao #started fuvking cackling like a madman in the street #for context if yr reading this and don't know already/cant tell: #im a xtian cult survivor. this is conservative xtian apocalyptic propaganda shit. im furious this exists but holy shit its fuckin hilarious #reading ''hey pal u ready to die?? god lovehates yr guts'' when yr just trying not to think abt how ready to die u are... fucken incredible #i covered up the url on the bottom + im not gonna show the front ((its fucking awful tho omfg. yhe fuckign flag+white house are on there?? #wild lmfao)) bc i dont need their right-wing apocalypse-fearmongering bullshit to get any more web traffic #plus its not like this shit isnt dimeadozen further south/out west. its just been a hot minute since ive seen anyth this edgy-guilt-trippy #in this state. figures. out in the yeehaw-ass back half of mass. #anyway. i hate it here lmao #im more ok now too i promise #walked back home once my phone died + forced myself to eat food+drink water; now im back in bed and texting someone to stay out of my head #i think i might actually go out w better stickers+a knife+some nailpolish remover sometime in the next few days before im headed back home #take down some bullshit and. oooh... think i might put up one of my ''transsexuals have got to get meaner'' sweatermuppet stickers:> #hmmmmm. yeah #cw cult mention #tw christianity #cw bible quotes #cw christianity #tw suicidality #<- just in case. #anyway. i love yall. be careful with yrselves #and if you see bullshit like this please take it down. its trying to funnel people into disgusting right-wing rabbitholes. its dangerous. #bee speaks

[nostalgicdystopia]

Watched the new Sandman show. I liked a lot of what they did in terms of casting choices EXCEPT you mean to tell me that in a world in which there are 1.4 billion Chinese people alone, not to mention other East Asians, South-East Asians, South Asians and Pacific Islanders there would not be a SINGLE Asian dream? Admittedly I mostly was looking for East Asian representation but I do not recall seeing that many South Asians either. Everyone is going on about how the show has great LGBT+ representation, which admittedly it does and I’m happy about it, you’re telling me that in a story about an entity that spans human consciousness and takes part in the States and London (which I don’t think anyone is going to argue with me on how diverse the populations of those geographies are) there is only One East-Asian presenting character of any significance and she’s portrayed as a Dragon Lady????? Congrats to everyone who’s happy to see themselves represented on screen in the shows they love. Unfortunately, some of us are still left out in the cold

#not to shit on the show #I genuinely liked it #but I'm tired of having to go through every single show I like feeling like people who look like me don't exist #yeah there are some shows that do pretty well #but they tend to cater specifically to the Asian demographic #while mainstream shows either has one character that looks East Asian with none of the cultural habits and bleedthroughs that happen #in multicultural or immigrant households #(basically a white person in all but face) #that inevitably dies (in the better shows they manage to outlast some of the other cast members but often not) #like the new War of the WOrlds tv adaptation in Canada that came out a couple of years ago #like the apocalypse somehow always manages to wipe out everyone of Asian descent #leaving everyone else to play nice #so sick and tired and angry #DO BETTER #a middle ground between ALL ASIAN CAST and ONE ASIAN CHARACTER exists #fucking find it #Sandman #Sandman netflix #my post

[exopelagic]

what WAS the normal child response to learning abt climate change actually. bc I’m pretty sure ‘depressed for at least 6 months and becoming deeply fascinated by apocalypses for ~3 years’ was prooooobably not it but who am I to say

#did NOT realise how much this has shaped me actually #also am not exaggerating when I say depressed I. cannot remmeber a lot of it but my parents were Worried about me #anyway I joke abt how I’m a biologist now bc of pokemon and that is very true but this is probably a pretty big chunk too #it’s just wild like that happened when I was 11 and I was DEEEEEP in the apocalypse trenches until I was at least 14 #I think I wrote my first longish story when I was? 13? about waking up after some massive chunk of time to a world with no people left #that concept rlly held onto me for some reason. just all the people suddenly disappearing #I’m saying all this like I’m not still rlly into apocalypse stories but it is a mere shadow of its former self #anyway I’m so grateful for the conservation module I took this year bc learning abt the state of everything + the way out of it #scientifically instead of piecemeal from the news and the shit I could read abt. has been rlly good for my everything honestly #didn’t properly sink in until two months ago I don’t think that year this is kiiinda what I would like to do with my life #bc I’d always been resistant to the idea of doing conservation or climate science or anything bc historically thinking abt it for too long #has been BAD for me and I didn’t think I could do that forever while keeping most of me #but now I’m at a point where like. okay very likely I’m gonna be an actual scientist. and while pure science is cool and worthwhile #and I still have feelings abt how there’s no funding or anything for studies without immediate practical applications #(THEY NORMALLY COME LATER AND EVEN IF THEY DONT ITS WORTH KNOWING EVERYTHING WE CAN KNOW SHUT UUUUPPP) #i do wanna do smth that’s gonna make a difference bc like I’m kinda in a position where that’s possible here #anyway my masters is gonna be ecology and hopefully with a microclimate focus which is cool as hell and will hopefully keep stuff open a bit #and I’m gonna try do as much as I can next year. there’s some very cool stuff happening I might be able to join #anyway wow this took a turn #climate crisis! woo!! #luke.txt