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#also KWON SOONYOUNG WHAT A FUCKING GENIUS
hobslobster · 4 years
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bonvon I need to scream about a lot of things
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atinykidult · 4 years
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Guilt Was an Ugly, Ugly Emotion — Kwon Soonyoung
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[angst] — 1,777 words [summary] — Cheater!Soonyoung owns up to what he’s done. Y/N and he deal with the ramifications. Featuring: Old college BFFs!96-line, potential OOC-ness (or, just dramatic Soonyoung, not so OOC imo), and, yeah. This is angst-y. TW: Cussing (Thank you for reading!) [playlist] — Falling by Harry Styles, Hopes for Tomorrow by Sejeong
Soonyoung knocked on your apartment door, even though it was his as much as it was yours.
When you opened it, wondering who would be knocking this late, you found a mess of a man in front of you.
"I fucked up, Y/N."
It was a reverse big bang: Everything dissolved into nothingness in a blink.
"And I've been fucking up for a month now."
He smelled like alcohol and sex and awful, awful regret.
"I understand if you want me to leave." He couldn't look you in the eyes. "I'll pack my bags this very second."
You couldn't tell if you felt hot or cold as you opened the door wider, letting him step inside. You couldn't feel anything in your body at all, even as tears gathered in your eyes. You could feel them, heartbroken and distressed things that they were.
He slept on the couch.
You laid awake all night, alone in your bedroom.
"Maybe you should give him a second chance," commented Wonwoo, who loved you and Soonyoung equally. He nudged you to take a bite of the waffle in front of you. "What he did was wrong, entirely and unequivocally, but you two have always just been so good together."
You pictured your first date, when you had gone to an escape room. Stuck with a group of elementary schoolers and disinterested mothers, it'd fallen to the two of you to escape. Yelling at each other, laughing when you made breakthroughs, you'd made it out in record team. As you unlocked the final door, Soonyoung had grinned at you so triumphantly; you had hugged him so tightly.
You and me — we're a pretty epic team.
"Each of you is impressive, just by yourself," mused Wonwoo. "But together... You're like superheroes from books. Maybe I'm superimposing my poetic understanding of you onto your real-life relationship, but... but you two are always happiest when you're holding onto each other." He took a sip of his coffee, eyes sad and thoughtful. "I truly don't want you to lose that."
Soonyoung spent the day sitting on the floor.
He didn't deserve the kitchen bar, where you had spent so many mornings together, sharing cereal or doing dishes together.
He didn't deserve the living room, where you had watched so many movie nights with him and your friends.
He certainly didn't deserve the bedroom, which he hadn't been inside since yesterday morning.
So he took a seat on the floor, eyes empty, keeping watch of the door you'd slipped out of this morning.
As you'd left, you'd taken the best parts of his heart with you.
"Dump him," spat Jihoon, who loved Soonyoung more than you. There was a fire in his eyes as he glared at his burger. "Always dump cheaters, especially when they're people that know — fucking know — better."
In college, the arts program had had five premier students, all from the same year: The composing genius Woozi, the gorgeous actor Jun, the playwright-brilliant Wonwoo, the passionate, golden dancer Hoshi, and the equally golden Y/N. They had all drifted into each other's lives, taken root together, and made the art program something damn special. So much so that when they graduated, the local paper had written a piece on them: "The five students who changed everything... Embodying their school's values of creativity, passion, and integrity..."
Integrity.
For his strong assertations, Jihoon looked devastated.
"How could he do that?" he whispered.
Hands pulling at his hair, Soonyoung cursed alcohol for the millionth time. If not for being drunk the first time, he might not have kissed the girl at the bar, might not have followed her home once — and not all those other times...
No.
Needing to punish himself, he pinched his forearm forcefully and hissed at the pain. With no little fat as a buffer, it stung. Good.
He had cheated on you.
He had cheated on you.
And he had cheated on you fully aware of what he was doing.
His fingers wandered to the hickey right above his collarbone, given by a cheap mouth in a cheap bar on a cheap person.
He didn't deserve you.
But, dammit, his mind kept racing back to ways he could try to make it up to you.
"You've decided what you're going to do, haven't you?" asked Jun, who would claim he loved you and Soonyoung equally but always favored you.
You buried your face against his shoulder, watching your unshed tears rub against his shirt.
"I have." You knew you were about to start sobbing, but you still forced the words out. "I'm giving him a second chance."
With those heavy words in the air, you let out a wet sob. "Junnie, I'm giving him that second chance."
"I fully, entirely, one hundred percent support you." Jun ran a comforting hand along your shoulders. "Just, you know, as your best friend... Gotta remind you that you're not obligated to or anything." His voice grew softer as he added: "Cheaters don't deserve second chances, college love story or not."
"I know," you gasped.
"Even if they're Soonyoung."
You sniffled. "I know, Junnie."
When you came home, you decided to knock on the door; it would be Soonyoung's choice to face you or not.
(Even though you knew he would open it.)
To your surprise, it took him a minute. You could almost picture the self-loathing on his face.
(Damn, it had been knives in the heart to see his broken expression last night. Even though it had hurt almost as much to know why.)
"Y/N," his raspy voice greeted you. "I—"
You raised your eyebrows, cringing inside due because you knew your eyes must look like hard, distant things.
He faltered, opened the door, and swept his hand through his hair: The picture of discomfort.
"First, dinner," you announced, walking straight to the kitchen bar and setting down the takeout bag.
The entire meal was silent.
But, neither of you bolted.
Neither of you looked at each other.
You just separately braced yourself.
Because, last night, Soonyoung had essentially turned himself in.
He had given the verdict of your relationship... to you.
To you alone.
Just glancing at him, you could see his nervousness.
Thus, the second you had thrown the bag into the trash, you took a deep breath and asked.
"Do you want us to stay together?"
You wanted to know because, even as in the wrong as he was, he had come clean and saved you the heartache of discovering his disloyalty yourself.
"I do," he replied slowly, voice soft and full of a thousand, regret-tinged, apology-filled emotions. 
A minute of silence passed before he met your eyes for the first time that day.
"Do you?" he asked.
His eyes were mostly terrified and desolate, but you could see that glimmer of hard hope, the hope that had no reason to exist besides sheer audacity.
"I do, too," you told him.
At this, Soonyoung audibly sucked in a breath, eyes squeezing shut. His mouth trembled as he looked like he was preparing to speak.
You spoke first.
"What you did was wrong," you said firmly. "And I know that if Jun or Jihoon or Wonwoo were in my position, I would be very, very angry for them. But it's only me in this position. And I'm very sad, but I'm not angry."
At this, Soonyoung looked ready to fight you.
You knew him too well; you knew how much rage he must be feeling toward himself.
You knew he probably wanted you to hate him.
Guilt was an ugly, ugly emotion.
"I'm not angry," you repeated. "And I love you and know you well enough that I would like to think that, that you would give a second chance at our relationship your everything."
You looked at him, hoping that your eyes could convey everything in your heart:
Asking him to prove you right.
Asking him to love you, too.
Asking him to be a better person for you, for himself.
Telling him that you were only giving him the chance you knew he would offer you if you traded positions.
Telling him that you hadn't forgiven him, but that it wouldn't be impossible to.
"Soonyoung." You swallowed and took the deepest breath you could muster. "If I tell you that I love you — right this second — and if I ask you to promise me it won't happen again, what would you do?"
Everything in you — your heart, your mind, your body — was shaking as you waited for his answer.
He wet his lips and shakily replied: "I would get on my knees and tell you that I am so, so sorry. That I don't deserve your love or deserve the love I feel for you."
The broken hope in his eyes seemed to have grown into something better with your words. Moving to kneel on the floor, he looked up at you with an expression of pure guilt and pure hope and pure sincerity.
"I would tell you that I would do absolutely anything to even have the chance to make it up to you."
You exhaled a rattly breath and gently took his hands in yours.
"Okay," you murmured.
Wonder took over his expression.
"Okay?" he repeated.
"I'm giving you a second chance, Soonyoung."
You pulled him into a standing position.
"I don't deserve it, Y/N; I don't deserve you."
Not many people would kneel on the floor to apologize.
"I know, but I think that makes you much closer to deserving it than you think."
You could feel his hands shaking slightly.
"How can I even start making this up to you?" he asked. "How can I even start deserving you again?"
"I'm not really sure." Something relieved and hopeful awoke in your chest: You truly believed he would go to the ends of the earth if it meant making it up to you. "I think we're going to have to figure this out together."
"How about, as the first thing, I'm never going to drink without you ever again."
His eyes bore into yours, still looking full of wonder, but also full of resolute promises.
"That's a good start," you replied, squeezing his hands in yours.
"Can I hug you?" he asked, voice unsure.
You pulled him down to you, wrapping your arms around his familiar frame. It was full of warmth, and it was almost terrifying how you melted into each other, as though the past conversation was just a bad dream. (It wasn't just a dream, but maybe it also wasn't just bad.)
"This is a good second step."
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ribosoons · 4 years
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"what are gonna do about it? give me detention slip?"| Wonwoo
Wonwoo x reader || Fluff
Warnings: suggestive, mentions of alcohol, profanity 
Summary: You basically hate each other.
a/n: my first lOoOong au omgggg!!! i worked for it days!! I REALLY HOPE YOU LIKE WILL LIKE IT!!!!
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"wow the caveman finally decides to come out of his cave"
"wow the house rat wasn't still learning her lesson not to put her nose on other's business'"
you scoffed on wonwoo's response. you gave him a look and he just gave you a smile that 'ha-stfu-bitch'. you just rolled your eyes and enter your room.
you live in a rent-a-room-kinda house full of people you don't know. well, you befriended them except jeon wonwoo, the caveman you knew.
And you are the only one who suffer?!
you can't remember the exact reason why you hated this man but all you can think of is:
you can give a longer list aside from this but this might take a while if ever you list them.
you tried to give wonwoo a talk about his noise but you may or may not became rude telling him to shut up.
since then, your housemates knew that both of you hated each other. like hate hate hate.
...
"so, what do you want for your birthday?" your friend Soonyoung asked.
"a cat" you blatantly said.
"hm" he laid his back to his chair when a student knocked to your faculty's door.
"is ms y/n there?" your student jana asked.
you quickly showed yourself and took the papers in her hands.
"thank you jana!"
you look at the pile of paper placed in your hand and thought. 'i will be up all night checking these papers'
later that night, as expected, you are up and checking your student's paper.
"WELL YEAH FUCK YOU KIM MINGYU YOU SUCK!" you heard wonwoo shouts followed by a burst of laughter.
you rubbed your temples and put on your earphones. but for your thin walls' sake. you can still hear wonwoo shout.
you got up to your seat and knock on wonwoo's room.
after 5 knocks still no response and you can still his rage.
you opened his door and took the nearest thing you can touch, which is this white coat, and threw it at him.
with his quick response he looked at you then his monitor and you saw him die to his game and the word "defeat" on this game and you heard a murmur of raging testosterone in his headphones.
"what?" he said while squinting his eyes on me.
"you are so noisy"
"what are gonna do about it? give me detention slip?"
you rolled your eyes to wonwoo because of his response and you slammed his door. opening again saying "please shut the fuck up im doing my papers"
and slammed the door again.
gladly wonwoo shut up this night thus having you a great night checking your students' paper.
...
you woke up to loud knocks to your door. you stood up and opened your door.
"can you please" you saw a grumpy wonwoo standing in front of you.
"what?"
"alarm. your alarm kept on ringing for the last 10 minutes. keep it down"
"what?" your nerves suddenly woke up and ran back to your phone and checked the time.
"oh shit" you murmur and took your towel and ran to your bathroom and took a shower.
with an unbelievable pace, you got to the school on time.
you walked peacefully while the students greet you their good mornings and replying to them also a good morning.
you got to your table and get ready for your first subject class.
"oh shit the papers" you suddenly realized and panicked. "oh shit oh shit"
"what?" soonyoung asked.
"I forgot my student's paper"
"cant you call home?"
"you are so genius"
you called the house's landline.
"hello?"
"hello this is y/n. who's this?"
"ah y/n noona! it is me chan!"
"ah! great! you have university today?"
"this evening but i need to shift to the cafe"
"i see. the thing is, can you bring me the pile of papers placed on my table?"
"sure!"
"thank you! the spare key of my room is placed under the nearest plant"
"okay!! see you!"
"see you thank you! i'll treat you lunch"
"ah no thanks. do my papers instead?"
"haha no. i'll treat you lunch"
"fine"
you hang up the call and go to your first class.
...
"happy birthday!" Soonyoung called as soon as you entered the faculty room.
"what?" your co-teachers were also saying their greetings.
Soonyoung shoved the cake to you face (not literally) and said "make a wish"
you closed your eyes and made a wish, wishing that you'll have a boyfriend before this year ends.
everyone claps and wished you a happy birthday once again after you blew the cake. everyone go back to their respective places and did their work.
"hey i have a gift for you" you followed Soonyoung to your faculty's coffee room and there you saw a kitten placed inside a cage.
"surprise" you gave Soonyoung a hug and thank him with all your heart.
"uhh sorry to interrupt you two but someone is looking for you ms. y/n" you looked to where your co-teacher pointing and saw wonwoo squinting his eyes on you.
he's on his black polo pairing with his black tie, he's not wearing his glasses? oh contacts.
you let go Soonyoung and fixed your blouse.
"what?" you asked soon as you came closer to wonwoo.
"is he your boyfriend?" now it's your turn to squint your eyes on him
"no, do you like him?"
"no"
"why are you here?" you asked.
"chan said i need to give these papers" he said and giving you a paper bag.
"oh. why?"
"the boy is running late"
"and you?"
"i'm on lunch break"
"how much time is your lunch break doctor Jeon?"
"not much"
"then go away you are running out of time. ill tell your boss you kept on slacking"
"wow after i gave you your papers? you're welcome madame"
"just kidding. thanks a bunch. have a great day!" you gave him a smile.
"so i can make noise later?"
"it's still a no for me"
"ok. i have to go"
"yeah see you" wonwoo turn his back to you. clutching the paper bag, you saw wonwoo walk back to you again.
"i forgot i got you this" he said while giving the boba he's been holding the whole time.
"for me?"
"yeah. its your birthday right?" he said still on his squinting eyes.
he's giving you a gift yet his face is just,,, squinting his eyes.
"t-thanks?"
"ok bye"
you just there watching his back, while drinking the boba he gave you, going further and further until he's gone.
"ms. y/n is he your boyfriend?" you almost choke with the boba to the sudden voice you heard.
"what? jana it's you! how can I help you?"
"no no, we are just walking around and we saw you with your boyfriend a minute ago"
"boyfriend? who?"
"the one who gave you those. so sweet he gave you a gift and a booobaaaa" they sing sang
"no jana, he's just a delivery man who delivered your papers. kindly distribute this to your classmates" they gave you a disappointed sigh.
"oh we thought he's your boyfriend. oh well, you should go out with Mr. Kwon instead!" you chuckled because of the silliness of your students.
"haha no, now go and enjoy your break while it lasts and distributes them"
"ok ms. y/l/n! see you later!"
...
you were about to get out when one of your students called you, it was jana.
"yes jana?"
"is this yours ms?" jana asked giving you the cute pin. "i saw it inside the paper bag you gave, i think it's yours. it was neither mine nor kath's"
it was a pin with a black cat printed on it.
"oh y/n it looks like this cat" soonyoung point out showing the cat he gave you.
it was.
"oh"
"goodbye ms. y/n! mr. kwon!" your student bid their goodbye.
"so it was from doctor jeon. i see" you squit your eyes to soonyoung which made him laugh.
"in your dreams kwon soonyoung. it was from chan im sure"
"ok y/l/n y/n"
...
as you got home chan instantly came to you.
"ah noona im sorry i didn't come. oh- is that a cat?"
"no its a rat" chan didn't answer instead he asked you what her name was.
"oh, actually i sill don't know" his question made you think what her name would be.
"oh chan" you could the younger whose petting the cat inside the cage you are holding.
"thank for the cute pin" you thanked him
"what pin?"
"the can pin?"
"i don't know what you are talking about" you just shrug and left the cat to chan and run a bathe for yourself.
going out of your room, wonwoo walked past you. before he opens his door he called your name.
"y/n, your spare keys" he said. he was about to come into his room when you halt him. you rush into your room and pick the pin jana saw inside the paper bag.
"is this yours? or someone from you vet?" you asked.
"no, never seen that" he said and finally entered his room.
you just shrugged and go to your newly adopted cat.
you sat beside chan and you two finally thinking what you should name this black cat.
"let's name her cat but in a different language"
"no"
"lets call her doggie"
"y/n please no"
"fish?"
"noona"
"sorry"
you two just stare at the cute cat thinking what would her name be.
"call her jett"
you two synchronously look back and saw wonwoo sipping his banana milk.
you squit your eyes on him.
"why?"
"because she's jett black"
you grabbed your little cat "ok you are now jett" you smiled to wonwoo.
chan saw his older hyung taken aback with your smile and gave him a meaningful smile.
wonwoo just rolled his eyes to chan which made the younger laugh.
"why are you laughing?"
"nothing"
...
"jett momma is home where are you" you yelled.
as soon as you get into your house's lounge area you saw wonwoo feeding your cat.
"what are you doing?"
"feeding your cat" he said not looking at you
"yes my cat"
"do you want her to starve into her death?" you just rolled your eyes and left the cat with the care of wonwoo to change your clothes and freshen up a little bit.
you go directly to wonwoo and you saw your cat sleeping peacefully on wonwoo's lap while he rubs her head.
He carefully lifted the little one but she insisted to stay on wonwoo's lap.
you have no choice but to sit beside wonwoo and wait for your cat to had her sleep deeper.
"how's work?" he randomly asked.
"good" you answered shortly. wonwoo just gave you a look seems like asking for more information.
"it was tiring. students are just too energetic for my liking. how about the vet?" you asked.
"common things happened. dogs, cats, hamsters with their monthly check-up and such" you gave him a nod.
you two were silent.
"wow you two at peace? no yelling?" your housemate minghao asked.
you both look at his squinting your eyes
"no" you said and carefully took the baby kitten on wonwoo's lap and go directly to your room.
...
this has become a routine for both of you, you going home seeing wonwoo feeding jett or just casually playing with her and you'll fix yourself and sit beside wonwoo waiting for the cat to sleep.
"wow what are you two? a newly wedded couple who bought a cat as their child?" mingyu asked. wonwoo brushed off the question by raising his middle finger.
wonwoo and mingyu left you with the cat because the two of them will play games, as usual, so you prepared yourself a food leaving jett inside your room since her toys were there. although she had toys around the house because of wonwoo, it is better to be safe than sorry that is why you left your cat inside the room.
after you washed your dishes you brought jett her cat food with you.
you opened the door and immediately saw jett laying in your floor with red stains surrounding her.
you panicked, you dropped jett's food and immediately knock on wonwoos door. it was mingyu who opened the door but you barged in and removed wonwoo's earphone and drag him into your room.
"y/n what the fuck"
"jett"
"what happened to jett?" right after he saw jett on your floor he quickly took gathered his first aid tools and check her pulse and heart rate.
"she's"
"she's what?" your cat meowed and licked wonwoo's fingers.
"what?" you repeated your self.
wonwoo looked around and saw the small bottle of lip tint around the cat. he was about to report what he saw to you but he saw you crying.
wonwoo placed down the broken glass of tint and gave you a hug while rubbing your back whispering that jett is in good condition, that i was all just misunderstanding. you kept on weeping but wonwoo stayed put in his place hugging you.
"everything is all right" he said and you broke off the hug.
you look around and saw jett purring at you. you let out a soft chuckle while sniffing.
"you silly cat" and you gave jett a hug.
after what happened you told wonwoo you have to clean jett's mess leading him to go back to his room and saw mingyu playing alone.
"you are restricted for 5 minutes, you were afk"
"yeah" wonwoo replied and sat to his seat.
"you two really looks like a new wedded couple~" mingyu sing sang
"shut up"
"no look. you have to confess"
"no shut up" wonwoo firmly said.
"ok if that what you really think" mingyu laughs.
"who was the dude who gave her cat again? soon- whaat? he's totally getting her"
wonwoo gave no answer on mingyu's statements living the younger dude laughing.
...
lunch break at your school, as usual, students keep on knocking on your door to ask for their teachers when they should be having a good lunch meal.
"miss y/l/n, someone is looking for you"
"how many times i have to tell my students i want to have a peaceful lunchtime" you ranted at soonyoung.
"welp this is what you've signed up for" you rolled your eyes and drank your water and go directly to the door.
in your surprise, it was not a student who's looking at you but it was wonwoo.
"uhh" he said, he may look calmed inside but dude he's panicking.
"what are you doing here?"
"i dont really know" you squint your eyes trying to look into his soul.
you were about to go back to your table when wonwoo grab your arms. "here" he gave you a paper bag and he flees away.
"how can he even surpass the guards?" you looked inside the paper bag and saw a boba and chocolate in it.
huh?
...
The next day, wonwoo came again but this time he barges into your class.
"you see im teaching" you said squinting your eyes.
"i can tell" he plainly stated.
"what do you want?"
"you" you were stunned when he said the word.
"what?"
"i mean i want you to have this. have a great day" again, he gave you a paper bag this time inside it, it has a slice of cake in it.
"yieeee miss y/n is he your boyfriend?" one of your students asked.
"oh! miss isn't he the one who gave you the pin?" jana asked.
"what pin?"
"the cattoooo~" she sing sang. you brushed off the questions and continued discussing.
the following days were the same, wonwoo kept on giving you foods during you-dont-know-when.
"lets have a bet" soonyoung interrupted you.
"no"
"oh come on!"
"hit me"
"i bet wonwoo likes you" his statement made you stop checking the papers and froze.
"oh i see~ you also like the guy~" he sing sang.
...
you just got home, trying to speed up your pace to avoid wonwoo.
"y/n i gave jett her monthl-"
"thanks" you quickly took jett from his grasp and run to your room. Jett meowed at you while looking.
"no, you have to stay away from him"
...
from the past few days, you kept on avoiding wonwoo. whenever he visits you to your workplace you always send soonyoung to talk to him.
in the house, you are trying to break wonwoo's and jett's bond by getting her and running to your room.
You dont know what to do.
"hey y/n" minghao called you
"yeah?"
"ill be hosting a party tomorrow here in our flat, are you okay with that? i kinda surveying everyone to know if yall are comfortable me having a party here"
"yeah sure! im okay with that"
"really? okay! it will be starting in 5pm!" you gave minghao a smile.
tomorrow came, it was saturday so it was kinda a free day for you (tho you have tons of paper to check but hey! it was a party, you need to join in!)
you came out of your room at exactly 5pm and everything was basically set up neatly. pingpong table, the drinks, the lights, everything!!
you roam around and saw some familiar figures and some weren't. you asked soonyoung also to come, minghao basically didnt give a shit you inviting someone.
this dude is rich.
"hey!" soonyoung danced going towards you.
"wassup!"
"nice party"
"this wasnt my plan tho"
you and soonyoung are just sticking to each other's company. Got drinks for yourselves.
you both are sitting in the couch while you and soonyoung chug the whole bottle of soju betting who will finish it first. you are so glad you took the peach flavored soju which put you in so much in advantage.
"I WON!" you declared.
"not fair" soonyoung checked your bottle and it was proven empty.
"hi y/n!" suddenly a wild mingyu appeared infront of you.
"oh hi! youre also here!"
"yeah i was invited by wonwoo"
"ah yeah the caveman ofcourse" mingyu excused himself and go directly to wonwoo's room.
"dude there is a fucking party outside and youre here playing valorant"
"yeah, and we are duoing"
"uh no, you need to socialize" mingyu chirped.
"pass, i had my annual socializing last month. ill be socializing next year"
"yeah soonyoung and y/n are together" mingyu blurt made wonwoo look at him. mingyu very well know that wonwoo is very much into you.
"lets take a few shots" wonwoo said leaving his pc and dragged mingyu outside.
wonwoo saw you laughing with soonyoung at the couch made him squint his eyes.
"i see. a point for soonyoung for today" mingyu giggled.
wonwoo chug his whole soju bottle and took a deep sigh.
"what now?" wonwoo asked looking at his friend.
"what what now? are you stupid? you need to make a move!" mingyu nagged.
"yeah, but she kept on avoiding me"
"yeah she 100% hates you" mingyu said which made wonwoo take another bottle of soju and chug it which made mingyu laugh.
"you are pussy"
"yeah fuck off"
wonwoo and mingyu are just watching you and soonyoung from sides. it was a shock for both of wonwoo ang mingyu when you and soonyoung stood up and saw you both going directly to your bedroom.
"someone's going to get her. hurry up" mingyu pushed wonwoo which made him run.
"hey! y/n!" wonwoo called before you two-step inside your room.
"what?" you respond.
"can we talk?"
"no" soonyoung just nudged you which made your eye roll.
"you go inside first" you instructed soonyoung and look at wonwoo.
"what do you want to talk about?"
"can we talk inside my room? its kinda loud here" you nod and follow him inside his room.
"are you avoiding me?" his question made you caught off guard thus making you hold your breath.
"yes" you said trying to sound confident. maybe because of the amount of alcohol you consumed.
"stop playing with my feelings" you whispered but wonwoo heard it loud and clear. you look down looking at you heels clutching your fist trying to stop yourself from crying.
"why?"
you felt wonwoo hold your chin bring it up. you two lock your gaze.
"i like you y/n" wonwoo pressed his lips into yours and quickly retreated. he looked at your facial expression and saw you squinting your eyes. which made him giggled and kissed you again.
you two kissed moving against each other. wonwoo moved his hand, left on you waist right on your nape.
you wrapped your arms in wonwoo's neck and just go with the flow in your kiss.
"you know what y/n" wonwoo said between your kisses.
"what?" you responded still kissing him back.
"i love you" he said. you felt him smile between your kisses.
you two break off from each other. placing wonwoo's forehead into yours.
"i wanna know if you like me too. if not, ill make you love me"
"well i kinda like you" you said laughing bringing your head on wonwoo's chest.
wonwoo held you head carefully and placed a kiss on top of your head and say "i will take care of you and jett"
"promise?"
"i promise"
"just so you know the reason why im looking at you that way because i forgot my glasses at my office"
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