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#this is so twitter of me #anyway #it's been a good 5 years on this hell site :( #see u around!

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whew chillay

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i made a thing!!

tagging some ppl (if you don't or do want to be tagged let me know!) @bye-or-bi @coffeeandteatomatch @chaot1c-phoen1x @dragon-with-hoard-of-rocks @redafterglow @starlit-willows @theoneandonlypanya @ur-friendly-neighborhood-rat @whatdoyoucallanegativeantelopee @justmemyselfandthefridge

also!! this has a lot of lyrics in it, so i didnt come up with any of those, and none of these photos are mine, they're cut from magazines

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the nature of humanity is that friend groups in public being very loud is obnoxious and annoying and need to be more mindful of others but my friend group in public being loud is joyful and lively and everyone giving us looks is a miserable friendless Grinch that needs to appreciate life

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bathed in light

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we should kill whoever made those filters that slim your face make your eyes bigger make your nose smaller make your skin evener i think we should kill and destroy all photo applications

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jungkook telling us about his first “girlfriend” and being relatable LMAO

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barn swallow (hirundo rustica) mother brings food to her chicks

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I need for follow some more Hob enthusiasts, can you recommend some hobi biased blogs for me? Thanks!

omg ofc! yes i love my lovely hopetuals pls go send them lots of love!

@hobaries | @hob | @hopekidoki | @hobeah | @love4hobi | @hobibestboy | @hobslobster | @junghosoks | @hosnack | @bisexualhobi <33

#im literally Never on here anymore but ty for tagging me all the same 😭😭😭 i still love hoseok so at least that hasn't changed fjcjf

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and girls were so pretty. there was the effortless girls who had the wide eyes, the freckles, the hair pulled back. who didn’t wear makeup and always wore a smile, who knew you needed help before you asked it; the sunshine and picnic girls, who you felt carried spring with them. and the mountaintop girls, strong bodies and fierce in their bones, drinking green tea and teaching you yoga, who watched you and made sure you ate well, who knew what it was to fight for a body that listened. and the soft heather girls who knew nature and spoke gently and would show you how to hear the light hitting a lake, who would listen no matter how long the story was and somehow know what to say. and the girls who were red moons, a dangerous flash of teeth and darkness, an excited wildness that came in black leather and spoke of nights you ache when you remember, who would look at you and pin you to a board for a moment, so that for once you felt important. and the summertime girls, wide smiles and makeup that never smudged, who could make you feel as if you lived inside a photograph, who brought the feeling of the fourth of july to every party, who convinced you to come to the party. and of course the rain girls, who didn’t need an explanation, but simply were, in a way that when you made eye contact with them you knew somehow about sorrow and also about the safety of staying home. 

and girls. girls in their sweatpants in the aisle of a supermarket looking lost. girls staring down their teacher, demanding the grade they deserve. girls with their hands on the wheel, with their hands passing lotion to another, with their hands in their hair. girls upside down on the couch and spine straight in business meetings and body curled around a book. girls who were upended libraries, who were railroads, who were a choir’s last note, who were carols, who were snow, who were a racing track, who glowed or who gave warmth or else sewed cold, who bit hard, who laughed loud, who fell asleep on trains, who rode bikes in rain.

and then there was you.

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i cant believe i first got on here first year of high school and now i'm a few days away from "graduating"

#part of #in quotations bc like... there's no ceremony it's just like a prerecorded video but STILL #I think I got my real first dose of what fandom is like tbh in these last four years #like yeah I was fandom before but no. 1 I didn't have a phone to ACTUALLY be a part of them and no. 2 none of them drew me in deep #it was really nice feeling like I had bts sort of make things a little happier these past few years #and even tho I'm not as hyperfixated on them as I was last year or the year before that or the year before that or the year before— #I'll always love them so so so much. just watching an interview occasionally or listening to an old song idk it feels like coming home #and the FRIENDS I got out of it omg so so so thankful!!! #this is just word vomit bc I haven't been here in forever but like I just wanted to say that I love what the community was before it sort of #fizzled out ig #and I genuinely don't think I'll ever regret spending so much of my time on those seven boys bc they deserved it. #watching them earn so much recognition globally has been so fulfilly and ik they have nothing to do with me but I'm so proud!!!!! #idk it's been five years and i'm emotional. i might have grown out of this blog a little but I'll never grow out of them.

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he’s hot

#back for two seconds to say I'd let him choke me okay goodbye #hoseok

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when new lorde music is released i will begin the cycle once again and my skin will be shed and i will crawl out of the shell of my body and grow back new skin and i will become an entirely different person and i will start levitating as my entire body starts glowing as lorde sings softly in my ears

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i woke up tired like 8 years ago and i haven't recovered since

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i wanted to go to pride this year since i'm 18,, maybe next year

#loneliness hitting DIFFERENT tonight laid ease