WIAT UNCLE NINA WHYD YOU DELETE THE PETE DAVIDSON ASK IT WAS MINE AND I DIDNT HAVE TIME TO READ IT LMFSOFJFJ
aaaaaah! *hides* you caught me!
there she is officer, the repeat offense tweet/ask deleter!
that crook!
i know, i know, i know. :( i'm sorry, nonnie. it's a bad habit of mine.
please know it had NOTHING to do with your ask ( which i thought was so funny and accurate, which is why i answered it so quickly )
i just...haven't felt very good about the things i have written lately? i feel like my answers have been badly written/characterized, chaotic, uninspired and not saying...the things i want them to say? which stresses me out, starts a spiral and reckless anon/tweet deleting.
if it means anything, i had your ask message copied, was going to resend it to my blog and answer it Better, but to hold myself accountable, i'm gonna answer it now in hopefully a less messy and weird way. ( i also stress-deleted the kyle ask about him getting compliments because i didn't like my answer -- i'll reanswer it too )
but yes, RM!kenny aka mcwhoremick aka skeleKen is the ncu rem(ember) universe pete davidson.
or...has slept w/ him at least.
lowkey, this ask is making me rethink short kenny because i feel like a lot of pete davidsons energy rests on him being tall and having BDE. however, you can probably still be short and have bde. answer later.
but, like i said in the former ask, i kind of wanted to go into it a lot later because rm is supposed to reveal it slowly, but you're all smart, i'm sure you can pick up what i've been trying to put down about cd.
plus, i've been feeling so bad about my writing ( 6 in particular :/ i don't like the structure ) that i fear its gonna take us to get to the places i want to go with the characterization so
looks can be deceiving and cd is punkrockstar boyband proof of that.
they all kind of have Shitcks they're supposed to follow and kenny's is that they are the ~mysterious~ offputting entity in the back, wears the skeleton face that leaves everyone wondering what lies beneath it, doesn't talk very much, is secretive/shadowy, has elusive energy.
( i am leaning towards the concept that no one in public has seen kenny without the Skeleton Mask on...not sure yet but...hmmm... )
but...of course, kenny is kenny. kenny is playful, loud and rowdy and promiscuous, so out of pocket and the life of the gd party. so the second they are off stage, the mask comes off and kenny says 8000 curse words, starts gyratin & is back to being on their worst behavior.
speaking of their worst behavior, kenny is always doing some fuckshit. theyre constantly on a coke on someones yatcht, in some celebrity, in some music execs pants, in someone's daugther, usually college fangirls, like...every cd intern they've ever had. all quit. bc of kenny. not b/c they scared them, but bc they fell in love with them...
and kenny does NOT do commitments. kenny is like a revolving door. the tabloids reflect this. kenny is in there a lot with different celebs. its a whole mess, tbh. also no one knows how to describe them. ooh~
as a result of being messy, kenny gets into a lot of predicaments, or misses meetings/gets into trouble and raven covers for them...ALOT.
tldr: management is pretty sick of kennys shit and is This Close to getting them kicked out of the band ( like they were doin really sloppy shit ) and ravenstan...as the lead singer/face of the band is pretty much untouchable...so he can get away with a lot more so a lot of the time...raven just Covers kenny to save their ass from gettin kicked/in trouble and says that a lot of the fucked up shit kenny does is...Him.
raven is indisposible, but everyone else can be replaced is the gist.
which is :((( because you know it makes sense for chapter 2-5 Raven of Crimson Dawn to be a coke-fiend, party boy, bad influence, live wire, fight-starting, devil may care celebrity a-hole...but as rm readers and stan stans, know: ravenstan is Gods Sweet Angel who cries 24/7, picks up plants from the farmers market, is very kind to his fans, has hit someone once/broke his hand FOR KENNY, and spends his time otherwise watching anime and not...Lotharioing.
( it is also why kenny more than owed raven the favor of covering him so he could go on his #hate with kyle...which they Did ofc... tbh i wish you guys could have heard the other half of that phone call bc kenny was being so fucking funny and being so unhinged/moaning on the phone to freak ravenstan out...but the griefing, while light hearted, also came from a place of overprotectiveness, kenny was Concerned abt that whole Thing...more on that later...their rela is...interestin. )
buuuut that's what happens when you're the lead singer of the band. You're That Guy. so because stenny is soulbonded kenny protects stan bc he is sweet/fragile and stan protects kenny because theyre abrasive and constanly starting shit. and because stan frontmans the band anything anyone in crimson dawn does kind of falls on his shoulders and he carries it like its air but sigh...tell me atlas, whats heavier the world or people's hearts? i hate it here :((( my baby. </3
TLDR kenny is constantly pulling ppl. skeet davidson, bde energy. their list of trysts is a mile long like their...
you know. ;)
-uncle nina, kenny skeet davidson enthusiat and apologist
p.s. i feel like kenny basically has what kathryn in cruel intentions for her blow -- except it might be an upside cross ( or its still right side up and ironic ) and it looks like a rosary but its FULL of coke omg rip
p.s.s. i do think this is interesting because kenny has the coke necklace, ravenstan has the red heart vial and jimmy...also has a necklace...if you ask me very nicely i'll give you a little gossip on it ;)
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3 and 4 from the dark urge questions for Teth pleaaaase!
omg, thank you SM!!! *cracks fingers* it got lil lengthy so i'll place it under cut.
What would your Dark Urge consider to be their greatest skill? Is this accurate?
If asked, Teth would probably consider her greatest skill her god-given murder talent, however, it feels more like a given to her (forgive the tautology).
It is something that comes with her nature, and despite it being a skill to an extent [You still need a buffer time between joining the Temple and becoming an unstoppable killing machine, so efficiency in killing should be learned and mastered also. As other connected skills need to be polished too.], it is not what she attributes to herself entirely. If applying to herself she probably would say it’s self-control.
In truth her greatest skill is resilience.
In the broader sense she has this pesky talent of preserving during difficult situations, sometimes through sheer spite and other negative emotions, but she’d mastered it over years, and yes it is a skill to compress and govern her emotions (most of the time), to be able to creatively problem-solve and have a certain degree of flexibility for the bigger picture.
It’s something that helped her retain a fracture of personality and survive the horrors of being the middle child in the loving bhaalspawn family, what made her technically head of the Temple aside from birthright, it's something that makes her, quote Kressa, indomitable.
[It’s something she prizes about herself in a sense that it makes her feel a semblance of control (which is a forbidden thing in itself when thinking of it) and helps her detach when necessary.]
It’s also her absolutely illogical will to live (I am looking at the whole tadpoling situation), crawling back from the dead over and over, despite technically being her Father’s favourite sacrificial lamb and supposed last living thing on Toril.
Resilience does remain post-tadpole, however, if asked the same question, she’d probably say something like charisma, which is, obviously, sarcasm.
What would your Dark Urge consider to be their greatest flaw? Is this accurate?
For pre-tadpole Teth that would be…mortality. Or rather what she considers mortal things.
Anything that would stray her from the path charted by her Father. It’s in her nature to retrospect and do a lot of self-digging, and what she finds inside underneath years of servitude and gore is both a dirty secret and a greatest flaw she can only mask with pragmatism and lying.
[She’s prone to address Gortash as mortal with both disdain and childish envy in her inner monologues.]
It’s the emotional void that never truly fills and only aches, sometimes sated by momentary urges. The fragments left of the life before (though they are bleak and blurry, half-fantasies too) Teth wishes she could discard. The substitutes for connections she still needs to an extent (preventing her from killing Orin years ago). Basically all the things that come to her without self restraint the moment the weight of memory is lifted.
Post-tadpole Teth probably considers her biggest flaw the initial inability to pragma her way through certain things. She’s progressively more moody, but the lack of understanding is really killing her. She tries to rationalise but it just…doesn’t work.
It’s like barking through bloody teeth into the silence. That void drives her absolutely mad.
It’s tightly related to the power play and feeling in or out of control. That’s what makes her a bit distant from the party (adding emotional distancing as a flaw but she'll never admit).
It makes her burst out on whim if she understands others hold knowledge over her she does not possess (I am looking at Ketheric). There’s no way to ensure the reliability of the source and that uncertainty just. It’s the worst.
And for someone who once treasured her own self-control and feeling of power, lack thereof even a bit is the worst thing ever.
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Can’t remember if this uquiz has been done before, but I thought it was pretty interesting sooo, tagging @natesofrellis @sstewyhosseini @thomrainer @clicheantagonist @turbo-virgins @purplehairsecretlair @marivenah (Only if you want of course, no pressure!)
Willa Rook
Love As Being Known
[ love is knowing all of someone and loving them anyway ] when tim kreider said "if we want the rewards of being loved we have to submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known" and when joe wright said "The idea that these two people know each other, knew each other when they first saw each other. That they recognized each other from their future" and when micah nemerever said "it was a relief and a horror to be known so perfectly"
Datura
Love As Light
[ love as a luminous force—warm, radiant, and golden ] when mary oliver wrote "light of the world hold me” and when charles bukowski said “I look at her and light goes all through me” and when david viscott said “to love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides” and when e. e. cummings said “lovers alone wear sunlight”
Evelyn Foster
Love As Devotion
[ devotion: love, loyalty, or enthusiasm for a person, activity, or cause ] when ruth said to naomi "where you go, i will go, and where you stay, i will stay. your people will be my people, and your God my God" and when hozier sang "i'll be the dreadful need from the devotee that drove [orpheus] underground" and when deathcab for cutie sang "if there's no one beside you when your soul embarks, i will follow you into the dark"
Sidra Navros
Love As A Choice
[ love is beautiful because it's built deliberately ] when casey mcquinston wrote "that's the choice. i love him, with all that, because of all that, on purpose. i love him on purpose" and when jenny slate tweeted "i just want someone to grab my little face and scream on purpose, on purpose i am going to care about you" and when jodi picoult wrote "after fifteen years, love isn't just a feeling. it's a choice" and when the good place said "if soulmates do exist, they're not found they're made"
Sel Blackmore
Love As Violence
[ love as bloodshed, crimson as a knife slipped between your ribs ] when ocean vuong said "to arrive at love, then, is to arrive through obliteration" and when franz kafka said "you are the knife i turn inside myself; that is love" and when ada limon said "how do you love? like a fist. like a knife" and when richard siken said "sorry about the blood in your mouth. i wish it was mine"
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