#abt how i look and how i act and how i talk and how i think

[driftingballoons]

Some creatures are more difficult to perceive than others

#Treecko #skitty #dusknoir #chatot #pokemon doodles #original art #context: I’ve said this before but explorers was the very first pokemon game I ever played #I wasn’t watching the anime then so it was also the first time I ever saw a dusknoir #And for whatever reason I just couldn’t quite….comprehend what he was supposed to be #Thought he was some kind of robot until he did his ghostly disappearing act #Definitely a fun game to play when you know nothing about pokemon! #Everything was so new and exciting! And you don’t know what anyone looks like until you meet them! #The other thing in a similar vein was with dialga #I didn’t know what dialga was SUPPOSED to look like so when they’re all talking about how fucked up he is I was like damn #He DOES look pretty fucked up. Some kind of beast #And then after fixing time you see he looks THE SAME except with a palette change #Like oh. i see. That’s just what you look like #Dialga should’ve got a special form tho #Maybe something replacing the steel type with ghost #Bc without time he’s technically not alive #And I read somewhere the steel typing might’ve represented the steady nature of time or something #So with time being stopped it’s not flowing so steadily huh #This wasn’t supposed to be abt dialga tho. Get your own post #ANYWAY dusknoir is a weird looking guy especially when you’re not quite sure what you’re looking at #but he is canonically handsome so do with that what you will

[randomminty]

I heard its her birthday and had a sudden urge to draw kirararararararrara

#I LOVE YOU GO PRINCESS PRECURE GRRR ARRHHEGHAHRKJHR #im behind on hirogaru sky rn. im sorry. #i missed most of delicious precure too </3333 #rosemary and spicy im so sorry. ill come back to them eventually #rosemarys look slike kanata if he was better. hes so cool #cant he barbecue or smth. fuck yeah. #precure #pretty cure #go princess precure #cure twinkle #amanogawa kirara #i wrote amonogawa at first im sorry. theres an easy joke here. sorry. #can i talk abt how much i love go princess and heartcatchs villains. i love them. #i like how shut gets more pathetic and silly as the show goes on. and i looooove twilight/scarlet/towa love love love you #shes so cool and lame at the same time. girl that acts really cool but her lameness and silliness shines theough in everything she does #opposite of yuri/moonlight who looks lame and silly but is effortlessly cool all the time i adore her #imagine finding out ur nerd senior is the coolest superhero in the world. ehat the hell #anyway. love shut and towa i hate when theyre in the same frame. that was really weird. wish that wasnt a thing #kanata and haruka too i hate that old precures like this #you know what precure series ISNT like this……… heartcatch. watch heartcatch. #thats a lot of ramble tags ok. im done. gootbye #art tag #i forgor…..

[akimojo]

i just saw someone call ffxiii overrated like? what?? it's literally one of the most hated games in the franchise wym "overrated" 😭

#they've gotta be butthurt it got 3 games #also saw someone whine about how it shouldn't get a remaster bc ''other ff games deserve a chance'' and i was baffled #xiii and xi are the only mainline ff games that aren't on modern consoles what are you talking about!!!!!!! #i shouldn't be reading random men's comments on ffxiii omg it just makes me peeved lmao #final fantasy xiii #i gotta ramble real quick abt how we don't have a remaster yet actually #it bugs me when people act as if it's because ffxiii was some huge embarrassment for square and that they want to bury it #when it actually sold super well #and lightning became one of the most iconic protags in the whole franchise #not to mention that xiii got TWO SEQUELS that ALSO sold well #AND the combat system has influenced modern ff titles #square doesn't hate xiii omfg get real #but that does make it even more absurd that it doesn't have a remaster yet #some people think it doesn't need one since it still looks so damn good #but it's not really about that lol it's about accessibility and letting it reach a new audience (the pc port is too broken seriously) #something tells me it's because the crystal tools engine was so much of a pain to work with but idk they haven't really explained anything #either way it just annoys me when people claim xiii doesn't deserve a remaster bc ''no one likes it'' when that really isn't true #and calling it overrated is beyond insane

[galedekarios]

g*le: im not sure i consider myself father material

g*le: quite good at setting relationship boundaries and speaking up abt them

g*le: never mentions wanting kids / actually has / adopts a kid unlike a plethora of other companions

g*le: shoos t*ra away at the mention of grandchildren

fandom: we just don’t have enough information on how g*le really feels about the topic of fatherhood

#just hc and be free #idk who needs to hear this but you don't need canon validation to have hcs #there's no need to act as if there's nothing in canon that indicates how he feels or that he doesn't know what he's talking abt as a ~40yo #bc we do have all that and nothing to indicate the opposite #it's kinda something tho to see all canon instances of a cf character confirming that he is indeed a cf character being dismissed #look i have one ( 1 ) poly hc for gale (karl/gale/alton bc they are special to me) #i know he's not in canon and i'm not going to argue for it and it's all good i make it work for me #it's not a bad thing and you're not terrible for it #text: personal #ch: gale dekarios #vg: baldur's gate 3 #series: baldur's gate #tbd #discourse for ts #i mean not really but you know #if you want to filter that out (((':

[oceanwithouthermoon]

i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,

if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."

i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,

i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason

#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions #ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person #if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully #that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is #not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion #yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something #like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi' #I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad #honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner #and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion #and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully) #but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ? #im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them' #have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf #its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!' #LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333 #ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious. #MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions #ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol #being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless #but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy #and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize #ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people #so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3 #i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE #watch nobody read this fr #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #meows post

[puppyeared]

i wanna post my skip to loafer art but i cant do it knowing ppl are gonna put it on tiktok and pinterest bc itd be like. bringing an invasive species ykwim

#my meds just kicked in so im feeling talkative but truly idk how to explain it #its like. with anything else id be more than happy to introduce it to ppl like monkie kid and mp100. witch hat maybe but its personal to me #but skip to loafer is special to me. and i feel bad for saying this bc other ppl do deserve to watch smth they will enjoy #hell the reason i got into it was bc my friend was kind enough to lend me her copy and i got hooked #its so ironic im saying this esp given how insecure i am abt depicting characters wrong. but i really dont want to look thru the tags #and see them on a 'can i copy your homework' tier list. or ppl getting mad abt why egashira mitsumi and shima cant just be a throuple #its just!! i wont stop you if thats how you like to engage with the show or how you interpret it bc ill just ignore it and leave u alone!! #and theres no objective wrong way of doing it!! and i know that interacting with the work is what forms a community after all!! #but keeping it tight knit is just easier for me bc nobody has to worry abt making each other laugh and we can enjoy it for what it is #fully aware im saying this as someone whos drawn monkie kid art with text post memes and owl house draw the squad templates #but at the same time i just. dont want to explain myself or give ppl reasons why shima and mitsumi are ace coded just bc it 'feels right' #fandom is a communal thing and it feels so hypocritical thinking this. too many conflictng thoughts that idk what to act on #yapping

[palms-upturned]

Like three of my coworkers in the past month have tested positive for covid, every day I see new ppl on my dash mentioning that they’ve caught covid, every day I see and hear from ppl who have come down w something that looks like covid but the test came back negative but also they can only afford to test once bc tests aren’t free anymore and the more accurate tests are also more expensive so there’s no way to know if it was a false negative, and yet nobody masks anymore. hell world hell world

#meg talks #like i feel like im losing my mind. i will admit that ive probably gotten too bold abt going out in public #but at least i never go out without wearing a clean n95 #and then i immediately look around and see no one else is wearing one and im like well fuck me i guess. #i refuse to get on an airplane or have anyone come visit me via plane bc fucking every time someone ik gets on a plane #they come back with covid #and i just keep thinking back to the start of the pandemic and the efforts to flatten the curve #and how if we’d just fucking. done it. if the lockdown wasn’t lifted so fast. we could have killed covid #instead we’re going on four years of this. and ppl just act like life is normal again #well it’s not normal for me. catching covid could ruin my body and cost me my job and then what #but nobody cares bc most precautions protect other ppl around us more than they protect ourselves #and nobody gives a shit abt the disabled #nor do they want to think abt the fact that they are one covid infection away from being disabled themselves

[dollsuguru]

bestie!sukuna my beloved <333 SUKIE ILYSM KING

#stream of consciousness writing that’s why it’s super clunky and doesn’t make sense but this is the gist #obvi need to rework this major but it’s so funny how the first thing i write abt the fic is bestie!sukuna :3 #in black is the color i mainly talked abt suguru and his friends in passing but not at ALL about reader’s #but reader’s best friend is sukuna bc i genuinely think he’s the most loyal ride or die friend in history & vice versa #he may look mean he may act mean and he may BE mean. but he loves reader so dearly #i can’t wait to go into their friendship more AHHHHHHHH :3 #can’t wait for the suguru sukuna interactions #me saying this like i’m not the author NDNDNDDJDNDJDJ #snippets #personal

[fleshdyke]

#csa warning for tags #ughhh ik i was just talking abt this but man. Man. constantly bullied as a child + raped as a child is a brutal combo huh #completely irreversibly fucked up sense of intimacy. i dont want to have sex with anyone i dont care what ppl think of me looks wise but i #also care more than anything and want people to want me so bad #like when ur only experience with anyone at all finding you desirable is being raped at 6ish. fucks u up man #was constantly told by everyone i knew that i was undesirable from day fucking one. i was always the one ppl would dare their friends to #'ask out' bc everyone thought i was that bad. i never had those rumours of 'some boy likes you' without people laughing in the background #all of my friends. even the ones that were also weird kids and bullied etc etc always have stories of other kids having crushes on them or #whatever. and i just never had that. it feels like i missed out on something important #i want to be pursued by a guy i hate i want them to not leave me alone. i want to feel like im in danger. and i know how fucking disgusting #that is but i cant help it. like i feel like thats the only way im going to feel normal and wanted like theres not something inherently #wrong with me. and i know how dangerous that is but its not like it matters anyways bc still no one likes me at all. #and i know how stupid of a thing it is to obsess over like what am i 9 years old? but i just cant get it out of my head #like idk i feel like the only way im going to actually feel desirable at all is if someone tries to rape me again. or if i feel like i have #to worry about someone raping me again. i know i wouldnt feel that way if someone was like. nice about it. #bc if someone genuinely liked me and was a decent human being about it i wouldnt be able to see it as anything other than faking it for pit #i wouldnt be able to believe it. even if i wasnt waiting for them to drop the joke and start laughing at me i would always think it was jus #an act bc they feel bad for me. the only way i could ever think it's genuine and that i'm desirable at all is if someone sexually #harassed me. like idk how to explain it but thats the only way i could feel desirable at all #bc it's the only way i've ever been desirable. when i was a kid. #and it terrifies me so bad bc i know how fucking disgusting that is and how self destructive it is #but i still feel like i dont even have to really worry about being assaulted. bc i still believe im completely undesirable at my core. #i dont believe i could be desired so i dont believe i have to worry about being raped. bc no one would want to anyways #rambles #vent

[spaciebabie]

oc brainrot time feat. more of the Worst Siblings in the World™

fun fact! all of the gem siblings have curly blond hair but spinel and citrine dye and straighten theirs. thats not important tho so dont worry abt it

you best believe that when citrine and spinel work out tagether, citrine complains the whole time.

#artists on tumblr #two #ocs #oc: spinel hino #what are they talkin bout #oc: citrine hino #they're not talking their arguing #something abt how if citrine wants more endurance when she works out she should stop smoking #'nag nag nag nag‚ that's you' -citrine at spinel #'you're 19 stop acting like a child' #'oh yeah well why dont YOU get off my fuckin back about what i should and shouldnt do. why do you even care' #drew these as warmups yesterday #original characters #the war organization #i dont really like that sketch of citrine i drew >_> the 1 w/the axe #idk it looks so wrong 2 me #i was drawing from reference too so it was a bit frustrating #ah well #i tried my best #they bicker so much #wow good job guys! really setting a good example for your kid sisters! #oops forgot a tag #oc stuff #spacie scribbles

[theloveinc]

Shinsou needs you to look at him so bad but also can't keep eye contact with you at all

Whore. Vying for your attention like a child only not being able to handle it cuz he's really just a baby deep down.

And you already know he can give the most dangerous pair of bedroom eyes if he really wants to, just has never liked someone as much as he likes you to actually want to use them seriously.

I feel like it's funny because, before you start dating, you think the reason he can't look you in the eye is just because he's aloof and doesn't care, but after you start, it's frustrating because it's so intimate and lovely and he still can't bring himself to do it! Despite always needing to be in your vicinity or up in your business, turning away the second you acknowledge him.

Getting-all-flustered-ass when you pay attention to him like he's not staring/glaring down everyone else... Yes, I would be kinda Pissed.

(It's really just because he's shy. Being all sexy and intimidating to keep people from thinking they can get all close to him.

The first time you go to the club together as a couple, you catch him giving sexy eyes to a guy chatting him up, and the second you walk over to confront him about it, he's melting under your gaze and ignoring the other person altogether... embarrassed and squirmy at the thought of you being mad at him but needing you to know it's just because he loves you so.

He just can't help it!!! And now the stranger is mad that you got him so easily... bamboozled.)

#shinso #I AM NOT DOING MY WORK THAT IS WHY I AM HERE #I AM SO NERVOUS OH MY GOD #anyway u know like #he's one of those guys where being intimate is kinda easy when he knows the person isnt gonna actually get anywhere #but the second youre touching his arm and looking him in the eyes and saying his given name he's like #OH SH*T !!!! I CAN'T DO THIS!!! //in a pos way cuz he loves u #and its weird bc u dont know whats happening?? u thought he likes u??? #but he's just not used to such sweet affection #and it takes him a couple... months for him to get settled with u and be able to cuddle without getting shy #and yes he teases people with that #acting like he's gonna dom someone's *ss until you walk over and he's the sweetest man ever in the whole world #and blushes at ur every word #tbh idk if this makes sense i just have a particular vision of it + him that i want to portray #its really surprising how much ppl love shinso but don't talk abt it #sigh #caitie things #anon #gen

[secondchoice-ragdoll]

#T's “what did u call me? do u think whatever that is is hot? okay then good” #i love the tour pic above K! #and i love how they r still plucked abt not being in Dune2 #K the avid winker... #its so cute how T is featured on this album of K's too😭😭😭 #T wants to be left alone (on the phone) on her bday and K wants attention... well... ((once again relating to K)) #T looked at Ks belly in a suprisingly like? soft way? idk i might have hallucinated that but who knows. #fuck whoever didnt visit K when she would have wanted them to. #its sweet how T visited her! (srsly cant u just communicate who wants what in this situation so its no suprise? ik its hard for them but😭) #T describing Ks party attending habits!!! they know each other soooo well🤭 #aaagh how they have to act like they cant easily spend 2 hrs together having fun when they literally cant wipe the smiles off of their faces #(lesbians..... lovesick idiots.......) #oh they r always facetiming! so adorable :( #T was so excited that they r linked! like girl u do not need more confirmation for that research do u?😭 #K watching the pod...... my heart...... #why dont they just sit closer if they will reach across a whole fucking room to touch eachother?? like it sounds easier for me but u do u! #i really get a kick out of K mentioning TRHPS anytime she does it bc ik it was such a big thing in Ts life and ugh😭 #constantly praising each other😭😭😭😭😭 what if i start sobbing huh #well maybe T is trying to get K to learn how to flirt so that she can practice on her? just an idea?😁 #K putting her leg up on T?????? hi what? jist sit in the other's lap u creatures... its okay we can all look away for a sec if u need it... #their art! i fucking love it! both of it! its art at its finest🛐 and id kill to see a collection of their drawings bc cmon they r amazing! #its cute how they r talking abt smth and then they go “oh wait we were there together!” #its almost as if they actually spend time hanging out😱 (dont let the police know!!4!4) #“if we were on DR now-” okay but why r u still dreaming of that miss T?🤭🤭🤭 (who could blame her) #them watching the movies the other one recommends is the closest we can get to them watching an actual thing together (outside of NF) #also im so happy T spent time w K on her bday :((( #trixie mattel #katya zamo #tbatb #the brians

[hightaled]

wait hello?

#im watching this only now cus of this guy who i just realized THREE of my friends have/had a crush on #anyway its SOOOO GOOD BRUH #its so pretty and artistic and all these religious motifs #THE SHOT WITH VI UNDER THE BLOODY WINDOW LIGHT.. #im obsessed with how human everyone looks #like jace's big ass chin. altho i was wishing his mom looked more like him. but also like the white hair streak says sm #jinx's movement is sooooooooo good its so unique and u literally understand her like i get her #also the voice acting augh.. all the crying scenes are so good #powder just as little girl. i feel her tbh. im so.. #i love the plot so bad im going crasyy #but im forreal so obsessed with the character designs its so good its sooo. its so.. like idk their personality shows so much idk.. #like the goggles? augh #fuck its so good. the themes. #rex.txt #arcane #<- i intend to talk abt this more.. #wait no sorry jace's chin isnt big its just so normal like its so perfect. but his mom's chin does look short in comparison

[akuma-tenshi]

not to be a hater but i'm very happy that ada and emil won ds in different years bc now they have to be separated during nymph awards. keep them across the room from each other

#real talk though i've been thinking abt how deduction star / nymph awards are like. framed in-game / in the lore #n honestly?? just sticking a bunch of characters together at a fancy awards show / party #is such a good opportunity for hijinks #let them be silly!!!!!!! #let ithaqua sit in the corner all broody and spooky and then grace and galatea come over with cake and he just lights up!! #let norton follow luca around the party like a lost puppy!! let emil cast longing looks at frederick from across the room!! #let memory show her dress off to everybody!! let them tell her to do a little spin bc she looks really happy watching her skirt poof out!! #let emily act like a proud mom around emma!! let joseph act like he's above everything while secretly really enjoying himself!! #i love this setting sorry #rambling #silly circle

[raytm]

before I go to sleep I must quietly say that izuru / hajime deserve scars from how invasive that operation must have been send tweet.

#also ?? #his humanity is very ??? very twisted #I would have to revisit a lot to even begin talking about it but #alt control deleting all of what made him a person to make storage room for the #100099 gigabytes of talent they have to plant into his head #I like to think abt how strange he acts even around the remnants after they do the yipee save the world or whatever thr DR equivalent of #that is #HE IS ALWAYS unsettling even when he looks like hajime #ooc.

[1punch]

tfw your grief is so crippling it destroys planets and stars without even caring

#tfw the most precious person in the world is gone & the world doesn't matter anymore so much that you go on a rampage just breaking it apart #i think this is pretty obvious but i gotta say this chapter is literally my roman empire and #there is no point trying to spoiler tag abt it cuz I'll be talking abt it all the time fr #and i wanna try a verse where saitama doesn't forget what happened... #how antagonistic he acted ( AND LOOKED ) in there was absolutely maddening #saitama's “THE HERO” loss & how it results in immense destruction vs garou's “THE VILLAIN” loss and how it fixes it ?????????? #the moral ambiguity the /fear/ the INSANITY saitama borderlines becuz of how stronger he got becuz of ANGER. becuz of grief!!!!!!!!! #THE LACK OF RESPONSIBILITY ON SAITAMA'S PART ??? he almost destroyed all of earth ( AND ITS PPL ). he doesn't care he just wants genos back #so what if he is a possible threat to all of the universe ???? let him have nice things gdi #sorry abt rambling in the tags I DO NOT have coherent thoughts abt this I can only Scream. #fucking depressed egg man wants to feel something huh. this is what happens when he does ig #⋆ ★ 【サイタマ】 : ̗̀➛ study.