#aavara

[meyhew]

HI SEED, how are u 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 Could u please recommend me some books 🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️

HIIII RII im kinda sick ngl but yes of course i can <3

novels:

giovanni’s room; james baldwin ★★★★★ i havent read a ton of classics (that i rmbr and/or outside of school) and im working on changing that but this one is soooo good. trust me

a place for us; fatima farheen mirza ★★★★★ hands down my fav novel ever. it hit something so deep within me i cant even think about it without feeling every emotion possible (and i do ask ppl to lie to me if they dont like it)

yellowface; r. f. kuang ★★★★☆ i only finished this a few days ago and it was very good! the social commentary might be a Little too on the nose sometimes but i think it’s needed for a lot of people considering how many (white) readers missed the point completely. only reason i didnt give it 5 stars is it’s not like... emotionally devastating like everything else on this list

sharp objects; gillian flynn ★★★★★ mommy issues galore. small town girl grows into a pathetic loser woman and for someone who loves pathetic women this was absolute gold

transcendent kingdom; yaa gyasi ★★★★★ also mommy issues galore but in a very different way. wonderful weaving of science and faith to grapple with the death of the protag’s brother

a thousand splendid suns; khaled hosseini ★★★★★ this is perhaps a basic rec considering it’s quite old but it stands the test of time and i only read it last year so it’s fresh for me and i think it’s insanely good and one of those books everyone should read at least once

luster; ravel leilani ★★★★☆ i dont actually remember a lot about this one. i read it in 2022 and it’s very very character driven so i enjoyed the prose more than anything

one day; david nicholls ★★★★★ yeah yeah everyone’s talking abt this now but it is genuinely such a gutting read. ruined me for days. it's also one of those rare ones where i would 100% recommend watching the show for as well

poetry:

i dont read a lot of poetry but i've been reading More of it lately so here are a few just in case u wanna check them out

date & time; phil kaye ★★★★☆

patricide; dave harris ★★★★☆

the history of forgetting; lawrence raab ★★★★☆

bright dead things; ada limón ★★★★★

mistaking each other for ghosts; lawrence raab ★★★★☆

#and i would LOVE to hear what u think if u do end up reading any of these #aavara #answered

[drblogg]

APPARENTLY I DID NOT SUSBROCE TO YIUR SUBSTACK?????????????????

:000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 (deshdrohi)

#aavara #answered

[officialkendallroy]

Happiest Birthday 🌈🎂!!!!!!! hope you have the most wonderful day ever <33333333

thank you so much rii <33333 !!!

#asks #aavara

[spicyspell]

DINNER W/ STRAHD: Everyone's little outfits under the cut!!!!!

Guys our next session is dinner w strahd im pissing my pants. Feel free to use any art of the NPCS for your campaign, please credit me though!!!

RAVENLOFT RESIDENTS:

STRAHD

RAHADIN <3

LUDMILLA

ESCHER

VOLENTA (She's Strahd's Surrogate daughter in our version)

ANASTRASYA

THE RAVEN CAVELCADE/ THE PARTY:

ISMARK

IREENA

THEODOSIA

YELAN (my pc hehehehehhehehe)

UNSTABLE HIGHER POWERS (not cannon to source material but I love them so):

DESADORA

VAASTUS

AAVARA

I've had these in the backburner for a bit while we've been waiting for dinner time, and it's really rewarding to see them all in one place.

Lets hope I actually survive dinner though....

#artists on tumblr #digital aritst #art #digital art #doodle #dnd5e #curse of strahd #dnd curse of strahd #curse of strahd npc #ocs #not my ocs #dinner with strahd #strahd von zarovich #strahdposting #castle ravenloft #ravenloft #anastrasya karelova #escher #anastrasya curse of strahd #escher belasco #volenta popofsky #dnd npc #dnd pc #dnd cos #ludmilla vilisevic #ismark kolyanovich #cos ireena #ireena kolyana #Yelan Lonarach #The Raven Cavelcade

[violentdevotion]

9 people you’d like to get to know better!

tagged by @h-isforhome mwah mwah mwah

list 3 ships you like: peter & catherine (the great), tommy & kathy (never let me go), rose & roha (rose tide rising) (this was harder than i thought actually since i paused my tv watchinf it's hard to care about a ship in a standalone movie i think and none of the books ive been reading recently are rly ship worthy id say unless im missing a fun sexy underbelly in the east of eden fandom)

first ship ever: tenrose :')

last song you heard: (updating with every song i listen to while typing) famous blue raincoat - joan baez (cover), glue - phf, first love/late spring - mitski, blue flower - mazzy star, this must be the place - talking heads, heaven - mitski

favourite childhood book: obvs jacqueline wilson but when i was a child i mostly had short story/fairy tales anthologies that id read over and over and over again. i loved princess stories and somehow EVERY popular series (percy jackson, the maze runner the selection etc) or classic children's literature (the little prince, the wind in the willows) just skipped right past me. I was either reading roald dahl, jacqueline wilson or fairy tales.

currently reading: trainspotting on audiobook, the talented mr ripley on normal book (im actually in the middle of a lot of normal books rn and not reading any of them), the virgin suicides on kindle

currently watching: married at first sight australia 😭😭😭😭😭😭

currently consuming: music ???

currently craving: a day off work (i work part time, most of the week is my day off) + love :))

tagging the 9 mutuals most recently in my activity: @shirleyjacksonesque @mazzystargrrl @valueinn @aavara @kourtgreene @ohgodohfuckidontknow @twinprime @grubbygrrl @cowboystatic

#ameera speaks #tags game #mutuals tag #h tag #forgive me for taking so long 😭😭😭

[aavara]

Hello ri aavara coolest dude around how r u king 🗣️🔥

hi🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 i am doing as good as one can do when they have their end sems in 2 days🔥🔥🔥how r u🔥🔥🔥

#i ALSO had my first kissy #aurum tag #📬

[euryalex]

15Qs / 15 Mutuals

Tagged by the super amazing @shadowsofrose hiii i love u <3

Tagging: @nonbineraryitinerary @cobb-vanthss @captastra @roofgeese @detectivelokis @softbutchesbian @pyreios @mangosteine @fadedjacket @swingxilly @aavara @the-halo-of-my-memory @strangefable @ziorre @autisticbisexualemaskye

1. Are you named after anyone?

For the longest time, I didn't think so because my mom said she heard the name in movies and TV shows a lot and liked it, but apparently I am named after a lady in the nursing home my mom worked at!

2. When was the last time you cried?

Uhhh I think I had a mental breakdown earlier this week?

3. Do you have kids?

I am kids

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't? I swear, my speech pattern changes in phases. Sometimes I use more sarcasm and sometimes I don't use any at all!

5. What’s the first thing you notice about people?

I am one oblivious bitch. I don't notice ANYTHING. At most I notice whether or not there's an instant connection.

6. What’s your eye color?

Grey

7. Scary movies or happy endings?

Scary movies WITH happy endings

8. Any special talents?

Uhm. Not exactly a talent but I Sense things. For example if I'm about to receive an e-mail. It's a gut feeling, y'know? Like when I'm commissioning someone I'll have a gut feeling they're about to send me an update and 99% of the time it's right - if it's not, it's a friend of mine who got an update xD

9. Where were you born?

Belgium

10. What are your hobbies?

Video games, art, writing, reading

11. Have you any pets?

No :( Although there's a silverfish in the bathroom who refuses to leave - does he count?

12. What sports do you play/have you played?

... Pretty much none? I used to dance (professionally) for a year and a half when I was 8. If I wasn't depressed and mentally ill, I probably would've done badminton or hockey professionally.

13. How tall are you?

5'8" I think.

14. Favorite subject in school?

I'm a high school dropout for a reason :/ (jk it was English and Art first, then Math, and now I really love the web design class I'm taking!)

15. Dream job?

Video game design! I'd love to do concept art stuff but there's only one college nearby that teaches video game design. I'm also kinda scared because what if I'm not good enough, what if it's not the right job for me? Plus nightmare stories you hear from people who do art professionally :///

[appsa]

@blackvestals and @furiousfinnstan tagged me to post 9 movies i watched for the first time in 2023 so here they are!!! Thank u for tagging me besties ily ❤️❤️❤️

Tagging @murghmalaitikka @aavara @warmcheesybread @post-brahminism and anyone else who wants to share!!!

#actually v happy that there r a good number of malayalam movies on here #need to watch more

[supermarketcrush]

tagged by luna @bloodcoveredgf mwah i lov u <3 here r 10 songs from my on repeat playlist on shuffle ^-^

everybody wants to love you - japanese breakfast

two of hearts - stacey q

gay thoughts - the growlers

bonfire - childish gambino

drew barrymore - sza

BOOGIE - brockhampton

浴室 - deca joins

come a little closer - cage the elephant

please please please let me get what i want - deftones

DOGTOOTH - tyler, the creator

i tag @wikipediagf @cousingregbf @rawsgaydad @vancouvermp3 @aavara @thefame2008 @autism69 @calculustics @firefliesinhollywood @eastgaysian @newskinfortheoldceremony1974 @inejghafabf @soulmvtes @arunima @doradotcom and everybody else i am very shy and afraid when it comes to tag games

#teehee thank u luna for tagging me!! #mutuals tag #tag game #i think. this is a little mainstream. but that is okay #also my spotify on repeat is never accurate at any given moment bc i loop like the same 3 songs at a time #so i end up w songs i havent repeated in 2 months on the list ie drew barrymore

[meyhew]

Hi seed ^_^ hope you're having a nice day💞

have actually had a pretty horrid day so far. some mf came in to work and dropped 3 bottles of starbucks coffee on the floor so i had to pick up all the glass shards and clean our floor 💆🏽‍♀️ it can only get better now tho! i've ordered myself a chicken sub for lunch that should be here soon 🫶🏽

#aavara #answered

[doradotcom]

tagged by @woodnrust to shuffle 10 songs from my playlist hiii mariano thank uuu <3

how to disappear completely - radiohead

riders on the storm - the doors

interlude-the trio - lana del rey

dazed and confused - led zeppelin

the child is gone - fiona apple

space oddity - david bowie

the ghost of you - mcr

knives out - mcr

gutless - hole

last words of a shooting star - mitski

tagging: hiii no pressure @aavara @violentdevotion @mielnah @ouroborosmotifs @kafkaguy

#i love how i got radiohead twice and a multiple hour long playlist 😭 #also we both got space oddity ahh!!!!! #ive gotta start actually doing tag games this was so fun thank uuu #tag games

[zehnhaseeb]

the way desi urls are the cutest ...... i love u pyaarisms i love u ijaazat i love u baarishgf i love u baawree i love u pakistanis i love u qurbat i love u curryaboo i love u aavara i love u ikraar i love u iqraars i love u afeemi

#NOT talking abt 'desiblr' im talking abt MY desi mutuals <3

[machineryangel]

tagged by my beloved @brunetteg1rl !!!! thank uu sm<3

fav colour: pink and green!! 🌸💚

currently reading: ghostland: an american history in haunted places by colin dickey (i'm halfway through it, and i highly recommend it!!! i'm going to be posting more excerpts as soon as i finish it)

last song: arctic monkeys - too much to ask

last series: severance (i've only watched the first ep yet!)

last movie: soul (2020)

sweet/spicy/savoury: spicy!!!

currently working on: atm my wips are a uquiz abt haunted houses, and a digital portrait of a vietnamese mother & child (if i like how it turns out i might post it here w the reference <3)

tagging !!! @knivesgf @butterflybi @persimmonbaby @devpatelpdf @boystrap @polskiebagno @blackberrybi @limette @aavara @heartrat @breakfastbi no pressure love u beloveds mwahhhhh

#tag game

[violentdevotion]

tagged by @sawasawako to do 5 (random) songs on my repeat playlist !! (thank youuu ily)

baby can I hold you - Tracy Chapman

ain't no sunshine - bill withers

mama you've been on my mind - jeff buckley (cover)

the river - bruce springsteen

shampoo bottles - peach pit

thank you for tagging me again ❣️❣️❣️ tagging: @langueur @yunggravykinnie @aavara @slutforwings @icedchaigirllove and anyone else that wants to <3

#tagged in #tag game #dez tag #this was so hard bc i thought easy ill just pick my 5 fave songs and saw that wow. i love all of these 😧 #how is that possible. my repeats playlist full of songs i like #anyway so i just shuffled

[aavara]

RII AAVARA HAI I HEARD IT WAS UR BIRTHDAY TODAY OR YESTERDAY IM SORRY IT TOOK ME TIME TO FIND PW FOR HERE BUT I AM HERE TO WISH U NOW happy birthday king stay cool 4ever btw u r ultimate swagster😏🔥 [auru this side btw]

thank youuuuuu ^_______^

#aurum tag #📬

[subduingstew]

You can often tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to. Put your favourite playlist/music library on shuffle and list the first ten songs that come up, then tag ten people to do the same. No skipping!

tagged by the lovely @punkpuppylove <3

Serotonin by Call Me Karizma

Walking in the Wind by One Direction

Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen

Sober Up by AJR

Karma Police by Radiohead

I’m Henry the 8th by Herman’s Hermits

Blood Sweat & Tears by BTS

True Trans Soul Rebel by Against Me!

When You’re Ready by Shawn Mendes

Forget Me Not by Marianas Trench

This was really fun! Tagging: @aavara @dragonboypussy @iconoclasmic @spirytus-stawski @terminally-stressed And anyone else who wants to :)

#this list reads like whiplash #to be fair my liked playlist has been growing for a few years so some songs I haven’t listened to in awhile. still bangers tho #thanks for the tag!