#a scandal in tumblr

[consult-sherlockholmes]

You will always be the Real Sherlock Holmes. I’m sorry you were replaced by a fraud. It isn’t right. No matter how much John try’s to explain his point of view, he is very much in the wrong. I’m sorry for what you are going through.

~D🧛🏻🦦

Thank you wholeheartedly. I very much appreciate your kind words. It really helps to hear some encouraging words in those difficult times. And you can't even imagine how wrong it was. It's scandalous.

There is only one Sherlock Holmes, after all.

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[consultjohnwatson]

Hi John! Did you both sleep well at the Yard? (🤭) Did Gavin notice that you both spent the whole night there? (😂)

I didn't sleep at all, no. They kept us locked up! All this time they knew we were there!

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[atamh]

#Mycroft #is lonely #Tinder #Looking for someone #who accepts that I am #Married to my work #And that I don’t text elaborately #Where is my greg #Not John #that’s offensive #I’m not a doctor #I’m not a soldier #I hate blood #I hate legwork #Mycroft holmes #mycroft rp #mycroft roleplay #sherlock rp #sherlock roleplay #mycroft gif #Spotify #Bbc sherlock #sherlock #And I can type #a scandal in tumblr

[jaymesyourplaything]

TRANSPARENCY

ver they/them is sherlock he/him mod

john he/him is johns mod.

all purple are links.

hello,, i think to start this, i will have to be very transparent. this is going to push a lot of my comfort zones, and... well, writing this is going to... be very difficult for me. i'm sorry. if i give too much leeway, some friends may be upset. if i speak at all, i fear i'm losing some automatically.

but, i wanted to speak up. push myself. my friend gave me the okay, and along with bewitched they are both giving me the courage every day. 🥺🥺🥺

i struggle with speaking up. my co-mod was always the one who, spoke for me. in my life; i am very much a wallflower. in my personal life, people don't like how i am so very willing to see the good in people, even if they hurt me. this is because i was abused and neglected started from a young age.

due to my abuse;

i have a dissociative disorder

it makes it very hard for me to interact with people around me in my day to day life. whenever i am stressed, whenever i feel i should be quiet-i was conditioned well-or if anyone so much as changes their tones, i'll be gone. it's questioning when i come back, but it's often when i'm more comfortable.

so, when someone is out of line, or otherwise mean to me, i would dissociate, and often forget about it. my caretaker once commented on how i wasn't there mentally, i didn't have the ability to hold a grudge. it was not because of a mental deformity, but the neglect i suffered.

i was only ever "real" during happy moments. i would lose focus during un-happy moments. it was easy to create false memories, especially if all i had to go on was my (caretakers) retelling of any story.

my memories, my thoughts and feelings on people, are based entirely of whatever i can remember of them at that moment, and what other's tell me about the memories/people. my reality is easy to be altered. (which is why i stepped back so long, all my thoughts are based on my partner of 10 years, childhood friends who do not interact with this website or anyone in it, or some of my friends who have been helping me correct my behavior who have all stayed out of it for their general lack of like of drama and also it helps me tremendously to interact with the world "alone" and learn how to proceed in my life/process. alone as in they don't interfere, other than advice i ask for. mostly i'm saying i purposeful stepped back from ver and bewitched -and john- anyone involved and spoke to those not involved for my opinions here. )

the best coping mechanism we found is to be extremely grounded. the last year has become the best year of our life after we became aware how severe the abuse was and why i've been the way i have. (we as in my partner and i. we have been together for 9 years now. )

this is why i struggle keeping a narrative for long. i'll lose it, i'll go through various stages of understanding, or memory loss. my narrative is based on those around me and what i see, and other things i can trust. it takes awhile, so i can gather what other's think of what's happened around me, so i can base the truth off it.

(i stayed out of this because i couldn't just, listen to everyone when this is /my/ experience. hence why i talked to my partner, or other -childhood friends not related to anyone here in this space- about such topics for so long, or other trusted friends, until i could gather an idea that isn't biased from my friends. because i trusted john, it hurt a lot for this to happen, it was hard to believe, hence dissociation and why it took so long. heughhh... )

also, yes, co-mod

i co-moded this blog once. if you know who the co-mod is, please keep it private. we have since talked and he has agreed to stay out, he's leaving me to handle the experiences on this account. he has remained quiet by my request. he now has only commented on his own experiences on his blog, only. john never knew the identity of this other person, in fact i don't think i told him my identity either. we spoke as "i" or "we".

edit: gdi pookie i said keep it private wts

my co-mod quit the fucking whore

thats a joke i don't mind they quit. poor communication, i would dissociate and he disapproved that i was continuously supporting him [john] even though i was clearly, by my own mind's definition, in discomfort talking to him. i wanted to be a good mod, keep contact with the other mods. ): i didn't like how he treated people behind the scenes, gossip and stuff. devaluing sherlock for a long time.

my friendship and thoughts on john and ver

i don't think ver is emotionally manipulative, but i didn't think john was abusive either. john has certainly shown he has been abusive since the split at least, but it suspects he could have always been abusive.

john planned replacing sherlock with his friend, from early january at least, but i suspected it back around august 2023

he said early on ver would deserve being replaced. said mine would be a better sherlock once, said he was tired of ver's sherlock, supported the idea of the other sherlocks popping up since jan but said they were also crazy and not to talk to them.

but anyway, here's wonderwall

aka my statement

there are boundaries. revealing personal information about ver, at first in private (with me, who else could he have? ) and then later in public, or messaging them after they (publicly ) told him to stop. then slander, or public harassment (public attempts to communicate, or throw accusations at, or now accuse of sending anon asks without proof -turn off anon asks then john. ) i don't know what happened in private, but publicly john has continuously escalated a situation that ver has attempted to be quiet and respectful on continuously.

i ended my friendship with john because of his continued abuse towards ver since he abruptly and without warning replaced ver.

uh , last thoughts? and a message from me

john was a mean girl who decided to fully bully and harass ver now that ver was free.

ver is just emotional and reacted to johns /empty/ threats of quitting.

which again is mean of him, empty threats, he knew he wanted to replace ver, not quit lol

since he kicked ver out and cut them off, he has continuously reached out, even after ver requested he stop. he has no even made a new account (sherlockbbc-rp blog ) so that he could interact with us (we all had to re-block him, or otherwise ignore him ) since we all have been trying to move on

he is obsessed with ver, which is weird when john is the one who wanted ver gone. ver even tried to help john every step of the way (and wanted the same respect and help. ) which john refused. i believe ver and believe john blew them off until he replaced him, since he's refused my help in similar ways countless times.

i hope ver can move on and recover, they do seem really shaken up and shy because of this event, and john continuously just, escalates. now that we've all done statements, i want to help ver move on. i want to plan and plot more interactions, i want to help cheer them up. i hope johns friends continue to watch and take care of him too, but i honestly am happy i'm not one of them now. it's stressful. i don't need to be friends with someone who puts that much thought into slandering and harassing someone and has no intentions of growing as a person and stopping that behavior. i've been trying, and i'm sure most of my friends would agree i'm doing so much better. i am proud of my improvements, and i am so very proud of ver for moving on and taking all steps i would have. i am not proud of john. i am proud of me for leaving john. my friends are proud, it was difficult for me, very very difficult.

this was difficult to write. as said, in my personal life, i am too soft, too nice. last ex, i remember we talked it out and ended with me saying (so us agreeing ) we were both too immature for the relationship. in reality they were cheating and petty lol. i.. i am often harassed for, not... speaking up, for taking blame, for ending so many things on good terms. two people i respected a lot even judged me when it took me so long to cut john out of my life. it hurt a lot. i've withdrawn a lot, since then. i am excited to move on from this chapter of my life, and continue growing as a person, from poor behavior to just being more assertive.

thank you for reading this, i... i feel no one really cares, but a close friend comforted me, and reminded me that even if no one else cares, that my friend ver appreciates me helping. i was silent so long, partially their request, some was a mutual agreement between me and my co-mod, and a lot was processing... what was going on with john. please be respectful, please be patient with me. this was my friend too. this was ver's friend once too. thank you to my friend, thank you to my continued friends for always helping me in correcting my behavior, or just remaining patient with me during this journey the last year with my own personal growth, and thank you to bewitched and ver for giving me the courage and help to speak out in the first place. i love and appreciate all of you very much.

john, please stop trying to contact me.

#jay #a scandal in tumblr #mod

[bewitched-bullet]

Alright y'all. A crap ton of asks have been sent to my inbox/notification thing and I've been doing my best getting through them.

Just remember, I am doing this on my own time. And I jealously guard my personal time and energy.

Look up the tag: "a scandal in tumblr"

#answering asks #a scandal in tumblr #what a day #shit #what a week #sherlock

[sherlockbbc-rp]

Hello, consult-sherlockholmes & Co,

And this is why I left.

I honestly don’t mind receiving these sort of asks, because the only thing that matters is whether I enjoy what I’m doing and whether the majority of my followers enjoys what I’m doing. And I enjoy it so much more now, each interaction with my new partner brings a smile to my face.

And considering the increasing amount of followers, I assume the majority enjoys it way more now too.

John

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[myeyesblurry]

hi can you please show your conversation with John?

since im being bugged by john or harry sure

these are our conversations. as we can see we didnt really speak, before or whatever? he just came to interact, and show me screenshots. this is whayy i mean when john is the one still talking about it.

ill show the screenshots he sent me in a reblog, cant have more than 10 pics in a post.

we talked before like once or twice. similar story to what greg told, i asked to be janine and asked if they had a discord or something, to be met with "i dont know what mod/discord is." and then he sent me a post showing who was in the roleplay, so i took it as permission to join

i never messaged them again except when i attempted to help John when he was upset and not understanding sherlocks stance on not telling children to run away with strangers lol and he said i was too young to understand or something (30s is a baby appntly)

i eventually stopped posting because i didnt - feel connected at all to these peoplle. they didnt wanna talk so i was like lol bye. much like greg i wasnt upset i just, moved on. they'll proabbly call me a cry baby because i wanted communicatiom and they dont. 🥺

but yeah johns always, like, projected his feelings onto the character, his own perosnal opinioms, like running away with strangers to leave abusive parents. lol. i did that once it wasnt a stranger though we became close and dated for over a year before i left with them. i tried to tell john that every situation is unique, and he eventually softly agreed and never replied to another one of my messages again

until this, where he wants to get my attention to send me screenshots.

will post the screenshots in a reblog of what he sent me, with some more things blotted out. if i fuck up tlel me anything else that needs to be blotted man bc like, idk john said it but i dont need to spread it lol

#a scandal in tumblr #a scandle in literacy #mod post

[moriarty1234]

In response to this post, yup. All Shezza has been doing after the split is manipulating people into siding with him. I've seen this happen to a Tumblr user myself.

Shame on you, Shezza and co.

#a scandal in tumblr

[swiftie-sherlockian]

I feel so manipulated right now

@consultjohnwatson

So I just found out that criminalisticonsultant and myeyesblurry are the same person (no, I did not know this before) and knowing this I now see how manipulated I really was. And any semblance of sorriness I used to feel is wiped out now knowing this.

So as you may know I did have a bit of witty banter with Moriarty, with me using really clever lines I came up with (Ireland’s last remaining snake) and this may actually explain something. THEY COVERED THIS UP SOOOOO WELL. If you remember, Moriarty tagged a post as #pinned post but never actually pinned it during one of our reblog threads during the in-roleplay split drama (the alleged cheating) asking where the snitch police was. I reblogged saying I blocked them, on the assumption this referred to Blurry, who after I had reported Sherlock getting in Moriarty’s car to John had repeatedly called me out as a snitch.

Blurry and I were mutually blocked but on Moriarty we were interacting and I had no clue. (Moriarty is blocked now too)

So why did I block them on Blurry to begin with?

Well, before I created by old sideblog for the roleplay, something-of-a-sherlockian, I was still roleplaying via my main. This proved to be a bad idea because while having an in-roleplay convo, they slide into my inbox and start attacking me on my pinned post (saying they’re in my DNI and this eventually escalated into them using the r slur). After they said the r slur, I went into Messages and told them to stop. That’s when they did the whole “yeah I’m a bully and I’m high” thing with me which ended in us agreeing to not interact anymore.

WE AGREED TO NOT INTERACT ANYMORE.

And maybe I felt bad about it. Maybe I felt a little sorry? I’m not sure. But since I didn’t know they were Moriarty too, we were still interacting, and on Moriarty, they played dumb not knowing that Blurry and I had blocked each other.

Idk I just feel really violated and manipulated.

On another note:

#a scandal in tumblr #bullet gang not welcome #Spotify

[toccata-i-voir]

Ladies, gentlemen and other distinguished folks

This post marks the end of the #a scandal in tumblr discussion on this blog. I do not control anyone but myself and that is it.

This doesn't mean the end of the support of the victims of this mess of a situation - however, myself and others would like to move on with our lives both offline and online.

Should you need a shoulder to vent to, DMs and asks alike are options for you. I will not be closing the anons. Should hate or otherwise redundant messages come my way, I will simply ignore/delete as I see fit.

For anyone who wants to see everything for themselves and form an opinion, the tag mentioned above is populated by a variety of posts and asks surrounding the matter.

Anyways, I hope this matter hadn't been too big of a bother to everyone who came to this blog for the roleplay and puzzles. Expect Victoriya's story to resume shortly.

Toccata the Mod

#a scandal in tumblr #ooc #not rp

[consult-sherlockholmes]

Hey there Sherlock! I'm back! I hope you've been well and I hope you still keep up those awesome, braincell-revieving, scientific explainations about stuff like insects or arachnids like myself! 🕷️🥰😘😍❤️☺️😌😋🥳😉😁🥺🥹😳😭

I had noted your absence, and wondered where my second favourite arachnid had gone (the title of favourite arachnid still goes to @criminalisticonsultant, apologies). So your return is much appreciated. Welcome back, I had missed your questions and comments. But I will miss your old name, @shame-of-chimical. Reminiscent of better times. However, there have been some major changes during your absence. If you want to know more about it, I would advise you to read this post, some further information here, and if you have any more questions please direct them to my consulting assistant @veritassempervincit. But I do have some insects for you, as I have been bee watching last weekend.

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[consultjohnwatson]

Has the news been giving you any new nicknames latley?

Mafia Boss.

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[atamh]

You probably already know this, but your brother and brother in law are getting themselves into trouble with NSY.

My my, people are truly worried about you, @artofdeductionbysholmes. How was the floor?

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[jaymesyourplaything]

Unsure why Dump is insisting I didn't tell him Blurry is a character. Jay didn't know we blocked each other. Once Jay found out, she stopped responding to Dump as Jim too. Crazy concept, that. Respect.

Granted, I was extremely high and struggling to apologize for mistaking Dump for a rp blog. I would never purposefully harass a real person.

i'm only posting this because no one has ever asked if we had DID before. not until we told john about our dissociative disorder, though at the time we weren't diagnosed yet. we said we because there's just two of us modding the account, but also we said "we" when referring to us and the character, too. since this all happened dump has shown they don't have a great grasp on what DID is, so excuse their constant confusion on the subject.

other general confusion should be excused too because i had a stroke trying to read that too. but also yeah, i didn't realize at first, though some people are okay talking to me if they don't want to talk to kin. i get sad because i don't know what YOU DID SOMETIMES but it's not like i'm much better than you. there are people that don't like me but like kin too. then there's people that want nothing to do with either, and uh, i mean that's fine too.

i would like to point out that not wanting to be friends with someone because they're in a system is usually fine, if someone in the system is problematic or has dome something. (reminder that from their perspective i messaged them to slur them and then "act ignorant". of course they don't like me lol ) i love and appreciate my friends who is apparently 1 person in multiple coats (even though i'm the one who introduced them lol ) and love that they want to support and defend me, but i do find it beneficial to ignore people. it's lovely to want to educate them, but remember it's not your job. john was never interested in learning about DID and it's best to let him throw his tantrum over there, and if dump wants to learn they can too. i just don't think they are lol best to leave them to it ig but thank you ily.

and thank you (to general people kin is not supportive of me ever LOL ) for well wishes after john "doxed" me, i'm not sure why he did that still, because it doesn't add to the conversation. kin and i don't really talk about it on our mains nor would we really have to when i made a mod account to talk about it on. i don't keep them hidden because i have something to hide, i just didn't mention them because they were irrelevant? just like john saying kin and jay are the same person, i think he's just deflecting. ignore it lol thanks

#mod #jay #a scandal in tumblr #uwu #i miss the boops #bring the bop back #i delete my blogs every year or so for a fresh start and only just did it again this january #but the boops made me stop from deleting yesterday lol #(i just like my privacy ) #so now i'll be stuck here forever because i'm not getting rid of my BOOPS #<3 <3 <3 #i love them so much they are so cute #paw paw paw

[bewitched-bullet]

Huhh the group didn’t dissolve? Did they? 😭😭

The original rp group? Yes. John/Mycroft mod split from consult-sherlock and took Harriet with them. Molly and Mrs. Hudson have been MIA for months, I believe. di-greglestrade posted about his small experience expressing discontent and dissatisfaction and was mocked, belittled, and harassed. So he's out. Moriarty has been mum, might be MIA now. And consult-sherlock has asked that they (john/Mycroft) to leave them alone.

That's the briefest recap, ever

#a scandal in tumblr #sherlock #roleplayers

[sherlockbbc-rp]

I noticed something was off between you two long before 2024 started. I actually noticed you pulling away from Sherlock and in the end his manipulative attempt to keep you (the love confession). Thank you for speaking so frankly. There’s always more to the story and I my guess is that Sherlock has been horrible behind the scenes to you. Good riddance!! Don’t abandon your blog because of him! Please stay John. You’ve been the reason I followed you guys in the first place. Lots of love😘

Thank you so much for your support. It really means a lot!

I won’t leave. I won’t be bullied away, not by consult-sherlockholmes, not by anyone. Consult-sherlockholmes has shown how manipulative they are, forbidding people to talk to me or to talk OOC, gossiping behind my back, claiming I conspired against them while all I did was get out of this negative relationship (check their blogs- I am blocked but thank god people keep me updated). It’s sad.

The truth will always prevail, even if I don’t take part in their toxic game. What they are doing to the fandom is a disgrace and definitely not “Sherlockian”-worty.

Don’t let them destroy the enjoyment of taking part in the bbc Sherlock fandom.

John

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