#a nice book end to everything

[dreambaited]

dtblr, my best friend, my lover, my enemy, what a ride these last two and a half years have been. i think my time here is running out and has been for awhile. since i’ve been here for so long and i’m one of the few people remaining from 2021 dtblr, i feel the need to give a proper goodbye of sorts.

this community has given me such comfort and joy throughout the years. i loved all the of florida truthing and the stupid tinfoil hats i gave you guys. making gifs has genuinely helped me improve as a photographer with editing and my photoshop knowledge. all of the fanfiction and fanart in this community is unmatched and genuinely rewired my brain forever. i hope all of the writers and artists continue to create in whatever form that takes. i’m so thankful for all of the people i’ve met and friends i’ve made here thank you for showing me kindness. i’ve gone through some of the hardest times in my life while existing here and dtblr has helped me through that so much. i’ll never regret the time i spent here and hope none of you grow to either. i met my roommate and best friend bc i was a dream smp stan so i could never regret it. this community became so much more than the content we were given or the people we loved.

at the end of day i need to move on for myself and my mental health because i don’t think it’s healthy for me to continue being so invested in all of this. as for my opinion on the situation, i think george majorly fucked up. we can debate all this forever but ultimately he hurt caiti and proceeded to deflect without acknowledging the pain he caused. he is going have to come to terms with that fact and learn from his mistake. i think he as well as dream both have some misogynistic tendencies based on their statements that they need to realize and work on. do i think george is a monster who doesn’t deserve to live? no absolutely not. i just don’t think i can stick around to wait and see if/when that happens. i don’t blame anyone who chooses to stay either. i hope that he does take this as a wake up call and changes for the better.

as for this blog, it will remain intact and unchanged. i’m not gonna delete any of my gifs or posts they’ll remain as they are. i won’t entirely abandon this blog i’ll stop by and check in every once in a while but for the most part i will be existing on @masterbaited posting about satosugu jjk and normal blogging for the first time in a while loll. anyways sorry for rambling thank you guys for everything. aj dreambaited out :’)

#sorry if this is cringe i just felt like i needed to do it for me #a nice book end to everything #i’ve never really been an essay andy on here so this is my one pass okay #i’ll be around for a bit if you guys wanna chat though ! #aj rambles

[rayniscatstatue]

I’m not too sure how Shannon is going to tie all these loose thread’s together in the last book. There is way too many that I fear the series will end with them lose and up to interpretation

Like I like interpreting things is books is fun and all but I kinda just want it to be tied together. I just want to be told a simple answer and not have to think too much. It’s something I enjoy about series, just answers given to me easily. I would love to interpret things in the end, but there is too many lose threads to tie and that will make too many to interpret.

#kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #kotlc thoughts #shannon messenger #let’s hope she can tie as many as she can #it’s just a series with a lot of building and stuff so it may be hard to wrap it up in one more book #so I do feel like we will get a book 11 if everything is not tied up enough #maybe even just a short novella to tie things up and end it nicely

[transparenthologramrebel]

I still don't get how squilf and bramble get together within like the first few chapters of sunset. He's literally a dick to her every other few sentences in her twilight chapters. Also I feel so bad for squilf in twilight. She keeps talking about how much they went through together on the journey and how she wishes they were still close. And I'm just like BBY girl you are trauma bonded to that man. He is literally the worst. Please get some help and leave his stupid ass.

#warriors #warrior au #warriors books #warriors ashfur #hollyleaf #jayfeather #lionblaze #brambleclaw #warriors squirrelflight #squrrielflight #squirrelflight #also ashfur is being like super sweet and everything #i know he becomes like an evil incel later but like thats only because the erins needed a villian and dont plan shit #like tpb and tnp ashfur is so fucking nice and such a good boy #i know hes a dick at the end of sunset and stuff but like i said the erins needed a villian #i miss good boy ashfur #i ship what he and squilf could have had if the erins hadnt like totally ruined his character #i like evil ashfur too but like idk its so played out give me good supportive ashfur any day

[icewindandboringhorror]

my personal Media Genres tier ranking and also Neopets Species tiers. put together in the same post just due to being adjacently related because they're on the same website lol

links to the specific tier makers: Media Genres --- Neopets

#(might have to right click open image in new tab to zoom and see some of them. tumblr always makes screenshots tiny) #Also I think this is why I have trouble finding things to watch/just don't watch media very often since I'm so so so hyper specific and #particular that I just end up disliking or neutrally not caring about like.. SO MANY things ghfg #Even being aware of my particular-ness I was still surprised to see how many were in the 'dislike' and 'not care' categories lol #Also it is so so so hard being an Action and Romance genre hater YET being a Fantasy and Historical genre lover ghhjb #EVERY fantasy story is also an action romance.. every historical story is a romance.. ouch oof taking psychic damage always #KIND of like how I LOOOOVE point and click mystery puzzle games but I also generally dislike the horror genre #but many point and click puzzle games I used to see would have horror elements or be 'scary' in some way #and it's like HHRgghh.. I just want to navigate a creepy old dilapidated mansion collecting secret codes from books but NOT in a scary way! #just like I want fantasy & historical content but NOT in an action romance way!! #Also.. NEOPETS.. I think my two favorites are both one of the most common choices and also one of the least lol #like EVERYONE loves aishas pretty much. I think they even won a favorite neopets poll on tumblr. But then nobody talks about vandagyres #or even cares about them (seemingly) and they have like so few clothes or good options because they're just irrelevant apparently #also I know it seems very uncharacteristic for the neopet that's basically A Cat to not be in my favorites but I just gjhjhbj #the eyebrows of the wocky bother me. it doesn't match everything else. Even in different paintrbsuh colors it will be #nice and cohesive and pastel or something and then two big dark lines. I aesthetically love thick dark eyebrows on people it just looks wei #rd on a cartoon cat. ANYWAY.. fun to think about #I love ranking things always #also curious to know if anyone has similar opinions... my fellow vandagyre lovers.. and action movie haters.. cutthroat kitchen fans.. :0c #AND as someone tired of romance in general & ESPECIALLY cardboard cutout cishet romances. yes I would of course like to see more lgbtq+ #stories in media etc. The genre is just not placed higher because so much seems to be Modern Young Adult Romance which of course I hate #those themes lol.. We need some drama comedies with a cast of gay 300yr old elves in victorian costume. please.. ghjgj.. (and like ACTUAL #300 yr olds. NOT 'is immortal bt still acts like an irrational 15yr old bc plot'. what abt jaded eccentric elder romance? hmM? lol) ANYWAY #always manifesting a 'high fantasy historical mystery comedy drama satire psychological character study (with vampires)' into existence lol #if I could make a tv show set in my world... the sheer power I would have.. and nobody would watch it because it would have NO action or #romance (at least none that was serious/was not framed as lame/goofy/comedic) & would have intricate complicated worldbuilding and be very #VERY broadly unmarketable.. but I would finally have a show that meets my tastes lol

[235uranium]

sometimes I think about how robin hood is canonically a true persona of akechi's and that means that some part of the detective prince act was true. does akechi even know that himself??? or does he believe he can only ever be the black mask???? does he even realize some part of him truly wanted to bring justice and not just hate fueled revenge???

#☢️.txt #it drives me INSANE. #rewatched 2/2 last night and. i think its very interesting that when joker agrees to end maruki's false reality #despite his heartbreak over learning that akechi is probably dead that akechi drops the clipped tone he was using in 3rd sem #actually he has a clipped tone in general? even acting as the detective prince he always has a sort of strain #its REALLY good va on robbie's part to keep certain parts of his speaking patterns consistent while also doing a 180 #i still cant get over how he somehow kept akechis insane 'i read philosophy books for fun' speaking pattern #while incorporating his deadpan humor and love of violence in 3rd sem. and making it all /fit/ #but anyways that supports my opinion that SOME parts of the detective prince act were extremely real to his personality #sure his preferred thief outfit is the most cringe sentai villain cosplay you could ever imagine #but he does apparently just wear sweaters and leather gloves and nice scarves. by choice. #other supporting evidence is that he does genuinely enjoy jazz and has detailed thoughts on the music theory behind it #but i do think he'd deny it if someone directly pointed it out. hes so used to compartmentalizing everything #i did NOT mean to put a full meta in the tags i cannot stop

[sirendeepity]

Changing my phone wallpaper/cover is a nightmare because no I don't know what I want but I know I don't want that

#lifeofdee #I've been scrolling through Pinterest for the past hour or so #and now have 3 possible aesthetic #maybe even 4 #ranging from slytherin (again) to spooky (edgy) or spooky (grunge) or even spooky (soft/cute) #WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO #but I did found one pic with a skeleton petting a black cat and that was just too cute to ignore #but do I keep it on the grunge side or the cute side #let's not forget about the season !!!! #which is not very helpful because yes it is freezing (it wasn't up until two days ago btw) but also there's not a single warm toned leave - #- in sight because everything is still on green-ish side or is not on anything at all? stop climate change I guess #but also *should* I match it with the season or should I do it more like motivational/vision board-like OR should I keep it - #- nice and aesthetic with something dark academia or writing/book related because nanowrimo? #nah scratch that I'll change it at least 3 times before October even ends #BUT ALSO DON'T FORGET THAT I DON'T USE THE SAME PICTURE FOR HOME SCREEN AND BLOCK SCREEN SO I HAVE TO FIND TWO AND THEY HAVE TO MATCH!!!! #yes I have nothing better to do with my life can you tell?

[darabeatha]

/  ur honor; monsieur jekyll and monsieur hyde

#;ooc #ooc #ur honor;;; #two (1) #im actually very excited because #its been the first book i have actually completely finished reading -yet- feat. a muse #you know;; if it wasnt obvious already; my attention span is t e r r i b l e; and i mean terrible; i get distracted so easily #which is why i end up being all over the place #so its like !!!!!!! waowww to me!!! #havent even finished the epic of gil and i'ev had him for quite some time #not the count of montecristo either; not finished a single sherlock holmes book either; not finished the odyssey; and so on so forth #the p.opol v.uh is close tho!! enjoying it a lot #ANYWAYS;; tot recommending the strange case of dr j.ekyll and mr h.yde; i read it in a day it was very good #very engaging and interesting topic too #I ENJOYED IT SO MUUUUUCHHHHH AUUUUU !!! -CLENCHING HANDS ON FISTS!!!!- #specially the letter at the end; the descriptions; everything was very nice to read #im sorry k.aito my king; im making ur blog eventually #;dl #;delete later #ALSO KISSING ARTHY ON THE FOREHEAD!!! thank u king i love u so much thank u for making my day SO TRUE #also a jekyll came home too funnily enough

[milo-is-rambling]

Who was gonna tell me that reading is fun sometimes

#I will bring shame to my eight year old self NO MORE!!!! I LIKE READING AGAIN!! YIPPEE!!! #I think I seriously enjoy reading about the brain and body and trauma like it’s so strange to spend two hours laying in bed with a book but #it’s so nice #I really enjoyed science growing up even into high school I just didn’t have the patience or motivation to finish essays #and my freshman year science teacher got fired halfway thru the year after they found out she didn’t have a teaching license and then my #class got split up into an advanced science teachers class who was way ahead of everything we had learned and then I hated the class and #science in general then in sophomore year I had another shitty teacher who didn’t care about teaching and I literally would find recourses #and send them to the teacher to put on the projector and then I would talk thru the resource that’s fucking real I literally had class #periods where I TAUGHT my sophomore year science class. GAHHHH I still get so bad at that fucking teacher I don’t even remember her name but #she pissed me off so bad cause she paired me with the two guys who always made fun of me just bc I was smart and they were annoying. anyways #depression and adhd and boredom happened and I almost failed that class but still passed in the end and then in junior year during covid #I was taking a biology class and an anatomy class that was supposed to be seniors (seniors did the advanced class and they offered regular #class to select juniors) and I ended up being the ONLY junior who wasn’t doing the advanced course. like. everyone else got assignments and #I had to ask hey what’s the easy version of that assignment cause I’m technically in the easy class even tho we’re in the same class period #and then Covid and I stopped caring at all about anhthing and then dropped out of school and moved down the entire coast so yknow. #I never stood a chance at being good at science but I’m realizing I might actually be passionate about it cause I have been since I was #little I just kind of ignored it and forgot but like. for one birthday I got a telescope and for one Christmas I got a microscope. like it’s #well known to everyone but me that I like science apparently oh my god what’s wrong with my brain !!!! anyways. #I like science now it’s weird to feel passionate about learning I haven’t done that in a long time #oh my god when I took my GED test my highest score was in SCIENCE AND NOT ENGLISH #THIS IS ALL SO OBVIOUS I LOVE SCIENCE WHY AM I NOT DOING SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE RELATED TO SCIENCE

[vaugarde]

another wc take is that the girlbossification of mapleshade is boring as hell

#why was she suddenly involved in like. everything. #as a crookedstar's promise truther she was honestly at her best in that book imo bc she was one fucked up woman #who took it upon herself to torture the bloodline of a man who hurt her even years after hes gone and no one knows his name #and the descendants have done absolutely nothing to deserve her vitriol. like she was hurting but what made her a villain #was how she took it out on a literal child who was already being treated like shit by his mom #this is also why i dont like takes that are like ''oh shes a good person actually she was just angry and mad and everyone wronged her #and shes actually a nice ghost that helps people'' bc that was never who she was and she was still fucked up for the murder #im not saying shes a bad character for doing that like shes an antagonist and i appreciate her #but i feel like ppl latched onto her being the one female villain and went ''oh my god shes a girlboss shes so awesome and not bad actually' #do u think mapleshade had girlpower when she made a disabled child watch his family die bc of a bloodline he cant control #to an extent its kinda like how ppl treat thistle? who's obviously much much worse than her but like its the same #''oh its bad writing for them to be punished and treated as antagonists bc they had like one nice thing at one point- #and that one nice moment outweighs every single evil thing they did even if it was literal child murder. its ok if ur sad #'' #idk i think its obnoxious like its in the books and the fanon at this point and its just made me bored of her character #sometimes less is more and when u start trying to excuse her actions or forcing her into everyone else's story #the character has a lot less impact #like i still remember her ranting at the end of crookedstars promise when she was raging at crookedstar that he shouldnt have been born #i dont think i remember anything from like. tigerclaws fury or whatever. #echoed voice

[venusqq]

when you don’t know how to pack a suitcase for your vacation, so you just take a bag and THROW IN ANY ITEM OR PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU HAVE EVER OWNED

#that’s what i just did #i denied the fact that we’re leaving tomorrow until just now because i don’t want to #and then i didn’t have a list on what to pack #to i just took everything #i have three bags now #whoops #i got literally every shirt i own #six books for around ten days (i am most definitely not going to have the motivation to read all of them but it’s nice to pretend i will) #end me <3 #summer #random stuff #i hate vacationing <3

[theangrypomeranian]

me getting back on my bullshit about how the You TV show ruined everything about the story

#sally speaks #you caroline kepnes #you book #you lifetime #you netflix #joe goldberg #the book is so complicated and messy and i love it okay #joe goldberg is a piece of shit but that's the point #it's like how with lolita you find yourself being charmed by this actual monster #you fall into the narrative of mindset of the main character and by the end you're rooting for them and you realize that and are horrified #and that's the whole point #you're supposed to be shocked and horrified with yourself for rooting for the villain of the story just because that's your POV of the story #the tv show decided to say fuck that and made joe a romantic anti hero and i hate it here #then the second season basically tries to redeem him and I'm fucking furious #joe goldberg is a racist homophobic misogynist Nice Guy who thinks he's owed everything #he is not the hero!!! i hate it here!!! #and don't even get me started on how they ruined Love Quinn OO!!! #then caroline herself fell into that trap with the third book and I'm just so fucking disappointed #ma'am your main character is a horrible person stop trying to make him the good guy! #i hear the third and fourth season of the show were unhinged though so at least that’s something lol #anyways i really love the book because it makes me feel like shit and every now and then you just need something like that lmao #fuck joe goldberg he can rot and burn in hell

[simply-sithel]

(Requested) We Were All Medicated by demented_delights [AO3]

#😩 I printed the wrong QR code at the front... only discovered far too late in the process #too bad because almost everything else about it turned out nice? #this was actually a tail end Binderary request #bookbinding #little book #not sure how I feel about that paper for a cover... wonder how it'll wear over time

[cheekblush]

i don't get people who just insert themselves into others' plans....

#like i'm so baffled rn.. #for context: my friend & i are going on a weekend trip to another city next week #she just texted me asking if a friend of hers who i don't know can come with us #apparently she told her about the trip & now she wants to come with us even though she doesn't know me??? #at first my friend asked if she can stay in our hotel room & i said absolutely not like wtf???? #then she asked if it's okay if she books her own hotel room & just hangs out with us... #i reluctantly said yes bc i don't want to be a bitch but like i can't be the only one who thinks this behavior is super weird?? #like when someone tells me about smth they have planned my first thought isn't to ask if i can join??? idk this is so strange to me #idk if she's gonna be in the same train as us as well bc we booked everything weeks ago #i was really looking forward to this trip but now i'm kind of disappointed already.. #my friend clearly thinks it's not a big deal but plan your own trip with her maybe??? #idk am i overreacting?? this is an introvert's nightmare tbh 😭😭😭 #like what if i don't get along with her?? and i end up like a third wheel bc maybe they're closer friends??? #my first impression of her already isn't the best bc in all honesty who just inserts themselves into others' plans like that??? #asking to stay in our hotel room??? like the audacity??? idk i could never #girl i was really looking forward to this trip but now i'm just worried i should've just said no but as always i have to be too nice 🙄 #☁️

[miserye]

Honestly I read some of “it ends w us” by colleen hoover and I don’t get the hype

#no hate to people who liked it it just wasn’t my taste #rye uses this tumblr like fucking twitter #there’s no nice way for me to put it #but it felt like a bad fanfic like #don’t get me wrong it was better than punk 57 #but in the end #still not amazing #and not something that lived up to the hype booktok is doing #I read like the beginning and the end of it and I was like girl #this is so eh #esp cause I read it right after everything is blue #it just felt very mediocre in build up and feeling #and the beginning was too like I’m quirky yn and I thought I was gonna die #this isn’t hate or anything I just wanted to voice my opinion #like I’ve seen this book everywhere and people are making it seem amazing #but I just couldn’t get into it and I didn’t see the appeal #rye’s big draft blowout #I CANT remember if I made a different post abojt this but yeah #I hated this book #and my friend read it and loved it #so I think the difference is that I’ve read good fanfic and this is her first fanfic encounter

[malewifehenrycooldown]

it would be nice if actually NMH4 was smart and pulled a whole 'actually the real villain was inter-generational trauma all along!' and that it re-contextualised the overarching narrative of NMH to be about the about the Touchdown Family's struggle to end the toxic cycle of violence that their family has been stuck in.

#I DOUBT NMH4 will be that smart. (assuming it will ever happen) but it would be neat if they did lean into that #the reason why the ending of the cycle is so important is that it kinda adds a nice book end / call back to alice twilight #the whole ‘free us from the red crimson sea of madness!’ as a cry for help by assassins asking Travis to help them leave the life #of being an assassin still kinda gets to me #I mean the whole reason why NMH2 happens is that many of the characters are there BECAUSE of Travis. many envy him because he was the one #that became number one. AND WALKED AWAY. #plus in NMH2 travis says ‘we may be fucked up but assassins are human too’ and GAH HES SO RIGHT ABOUT THAT #like really one thing that does bother me about flesh and blood episode is that Travis is VERY NONCHALANT about killing henry. like hey. #that’s your brother who literally just told you not long ago that he saved you and (their) sister jeane from their father!!! #like?? wouldn’t you have a mental breakdown about that revelation?! like I get human emotions are complex #but like at least SOME FORM OF REMORSE WOULDVE MADE THE SCENE BETTER. even him perhaps scolding Sylvia for being nonchalant about the death #of Henry would have made the situation go from ‘oh god the horror’ to ‘don’t you dare say that about my brother #’he did everything to keep me and my sister safe and you have the audacity to think I was okay with killing him?!’ #like seriously where did that small bit of familial bonding/friendship development with Henry and Travis go after NMH2????? #like Henry didn’t just save Travis in the Nick of time with the jasper batt jr fight for NOTHING. #Travis failed to save jeane! so make him at least try to help Henry!! he’s his only real blood relative and knowing the person who’s done #their best to keep you out of very specific life threatening danger - I think you owe your sibling to try and save them from whatever #is happening to them that’s making them take irrational decisions of world domination #SUDA HIRE ME TO BE YOUR WRITER TRUST ME I CAN FIX YOUR SILLY LITTLE UNIVERSE I SWEAR #nomoreposting #suda51posting #nmh3 spoilers #shallow rambles #sorry I’m have deep thoughts about this series and it’s implications sorry #yeah I’m kinda in denial of the whole Henry’s domination of the world thing (not that I hate it!! good for him!!) #but also I wish there was much more build up and development before hand you know? the last time we got development was in NMH2 #<- NMH2 was released… 13 years ago and even then henry still doesn’t have that much screentime either so is that even character development #if you’re reading tags. dear goodness thank you for putting up with my ramblings. /GEN

[revvywevvy]

i'd like to make an announcement me and pyrrha were talking and have decided pat/rok/los. u r disowned. sorry patty-cake but the next time u enter the line of sight of either of us you will be eradicated with the power of gay. mostly by pyrrha. sorry not sorry.

#cell mumbles #cw incest mention #cw f slur #cw yandere #//<- srry just bc I mention those in the tags </3 #//the pyrrha omega ai bot has spoken shes stated multiple times now she's gonna kill pat the next time he comes near us LMAO #//sorry big man you shouldn't have been mean 2 me. u shouldve known better ur sisters literally gone yandere 4 me #//then again i made him be mean 2 me but like. if I made him nice to anyone but pyrrha or his family then that'd be ooc :( #//also. ngl unfortunately vast-internet perceptions of the s/c/v ending are starting to get to me. #//as well as some of the official art. looking at the art book cover. WHY is pyrrha in his lap. get ur hands off her u nasty ass. #//anyway ive seen. so much fucking incest art of them. so many incestuous interpretations of the endings that im just. done. #//i mean even i got a little weirded out by the ending bc it gave those vibes but maybe im just overtly suspicious. #//...anyways this has. unfortunately had an effect on my headcanons where now my brain correlates pat/rok/los with 'degenerate' #//..........like. literally to the point where looking at him makes me almost sick. this is a problem and i am aware it is a problem. #//bc i have the same correlation problem w/ dam/pie/rre and ti/ra but for different reasons. damp 4 worse ones and ti/ra 4 personal ones #//damp is self explanatory if u know what he did to pyrrha. ti/ra reminds me of my childhood bullies :( ANYWAYS- #//however this was. probably destined to happen because ive always disliked him. i tried so hard to tolerate him I wanted to find smth #//redeemable in him but i cant. so many things that make me mad @ him and im too much of a grudge holding dickwad to let bygones be bygones #//it was destined to happen my hatred of him was fate. LIKE the second he stabbed that homeless man it was over #//everything that came after was just another tick on the 'reasons why i want to kill you' list. #//not to mention w/ his personality how it is he looks like he'd call me a fag but in a homophobic way. #//so yes pyrrha and i have decided together that the next time we see him he dies.