#Wow this is so much sin

[moeblob]

"What's cookin', good lookin'?"

AKA I love how unhinged both Alfred and Bunet are and I want to study their brains.

#fe engage #alfred #bunet #alear #alear: wow these boys are insanely weird #also alear: i want to eat his vocabulary to study it #it was supposed to be like a modern setting thing so i threw alear in a hoodie in the first part #and i was going to draw alfred running on a track waving to bunet and alear for the bottom part but got lazy lmao #so here please take babies #i am beyond pleased with their support chain (alfred and bunet) because it is just one thing after another of yeah thats them #excuse me can i have a lick - of what? - your flower - you wanna eat my flower? - is that inappropriate? #yeah very normal conversation BUT ONLY FOR THEM #while alfred goes and asks another nations leader yo man whats your favorite muscle #and bunet guilt trips a criminal trying to atone for his sins into eating vegetables #they are absolutely the most kind menaces but still menaces #they care so much about people and their hobbies and they want to share their hobbies and love with people

[girlitfeelsgood]

so grateful to be alive at a time where taylor swift releases songs about masturbation

#we're all alive to experience this and I think that's beautiful #imagine telling someone this 10 years ago. or even 1. hell even a day ago. wow #girl I love you so much #taylor swift #guilty as sin? #ttpd #my post

[biomic]

so modest 😌

#goldon momotaro as a design didn't actually wow me the first time i saw it but i LOVE how asai carries himself in it #so much swagger and flamboyance. as if don momo didn't have enough of that already #insufferable. #kendrix morgan died for our sins #super sentai for ts #donbros posting

[lothrilzul]

New Inquisitor, who this?

Because I am a completely sane person I made Ifan ben-Mezd my next Inquisitor. Don’t worry, he’s not alone, he got his favourite Godwoken with him.

I’m pretty sure he has a good shot at fixing Blondie’s mess.

#;;I am disappointed at the lack of a silver fox hairstyle #;;or better beards #;;that first picture tho #;;ughf #;;for the record I'm not 100% happy with the face #;;but ngl it's good to see him up close #ifan ben mezd #;;when you miss husband so much you port him to your next game #;;if I knew how to mod I'd replace Dorian with Thenasto I swear #;;same energy really #;;but to see those scenes O.o wow #fandom: dragon age #fandom: divinity original sin 2 #divinity original sin 2 #dragon age inquisition #ifanquisition #inquisitor ben mezd #ifanquisitor

[lokh]

i willingly went to a bible study in uni cos i thought it would be interesting and they might actually get into analysing stuff. they did not

#they were doing like.... my high school level religion class analysis #i dont remember anything anymore but theyd try to lead me on to something and id be like Oh like this? #and theyd be surprised like wow yea. idr if i stated im not christian so maybe they were just trying to convert me #mildly disappointed. maybe they actually got into stuff in the study proper but it was very much #just extended homily you know. i did not escape mass just to experience it in the form of bible study #you know what i mean???? they werent actually trying to like. Study it they were just kinda. #pointing things out and saying thats proof that jesus wants u to etc etc #i was like does anyone here actually ask questions. apparently not #maybe thats just what bible study actually is and i just misunderstood it 😔 #i think my experience with the evangelical union on campus got my hopes up LMAO #told them i was buddhist back then and it was fun to talk about stuff they werent trying to convert me lmao #i remember they brought up the concept of dukkha and were like isnt that depressing tho #i didnt know how to be like girl im depressed lmao this is just an accurate description #i dont remember if i brought it up then but like cmon. like the concept of sin is any better

[microwaving-tesilid-argente]

you ever think about how reed managed to do the impossible and tear apart time and space and the first thing he does is to kill his younger self 🙃 and how he didn't give a quick and merciful death to his younger self? he repeatedly tried to give that version of himself, who knew nothing and was not yet hardened by suffering, the most long-drawn, miserable and painful death he could think of.

#s-class heroine spoilers #roast potato #how much do you have to hate yourself to do that #how hopeless and painful do things have to be that death is better than anything else #how did someone who held out on committing church-approved mass murder for so long turn out like this #you ever think about him and get miserable #thinking about the fallout of the magic republic dungeon burst arc and how he had a mini breakdown #'this is all my fault. bc i'm not strong enough. bc i sinned.' #i love that he takes things out on others (bandit boss) bc like wow haha self love! #but he clearly also hates himself. i'm miserable. #clutching my head why are you taking things out on your younger self. #i would've thought you would be your greatest ally #given that no one else is on your side. #i understand why he doesn't bother to comfort his younger self bc there's no point. he just wants death and quiet. #but why make his younger self go through all that first? #lies down and cries fuckk youuuuuuu

[eats-the-stars]

I feel like there are roughly two kinds of "painfully weird kid" that you can be during your K-12 school years. the first is your "I am trying so hard to be normal but I just cannot seem to hit the mark. there's just something wrong with me and I don't know how to fix it" and the second is the category I was in, which is your "everyone around me is so incredibly weird but they obviously can't help it so I will just have to accept this."

#being a deeply weird kid in school was definitely an experience #i feel like it's also heightened when you attend a private catholic school #there are just so many more layers of 'oh wow so this is...a thing' to deal with #like i honestly think the shit that private catholic schools do to a kid's head is worse for the normal kids #i was already at a point where i just accepted that my personal perspective of the world was radically different #and you really weren't going to convince me to start loving denim or perfume or makeup #so trying to get me to feel a bunch of religious guilt was also not going to work #i just added it to the long list of things that are important to most ppl that i just don't give a shit about and moved on #honestly being autistic in a private catholic school put me in a much better spot than a normal catholic student #the teachers would say something absolutely batshit insane #like telling us that 'mentally disabled' kids get a free pass to heaven because they have no original sin just like animals #(if u know ur catholic shit u can imagine the multiple layers of 'but wait!' involved in this statement but anyway) #and your normal catholic student would be like 'what?! for real! oh my gosh...but are you sure? oh you are. well...i guess it's true then.. #whereas i would be sitting there like 'wow that is...a wild thing to believe. also u were staring at me for that whole speech so...' #like yeah i did get involved in the heated debates because it was hella fun #but in hindsight it would be really fucked up to be an actual catholic kid in that school because jesus christ... #a lot of our teachers even had strong disagreements over belief shit and would make us all take sides #so it wasn't even like unanimous weird stuff pumped at us. it was like conflicting weird stuff #one intense divide i recall was the simple but highly controversial 'do animals go to heaven?' debate #most said 'yes' with or without conditions #one teacher said 'yes and also disabled kids' which was fucked up and definitely directed at me whenever i was in the room #like some kind of fucked up 'it's okay because you'll get a better life in the afterlife sweetie' kind of thing #while others were like 'ANIMALS? in my heaven? I think not! what did they even do to earn it?! nothing!' #students tended to also be very invested and distressed by the thought of no family pets in heaven #but also very conflicted based on the facts being presented by both sides and also which teacher was their favorite so...

[micamicster]

Having a public breakdown writing this condolence card because i insisted to my mom when we bought them that Simo’s favorite color was green and now I’m not actually sure and obviously I can’t ask him

#because of course he is the one who is dead. so #why are all condolence cards ugly as sin anyway #ugly as sin? wow i got all southern on y’all for a minute there thanks mom for instilling these phrases in me lol #I have waited like 3 weeks to send this card which is super fucking rude of me but :/ #friends please don’t worry about me too much because of this post I really am doing ok now i just needed to vent some frustration

[one-winged-dreams]

go fuck yourself, maybe! :D

#blocked blocked you are not free from sin #this is from someone on my WoW blog btw not here #fucking hate that shit so much

[seenthisepisode]

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#american horror stories unironically slap? those short one episode stories are done so well??? i am in awe because i used to love ahs #i saw every season and well lets say the last 3 or 4 were not.... very good especially double feature . new york city was good but i feel #like it would serve a much better story as a separate show maybe not a part of ahs franchise because of the theme of the season #but anyway not digging into that now. double feature had all the worst sins of ahs and they were so brought into the light in that season #very interesting premise but weak ending or lack of it (red tide was so promising and then.) #but it was a clear sign that maybe murphy wanted to tell shorter stories actually ......... and then ahstories happened????? and i am #catching up and wow?!!?!?! just wow!!!!!!! season 1 had 7 episodes and 4 out of them were very good and solid and i loved them #and the remaining three weren't bad either i just don't vibe with murder house really lol #and season 2 starts with dollhouse which is SO GOOD #and these episodes tie so neatly into the main series???????? wowowowowoww #great loving it here #personal #american horror stories

[moeblob]

sobbing at every heart event ...

#stardew valley #sdv shane #farmer koi #as someone who grew up thinking i would be fine with death at 18 #as someone who struggled so hard with connecting with others because everything felt suffocating #being able to tell shane that im happy hes here is like telling myself that and hoo boy im crying #the things id love to hear and the things said to me being options in the six heart event #really impacted me #as someone who related to no after plan in the four heart event because i still dont even have a real plan in life #just wow the flashbacks to being unhappy in school the thoughts of being condemned in sunday school #and the fact you can tell him its a sin as a reason to not roll off a cliff is just enough to remind me of how much that hurts #as if im so bad you have to try guilting me into living... gosh #shanes heart events are therapy for me to actually tell someone i relate to YOURE STILL HERE AND THATS GOOD #like does concernedape know how therapeutic its been to tell shane the things i wanna hear #anyway sorry for the possibly depressing tags that is why i kept them in the tags #watch me go back and just delete all the tags but yeah this has been emotional to see from a diff perspective #im so used to being shane that its wild to see what it might look like and its kinda crushing me

[gf-boyfriend]

Admittedly I don't know much about nirvana or Kurt Cobain but I feel like it should bother more people that people saw an outspoken feminist who had clearly been having trouble with addiction and his mental health kill himself and immediately went "it's probably because of his BITCH wife"

#suicide is still considered immoral/a sin to most people at this point but people idolize this figure so much they can't handle #the idea he'd so something 'wrong' like commit suicide #like wow way to miss every signal this guy has been sending you for like. a decade #like obviously the main issue here is misogyny but there's definitely something else happening there #i think it's something along the lines of #it's very sad to me #bc courtney love was clearly very distraught over his death and had to go through a trial by media while also raising a fucking child #suicide tw #suicide mention #suicide cw

[sapphic-woes]

Omgggg idbejene storyish time ig lmao.

#literally had that like...i dunno if anyone ever goes through this but sometimes i wonder if im just faking being gay #like maybe i just didnt try men hard enough or smth #and im just choosing to be sinful...etc etc.... #and like that just sent me into a spiral of remebering very clearly gay moments in my past to push that voice down as proof yk #and like i used to tell myself 'if i wasnt christain id probably be gay' like every. day. in middle school #CUZ THE GIRLS LOCKER ROOM WAS....IT WAS THERE YK.... #but i randomly remembered something even worse #that i had....almost like allowed myself to indulge in liking this girl #okok context #i used to just force myself to like a dude for the thrill of like...having a crush to talk abt yk? cuz its middle school and everyone has 1 #so i thought....i would do the dame thing to like...like take care of this??? #like if i just indulged for a little bit then i woukd take care of the issue cuz id know what it felt like?? and not be curious #so this...god fucking it WASNT THE SAME LMAO #i very much liked this girl and like essentially for a think like a month #just. crushed. freely. #like usually i would push the thought away fast but i was basically giving myself a treat #AND I REMEBER I GOT REAL SCARED REAL FAST CUZ I QUICKLY REALIZED IT WAS BACKFIRING AND THIS SHIT WASNT JUST A SIMPLE CURIOSITY #after that i kinda just buried it so hard....like i just didn't allow any daydreaming or shit just was so strict on myself.... #sigh wow i just went from: no brain stop questioning this again #to: oh my god??? what even was that??? #rambling

[pennyserenade]

the x-files has made me genuinely unwell. like i was not prepared to see two people be so wholly and completely in love and it has done awful awful things to me. they are the bone-deep, our love is fate and everlasting, i knew you before i knew you type of couple and it makes me dizzy in the head. he gave her the most intimate part of himself in the first episode - after having no one to trust for years, simply based on his intuition that this woman he once thought was a spy cared - and then he spent the entire series letting her unravel herself for him. she lost a sister and many lives she thought she would’ve and should’ve lived, because she loved him. they became everything to one another, in spite of the fact that they’re two vastly different individuals and yet it was soft and warm and trusting. i’m sick

#misc. #gay people love this shit because this is the type of pain u get from those weird homoerotic friendships #like wow that was the worst and now it’s a part of my fabric as a human being and i’ll live with it for the rest of my days :’) #i don’t think i’ve ever shipped two people together more than these two characters #like i ship them so much i consider it a near sin to insinuate they could ever be with any other person #the only way that would work is in a throuple situation bc those girlies are a package

[eruscreaminginthedistance]

The name of the rose is so brave to refuse to acknowledge that Anyone in the Catholic church is straight xD

#day 2 sext has me wondering #wow how could an order of monks who kiss sloppy style regularly have been tempted to sin so much #the name of the rose #umberto eco

[sir-snow]

I don't believe in therapy.

Let's just read Neitzsche and do kinky stuff together.

That'll be healthy, right?

#my thoughts on therapy are much more complex than that #I just know that 90% of people in every occupation just plain shouldn't be there #And I really don't feel like window shopping through a bunch of peusdo intellectuals #When all I'm trying to do is better comprehend my reality and my role in it #And the major-majority of therapists #That I've had personal or professional interactions with #Either just plain don't care #Are giving you that look like #“Oh god is this going to be the person that beats me to death with my own clip-board” #Or are just waiting for you to say something incriminating so they can involve the police #There was one older lady in particular I talked too #Not even realizing she was a therapist until she started asking me a bunch of personal questions #And the subject of careers got brought up #And this gal was genuinely shell-shocked when I gave minor details about one of my verbally abusive father figures #It was as if she'd only heard about cases like that in books or on TV #And my reaction to her newfound curiosity was sort of blasé #Like yeah #Have you literally never interacted with a lower to middle class drunk or any of their kids before? #Granted I only said 90% earlier #Because there's one dude in particular I wouldn't mind buying a beer for #Now that I think about it #There's also a nurse I wish I could apologize too #Even if she was being holier than thou with her Bible pushing #But some people don't seem to realise that bastards are naturally predispositioned to being atheists #I just can't seem to fathom why a boy who grew up without his biological father #Doesn't like to hear about a guy who's father created him just so he can die for the sins of others #And that it would make much more sense for her to put her efforts into preventing some other kid's life from being more fucked up #Than it already is #Rather than trying to unravel the issues of a young man whom they just met with a pre-printed out sheet of paper #Wow I really didn't intend to write this much