#thinking about the fallout of the magic republic dungeon burst arc and how he had a mini breakdown

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you ever think about how reed managed to do the impossible and tear apart time and space and the first thing he does is to kill his younger self 🙃 and how he didn't give a quick and merciful death to his younger self? he repeatedly tried to give that version of himself, who knew nothing and was not yet hardened by suffering, the most long-drawn, miserable and painful death he could think of.

#s-class heroine spoilers #roast potato #how much do you have to hate yourself to do that #how hopeless and painful do things have to be that death is better than anything else #how did someone who held out on committing church-approved mass murder for so long turn out like this #you ever think about him and get miserable #thinking about the fallout of the magic republic dungeon burst arc and how he had a mini breakdown #'this is all my fault. bc i'm not strong enough. bc i sinned.' #i love that he takes things out on others (bandit boss) bc like wow haha self love! #but he clearly also hates himself. i'm miserable. #clutching my head why are you taking things out on your younger self. #i would've thought you would be your greatest ally #given that no one else is on your side. #i understand why he doesn't bother to comfort his younger self bc there's no point. he just wants death and quiet. #but why make his younger self go through all that first? #lies down and cries fuckk youuuuuuu