#WHERE ARE THE INSANE FICS. I NEED THEM.

[kiseiakhun]

I'm literally going insane like Kyle's ABUSIVE UNCLEDAD tried to USE HIM to further his CORRUPT GOALS why is there not 60 fanfics extrapolating out of that. Aus where Kyle's abusive uncledad had him for longer. Where Kyle ran away from home earlier and found him and had a bad time. No powers aus where kyles abusive uncledad fucked him up. Like ???!? This is literally fic bait. This WHOLE TIME Kyle is literally a sad woobie trapped in CRIME you could use this!; You could do so many things with this. You could make a crime au with Kyle as a gleeful villain or you can have him trying to escape his bad situation I cannot believe people are not going insane over this tidbit of information. Fandom should woobify Kyle into having CRIME as a trait despite being brought up in a normal suburban neighbourhood with no CRIME skills in canon. I don't care. Kyle got into one(1) barfight that is enough evidence for me to run off and go completely off the rails. Kyle is literally a mafia princess why isn't anyone talking about this-

#YES I AM STILL ON THIS #WHERE ARE THE INSANE FICS. I NEED THEM.

[candyskiez]

I'm not a super big ekurei shipper but I have to admit the fact that Dimple can possess Reigen while he's unconscious and yet Reigen will be fully present anyway is Very compelling regardless of your explanation for it. Dimple was very specifically trying to wake Reigen up and used most of his power to do so? Hell yes, love it. Reigen being very atune to spirits because of. Well. The past four years. And going WHAT THE FUCK and waking right back up only to immediately go "oh. It's just dimple." Fascinating scene idea. Looking directly at it. So much potential for a fascinating missing scene there. Ekurei is growing on me at alarming rates. Help.

#mp100 #mp100 spoilers #theyre so INTERESTING augh!!! #i want to study them under a microscope #ekurei #they were using all their energy to go save mob and it makes me insane #dimple literally says its taking my all just to exist #reigen was Near Death #they were single minded with the goal of saving mob. im insane over it #what happened in that gap of time there. what did they say. how did reigen react. how did dimple react to finding reigen like this. #how did dimple come back in that speciifc moment #i need to know EVERYTHING #this can also be platonic. ekurei is just the target audience #they love the weird kid they adopted so much! argh! #i read a very good fic where they were at odds so much but were both kn the agreement of “mob came first” #like that was a line and everything #dimple somehow isnt dead dimple just found reigen without shoes on NEAR death but that doesnt matter right now. their kid is in danger. #thats their priority #theyre so INTERESTING! augh!

[ponytailzuko]

that one post about avatar potentially ending at the blue spirit episode changed my life. i think every day about the show ending at "if we knew each other back then, do you think we could've been friends too?" at that point you can still guess what happens afterwards - aang travels the world, learns all 4 elements, and he defeats the fire lord. but do they end up friends at the end?

#cal.ibrations #insane. #literally leaving it with that is sooo like its so. bittersweet. #its absolutely sickening. #i need to go to the alternate universe this happened. #just so i can see the fan content honestly like the fics would go crazy. thered only be like 5 of them but i dont care. #there are a few 2005 fics but i need an au where ppl had 15 years to cook with gas w/o any future knowledge. #BUT WE DID GET THE WHOLE THING AND IT ENDED W THEM SAYING “we're friends” UUEUHGHHHHUHHHHH #WHATEVER. I'm so normal.

[hum--hallelujah]

honestly if I were ever to throw the Suitehearts into any of my Killjoys stuff the dynamic would literally be the stupidest thing in the world. you do not want to have the Four and those guys together in any setting. it's a recipe for disaster. Jet and Benzedrine bitch and bicker like old ladies. telepathic warfare is waged via a complex language of glares and eyebrow movements between everyone in the room. Sandman makes a wholeheartedly joking comment to Ghoul like "I want to study you in a lab" and Kobra Kid gives him a black eye on the spot. Crab and Donnie end up playing hide n seek with the Girl until someone else who isn't aware of the game accidentally dumps a whole dude out of their hiding spot on accident and then gets elbowed for it. everyone hates each other but they're also kind of pals in the way that people who occasionally help each other out but don't see each other outside of that can be. that kind of thing

#they're SOOO insane everyone hates each other but they're also bros. do you get me? #I have a couple random fic concepts where they have to help each other out and Jet literally has to mediate so much bs #like we do not have sandkid in this house. those two are trying to maim or murder each other at all times. #I feel like there's times that one or both of them has to be physically restrained. #party loves em. hates all of their guts but loves em. #IDK MAN the mental image of sandman making a dumb comment to ghoul bc he just. jokes around like an idiot as his default #and kobra just instantly sucker punching him for it... vivid mental images fr #I also think in my universe the 'hearts are a traveling circus (in that they're all frickin clowns lol) and just go wherever they're needed #as far as the idea that benzedrine is like A Doctor yknow? bc I am in fact taking that angle #he was like a resident med student in the city and crap went down and made him a little bit off his rocker and he ran for the Zones #and sandman was born out there and just. found this odd new guy intriguing. #donnie and crab are related in some way. crab is mute (nobody knows if it's selectively or for physical reasons). donnie #is kinda the brawn of the group. he will physically restrain any of the others if they're getting out of hand. it's wild #she speaks! #danger days

[wizardnuke]

i truly don't understand how people can get really into a fandom without seeing all/most of the material involved. how are you doinf that

#i do Not understand reading fic where i don't know the characters. doesn't matter how well-written the characters are #who are these people. idk them. i can't get attached to Characters without Meeting Them. in their natural habitat. thee original story #the Text. you could call it #idk what if i hypothetically loved a fic and then looked at the og media and didn't like it at all. hard to explain #To Me. fanfic and meta (im excluding art bc im not immune to pretty picture) have to be built off of the story like. they're attached. i #can't see it as seperate #i want to engage with media and Then be insane about it idk. fandom only experience feels like. storytelling lite #many beloved mutuals are capable of this. i don't get it at all. godspeed but What #like i understand u get the gist of the canon story thru fic and fandom in general but i need to get In That Canon #im elbows deep in the legos bin of the canon always

[set-wingedwarrior]

I know it happens often to see writers during a long fic to complain at some point about the first chapters because they got better in the meantime and they look bad to them now.

But this is the first time where I saw this happened when the writing actually got worse

#Like this fic is enraging me #Because it started okay #Simple writing that generally worked despite some awkward moments from time #And evolved into this word vomit where everything is just stated (litterally zero show and all tell) multiple times! #Like it builds zero emotions it just tells me #Conversations made less and les sense going on #I saw zero bonding between the main characters despite being together basically in every scene #It drives me insane #This person believes they got better just because they write longer chapter and longer paragraph #But they tell me litterally nothing #Or so little in proportion to the amount of words #This isn't to bashing on the writer of course #Which is why I am consciously saying nothing about the actual content of the story here #But Jesus christ #Not only i feel like the whole plot that I had interest in was ruined #But also all the potential of the writer themselves #I saw at first someone who just needed to learn some more but was doing generally fine #And instead of improvement i am seeing them getting worse and worse #If they truly believe this is better then they're beyond salvation #I am so sad for all that wasted potential #Rant #Sort of #Ignore me i just needed to express these thoughts and feelings somewhere #I don't want to upset anyone #Maybe I should just delete this post

[brother-lipsmackariah]

NO: Kim and Macau have a rivalry like their older brothers and Kim sees Macau as threat to his and Chay's relationship

YES: Kim "I work alone, I don't need people" accidentally developing a Batman-Robin/Grumpy cat-Excited puppy bond with Macau and wierd big brother tendencies

#someone in these goddamn families need to get along and it might just be the littlest bros #also I'm sick of reading Kimchay fics where Macau is only there to be a threat #GIVE HIM FRIENDSHIPS DAMNIT #more importantly: give KIM some friends coz he desperately needs them #Kinnporsche #Kinnporsche the series #Kim #Macau #Kim Theerapanyakul #Macau Theerapanyakul #kimchay #give me kimmacau friendship or give me death #also just the hilarious image of BOTH Kim and Chay being insanely protective of Macau and he's confused as hell #Kinnporsche headcanons #before anyone mentions Vegas: Yes I'm glad that he has a good relationship with Macau #but I see everything through Kim lenses (and Also i don't really like Vegas much except as a big brother to Macau)

[aeoris4lovers]

watching ofmd and thinking about the potential parallels between ed and izzy’s relationship and astrid and eadwulf’s. the leader and the dog that follows them around. the one all the good guys reach out to, who they make a connection with, and the one who represents everything they want to leave behind, who’s only really allowed to stick around because you can’t just ask a person to give up their shadow. the way eadwulf always looks to astrid, always follows her lead in the end even if he disagrees. “i have love for you.” the way astrid doesn’t notice wulf dying on the ground. “i loved you best i could.” two people who have watched each other being molded into what they are now, who have been through hell together, who love each other as much as they hate each other as much as they don’t know how to be anything else to each other, who can’t stop hurting each other can’t stop betraying each other can’t stop running back to each other, who are fused to each other like a cauterized wound.

#read a fic where essek said something to wulf about how he doesn’t like how she uses him #and ive never stopped thinking about it since #how the flip side of his loyalty is that she doesn’t have to try to get him to stick around #she can treat him however she wants #use him however she needs #and he’ll still be there because where in the world else could he go #who could he go to if not her #and she knows that and he knows she knows that #and neither of them know how fucked up it is because they never learned to be any other way #they just keep going like that forever and ever #hurtling toward an inevitable explosive ending that would have come a long time ago if they were anyone else #GOD i can’t stop thinking about them they make me insane #bonded pair do not separate. do not bother separating. even if you try you won’t be able to find where one ends and the other begins #blumenduo #astrid becke #eadwulf grieve #astrid beck #eodwulf grieve #cr headcanons #critical role

[dootznbootz]

I shouldn't be sharing this because spoiler but I'm too fucking excited for it.

In the fucked up Calypso fic I'm working on, he'll be back home and I'm going to write protective af Penelope cradling a dazed Odysseus (PTSD shit) and she's glaring and showing her teeth at the onlookers who think he's crazy and I'm going insane because of it.

#... #People think he's going to “hurt her” and she's sitting there like “I'll be the one hurting you if you don't fuck off” #while holding him closer to her #I'm going insane because of them. I need more protective Water Wife™ #I love it so much. I'm so excited (and worried) for the this fic. #it's...very dark but I think I'm going to make 2 versions where one is more “chill” for folks who just want the happier bits with him at ho #and the “full” version with...everything. or practically everything #Mad rambles #shot by odysseus #my headcanons

[anyoldfandom]

wait hol' up i gotta hear those Bobo Thoughts. hes such a fascinating character and the way he was used was so all over the place (like straight up vanishing when it was Serious Episode Time lmao) but,, thats Rex's friend! weird uncle? Moral compass but pointing the wrong way?? Always had such mixed feelings about his writing

Bobo is like. The thing about Bobo is he's such a good fucking character potential. I said most of my thoughts in this reply so I don't really have much more to say besides Wow they really did just make the potential for a really interesting character and blew it for jokes about harassing women. There was so much THERE where he COULD be funny while still being a serious character - plenty of the time Rex is silly and goofy while still being a serious character.

Exposed imo is one of, if not the best Bobo episode for the simple fact that he was actually a funny comedy relief character while still being Bobo, actually. It didn't really dive into him as a character, but he did have some pretty good lines ("That cage was electromagnetically sealed" "I didn't say it was easy" got a chuckle out of me, as well as "Are you going to just stand there and talk or help me?" "Talk.")

But also in my rewrite of Bobo, he's...well, he trusts in Rex's abilities, and he knows at the end of the day he doesn't really have superpowers or healing like the kid, but he's way more concerned for him. He notices how Rex makes jokes when he's stressed and makes jokes with him, to help ease tensions and get Rex to crack a smile when things are tough. He sits with the kid and talks because he knows he's also an adult, but he knows he's easier for Rex to relate to than other soldiers at base. Even with as much as Holiday and Six love Rex and are there for them, they're still in positions of authority over him - Bobo, meanwhile, is another EVO, who knows he can talk to Rex about how much it sucks not to have people like them. I don't have the link on hand but I remember in @bambeptin's interview where the show creators mentioned how Bobo was like a weird uncle, and I think they should've played into that dynamic more. Bobo encouraging Rex to be reckless and sneak out and see what he can get away with when his parents and Providence aren't looking.

Also, the show just kind of...forgets that Bobo made Robobobo and I think that'd be fun to play with. Bobo surprising everyone with how smart he is, all the skills he picked up over his time doing crime on the streets that Rex doesn't remember/know about. He could've contributed to the team so much in S3 by being the guy who knows how to break into places without hurting or killing people (like Six and WK know), occasionally peeking at Holiday's work and pointing something out bc she's an overthinker (all the adults in the Providence Fam in S3 kind of are in their own ways) and he goes at things to try to find the easiest solution. Hell, even have jokes about him being surprisingly smart - have characters talk about something super complex and Bobo surprises everyone by understanding it. Have everyone getting ready to kick down a door and have Bobo say "And here I thought I was the animal" or some joke like that and pick the lock. Hell, have him try to open a door and see that it's unlocked while everyone's prepping to kick it in.

Have Bobo be just...a smart and logical guy and have that be the joke. He looks ridiculous, constantly makes jokes and acts dumb, but reminders that he IS smart can be funny, and him being cheeky can be funny! Hell, the show kind of hinted at potential but never went through but Bobo and Six having a rivalry bc they both think the other is bad for Rex at first (and have a history of clashing that we see in Promises Promises) could be VERY funny! Especially because it would pair Six's very blunt personality with Bobo's ridiculousness and refusal to act seriously. There's potential there but they just...went for easy jokes and it's a shame, because Bobo had so much potential to be great.

#generator rex #Also I need to write this fic sometime but I'm swamped irl #But I have a hc/fic idea that Bobo was the one who first got Rex to sneak out of Providence #With the intention of convincing the kid to fully run away. For both of them to get out of there bc he knew how bad Providence was for Rex #Trying to get in the kid's head when he knew that there were no cameras. It didn't end up working and they ended up being found but. #Can you imagine. How insane it would be if they had like a flashback filler episode to that #Where Bobo and Rex goofed off in public but also just. Talked. And Bobo was like 'Maybe Providence isn't as good as you think it is.' #And bonus if they had that episode in S3. Like. Man. #Also sorry for atting you Bamboo but I know it was your interview and want you to get credit for all the amazing information we found out #And also to remind people about that interview bc I look back at it sometimes and twirl my hair about the info you got

[todayisafridaynight]

minedai (bourbon flavored)

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 3 #yakuza 3 #yoshitaka mine #daigo dojima #minedai #snap sketches #just finished The Commission Of All Time recently and so i wanted to scribble to celebrate #i have another doodle on the way but its just of daigo so i'll save that for its own post #anyway daigo was insane for asking mine that in the RGGO story #tbf it depends on which translation you read cause ive seen translations where people say he's asking about mine's friends #and others saying he's asking about mine's love life specifically #lmao either way daigo please #i need more Romantically Inept mine btw like i know in my heart he's a sap deep down but doesn't know how to act when shown sincerity #but these are scribbles i aint talkin bout all that here LMAOO maybe in a fic or somethin idk i wanna write them sometime </3

[tinukis]

what if i drew the vinsmoke siblings (including sanji) inspired by the song "afton family" what then?

an animatic could work too however i dont have the energy for that 😔

#mb i just remembered the song's existence and thought abt the vinsmokes #the one sang by apangrypiggy anyway #im so normal abt the vinsmokes btw #except ballsack chin (judge) #hate their asses for how they treated sanji #but i also cant help my attachment for them anyway #IDK i just?? love siblings in media so much and i cant pinpoint why #i mean i have siblings myself but (personal life stuff) so idk #sometimes i just think abt a world where sanjis brothers were capable of emotions #i want them to care abt him more #though maybe after wci i think (im insane) they did start to care for sanji #their own way obviously but just... the scene where they helped him escape w luffy lives in my head rent free #imagine reiju smiling to herself seeing her little brothers starting to (and refusal to accept) care for sanji #and then sanjis kindness... refusing to let his blood relatives he cant even call family die #god i love u sanji #i love wci !! #tin talks #i need to read a fic abt the vinsmoke siblings and sanji #ive never read a fix it fic so idk how i'd feel abt that but #it'd just be nice to see them start to care for sanji idk im crazy #theyll never be forgiven ever but GODDDDDD imfjkwjwk normal

[prettyboykatsuki]

i have deep desire to write for demon slayer (and by write for it im specifically talking about zenitsu currently.) but the story is so deeply impacted by it's setting that its gonna take at least two weeks of research to do it any justice so the plans r Delayed

#aristotle.txt #writing for my hero = easy because im insane and know every inch of it #writing for anything else = impossible #i figured trying to find fic for it was going to feel like this in the first place #from my limited understanding the story takes place in the events directly after japans first industrial revolution #which means that the advent of technology is not only integral to the story telling but there's also like an unreal #amount of sociopolitical context for most of the major details #writing for my hero is easy because a society post tech is very easy to imagine. we live in it lol #demon slayer in particular takes place during the emergence of industry #what makes zenitsu an interesting character to me is that his narration is influenced directly by his class and proximity to modernity #he has a specific level of cynicism i can only describe as post industrial. whether that be his sense of cowardice over tanjiro/inosuke #or his attitude towards women. the way he behaves and how he critically analyzes certain kinds of behavior #like im currently watching the entertainment district arc and i think inosukes reaction vs zenitsus pretty much exactly covers it #where inosuke is overstimulated and tanjiro is reserved - zenitsu recognizes the district for what it is. that quality makes him stand out #a lot among them at least to me. i love hearing him talk sooo much lmfao. #anyways. all that to say. i want to write zenitsu but i need to do more reading to make it any good so . pray for me i suppose #zenitsu the embodiment of men used to chop trees and go to war fr

[dennisboobs]

sitting back after writing 3k words of a fic and thinking. what the hell is this

#ada speaks #if i say what ive written #this entire scenario is insane but. i guess im committed #it has been a very very long time since ive written mac and its like. allll coming out in a way i didn't really expect #i *almost* feel worse for what im putting him through than dennis. ....almost. #this shit is honestly so heavy i think i need a break but none of my other fics are light either lmfao #whats worse: hostage situation turned incredibly fucked up conversion therapy #or the most relentless barrage of awful truths realizing that your existence is nothing more than a burden on the people you love and #no matter how much you sacrifice and how hard you're beaten down you will never have anyone to lean on because even though youve finally #reached a point where you realize you have to open up to them they will never see you for who you truly are because of the years of lies #you've fed them #*wheeze* #okay i answered my own question actually this is the lighter fic comparatively #dennis is suffering in both but at least he has mac with him in the former for better or worse #north dakota dennis suffers and then season 13 on is the bleakest most hellish time like has dennis actually been close with the gang since

[lucy-ghoul]

i think i finally found a semi-famous (?) blog that blocked me lmao

#why did they block me (a very small niche blog) tho? #they're in the thg/tbosas fandom and tried to reblog a coryo gifset... but couldn't. i couldn't see their blog either so obv they blocked me #..... i haven't even interacted with them as far as i remember. like ever sjdhhd #i'm not taking it personally i swear. but i'm genuinely curious #was it because of the coryo/katniss insanity from the other day? #(do i really need to specify that i don't want her to fuck actual octuagenarian snow? i just find their dynamic super interesting #but i'd certainly be down for some time travel/deaging/whatever fic) #was it because i said coryo did love (... in his own way) lucy gray in the tags of a reblogged post? #i mean. he did have strong feelings for her that much is obvious. he's was just vaguely creepy and possessive about it #and he also loved himself and power more than a girl he'd known for like. 3 months #(i'm not excusing his actions. he *is* an asshole mind you and will only get worse. but that's his reasoning) #or was it because of the usual suspects - i ship r.eylo? shhdhdhhf #i mean this is genuinely funny #there are so many problematic call outs that could be made about my taste in fiction #that at this point i wouldn't even know where to begin shdhhfhfh #val speaks #txt

[b4kuch1n]

one thing I thought was missing from canon sk8 was the mine being haunted apparently. so we are bringing that into burnished house for absolutely no fucking reason

#sk8 the infinity #burnished house #(I am jokeing there is. in fact. a reason) #(you will not learn this until the divorce comes up) #(well the preliminary reason is I fucking love ghost stories and want to put them in everything) #(and that reki is afraid of scary things which makes him my favourite kind of victim. younger sibling coded for that only) #Im actually having a lot of fun alternating povs between reki and langa bc Ive like. accidentally grounded langa's in #very clear and present bodily sensations. straight up uncomplicated observations about materials in the world around him #while reki's gets all the hyperboles and pretty poetic stuff. I enjoy the idea of him being good at storytelling #ESPECIALLY bc him taking words to heart including scary stories. big deal to me ok? #love to write langa and going from things that clearly are present right there in the scene to the most insane thoughts a man can have #and then write reki and jump wildly between dork ass energetic shounen character speech and romanticizing the fuck out of concrete #weird thing to say after writing three fics of like 20K+ words in total about them granted lmao #but like. listen. I feel like burnished house is me going apeshit so far. this is truly my time to be the worst ever #same approach as I took with [REDACTED]. oh you think this is bad? just wait #I have already added TWO old people ghosts into this one. be in awe of my power #well. be in awe of it when I finish this chapter... I need to sleep rn dksdfhdskj #have a good nite lads. I cant wait to get to that one spot in this chapter where I go yess... YESS!!!! HAHAHA YESSSS #wish u the same for ur art endeavour. if ur art endeavour doesnt have something like that u should add it. my message to da world