#UGH UGH UGH UGH

[skunkes]

guy liker moment

#a doodley #once again very difficult times for the has never been touched community #also recently some fictional men have me questioning things further and its making me sooo miserable #in the sense of like. it wouldnt be enough to t**** a beautiful man i want to be one. too. #i want someone to feel the same way ykwim. eager excited. witnessing beauty. crawling into each others skin. #i want you and i want to wear your face and be desired too. #ugh ugh ugh ugh #i probably wont ever even draw it but the lino piece i want to try making is based off of like. lately... #my skin burns when i see even the imitation of a human body. When i think of it. its so dire #or like i love the human body in general i love studying it bc its so beautiful and interesting no matter what #but i do studies and its like ahh i wanna get closer i wanna get closer im at the zoo i want to jump into the enclosure and get clawed apar #t. (saying this as metaphor bc obviously humans are not things to be owned) but i want my own model to pose and study #closer. and closer. look and touch and examine. #<- 3 seconds away from drawing nefarious shit with talon in this nature but i didnt say that #talkys #🌺

[inyri]

Few things will make you feel like an absolutely shite mother more than holding your child’s hand while she gets cavities filled.

#ugh ugh ugh ugh #mother of the year award right here #and she goes to the dentist every six months! #and YET

[eileensdress]

I always forget how genuinely upsetting Roti is. Like. Watching Will fall apart until he’s alone and limping along like an injured dog left in the snow is just soooooooooooo

#he also makes these fucking faces that just #UGH UGH UGH UGH #hannibal #nbc hannibal #roti

[faygob0yfriend]

BECAUSE LITERALLY WHAT DO I DO NOW WHAT DO I EVEN DO NOW WHAT AM I SUPPSOED TO DO I AM GOING TO COMBUST HOW AM I MEANT TO FUNCTION. I AM NOT CUT OUT FOR THIS I AM NOT CUT OUT FOR THIS I AN GOING TO SCREAM UNTIL I DIE. HOW DO YOU EVEN NOT CARE ABOUT OTHERS. HOW. HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW DO YOU NOT FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE BEEN SLICED OPEN.

#SCREAMING SCREAMING SCREAMING SCREAMING SCREAMING #IM GOING TO CRY . #UGH UGH UGH UGH #im literally fine im fine its literally whatever (guy who will think about this every day until its deathbed) #SHOOTINGGGGG MYSELF #nothing bad even happened but also this is the most devastating thing in the world

[shoyoist]

crying bitterly over kisaki and izana nobody hit me up💔💔

#₊˚ପ⊹ soliloquy .ᐟ‍ #DEVASTATED. #THEY DID KISAKI'S SO WELL #UGH UGH UGH UGH #WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKING FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!

[soldier-poet-king]

Woke up >:( and it's like. Oh I need to LEAVE. I need to ESCAPE. Not even just The Parents now but bro1 is making this house actively hostile to life with the way everyone has to tiptoe around his maybe breakup and moodiness and like sure he's not actively aggressive but why are all my routines and habits having to be altered so he can mope and be angry and moody and sad and become an alcoholic and possibly give himself an ED because we can't just sit him down and have a normal human conversation nooo bc he's the favourite child and therefore we just have to wait and deal until he's *ready* on his own. Which has not happened in his entire 23 yrs of life. But y'know. I can keep waiting ig.

Like yes yes pot and kettle when it comes to moodiness. But I See Doctors. I take Meds. I take Responsibility for My Actions and develop Coping Skills and Apologize and Don't Take It Out on other people. I actually CARE abt people other than myself and how my actions impact them, even if they're ppl I don't like or who have hurt me before.

#also when My morning routines are altered. brain scream #but no i can just cope with active mental distress from diagnoses brain disease #so the bitchy little baby can mope and stay out all night drinking vome home and puke and then be a bitch #when he has to go to work at 6am #like ues i feel bad i liked his gf hes sad #but also. like. not to be like well hes apathetic and selfish and callous but ... #he also made a joke abt abortion at dinner yesterday bc our 16yr old cousin is expecting #and it was so awful??? she WANTS this kid??? #ugh ugh ugh ugh #i have a horrible strained relationship with each of my brothers #but each one is a different flavour of bad or dysfunctional #and this one. this one. i cant even get into it. #i love my brother. i need a shovel to love my brother #my parents both complain abt their adult child younger siblings #and then like. trear bro 1 like this which will make him become an adult manchild #ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #truly. i need to fuckin move out. i need it #ill lose free food and rent monies and free laundry and utilities and ooen backyard garden space #but oh my god the emotional toll this is taking on constantly tiptoeing peacekeeping #IM FORCED INTO LYING BY OMISSION. I HATE LYING. IT MAKES ME WANT TO DIE. #franposting #we're supposed to share a car all summer and commute together sans our father #i might just take the bus. even tho i have to leave almost an hour earlier #i don't trust him. or his moods. esp when mildly hungover at 6am. and without our father there to moderate? #this sounds horrible but im a little afraid. (plus i cant be late everyday all summer bc of him) #like. once again. fuck me. i am the ONLY responsible child and i get so much shit

[sav1ored]

//. It's that time of the month for me :) !! and I feel GROSS & UGH the cramps. But I gotta go to the mall and return my sons shoes, cause they gave me the wrong size and I gotta exchange it for the right size. Imma be back to work on things for here, the multi... all that fun stuff. ask for my discord if you want it !! BUT ALSO lmao bear with me for I am dealing with my period and I suffer when I get mine. it's a BITCH.

#💥「 ✦ let loose from the noose ✦ 」 ooc #UGH UGH UGH UGH #when can i reach menopause LMAO #I AM DONE WITH PERIODS DAMMIT. let me dry up already !

[mmmmuffins]

need to get out of the house to maintain my sanity 

#how much can i fight with my mother 😐 WHY is it always like this #sometimes i wish it was like american culture here and u cld move out at 18 #im stuck here till i get married which i odnt intend on anytime soon.................................... #why is she always so headstrong why does she never listen to anyone but herself #then later when she realises she was worng WHY does she try to make me believe she never said the things she did #she will straight up go but i didnt say that. #MAAM U DID. and it HURT people but udw to live w the fact that u did so u will just pretend u never did #ugh ugh ugh ugh #when my dad gets annoyed he will take it out on someone else #these two combined today is the best 👍 #worst part is i got the worst parts of both of their temper #wish i could just shut up and take it sometimes #ugh #even worse is when you realise you are becoming like the #them #but i will not i will not i will NOT #big events bring out the worst in everyone

[celeryw]

i need to sleep with someone i need warmth i need an arm draped over my hips i need legs between mine

#chewing through wires at this point #i will not be going to my friends on tuesday and i'm Devastated #cel speaks #i have work tomorrow #i should go to bed early #ugh ugh ugh ugh #at least i'll have the weekend........

[absentmoon]

im ill

#daisy.txt #ugh ugh ugh ugh #i cant even start explaining monomon #just go ahead and divine what im feeling #i think it's something negative but its so so complicated

[cannabisbutch]

Hate walking w my crutches bc i walk weird and ppl are weird abt it

#juniper.txt #said hey to a homeless guy and he said 'keep it up soing great' then muttered tragic or something like that #ugh ugh ugh ugh #usually the homeless ppl are v chill to me and i them so just disappointed

[phantom-does-a-thing]

If I am anything to you I hope I’m the blood rain guy. That would be so lovely.

#I LOVE BLOOD RAIN SO MUCH #it’s so so so fun #I just fr love it so much #it’s amazing #100000/10 concept #the only thing better is organ rain and blood #ugh ugh ugh ugh #gore <3 #there was one art of pd of William looking out car window w blood rain #and I did not put that to memory #Bc i had no context #but now I do and now I will never find it again #anyway yeah #blood rain and gore #love those cucks #rambling #phever dreams with phantom

[thegroovywitch]

I’m going to be real honest, Jimmy is one of my celeb crushes that I tell no one about. Like when people ask me who my rockstar crush is, I always say Robert plant. I do also have a crush on him, but jimmy’s my favourite tbh. I love the other members but Jimmy is one of my favourite celeb crushes. The reason I don’t tell people he is one of my crushes is because I get worried people are gonna judge me. Because of um…. yeah about the stuff I heard. One thing about me I love these rockstars music and looks, BUT YOU will never see me glorifying the bad things they did. But um yeah I just wanted to say that. I think he’s hot like even if you don’t like him you gotta admit he was very hot, especially 1973 Jimmy AND 1970 Jimmy.

hello anon! this ask made me smile - i was exactly like this a while ago. jimmy has been my fave zeppelin member since day one, and since day one i promised myself i wouldn't tell a soul. i'd never post or talk about him, i even felt ashamed to be listening to his music at the beginning. i loved this artist and his music to an almost visceral extent and i could tell no one. but then... i started understanding that what he did is not my fault, and what i'm supporting and loving are not the bad things he's done but the wonderful art he put out in the world. i hurt for anyone he may have left hurt or traumatised, yet cancel culture makes everything so black and white and, although cancelling extremely problematic celebrities is a positive thing sometimes - as they may set a dangerous example to the public through their actions, which could end up being glorified by some - i just can't fully agree with it.

jimmy is such a beautiful, sweet, talented man, and sadly he's not any worse than the average 70's rock star. although each one of my irl friends thinks he's ugly lol, it's now impossible for me not to name him when i'm asked who my celebrity/rock star crush is.

#ugh ugh ugh ugh #i feel you #but this stuff doesn't bother me anymore #my conscience is clean #ask dee dee

[matfinishfuckstheworld]

being held and played with by him while I listen to the dollification loop that I have been mainlining for 3 solid months

#except it would be his own that he cooked up for me #ugh ugh ugh ugh

[coolspacequips]

I poured all my spoons into the American eating holiday and I've been unwell since then and I'm SICK OF IT!!! CAN A BITCH GET A BREAK!!!

#UGH UGH UGH UGH #text posts #anyway... #tbh never loved the spoons terminology but it's what everyone understands so i have to speak in that metaphor 🙄

[thesokovianaccords]

if one more person says that millennials are “ageing out of the internet” I'm actually going to scream

#the Atlantic is on my shit list I swear to god #livia speaks #that's like saying you're ageing out of...like...cell phones #wt actual f #guys I'm definitely too old for tiktok #also also also - as someone who has had to edit videos for work the millennial pause is a fcking gift and I'm sick of it getting hate #it looks much better than INCLUDING THE FOOTAGE OF YOU PRESSING THE RECORD BUTTON #UGH UGH UGH UGH