#Sunny’s fear that he’s a bad person and he actually MEANT to hurt Mari

[dannybobany]

Just thought of an omori au about Sunny’s recovery (mental and physical) after the incident and the truth where during his stay in the hospital he finds himself back in headspace … but now that he’s stopped holding it together as a coping mechanism it becomes distorted and frightening (basically the worlds of headspace begin falling apart as bits of blackspace seep through into Sunny’s dreams. New fears based on his new real life experiences)

I wanna make designs for this idea… my thought is that they’d be fear-ified versions of his friends each representing a more complex and destructive type of fear then before, I already had ideas for what I’d do for Basil, Hero and Kel.. I’m a little stumped on Aubrey but I’m working it out as I type this …. Sketches soon perhaps

#I think these new fears having taken the forms of Sunny’s friends would represent … #Burden. Malice. and Rejection #aka. Sunny’s fear that his greif will result in him hurting his friends #Sunny’s fear that he’s a bad person and he actually MEANT to hurt Mari #and Sunny’s fear that his friends will never forgive him and that he’ll be followed by his actions forever #and yes I had to fuse kel and hero for the malice one because I couldn’t come up with four #and it’s more thematic because there’s three original fears too- #so !!! yeah!!! #anyway. sketches for these pending #it may perhaps be monster desgin time!! #after I take a shower and eat dinner…. so maybe tomorrow? but it’s Friday so maybe just really late tonight? #idk #anyway!!! I think it’s an interesting concept

[majestydeerakuma]

Overanalyzing the OMORI Soundtrack because I said so (ALSO: SPOILER WARNING (and in tags))

So...the OMORI soundtrack is a bop but...I feel like there’s some hidden meanings in these somewhere, mainly in the names of the tracks themselves, anyways, here it goes

(003: Lost at a sleepover): Is this foreshadowing for the Sunny route where the main four end up sleeping over at Basil’s house? Plus, not to mention, Sunny is completely lost on what the truth is

(005: By Your Side.): As in Mari’s spirit is always watching Sunny

(007: 100 Sunny): Sunny possibly trying to convince himself that he is indeed still Sunny

(011: It’s okay to try again): Sounds like something Mari would say to Sunny (plus not to mention the piano variant of this song)

(019: Space Road 1979): 1979, I speculate is when Captain Spaceboy was created in the real world in OMORI

(020: See in your fantasy): Pretty much Omori exploring his dream world, his fantasy

(021: Sugar Star Planetarium): May foreshadow the fact Spaceboy and Sweetheart were together considering Spaceboy is associated with the galaxy and stars and Sweetheart is a donut, something made out of sugar thus Sugar Star Planetarium.

(022: Lost, then found): Foreshadowing Sunny finding out the truth if Sunny route is played

(023: THE VENGEANCE OF THOSE FORGOTTEN IN DARKNESS): Either refers to repressed memories coming back to hurt Sunny or Basil being upset Sunny didn’t come back if Hikikomori route is played

(024: Recycling is a concept): Sunny’s tagged term for his repression

(025: Lovesick - 80,000 Lightyears): 80,000 lightyears actually refers to a song in Jami Lynne’s musical album “Bug Spray (Never give up)” when she was under the alias Space Boyfriend

(026: I Will Catch Up!): Possibly Sunny saying he will catch up in life and that everything is okay (when it isn’t)

(029: Good For Health, Bad for Imagination): Sunny possibly being aware facing his trauma is good for his health but it’s bad for Headspace so he continues through Headspace like nothing is wrong.

(030: Snow Forest - A Single Flower Blooms): The flower in this case is probably Basil with the Snow Forest being the truth, something cold. Basil is surrounded by the truth and remembers it well, thus he’s freezing in the coldness of the truth.

(038: Space Boyfriend's Tape - I Want Nothing More): The tune of this song is of Jami Lynne’s Space Boyfriend song “Bug Spray”

(039: Trouble - NEVER/ALWAYS): Also refers to two song titles from Bug Spray (Never Give Up)

(040: You Were Wrong. Go Back.): Refers to a lyric in one of Jami Lynne’s Space Boyfriend songs in Bug Spray (Never give up)

(044: Where we used to play): Where Sunny and his friends used to play before Mari’s death

(046: Woof): Considering the dark tone of the song, makes me wonder if Sunny has a slight fear of dogs

(060: It means everything): To Aubrey, Mari meant everything. To Aubrey, her friends being there meant everything. The fact Mari died, it meant everything. The fact no one was there for Aubrey, it meant everything. It all devastated her and made her angry considering her friends and Mari was the only real love and care she was getting when she was younger.

(066: Fade): repression

(072: Those who forget history): Again, may refer to Sunny’s repression

(076: Sweet Paralysis): Can technically refer to the fact that Sunny hasn’t moved on from his trauma like he’s stuck, like he’s paralyzed. But where’s the sweet part? His dream world, headspace

(081: Splintered Sweets in the Castle): Probably refers to how toxic Sweetheart is, her being a splintered sweet

(082 & 083: Wandering Rose & Stationary Rose): Rose, referring to Sweetheart, Wandering, referring to her quest of love, Stationary, referring to how perfect she wants her suitor to be which stifles her quest for love and only leaves her stationary despite her wandering

(085: I definitely promised you a rose garden): Probably refers to how much people who fall for Sweetheart would give to her

(086: World’s End Valentine): Sweetheart sees herself as the ultimate person, even if the world ends, she shall be the perfect partner for who she chooses thus World’s End Valentine

(087: I just love the 50s!!!): Makes me speculate that Sweetheart in the real world originated in the 1950s. Either she was a live action show or an anime if I had to guess

(091: Swirly 1000x): Probably refers to Sunny feeling stressed in the situation he’s in when having to fight the hooligans to the point where he feels dizzy. The 1000x may also refer to the fact that Sunny is aware of how powerful Aubrey’s feelings are

(110: Numbers): Okay, I just wanted to point out that the voice in the song is actually counting in German which may be why the song is called Numbers

(111: Sinking): Refers to the memories Sunny is repressing thus sinking

(114: But I wanna see it all with you): Someone definitely said that to Sunny before

(123: Fermentation Disorientation): Again, repression. Fermentation being a break down relating to food (thus where it plays in the game) and Disorientation is probably how Sunny’s thoughts are (especially when referring to Black Space)

(126: Recycling really is a concept): Probably refers to repression again (which is also touched up upon in Black Space 2 as well)

(127: Remember to be patient): Again, someone probably told Sunny this

(129: You cannot go back): Sunny has gone to far in his dreams and repression and can no longer go back to how he once was. Perhaps he has even repressed his own name at this point too.

(131: Welcome Again.): This isn’t the first time he’s been in Black Space

(132: Fleur): Basil is represented with flowers, he even has flowers that remind him of his friends and there’s even the White Egret Flower represented with Mari as well. Perhaps the White Egret Flower haunts Sunny in some way since it makes him think of Mari

(144: Come and See): I feel like this refers to Basil telling Sunny to confront the truth

(145 & 146: Friends & Friendsssssss): Sunny doesn’t know if his friends are his friends anymore thus why the songs are corrupted

(147: Orchard): Most likely refers to Basil again since Orchard relates to plants

(149: Look): The horror of what Sunny and Basil saw on that day

(153: Do you remember?): Sunny now knows The Truth and has decided to accept what had happened. Do you remember? He does.

(154: Playing Forever): Sunny can not handle what has happened and thus has decided to play forever since he can no longer handle the circumstances of his reality

(156: Save): Sunny can no longer handle what is happening so Omori “saves” him

(160: Normal.): EvErYtHiNg iS gOiNg tO bE oKaY

(161 & 162: Your Catastrophes & Your Catastrophes - Procession): Sunny is blaming himself for what happened to Mari. Basil is also blaming himself

(013, 062, 158 & 165: A Home for Flowers (Tulip), (Empty), (Daisy), (Sunflower)): A home for flowers refers to Basil, however, Tulip refers to Sunny/Omori, the flower Basil sees as Sunny/Omori. Basil sees Sunny as a great friend so it makes sense that this song sounds more cheery compared to the others. Empty refers to there being no emotion or thought, just...emptiness...just like depression. Daisy is a flower that can symbolize death. Mari is dead and thus could be what the song is referring to. Sunflower refers to Basil himself. If anything, the Sunflower version of the song sounds like Basil’s current state of mind, completely broken and in agony.

(175: Clean Slate): Sunny wakes up, ready to move on and start over on a clean slate.

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So...that’s all the songs I have overanalyzed just by their titles alone

Anyways, have a wonderful day/night!!! :D

#omori #omori ost #omori spoilers #spoilers #tw spoilers #cw spoilers

[stormturtle]

For the cute and unique post: Questions, 11, 13, 16, 18,26, 29, 30,33,40,46, and 47!!! Sorry that this is a lot!

No worries about how many there are! Thanks for asking! :)11. What is your favorite song right now?*Hmm..I think either Bad Dream by Ruelle or Kiss Me by Jamie Berry and Jazzotron (I have somewhat of a strange taste in music).13. Do you like sunny or rainy days better? *Rainy days! Especially when it’s raining really hard, or if there’s a thunderstorm. It’s just very relaxing and pretty :)16. What is your favorite poem?*This poem is somewhat sad, but it also means a lot to me.

Do not stand at my grave and weepby Mary Elizabeth FryeDo not stand at my grave and weep:I am not there; I do not sleep.I am a thousand winds that blow,I am the diamond glints on snow,I am the sun on ripened grain,I am the gentle autumn rain.When you awaken in the morning’s hushI am the swift uplifting rushOf quiet birds in circling flight.I am the soft starshine at night.Do not stand at my grave and cry:I am not there; I did not die.

18. Are you spiritual?*Not really, no.26. What emotion do you feel most often?*Uncertainty (or worry)29. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?*Introvert :)30. Do you prefer the moon or the stars?*I would have to say the stars, simply because of how beautiful the night sky looks with all the stars and constellations when there isn’t too much light pollution. It’s really lovely and peaceful.33. What scares you the most?*In general, disappointing or failing people in any way. I do have a more specific fear, though: I’m scared of people acting differently than how they usually do. This includes movements, expressions, attitudes, even the volume of their voice. I tend to notice and remember very small things about people I’m close to, so when I notice something’s different I’m worried that they’re hurt in some way or that I hurt them. Even in movies or shows, whenever they show scenes with people who have memory loss and who aren't acting like themselves (not remembering the people who were important to them), I always get really uncomfortable and nervous.40. When was the last time you cried?*Fairly recently.46. What is the nicest thing anyone’s ever done for you?*Nice things are sort of difficult for me because I have such a hard time accepting them as being genuine. I usually just end up feeling nervous and out of place when someone does something nice, even though I know they’re trying to be kind. However, I can tell you the nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me.I was struggling in a class at school and had to retake a test that I got a bad grade on. I studied very, very hard, and was very happy when I learned I had done pretty well on it. However, I was also disappointed because I knew you could only get a maximum of 70% on a retake. Soon after I received my grade, I happened to pass by my teacher in the school hallway. I told him how excited I was about how I did, but also that I was sad that I couldn’t have done better on the actual test. And he said, “I’m happy for you, too! You worked really hard for this, and it made me happy to see that it helped you understand the material more. But I want you to know that even if you get a bad grade, it doesn’t make you worth any less. It’s okay not to do perfectly all the time, and it makes me sad to see how much you judge yourself if you don’t do as well as you hoped. You’re important and loved regardless of how well you do.”I almost started crying when he said that. Even though my parents had told me things similar to this, it meant a lot coming from a teacher, because it showed how much he cared about my wellbeing as a person and not just my performance as a student. That really, really meant a lot to me, and I don’t think I’ll ever forget what he said.47. Do you find it hard to trust?*That’s difficult to answer. For the most part, I can grow to trust people fairly quickly as we become closer friends. However, if that trust is taken advantage of, it’s really hard for me to feel comfortable enough to trust that person again.

#questions and answers