#SO. FUCKING. BADLY. right now

[zoroshonkingbazonkadonkas]

'hm? oh yeah ofc my internal compass led us to u'

#VJFESKDMCDJISOLXKMCDJSLX #MCDEKS #SO BADLY I WANTED FOR THEM TO HAVE ENDED UP AT THE SAME PLACE BUT THIS IS SO MUCH BETTERRRR #THE IN SYNC HEAD TURN GODDAMMIT #I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I FUCKING HATE THEM #zosan #one piece #strong world #usopp is like. sanji. babe. #like be for real right now you really just fucking. came to someplace zoro was with 0 effort just instinct??????? #like???????? cmon man #that is your RIVAL with HOMOEROTIC GAY TENSION #CMON #one piece strong world

[thekittyokat]

you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again #the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys #saw #well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand #know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows #your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman. #there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn #thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down #something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness #the transformation of a man into a monster #and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption #sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this #do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind. #the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore #it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating #fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn #i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him #until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else #well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God #where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium #anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus #maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man #i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed #if only he hadn't been weaponized first #god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already #but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there #rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts #ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly #cat chat

[veronicathegoddess]

thinking about climbing into his lap when he gets home late and resting my head on his shoulder. then starting to feel needy cause i was without him all day and i can feel his cock growing hard but being too tired to have sex. so i pull at his sleeve and mumble that i want to feel full and let him pull my panties to the side and push his cock inside. him gently thrusting into me until i slowly drift off to sleep wrapped in his arms all while still cockwarming him because every time he tries to pull out, i whine into his shoulder

#this is probably badly written #cause its 3am and im exhausted #but this is so soft and intimate to me #and its just everything that i want right now #just being fucked gently to sleep #man 😔😔 #i hate being single and touch starved #mine

[poisonousquinzel]

"a dude in Texas legally changed his name to "Literally Anyone Else" and he's attempting to run for President against Biden & Trump" [source]

okay, but putting aside the comedic aspect of this, it is concerning the amount of people who are prompted to vote for candidates just because it's funny. I'm not the biggest fan of how his policy about the boarder sounds [Site], but I do implore anyone who is able to vote in the 2024 US election to please research other candidates.

The media is only going to continue pushing the idea it's inevitably going to be Trump vs Biden 2.0 and we have no other options, that we have to vote for Biden again because of Project 2025. Is that whole thing terrifying?

Yeah, fucking absolutely.

But voting for Biden will not solidify our safety from that. Biden is exactly like the rest of them. He always has been. You can't make the lesser of two evils argument when they're both just plain evil.

You cannot say that Biden is even mildly a better choice than Trump when he is currently directly involved in a genocide. That is not some little fucking thing. That in and of itself disqualifies him as a lesser evil. Biden is just as bad as him and he will not save us because he doesn't fucking care.

Cornel West [Site] is an Independent candidate running for President in the 2024 Election. [Policies]

Claudia De la Cruz and Karina Garcia [Site] are running for President and Vice-President as the candidates of the Party for Socialism and Liberation in the 2024 Election. [Policies]

There are options.

There are people trying to change the corrupt foundation our system is built on, but we have to help amplify them because the mainstream media will not.

#have you looked at what's happening in New York & the subways #There's so many reported shootings and deaths and it just seems to be getting worse. #I just looked up subway shooting ny because I wanted to check before saying something #There's reports from like 3 hours ago about someone getting pushed in front of one of the moving subways & there's so many others #or how about the like thousands of police officers that they've got stationed at subways in ny literally doing fuck all #or how everyone's going through a housing crisis and cant afford rent and cant get medical care because it can cost #$4000 to get a fucking ambulance and that's cheap. That's a ride to the hospital less than 20 minutes away probably. #or the rise in hate crimes and bigotry and all the shit they're now trying to censor with the kosa bill #or how terrifying places like Florida have became for anyone thats not seen as an equel by people who dont view most others as equels. #or how they're pouring billions into wars while we're in the midsts of a homeless crisis #suicide rates are at record levels in the us and it's only going to get worse. theyre pulling telehealth which will take away #life saving medical care for people who dont have the ability to go in person. people's ability to get therapy and meds being taken away #Is going to kill people. or how the Biden administration has fucked up their Covid response so goddamn badly #people are referring to the pandemic in past tense and have lost understanding for others who they'd have understood before #they've lied and they've concealed and its killing millions of people and disabling even more. but they will not take accountability. #long covid is ruining people's lives and they've successfully led the narrative that its not real or not that serious. #they will sit there and they will lie. they will say they've protected women's rights and that its a top priority. #they'll say that healthcare is a top priority but have suggested that they'd veto a healthcare for all bill because of its price tag #but will spend billions and billions and billions on a genocide that the majority is against. the system isn't going to begin collapsing #it already is. #its crumbled and we must demolish the corrupt remains and rebuild a better government that gives a shit about people #ALL people. #they use basic human rights as bargaining chips. #the Democrats and Republicans on a Venn diagram is a circle. wake up.

[thenugking]

Darius' first proper appearace in Owl House is so fucking funny in reterospect. It's not even that he and Eber are just fucking larping as villains because "oh raine's a shit actor so I guess we're gonna have to go all out on this." It's that Darius and Eda and Raine were besties in school, and Eda and Raine look at the situation and immediately just go "lets kill Darius". There's not even a discussion they're just... both immediately 100% down to murder their old friend???

Like, did they talk about this later?? Was Darius aware they were perfectly willing to go through with it, or was he expecting them to back out? Did Raine end up telling him "actually if I hadn't coincidentally realised eda had kids, you and me and eda and eberwolf would all be Fucking Dead right now. Maybe don't go so hard on the villain larp next time." Is that a conversation that happened??

And. Did they have that conversation about how they'd all be dead and unable to stop belos, all because Darius didn't stop to communicate with Raine, and then also go on to decide Raine should refuse to communicate with Eda about Anything???? And exactly how fucking disastrously did the school plays that they were presumably all in together go that 30 years on they repeatedly decide that this is the best solution?

#i fucking love eda's requiem. you guys are all fucking up SO BADLY right now #darius deamonne #raine whispers #the owl house

[essektheylyss]

I know I do not stop thinking about everything that must be going wrong during this Solstice in the parts of Exandria that we can't see, but also, has anyone checked on Yussa. He's got weird planar bullshit and magic items up the wazoo. His tower has weird spatial properties from either a dedicated architectural decision or simply arcane effects built up over time. He's probably been using extraplanar prisons as paperweights. Tidepeak Tower is an active warzone from all of the bullshit that just got dumped into the interior of it after centuries of wizarding accumulation and Yussa is probably fighting for his fucking life.

#honestly i do think about this constantly. please Matt tell me wtf is happening everywhere else right the fuck now. #would kill for like. just an anthology of solstice bullshit. i want it so badly #critical role #yussa errenis

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Bro I was reenacting the "Just So" clip while I was putting away the dishes and when Frank yelled at Barnaby I was gonna say "oi fuck you" y'know because I was being silly but what came out was an almost PERFECT imitation of Barnaby's voice- I couldn't even finish the "fuck you" because I broke down laughing

Btw the reason this is so funny is because I'm a 5'2" Latino AFAB with NO experience in voice acting whatsoever yet for some reason the spirit of Giant Blues Clues decided my vocal chords were the PERFECT place to set up real estate

Anyway peace and love

HAGHASBCAKJSCNAKLD I WHEEZED

#the spirit of giant blues clues were the perfect place to set up real estate #PLEASSSSEEEEEEE #how dare you people come into my inbox and be leagues funnier than me- #fuck now i really want to hear barnaby's va say 'fuck you' In His Voice... what i wouldnt give... #i think it would heal something in me! i can imagine it well enough but to Hear It... #but yeah thats so fucking funny. peace and love Indeed! #rambles from the bog #i actually had a similar experience once if you dont mind me uno reverse carding you #when i lived with my mom i made a game out of trying to scare her #so one night shes downstairs in the dark. messing with the printer by the light of the stairs #and i am not a light person by any means. but im fucking Quiet. i regularly sneak up on my cats #so i snuck up behind her- #and im afab w/ no experience in va too. my voice is a lot higher than id like it to be. #but holyyyy shit when i said 'Hello' - STANDING RIGHT BEHIND HER MIND YOU!!! - my voice dropped Several octaves #im talking roadhog from overwatch level deep. deeper than mark introing three scary games #im talkin Downright Demonic The Devil Himself Possessed Me deep. deep as the marianas trench #to this day i have never startled or scared anyone that badly. she literally almost fell over. i saw true fear in her eyes #so. 🤝

[lucyvaleheart]

i need to be chained down

i need to struggle against my bonds, need to cry need to scream, need to feel so utterly helpless and vulnerable

i need it to hurt. I need my ass to be smacked so red that it it brings real tears to my eyes before we're even halfway through. i need the wood of the paddle to SNAP and splinter as it breaks against my body.

i need to be told the most disgusting, cruel, awful things about myself; i need to be degraded and made to feel so small and pathetic and worthless and stupid and i need to be crying on the floor, utterly limp in my bonds from it.

i want to be marked. i want to feel teeth, i want to feel claws, i want my skin to break from the force of them i want to feel the blade against me i want to feel the fear in my whole being as it goes further and further and further

i need to be owned, to be claimed, to be branded with a hot iron, to be caged up and collared. need that collar to shock me, need someone to own me, need someone to hold my remote and press the button until i can't breathe until im choking with sobs and crying on the floor for a second time

when i say i need to be broken

i need to be broken.

#original #.......i'm in a mood #a very very very desperate mood #a very masochist mood #i just. god i want to be utterly eviscerated right now #want to just be taken advantage of so badly #want to hurt. #want to REALLY hurt. #want to really realy really really hurt. #sigh #one day ill find someone willing to do this kinda shit to me #in the meantime ill just keep working on communication and stuff so that when i inevitavbly find them scared to indulge themselves #i can reassure them and make them feel safe and loved before and after #aftercare after this kind of a scene would be life-savingly vital for both sides #so much cuddling and loving and reassurance and care #fucking breaks my heart when i hear a domme doesn't get that especially a sadist #anyway #cmere and ill show you how to break me. if this appeals to you say hi. please. i promise i will be so wonderful for you. i promise #i will help and i will lvoe and care for you even after you break me like this

[lobotomyladylives]

I think bpd is a bullshit stigmatizing label thrown at women to pathologize what is very obviously a response to prolonged childhood trauma and would be better labeled as C-PTSD. that being said my god I am bpd as fuck

#my sister just snapped at me bc i said i dont want to do a ton of physical labor for the job she signed me up for which apparently does i #in fact involve a lot of it. and her being mad for even that moment sent me spiraling so badly & i had the reaction i often do where #i start hating both her & myself terribly & want to isolate forever #i think she hates her new job & is taking it out on me but it doesnt matter bc i cant handle being yelled at #and the fact thst it took me till adulthood to realize thats bc i associate it with my father is crazy. yeah its just the cptsd like #everything else. and whats nutso is how i continue to think my trauma Wasnt Bad Enough for ptsd . #just bc he didnt beat the shit out of or molest me i feel like i dont even have a right to be this fucked up #not that it was only him. being bullied at school really did not help. i guess now that i think about it the problem is that until #i was a teenager i literally did not feel emotionally secure anywhere. home or school. always the ticking of a bomb in the bg #the inevitable moment my dad blew up over nothing or i overheard my peers talking about what a freak i was #i dont know why it still hurts to think about. im so far removed from it my life now couldnt be more different #well thats the stupid fucking thing about childhood isnt it. those are your very first experiences with the world & other ppl #i do know my view of romantic relationships was irrevocably poisoned by my parents & that is never going to be undone. so cool

[catboyolli]

for day 6 of the BC Advent Calendar organized by @another-sun, the twins have put on their special sweaters!

let's just say that a certain someone wanted to get matching sweaters to celebrate the holidays ("c'mon, it'll be fun! besides, this one really suits me, don't you think?"), but another certain someone didn't like most of the designs at all ("no, too colorful", "do you see me wearing something like that?, "led lights on a fucking sweater?", "... absolutely not")

they found the middle ground and now they both get to wear a lovely sweater: Joonas gets one that supposedly defines him quite well, and Joel gets one that lets him stay true to his Edgelord persona 🖤

(looking back, Joel thinks that the one with the led lights was pretty cool...)

individual pics under the cut!

#BC advent calendar 2023 #blind channel fanart #joel hokka #joonas porko #art tag #rejected ideas were: 'jingle my bells' for joonas with two bells near the hem and 'hail santa' for joel with a candycane pentagram #btw it was around 30°C when I started working on these and i'm wearing a tshirt right now and this makes me miss winter so badly 😭 #sorry Joel i fucked up your face you're difficult to draw lol

[lethxia]

erasermic. post graduation and that guy hizashi never really was together with, smoking on sidewalks

#i need to scream about them so badly #literally what the fuck i am enamored by emic they just hit the spot right #grumpy x sunshine? yeah... i guess.......... but not really #theyre so perfect #now i know i have like a dozen snippets abt them smoking #but #:/ look man its just inevitable. emic is so self destruction coded #erasermic #hizashi yamada #eraserhead #shouta aizawa #present mic #bnha #aizawa shouta #yamada hizashi

[lazuliquetzal]

somebody else write this fic for me please i'm begging

Laufey can’t remember a time before Thor. Logically, she knows that she had a life—a normal life, even. One where she laughed with her friends and spent time with her family and had all the petty, beautiful conflict that could only occur in times of peace. 

She can't remember it, though. After Odin betrayed the Jötnar, and after Thor—she had to lock away those idyllic memories for her own safety and sanity. If she thought too long about it, she would cry, and if she cried, she would die. 

There were once thousands of them, then hundreds, and then a handful. She wishes she could say it was because they were able to escape, but in reality, it was because she was too slow to save them: for who could outrace a lightning strike?

Twelve years into the slaughter, Odin breached the gates of Jötunheim. She’s still not sure how he did it—maybe Týr cracked under the torture, maybe Mimir deduced a solution to save his own skin, or maybe Odin figured it out on his own. Regardless, he found a crack, and he sent the storm inside. 

To her shame, Laufey was not there. But she dreamed of it. She felt the fire blistering her skin, and she choked on the ash of the Ironwood, the one safe place they had left, and when she jerked out of sleep, it was too late. She laid there, on her cot, staring at the sky, and realized that the only thing left she could claim was vengeance. 

Months later, worn and weary, she washed up on the shores of a decimated land. The few remaining locals were frightened to see her, and they were even more frightened when she finally was able to communicate her request. Still, they pointed her to an abandoned temple, more rubble than sanctuary. It was exactly as Týr described, if significantly more run down than in his stories. 

There, Laufey lit a fire, slit her palm, and let her blood drip into the flames. The smoke rose up, choking out the sky, and Laufey knelt down to pray to a foreign god. 

“I seek the Ghost of Sparta,” she said, into the quiet. “I need to slay a pantheon.”

#god of war #faye god of war #kratos #please somebody take this idea i can't focus on it right now but i need it to exist so badly. #i wanna see them go fucking ham #lazuli writes

[captainjonnitkessler]

I would not survive as a medieval peasant because the first time I got a headache and couldn't take ibuprofen for it I would simply kill myself

#my throat and sinuses hurt SO fucking badly right now #i'm alternating 3 types of medication every couple hours and i'm still SO fucking miserable #i would not survive without my beloved ibuprofen

[cyarskj52]

#nicki is a weird tired evil ass bitch #like omg i could really go on a rant fuck her fuck the barbs #them miserble bitches have no life harassing ppl over nicki minaj youre a goner hoe! #and my girl meg sitting pretty ik thats right miss stallion she that girl <3 #nicki has been online for over 48 hours straight meanwhile megan has been out minding her own business #it’s crazy how badly nicki has WILLINGLY tarnished her own legacy #this is the same woman who wrote the verse in monster???? #🫢 #didn’t Nicki help silence the woman who was SA by her now husband? #megan thee stallion #Tina Snow #it girl #worrying about the wrong foot Nicki #pack it up #prev tags #I mean… #Nicki it’s not funny anymore that man should be still serving time #I’m so happy Megan didn’t fold and I hope she gets all the happiness in the world #that girl went through enough #A HOMELESS MAN SHE PICKED UP AT A TURKEY RAFFLE #PLEASE!!!! #now Nicki hyping up a new release called ‘Bigfoot’ and claiming it’s not a diss track #the barbs are out in force I’m tired #the Megan’s law line was a slay tho honestly who can deny

[creampuffqueen]

dropped the math class that i’m failing

#ecollegy shenanigans #if you told me last year i’d be failing a class so badly i’d have to drop it i would kill you #but today i’m just like thank fuck i can’t do this right now #still gonna have to take it at some point but that’s a next year me problem

[assassinregrets]

LANDLORD RAISED MY RENT $100 I AM GOING TO FLUSH MY ENTIRE COUCH DOWN THE TOILET PIECE BY PIECE

#vengeance will be mine #technically im still paying way below market rate for this place tho lol #nevertheless #god. i fucking hatesssss it but like. apts available right now that are half the size of this one with fewer amenities are going for 3300+ #stuff in this price range is 400 sq ft studios. even with the rent raise. #im mad but like. i could be madder #like all of them have those super shitty washer dryer combos that take 6h to do a single load badly #or separate machines but it's still not a vented heated dryer so it's trash. 16h to do laundry? i will kill you