#One more time-i’m going to explode

[eternal-moss]

When people continually whitewash my favourite characters.

[ID: A black and white, rough digital drawing of someone sitting at a desk and clutching their head in their hands. End ID.]

^thank you @describe-things

#This is mainly about Noé Archiviste. But also I will not forget what some people did to Simon Petrikov either when I was watching f&c #I’m so desperate for drawings of them. But for the love of God，is it that difficult? Somehow every other hexadecimal of their #Character design is exactly on model other than their skin. Just. . #OH YEAH I FORGOT KAEYA. FFS. Somehow it’s always the K**luc-ers that always do it. Which makes sense because they disregard his entire char #And with the new influx of atla fans people have been whitewashing Katara too! And I mean drawings of the original show too #probably delete later #And no one seems to have any problems with it? Especially if it’s sexualised art *talking more about Kaeya & Noé here. #People who whitewash the few (and when I say few I literally mean 5/82 playable characters) darker genshin characters. Actually fuck off #If I see ‘it’s just my art style’ or ‘it’s just the lighting’ *every other colour than the skin hasn’t been lightened in the slightest* #One more time-i’m going to explode #Oh and while I’m on this topic! Fuck Bochum for whitewashing literally the entire starlight express cast! Electra being the first ever #non binary character in musical theatre while also being played by black actors. And then Bochum happened. #When was the last time Pearl or Rusty had actors who weren’t white? Literally the last character who hasn’t been replaced is Momma/Poppa. #And being black is so integral to their character and music. You quite physically couldn’t #I really really hope the casting for the London performance this year is like the 1984 cast again. Please.

[shima-draws]

THAT right there, ladies and gentlemen, is a LOVE CONFESSION

#One Piece #Lusan #Sanji #Luffy #Sanlu #100% A LOVE CONFESSION. STRAIGHT UP. #Wow wow wow can you guys believe Luffy said he can’t become the Pirate King without Sanji by his side. Can you believe that. #Actually tho I feel like this is SO incredibly significant #Like Luffy could easily say this to anybody on his crew but #We know for a FACT that Luffy doesn’t let anything get in the way of his dream #And the fact that he’s willing to give up on it for Sanji. If Sanji isn’t there it won’t be worth it. #Any time a character is like ‘Not without you’ I just. I J SUT #UGH. AGHHFH. They make me ill #And Sanji knows how significant him saying that is too. Bc HE knows how much Luffy wants it #Luffy needs Sanji. He’s his nakama his cook and one of the people he loves more than anything #I am GOING to explode. #Shima speaks #I’m still going through it btw. God. That episode fucked me up forever

[eego0]

“Aphmau didn’t take care of her kids-“

AURGGHGHGSGHHHHHH *folds you into a tiny tinfoil ball*

#leave her alone #I’m going to explode if I see this take one more time #minecraft diaries #aphmau #mcd #aphblr #mcd aphmau #aphmau mcd #mcd levin #malachi mcd

[jackerscracker]

IBISPAINT STOP GIVING ME THIS AD

#istg if I see this ad one more time I’m going to explode in the bad way #stop giving me flashbacks of 5th grader me #yes I used to watch gacha heat I’ve healed though #jacks’s thoughts

[baura-bear]

Crying but idk why

#vent #I’m telling myself it’s because I miss Ryan kopel?? #and I guess that’s true but it sounds fucking stupid #and sexuality and gender is so confusing #and I feel like I have a million emotions and words to say and express but they’re all just trapped #and it’s all building pressure and eventually I’m just going to explode #and last night I got so drunk because I thought it would make me feel better #not better but like be able to not think about it all #but it just made me think about everything more #and then I got nauseous and I never threw up but my friends had to take care of me #it was just two of them thank god everyone else had left #but one of them i like #and I started crying and neither of them noticed because we were just outside laying in the grass #and it was sobs or anything it was just a constant stream of tears that I couldn’t stop #I’ve just been feeling weird ig #and going back to school is scaring me so much #I genuinely have no friends there and I don’t want to go back to being alone all the time #this is a lot I just needed to get it out I guess

[peapod20001]

Cursed to realize I’m not following people that interact with me a lot </3

#random post #I keep realizing I’m not following people. and then I get embarrassed about it and worry it’ll look weird #if I suddenly follow them 😭 anyways I’m trying not to be a wuss gevehwhwhwhe </3 the follow button won’t make me explode #I think the reason I didn’t follow some people is that I literally like. COULD NOT follow any more blogs #I found that the max number of ppl you can follow is 5000. and I have reached that a couple different times 😭 #so when I remember to I go through and unfollow inactive accounts or ones that don’t interest me anymore #so I can follow friends and art accounts <3 #anyways I started rambling lol sorry

[ezraphobicsoup]

i think they should get rid of all the things i have to do as a new years present and just give me actual time to have a little lie down

#ezra’s real life rambles #i dunno maybe i’m just feeling a bit shit but ive got 7 things to do today and i just don’t want to id really rather not #not that tumblr needs to know this either but school dreams are actually going to make me explode they’re just awful #or more poignantly evil guy appeared in this one so i feel bad (i’ll be fine) #anyway yeah fun times woohoo or something

[hauntedvoid]

have you ever been so horny you can’t breathe?

#holy shit #if he calls me a good boy one more time i’m going to explode #i want his cock so bad #i am daddy’s whore!!! #ns/fw #t4t nsft #ns/fw text

[rypnami]

liking a certain piece of media doesn’t mean you condone the creator or the actions some of the characters take btw

#if i have to explain this one more time i’m going to explode #i like harry potter #i can’t fucking stand jkr and her nonsense #i like hazbin hotel (sorry) #vivziepop is not that great of a person actually! #we support death of the author in this house #alastor is one of my favourite characters and that mf was a serial killer #doesn’t make people who like him serial killers my GOD

[llumimoon]

I know I very much have a Normal Oak bias <3 but I do really understand each of the teens and their reasons for doing everything that they’ve done in this episode! It’s really really interesting to me to see all their different ideals, attitudes, and feelings clash !! I love Normal to pieces but I can admit that he can be pretty self centered and insecure at times. He has his flaws! As do the rest of the teens! And that’s why I love them so much as characters <3

#dndads #cal rambles #dndads spoilers #<- mostly just for what I’m gonna talk abt in the tags #i have a tendency to only talk abt my feelings surrounding Normal n the Oak family #bc they’re my favorite characters and I feel that I can articulate my ideas with the depth that I think they deserve #so I think I can come off at times as favoring Normal or thinking he’s always in the right #when he’s not! he’s absolutely not #did he fuck up a little this episode? for sure !! he is not completely blameless #i just like thinking abt the emotional fallout <3 #i think Norm’s deep insecurities and self centered ness is gonna lead to like. a BIG OL BLOWOUT LMAO #i feel bad bc my guy can NOT get a break oh my god his house is going to fucking explode soon #but also !! everyone is hurting here !! #not JUST Normal even if that’s who I tend to focus on #it hurt a little to have everyone push Scary away #and it hurt to have no one understand Link !! #everyone is hurting each other right now #i feel like Link is a much more impulsive guy yknow #he thinks abt what to do in the NOW #and he has a p strong moral compass #which is why I looove Link all his actions and thoughts make COMPLETE AND TOTAL SENSE ! #Normal on the other hand i think tends to over think things a ton or jusy. not think at all IWHEEGAJHA #AUGHHGH i ran out of tags to complete my thought here but <3 #anyways i haven’t been in the dndads tag much these past few eps bc I’ve been a lil stressed out from all the character debates lol #so forgive me if this is redundant or something #i just wanted to get my piece out there <3

[levelonemagikarp]

I’ve seen so many people say Saw X had them rooting for John but honestly it just made me hate him more, like all the victims who died tried so hard to survive and he kept doing his annoying ‘they choose to die sucks to not have willpower like me’ as if the time limit they were under wasn’t ridiculous. Also the group was evil sure but like let’s not pretend him and his apprentices aren’t all just as fucked up. Granted I probably would’ve felt more hatred towards them if it wasn’t John we saw them target, no matter how sad and pathetic he looks I physically cannot feel bad for him

#if I have to hear he’s not a murderer one more time I’m going to explode #Eric was actually the most valid character since he beat the shit out of him #saw x spoilers

[even-if-in-another-time]

YOURE DATING SOMEONE???? HOW??? WHEN???

THIS IS THE THIRD ASK AJDJDKBDKDBDJD IM DECEASED /POS

#but yes i maybe kinda sorta have a boyfriend #(he’s genderfluid) #(and the reason i discovered i’m mspec lesbian as opposed to just lesbian) #but uh. yeah. childhood-best-friends-to-him-shutting-himself-off-from-the-world-when-i-had-to-move-because-it-was-really-painful-but-then-on #-the-last-day-before-i-move-we-have-a-sleepover-and-stay-up-all-night-until-i-have-to-leave-to-literally-drive-two-thiusand-miles-and- #because-we-didn’t-have-phones-promising-to-write-to-each-other-and-then-my-new-life-starts-in-a-brand-new-place-and-i-just-never-do-write- #until-two-years-later-when-covid-hits-and-i-think-of-him-and-find-his-old-address-on-google-maps-and-then-send-him-a-letter-and-am-terrified #-we-won’t-be-anything-like-the-people-we-were-because-i-sure-as-hell-am-not-until-we-get-each-others-phone-numbers-and-i-call-him-and-it- #just…-clicks-and-we-slowly-become-closer-and-closer-friends-and-as-we-both-discover-our-sexuality-and-gender-shit-and-maybe-kind-of-realize- #that-we-both-like-each-other-but-not-telling-the-other-because-we’re-literally-two-fucking-thousand-miles-apart-but-it’s-been-two-years-of- #going-to-sleep-with-each-other-on-facetime-and-being-there-to-say-goodnight-and-i-love-you-and-putting-my-phone-on-mute-to-scream-into-my- #pillow-because-fuck-i-love-him-and-then-finally-one-day-he-asks-me-if-i-like-him-and-im-99%-sure-thats-the-closest-ive-ever-been-to-having-a #-heart-attack-but-i-cut-him-off-and-tell-him-yes-of-fucking-course-and-we-both-are-sitting-there-at-1am-for-me-and-4am-for-him-crying-on- #facetime-and-laughing-at-the-absolute-absurdity-of-it-and-then-just-going-on-with-our-lives-and-our-conversation-because-of-course-it’s- #always-just-been-like-this-with-us-just-somehow-inexplicably-clicking-and-the-only-thing-that-changes-is-that-he-tells-me-“goodnight love’’- #when-we-go-to-bed-and-i-want-to-explode-because-im-ninety-percent-sure-its-a-fucking-dream-but-it’s-NOT-and #i #okay im going to hope that absolutely nobody took the time to read those tags #because the more i type this the more im realizing just how much it sounds like a fucking ao3 story #anyways. #so moving on

[boygirlctommy]

27 days til for the future ^_^

#my post #I do not apologize for the person I will become when for the future drops #I am so FREEKING scared for the finale 👍👍 2 episodes left boys wooo #cries. what if it’s not a perfect happy ending what if it’s like amfibia and Luz cant stay in the demon realm :( #I would just explode probably #I can’t imagine an ending that doesn’t involve traveling between dimensions #bcus vee likes the human realm and Luz likes the demon realm and Camilla can’t just CHOOSE ONE KID #so like!! no!!!! no simply not!!!!!!!!! #anyways I’m just nervous 👍👍 for no reason really whatever it is Dana + crew have come up with I know it’ll be amazing fr fr #but also I’m nervous bcus my blorbos my blorbos they will go through the agonies #more trauma yippee !! cant wait to watch Luz sacrifice herself </3 #she’s tried so so so many times but she’s always been stopped by someone or her friends showed up to save her #but what if she actually does it in the end #like the guilt the guilt it’s not going anywhere aughhh I want her to be happy :((

[caught-in-the-filter]

Go and hide and run away

Run away, run and find something better

Go and ride the sun away

Run away like it's simple

Like it's right

Jamie is over, and where can I turn?

Covered with scars, I did nothing to earn

Maybe there's somewhere a lesson to learn

But that wouldn't change the fact

That wouldn't speed the time

Once the foundation's cracked

And I'm

Still hurting

#music #musicals #still hurting #the last five years #tl5y #going through and trying to get rid of things when I’m ridiculously sentimental #but I have to downsize and half the things have tainted memories attached now #and I still can’t rationalize who I thought he was with who he turned out to be #thanks dad for making everything so fucking hard #finding cards full of lies and lanyards from the comedian we saw that I’ve never been able to watch again #after you did what you did that day that made it a horrible time without mom who should have been able to go with us but you exploded #having to part with other relics of my childhood that feels so far away now that I’d been holding onto #trying to rationalize hanging onto the ones that I am even though there will be no space for them now #do you know how many times I’ve had a breakdown over you since you did what you did? #because I see now. I see that that was always you and I didn’t realize how much more guarded I should’ve been. #but part of me misses my innocent ignorance. misses thinking you could love and be loved despite it. not knowing why you were how you were. #why couldn’t you be the person I thought you were. the one I looked up to as a kid and followed around with my plastic tools #until I got old enough and sick enough of you yelling at me that I got so self conscious of every fucking mistake I made #and figured it wasn’t worth trying anymore. why I’m so anxious. why I say sorry too much. #do you know you gave your attitude to your son too? I hope you didn’t give him your inclinations and lies too. #I know you gave me your attitude. I’m trying to be better than that. but it’s hard when that’s what you know. #how does it feel? getting that right back at you now? finally facing the consequences? #but then we are all facing the consequences of your decisions. while you’re sitting pretty having your cake and eating theirs too. #you probably don’t even care. Jamie is probably feeling just fine. and I’m still hurting. #Spotify #(I should clarify. bc reading it back sounds sketch. when I said about his son I meant my brother. my brother has his attitude and more.)

[in-this-light-on-this-evening]

You burn like a bouncing cigarette on the road

All sparks will burn out in the end

#editors #after all this time i’m still obsessed with this song and this album #been just listening to it on my turntable and crying #god bless thomas and the entire band for being one of the most amazing and underrated bands of this new century #like seriously… #i know they have audience but i feel like more people should dive into their music #i’m so mad we have two dates this autumn but both are in places that are difficult to reach without having a car #if i had one i would totally go and see them live again #fucking fabrique and unipol arena i hate you #alcatraz should have pick them #anyway… all this rant to say that my heart is exploding because of all the love i have for editors #call me cheesy call me stupid idc #i just… love them very much 😭❤️ #and tom is just one hell of an artist and will love him until the day i die #Spotify

[chellyfishing]

maybe we’re all just in plato’s cave actually and it’s impossible to know something about everything and be socially aware and care about everything all the time

#i feel like i’m going to explode #being pulled in a hundred different directions at once and feeling helpless because i can’t do anything about any of them #while i also try to figure out how to make groceries cost half what they do #and whether or not i want to live through another day #and shut up you’re not the only one that’s everybody right? #that’s everybody #i can’t take another lecture about what i’m supposed to be proritizing and how i picked the wrong thing #there are genocides didn’t you know #there’s no time to get bogged down by it all #now you’re just doing more harm than good #do it scared do it tired do it bored do it sad just do it you just have to do it you should just already be better actually #why haven’t you done it #why don’t you already know this #why aren’t you talking about this #and also here’s my friend who can’t make rent #remember when you couldn’t make rent #how can you let someone else go through that #and the genocides remember #check your privilege #having a breakdown is a luxury don’t you know #it’s fine. i’m fine. #i’m fine i’m fine i’m fine #deep thoughts #it’s my birthday on sunday and i’m fine