#OcDemon

[shadow-the-clone-of-epsylonn]

Leshy Tragedy, the one and only

#Leshy Tragedy #OC #OC Demon #OCDemon

[princessartseyrandomness]

Drew more of my ocs

Nova

Nyx

Bella

Damian

#oc #originalcharacters #ocs #originalcharacter #original character #original characters #ocdemon #oc demon #ocangle #oc angle

[lulu-michelle]

ሃዐሁ ልዪቿ ፕዘቿ ጠዐክነፕቿዪ...

𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑛 (𝑚𝑦 𝑜𝑐) 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦, ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦 𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑜...𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑚 𝑡𝑜 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑚 :3.

𝐼𝑔:𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑥

#ibispaint #digitalart #my art #art #oc #demon oc #demon boy #demonoc #ocdemon #demon #blood #demon kid #experiment #experiment oc #lab #oc backstory #demon art #original character #child #child oc #demon child

[mecharose]

i need insane friends bc i feel so bad talking to my normalguy friends when my brain is in insane mode

#i cant b talking about OCDemons with people who have real jobs... #venti latte #my old roommate was pure evil but i do miss this aspect of living w her

[termagax]

okay im about to be insecure about something everybody look away

i know we do funny funny weird things here but i cannot help feeling like a circus animal sometimes like genuinely i feel like some of the people here are just keeping me around as a bizarre thing to look at because i say and do weird things and they think its funny. like. AUGHHH bcs i do like to be funny. but also i am literally so serious and genuine and the idea that im doing something really really scary (i dont know if anyone told u this lately but self shipping is really scary) and making myself vulnerable in a way that makes me really uncomfortable sometimes . the idea that im doing all that just so people can poke and prod at me and laugh at me for being weird is really upsetting and it makes me upset.

esp with the sex talk on here like i dont. i like joking about it and i LIKE being open about kink stuff i like being able to be someone people feel comfortable talking abt sex and sexuality with i really do. but i cannot help but feel like sometimes i am being put on parade so people can laugh at whatever weird thing im gonna say something about next. its embarrassing.

#i think im.just letting little things get to me again but like. hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #feeling like a dancing bear lately is all #not about my friends idk i think i have a lot of good genuine people around here #i think i just feel looked at lately #posts keep escaping follower count keeps going up which leads to strangers coming onto my blog and saying weird shit when im just being me #idk. i feel stared at. and embarrassed #does NOT help the ocdemon from hyperanalyzing everything i do to try and find out why im secretly evil

[ruinikaido]

Posts too random today but i dont wanna delete them ahhhhhghhhh

#The ocdemon <- got term from oomf who i forgot the name of IM SO SORRY I LOVE YOU

[lesbianoms]

Me telling lies

#i’ve managed to usurp my ocdemons and intrusive thoughts for the last few days and i think I’m just taking advantage of that lol #i hope to talk about more on here but ehh I have time #soft vore #nom’s thoughts

[oh-katsuki]

age gap mangas are like “the answer is clear... so what am i waiting for?” uhm sirr... for her to be of age, for one. 

#i swear it happens EVERY TIME #i HATE getting invested and discovering its age gao #HATE HATE HATE #but if i don't finish it Bugs Will Crawl Out Of My Skin And I Will Die #is this an ocdemon ?? perhaps idk #anyway this manga is mid but im gonna keep reading it bc this male mc is sexy as fuck #tw: age gap

[jinglejanglemornings]

seeing this live would have fixed me

#when i saw CLH it pretty much did fix me this was like during that horrible awful relationship w an insane girl #ofc he can do elliott justice this song does not even have a guitar part #christian lee hutson i feel is the most modern day elliott smith to me #like not that's he's quite as versatile as elliott but just the absolutely insane guitar skills #seeing him play OCDemon live was insane #music #christian lee hutson #Youtube

[girlspecimen]

accidentally wore my house shoes outside for my night walk and i’m trying genuinely so hard not to have an ocd moment about it

#thoughts #vent #my chest hurts #between the banana incident earlier today and now this the ocdemon has been well fed

[shadow-the-clone-of-epsylonn]

Father and son

#Clauneck #Amendana #OC #OCdemon #oc demon #OC Ninjago

[invisibleoctopus]

speaking of spending all my extra money on weed every month. its part of why i feel such immense guilt at seeing donation posts because in my head the moral OCDemon "you spend this money on WEED instead of helping ppl in NEED?? SHAME SHAME SHAME SHAME SHAME YOURE A HORRIBLE PERSON SO SELFISH ONLY THINKING FOR YOURSELF" every time i so much as scroll past a donation post bc in my head its like. if you have weed money you should be able to have Donation Post Money too

#le p2iigh #feel free to use the term ocdemon whenever YOUR intrusive thoughts feel like u have a demon in ur brain #but yeah every time we get more when We Cant Afford It its my mom caving and fronting... and shes having bad physical withdrawal symptoms #and whenever i smell weed i just crave it. which doesnt help when my uncle smokes in his room and the living room smells like weed #but honestly my self loathing makes it better for me to sit through the weed cravings and stuff bc i just tell myself i dont deserve weed #i tell myself that i DESERVE to feel bad when not smoking weed because Thats What I Get For Smoking In The First Place

[my-ocdemons]

Not a good day today. Having a breakdown currently because of a stupid reason. My father of handedly said a "stop doing ___ or ___ will happen to you" thing that triggered my OCD and I was a bit harsh with him, swearing to tell him off. I then said it's like how chainmail freaks me out because words can really fuck you up with OCD, even if youre just trying to have some fun. My father then said it doesn't matter, that everyone gets chainmail and while that may be true, believe it or not it effects people very differently. I for example have the urge to comply with what the chainmail says to do (send it to ten people or whatever) because a part of me genuinely believes it even though I know for a fucking fact nothing will happen. So if I comply, I allow my OCD to run rampant and I stress about whether I have carried out the task out correctly to a degree where the possibility of the chainmails negative consequences become an obsession of mine.

Now I feel terrible because I've ruined the evening for everyone because i've overreacted to something again.

I feel so sick

#my ocd is disabling #ocd #ocdemons #my ocdemons #mental illnesses

[socially-awkward-skeleton]

Ladyhawke AU (John Price x Rory Sinclair)

*once again proving that I am insane for these two. Ladyhawke is a little 80s film starring Rutger Hauer, Michelle Pfeiffer, and Matthew Broderick. Filled with so much goddamn yearning it makes me sick. Watched it recently and immediately was taken with the blorbo ship thoughts and thus had to draw them immediately.

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#call of duty #john price #john price x oc #oc: rory sinclair #fan art #ship: you are the sword to my shield #ladyhawke au #my art #skelly sketches

[josephseedismyfather]

Top 4 Fictional Crushes

Thank you @noodlecupcakes and @g0dspeeed for tagging me! 🥰 Sorry for the delay!

Joseph Seed - Far Cry 5 💛

2. Jacob Seed - Far Cry 5

3. Loki - MCU

4. Vaas - Far Cry 3

I could put honorable mentions but the truth is the list is too long. It was hard enough deciding past #1. The list is infinite.

Tag list opt-in/out here.

Tagging with apologies for doubles and no pressure, I'm late on this one! @wrathfulrook, @socially-awkward-skeleton, @trench-rot, @ladyoriza, @cassietrn

@redreart, @inafieldofdaisies, @hotmessteaparty, @voidbuggg, @insanityofvaas

@simplegenius042, @malefiquinn, @strangefable, @chazz-anova, @aristomal

@ocdemon-747, @evilvvithin, @carlosoliveiraa, @la-grosse-patate, @omen-speaker

@grimmylover7, @3llisarts, @scorpiosleeps, @cloudofbutterflies92 and anybody else who wants to share. Tag me! 😘

#kinda personal kinda far cry #tagged 🖤 #about me 🖤 #i don't have a type #what are you talking about???

[theotherrichardpapen]

Sydney Theatre Company - Strange Case of Jekyll & Hyde // Sally Rooney - Normal People // Christian Lee Hutson - OCDemon // Anne Sexton - A Portrait in Self-Letters

#0 note post incoming #you know it was bound to happen! you know it #because i can't be normal about anything i consume #making web weave style posts about a production that isn't available to view online anywhere was. fun. (: #so the images i can use are VERY limited #but this isn't meant to be taken seriously in any way shape or form this was just me scratching an itch so to speak #i guess that's more or less what this side blog is for now #but yeah whatever this production did to my brain chemistry is something that can be diagnosed in the dsm-v #strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde #stc jekyll & hyde #henry jekyll #edward hyde #quotes #web weaving #kind of? idk man i have an essay to write #but on a brief side note #it's about the idea of you being so ashamed of these parts of yourself #the deepest darkest parts that are fundamentally who you are. at your very core #and how repressing it is only going to cause it to fester #constantly being at war with yourself because you are terrified that if the people you care about see the real you #they'll turn away with disgust #the idea of desperately wanting someone to love you not in spite of the worst parts of yourself #but because of them. because the worst parts still make up the whole of who you are as a person #you cannot have the one without the other. there is no me (jekyll) without them (hyde) #anyway i'm bordering dangerously close into having an overlap between character thoughts here so i should stop #or else it'll spiral into au territory