At This Moment
“It is not the body that is important but the atmosphere around it. The atmosphere becomes permeated with this finer vibration, in the stillness. And another quality is there.
An axis begins to appear, of pure attention. There is a sensitivity. This atmosphere, filled with energy. The body, like an envelope.
Respect this atmosphere, this energy contained in the body. And then, even subtler energies can come into you—the Light can come into you.
All my thoughts, feelings, ideas are nothing compared to this precious treasure, this quality of energy that is not mine but what I am.
More and more, with attending to presence, allo'wing higher forces to enter, staying collected, returning, we can live in a new way.
You can serve this energy. And the energy can heal. From it can come my best action in the world, my best action for others. Help each other through living in this pure Attention.”
~ Michel de Salzmann, quoted in Fran Shaw's 'Notes on The Next Attention'
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Owari no Seraph chapter 128 english fan translation
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The angel Mika who decided their own end in order to save the First....
Shikama: ...it can't be...Paimon...Mikaela...
Yuu: ...suicide.
Mika: ...just the worst.
Shikama: This can't be happening....
Owari no Seraph 128: Icarus and His Wings
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Bael: My King!! Paimon!! What on earth was all that.....what is this...
Bael: You idiot, how could you-....why did you go ahead of....
Bael: *breakdown noises*
Bael: .....my King. My King, Paimon surely didn't...commit suicide, right?
Shikama: .........
Bael: God does not permit ending one's own life. Paimon's soul will...
Shikama: Stop talking.
Bael: My King. Paimon loved you more than anyone. Wanted you to return to God's side more than anyone. You know this without me telling you, that this is all part of God's plan. This is all a trial, so...
Shikama: And because of that you'll expect me to just accept it? All of this? This...this...this miserable story...
Bael: My King, you're halfway there. Arrogance like this in the middle of the journey will not be taken lightly...
Shikama: DON'T EVEN! DON'T EVEN GIVE ME THAT!! THIS ISN'T ARROGANCE!! WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING AT IS DESPAIR. THIS IS FUTILITY. IT'S POWERLESSNESS.
Shikama: WHY AM I ALIVE JUST TO SUFFER TO THIS EXTENT!!? WHAT AM I GOING ON FOR!? HALF THE ANGELS HAVE SUCCUMBED TO DISEASE. WHAT PARADISE CAN WE REACH BY IGNORING THAT!?
Bael: *cough*
Shikama: No....not you too.....
Bael: I am truly sorry....for not being able to fight to the end together...but please don't worry, my King. Head towards paradise.
Shikama: This is such bullshit, from all of you. You'd really have me go alone?
Bael: That was Paimon's desire.
Shikama: Then what the hell do you plan to do? Just die here?
Bael: ...since I can't leave him alone. We might as well hold down the fort here for a bit.
Shikama: Bullshit. All of it.
Shikama: I....the hopes you all trusted me with....
Bael: I'm not like Paimon. I never had any high expectations of you, my King. I have no expectations regarding God. Or paradise. Or you.
Shikama: What DO you want out of living, if you hope for nothing in this world, then?
Bael: That's already gone. I'm just waiting.
Shikama: For what?
Bael: For instructions. For the coming of my death, to see the fruition of God's plan, to see how you oppose it. Whatever comes first.
Shikama: I'm......I'm not as strong as you all think I am.
Bael: Please, free yourself. I will support whatever my King decides. Or, well, that may all be already set in God's plan as well.
Bael: *coughing*
Shikama: What do I do? Mikaela...
Shikama Narration: Bael committed suicide soon after. So that his soul would lay in the same place as Paimon's.
*Paimon grave*
*Bael grave*
Shikama Narration: In Hell.
Shikama Narration: Suicide is a grave sin. The two of them will forever be bound to this land. To this...
Amon: My King. Everything's set in place. All the power we'll need for our return to paradise has gathered in the tower.
Shikama: With so many already dead, is there even a point in us being able to go back?
*Belial grave*
Amon: I don't know what you're saying. Isn't this the day everyone's been working so hard for for however many tens of thousands of years?
Astaroth: Let's go! This is for our lost comrades too, we will be the first to return to paradise!
Shikama: Yes, you're right. Let everyone know, then. We return tomorrow.
Shikama Narration: The source of both God's power and angels' lives is here in "Light." Miracles are possible because of this "Light."
Shikama: O, Light.
Shikama Narration: That's why we've been so fervently gathering up all this "Light" into the Tower of Babel. To return to God's side. To return to paradise. That's "Light." However, because all this "Light" is connected to God's power, we are not able to bring about miracles so freely. There are some things forbidden by threat of punishment. There are three most dire of these: Resurrection of life, prolonging of life, creation of life.
Shikama Narration: Thus, the "Light" will not be used for miraculous resurrecion, and it will not be used for miraculous healing, and it will not be used for miraculous creation....but...
Shikama: Combine.
Shikama Narration: I stumbled upon something. A way to use the "Light" without it reaching God's eyes. After many such experiments in conducting miracles unknown to God, I first dared the creation of Mikaela. I created an angel, unobserved.
Shikama: Mikaela.
Shikama Narration: Your creation was successful, and yet I bear no punishment. But this...
Shikama: Is this your lenience? Or just a test upon the bounds of my arrogance? Maybe you're not even watching us at all. If I don't recieve an answer, I'm going through with it. I'm going to convert all the Light gathered in Babel...
Shikama: First, I resurrect Mikaela. Mikaela has enough Light to resurrect and heal all of the angels, and I've gathered it all into seven keys. With that power, I'm going to perform it on all of them. Everyone will return to paradise together, alive. That good?
Shikama: I cannot go back alone. We'll be coming as a group.
Shikama: You never do answer. Well then.
Shikama: O, "Light."
Shikama: Hide from God's sight, change into Darkness.
Shikama: Yuu, I'm going to resurrect Mikaela and save everyone. Convert all the Light stored in Babel to Darkness.
Amon: What is THAT??
Astaroth: What's going on!?
Shikama: So there really is no punishment. Then am I forgiven? Or are we just that completely hidden? Which is it?
Shikama: Ah, Fuck. No good.
The hammer slams down on the First and his accumulated sins...!!
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