#NOTHING TO DOOOOOOO

[lock-my-feelings-in-a-jar]

#badfinger #no matter what #top of the pops #totp #1971 #NO MATTER WHAT YOU AAAAAAAARRRE #IIII WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU #DOOOOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOU DOOOOO GIRL #OOOOOO GIRL #WITH YOUUUUUUUU #NO MATTER WHAT YOU DOOOOOO #IIIII WILL ALWAYS BE AROUND #WON'T YOU TELL ME WHAT YOU FOOOUND GIRL #OOOOOOOOO GIRL #WANT YOUUUUUU #(KNOCK DOWN THE OLD GREY WAAAAALL) BEEEE A PART OF IIIIT AAAAALLLL #NOTHING TO SEE #NOTHING TO SAAAY #NOTHING TO DOOOOOOO #(IF YOU WOULD GIVE ME ALLLLL) AS IIII WOULD GIVE IT TO YOUUUU #NOTHING WOULD BE #NOTHING WOULD BEEEE #NOTHING WOULD BEEEEE EEEEEEEE #NO MATTER WHERE YOU GOOOOOOOOO #THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A PLACE #CAN'T YOU SEE IT IN MY FAAAACE GIRL #OOOOO GIRL WANT YOUUUUUUUU #pete i like your mouth

[lemongogo]

hi

#yall ths art block is so bad its actually making me so stressed out😭😭😭 #its been awful plenty of times before BUT THISSS???IT FEELS NEVER ENDINGGG #so fucking frustrating-__- and i was finally working on smth i had started to like yday #but i hit this mid point where i didnt know How 2 break thru from like .. rough > finished #and im like T__T . brah . head in my hands #IDK WHAT TO DOOOOOOO . < lamenting . < woe is me . #sry i luv talking abt it . its therapeutic tbh . what do u guys do when u are in this position #i also try to go back to basics and j do gesture studies until i feel more capable #but im like shakig the bars of my cage . let me do smt fun again. please ❤️ PLEASEE ❤️ #i think part of it is also imposter syndrome whre like .. u see so many people u look up to doing so many cool things w their art #and its like . falling back into the trap of comparison and feeling like nothing u make can replicate the feeling of seeing those other #things ykwim🤔 #sick in da head . i think its also a twt issue #like ever since i started posting on there ive been feeling like i have 2 make . quote unquote good things which . obviously dookie sentimen #bc any art is objectively good art there isnt like . U CANT BE BAD YKWIM HELP #but when i j posted to tumblr it was like . u send it off like slapping a horse on the ass and u see it ride away and its so lowkey #and fun.. the community here is so muchc fun .. j dont feel pressured here #smiles sweetly #<gi influence #maybe ill delete the app 4 a while until i feel normal again #guys we need to kill all social media #guys we need to go back to drawing sheep on rocks (<giotto ref( #if i had 2 elaborate ig it feels like . i am following the path of most resistance -__- like wading hesdstrong in2 waves that keep pushing #me back . theres so much i want to do Wish i could do but its like damn i can barely draw like two complete things over the course of 2-3 mo #from how HARD IT ISSS🚶and my aphantasia compounds it . fumbling arnd in a dark room hoping smth sticks #graa.. i think its the realization that i couldnt ever do art professionally bc im such an obstinate artist T_T #tbh saying all this now its like looking up in2 the eyes of all my art insecurities looming over me #CASTING 100 FT SHADOWWWW🧍 #whteve . check back on me in 2 months hopefully i feel normal ab it then

[seariii]

fuck.

#vent post #might delete later #FUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKK WHAT DO I DOOOOOOO #literally nothing all we can do is wait and after the call insist. daily. #FUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKK BUT WHAT IF THEY TRY TO- WE NEVER GOT AN ANSWER TO THAT!!! #then we figure it out. worst case scenario it has to come out of our pocket. look. its gonna be okay! everything is. and if things go south #you have proof that you tried to do them right. #shit.... shit i am scared #its okay. everything is gonna be okay.we are gonna need to write down whatever is said to us so for now lets get a pen and paper #you can scribble in there and it will help #....good okay lets make a list. what information might be asked of us... #.... wtf is this randomly assigned shit.... sigh.... i wish i had figured that out on december and didnt have to suffer it now...

[r0ttingsystem]

I'm ssssssso BOREDDDDDDDDD

#theo.txt #i hsve NOTHING to dooooooo #aaaaaaaa

[helmbertson]

my life kind of sucks haha 🤣

#i don’t know what to dooooooo everything is bad now like literally nothing to look forward to #the last thing holding me together is now over and i have to figure out what to do #3 years LOL 3 years and it’s all my fault it’s over 🤣

[mishkakagehishka]

I'm dying of boredom

#there's nothing fun to dooooooo #i wanna play games but there's nothing that seems interesting rn

[mooodyblue]

life really continues to test me over and over again yall. like. [interally screaming]

#so #i've had my dog for 2 years now #she's had hip problems since we got her and id been telling my dad hey!!! we need to get her checked out!!! and it never happens #a small mention of her having sore hips gets mentioned #she gets put on expensive supplements for a year #recently it got to the point where we couldn't walk her anymore she's limping around #today she had a vet appointment right #tore her acl. has nothing to do with her hips. she's perfectly healthy and fine #5k for the fucking surgery #and obviously shes gonna get the surgery #but what the fuck are we gonna dooooooo #all of this while etwt is making me feel like shit for breathing #and i woke up with bad anxiety today like yallllllllllll what's in the air today #im happy my dog is healthy and that we finally found out what's wrong with her #however not happy about the 5k surgery that she needs #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i just wanted to write today

[stemmmm]

so close to beating hm back to nature that its killing me (3 full season remaining and nothing to do but get 1 (one) single cutscene that won't trigger for some god forsaken reason)

#m.txt #hm posting #sooo conflicted by this game because all i can think is oh my god this is the game ive wanted to make but also #its sooooo boring so so so boring theres nothing to dooooooo #they said no goals and my ass that was drug through the dirt by gbc2 was like thank you god but now im just like. why is this game so long #theres nothing heeere #i need to write my reviews of all the other games already so i can review this one #why on earth have i put off writing these so much (i know why) (because i couldnt settle on an angle for the first one)

[heartrat]

forgot my book........ death and murder

#im washing yarns at school and there is nothing to dooooooo

[elytrafemme]

okay i will actually stop the public breakdown sort of now because it's kind of embarrassing but i do need to point out that my girlfriend sent me a video which i do not find funny and like i'm already splitting right now and i really do not need this energy in my life where are the funny men like what are we doing here

#public meltdowns are good to use in reserves bc people really care initially but after a while it's like #yeah okay here's mare again not handling her emotions which w/e that's my whole fucking thing but like #it is no longer fun so use it well when you have it that's just my advice #anyway. oh i forgot what i was going to say oh fucking whatever #now i'm just cold why is my room fucking freezing this time of year. i'm so fucked in college like actually #i'm genuinely going to snap in half in college it's going to be such a thing . i'm going to actually throw up i think #post canceled i got sad about going to college fucking sue me. okay? i'm going to go fucking crazy #do you know what it's like to watch yourself go crazy do you know what it's like to always be the crazy one #because i'm ALWAYS the crazy one like for years that's why i keep breaking down publicly #cause like everyone knows i'm THAT one you know. #and no i cannot talk about this one on one individually who the fuck do you think i am! who am i putting this on! #my friends are all like you should tell me your emotions No actually bc here's the thing #if people do not want to see me vent here they block tags and they unfollow and they block me #and like it's over. who cares. we're done bitches #but in text like there's no escape honey there is nothing #so like. even if i want that i don't do that i don't fuck with that. what am i even talking about #OH MY GOD THE UNFUNNY VIDEO WHAT AM I GOING TO DOOOOOOO #i'm going to listen to the recs alek just sent me because alek is the best. you all follow him right #i'll just leave her on read who fucking cares #she's not gonna notice

[httpghostface]

how tf do I send pictures now

#like nothing seems to catch my eye to send #I still think of shit I could but I can't? #like I physically can't #maybe mentally? #I frfr can't #not even tag #and it's pissing me off #wtf do I dooooooo. #cause I have sm to tag and send and I just can't :/

[electrosquash]

Gah nothing sparks joy :/

#overwhelming emotions suck but underwhelming emotions aren't it either :| #don't know what to do don't know what to dooooooo #like back in december when i was a nervous wrack i could at least chase those little highs #but right now? nothing works. i haven't moved face muscles all day #producing words is super hard too. don't even feel like tagging shit. #would like some human connection but i'd have to speak for that #i feel like i've run out of personality

[mrpsychokiller]

I NEED TO DRAW !!!!!!!!!1!1!!1!1!1!;1

#i have NOTHING to draw im out of attacks to revenge on artfight #and i dont rlly feel like it..... #idk what to dooooooo #im still kinda stiff art wise

[teruthecreator]

am i bored enough to take an edible rn yes or no

#ignorance cloud on #someone help me decide. i cant #im so boredddddd theres nothing to dooooooo

[cactusdodes]

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#not to keep droning on in yet another post #but i just keep thinking about seeing that dude yesterday who looked so much like L from the corner of my eye #i thought it was really her for a second #i think i was so shaky afterwards bc i'd kinda been hopeful that it actually was her #i should just text her.. but what do i even say?? #hey i saw your friend at my job the other day. figured i'd see how you've been #like is that anything? i don't want to be too much but i feel like that's also kinda nothing #do i ask her out for coffee??? #idk what to dooooooo #madi says shit #blake says shit

[tobeblamed]

Quit looking at me with those eyes of yours or I SWEAR I'm gonna kiss the fuck out of you----

     ‘  well, ain’t that just unfortunate for me ...   ’

#timeline v: nothing ever really ends [ post series ] #unbearablyindifferent #voicemail: received. #oh nooo what will i ever dooooooo