#My friends arent marvel nerds :(((

[faverna]

Ok it's loki season 2 finale rant time bitches

!¡ SPOILERS and crying ¡!

Ok so first, omfg its a tree

With fruit! Or sparkly whatever things. Doesn't matter. I could be thinking too much (I am) but I think it's kinda of cute to think about how loki takes all these lives and choices and worlds and helps them grow into a beautiful living force of nature. One that creates life and great things all on its own. This contrasts the whole loom idea. The loom takes all these lives and choices and worlds, chooses the ones it wants, and weaves them into a single, artificial, "perfect" thread. It's like nature vs. industry kind of.

Second, AAAAAAAA LOKIUS

The way mobius' ending line echoed and it zoomed in on loki's face is my new roman empire. Also the way mobius turned New York alien invasion loki into self-sacrificing, god of stories loki is crazy. Ship them or not that's amazing. They are besties and also definitely in love (imo) your honor. Back to the original train of thought. I would assume loki can see/hear into timelines to a certain degree. Which means he could be watching mobius from afar which is enough to make the tears start. And does mobius know this? Is that why he waits there a little longer? I can see him sitting in a room alone talking to loki and just hoping loki can hear him. And maybe loki responds despite knowing no one can hear him 😭 cryimg. Maybe they don't even speak they just sit there knowing the other is thinking about them. It's so tragically cruel that just as loki realizes that what he really wants is his friends back and to not be alone, he loses his friends and becomes alone forever. He finally gets his throne. Which is another thing. I might be wrong but I think I remember loki talking about how he never wanted the throne of asgard he just wanted his father's love and stuff like that (idr what movie) which is even more painful. He chased a throne he didn't want his whole life in an attempt to gain other things. When he realizes he has what he wants he loses it. Similar to how in ragnarok thor tells him he was always loved, loki just didn't realize. And how thor says loki could've been more if he just let himself be more. And mobius told loki (who didn't get to ragnarok) he could be someone good. Loki finally finds the truth in these things, he can be good, but he loses everything he really wanted in return.

We arrive at three, mobius leaves the TVA

This scene hurts too. Mobius says he belongs at the TVA and he likes it there. And honestly, I (because as not him I am oh so qualified here (sarcastic)) agree. I can't see him living the life he has on the timeline. I can see him settling down but idk something feels off (it's not with loki /hj). After loki leaves he looks absolutely miserable at the TVA though. Mobius lost his purpose when loki found his </3 and now the only thing he can do is try to live some semblance of a life. Loki lost his best friend but so did mobius. And now he has to leave his life's work and try to live like a normal person who hasn't had their world ripped away from them. Me personally, I would feel hopeless.

Oh and fourth, where the fUck is he

It was probably said at some point but I don't remember, I'm too lazy to look, and I don't actually need an answer. But what kind of messed up outer space dimension are they in? Where is the TVA? Can't be in space because then someone would conquer them. And where did loki go? He ripped open space and now he has a chair somewhere. Speaking of which. My man has a chair. Just a chair. A rock chair. Barely a throne. Ignoring all the awful stuff I just spent ages typing that's a pretty awful way to spend the rest of time. Speaking of which part 2. Is loki immortal now? Because last I checked he had a lifespan of 5000 which is not "for the rest of time" sooo?

I'll probably think of more I wanted to say but hopefully I got most of it. Just needed that out of my brain it was and still will take up too much space.

#My friends arent marvel nerds :((( #loki series #loki spoilers #lokius #loki season 2 #mobius #thoughts #my roman empire #ramblings

[rainderthesomeone]

Its official :>

I know I've said it here and there on a few posts on transgender stuff, but its a official, I'm trans :D

TW: I talk about abuse and body dysphoria in this post, you dont have to read the rest, this section is just me sharing my experiences in my teenage years with a homophobic as hell republican as a father.

I've known for a while like ever since I was in Middle School, I had a really hard time fitting in with other girls, I tried making friends with them but they were all into make up and dress's and talking about boys and other stuff, I made at least one friend in middle school but they left me for a group of girly girls, and I wasn't interested in what they liked, I was into a lot of things they were not interested in, I was a huge nerd, I liked games, Godzilla, movie production, comics, marvel, star wars, fnaf, dinosaurs, bendy, (not saying girls dont like these things, girls can like anything guys :D women are amazing I know a lot of amazing girls now :>) nothing they liked and when they saw that they weren't interested in me anymore, but I connected with the guys a lot more, but they always saw me as the girl who tagged along and needed to be treated gently, at first I had no interest in the lgbtq community or the idea of being something else other than what I already was, I couldn't even really talk about, since the topic of gay and gender ideology wasn't allowed in the house I used to live in, my father hated gay people, said they were wired, and shouldn't be his words not mine "frolicking around and being queer" da hell dose that mean? im still baffled by that, he's also that kind man who thinks lesbians are cool and gay men shouldn't exist, it was that level of misogyny and homophobia, looking at it now, it was really disgusting and disturbing, but I was 12 I didn't know any better.

but than as I got older I became more aware, and started questioning things, I was 13 in my room, on my phone, and I found this artist who was drawing deltarune characters, deltarune was also a huge eye opener to the lgbtq comunity for me, since kris identified as none binary, but I found one of the oc's the artist made and they identified as A gender, and I was like whats that and looked into it more and more, and than I went from I dont know who or what I am, to maybe im a demi girl, maybe im A Gender, maybe im none binary and than boom, it clicked, I went with they/them/there's for a while, but I began to feel uncomfortable, by being refred to as her, she, I started hating wearing a braw and how scratchy and annoying it felt, I began hating my chest, I stopped wearing shorts due to my legs being abnormally hairy and that girls arent supposed to be hairy, at one point my dad was going to put me through a hole body hair removal process which would have removed all my body hair, and he was going to do it without me knowing, until my mother told me, she was the most supportive person I had while going through this, I was litteraly terrified to say no to my dad, but eventully he didint go through with it, but I still wasnt allowed to have body hair, every time we went shoe shopping he tried to get me pink shoes, and brands women would only use, we went on a cruise and we had to dress up, but I didint want to since I would have had to wear a dress, blue jeans were the only thing I had that was close to guy clothes, I wasnt allowed anything remotley masculine, only my mom would let me have products like old spice, and she took me guy clothe shopping but it had to be in secret from my father, who would hurt me and my mother if he found out, not physically well he would probably slap me, but only yell at my mother, which still wasnt good, eventully we left his sad ass, and now me and my mom live in a apartment together, and from there I could freely explore who I was, a month later I came out as trans to my mother right after we left, and im in therapy with an amazing therapist and I have amazing friends who dont fully understand but support me in every direction, only triggering thing Ive experinced so far was not being able to change my pronouns to he him lol, Curse you school bored! XD

anyway sorry for the lenghty slightly depressing post, I just wanted to share my story here since I have the platform to do so now, the freedom of speech is very rewarding and validating lol, origanlly this was going to be a post about "guys I got my first chest binder oh and btw im ftm" but I wanted to get this off my chest no pun intended and open myself up more on here, the trans comunity on tumblr has been amazing so far, especially the tf2 comunity on here, I truly feel welcomed and comfortable being here.

lot of grammar issues in here, grammars not my strong suit plus its 11 pm for me right now, im heading to bed lol, good night everyone!

#transgender #coming out as trans #trans rights #trans masc #ftm trans #im also not on any medication as of righting this once im settled finacially ill bring yall on that journey with me lol #if any one has any tips on trans masc I would really appreciate it XD cuz im still exploring #and its gonna be my first day tomorrow binding so uh lets see how that go's lol #k that enough from me back to tf2 comics :D

[moonlit-imagines]

Headcanons for being Diego Hargreeves’ child

Diego Hargreeves x child!reader

warnings: knifes, blood, guns, death mentions, mental hospital

a/n:

prompt: anonymous: “Hi! Could you please write a “The Umbrella Academy” Diego Hargreeves x daughter reader headcanon? I always think Diego is such a overprotective softie dad ♥️♥️”

deigo really said “?????”

how dad

but also he’d just the most loving dad anyone could ever ask for

✨it’s because he was never loved by his dad✨

“hi cutie, i love you, i love you, i love youuuuu”

he locked away all his weapons so that you couldn’t hurt yourself on them

but he always missed a few and he’d turn around and see you holding throwing knives and just FREAK OUT

“no, no, no, you may not have those! knives are for big boys like me, not babies”

“give back”

“‘give back?’ are you nuts?”

diego has conversations with lil you as if you know what the fuck he means dhshshhshs

as you got older, you became more interested in his “career”

“no, i dont care if you have powers or not! you have a bedtime, that means no vigilantism, you hear me?”

“if i say ‘no’ can i be a vigilante?”

“you know what? how about you clean up the gym for al so he doesn’t evict us?”

you did not sign up for this

you really wanted to meet your aunts and uncles, but you weren’t exactly sure they knew about you

i mean, you knew you had a cousin but everyone knew about her because aunt allison was a goshdarn celebrity

“dad, i want to meet the family!”

“no you don’t”

end of discussion

despite having a bedtime, you still watched movies late at night with your dad

he really liked marvel movies

“come on, that would never happen!”

“you come from a family of superpowered kids, a robot mom, and a monkey, and you’re upset about...a guy that shoots arrows?”

“maybe i am, what’re you gonna do about it?”

you ask about umbrella academy stories a lot, you your dad usually makes it about him

“and then i punched that guy in the face! and then i stabbed him in the leg because he was a dick! bet you’re friend’s dads arent as cool as me”

*yawning bc you’ve heard this story a million times*

you go to public school

you do have your dad’s last name

which occasionally gets recognized

“woah! wasn’t your dad a superhero?”

“i have no idea what youre talking about” :)

practicing your knife throwing while diego is away, him coming home to find his knifes stuck through various targets

so proud but he had to make sure you didn’t hurt yourself

you actually had to learn how to patch him up because he did come home a bit battered and bruised several times

“im okay, y/n. no need to freak”

“dad, there is literally blood dripping on the floor will you just sit down and stay still for five goddamn minutes?”

“woah, who the fuck taught you to cuss?”

watching the news at home when your grandfather was reportedly dead

you were actually very upset because you wanted to meet him so bad

even if he was a dick

your dad came home silent and you knew he knew

“you okay?”

“oh, yeah, im better than okay!”

finally getting the chance to meet your family

“who are you?” -allison

“im, uh, y/n. diego is my dad”

*jaw dropping*

and you know what? that happened four more times (plus ben but you didn’t get to see that)

“and you are?” -luther

“who’s the...the little one?” -klaus

“well, what do you know? diego’s a dad” -five

“don’t tell me that’s...no way” -ben

“you’re diego’s? wow, i can’t believe he didn’t tell anyone” -vanya

“i...i know who all of you are” -you

diego bragging about how perfect you are while everyone simultaneously rolls their eyes

“well, y/n, maybe one day we’ll schedule a playdate for you and claire” -allison

“‘playdate?’ how old do you think i am?...but yes i wanna meet her”

“god, you’re so much like diego, it’s unsettling”

you had been secretly training at al’s gym during your dad’s late night activities

so when trouble came your way, you were able to handle yourself pretty well

“where the hell did you learn that?”

“al showed me a few moves!”

“that old man? you’re kidding”

you met your grandmother, grace, who was tasked with keeping you safe at all times

you actually loved her sm

but there was something a bit off about her

besided the fact she was a robot

klaus snuck you out so that you two could have BoNdInG tImE

it wasn’t all bad

ben was a lil choked up that he got to meet one of his niblings

“they’re perfect”

“they just stabbed someone, buddy”

“who are you talking to?”

FIVE EVEN SCHEMED WITH YOU

“okay, y/n, i need you to curve something when i throw it, got that? right at that security guard”

“what are you throwing?”

“you’ll know when you see it, make your uncle five proud”

“IS THAT A GUN”

<3 family

running into patch!!

“hey, kid, i just saw your dad. i thought i told you to handcuff him to the radiator when you were away?”

“yeah, well, he wouldve chewed his hand off so here we are”

that was the last time you saw her :/

well, your dad was now a wanted man

“what happened to your arm?”

“no”

you actually didn’t expect this family reunion to go south like this

wait—yes you did

vanya has powers????

“i thought vanya was the one without powers?”

“yeah. so did we.”

diego straight up did not want you anywhere near that

but you, again, were his child and also fuck authority you do what you want

the vibe is almost getting shot several times

by hazel, cha cha, and “commission” guys?

going 2 ur auntie’s concert 😌✨

“y/n, hide in the bathroom and stay there until i come get you”

“dad, i love you, but no”

“y/n, i love you too, but yes”

“no”

“yes”

“NO”

“YES”

you won

but in the end (or not so much) you time traveled to...1961?

without any of your family

“this is...this is not good”

understatement of the year(s)

what was a kid like you gonna do in dallas, texas in 1961

no seriously, what

it was rough, but you managed to survive on your own

and open a paper in 1963 to find a mugshot of your dad

“son of a—”

visiting dad! (two years later)

“y/n? oh my god, y/n! shit, i missed you so much! why do you look different? you’re bigger, oh god. how long have you been here?”

“2 years, dad. you?”

his hair was so LONG

“2 months”

“christ, that’s it?!”

“i have to stop jfk from being assassinated”

“what makes you think that’s a good idea???”

“its the right thing to do, wanna help?”

“shit, i guess. as long as i dont end up here”

“no promises, people in the 60’s are crazy”

diego: 👁👄👁

you: 👀

running into five on the street soon after

“uncle five?”

“no time to talk”

“okay, asshole? i’ve been here for 2 years and you dont care?”

“two years, huh? i spent 45 years in a post apocalyptic world as a 13 year old and beyond”

“i didn’t say it was a competition, dude. you kinda dropped us all at different times. at least, me and dad. he—”

“is trying to kill lee harvey oswald, i know. come with me”

finally running into your other aunts and uncles, who were so excited to see you

you ran into their arms and they picked you off the ground and you felt closer than ever after only knowing them for 10 days

dad broke out

lila too

“im your new mom!”

“you’re what?”

diego dragged you along with him almost everywhere

he had missed you so much, but he keeps forgetting you kinda grew up without him for a while longer

meeting grandpa :)

“a grandchild, huh? how unfortunate”

“bitch”

“what did you just call me?”

“a bitch.”

your dad and basically the entire table trying to hold back laughter

reggie was stunned

cold hearted just like him <3 he didn’t know if he was offended or proud

this is so confusing

diego just disappeared off the face of the earth

and assassins were on your case

“the goddamn swedes are back oh shittt im gonna die”

“y/n, just curve their bullets”

“it’s not as easy as it sounds, klaus!”

you were doomed

theres too much to go over

apparently you died on a farm????

and then you didn’t??????

and your dad was almost apart of the commission

“hey, you okay, y/n?”

“i would like to take a nap please”

“yeah, me too”

“me three!” -klaus

yeah it was never that simple 😌💕 the end

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[fyrapartnersearch]

looking to write my heart out with somebody!

hello hello!!!! i'm yearning for long-term, descriptive, literate (aka 3rd pov with proper grammar/punctuation) roleplayers to have threads with over discord AND/OR kik. if i've caught your interest, keep readin', it only gets better from here.

i just need someone who i can gush with over our babies, cry over our threads, and even make content for them (matching icons, playlists, edits, moodboards, all of that!!!) when the need arises. i only ask that you follow these guidelines: be 19+ (due to mature content), communicate clearly with me (i.e when you're not okay with a change in the plot/want to drop/add a change), DON'T spam me with messages (i should reply at least once a day, but i will let you know when i won't be online, i expect the same courtesy), don't godmod/oneline (my bread and butter is between two to three paragraphs per reply), versatility (you must play both male and female or just play male; those who play just females have just given me really bad experiences before.), maturity (no guilt tripping!!! that's like an insta block), and don't make me do all the work (contribute as in don't just sit there and say 'anything's fine with me' over and over again--it makes it feel as if i'm dragging you along just to do whatever i want). think you can manage? then keep reading!!

fandoms/plots i'm interested in: (if there's no specified gender on the plot, then any type of pairing [f/f, m/m, m/f] is okay with me!) everyone is aged up to 18+, none of my characters are underage and i expect the same from you!

- marvel: i absolutely crave all things marvel, but the pairings i'm looking for as of right now are: --- peter parker + mj: maybe they've been apart for the summer, peter busy with spidey stuff and mj with activism, but their first class at mit they realize that they're in the same class. slow bonding whilst peter's trying to keep the secret of being spiderman under wraps. how can he gain her trust to fall for him if he himself isn't truthful? (i'd play mj with a zendaya faceclaim.) --- miles morales + mj: miles is finally in college and is more than excited to tackle this new chapter of his life--until he catches sight of them. they're mj. they seems to be the only mj in his universe--are they HIS mj? his experience with his spider friends from other universes only seem to prove the fact that this person, this grumpy, indifferent, cynical person was meant to be his soulmate--it's written in the stars of the universe! hopefully they'll see it too. (i'd play mj with a zendaya faceclaim for a girl, and jeenu mahadevan for a boy.)

- stranger things: also deeply invested in a juicy stranger things plot!!!: --- jonathan + oc: awkward jonathan has finally graduated and scramped enough money to attend hawkins university, majoring in literature. it seems the most steady compared to what he really loved--photography. it's there that he sees her, a soft an quiet girl that seems to be a mirror image of him. yet, nobody seems to know where she's come from. it's a slow bond, gradual and steady, like lapping waves. jonathan thinks he's found the one person who might actually be his own slice of heaven. until she's at his doorstep in the middle of the night bleeding from the nose, holding the head of a dead demogorgon. (i'd play the oc with the faceclaim malaika firth.) --- billy + oc: being new in school was never a good thing--especially not in hawkins. everyone's already so close knit it seems to be a recipe for disaster for the new kid. it only seems to get worse when the renown bully--billy--seems to have set his ocean blue eyes on them. they try their best to avoid him, but he's everywhere they turn. the only solace is that they're never actually bullied, just pestered to hell and back. things seemed to be going well besides the ever present shadow that was billy--until they see his car parked down the block from their house, for some strange reason. a tap on the window reveals a bloodied and bruised billy, much to their horror. they patch him up and see a side of him that they'd never see. a vulnerable side. and that warms their stomach just a tad. (i'd play the oc with the faceclaim kiersey clemmons for a girl and callum stoddart for a boy.)

- twilight: i am an absolute twihard, so it's definitely something that i absolutely cannot live without: --- benjamin + oc: the reclusive gem from egypt is given a chance to explore--a few months to leave his home and go as far as his heart desires. it's been the time of his life, he's seen places he's only seen in books, met people that helped open his eyes the cruel and absolutely magnificent world that is the world of humans. he's only got a month left and he's decided to spend the last of his time in asia--vietnam to be exact. he's just arrived to the home of a friend of his father's to be his place to say--when a human girl answers the door. she's a bloom of a human, her eyes filled with a life that was restrained by the scars of teeth that littered her body. during his last month it vietnam he finds himself searching for a reason to see her, to talk to her, to engage with her. a torrid afair that may end in the greatest adventure ever for benjamin, or in his first heartbreak. (i'd play the oc with the faceclaim of lana condor.)

those are the plots for fandoms that i'm currently searching for, but if those aren't your cup of tea, i have some plots that arent fandom based as well!!!

--- a ww2 soldier is on tour, working hard to keep his country safe from the evil german grasp. their team has taken camp in one of the poorest villages yet untouched by the enemy's hand, and they are forever grateful for their protection. the soldiers are offered food, women and men of their choice, and prime housing. a new cadet on the squad is housed in the home of the chief/mayor of the village, where their child is assigned the task of making sure that they're always comfortable. despite the language barrier they bond and they even begin to exchange languages to connect further. what happens when the team has to keep moving forward or worse--german forces are on the horizon and the village must either flee or prepare for war? (i'd play the child of the chief/mayor with a faceclaim of havana rose liu for a girl or park jimin for a boy.)

-- it's 1996 and times only seem to get rougher. a rebellious skater girl is taken from the slums of brooklyn--her true home with her father--only to be shoved into the upper west side with her mother and step-father (though she'll never call him that, first name basis only). it's there that she's enrolled into a private academy that makes her gag with just skating past. the first day ends up with her skateboard getting confiscated, much to her dismay. the walk home showcases the subtle beauties that the upper west side has, such as a neatly manicured park with a beautiful bed of flowers that serve as a nice spot to relax--until she sees a nerd in the same uniform as her sitting on a bench. she's reluctant to sit by him, but she'd rather be there then at home. turns out he isn't too bad and she finds herself eager to hang out with him after school.... maybe even during school too.... and in other places.... like on dates and stuff. maybe. (i could play the skater girl or the nerd boy! if i were to play the skater girl my faceclaim would be willow smith and if i were the nerd boy my faceclaim would be markel willaims.)

--- being awkward and shy aren't the best mix for someone who wants to be a singer. they spend their days in the shadows and their nights mixing up rhymes to vocalize the feelings that rush through their mind while they look on from the bleachers. they've gotten better and better as the years go along, and it's finally their senior year of high school. a wrong turn on the way home after blocks of not paying attention takes them to this club that every friday night they allow amateurs to rock the might doing covers or singing their own songs. it's a leap of faith but that night, in their school uniform, they sing a song that drives the crowd wild. what was once a shy lamb is now a vixen that struts the stage as if they own it. every friday night they turn the club into their own personal concert where they belt their heart out to their adoring fans. this night seems packed, especially since word got out of their performance--which just happens to attract the eyes of a talent manager, there with their most famous artists at their side. after one of their best performances yet they find themselves being handed a card for one of the top record labels in the country, staring into the eyes of the person who can make them a star and take them out of the shadows. will they take it? (i'd play the part of the singer, with a faceclaim of ryan destiny for a girl and reece king for a boy.)

if you've made it this far i honestly applaud you, this was a jumble of word vomit and the fact that you've stuck with me this long makes me feel really happy!!! so, if any of these plots or pairings, ANY OF THEM, interest you, please don't hesitate to message me on kik (illuminescence_) or discord (violette#3627), just include the following in your message: name/alias, age, timezone and a writing sample pertaining to the plot that you're focused on the most. if you don't, i just won't respond. i'm only interested in those that can follow my requests, it gives me a first great impression of you. but please don't be scared, i'm a total softie at heart, lol. i hope to see a lot of you soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#indie rp #indie roleplay #multiple paragraph #para #long term #messenger #mcu rp #submission