#It's frankly really sad to see

[albinokittens300]

Anytime I miss Luthara, I go to check out the tags...and remember why I stopped being active in the DBH fandom. Cause I can't even find anything with Kara in it, much less Luthara or the Kara fam.

Fandoms always have favorites but the way the DBH fandom almost entirely ignore Karas complete story line is on a whole other level.

#Luthara #Kara #Luther #Alice #DBH #Detroit: Become Human #It's frankly really sad to see #there is nothing wrong with liking the stuff the fandom focuses on #it's the exclusion of anything else that is honestly tiresome #and why I have posted about it in forever #even with the small (re: AWESOME) Kara/Luthara/Kara Fam fan base it is aggrivating to have to wade through so much #To maybe find a single post

[dennistakesamentalhealthday]

dennis is an angry character btw im sorry but he is full of rage but that rage is not exclusive his anger does not negate sadness and fragility and insecurities in fact they work together and dtamhd was one of the first times where his anger was not used as a joke via a surface level rage explosion from him but instead explored the fragility of his anger. the way he keeps reassuring the workers he encounters (and himself) that he's not mad. when he tells daisy he's not mad but he is a little bit upset. dennis is angry and that anger is what makes him so fragile. he was upset and it manifested as rage bc he doesnt know what to do with his own sadness

#disclaimer tags yes i would like to see his emotions explored more but i disagree that we ONLY saw anger in dtamhd #and EVEN IF IT WAS ONLY ANGER... anger is just as VALID and fragile and vulnerable as sadness. they are family #we saw how his anger makes him fragile how it exhausts him #how it works with his stress and fears and insecurities and sadness #he was UPSET!!!! #angry dennis in dtamhd WAS big feelings dennis in tends bar. that was the same #he expressed anger in tends bar bc he was upset he expressed anger in dtamhd bc he was upset etc etc #and i think the sadness people were expecting was present. the sadness and fragility we would have seen if he cried on the beach like most #of us anticipated (btw he did cry at the beach <3 technically <3) was THERE. it was just in his anger #sewerkingcharlie talked about this already and worded it very well but im honestly kinda bothered by how some people have treated #the portrayal of anger and emotions in this ep #you dont have to like the ep or how they portrayed dennis but some posts have really given the vibe of #his anger and his emotional outburst not being as valid because it wasnt portrayed in the way you expected #or that it wasnt palatable enough #and honestly if you dont like it thats okay! but can we please be careful with how we talk about mental illness and anger outbursts! #yes it is frustrating when people ONLY see dennis' anger or see dennis' anger in a very shallow way #which a lot of the audience unfortunately does because its been treated like a joke #but it wasnt a just a joke here #and maybe this will all go past dudebros heads frankly i dont give a shit lol but thats for another post

[fadedrainbowbookshelves]

Eddie's Sick Day: Part Two!

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#welcome home #welcome home fanart #frank frankly #eddie dear #eddie x frank #frank x eddie #He doesn't like seeing him cry. Well for sad reasons #Eddie tears up pretty easily but this really doesn't feel good to Frank #He's sick and miserable and utterly pathetic looking #Frank acts aloof but hoo boy is he wrapped around Eddie's fingers #Unaffiliated with the incredible Welcome Home creation I'm just a fan having fun!

[definitelynotshouting]

i wouldnt normally do this on my fandom writing blog but considering that this happens to intersect with my wheelhouse and might offer a bit of comfort to everybody, i'll be setting up a formal ritual prayer to my goddess Bast today, petitioning her to look after Jellie in the afterlife. If anyone wants me to add their own thoughts and wishes to it, let me know, and if anyone wants to reblog once i post it then they're more than welcome to❤️❤️🫂

#shouting speaks #kemetic #pet death #animal death #jellie #mcyt #i hope its not too weird but i do this irl for people who have lost their cats all the time #and frankly it helps me too #man. im so sad about this :( #i know scar wont see this and i dont really intend for him to #but i do hope it will provide a little comforting energy directed his way #txt

[freddieslater]

Rowing the Rarepair Rowboat: Bamenzo | Bonnie Bennett x Damon Salvatore x Enzo St. John (The Vampire Diaries)

Requested by @blairwaldcrf

The eager rays of sun slip in through the cracks in the blinds and curtains, spilling out in fractions of orange all across the room like a beehive. A light autumn breeze slips in through the open kitchen window and pulls the smell of fresh pancakes through the cabin. There's a symphony of mirth in the laughter that fills every shadowed crevice and corner, accompanied by the plucking of guitar strings and a rustling newspaper.

How completely strange it must appear to those on the outside. The three of them up at the crack of dawn, chasing the sun as though it'll never rise again simply to sit around the kitchen table and eat breakfast together. A snapshot of pure domestic bliss.

It strikes Bonnie. She pauses with her pen hovering over her crossword to look over at Enzo, sitting haphazardly on a chair with a foot angled on another one as he strums his strings to some vaguely familiar tune. He stops and rolls his eyes when Damon teases him for messing up a chord, and suddenly they're bickering again with the most joyful of smiles. They wouldn't rather be anywhere else.

Damon cuts their "argument" short as he begins dishing out pancakes onto the plate in the middle of the table. Rising steam reflects in the sun's rays, curling and reaching for the ceiling. The room fills with the delicious smell of strawberries and blueberries.

She smiles and moves to grab a pancake or two when the word she was looking for finally jumps into her head. She hurries to scrawl each letter into the little boxes, then sits back to stare at the completed crossword proudly. Contented.

#the vampire diaries #tvd #bamenzo #bonnie bennett #damon salvatore #enzo st. john #bonnie x damon #bonnie x enzo #damon x enzo #damon x bonnie #enxo x bonnie #rowing the rarepair rowboat #rarepair rowboat #blairwaldcrf #I just need you to know that this was about to take a very different turn #I had the first paragraph written out and started seeing this really sad scenario of bonnie reminiscing in the cabin on her own #somewhat haunted by the ghosts of damon and enzo who both died during the final showdown in mystic falls #BUT I decided to be NICE and make it HAPPY #because I don't often do that and frankly we all need a break #especially these three

[the-bl-bakery]

I hate how much I have let the cast from Kinnporsche and BOC itself affect me. I love the show and boc, but the Build and Jeff stuff legitimately has affected me mentally and it makes me feel even more upset in general. Which is not to say that any of them did anything wrong, it just hurts that something that has brought me so much joy and happiness has also made me feel so low this year.

#kinnporsche the series #kinnporsche the cast #jeff satur #build jakapan #tw build #boc #i'm not even mad i'm just sad and i hate feeling so low over actors of all things #i'm sure jeff is really excited and frankly this is what I want to see from him #I love his music #but god everything just feels bad all of the time lately #mental health

[wedding-shemp]

I sort of don't think "those babies were MERELY murdered and not decapitated so what are you whining about" is the winning argument some of you think it is

#I am including myself in this statement. But we should all probably be a little less gung ho about declaring things debunked or fake news #Wars are. Not famously environments where accurate information flourishes. #Some of that is deliberate obfuscation. Some of it isn't. That's what happens #More importantly though. Is that REALLY the hill you want to die on. Really. #I'm aware that asking for some basic respect for the victims of the October 7th attacks is going to get me painted a certain way #So let me be clear. I am also upset about the atrocities being committed by Israel. I am equally upset about Palestinian children dying #I do not want anyone to suffer and die. I want peace and I want justice. #And I'm probably done talking about this for now. #I am having a very difficult time parsing the information that's coming out and I don't trust myself to engage with it responsibly #And frankly I'm tired. I'm burned out and confused and upset and I am taking a step back for my own sake #I realize what a massive privilege it is to say 'thinking about this genocide is making me sad so I'm going to try not to think about it ' #But it's not like making myself miserable is going to save lives. #So there you go. If you see me go radio silent about Palestine it's not because I think it doesn't matter. It obviously matters. #I'm going to go fold my laundry. I'm going to go find something that I can fix #delete later probably

[v-arbellanaris]

i think the problem (?) is that the only kind of (fictional?) love that interests me is the kind of love that changes the world. the kind of love that derails the narrative, the kind of love that changes everything -- not necessarily by how special or unique the love is but by the very mundanity of it. the love that grows, not in spite of the barren lovelessness of Before, but out of it. i think that's why I'm always so invested in ships that are two people diametrically opposed to each other, or enemies-to-friends-to-lovers, or two people on separate sides of the morality issue coin, because i love it when love... not that it changes a person but it allows the person to Become. the space, the grace, to change. to love the monster, to love the unlovable and the intolerable, is to make it something other than a monster, than unlovable, than intolerable. i love it when being loved at your worst, ugliest, most horrible self is what makes you want to be someone worth loving. like is this ANYTHING to anyone or

#sorry im not here but im thinkin abt fic things and im really just! having some Emotions about things #idk? i see a lot of aspects of myself in villains. whoever you consider a villain. and i think there's a tendency in fandom #that I've noticed for like... years. where when these issues are portrayed in Good People it's always framed in an acceptable way #if they're angry it's never in a way that really hurts anyone - or everyone Just Knows they're going through shit #if they're depressed it's always the sad pathetic kind that makes people want to coddle you and not the kind that made me isolate and #unpleasant to be around #the urge/inclination towards violence to people who did wrong to me is a villainous act #trauma only ever affects Villains in a bad way. and their trauma MAKES them Bad and Evil people who should only ever just die to fix all #the damage they did to people. and idk man! don't you think that's kind of fucked up? don't you think that it's so fucked up to see yoursel #and the ugliness of your trauma and how it impacts you only ever represented by villains. and then the solution is ''they should just die'' #and in the rare moments those villains DO get redemption arcs or a second chance or whatever there's a large n frankly horrific portion #of fandom going i want this person dead or (other violent gruesome violating thing) because they're awful and horrible and their very #existence is unforgivable. i think they should die #and it's like i get it. i also get tired of having to see this message constantly blasted into my brain 24/7? #''why do you ship x with x--'' god i dont fucking know #maybe i want to believe we can get better. that people can change. #maybe i want to believe there's no end point where i have to weigh up the damage ive done to people vs the benefits ive brought and decide #i should die. maybe i want to believe that people are inherently good and want to do good and have the capacity for good!! #that we can do better if only someone believed we could!! #maybe i want to believe we're all worthy of love. of someone who will believe in us. who sees something good in us even when we're at our #worst & most unlovable. maybe i want to believe we can still BE loved after all that! idk leave me alone!! #tbd #i added the image bc its how im feelin rn

[munamania]

something that makes me feel guilty is the fact that seeing that persons face rn literally makes me angry. they walked into class and i nearly winced. and in all fairness they were quite kind to me. outside of the several kind of odd red flags. girl whatever. to be quite frank i am a horny bastard and vocal proud etc but few people interest me enough to actually want to hang out with and get to know And i have deep seated intimacy issues so it's like. we really dont have a shot unless the circumstances r exactly right on a full moon perfect thursday of a month etc like. well and tbh i probably would have fucked around with this person but i dont... care... about some big relationship w them.. and i know i could be a relationship girl like eventually i have it in me to have a muse that's what im built for i think idc but not rn... rn i need to hang out with my friends and do my film stuff and have people that maybe wanna make out sometimes is that so much to ask for. for a lesbian at a bar to want to make out perhaps. ** for there to be lesbians at the bars to potentially make out with.

#and i am quite lonely yes thank u for asking. yeah someday id love to get to know someone again in the context of falling in love #what about it. so what now. i dont think im meant for our understanding of romantic love but boy do i crave it #why am i having this moment rn. well ok consider im on my period all i could think about this morning was [redacted] and both parties #of my dyke drama were back in class today. and the one gay person that i think has a crush on me but we dont see each other super often #so im just. guessing based on the way awkward lesbians communicate. idk #and i feel really just mean but i quite literally dont have it in me to pretend to be nice to this person anymore #i wasnt like. some villain for realizing we were acting really coupley and being like oh shit because i didnt want to hurt them #. and trying to communicate and put some distance between us when i thought they were probably in too deep. it's unfortch it took me a sec #but jesus christ yk i cant walk around and feel awkward about it forever. and im frustrated by the fact that we're just acting so odd #but again frankly i think it's largely bc they have an unhealthy relationship with dating. THROWING HORIZONTAL PUNCHES HERE. #OK. STONES FROM A GLASS HOUSE. IM AWARE. REAL RECOGNIZES REAL. #and YET. despite my past insanity. ive been kind. i can understand disappointment and a little awkwardness #but jesus would you rather i pretend to be in love with you for months and then really break your heart. #this is where i get mean and make a joke like well hey if we couldve had weird really mediocre sad angry dyke sex abt it #that would have been cool with me. but alas. we're here instead and it's fucking with my friendships too #and like we were kind of ok friends too. what now. its just u me and this brick wall u built between us bitch #now was EYE not answering texts for a minute. we dont need to get into it. #because the thing IS if i dont play things exactly right. and im not good at that without prior planning. i will accidentally say or do #something that i know. again. from being insane myself. would be just enough for them to hold onto hope #and im not trying to do that to them you know. i was trying to help with the detachment. shitty as it may be. i dont fucking know dude #this post is going to make me look kind of. well. whatever u guys have seen me at my worst. mostly. and post #ok one last thing sorry if this makes me sound like i have a giant ego. like wow heres this person who really liked me and im just shitting #all over them. not what im meaning to do but whatever

[birdmenmanga]

stricken with illness rendering me incapable of finishing any reishi fanart

#just thinking thoughts... #WHY. #I'm literally so obsessed with them and yet these are still lying in my wip pile like ??? hello. come on bestie you got this #I'm so angry that the kissing under the painting of the ecstasy of st teresa one is still undone btw I think it's SO fucking funny #funniest bit in the history of soh's artwork and that's including the communism comic btw #I'm really sad about the bottom one btw. I think it's frankly beyond salvation and I need to restart it. #but I have to finish it otherwise I can't post right hand man on tumblr whyyyy why would I lock myself out of posting content like this #the top one. well. I just drew it earlier today actually. and you know what. I don't want to draw stairs actually LMAO #is it not enough to have a shitty 30 minute sketch??? #the composition also sucks for the bottom one lol. idk what's wrong with it but I don't like it #THE COMPOSITIONS ARE IMMACULATE FOR THE TOP TWO THOUGH. IT'S SO GOOD> #me (annoying as hell): do you see the negative space where eishi usually sits on the steps??? do you see it?? do you???? #and the ecstasy of st teresa one is just SUPER funny perspectivewise #you're like crouching next to their table at the fucking restaurant and peeping your eyes above the table and they're both watching you doit #like the concept of it is just HILARIOUS. #WITH THE LIGHTBULB AT THE TOP!! #there is just something about it. is it a halo? it could be.

[lecliss]

Brooo Flay sucks sooo much. I was worried she was gonna be like Shirley but then she decided to be racist AND like Shirley. Get this bitch off that fucking ship. Just eject her ass.

#the shirley/faly archetype is doomed to suck major fucking ass and frankly good cuz i hate shirley #and ya know. considering i now know this is made by sunrise. are we sure CG isnt just SEED 2.0? #flay's also kinda like nina too. nina and shirley seem to be like if you split flay in half from what ive seen far #*so far #im also sad sai had like a microagression moment towards lacus. i really really liked sai up until that comment of his #i legit screamed cuz i was so disappointed in him #i for real was all like. flay and sai need to break up cuz she doesnt deserve him. and then like 30 secs later sai made that comment #and i was like 😶 spoke too soon #HOLD ON WAIT. I SEE A THUMBNAIL FOR A FUTURE EPISODE THATS LITERALLY FLAY KISSING KIRA #GET FUCKING PROTO SHIRLEY OFF THIS FUCKING SHIP HOLY FUCKING SHIT I HATE HER EVEN MORE NOW!!!! #CAN SHE DIE LIKE SHIRLEY TOO? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE???? GO THE WAY OF THE SHIRLEY AND GET KILLED OFF BY A CUTE YANDERE BOY MAYBE???? #manifesting flay's death rn. plz. i know the spoilers from the relationship charts but im still gonna hold out hope anyway #a man can dream at least #personal

[whimsyprinx]

also idk if I just talk too much or tell too little or some combination of both

#whimsy whispers #whims woes #I am going to try and cease from asking people if they find me annoying/want to talk to me because it’s tiring and annoying for me and no #doubt tiring and annoying for others #key word being try #I have a flimsy plan of how to move forwards regarding how I feel in terms of myself and my friendships #one singular person knows the plan hi bestie if you see this #because quite frankly there isn’t much to be done #I’ve also been told that everything happening is either everyone’s fault or no one’s fault i said I don’t want to seem like I’m placing #blame on others or like making them out to be bad #because frankly this isn’t like anyone’s intention that I feel the way I do #sometimes friendships are difficult and work differently than expect #but while saying that I still am like sad and I’m despair about it and knowing that this is true won’t fix that #idk what will it if things are soemthing I can fix or should just accept but you know #whatever #I’m just really trying not to cry about things again as I write this lol

[homophyte]

re: botanists are too busy post i have very bad news for you guys about the mad science botanists are in real life conducting. it sucks

#myposts #its all rose varieties sponsored by soft drink companies and tulips with flowers so full they cant stand upright #i dont disapprove of a lot of mad plant science--and there is actually quite a lot of it #esp when it comes to commercial breeding/GM for increasingly elaborate ornamentals #ex the orange petunias they finally got approved to sell which ive seen absolutely everywhere this spring #or the new bioluminescent petunias made for the glofish people dont ask me why they keep fucking with petunias #but genuinely. genuinely?? it makes me kinda sad #like. theres way better things you could be doing. and way better people you could be doing it for #those tulips especially they make me mad when i see them . particularly cause theyre everywhere #thats a lot of work to figure out how to do that. theres a reason ornamental tulips like that didnt exist until recently--its hard to do #and its kinda. a waste of time. #look i am a Plants Guy. i dont really begrudge the existence or popularity of ornamental flowers #i have been beknownst by the knowledgeable to fall for pretty and rare colors. its fine #but it is--and this is important--nothing. its not anything. #and frankly maybe i do begrudge it a little. its a sensibility that is actively hostile to native ecosystems in like. shockingly direct way

[medicasino]

genuinely think i need to start filtering out tags related to Teto because seeing Teto is starting to make me violently upset lol

It's infuriating because I really loved her but how am i supposed to get over The Literal Nazi Imagery that was on Teto's OFFICIAL SITE until very recently it was removed??? *2023* recently???? and its wild because i have SEEN people be aware of that and still like Teto and im genuinely so confused? Sure they were initially from 16 years ago when teto was first created but they were on the official site for so long???? genuinely can someone please explain to me why i dont see anyone talking about this???

#affie txt #i keep seeing mesmerizer related stuff and it looks so fun and i want so desperately to like it and like teto again #I spiraled so hard when i first found this out that i SCOURED to see if this was real and like. Yeah. It is #Go on the wayback machine it's there in the history section on kasaneteto.jp #I dont know if twindrill ever said anything about it but its just. Wild to me how its genuinely almost impossible to find anything about it #despite the images being on teto's OFFICIAL SITE?? #I've been holding this in for so long because i'm still legitimately distraught over it lol #It genuinely makes me incredibly fucking sad. In ways i cannot describe. Because i really loved teto #Like a lot. I almost bought her fucking voicebank!!!! #Her $80+ voicebank!!!!!!!! #I'm glad i didnt do that because frankly if i had spent 80 fucking dollars on teto's vb and THEN found this out. #insult to injury #Just. It makes me so sad and angry

[thegirlmirage]

My queers, we really need to put the "no men" thing away. Men are not inherently bad. There are queer men. There are questioning men. There's men that are just plain cool. Denying these men a space at our table is not helping - except the TERFs. I just came off the back of reading a transphobe gleeful rant about the need to have pride without men - They of course mean me. This kind of stuff is damaging to me and I really need us all to take a step back and maybe kill this "men dni, men not allowed" stuff. What you mean is "no men who are going to do mean stuff to me." And frankly those men won't give a shit about that kind of boundary.

But I promise you there's a fleet of good honest men who will see that and be sad they're not allowed in your version of queer spaces.

PATRIARCHY is what you hate. Dni Patriarchs.

#men #queer discourse #“men dni” #men at pride #trans rights

[autistic-shaiapouf]

Head in my hands. I need to actually execute the art ideas instead of just sketching them out

#was looking at orange slices on google images for. an idea. gonna have to break out the translucent lineart for this one #yeah it's gabe of course it's gabe; i hope this looks good #i also have several ideas with Pouf i wanna execute.. february please be kind to me #the weird living situation is getting to me a little especially bc things are getting weird and hostile between my roommates #one called the cops on the other??? I'm not really home enough to see it all but. genuinely what is wrong with you people #also still sitting here like. money? but am trying to reframe my perspective on how i handle finances #to try to get myself a little less stressed about it.. like I'm not super anxious but I'm like. what am i trying to accomplish here #perspective on small things like the weird money stuff with the debt and all but the big things? weird housing? #I'm allowed to be kind of mad actually. i do not respect literally any of you people #thinking back to when I'd post about my home life and how sopping wet sad it was but now I'm just lowkey mad #and it is SUCH an improvement. like that's genuine growth in letting myself feel and simply be #i very very briefly asked myself if my standards were just too high. frankly. they may not be high enough. #shai speaks