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4w25-cc · 2 days
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I decided to revisit my nails. It's been a year and a bunch of base game updates since they were made. And they needed a spreadsheet.
To be honest, I don't like their previews anymore and genuinely want to delete all 7 nails lol But I convinced myself I'll keep the aesthetics the way they are until I come up with something better. Or maybe I won't and will nuke them in the end. Anyways.
Tidied up the tags. They match freshly cloned base game nails (masculine fashion choice is an exception). My nails were missing outfit types, although I'm pretty sure I didn't remove them myself. Confused but fixed.
Added color tags. I wasn't adding them for CAS items before because they are subjective as hell. I relied on RGB values while assigning the most questionable ones, so I guess this is the best I can do for those who do use color tags. But even with them, CAS interface itself is going to show only the first swatch of the color…
Cleaned up meshes of square nails. It seems I forgot to split sharp edges, and it was causing unnecessary smoothing and shadows. Not anymore!
Made proper UV_1. It was working fine, but it wasn't as merged as EA's UV_1 is, so I dedicated some time to make it match.
Reduced all LODs' density from 70% and 40% to 66% and 33%.
Redownload here. Won't affect your sims wearing any of them.
Chrome
Acrylic
Gel
Metallic
Coffin
Almond
Magnetic
There's also a poll on Patreon where you can vote for the nails you like the most just for fun.
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rainbowsalt0412 · 1 month
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So... I've already given up on getting those new limited myth cards.
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millenniummmbop · 2 years
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#LISTEN ALL IM SAYING IS kaiba is such a deeply complex and off the wall character#there's mental illness there's drama there's insanity there's nonesense there's DEPTH#he's a huge fucking edgelord drama queen bitch and he's CELEBRATED for it and TEE BEE AYCH#u RARELY get that in a female character and it is a FUCKING CRIME#😔😔😔#like u wouldn't even have to change anything about his character just keep him exactly the same IT WOULD STILL WORK#i PROMISE u the whole power fantasy anger issues manic depression tragic backstory gay gay homosexual gay thing will carry through#GOD#sorry im like thinking about that post that was all#'the secret to writing a good female character is just to write a good character'#give me a cringe fail bitch i can properly project on or give me death#just give me more angry fucked up girls vr1ska cannot keep carrying all that weight on her shoulders#like i'll be in the rival tag on pixiv or ao3 and it's like#here is 99 girl yugis and MAYBE TWO girl kaibas if you've finished all ur hw and done all ur chores#like that's cool and fine but#girl the jealusty is CORE to kaiba's character why wouldn't u wanna keep it gay#why wouldn't u wanna explore the deranged insanity of GIRLS trying to kill each other a children's card game#why r u so afraid to love#ignore me#delete later#it's like 4 am racing thoughts go brrr#i guarantee none of this will make any sense to me when i read it back in the morning#very unlikely i'll remember writing all this as well#there's stitches in my mouth that have been pissing me off all WEEK and it's the only reason im awake and angry r n HHHHHHHHHHH
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muninnhuginn · 8 months
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having to make myself just pull back a second and go for "simplest explanation that fits all the facts and isn't accidentally inferring beyond the facts we do have".
#I tend to not want to eliminate possibilities so long as there's even a small chance of them happening and I get why#but at the same time I've ended up doubting things that I think in retrospect I should have taken at face value.#so being sus of ltx beyond the point at which it was clear she wasn't some secret mastermind and wondering if chen bin was even possessed.#and I've ended up making assumptions without realising we're not actually shown it (re: presuming photo possession allowed control)#I think it's mainly just frustrating because in retrospect I can see the clues all lining up. it's not that it wasn't fair play.#the pieces were all there.#link click#link click spoilers#(for the tags :V)#And I'll be honest. Usually I just keep theorising to myself unless I'm super certain or enough other people think similarly#because sometimes I'm on point and can't explain why and other times I trust hunches and don't realise that's what I'm doing so get confuse#when suddenly a piece of media seems to 'contradict' itself. when it's actually just contradicting what I thought I'd inferred#just. taking a step back and trying to apply the simplest explanation that fits. applying common sense as to what fits within genre etc.#I feel really weird about meta-gaming theorising using stuff like current pacing etc but at the same time it's still data that's available#and as long as it's not stuff like idk an interview giving it all away I don't think it's necessarily 'cheating'?#(may delete later idk)
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elshells · 9 months
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Me, writing in silence: Not! Enough! Stimulation!
Me, writing with music or a movie in the background: *gets distracted and doesn't write*
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fragmentedblade · 7 months
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I was reading yesterday about xiangqi and there was a mention about how the general is rather useless and even affects negatively your game at first, but ends up having a key role in setting up winning strategies towards the final stages, and it reminded me so much of Jing Yuan's role in the Xianzhou arc
#The more I read about xiangqi the more I see Jing Yuan in it#I thought the coincidences would be very superficial and sparse but I actually think these things were done on purpose#Really the attention to detail of this game baffles me. I wasn't expecting it at all#The more I see of Jingliu the more I recall the book on traditional chinese fencing I read too#It seemed they drew inspiration from those things for real as well#Unfortunately finding trustworthy information on traditional chinese fencing is being way harder than on chinese chess#I have to save those lines here still#I never do anything in the end#Nor the recopilation about scattered information on Yingxing‚ nor the lines on fencing‚#and I haven't made the gifs either of Jing Yuan stealing the xiangqi piece#nor of Blade and Jingliu's confrontation showcasing how Blade's expression contrasts Yingxing's#I hate that I am so lazy I keep postponing this. I really want to save those things. Otherwise eventually I'll forget them#*sighs*#Anyway... I ended up rambling again. I just wanted to save this thought here#I should have a tag for that maybe. In the meanwhile idk#I talk too much#Traces#I should probably delete this later#Oh! Reading the book on xiangqi strategy proved to be useful!#I'm only in the very beginning but I won my first game last night!#Having a deeper explanation on the functionality of the different pieces beyond how they move was very useful#I'm stuck now because the book suggested getting a physical board to move the pieces while reading and I don't have one#I was keeping a mental image of what was being described but I do get lost at times#when I have to trace back and forward what's being described‚ especially when the writer is comparing moves#But everything I find online is quite expensive and very bad quality. I don't know where to get a cheap yet decent (for the price) set
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kalloway · 2 years
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Yesterday I picked up Bloodborne for the first time in like at least a month, and had THE most spectacular finale against Ludwig, holy moly
Went into the second half of the fight with one single weapon buff item (fire paper) and one (1) blood vial, and ya girl STILL managed to get a photo-perfect Visceral finish on him despite having no items left to help me out
I forgot how addicting that rush is when you get an insanely satisfying victory over a stubborn boss! I missed this game so much dfhghjdf
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svtskneecaps · 2 years
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the good thing about a fic premise where you dump an oc that knows a piece of media into that piece of media, and then declare that the original media was written by somebody in that fictional universe, is that any discrepancies between the worldbuilding or timeline of the fic and the original media can come down to "the original author wrote it down wrong (maybe on purpose)" and not "the fic author just has no fucking clue what's going on in canon"
#it's not MY fault#it's THEIR fault#I'M right; they didn't write down what ACTUALLY happened so the 'outsider' would make the right choices#does any of this make sense idk it's 3 am#i don't want to like. start tossing any kh characters in there even tho that's what i'm writing for in this specific instance#wrote a pretty bangin scene tonight hope it holds up all the way until posting time in like a fuckin decade#not kpop#shut up vic#if i can make it through CoM i'll start posting it but that's assuming i can get that far#and besides idk how to write in order i've just been. writing.#i have sooooo much shit for 358 and man alive we're like 20% of the way through the plan#we're talking a full 60 times new roman pt twelve pages at LEAST#hopefully i don't have to delete much of it to compensate for whatever i write into the first two games#if x*mnas butts his way into kh1 any more than he's already trying to i'm gonna throw hands#😔 anyway wish i could unleash my inner beast and infodumo everywhere#but i will keep my hyperfixations close to my chest and then one day i'll die#i feel too cringe to infodump anyway it all just feels. stupid.#i want to be humored but i hate feeling like i'm being humored#and i hate like. talking about my bullshit for too long uninterrupted.#like i love talking abt my bullshit but yknow. i don't like to talk when nobody's listening#making a text post into the void is one thing but yknow. conversation. is also nice. just dunno where or whether to find it rn.#anyway long tags whoops kh makes my brain go BRRRRR and idk i'm proud of the work i've got for this fic#i think we hit 80k which is kind of exciting for me!! idk if i've hit that many words for one continuous work in all my 10 years of writing#much excite
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swordfright · 2 months
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this might just be because i'm a bit older than your average mcyt fan, but it makes me kind of sad to see all these younger fans scramble to wipe their mcyt fanworks off the internet the second a content creator is revealed to have done something awful.
don't get it twisted, I'm a big believer in rescinding financial support to ccs you no longer agree with or admire by unsubscribing, deciding not to buy merch, or refusing to give them ad revenue by watching their content. if you don't feel comfortable giving someone money, don't give them your money. material support isn't what i'm talking about here - I'm talking about fanfic, fansongs, fanart. yknow, content that fans create for themselves and each other, stuff that's not for ccs.
in the past year (and especially the past week, obviously) i've seen tons of mcyt fans saying they're planning to delete their art (or that they already have deleted) because they don't want their work to be associated with content creators who behaved badly, and that they want "a fresh start." I've seen fan writers say the same thing about their fics. and like, this is fine, do what you want with your stuff, but i'll be honest...it does make me sad that so many younger fans seemingly have been made to feel such a high degree of responsibility for ccs that they're unable to enjoy fandom (a thing that is FOR US! FOR YOU!) or take any measure of pride in their past fanworks.
again, at the end of the day you should do what you want with your own shit. but what i will say is, if what you want to do with your work is delete it, at least think first about why you're considering the nuclear option. you aren't responsible for a cc's behavior, and that goes for literally anyone who's ever had a hand in making anything you like: books, movies, games, anything. you shouldn't be made to feel ashamed of having created fan content for a piece of media that a shitty person was involved in making. straight up, this kind of shame isn't something i believe should exist in fandom, because it's parasocial in the same way that positive emotions towards media/creators can be parasocial.
and also, as someone who's been involved in fandom for a long time, i can say with confidence that creators will keep disappointing you like this. there are shitty people out there. if you're searching for a piece of media with zero shitty people ever involved in the project, you will not find it. i'm not saying this to normalize shitty behavior on the part of creators, I'm saying this to emphasize that bearing the shame and guilt of every creator to this degree is not sustainable or healthy (and it's not how fandom used to operate, but that's a conversation for another day, perhaps.)
i understand why so many folks are considering deleting their fanworks, and if that's you...think about it before you do it. that's all i'm asking. you don't want to create a habit of divesting yourself of all evidence of having been passionate about art created by someone who sucks, because if you do get into that habit, then your chances of ever truly enjoying a fandom again are, unfortunately, pretty slim.
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slipper007 · 1 year
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#vent post#to delete#every year is the same bullshit and im exhausted#it feels like nobody pays attention. then you just have to walk on eggshells and either get gaslit or protect their feelings. im so tired.#my mom bough me measuring cups. theyre heavy and metal and cut into my hands. I already have a set i bought years ago#she got tongs to match. a huge butter dish that's nothing near my style.#and she got me knee high chicken leg socks. she spent $20 on chicken leg socks that no one is going to wear.#i gave it some time and quietly asked if we could return/exchange and all i get is#oh you only like what your father got you i really struck out this year why don't you like it oh i guess I'll just return*everything* then#you know what maybe I do like what he got me more. we went to the store and talked about what we liked and didn't like and he remembered.#he didn't just click whatever *he* liked on Amazon and call it a day.#a heated blanket that only works in the car? don't lie to yourself and say you got it for me. you got it for your mother when she visits.#i know it makes me a privileged pos but im just so upset. year after year it goes the same way. i don't know why it still upsets me#i just want her to listen to me without making it about herself or making it my fault she got it wrong and that's never going to happen.#and im so tired of having to be on edge while im here#my parents came up with a game where if you win a game you get to pick and open a little tube that has money/coupon/etc#and I told them it was a bad idea and it made me uncomfortable and I didn't want to participate but they basically said suck it up#my brother proceeded to take the bag of tubes and steal some money. and he got caught. so my parents made a show of giving me what he stole#and now they keep trying to have us do the game except now my brother doesn't get to open tubes. and I just.#im uncomfortable#i don't want to take part#i don't want what he took#i don't want to keep being the fucking standard they hold him to. i don't want him to resent me. but what i want doesn't matter#and even better I got to listen to the no stealing don't make me fuck you up talk after he did it#because slapping him and threatening more violence is always the best course of action. definitely.#and I got to hear the different standards they hold both of us to. glad to know they've been lying to me about what they expect from me#my whole life they've told me that as long as I'm above a C I'm fine but I didn't believe it. now they're saying they've always expected As#thanks for finally being honest with me my senior year of undergrad. really helps to know for sure you've lied for 22 years.#i just.#agh
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calcescarp · 2 years
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FUCK I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED A FILE I WANTED TO KEEP. AGAIN.
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exilethegame · 9 months
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Chapter 5 - Part Two Release
Hello everyone... it's here. It's finally here! Chapter 5, pt. 2 is now out, and is 250k words of new content, meaning The Exile is now over 1 million words!
This release was... rough, to say the least, but it's all in the rear-view mirror now, thankfully. As some of you may know, this is the final chapter of the public demo. I'll make a post later on detailing what the future development of The Exile will be, but for now I just want to take in a deep breath and relax (as I fix what inevitable bugs pop up with release, that is).
Avg. Play length: 114k -> 135k Total Wordcount: 818k -> 1 mil
Some Notes:
You have to replay the entire game. Your old saves won't work. Please, for the love of the gods, do not use them. I know it's tedious to replay the entire demo sometimes, but the new release will not work properly otherwise.
I HIGHLY recommend saving at the beginning of when Esmerelda goes to visit Marcelle, or where the old demo ended. This is because when I do bug fixes (and I will have to do bug fixes), all saves that were on the file I updated cease to work properly. Saving at the scene with Esmerelda is the closest to the new content that you can save w/o having to worry about losing your save progress frequently near release. (Though I will update Chapter 5, pt. 1 at some point)
DO NOT spread info you got by code diving. Please and thank you! :)
Preferably send bugs + typos to the Discord. Otherwise, feel free to send them here! Also, keep an eye out for broken symbols next to choices! (It would help if you tell me what chapter it's in as well :))
There are two versions of The Exile on Dashingdon. The right one has [Current] next to it. The reason there are two is b/c for some reason or another, I couldn't get into my old account, and I couldn't reset the password, and it was just... a whole mess. So I couldn't delete the old demo when I uploaded the new one on my new account. Just keep this in mind if you're trying to look The Exile up right into a search engine as opposed to going through links on the Tumblr or Forum!
Play Chapter 5, Pt. 2!
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leviscolwill · 4 months
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lovelorn and nobody knows ★
pairing: jude bellingham x mclaren driver!reader [face claim: amna al qubaisi]
in which: jude wants to be the most supportive boyfriend, even if it means ruining your soft launch
note: for plot reasons, let's pretend mp motorsports is mclaren. hope my f1 reader! enthusiasts like this one 🩷
now playing slut! by taylor swift...
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judebellingham yeehaw 🤠
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yn.isracing whore. [this comment has been deleted by yn.isracing]
yn.isracing save a horse ride a uhhhh [this comment has been deleted by yn.isracing]
camavinga texas boy with a british accent, i've truly seen it all 💀
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yn.isracing in my cowgirl era
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user91 NOOOO MY GIRLFRIEND HAS A BOYFRIEND IT'S SO OVER 😭😭
your.bsf whatever he's doing i can do better i swear
yn.isracing i can name a couple things idk
your.bsf i don't think i wanna know...
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yn.isracing city of love <3
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your.bsf that should be me 💔💔💔
judebellingham 😝😝😝 [this comment has been deleted by yn.isracing]
judebellingham croissant bag
yn.isracing yummy!
judebellingham j'aime les pieds 😍 [i like feet]
judebellingham my french professors told me it means pretty girl in french btw 🤭
camavinga 🤣🤣🤣
aurelientchm 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
jobebellingham who are u holding 🤨
yn.isracing some stray dog i found
jobebellingham so nice of you 🥰
judebellingham FUCK OFF ??? [this comment has been deleted by yn.isracing]
judebellingham STOP SILENCING ME [this comment has been deleted by yn.isracing]
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judebellingham some wannabe z lister (not me but you know)
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📌 judebellingham she's responsible for this caption btw
user22 jude soft launching his gf + her turning him into a swiftie was NOT on my 2023 bingo
user16 thank u for the roses bae xx
user77 me when i'm deluded
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yn.isracing i'll be home for quismois 🎅
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your.bsf finally i get my girl back damn
yn.isracing i never left u 🤸🏻‍♀️
your.bsf you did, for a m*n 😁
user44 i just wanna see my baby standing right outside my door 😫😫
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jude5updates jude was seen at winter wonderland with friends yesterday during christmas break
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user62 he was so sweet !! and the girl he was with was super pretty 👩🏻‍🦯
user11 that was me
user90 the dots are connecting...
user07 girl bffr, they could be just friends 🙄
user19 that's a lot of coincidences miss yn.isracing 🤨🤨
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yn.isracing bitch don't tell me that you model if you ain't been in harper's bazaar or sum like that
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landonorris 😍😍
judebellingham back off shorty [this comment has been deleted by yn.isracing]
judebellingham whoa
judebellingham drive me around pls
judebellingham doggy, missionary, cowgirl, reverse cowgirl, upside down, inside out, one leg up, two legs up, in public, on a spaceship, in the garden, on the grass, in a car, in a box, on a table, against a wall [this comment has been deleted by yn.isracing]
yn.isracing bitch wtf
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judebellingham
why do u keep deleting my comments :(
i just wanna love on my girl 😓
yn.isracing
because u lost your whole mind
you truly have no shame 💀
judebellingham
but you keep deleting my funny comments
ppl are gonna think i have no game
yn.isracing
well...
they wouldn't be wrong !
judebellingham
you know damn well...
how did i bag u then ?? uh !!?!;!?#;#(
yn.isracing
charity work from my end xx
judebellingham
i hate you
yn.isracing
no you don't
judebellingham
no i don't
i feel like i'm being reasonable tbh
i could bark in your comments
do you want me to bark in your comments ?
yn.isracing
NO ?????
maybe i do idk
judebellingham
furry 😧
but seriously tho
i don't like being a secret
i just wanna show off my gf idk
yn.isracing
:(
we agreed to keep it on the low for now
judebellingham
but i'm starting to regret it
it's so hard not to insult your teammate ❤️
yn.isracing
HE'S JUST BEING NICE
judebellingham
nooo he can fuck off
only i get to be nice to you
others have to bully you
i want to renegotiate our contract
yn.isracing
girl what contract are u talking abt
judebellingham
we don't have to post everything abt us
i just wanna show my appreciation properly
but still stay private
everyone knows anyways
pleaseeee 🥺🥺🥺
yn.isracing
wtf delete
the emojis i'm 🤢
i guess... maybe...
judebellingham
?????
yn.isracing
we can compromise...
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judebellingham passenger princess (me)
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📌 judebellingham she forced me to use this caption
jobebellingham stop lying now
yn.isracing oh i love you so very much
yn.isracing MY PERFECT BOYFRIEND WHO DOESN'T NEED A DRIVER'S LICENSE
yungfilly pretty girlfriend + personal driver is CRAZY
yn.isracing he's not paying me for the extra hours 😪
judebellingham i'm paying you in kisses, jokes and other tomfooleries 🙄
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yn.isracing that's a wrap for my rookie year in f1 + first win woooo. thank you of the support, see you next year 🤪
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mclaren here's to many more years and wins together ;)
judebellingham so so so so proud of you
judebellingham you're so good at everything it's so sexy of you whoa
jobebellingham have some shame
gioreyna down bad
judebellingham noooo she stole my phone wtf hahaha i never commented that lol
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doki-doki-imagines · 2 months
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PLS PLS CAN YOU DO THAT CHAT THING WITH KAISER, NESS, SAE AND NAGI WHERE READER TEXTS THEM SAYING “your face is so pretty I just wanna sit on it” AND THEIR REACTIONS😍😍
author note: Idk how to use fake sms app so I went for an ol' classic gif reaction.
Michael Kaiser:
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-What is he looking at? At his reflex on the mirror obviously. -A laughter starts to blossom from his chest, already pushed out like a proud rooster. -He slicks his hair back, blue eyes shining with joy. Michael licks his teeth, perfect as he is. Damn, anybody would like to sit on his face; he is so fucking handsome. -He picks his phone up ready to message you something along the lines of "C'mere. I'll give you the ride of your life." Michael smirks, proud of coming up with such a hot line(it isn't). -But the message you sent got deleted. -His eyes bulge out almost cartoon style. Did he dream about it? Was the message from someone else? Michael checks the other chats, but nobody messaged him. -He doesn't want to message you about that, he isn't desperate! But a voice in the back of Michael's mind screams at him. -"?" He sends back. "Did you need something?" "No, Michael. Thanks for worrying." You reply immediately. -His heart picks a worryingly fast beat. You replied way too fast. A lightbulb turn on in his head, but the idea he comes up with is pretty risky. Michael feels blood running to his ears when he finally presses send. -"If you are free wanna come over? I need help choosing the new bed covers."
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-He is mind-numbing happy. After all, it is a pretty nice compliment to read from his crush. -If Alexis had a tail it would be wagging left and right now. A dumb smile is plastered on his face while he keeps looking at his phone. -"What are you looking at, Ness?" It's Michael's voice calling him back to work, mildly annoyed that the other boy's attention wasn't fully on him. "Oh- It's nothing, Kaiser! Let's go back to training." Alexis hides his cell phone under the last layer of his gym bag. Michael doesn't dig further for once. -When Alexis opens his phone back the sun already left his place for the moon. He obviously forgot about your message 'till he reads the new ones. "Have I crossed any boundary, Alexis? I'm sorry if it happened." "Please I don't want our friendship to be ruined by this." His heart sunk to his ass and climbed back into his throat in a matter of seconds. -Alexis calls you, clearly worried. You pick up fast for Alexis' heart health. "I'm so sorry I didn't reply sooner! I had practice and I had to go then-" he keeps blabbering "I'll do anything for your forgiveness." "…Anything Alexis?" "Yes." "I wasn't joking when I sent you that message…my or your place?" "Yours. It will be my pleasure." He says, voice finally calm. -He wasn't joking.
Sae Itoshi:
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-"I must have forgotten the part where I asked your opinion." -HE IS RUDE. -Sae knows it is a joke. A stupid one to try to tease him. He may not be the brightest mind, but he understands what you are trying to do. -He goes back to training like nothing happened. Then he showers and all of sudden Sae has the urge to add another line to the previous message he sent. -Meanwhile, you replied with a ton of sad emojis and other dumb blabbering Sae's mind doesn't even register. -"Anyway I prefer to eat it from the back." Sae smiles thinking he has just sent the king of the comebacks, an earth-shattering line. Soon he gets a reply, that makes his smile drop. "I must have forgotten the part where I asked about your opinion." -Maybe you are really made for each other.
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-What a nice message to receive. Not. -You are hundreds of kilometres of distance what is supposed to happen? Honestly thinking is tiring him out. -Seishiri sends you the thumb-up emoji and throws his phone somewhere on his bed, pc already turned on to play the newest game. -But now a worm dug a hole in his head, making Seishiro thinks about the message and not at his ranking flopping; such a noob behavior. -He thinks about your soft thighs pressing his ears, your warmth enveloping his face… -Seishiro facepalms, fingers messaging his temples before brushing away some of his snow white hair strands away from his forehead. -He doesn't even notice he already dialed your number. -"Talk dirty." "What? Muddy pants? Sweaty shirts?" "Don't play dumb. It's all your fault if I can't concentrate now. And don't let me explain, it's bothersome." You chuckle at the other end. He can feel the mirth in your voice. "Sorry angel. You'll have to work if you want the prize." -He groans in annoyance, head thrown back. -It seems like Seishiro will have to break his "5 days doing nothing useful" streak.
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waratah-vroom · 10 months
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Eavesdropper (ln4)
This was written as a sequel to Silly Season but can be read as a standalone! warnings: sexist comments, everyone being chaotic, lando being an idiot. Pls grab a big handful of suspension of disbelief 🍿
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yourfriend: I need a pay rise if we're going to keep getting 4am flights ↳ yourusername: you said you wanted to travel the world!
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girl at home | mat barzal | part 1
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pairing: mat barzal x fem!reader summary: you're eighteen when you find yourself pregnant after Mat leaves for hockey. nearly eight years later, Mat finds out about your daughter and you have to deal with the consequences of not telling him about her.
warnings: mentions of pregnancy & not really edited word count: 1.3k authors note p1: don't mind me starting a new series when i have four other wips on the go :):) i love kid fics and this idea was stuck in my head so i wrote & decided to give it a go and post it. if this does well and you guys are interested, i'll do more. authors note p2: so notes about the series: i gave the readers daughter a name because i hate writing y/d/n lol of course you can change it in your head to something else if you want :) also the last name johnson is just there so i could have a full name but we all know she'll be a barzal also thank u @multifandombabes for giving me the push to post this!! happy reading & let me know what you guys think!
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In hindsight, you should have realized that it was bound to happen sooner rather than later. You did your best to avoid places you knew he would be when he was home, going to visit your grandparents or other family. Anywhere that would give you the opportunity to not be seen by him, because then you’d have to explain your brown haired, green eyed, seven year old. 
You weren’t proud of your choice to keep Nora a secret from Mat but you did what you thought was right when you were eighteen, sitting on the floor of your best friend’s bathroom four weeks after you had said goodbye to Mat and staring at three positive pregnancy tests. He had just left for hockey and you didn’t want to be what held him back and as time went on, it got harder to pick up the phone so a few months after Nora was born, you erased Mathew Barzal from your life. You deleted the photos, phone numbers, social media, with the only reminder being the little girl.
And it worked fine. Until now.
Nora usually didn’t come grocery shopping with you because you always ended up taking three times as long as you normally would. Except, your sitter fell through and your mom couldn’t watch her so you had to bring her along. Which is totally fine until you run into Mat. Who has a girl with him. 
So yeah, everything was fine until now.
It’s kind of comical the way his panicked eyes dart between the three of the girls standing around him. A quick glance at Nora confirms that she’s two seconds away from saying something to Mat which will not go well since the kid has zero filter.
“Hey, you’re that hockey player mama and grandma watch on TV!” she exclaims and you want to melt straight through the floor when Mat looks at you with one eyebrow raised. 
“Yeah?” he asks, kneeling down so he’s at her level.
“Yeah,” she confirms, and then loudly whispers: “I’m not supposed to watch ‘cause some games are past my bedtime but sometimes I’ll sneak out.” 
He offers his hand and smiles. “Well, it’s nice to meet you…” he trails off, clearly hoping she’ll offer her name. You hope she just says her first name instead of announcing her full name which she tends to do lately.
“Nora,” she tells him, shaking his hand and then to your unsurprised horror, she proudly tells him her full name. “Nora Nadia Johnson.” 
He keeps the smile on his face but stiffens and gently drops her hand. 
“Cool name,” he says, still smiling but you can see the tension in his shoulders. 
“Thanks! My first name means light and my middle name-”
She doesn’t get a chance to finish her sentence because you grab her hand, abandon your shopping cart and high tail it out of the store. She grumbles while trying to keep up with your pace and eventually you just pick her up and carry her to the car.
“What did we say about talking to strangers?” you ask while buckling her seatbelt, ignoring her annoyed sighs. 
“He wasn’t a stranger, you watch him on the TV all the time.”
“Have you ever met him?” you ask, raising an eyebrow and she mumbles something under her breath.
“What was that?”
“No,” she mumbles, crossing her arms over her chest and giving you a look that is so Mathew that you could laugh.
“Well then, he’s a stranger.” 
You leave it at that because she starts talking about the summer camp she’s starting next week. You’re only half listening, trying to get over the shock of seeing Mat and knowing he realizes that he probably has a kid you never told him about. If you were in his shoes, you would be angry so you are expecting him to show up on your doorstep later that evening but he doesn’t. Part of you wonders if the reason he doesn’t come is because of that girl he had with him but you figure if he really wanted answers, he would come regardless. 
What you’re not expecting, is a text from his sister Liana. You still see his family from time to time out in public but after you essentially ghosted Mat, they didn’t really want anything to do with you. When everybody found out you were pregnant, you lied and said it wasn’t Mat’s which nobody really believed but they couldn’t prove it and you’d used your mothers maiden name as Nora’s last name so there were no ties. You were surprised that his family didn’t tell him anyways, but you thought that perhaps they didn’t for the same reason you didn’t.
To give Mat no reason to stay here and instead, pursue his dreams and go play in the NHL. 
So a text from his sister is unexpected. 
Liana: hey, are you free for lunch tmw?
You almost delete it at first and pretend she never messaged you, but you know that there’s no going back now that Mat saw Nora. He’s not stupid. He probably went home and asked his parents about her. So you text her back a reluctant yes and agree on a spot to meet up the next day.
Nora goes to your moms house because you’re unsure if it will just be Liana who shows up, or if anyone else does. You meet up at a Starbucks and aside from the initial tension, it melts almost immediately and the two of you go back to the big sister/little sister relationship you had when you and Mat were dating. Except now, she’s all grown up.
After some catching up, the conversation turns to the reason she asked to see you. She hesitates, picking at her nails - a nervous tick you know she does - before sighing. 
“Look, everybody kind of turned their head with ‘The Nora Situation’ because it was clearly what you wanted, and it was probably what was best for Mat,” she says. “But he knows now, and he’s got questions that we can’t and won’t answer. Dad had to talk him down last night and his girlfriend went back to New York this morning.”
You wince at that, not liking that the reason his girlfriend left is because of Nora but Liana must notice because she shrugs, taking a sip of her drink.
“Honestly, she wasn’t very nice. I’m not broken up over it and Mat didn’t seem to be either.” 
Okay, that is interesting. 
“Anyway,” she continues, “this is Mat’s new number.” She slides a small piece of paper across the table and you gingerly take it. “I know you didn’t want to tell him, and I understand but he knows. So give him a chance, okay?”
You manage a nod and let her leave with the final word. All you want to do is take Nora and leave, to get as far away as you can but something inside you stops you from doing it because maybe Liana is right, and you should give Mat a choice. After all, you were the one who decided to take it away from him in the beginning. 
So later that night, after Nora is asleep, you curl up on your couch with the piece of paper and stare at it for a good fifteen minutes. Regardless of whether or not you text him, you will have to deal with this and you’d rather it be on your terms. You reluctantly type his new number in your phone and hesitate, trying to think of what to even say. This isn’t a conversation you were expecting to have with him. You type and delete a dozen messages before deciding on something simple.
To Mathew: Hey, I guess we should talk.
You take a deep breath, and hit send.
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