#IM IN FUCKING SHAMBLES
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uggghhh when they're in that cage on maroon Island in s3 and flint is all depressed and lost in his head and silver tries to talk to him and notices how out of it flint is and asks flint "where are you?" like ahhhhh idk why that kills me and breaks my heart and makes it whole all at once. it's just like. the familiarity. where are you come back here. and flint actually tells him, actually opens up. ughhhhh ugh fnebdjehejwbejwjw where are you I know you're not here with me I can feel it where are you
#IM IN FUCKING SHAMBLES#rewatching this show w my gf so i cant just speedrun it#i feel like im edging#black sails#silverflint
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I need to talk about how well Bones did the skk apology/confession scene.
Like, oh my gosh, the lightning. Red and blue contrast? Yes. The focus solely being skk, and no unnecessary still frame of other characters (mourning the Fyolai scene rn)? YES, AMAZING, PERFECT.
They captured Dazai's expression so well. He looked miserable, he looked so deep in thought, like he was saying goodbye to that one, good, beautiful aspect of his life (Chuuyaaaa 😭).
His eyes were closed, he was taking a walk down memory lane, he was thinking back to when they were fifteen, he remembered when they held hands to defeat Rimbaud, when No Longer Human took affect and-
The cut using Dazai's ability made me need a moment. And then we have the close-up to his face, followed by Dazai finally opening his eyes after about half a minute of flashbacks. Of memories where he and Chuuya connected.
And then we have his close-eyed smile, so we don't see what he's actually feeling, where he's practically baring his teeth. He's back to his cheerful, devil-may-care persona while leaving his partner, a person others have described he shares a soul with and mimics perfection together (cough, Adam, cough), to drown.
I was offended on Chuuya's behalf, and I felt like tearing out the smiling menace's hair follicle by follicle when ONLY Chuuya's hat came into frame.
It was like I was experiencing chapter 101 all over again when it came out. And that, I think, is when I realized Bones did well on this. Amazing, even.
Because one thing I genuinely feared was the anime-only fans missing out on the emotions the manga brought out. What if the anime leaves out important bits about their relationship?
But this episode made me relive the night Dazai drowned Chuuya and there wasn't a next chapter to settle to fears. It made me feel so much injustice that I couldn't even cry.
I was absolutely scandalized by Dazai's "See you later, alligator!" (in one translation, cause the official uses the same, simple "goodbye!" as in the manga) and that makes me love it even more- because of course that little shit would bid Chuuya farewell like that.
Because of course, it's soukoku, and this is what they do best: secret codes, phrases only they can understand, soulmatism… And I like to think that see you later can either pertain to Chuuya coming back, or Dazai joining him, if you will.
tl;dr is that Bones did what we wanted and served the same emotional damage to the anime-only fans.
Alright so maybe this was all over the place but I think I finally got my thoughts down. I'm still not fine after this episode lol, and I probably never will be considering we might get chapter 109 animated at this rate and pace.
If that happens, I'm gone. Just, disintegrated. Nothing more.
What a year to be alive 😭
#can you tell im not fine yet#im in fucking shambles#despite knowing how this ends#im still in denial#bones served let's be honest#tysm bones for this ❣️❣️😭#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd anime#bsd season 5#bsd season five#bungou stray dogs season five#bsd chapter 109#bsd chapter 101#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#bsd dazai#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#soukoku#bsd soukoku
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im at my fucking limit oh my god atreus running to kratos to hug him after freeing garm and kratos hugging him back and then letting go and then realizing atreus ISNT letting go and NEEDS comfort and continuing to hug him and asking him what happened and not getting mad or impatient and just letting him know he’s there for him and even as EVERYONE berates him for freeing garm kratos steps in and defends him because he understands how unbearably COMPASSIONATE his son is even for an evil hellhound and telling him they’ll fix this together and how he’s not angry and is only happy that he’s safe and and and and and AND AND-
#IM IN FUCKING SHAMBLES#THAT WHOLE SEQUENCE BROKE ME#and then the two of them in hel being so quiet and gentle with each other#theyre both angry and want to apologize to each other at the same time and all thats coming out is these quiet reassurances of love and care#kratos understands he fucked up and atreus understands he fucked up but now theyre gonna fix that fuck up TOGETHER and its OKAY and#and then kratos is just letting atreus talk about what happened in asgard and being so considerate of everything he tells him#and atreus is so broken and sad and quiet and kratos is trying to draw more out of him but he CANT so hes just hes just trying to be there#for him and. holy shit i need a minute#sony santa monica im gonna need u to pay for my therapy after this#god of war#gow 5#god of war ragnarok#gow kratos#kratos#atreus#gow atreus#writing this post through TEARS
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nooo but crowley and aziraphale meeting well before the garden of eden makes so much sense, crowley never asked for aziraphales name but somehow knows it and crowley had to update him on his own
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The way Tabitha was Barbara's entire world
The way she stuck with her throughout all, good and bad, even when the times were rough and they got separated, she always came back, because they need each other. Because a part of one's soul has been ingrained into the others heart like a hot iron branding.
It's the way they matured together, the way they explored life together.
Tabitha came from a life where she was but a weapon for her brother to use. She wasn't a human, she was merely a hitman. Living in the shadows of a pathetic man, being denied the humanity and respect she deserves.
And Barbara could relate to her. She was brought up to become a cliché housewife. A blonde, rich little girl that was gonna become married to a good policeman. Her life had been planned out for her even before she could talk.
They met each other in a moment of chaos, and found peace within the others embrace.
A peace that was disrupted many times, yes, but that persisted throughout it all. The candle's fire dimmed, but never went off.
Barbara saw the intelligent, caring and loving human that was behind the war machine that Tabitha was made to be, and Tabby fell in love with the woman that understood her.
Barbara helped Tabby regain the humanity she was denied, and Tabby helped Barb to realise that she didn't need a man or anyone else for herself to be worthy. Worthy of love, of respect, worthy of a nice life.
Barbara had not only found someone that understood her, but also someone that loved her for who she was. Not like Jim, who loved the "sane version" of her, who wishes for her to change and go back to who she wasn't. Tabitha saw the true Barbs and she decided to stick with her, be with and for her. She was her pillar of support, of unconditional love (although sometimes rough). And she was taken away from her in front of her eyes.
The love of her life, the only one that saw her for who she was and loved the true version of her, was ripped away from her. Her reason to strive and get better, her will to live, gone.
The fact that Barbara not only went behind Tabitha in what was essentially a suicide mission, she PUT HERSELF in the middle of the gunfire in a last attempt to get revenge, heartbroken and desperate. Something she would NEVER do for anyone else. If she had to go, it might as well be avenging the only person that truly ever loved her, die by her side, asking for forgiveness for all the ways she erred Tabitha.
The scream she let out when she saw Tabitha's eyes lose the beautiful glimpse they once had was HEARTWRENCHING. Never once has she acted this way about anyone else because never has she cared so deeply about anyone else
And Tabitha's last words being "Barbara, don't", meaning to not do anything that could get her killed or harmed out of revenge, just adds even MORE to the heartbreak because even in her dying moments, even in the agonising pain that is getting stabbed through the heart, she cares about Barbara. Even when the world is getting blurry, and the tiredness is scarily taking over, even then, the safety and health of Barbara are her priorities.
I am sobbing.
#yes i just started s5#no i am NOT okay#I FEEL SICK#THIS IS SICK#SICK AND TWISTED#I WANNA THROW UP#IM NOT FUCKING OKAY I HAD TO STOP WHAG I WAS DOING AND GO MAKE MYSELF A TEA AND PONDER WHILE STARING AT THE WALL#IM IN FUCKING SHAMBLES#DEVASTATED HEARTBROKEN AGONISING EXCRUCIATING#IM NOT GONNA EVER RECOVER#im gonna write a fanfic on ao3 where everything is fine and Barbara takes Tabby to strange and she gets revived and everything is fine#everything will be FINE ITS ALL GOOD TICKETY BOO#SOMEBODY SEDATE ME#gotham#gotham show#gotham fox#gotham tv#barbara kean#tabitha galavan#barbara x tabitha#babitha#whipgun#whipbuck
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they had no business granting me the power to do this
#bruno buccellati#bruno bucciarati#vento aureo#jjba#golden wind#im in fucking shambles#cw derealization
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Hi yes hello what the fuck just happened? I would like someone to kindly inform me about what the fuck that was and how we can make sure it never happens again, because I just witnessed Ruby stare her team in the eyes then kill herself straight up, and I don't know how to deal with that
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So yk how every single song in the bentley eventually turns into queen? (from the novel “all tapes left in a car for more than a fortnight metamorphose into Best of Queen albums.”)
At the end of episode 6, Crowley’s car starts playing A Nightingale Sang in Berkeley Square???WHICH VERY MUCH IS NOT QUEEN MUSIC??????
CROWLEY BOUGHT THE FUCKING TAPE TO PLAY SO THAT HE COULD TAKE HIM AND AZIRAPHALE TO THE FUCKING RITZ FOR A NICE ALCOHOLIC BREAKFAST AFTER HE CONFESSED HIS FEELINGS.
AND GOT HIS HEART FUCKING BROKEN…
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how are you even a litte bit normal about hannibal after its ending i will never be normal again, i will never be normal about this show
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finished tears of the kingdom moodboard
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“Have my tactics ever been wrong?”
#im in fucking shambles#Chuuya look at him pLS#AHHHHHH#and as always dazai looks alive looking at chuuya#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd manga#bsd chapter 109#soukoku#bsd soukoku#bungou gay dogs#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#bsd dazai#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya
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fdsjfldkdffdjkslKFASDKLFJS FAS;DLF JSDFL;AWE 3MEF,DSEAW93P
#THEY DID HIM SO SO RIGHT THEY DID HIM SO RIGHT IM FUCKING SCREAMING#THE FUCKING 2ND OUTFIT IS THE FKN TTT1 TEAL AGAIN#THE ROUND 1 INTRO ANIM IS HIS FKN T3/TTT1 KICKS#BAEKS TRIPLE SPIN KICK IS ONLY AFTER A SUCCESSFUL PARRY#THE LOW SPIN SWEEPS ARE REPLACED BY NEW QUICK MOTHERFUCKING LOWS#BACKLASH STILL USABLE IN A JUGGLE LIKE THE OLDER GAMES#4444 FINALLY CHANGED SO ITS NOT THAT SAME JERKY ANIM SHIT#IM IN SHAMBLES#IM IN FUCKING SHAMBLES#I FEEL LIKE I CRAWLED THROUGH THE LAST 8-9 YEARS STARVED OF WATER ON A DESERT WITH NO SHADE AND I JUST GOT DUMPED INTO THE FUCKIN OCEAN#IM IN SHAMBLESSSSSSSSS#'is razer ok'#NO THE CHARACTER THAT BASICALLY GOT ME THROUGH ONE OF THE WORST TRAUMAS OF MY LIFE HAS JUST FUCKING KICKED ME IN THE FACE WORSE THAN EVER
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SONIC ADVENTURE 2 FANDUB OH MY GOD
SOMEKNE OKESS HENO ME UN FUCJIN DYINGGF
OOOOH NT FIIIIIID
HUDRY SO FUCHING MUUUUUUCH
I FUCKIN CHOKED ON MY WAGEF PLS SONEONE SAN
#HELP ME#PLEASE MY STOMACH#OH MY GOD#IM IN FUCKING SHAMBLES#TWARS#COUGHING#IM TRYING SO HARD NOT TO LAUGH LOUD BECAUSE WE GOT A COMPLAINT ABOUT ME KAUGHING TOK LOUD AFTER 12 AM#AND MY GOD#PLEEAASSEEEEEEE#gess box of cookies
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WHAT DO YOU FUCKING MEAN DES ROW, SKYLINES, AND EARLY SUNSETS WERE ALL PLAYED AT TODAYS SHOW
#IM IN FUCKING SHAMBLES#DES ROW?????#SURELY NOT#TWO BULLETS SONGS?????#my chemical romance#mcr#mcrmk#red talks
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im goingnto kill myself episode 81 what the fuck dont hurt me 82 im so...
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