#I'm not doing super good rn

[royalarchivist]

[A sad violin song plays over an image of a sad hamster]

Pac: This doesn't have anything to do with me – I wear a blue sweatshirt, you're crazy, this mouse doesn't even have a sweatshirt, this hamster! [Reading chat] Am I a depressed hamster?

[ Transcript continued ↓ ]*

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Pac: Actually– that's fine! I embrace that idea – of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy? [He hits his desk, then starts counting off people on his fingers] Fit is gone, Richarlyson is gone, Ramon is gone, Bagi and Empanada who were always there when we were there are also gone, I haven't seen them! It's just me and Tubbo, and sometimes Philza shows up.

Pac: I lost Chume Labs, I lost the Favela, I lost Murder Mystery, I lost Ilha Chume Labs, it's crazy! Look at how much I've lost, and I've gained nothing! Of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy?! How am I supposed to be happy?!

Pac: [Reading chat] "You have us Pac," that's true, thank you. No, that's true, sorry.

* NOTE: Please note that this is an incomplete transcript, as I was primarily relying on Aypierre's translation mod at the time and if I am not confident of the translation, I do not include it. As always, please feel free to add on translations or message me corrections.

#Pactw #QSMP #Pac #March 18 2024 #As much as I love keeping people updated about Pac / the other Portuguese-speaking creators #I think I might not make as many transcribed posts for their clips anymore #I just don't think I'm qualified enough to be transcribing things for a language I don't know #like yeah we have the Qlobal Translator and Aypierre's translators to rely on #And I'm always upfront when I'm not 100% sure about a translation #but I've been thinking about it a lot and it kinda makes me feel a bit icky. Idk. #I might be overthinking this but I just I don't want to spread around translations I'm not super confident about #esp. since I know a lot of people cite my clips in analysis posts or link them to other people as resources #and 90% of the time I'm like ''Hell yeah I love seeing people getting a lot of use out of the archive'' #but sometimes I get a bit anxious like ''Did I do a good enough job translating this'' #''Am I ruining someone's entire perception of a conversation or character because I left one word out or mistranslated something?'' #And like I said that's normally not a HUGE concern since if I'm not certain about a translation I just won't post a clip. but you know #idk it might just be the anxiety talking but I really really don't want to spread bad info #Happy to hear other folks' perspective #I'm really grateful for people like Bell and Pix and others who translate clips and I always try to reblog those #but we don't have a ton of people posting clips & translating things on Tumblr since we're so English-centric #which is part of the reason WHY I like sharing clips of the non-English-speaking CCs #but at the same time I want to do an accurate job representing what they're saying #Maybe I'll just start posting things and give a TLDR context of what they're talking about but not a transcript #that way native-speakers can hop in and add translations if that's something they're comfortable doing #and if not then well. at least I'm not sharing something that isn't super accurate #idk I'm just thinking out loud a bit in the tags #But I'm open to hearing other people's thoughts on the matter #Anyways giant rant aside. q!Pac is NOT doing ok rn

[httpiastri]

#im about to FREAK OUT bcs of my boss #like yes i'm so thankful and happy to be employed. really. #but my boss is so #it feels like he's never doing anything.... he's only in the office max 2 days per week and idk #hes just very strange #but the worst thing is that he just takes his own work and dumps it on me #which is fine in some ways! like i sometimes just sit around with no work to do #so then it's good to have something to do #but today... not only did i already have a shit ton of work to do but #he tells me to book a hotel for a conference they're having ?? and that's not even near what's in my work description?????? #(i basically just do numbers rn. i sit with spreadsheets and move numbers around and stuff like that) #and the worst part is that he told me i cant email them... i must call........ #and i get that this sounds super silly to those who don't have a fear of speaking on the phone but #it makes me freak the f out #i cant even talk on the phone with my parents. or my brother. or a friend. like genuinely just no i cant #it brings out so so much anxiety in me #i get dizzy just thinking about it #and again this is really really not even similar to anything in my job description ???? i wouldn't have signed up if i knew i had to do thi #and when i have things that i need to do but i physically cant then my brain just goes into pause mode and i don't do anything at all #instead of doing one of the many things i *could* do (like write an email anyway) #there's just no way im gonna be able to call but idk what my boss is gonna think if i mail.... because he specifically said that i must cal #rrGGG im just so frustrated!!!!! #and i needed to get this out.... soz for the rant #i just think i would cry (genuinely) if i were to make that call #alSO BECAUSE THE INSTRUCTION IS SO UNCLEAR LIKE ALWAYS WITH THIS GUY #I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO DO #gonna go drink a lot of water so i dont cry now 👍 sorry bye

[lottieurl]

can all walter haters unite

#if you enjoy whatever they're doing with all that i'm super happy for you and ignore this post #if you also Hate It With All Your Being please interact with this post i need my fellow haters for emotional support #yellowjackets #yellowjackets spoilers #actual spoilers ahead #three two one and goooo #i will only like it during a rewatch if misty kills him by the end of the season or smth #otherwise they're ruining an insanely good character by trying to like. what. create a man version of her? #genuinely unless this ends in murder its the worst idea those writers ever had #also misty is much less fun in adult timeline for me rn both bc of all her scenes being with fcking walter #and bc her character SHINES when its contrasted with characters much different from her #walter is just like a poorly made dude copy of her or smth idk i dont care for his manic pixie dream man bullshit #anyways thats ALL for complaining. love everything else #yellowjackets blogging

[theinfinitedivides]

can't believe we're doing this for the second time in less than six months but. you see any Key content being reblogged during the next few weeks (whether recent creations or over the past comebacks) that's the queue talking. someone needs to take that man back to church and pray for him what is he doing

#shinee #kibum #key #kim kibum #first the Minho colorism debacle now whatever the f*ck you want to call this sh*t over the past week or so #this is what. strike two out of three for me?????? for personal reasons the McDonalds ambassador drama + the KeyLand #Lucas shoutout are being grouped together for me to keep track but what is he doing. what's happening. i don't do legal speak so #i don't know how easy it is to get out of huge contracts like that especially if they were renewed months in advance but i do agree #the all in promo is not. it's not giving it feels super icky. in these times it's not a good look that's all i'll say about that. #but Lucas?????? tf?????? who let him out of the cellar after the sh*t that went down for him to even be there the public needs to know #if this is Key's quarter-life crisis era can he keep that offline pls. can he not embarrass himself by speaking on sh*t he does not #need to speak on. can he keep quiet and go back to vibing with Kany is that too much to ask #i'm not going to speak on his relationship with Kany either bc i'm not qualified to speculate + they look like they really do get along #genuinely well and as a shawol of color i'm generally happy for her. that being said tho #Jinki come back ily you need to be healthy yet pls note we're entering the danger zone rn

[aki40-7]

What is one song that reminds you of your f/o more than anything?

#The ultimate comfort songs of all time #okay so aira has like a good handful. but currently beyond his inspo song (true love restraint) #mania by the blake robinson synthetic orchestra is SO aira #alec is a bit harder to pinpoint he isn't inspired by a song like many of my ocs are. i would say never change by apashe #just cause i've associated him with that song for a very long time even though the au i'm currently Obsessed With doesn't have much to do #with the themes of that song #honestly no idea for fenris or anders cause i'm not nearly as attached to them as i am to my own ocs :') #okay lentil. is a very new character. uhm. #OH MY GOD I FORGOT TO SAY MEANT TO BE YOURS FROM HEATHERS FOR AIRA??? THAT SONG IS LITERALLY HIM ITS SO HIM #lentil i'm gonna say freeze your brain from heathers cause it's so funny and it just reminds me of him. #lentil is NOTHING like jason dean but aira is a LOT like jason dean. just freeze your brain is lentilcore #for self-inserts that's super easy cause they're literally me but different. #for cam it's easily nukeochita by seto sounder or birthday kid by mili. or bathtub mermaid or red dahlia both by mili #cam is a very mili sort of character #for morrigan!!! very very much me rn moonlight and black by machigerita which is the song she's inspired by #she is literally just an allegory for bpd and for extreme guilt and misery. #another song that really fits her is confrontation by anthony warlow from the jekyll and hyde play. also birthday kid by mili #proselfship #proship selfship #pro selfship #proship safe #oh no way i forgot about ALYA #okay in my defense. alya is a newer character too i just made her for this au she's under construction i don't have an amazing grasp on her #i would sayyyy perhaps idontwannabeyouanymore by billie eilish? that's such a cop-out tbh #heathaze🧡 #frostbitten❄️ #true love restraint🗡 #moonlightandblack #languishing🥀 #satyrical💚

[teememdee]

pulling up the first episode of scavengers reign to get a drawing reference but then I just start watching scavengers reign again

#tell me why the opening theme made me want to burst into tears #i love this show so much it's just so good #i have so much work to do but. i can rewatch in full later #also watching with wired headphones vs. tv has a MASSIVE difference #the sound design is crazy and i'm in love with it and i want to make it #this show inspires me so much. the film i'm working on rn is super inspired by levi #scavengers reign

[cosmic-kaden]

I'm feeling off today so sorry if I'm not super active for the next couple days.

#I'm experiencing some not so nice things irl and its bleeding into online stuff so I'm going to take a step away until this #goes away- probably a few days I'm not sure. it fluctuates I can think two days and it be gone by tomorrow afternoon- anyways i'm rambling #just not doing too good right now mentally. I may pop in to talk about my newest oc but may not interact too much with people for rn- #unless we're like... super close then I may be up for communication #but please still tag me and I will get to it when I'm in a better place mentally <3 #I'm going to practice a lot of self-care and some techniques my therapist suggested for this particular issue. Sorry #not self ship

[child-of-the-cosmos]

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!!!

#AHHHHHHHHHHHHH #IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE ON HERE AGAIN #I HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING SO FRIGGIN AMAZING #HUGGING YA'LL SO MUCH RN #I'M STILL TAKING CARE OF STUFF #SO I WON'T BE ON A WHOLE LOT #BUT I'M FEELING SO MUCH BETTER #I HAVE READ ALL #A L L #OF YALL ASKS #AND LET ME TELL YOU ALL ONE VERY #SUPER IMPORTANT THING #I ADORE YA'LL P/ #SERIOUSLY #YOU GUYS ARE LIKE SUNSHINE TO ME #PLEASE KNOW THAT I AM SENDING SO MANY HUGS #AND LITTLE ORIGAMI HEARTS YOUR WAY #LIKE JARS FULL #SO MANY JARS #A WHOLE POOL FULL #YOU COULD PROBABLY SWIM IN IT JSSMKSSLAOSKSJWKWMWK #BUT SERIOUSLY #I ADORE YALL #I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE AN EXTREMELY WONDERFUL #AND VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR #AND MANY MANY MORE TO COME #*HUGS YOU ALL AGAIN AND AGAIN BECAUSE I CAN* #<33333333333333333333333

[hopefulqueer]

BIG gummy worm for baby Bean

#tarantula #caribena versicolor #spiders #dead bugs #her colors look so fucking pretty rn these dont even do her justice #she took this prey so lazily also flskjdfhj just kinda felt it for a minute before slowly striking #im p sure it's the biggest food she's ever been offered #it was just slightly bigger than i rly wanted to feed her but u cant be super picky with 75% off hornworms #there was a tiny one in there as well which i'd love to give sprout. IF she would stop hiding #but anyway she honestly hasnt eaten as much as i'd have liked since her molt #and hornworms are of course super high in moisture #so that's rly good for her #i'm hoping she's having a lovely little spider time enjoying her feast #in a couple days when she's not hungry and also done eating i might try handling her #we'll see #baby: bean #ALSO she's finally started webbing up a good convenient cave for herself in the top corner :`) #so much easier to get food to than her previous hide near the bottom between some leaves

[nobodybetterlookatme]

Okay I'm not saying that this semester's students suck ass bc I'm not there to teach them, but isn't it just such a coincidence that the vast majority are failing so miserably and they don't have someone who will tutor them outside of class and go over notes and skills with them, while the previous semesters did have that and the majority passed? Super interesting stuff. Too bad we'll never know if things could've been different if they had just fucking paid me :)

#can you tell I'm peeved lmao #i went to one of the classes today just so i can keep it on my resume #and holy fuck #weeks into the semester and they should have the basics down #they do not #absolutely floundering #granted I'm sure I'm not actually the reason lmao #like yeah i helped a shit ton of students outside class too #but they probably could've passed without me #these new ones tho are awful #no drive no nothing just looking for others to blame for their own failures #i didn't even stay the whole time like i was planning #bc i found out that they hired four other fucking people for the program #who all have less experience than me #and have been with the program for a way shorter time than i have #who don't do half the extra shit i do #and don't get me wrong this isn't a slight at them they're all fully qualified #but why the fuck not hire me #like i genuinely am so pissed #have to email my supervisor but I'm too upset to make it sound civil #like fucking fine if you don't wanna pay me you never get to see me again #I'm not working ten hour days plus extra outside of class for nothing anymore that's insane #I'll keeping being a private tutor for the students but I'm not doing a single thing for the program without pay #i mean holy shit hiring at least four other people and not saying shit to me?? #like fine that's fine fuck you you're getting an email ultimatum good luck finding someone else willing to do all that for free #i cried about it for like an hour and now I'm just mad lmao having a super normal one rn #anyway #not snz

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

please I need hivemind Flower content I remembered randomly going through all your hivemind Flower posts before I had an account a couple months ago you don't get it this is my lifeline I need hivemind Flower I need the hivemind to take over the world and then just have Flower society with Flower president and Flower cashiers and Flower pilots and Flower jerma985

glad u like the au hehe :3 if you've already seen everything i'm sure the thing ill be posting in a few min wont offer much new stuff but that's one thing i can give rn, aside from this shitty doodle:

#ask #flower hivemind au #hmmmm i get the feeling you like flower a whole lot... 🤔🤔🤔🤔 gee... /silly #FLOWER JERMA 😭😭😭 #i'm sure if you'd want to discuss more stuff ollie would be open to it :0 but from my side you might not see stuff for a bit #just b/c im super busy rn :') BELIEVE ME i do think abt this sometimes and i have a lot of things i could say #but i wanna have good matching art to go w/ them so you'll have to wait ;^) #lowkey funny i do have one wip in my files rn (and other ideas in my head that havent even gotten to paper rip) but said wip's not that muc #ALSO LMAO sorry im on an iku fix rn so thats why shes randomly here. this just happens sometimes dw abt it #CAUSE LOL i was just thinking ive drawn plant iku before so. would a plant get fucked up by this stuff too or nah? #realistically id think either 1) iku is just. not a plant here if she exists here lmao #and 2) even if she was flowers are just that powerful i feel theyd be able to override that. plant on plant violence lmao. #im panic/stress-procrastinating on my work so hard rn it is not even funny. send help

[bloodxhound]

i made a big mistake and bought b.aldur’s g.ate 3 : ) sweats,,,

#【♞】 ooc. #it was nice knowing you all see you again in 5 months ✌ #the way i had zero self-control the moment it dropped on ps///5 #i still owe one starter on here but my brain's just not here for it rn #it's gotten super hot again and i'm Suffering #writing will have to wait until the sun finally fucks off for good #i have made good progress on my multi though #i've got my icons; character dossiers; i've started on all backstories #tried smth different and wrote them all in 2nd person #let's see if i will keep them that way in the end #hope everyone's doing okay < 3

[homosexualcitron]

ouurgg im in a "drawing is so hard" phase again

#i don't think i'm artblocked.. #but most of what i've done these days have been very uuurg #not good to me #i tried studying artstyles i like but failed at doing something that didn't look super ugly and #it's not helping that it makes me compare what i've done with art that i rly like #i think artstyle studies are super good!!! but rn it put me in the wrong mood #so time for doing something else

[agnesandhilda]

every family has curses dipshit it came free with your fucking xbox

#bolo speaks #I'm reading all boys aren't blue rn bc I'm on a quest to read america's most banned books and doing some thinking <3 #it's a good book! obviously meant for kids younger than I am so I'm not super into the writing but it's touching and I'm glad it exists #edit: specifically what I'm thinking about is how even if johnson's family isn't identical to mine it is also pretty similar. in the way #that all families are Like That (full of history and strong emotions and insane drama)

[the-laws-of-physics-were-harmed]

Oh uh by the way

Fallen London Skelly

I know the composition is terrible (just look at that huge fucking blank space in the middle) just ignore it

Logically she should have some muscle on him considering their base Dangerous is 105 but it's basically me but simultaneously infinitely more competent and infinitely more incompetent, and I'm a literal twig so yeah

#exoskeleton fallen london au #I'm not super pleased with this tbh #The anatomy looks really off and wtf is going on with the clothes? #But uh #It'll do for now #I'm not doing great with just art in general at the moment #Nothing I draw rn really looks good to me #I might do a big art style switch-up at some point soon

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

It's dead af at work. We got through our four reservations and have had no walk ins, and my manager won't cut me because he hates doing my job (and we're friends and he knows I need the money) and tbh I don't want to be cut (can't really afford to be) but I'm actually going insane from sitting on my stool, going through Tumblr, Insta, Kindle, then standing up and going through those apps again, then sitting down and going through those apps again, etc. it's nice to get paid to do nothing, because tbh if I was cut then I'd just be doing this but in my bed, but I'm getting so fucking restless.

#truly im unneeded rn #my other manager gave me the option to be cut before my shift even started but again. I'm broke af #so i came in. and im getting paid $15 an hour to scroll through all of my apps #and im trying to be mildly productive #trying to do some resding because i didnt resd as much as i wanted this month #to make up for it i finished three books in the last two days and im going for a fourth #one of them i had already started. one was pretty short. and one was so good that i tore through it fast #this is a more difficult story. about a school shooting. not super fun but a good story nonetheless #you ever read a book and then want to forget it so you can read it for the first time again? #i just read jumper by Melanie Crowder and it was so good. although apparently the diabetes information isnt accurate #but the story was very very good and kept me interested the whole way #the problem with this school shooting story is that its good. it draws my attention. but its understandably very hard to read #fourteen ish minutes until my paycheck goes through and then i find out if i can pay rent this month #that's part of why im restless too. nervous about paying rent. my job hours are unpredictable and so are the paychecks #i think ill be okay but as always im terrified that it wont #anyway im in a bit of a reading rut. if you hsve any book recs (not a big fan of fantasy. generally like realistic fiction. ya. lgbt) #that type of stuff. like jumper. the Miseducation of Cameron Post. message not found. stuff like that #open to recommendations #love yall. i hope you all have more thsn enough money to pay rent