I wish Richarlyson's admin and all the other QSMP admins well in their future endeavors! Here's my silly little tribute to the Favela Five family, who I absolutely fell in love with thanks to this server. 💕 (Sorry I couldn't fit everyone! OTL)
Richarlyson is the second Egg who's make me bawl my eyes out until I have a headache, but I forgive him. He's given me more than enough laughs over the last few months to make up for it. :')
Phil: Yeah I like Pac and Mike's ending is just hilarious- Pac and Mike's ending to their characters, um, is just them jumping off of Christ the Redeemer w-wi-with Richas. Er, mine, Lullah and-and Chay's ending is just we go- go to sleep. We go to Rose's sanctuary and we go to sleep at peace finally. The good ending, kind of, bittersweet.
Phil: Okay here we go wanna watch some fucking crazy shit? [laughs]
[video starts, Pac e Mike Wow Wow is playing in the background. Mike is saying something in the video, that I can't catch. Philza laughs.]
[Richas dies in video]
[harder laughter]
[pauses video]
Phil: Nah, man, fuck, no the fucking like BOOM noise is like actually like a fucking trigger for trauma. Dude, fuck me, the eggs dying, ahhh with the music is just so fucked- there's such a mixture of emotions in my body.
[rewinds the video, replays that, when Richas dies again, sharp laughter]
Phil: Ahhh God
[pauses video as Mike dies]
Phil: Ah Pac's fucking sad, man, shit, this is why I turn my webcam off, dude.
[plays video, pausing it again when Pac dies and sniffs]
Phil: Ah, Pac! I wanna give him a hug.
Phil: Shit, dude, the fucking music like cutting out is actually so extra sad, Jesus Christ. This is-aw man. Dude. This is- This is why I turn off my webcam, right, when I do lore and I- [Pac in video sniffs again] and I get emotional [Pac speaking. Again, I can't quite pick up what is said] I get- I get emotional, you know, I get- [closes video] I get- and I turn off my webcam you can't see me cry haha
TTS: Wow Philza. How could you [Phil starts laughing] set your house on fire with a toaster. SMH. Happy 9 months!
Phil: Fuck dude, aaaaaawh, god, I wanna give him a hug, dude, no, no mames, no mames.
Phil: It's sad, yeah, it is really sad, honestly. It's so fucking miserable. I was genuinely holding back tears, um, when me, Lullah an-and Chay were saying goodbye. 'Cause I knew. I knew. I knew as soon as we started walking along the wall, 'cause I said to them, after having a good chat, that I- the last thing I would want to do with them would be walking along the wall, and once we started doing that I was like, thch, this is it, this is it, we're gonna end off at the sanctuary and go to sleep.
Phil: And I-I like knew it was coming but I was- I was still holding back tears, chat, it was real sad.
Heads up that Pac put this in offline chat a bit ago.
Google Translation:
peqitw: hi guys, I just wanted to let you know that I didn't say that I'm leaving qsmp or that qsmp is over, I just said that q!pac's story has come to an end
Honestly I feel like we need to give the CC's some time to breath and to take a break for awhile.
Especially since they were the ones rping with the eggs, they were the ones hanging out with eggs for hours, they were the ones who got to know them for so long. And to finally say goodbye to someone who you've hung with for over a year. It's gonna be hard to wanna come back to the server after all of that.
And yes just like it was hard for us to say goodbye, it was also hard for them as well. Their sad and grieving, just like we all are. I mean they are human after all.
So please be patient, be respectful, and be kind to them during this time.
Im just upset that qpac never got a happy/content ending
hes a character that never got a break for all his life, that is suicidal/has suicidal tendencies, that is always getting the short end of the stick, that was just so close to having their happy ending– it was right there
and in the end he never got it
he just wanted to love and to be loved. He just wanted to feel safe. He just wanted to be with his family.
I'll be back to make an official post soon, but wanted to say I won't liveblog and maybe not watch stream at all, maybe for a day maybe for a bit longer, while I sort out emotions and stuff
ever since i saw a tweet saying how pac laughs with a lil giggle, literally “hihihi” i can’t stop noticing it. grown ass man letting out the cutest little giggle.
Bad: [Telling Pac's future and saying how he'll die] —Something sharp! Something really sharp.
Pac: No! I wanna die smooth– I wanna die calm, peacefully, you know?
Bad: Don't worry, don't worry–
Pac: –I just wanna be on my bed, with Richarlyson holding my hand, you know, Fit holding the other hand, then boop! I'm just gone, you know?
Bad: Aww. You know what? I'll make sure that happens. I'll make sure you get a nice peaceful end.
Pac: [Quietly] Thank you, thank you Bad.
Bad: Yeah. I'll see what I can do.
Pac: And I– you s– [Pac processes what Bad says and hits him] Don't say that!
Bad: Wait, wh– did- did you just say Fit holding your other hand?
Pac: [Squeaky little 'Hmm?'] N-no no no– I just have like a really bad memory, you know? Kinda like a bad memory? I don't remember what I said, like...
I don't think qsmp will end so soon(or i don't want to Think it will) BUT if it happens y'all are not safe from ramblings. the autism is STRONG.
i will still post about rose family. i will still follow fit and pac(thank you qsmp for introducing him to me im actually obsessed now), i am still at huevitos and ratinhos trenches.
if you think you can get rid of me, watch me reblogging dsmp, 3rd life and desertduo YEARS after. nah bro it's not the easy😭