Tumgik
#I'll mark it just to be safe lmfao
caycanteven · 5 months
Text
Tumblr media
Wanted to do something fun today, so I worked up the motivation to design Moth!Lex based off a Southern Flannel Moth's color palette was meaning to do this a while back but I got really distracted on other stuff i wanted to draw... I plan to do more with this so I consider it a WIP for the mean time
46 notes · View notes
fff777 · 5 months
Text
New Chenji's this and that!!!!!!!! Travel ver >3
We're still technically in season 2 of Chenji's this and that?
So after over a year they're finally wrapping up season 2 lol. I guess they didn't just make this video season 3 episode 1 because they need at least one trip for every season.
I love that some of the members have emoji faces that really look like them. There's Chenle's laughing face here, Jeno's smiling face with crescent eyes, and Jisung's various baby chick expressions.
Tumblr media
Chenle: Let's try making short form content Jisung: No Chenle: Alright then...
They're taking the train there! There's something so fun about train travel.
Chenle is so chatty even after just waking up
Jisung feels nervous in crowds ;_; Chenle talks about how he tries to overcome the anxiety that comes with crowds. Part of it is that as celebrities, crowds probably make them nervous because often all of that attention is on them. But also Jisung is also just a more timid person too.
Chenle, every time Jisung feels nervous in public: Power through! We've been doing this for 8 years.
Chenle pointing out Busan Chinatown :3
Chenji squabbling over what to eat because Jisung wants Busan Chinese hotpot and Chenle wants to try local specialties
Chenle talking about soup on rice forever and Jisung just listening
And then Chenle rambling on and on about street markets lmfao. I keep being reminded of the Dream in Paris vlogs where Chenle kept talking on and on and filling every silence with more talking and Mark was just listening
Chenle looking at toys for his nephew
I have also heard about the tanghulu craze in South Korea right now.
Finally the soup in rice that Chenle kept bringing up
Tumblr media
"Had a huge party last night and are curing a hangover the next morning" roleplay
Tumblr media
Jisung kept eating the hot peppers
Chenle legitimately hopped into a sunglasses store to get sunglasses. And Jisung did the dad thing where he was like "I'll wait for you outside."
Jisung lived in Busan for a few years :o
They photoshopped sunglasses onto the dolphin emoji lmao
Tumblr media
Jisung: Among the cities I've been to, Paris is the most beautiful Chenle: So what about all the other cities? Chenle giving Jisung shit and not letting him live, what else is new
Kangaroo car karaoke~
So they filmed this after NCT Nation, before going to Paris
They made it to the beach~
Tumblr media
Stylist and photographer Jisung, model Chenle
Tumblr media
Dogie
Tumblr media
They just stood and admired the waves for a while :3
More photographer Jisung and model Chenle
Tumblr media
Jisung and Chenle had their photo taken as the train came, and then Jisung rushed to snap another photo of Chenle as the train was coming :3
I'd seen a gif of Jisung on a tram and at the time I'd thought that maybe he'd taken the same tram that Jinyoung had on his episode of Off the Grid. I think it's the same.
Tumblr media
So Jisung...how does it make you feel that you're taking it with Chenle?
Tumblr media
XD when you wanted to go on a romantic date but you're just with your bro?
Tumblr media
Chenle always singing. Jisung knows what's up.
Tumblr media
Jisung just went "look!" and had Chenle model for him again XD
Tumblr media
On the other hand, when Chenle takes photos, it's a two-person job lol. Chenle was looking at the phone over his sunglasses, probably because the sunglasses would distort the colour on the phone. But he also looks like when people look up at you over their reading glasses lmfao.
Tumblr media
Chenle: I wish I was here with someone else Jisung: You were, you took this trip with Czennie Good save
Jisung kept telling Chenle to look in different directions while they got their photos taken :P It seems like Jisung takes photos seriously!!!! hehe
Tumblr media
Casually going on a yacht ride
Jisung extremely rattled by the netting on the yacht lol
Jisung: Make sure your phone is safe! Naggy Jisung returns
New information unlocked for Chenle
Tumblr media Tumblr media
Chenle @ Jisung: Then you should wear the life jacket?!?!?!?!
More photography time
Tumblr media
LMAO squatting while taking his photo
Tumblr media
Just holding on for his life
Tumblr media
Before, Chenle was saying that if someone fell in the water, Jisung would save them (which was how Chenle found out Jisung couldn't swim). Now Jisung was saying if the netting snapped, he'd fall through, and Chenle was like "don't worry, I'll save you >3"
Tumblr media
Fireworks???
Tumblr media Tumblr media
Jisung wanted to do their closing lying down but Chenle was like "it makes my forehead look big."
Tumblr media
Chenle: Why haven't we filmed Chenji's this and that for a year? Jisung: Uh- Chenle: Actually, we fought for a year and only made up now
Also Chenle: Even if we fight, we still have to work Very professional. But also, something something Chenji divorce.
Oh wow I hadn't even realized Chenji's this and that had started 5-6 years ago. They were REALLY young when they first started though, with the slime episode lol.
This happened earlier too, but Chenle let Jisung start the show's slogan :P
Ahhh it was fun seeing them back after a long while. Chenle said that season 3 is coming soon though! :3
3 notes · View notes
blood-bound · 1 year
Note
(gehenna-calling) MARKSONGSMARKSONGSMARKSONGS. theme… one related to his clan or his relationship with his clan? ALSO do you have any songs for mark + sampson?
YES MARKSONGS i LOVE ty @gehenna-calling okay okay lets see most of them relate to his sire specifically but hm the most general one...
other than the aforementioned To Modern Science which is the more positive one... but 2 explain why i think it relates to his relationship w his clan i would say that its because he does have some pride in tremere being the ones that seem to be researching and improving rather than just being hedonists or money grabbers LMFAO even if he realizes most of em are selfish about it and that some of the older ones do seem to stagnate and only care about prestige, theres still something there and thats the part he likes.
Spellbound is a CLASSIC Tremere song but it fits how the elders in the tremere really throw their weight around to the poor younger apprencties (we play in 2000 so the pyramid is v intact)
-
as for the second question... it got long but i promise if u care its a v good song
Uh I Might have a whole playlist just for just mark and sampson (FEEL FREE 2 ASK ABOUT THAT...) :v the ones on mark's personal playlist are abt how he feels abt sampson and not like mutual relationship sooooo actually let me get one from the mark x sampson playlist:
these lyrics are just too good literally almost all of them are perfect. if you know abt mark and sampson read the lyrics first b4 u read mine and just see how perfect it is. anyway let me explain now. let me go insane for a bit. ready?
Every time you get a drink/ And every time you go to sleep/ Are those dreams inside your head?/ Is that sunlight on your bed?
ok FIRST OFF Theres a whole THING about how Mark can't remember his dreams anymore, and also with Sampson being SUPER CAGEY about if Kyle shows up in his dreams. And then obviously the dual meaning with drinking with sampson getting drunk and/or mark drinking blood. and then with the sunlight - idk theres something but i cant articulate it.
moving on
Every time you're driving home/ Way outside your safety zone/ Wherever you will ever be/ You're never getting rid of me.
Mark has gone sooo much out of his comfort zone into really dangerous spots but he always came home or let sampson know he was and one time he didnt and he got really nervous :( anyway now we are getting to the main crux of the song which is owning/being owned and being stuck. So with the blood bond and the ghoul, sampsons kinda stuck. you cant forget about kindred society once ya know it, and he isnt about to leave mark for another kindred domintor LOL. So. Never getting rid of him. But ALSO Mark isn't about to let him go either...
You own me/ There's nothing you can do/ You own me
Mark LITERALLY by Camarilla law owns sampson basically :( very fucked. and he has to to keep him safe. rogue ghouls get killed in detroit.
You could've made a safer bet/ But what you break is what you get/ You wake up in the bed you make/ I think you made a big mistake
few diff ways to interpret it, but Mark does worry he has made mistakes in the way he's handled everything. But he's stuck where he is now! And even if Mark isn't the one who broke sampson, sampson is a broken person.
Skipping the second chorus.. only new thing is "Lucky you"... THEN THE FUCKING BRIDGE.
You clean yourself to meet/ A man who isn't me/ You're putting on a shirt/ A shirt I'll never see/ The letter's in your coat/ And no one's in your head/ 'Cause you're too smart to remember/ You're too smart/
Lucky you/ Lucky you/ Lucky you
Besties the LAYERS here.
I interpret this is Mark cleaning himself up/putting on a persona for Julius who mark wants to make sure sampson never meets. but mark cares a lot about julius due to blood bond. anyway. Then the SECOND part starting with And No One's in your head is about SAMPSOn cause MARK has Julius in his head, but sampson doesnt have anyone afaik, AND Sampson has memory problems....
and they're both stuck w each other and. Mark would definitely be sarcastic and be like "well i guess you're stuck with me, lucky you" but really sampson IS lucky that mark is still trying to be a decent guy - sampson def deserves even better but just statistically many kindred become awful and ksadjflksajf this song is so perf thanks if u read sm
3 notes · View notes
harrowharkwife · 1 year
Note
also,lottienat my beloved<3
LOTTIENAT!!!!! holy FUCK. i was so on board with mistynat in s1, and i loved lottie in s1, but the second s2 dropped and we got that first scene of lottie, terrified and starving lottie, practically begging nat to drink her blood tea and accept her blessing before going out to hunt? oh bitch that rewired my brain. i haven't thought of anything since. cause like even if it doesn't do anything, lottie at least tried to keep her safe? and lottie, put up on this faith-healer pedestal she never asked for, is maybe the only one who truly understands the burden of purpose that nat has shouldered for the group. she understands the tremendous pressure and fear and guilt that must weigh on nat after every unsuccessful hunt. and she hasn't figured out how to ask the wilderness for food, yet. but she can do something, anything, to make sure nat comes home safe. "you keep coming back alive, don't you?" oh bitch i got CHILLS!!! "there's no such thing as false hope. there's only hope." the soothsayer 4 naysayer vibe. the homoerotic intimacy of the bathtub scene. the wound bandaging. nat's face when shauna was kicking the shit outta lottie. lottie rescuing nat and bringing her back to the compound with the intention of helping her process and helping her heal, only for nat to realize that maybe lottie needs HER help, too. "maybe it's time for you to stop resisting." "come on, madam, please." "you little bitch." the way both of them know what its like to see things and not know if they're real, lot on account of her mind and nat on account of the drugs. the way both of them know exactly what it's like to have nobody believe in you or take you seriously, due to something you can't control. the bonfire dancing montage from burial. they're just so- nat hasn't always believed in everything lottie believes in, but she's always believed in lottie. the queen and her huntsman. god. GOD nobody LOOK AT ME
anyway. i was picking up on vibes but i really, truly, never in a million years expected Burial to go the way it did, and to lean into their dynamic THAT hard, and show them touching like that. we will get a lottienat kiss before the season ends mark my fucking words and I'll scream about it forever and ever. the prospect of having to watch teen nat taking care of hurt teen lottie this Thursday, cleaning her wounds and watching over her and beating herself up the whole time for never stepping in or saying anything? im so frightened
(if you ever wanna scream about lottienat im soooo here lmfao)
1 note · View note
byhees · 1 year
Note
good morning vi!! how is your day going far?? it's treating you well right? or else just tell me i'll make it even better ^^ umm, my day was kinda of okay because i don't know what to think but my dad got admitted to (dental) hospital because he has some infection and his jaw swelled a lot.
he's okay now and my mom will go later, after cooking lunch for us (me, my sis, my bro and granny) and then later that night i complete writing three words for three subjects each and my hand is paining right now :(
i guess i started writing at 9:50 pm and ended it at 3:15 (#_<-) that was the first time i completed my work, all satisfied and tofay i'll treat myself with chocolate or ice cream <3
w_w, you dance?? c'mon i need to have a dance with you vi :( that's so nice — what kind of dance did you learn, i leant bharatanatyam since young and i stopped learning it in 8th grade and due to that my body is so fucking stiff whenever i try to dance to other genres ヽ(≧□≦)ノ
and i think i don't know much about myself, my likes or dislikes but i surely have a few?? i like to sleep ^^ and i used to take singing classes but i stopped because while i was going to my class, a dog came running back at me and bit my frock (i was safe, it didn't bite my ass, lmfao) and i was so traumatised for life — i didn't step outside my house since that day 😭😭😭
but i find that memory so funny because i ran crying, "mummy!!!!! hhaahahahha" lmfao, i can't stop laughing at myself. so embarrasing :) and i like cats, hamsters and hedgedogs </3 i thought of using 🦔 for myself but since you were already using it, i thought i'd use my fav flower.
and i even like biology (my dream was to be a gynaecologist, but everything shattered because of a diabetic doctor 😒) and physics, math. no no no for chem because it's all shit and what are those names?? iupac?? common names?? wtf !!
i don't think there's more about my liking because i'm often confused about myself and i don't know what's right or wrong for me, hehe!! well, this got pretty long. but thanks for appreciating my mindset, i'm trying to improve myself as time goes by. gotta be a hot/baddie ceo of a company (in the future)
i'm currently studying in grade 11 so my boards are totally near (march 15 😭😭😭) there's a lot to study but it's frustating :/ but i'll try my best to study but my mom wants full marks .😔🙏🏽i just woke up an hour ago and writing this for you <3
i'll have to write one more chapter for physics and i'll be fucking done with the records and watch a web-series (in my mother tongue ^^) see you later vi!! hope it goes/went well with you!! *muah (i like you too [platonically] 💘💘)
— 🌼(and this got long, hehe)
hii 🌼! sorry for the really late reply, i just got back from school ㅠㅠ but my day’s been pretty okay, just a whole lot of assignments but i guess that’s normal… and, oh no.. that’s really sad to hear :( i hope your dad’s feeling better now, sending him all the well wishes <3
make sure to take breaks, okay? i wouldn’t want you injuring yourself! i had a pretty nasty hand injury recently because of all the continuous writing i’ve been doing, and i definitely wouldn’t want that happening to you :(
congratulations for finishing your writing, take a well-deserved break anonie <3 are you planning to publish it anytime soon? if so, i’ll read it, for sure :)
and yeahhh i dance keke ^^ have been for a super long time, since i was little! i mainly do hip-hop, but i don’t pride myself to be very good JEKEOWJ
++ i like to sleep too ^^ and singing classes?? that’s so cool! always wanted to go for a singing lesson, but i’ve never found the opportunity / time to do so. and i’m sorry for what happened to you, that’s so scary ohmygosh ㅠㅠ and and, you like hedgehogs too?! this is the first time i’ve met someone who likes hedgehogs as well; they’re just so cute— also, i’m so sorry about the emoji claim &/¥@
no way, i LOVE biology and maths too! one of my two fav subjects fr <3 and i hate chemistry… so i support you on this! and yes~~ be that ceo, i 102882% believe in you <3
my nationals are coming up in a few months and i’m stressing (hahah….) so i completely understand ++ claps for your hard work ^^
really late, but see you later anonie >< enjoy your web-series :)
1 note · View note
horanghoe · 2 years
Text
not much, no updates, just warbling ~🐸💌
funny brain day, funny funny brain day 🥴
ive been listening to this song a lot recently
wow okay idk why its so large pop off ig
but ye, feeling a little strange. not much to say about it. if u listen to the above song, or already know it, I feel a lot like the high-pitched drawn-out warble in the background 3:22 and elsewhere.
sometimes it really do just be me vs me some days, and idk if it's the weather or what but today is definitely one of those strange grey long warbling days.
meds are good :> kinda.
the latest increase has made me feel more anxious, but I'm actually remembering things, which is a strange notion. to just *gain* the ability to remember short-term again. it's curious & a curious feeling
I looked over my blog the past couple of days and - well, I sighed hahahaha. I'd love to be an aesthetic blog but, this is not something I know how to do I'm afraid ~ so it is what 'tis ~
got a tiny new tattoo :> and planning another large one. very happy about this!!!
mmmm I have been fighting myself a lot tho - in a good way!! - meds are giving me space and time / the spare brain capacity to be able to put down my '''''''''''''demons''''''''''''. In violent quotation marks because I hate that phrase/word lmfao. More like sometimes the imposter thoughts truly fester in my brain after a bought of happiness and strike after; when I'm recovering my energy.
like today
maybe i should be a better daughter? mmmmm.
maybe i should talk less, complain less.
maybe i should delete my old fics - they don't rly read that great to me anymore.
maybe i should do the thing. whatever that thing is, I'm not sure. but I'm not sure if I'll ever become familiar with the persistent need to do the thing.
people around me have started accommodating my ADHD; and others have begun making it my only personality trait. watching years worth of friendship have me minimised into 'ah, Liv's ADHD', and not.... me. the uphill battle is constant, but I will continue until I have nothing left to give.
but im also trying very hard to talk kindly to myself. :>
its working. slowly. kinda. a little bit.
have been following ppl that inspire me. hwasa, Megan, CL, youngji, and many others. safe refuges of idols to look at and nod 'yeah, this is good, I'm doing good'.
thats all ~ all my updates; for this blog, for now.
I've enjoyed looking back on my little check-in posts, and seeing how far I've come.
some obligatory memes for my aching brain hehehe ~
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
love liv 💗
1 note · View note
threeletterslife · 2 years
Note
okay so I'm sobbing right now because i had a HUGE ask written for the recent chapter 11, but I'm pretty sure tumblr deleted it.... I'm going to cry
I don't know what you recieved but I'm pretty sure I sent something 😭 sorry about that
I'll just continue from where I left off because I don't have the energy to write it all again but just know I felt very much emotions and very much tears
Okay continuing from where Hana is in the medical tent and I'm crying because MY BABY HANA AJNOKOOO
"This is a safe space" — I really love y/n, I do. I love her I love her so love her (although it has just occurred to me that y/n is technically... me? I-)
HANA'S STYLE OF WRITING IS ADORABLE all the exclamation marks and speech stuff it's just so on point for her character ahhhhh I love her 😭
I love how cheerful she is but i wonder if she really is okay. Is she just pretending? Most probably, yeah, but i hope she works things out. I love hana, and i really want the best for her
That small moment with yoongi in the tent... omg my heart is beating so fucking fast 😭 the things this man does to me- he barely even said anything and I'm screaming
The darleans are 100% trying to reach y/n, I'm sure of it
Captain Yoo is PISSING ME OFF GET AWAY FROM MY MAN YOU STANKY ASS-
Major Ki is absolutely amazing, we love a queen who can take responsibility for her actions <3
NAYOON COMING BACK LETS FUCKING GO
Okay now... I have questions Taehyung's dead isn't he? I know he definitely is, considering literally circas have passed but I'm still so sad about that 😭 the darlean soldier they captured with the boxy smile... his excitement when he saw y/n and the immediate disappointment... why can't I get him out of my mind????? He's been one my mind since the last chapter and i just can't get him out of my head 😭💔
But yes I'm still crying over the dead darlarean soldier because I really wanted him and y/n to have more interactions, and also after the dream she had about him I'm just thinking about the betrayal he must have felt... God it hurts to think about
Anyway amazing chapter as always <3 my theory is the darlareans are trying to get in contact with y/n (perhaps the codes are from a worried General Jeon who wants her to come back? 👀)
The entire time i was SCREAMING at y/n to go PICK UP HER MF NECKLACE THE ONE WITH THE JEWEL YOU HAHDHDKAHDJSJAHDDH
I WAS IN TEARS JUST BEGGING PLEASE GO GET YOUR NECKLACE IT PROBABLY HAS SOMETHING TO DO WIGH THE CODE Y/N FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DONT DO THIS T O  M E
anyway amazing chapter <3 10/10, the suspense is killing me. Beautiful.
Very sorry for the ask that tumblr ate up, but hopefully that won't happen next time. Bye~
I AM CRYING
Tumblr media
THIS IS ALL I RECEIVED FOR YOUR FIRST ASK 😭 HELP INDEED
i can't believe tumblr had the audacity to eat up part of your heartfelt ask 😭😭😭 i can't imagine how frustrated you must've felt 😭
this chapter was a wild one! it was told in the span of several circas, and a lot happened during that time span😳 summer is a time when things get a little bloody, and you really see that affect the people around the oc. it's very much emotional and tear-wrenching, especially to lose people you care about (not permanently though, thank god)
PLS YOU LOVING THE OC BUT REALIZING SHE'S TECHNICALLY YOU I'M LAUGHINGGG
but tEchnically, she can be thought of as an entirely different character!—i designed her to have her own unique personality for a reason! only your names just happen to be the same!
LOL i had to figure out a way to translate hana's personality into her writing. it's really a pity that she lost her voice, but it's nothing that she can't handle!!
PLEASEEE EVERY SINGLE SCRAP OF A YOONGI MOMENT GETS ME GOING. writing them makes me so happy because i just imagine that i'm a side character, watching him from afar LMFAO. spoiler alert there will be a HEALTHY DOSE of yoongi moments in the next chapter
your theory is very interesting indeed 👀 but no spoilers from me!!
PLEASE YOU CUSSING OUT CAPTAIN YOO HAS ME ROLLINGGGG
and yes major ki is an absolute QUEEN. we love her. we admire her
NAYOON'S COMEBACK WAS THE MOMENT I WAS WAITING FOR AS I WAS WRITING THE WHOLE CHAPTERRR
😄😄 i cannot answer your very interesting question, but keep these thoughts going! as the story progresses, you're going to have even more of them LOL. they'll all be answered in due time 🙃
THANK YOU SO MUCH AS ALWAYS FOR LEAVING SUCH A BEAUTIFUL MESSAGE (ALBEIT TUMBLR ATE LIKE HALF OF IT). I ENJOYED READING EVERY SINGLE WORD OF IT <333
1 note · View note
yaboyspodcastpalace · 2 years
Note
📓 📓 ::)
[send me a 📓 and I’ll explain the plot of a fic i daydream about!!]
to you ill talk about the martelias :::D
long story short: martin x evil single father elias, co-parenting, enemies to lovers, a dash of web!martin
long story long:
after martin puts him on jail elias reveals his secret weapon card thats that he has a 9 year old daughter that HAS to stay w/ martin bc taking care of her its the least he can do, cue the tug and pull of childhood trauma and seeing this kid who has a TERRIBLE person of a father (although, surprisingly, does seem to care about her) and wanting to take care of her yknow? he's not great with kids and the kid is kinda difficult sometimes but he can listen to little amelia infodump about whatever she's been reading, and he takes a lot of pride whenever she says he's better than elias at something lmfao
eventually though elias is released and amelia goes back to living with him but she misses martin :(((( and elias father of the year goes sure i'll buy you a pony and basically tells martin to go live w/ them, to which hes obviously like what the actual fuck, but! he does care about her, he doesnt trust elias to not turn her into a monster, and, well, keep your friends close and your enemies closer, right?
now here's where the story becomes three different things:
1. martin and elias living together, martin being ascended (again) to head of the institute's assistant after jon manages to free himself from the archives (smth smth eyes smth smth tim being alive and them running away together at the end of s4, w/e, details) and just... trying (to varying degrees) to balance living under the same roof for his (w/ an increasing their) daughter while tormenting each other, that results sometimes in giving her contradicting advice for life and for people n stuff or martin being at his throat whenever she's not around, that gets... manageable with time... elias might have babytrapped him for his own amusement for a bit but the reality is that martin is much better dealing w/ the kid than him, and the prospect of kicking him off would make amelia much less malleable to him.
Anyway these kinda powerplays between the two, the weird sexual (and maybe... romantic?) tension that i always write martin and elias with, plus their mostly genuine mutual care for the kid and the fact that they both see different sides of the other slowly puts them on the weirdest middle ground u_u
2. martin and amelia!!! as i mentioned before, the trauma of having a terrible childhood and wishing this kid to have a better one than him, the grapples, fears, (and joys!) of parenthood, being able to take care of someone not because you have to but because you want to :) i think martin deserves something nice!! but also:
3. the scene of lil amelia asking martin to look under her bed bc she's scared of monsters and martin realizing that, well, there ARE monsters, not under her bed but in general, her father is a monster and the world they both live in is full of people and entities that wish to harm. And so he tells her that nothing will happen to her and that he'll keep her safe :) which kicks martin's descent into the web bc he WILL do anything for love, let him become a monster so his daughter doesnt have to, let him try really hard so she becomes a good person instead...
STAN AMELIA BOUCHARD-BLACKWOOD / BLACKWOOD-BOUCHARD, she's besties with a weird girl marked by the hunt, but thats part of the tma ocs extended universe jdkfghjdfg
real talk the last point is heavily hinted at many places but never outright stated, until at the very end where something happens in the Institute and elias gets blinded (shoot-fucking-out to there will come soft rains the best martelias fic) and the very last scene is martin checking on elias whos laying on their bed and he says to him that he might be blind but he feels the strings in the house and running up his skin and martin smiles bc yeah, yeah, he meant it when he said he'll keep amelia safe from the likes of elias, him very much included, and then they have a convo reminiscent to an earlier conversation bc i love ironic echoes lmfao (and also kiss, probably, bc at this point they're both fucked up, and elias is arrogant enough to believe he can get back to him)
9 notes · View notes
gloomygalleon · 3 years
Text
Answering a Facebook survey I did in 2010
Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself? (2010) More so than many that I know. (2021) I really wish I could answer the way I did 11 years ago, but, nah I'm a lot more self conscious these days.
When was the last time you really laughed, why? (2010) About 20 minuets ago? Mom and Sam are funny from time to time, ;) (2021) I laughed at a gif from pokemon where a kid fell from a helicopter
Is there anyone you would do anything for? (2010) But of course. (2021) I mean maybe lmfao depends what u askin me to do
Ever done your makeup in class? (2010) My God, no. (2021) I think so, it's been a really long time.
Do you want to cut your hair? (2010) I don't want my hair cut, but if I had to I'd do it myself. (2021) I feel u, 2010 dan. I had it cut short recently and I've decided to grow it out but only a little. I'm gonna keep with the shag.
Do you have any scars? (2010) I do. (2021) I was probably referring to acne scars back then which is valid and true! But I have a nasty ol scar on me nipper now.
Do you remember who you liked three months ago? (2010) Ah, yeah haha... (2021) Bitch WHOOOOOOOOOOO? I like Mark enough.
What makes you happy? (2010) Tumblr, anime, my good friends, music. (2021) I'm gonna be totally honest, that answer really made me feel a little warm haha. I haven't felt really happy in years and it's nice to know what used to give me serotonin. I'm tryin to chase that feeling.
Is there a certain person that makes you feel safe? (2010) My mother? (2021) BITCH lmfao that answer got me roaring
What were you doing at 8 this morning? (2010) Alas, it is only 12:08AM (2021) BITCH it's 11:08PM now!!!
Is it ever too late to apologize to you? (2010) No, in fact thinking back to various occasions, every time one has apologized, time has always passed and I've always accepted. (2021) Yeah man agree with that one. It's a really bad habit and people really be fucking me over knowing they can get away with it cus I'll always accept them back lmfao.
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?(2010) People on Tumblr, my closest friend. (2021) Not really?? Closest is probably Amanda but even then I'm sure I hold back sometimes
If your upset, do you admit it? (2010) Most times. (2021) Depends. Typically you'll know if and when I'm upset because I have a hard time hiding it, but, sometimes I'm stubborn.
Anything good happening tomorrow? (2010) Yes! I really don't give two fucks about the school costume contest, but Phil is being L from Death Note, and then we're going to the mall with [redacted] to get things for halloween! I think we might be watching a movie at Allan's house, too. (2021) Man first of all fuck [redacted] lmfao. Secondly, I remember that day very well. I wrote this originally October 2010 which makes sense because we were in drama which I took in level two. How SWEET. Tomorrow in 2021 I'll be finishing up a tattoo I started and probably just laze about.
If you could move somewhere else, would you? (2010) At the moment, no. Although, the plans are is to move to Nova Scotia for college. (2021) Precious. I wanted to go to NS for art college to become a tattoo artist and in 2021 I'm starting my apprenticeship. I would still love to move there honestly but I realize now how unfeasible that is.
Is anyone going to sing to you anytime soon? (2010) TO me? Nope. (2021) Yeah, agreed, I really doubt that'd be happening anytime soon.
If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean? (2010) Well it depends on the given situation.. If I were in a class full of people that I either don't know or don't like, then it's because I'm shy. If I'm with my closest friends, and I'm being quiet, I'm usually super pissed off. I've usually got no problem being talkative with my friends. (2021) Yeah exactly what she said.
Have you ever had a difficult relationship? (2010) No. (2021) I've had several.
Are you happy where you are right now, relationship-wise? (2010) Forever Alone :') (2021) You're not forever alone, dan! You've had many romantic partners throughout the years (4 to be exact!) I'm currently with Mark and things are going well! We're hoping to buy a house together in the coming year or two.
Is there anyone you wish to fix things with? (2010) There is. (2021) I don't think so, no one I have issues with right now that I miss.
Anything bothering you right now? (2010) Nah, other than the fact that I got two hours of sleep yet was awoken.. not really anything. (2021) I don't think so, my eyes are feeling a little heavy.
Is there someone you liked so much and nothing ever happened (2010) But of course. (2021) Kind of? I was seeing this guy for a Summer and I had a lot of feelings for him romantically but it was pretty strictly friends with benefits. I also knew that it would never work out because I'm a little too mentally unwell and I know his emotional unavailability would have killed me. I ended up ending things between us and we're still good friends today.
As of this minute, what is going through your mind? (2010) My teef hurt. lol no they just feel funny cause I ate cake. (2021) My feet are cold and thing song SLAPS.
Are there things in your life that you'll never be able to get over (2010) There are. (2021) Not sure if she's talking about the same thing I'm thinking of, but, yeah I don't think I'll ever fully get over some childhood stuff. Also, I don't think I'll ever get over Katherine's passing.
Do you think things will change in the next few months? (2010) Well things are constantly changing, are they not? (2021) Man, fuck off 2010 dan, stop reminding me.
Do you think your parents are strict? (2010) HA. No, both my parents are way too cool to be parents. (2021) Not phrasing it the same way, but, yeah my parents literally didn't care I could do whatever I wanted. I used to walk out the front door when I was 17/18 to hang with my friends at 3 in the morning and my mom didn't give a fuck.
Do you honestly trust anyone with everything? (2010) Oh, no not really. (2021) Yeah, Mark knows way too much for me to not trust him at this point
Would you rather be the heart breaker or get your heart broken? (2010) Who would want to be either? (2021) I'm SCREAMING at my last answer because I immediately thought "heart breaker" lmfao. I've broken hearts before and I have?? a probably unhealthy skill??? Where I get over it really quickly??
Are you afraid of getting your heart broken from the person you're with? (2010) I'm Forever Alone. (2021) Yes and no? I genuinely don't see it happening but if anything did happen I'd be devastated.
Where is the last place you drove to, and with who? (2010) I don't even recall, it was probably when Lucas and his Dad drove me home from open mic. (2021) NDJSFHSDIUFHDS I AM SCREAMING WHY DO I HAVE NO MEMORY OF THAT!! Last place I drove was to our friends house last night for drinks before the show. We all got a taxi downtown.
Who comforted you last time you cried? (2010) Ah, no one really comforts me. It kind of annoys me, so when I'm upset I try to be off to myself. (2021) Last night my drunk ass sobbed over Katherine and Mark held me.
You get kicked out. Who do you call? (2010) Faja or Allan. (2021) My mom kicked me out a few years ago and I called some pals to come help me get my shit and they really came through. I don't really hear much from them anymore but I have lots of love for them for that.
Are you giving your all to someone who doesn't care? (2010) I'm hardly trying. WHY AM I SO LAZY LOL. (2021) I don't feel like I have to put in any effort! We're just naturally in sync and vibing in the relationship.
What do you want for Christmas? (2010) Eh, not too worried about that. It's what to get my God damn mother. God that woman is hard to shop for. But I guess for myself, I'd have to say some books, or manga.. I want a Slytherin scarf too! (2021) I don't know! I'm really not too worried about me, I think this year I wanna focus less on gift giving and more on spending time with loved ones. I guess as of right now I have my eyes on a certain camera.
Do you have any dead flowers in your room? (2010) None, when I get the new room I plan on some fake plants. (2021) Girl you got LOTSA fake flowers. I saved some flowers Mark had for me for Valentine's Day and pressed them to put in a frame. I guess I didn't do it well because they are DEAD. Lmao. Looks cool tho.
Why did you last cry? (2010) Likely a sad movie. (2021) I came home last night drunk and started crying about how much I miss Katherine. I guess it was a lot of pent up feelings. She's been on my mind a lot this week.
Do you need to dye your hair? (2010) I DO! My roots are disgusting. I have naturally dark brown hair, and therefor I need to bleach it before I put the blue in. A few weeks ago I decided to bleach my roots, so that the day after I could buy the blue hair dye and finish it. Yeah except, apparently no place in Newfoundland has the right stuff. So while I've got blue hair, my roots are blonde yet my brunette roots are coming in too. I look so stupid. (2021) I recently dyed my hair a darker brown so I think I'm good for the next while. I'll probably do it again in October close to my anniversary.
Do your parents trust you to stay at your boyfriend's/girlfriend's house? (2010) Ah, well I'm Forever Alone. But Heather has stayed over to Nathan's in the past, and now she's living with Zack, and Sam has stayed over to Steven's before. (2021) I live with Mark!
What is one thing you would like to know about your future? (2010) It'd be nice to know if I'll be happy. (2021) Well this is fun! I'm really trying. I have undiagnosed mental illness and that really gets in the way but overall we're certainly trying. In my future I'd like to know about any possible children. I think I'd like to have them within the next ten years. Maybe. Might be nice to get back to Tokyo too.
Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you? (2010) Philip? Of course, he's one of the best friends I've ever had. (2021) I still love Philip with my entire heart and soul! Mark is who I last held hands with and I adore him.
Name of the last person you kissed? (2010) apDOJOajpjp WOULD RATHER NOT LOL. (2021) Marky Mark (and I'm his FuNkY bUnCh)
How old do you want to be when you have kids? (2010) Lol ew no thank you. (2021) If I do end up with children I'd like to start around 30.
What do you want to be when you leave education? (2010) I haven't exactly decided. There's way too many things that I'd love to do, and especially after today(well technically yesterday..) I'm really confused about that. (2021) I'm starting a tattooing apprenticeship in about ten days!
Who text you last? (2010) Kaitland. (2021) Philip
Do you want to see somebody right now? (2010) At the moment, the only person I'd like to see is my little sister. (2021) I'm good! It's pretty late and a lot of people are sleeping.
Do you love that person? (2010) But of course. (2021) I also love my little sister.
Do they know that you love them? (2010) Yeah! I would hope so, it's been years since I've seen her, and if I recall we've only met twice, yet she's my whole world. (2021) That's very sweet, I also love Nicole but she's a spoiled little shit lmfao.
Do they love you? (2010) I would certainly hope so! (2021) Yeah she loves me back.
Would you ever get any intimate areas pierced/tattoo (2010) HA. No. WELL unless you count my tit tat ;x (2021) oooof who's gonna tell her we get our nipples pierced?
What is your favourite jam? (2010) I hate jam gtfo. (2021) uhhhhhhhhhhh grow up and get some tastebuds, danielle. Strawberry is my favourite.
Do you like taking photographs? (2010) Well, it's fun n' all (2021) Yes! It's for sure only a hobby but I love a good photograph. Who last took a photograph of you? (2010) Adey! (2021) I'm not sure! I ask not to have my photo taken most the time because I'm very insecure!
Last book you read? (2010) Currently reading Night if this counts. (2021) I'm rereading Dark Places
Celebrity crush? (2010) Alan Rickman. (2021) oof rest in peace. I'd probably say Rami Malek.
What is your worst fear? (2010) [redacted because I don't like my answer] (2021) anything to do with cutting wrists.
Have you ever: Been drunk? (2010) Have not. (2021) Of course
Made a porn film? (2010) Can't say I have. (2021) I've had partners and we've both consented to filming us.
Kissed a stranger? (2010) Naw. (2021) I was gonna say I also don't think so but I literally kissed Mark the night I met him.
Had a one night stand? (2010) Noope.. (2021) LMAO few times
Been in debt? (2010) I have not. (2021) I have been but I am no longer!!!
Had sex in somebody's house who you don't know? (2010) No spfojdsf-0asj (2021) Yeeees at the time I didn't know them.
Failed a class/exam? (2010) Yes. (2021) Yes.
Had a holiday romance? (2010) No. (2021) Summer fling?
Swore at your parents? (2010) hahah yeah. (2021) and I'd do it again
Taken sleeping pills? (2010) Mhm. (2021) Ya maaaaang
Shoplifted? (2010) I really hate myself, I used to be such a skeet. I really wish I could go back in time, sometimes, and just tell myself to fuck off. (2021) Yeah. I really wish I could go back in time, sometimes, and just tell 2010 me to let fucking loose.
Tried to diet? (2010) Mhm. (2021) U know it
Felt depressed? (2010) I have. (2021) Chronically.
Write something you wish to say to somebody: (2010) "You're an inspiration." (2021) "I miss you, I love you, and I'm sorry it all worked out the way it did"
Amazingly new questions, you down? (2010) I doubt that but let's just get on with it. (2021) How FUCKING long is this thing
Do you still talk to the person you last kissed on the lips? (2010) I complimented him today. I don't really like him much, but doesn't mean I have to be rude. (2021) I love to bully my exes behind their back but go off on that nice shit dan. I talk to Mark every day!
Will you be in a relationship one month from now? (2010) HA. No. (2021) I will for sure be!
Could you go a day not talking to the last person you kissed? (2010) Have. (2021) I could probably do it but I doubt it would happen, we would at least phone each other to say goodnight if we were apart.
Do you hate the last person who called you? (2010) Called me? I think that would be DJ, and in that case OF COURSE NOT. She's so kawaii :3 (2021) Just realized I missed a call from my doctor so bless for making me check that.
Name something you dislike about the day you're having? (2010) Thus far, no sleep. (2021) Well it's the end of the day. I got a few tattoos started, I'm liking them. Cleaned up, had great meals, I think I really enjoyed my day??
If you are being extremely quiet, what does that mean? (2010) Well it depends on the given situation.. If I were in a class full of people that I either don't know or don't like, then it's because I'm shy. If I'm with my closest friends, and I'm being quiet, I'm usually super pissed off. I've usually got no problem being talkative with my friends. (2021) I second that, I'm typically only quiet when I'm anxious around new people or if I'm cranky.
Is the last person of the opposite sex you texted single? (2010) I don't remember who I sent the text to, but likely they were. (2021) What's the deal with gender, anyway?
What does the last message in your facebook inbox say? (2010) That Studio Maxx has changed its location for the time being. (2021) Samantha and I agreed on a tattoo
How long have you lived in your current home? (2010) Since birth, Mom spent her summers here as well and Nanny grew up here. c: (2021) I moved in after Snowmageddon 2020
Your profile picture, where was it taken? (2010) Oh look, it's not a webcam picture for once. Allan took it of me at open mic right before I was about to perform. (2021) Aw! I know the one! My current is me holding Samantha's baby, Emilia, at dads house.
Have you ever planted a tree? (2010) I have :D! (2021) I have :D!
Do you text into the game shows on TV to win 10,000 dollars? (2010) Nooo. (2021) Is that still a thing?
Last time someone said I love you to you? (2010) A few minuets ago when Mom went to bed. (2021) When Mark went to bed he told me he loves me.
Ever kiss someone who's name started with an O, Y, or K? (2010) No, no, and no. (2021) I....maybe a K?
You never know what you got until you lose it? True or false? (2010) Accurate. (2021) VERY true.
Way down is there any part of you sad at all? (2010) Yeah, there is. (2021) Oh boy, I am full of sad. Sad to the brim.
Are you scared of losing the person you like to someone else? (2010) Well, yeah I am actually. Had to think on that for a second. (2021) Yeah I mean, if anything like that happened I'd be pretty upset but he's a very loyal boy.
Have you ever talked to someone when they were high? (2010) This is not only Newfoundland, this is St.John's. Not only am I a high school student, but I go to Booth Memorial. Pretty sure most people there are often times high. (2021) Haaaaaaaaaaaaa. Yeah man u not wrong dan. I think I talk to high people every day.
How have you felt today? (2010) Thus far, it's been okay. (2021) Gassy
Will you be in bed within twenty minutes? (2010) Hoping. (2021) Depends on how long it takes me to finish this long ass shit.
Who was the last person to text you? (2010) Kaitland. (2021) Philip
Which of your friends has the worst temper? (2010) Ah, I really don't know. If anyone in the group has a bad temper, it's myself. I know full well. (2020) Second that.
Have you ever been yelled at in class for laughing? (2010) I have. (2021) Guess I have.
Do you laugh at inappropriate times? (2010) Not really, no. (2021) yeeeee boi
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months? (2010) I doubt it. (2021) Why's that, dan? My longest relationship was just shy of 5 years and I've been with Mark for going on two.
What time did you wake up today? (2010) I have yet to sleep. (2021) Samesies. Been up since maybe 8ish yesterday?
Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you that you were sexy? (2010) HA. If so it was a joke. I'm like the exact opposite to a sexy woman to men. (2021) Lotsa times.
If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive? (2010) Ahahaha no, I'd just accept my fate. (2021) Ya agreed tho.
Would you rather grow old with someone or be single forever? (2010) Ah, grow old. (2021) I'd like to grow old with someone but also I don't think it's the end of the world to not.
Do you like to hold or be held? (2010) Wouldn't know, brotha. (2021) I adore both, but prefer to be held because I am baby.
Do you know anyone that smokes weed? (2010) apODJSADHSADASDpnapsje0w9yfu2 So many skeets. (2021) Yeah, most people I know do.
Are you stubborn? (2010) Eh. (2021) Don't be stubborn danielle, admit it. We're stubborn.
How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? (2010) Oh, look at that, none. (2021) Same tho I'm not big into them.
Last person you said I love you to? (2010) Mother! (2021) Marky Mark.
Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? (2010) I was an idiot. (2021) I am also an idiot. jk. I do love him he's my stinker boy.
Is there someone of the opposite sex you tell everything to? (2010) Everything? No. (2021) Ya I tell him more than he wants to know like when my gas is extra stinky I announce it to him
When will your next kiss be? (2010) When I next see my cat. (2021) REEEELATABLE.
What does your phone do when it receives a new text? (2010) Lights up? I don't know, it lives its life on silent. (2021) TRULY. WOW so relatable in 2010.
Relationship between you and the last person you texted? (2010) Likely friends. (2021) Philip and I are also likely friends.
Think back in February, how was your love life? (2010) I think it was whatever. Pretty sure I was convinced I was A-Sexual. (2021) It was great! It's his birth month and we had a really good time!
Where is the one girl or boy you want to see the most right now? (2010) Alberta somewhere. (2021) I wanna see my cats now that I'm thinking about it and those little bitches are probably down in the kitchen.
Do you reply to all of your texts? (2020) When I can, I have like 6 texts from people and I want to text them back D: No money on cell. ;c (2021) It's weird to think about 'money on cell' lmfao is that still a thing in 2021? I don't reply to half my texts because I am lazy.
Does it make you mad when people stare at you? (2010) Well, when you've got obnoxiously long, blue/green hair, it tends to happen a lot. Yeah, it's annoying, and I have told people where to go and how to get there in the past, but for the most part I ignore it. It's rude, and when they catch me in a rotten mood, I don't exactly "lose it", but I do break out of my quiet self. (2021) Ya I stare back. sometimes I wave.
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around? (2010) I have a lovely group of friends of which I can. (2021) MaYbE aMiE
Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours? (2010) I have hugged quite a few. (2021) little hug slut^
Does anyone call you baby? (2010) Lmfao of course. Gregory y'all. (2021) Greg can still call me baby if he wants.
If you had to get a piercing right now, what would it be? (2010) Please no, please no, please no. I hate piercings so much. I guess my ears. (2021) Man, grow up dan we have lotsa piercings now. I want my septum I was THIS CLOSE to going in last month but chickened out alas.
Camping with a ton of friends or hotel with a few friends? (2010) Hotel. Campgrounds scare me. (2021) Opposite answer now. I love camping with my friends.
Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work? (2010) That works? (2021) No but I recently finally licked the back of a switch game.
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? (2010) Adey! We were talking about things like abortion and religion. I mean, what else would one converse about with one of the ginger selection? (2021) oooof I think the deepest convo I had recently was with Mark and we we only had it because I was drunk. I am not elaborating.
1 note · View note
vaellinn · 2 years
Note
3, 10, 13, 16
What were your top five books of the year? this is difficult because i've only given 4 books 5 stars :^) 1. Seven Fallen Feathers by Tanya Talaga (non-fiction about the murders/deaths of Indigenous youth in northern Ontario) 2. Bad Blood by John Carreyrou (non-fiction about wild blood/technology scam that you recommended lmao) 3. The Echo Wife by Sarah Gailey (adult sci-fi? speculative fiction? also recommended by you) 4. Red Rising by Pierce Brown (adult sci-fi, cheating because this is a re-read) 5. Mask of Mirrors by M. A. Carrick (adult? fantasy - i liked the beginning more than the end but it was fun)
What was your favorite new release of the year? Mask of Mirrors by M. A. Carrick probably?? The beginning was so full of promise, still gonna read the sequel tho (it just came out!!); or The Echo Wife by Sarah Gailey but in order to choose something ELSE - Neon Gods by Katee Robert (smut, basically lmao) just because it delivered exactly what it promised and i appreciated that. people don't like it but i think they're just possessive of "hades and persephone" retellings and i don't think it deserves the low rating it has tbh. was it Good? no. but honestly who was expecting Great Literature from this. i'm so tired of people gatekeeping hades and persephone retellings like get a hobby bro. her safe word was "pomegranate." that's exactly what i expected lmfao
What were your least favorite books of the year? :)
Piranesi by Susanna Clarke (adult? snoozefest tbh) this was the WINNER for women's fiction and it was The most pretentious thing i read in a long time and i hated it. i feel like people who had their education paid for by their parents would like this book. people who exclusively drink earl grey tea. people who correct others' pronunciation. people who still like harry potter. people who were told they're gifted in second grade and never developed a personality beyond that. you know?
The Southern Book Club's Guide to Slaying Vampires by Grady Hendricks (adult.... horror???? idk man). This was frankly racist. i'd expect nothing less from this author who is, and I cannot stress enough, a White Man who thinks he understands what women are afraid of. his books are bad and he should feel bad. i'm not convinced he's ever spoken to a woman before (or any non-white person). people love this and they're... wrong lmfao. him and riley sager are both on my shit list
The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck by Mark Manson (non-fiction) i hate this man
A House at the Bottom of a Lake by Josh Malerman (???????? mystery??????) this should have stayed in the drafts, Josh. My favourite quote: "She thought of James's sperm fanning out, a slow-mo explosion, how cool it looked..." i read this with my own two eyes
What is the most over-hyped book you read this year? Dowry of Blood by S. T. Gibson (adult fantasy? romance? horror technically? idk) the beginning was really good but I didn't like the characterization by the end. very over-hyped
The Crown of Gilded Bones by Jennifer L Armentrout - (YA? fantasy/romance) did I expect this to be good? no. i did expect a plot and the author took that as a challenge to write a third book in a series with over 500 pages with absolutely no plot or character development and the most repetitive writing i ever did see. i have no one to blame but myself
A Court of Silver Flames by Sarah J Maas - this series and the books are Too Long and the characters are....... to put this delicately...... regressing. will i continue? i have no choice, i'm in too deep. miles to go before i sleep.
Still 2 weeks left of the year tho so maybe i'll read something better!!! one hopes :^)
1 note · View note