#I’m so sorry for those last ones

[onelonelywall]

Idk why I’m here but for now just take these Gengar pictures

Also featuring this monstrosity I made

#pokemon #gengar #human pokemon #I’m so sorry for those last ones #dear god what have I done #humanization #ghost type

[easyaesthetics]

3rd Semeser + The Onion & Reductress Headlines

#the last one is horrible I’m sorry LMAO. rip akira #it’s from Maruki’s Missed Deadline ending 4 those unaware :) go watch it :):) it’s SO messed up :):):)))))) #persona #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #p5 #p5r #persona 5 royal spoilers #goro akechi #akira kusuru #ren amamiya #sumire yoshizawa #kasumi yoshizawa #p5 morgana #maruki takuto #(not tagging all the PTs in the penultimate post to prevent tag-clogging) #akeshu #shuake #mine

[fuumiku]

They’re really interesting foils in many ways. I’ve always thought that Marcille & Mithrun have underrated dynamic potential. Give me the cringefail dungeon lords. Give me the elves with ears-centric metaphorical self-image issues. Give me the academic elites whose deepest strongest desires will always remain unreachable and the only option is to turn to the corrupt forbidden fruit of a demon pact. I am so so normal about Mithrun and Marcille

I wonder if the resemblance between captain Mithrun and general Hagreus aka Marcille’s fave in Dalclan is intentional… They definitely look very alike. It could represent idealization vs reality? Something something the romanticization of elves and their societal drama in their fiction vs a very real and imperfect product of their military system. The canaries certainly aren’t glamorous next to whatever Hagreus is the general of. I feel like she never had the opportunity to notice the resemblance herself bc within seconds of meeting him he was wrestling her on the ground but. If she had… She would so think he should have been his actor in the tallman stage play of Daltian Clan in that new extra comic hehe. I love the little details like Hagreus’ lips being drawn with extra details because they’re full and pretty while Mithrun’s lips are drawn with extra details because they’re chapped lmao.

This art is all silly and surface level but in my head mithrille is like so dramatic and I make up daltian clan level big plots with them gbdgd. I made a spotify playlist for mithrun if y’all interested, rn it’s mostly centered around cravings that consume and losing yourself and illusions inspired from his time as dungeon lord but it’s branching out. Varied vibes, levels of intensity and degrees of confusion and await you ✨ I would emotionally rant about Chainsaw Man ost lyrics and how they tie in with Mithrun and the winged lion’s relationship but this post is already a monster

I want more of these two please please please pleaseee just one or two interactions in the new canon content coming up… All they ever did was debate philosophy on desires and human self-fulfillment and try to murder each other, please… I never get to gush about them and I can’t shut up so if you want more thoughts I talk about them more below

To get a girl to peacefully accept arrest follow these simple steps: in private, ominously stand above her and forcefully interrogate her, while in public, tell her you’ve met before (untrue and also not a pickup line, you’re just face blind) and interrogate her with a thin veneer of decorum. If all else fails, threaten and follow through on said threat. My guy needs more than just physical therapy I’m afraid

Sorry if most of these were Marcille-centric with Mithrun standing there looking cool, if I were doing these more from Mithrun’s pov things would be like "She’s a bit much but I guess I don’t mind hanging around her." or "Oh you’re a half-elf? -insert elven supremacist rethoric-" or "I have to keep her from becoming demon stew." immediately followed by "Did someone say demon? Kill kill kill kill kill" since these are set prior to like really knowing another. Then things would be more like "huh she has bad tastes in novels but her magic research is pretty interesting" and "I’m lonely and don’t understand myself— Oh she loves talking about feelings? Oh shi-" That last one is an aspect of why I like Marcille and Mithrun’s potential dynamic lol. She’s very… Emotionally intelligent alongside being impulsive. You think you have no feelings because the world has beaten them out of you? Think again!! Marcille be upon ye! -In a therapy sort of way but mostly in a connecting with people and your own self through interpersonal relationships and talking kinda way. I just think a lively, upbeat, annoying friend way too interested in your personal life would do him good, the canaries are nice but like if Marcille went to prison and was a sort of extra new bunkmate I think that’d be interesting and fun to read is what I’m saying

Unlike Kabru she wants all the useless messy filler of his backstory, eating chips while listening. Like two chibi sets side by side, "me and my fellow canaries, name name and name-" "Hold on we don’t need to know that." Vs "Then we were to sleep on the third floor of the dungeon, which had the look of a mausoleum, and name and name got into a fight over the campfire placement." while Marcille is like uh-huh what next what next while kicking her feet. She thinks of pre-dungeon pompous Mithrun and is like omg you went through a character arc and become better as a person- and then he opens his mouth and she’s like nevermind let’s keep working on that. She would also go "ew ur hair is greasy" and give him a full hair care treatment. What I’m saying is I need them to be forced to spend time in a dungeon together and become besties through a life or death roadtrip

Marcille is insecure about her ears, long, like an elf’s pride should be, but rounder, inelegant. Seeing Mithrun though, the epitome of beauty, with his half-cut ears make it a sillier thought. Not sure if Mithrun is the best person to reconnect with ur elven culture with but it sure is an option Marcille would so appreciate being around someone both cool headed and kind, I genuinely think they’d get along, like not that Senshi isn’t that too most of the time but I think Mithrun would be in a way that’s more refreshing to her. I’d be so curious about them discussing Dalclan, I doubt he’d have read it but she could make him read it, maybe post-canon with the excuse that they’re trying to find him a new hobby hah. He’d tear into the writing and everything but it’d be a fun time, I like to think that it’d make him a bit less prejudiced. Marcille @ Mithrun "👉👈 Soo maybe you don’t know these books they’re pretty recent having come out 50 years ago but…"

I’ve been in a Mithrun phase I want to make and read Mithrun-centric fics and angst so baaad. I razz him a lot here but he’s literally a traumatized military man that became obsessed with revenge due to bad coping and neglects himself in the process idk not much for him going on and some of it is because he has to work on himself, but hey no one’s perfect it all comes from a place of love and relating though I prommy. He’s the one ungodly angsty squeaky toy blorbo with brain damage rep I have don’t take him from me

#Dungeon meshi #mithrun #marcille donato #I feel like i haven’t drawn in so long i’m so rusty #Mithrille #Mithrun x marcille #Marcille x mithrun #I finally did smth for these 2 yippee #Dust and dog hairs manage to get on my drawings while i take pics it drives me mad i can’t do this anymore sorry if you see any #Continuation of my Marcille: “LET ME LOVE YOU!!” saga #Sorry marcille i hate drawing your sleeves #There are a couple things I’m not satisfied with and might redraw at one point but i need to stop and get stuff done #Marcille has 5 cm of height on mithrun according to the adventurers bible neat #Spoilers #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #I’ll move those last two tags up when I get to my computer #Character playlist #I made a more formal mithrille post on another blog explaining what potential i saw in them just search in the ship tag if you’re intereste

[watanabes-cum-dump]

I saw someone somewhere say that not all the Aphrodite kids are “conventionally” attractive AND I WILL STAND BY THAT!!!!

Because yes!!! They’re not all white and skinny there’s gotta be some variety. They’re the children of the goddess of love and beauty, self love is a given. Confidence makes the most beautiful people.

Like even if some of them have braces or acne or whatever, I know they’re all beautiful and charming like it’s the vibes you know? People try so hard to make braces seem awkward but some of the prettiest girls I know have braces and they LOVE to laugh and show them off.

I also just know the Aphrodite boys are ACTUALLY CLEAN. They all actually wear chapstick, put on deodorant, brush their teeth and T A K E B A T H S. Nothing is more attractive than a man that actually washes his ass let me tell you.

What makes all the Aphrodite kids beautiful is that they’re all confident, there’s no way all of them have pretty baby blues or the metabolism of fucking cheetahs. And I just know they’re supportive like come on. Hot bitches don’t gate keep

#Also see: the entire Aphrodite cabin pulling up to watch Oppenheimer while the Ares Cabin goes to watch the Barbie movie #I’m sorry guys I have been seeing way too many PJO TikTok’s on my fyp I’m getting sucked back in #The PJO books (and Thalia) were my first love fr #PJO #Percy jackson #i need to draw my OCs in a PJO au again #Aphrodite kids #Aphrodite cabin #For those of you wondering I don’t *think* I’m an Aphrodite kid but I haven’t taken the demigod quizzes in a while so #Last time I took one I got Poseidon but statistically that is impossible #Also bc like I don’t swim that much??? Just bc I have lifeguard training doesn’t mean I’m a Poseidon kid #Isn’t bc I’m filipino #huh???? #bc my motherland is a bunch of islands and beautiful beaches??? #I also got hades but that was back when I was trying way too hard to be goth in like fifth grade

[ct-multifandom]

I don’t usually make posts like this, but I’ve been seeing a lot of anti-intellectual junk lately, and I really think we need to put the word “pretentious” up on a shelf until people learn what it actually means.

It doesn’t describe someone who likes artsy-fartsy deep meaning media. People who are pretentious are fake. They’re posers trying to be sophisticated and unique, not like other girls. They pretend to only like stuff they think will make them sound cool when they talk about it. They want to act like they know something you don’t, and they want attention for it.

By definition, if you genuinely enjoy something, you can’t be pretentious. If it resonates with you, and you analyze it, and you don’t care what people think, that’s the polar opposite, actually. If you love obscure experimental prog music, if you watch underground high concept indie films through English teacher eyes, if you spend hours in a modern art museum reading each piece as a vessel for storytelling, if your backpack’s full of poetry books that inspire you, if you play underrated games that were someone’s passion project, if you have an interest in studying the classics or the masters, you are not pretentious.

Of course, some people just don’t like some stuff, and that’s fine, but that’s not what this is about. Don’t let anti-intellectuals shame you for enjoying things just because your interests are inaccessible to them, because they refuse to be brave and put effort into critical thinking. You’re not stuck up for refusing to overlook the craft of artists.

#anti intellectualism #media #movies #books #music #critical thinking #my friend who primarily listens to one very popular band once said that people who listen to obscure music are annoying and pretentious #which rubbed me the wrong way because 1 she knows that I listen to obscure music and 2 it’s such a cowardly consumerist take. anyone can #make music and hey a lot of the people who do make GOOD music. and this goes for all *obscure* media #this post was mostly inspired by people talking about Barbie and those anti pick me girls like the pick nobody girls who insist thinking is #for boys and having fun with an empty brain is for girls. Greta gerwig is an artist. I haven’t seen the movie yet but I know it has a deeper #message than haha cute pink! I’ve seen the summaries about the true meaning. the pinkness and popularity doesn’t negate the narritive. #though in the notes I saw a lot of tumblristas comunistas shitting on the film for being one big ad that people *fell for* which tbh is #tbh almost as anti-intellectual. don’t get me wrong they milked this film to sell hella shit but I don’t believe kids who play with dolls #are the target audience as these people claim. Barbie is a culturally iconic symbol almost archetypical of societal expectations for women #you say barbie people think unblinking perfect plastic pink girly. reminds me of the poem The Last Mojave Indian Barbie. yeah yeah you all #hate brands but this one carries undeniable significance and makes for a powerful literary device. it’s been used many times before #sorry for writing a tag essay about a film I haven’t even seen but I’m tired of internet people focusing so much on proving others wrong #that they end up oversimplifying everything just as much as the other person. god I saw people doing this to Nimona saying transphobes were #looking too deep into her character and they’re reactionary clowns for making that jump. like for once the transphobes are right. she is #trans. it’s a queer story. and irl the first people who notice queerness are the bigots who can tell you’re different. sick owns telling #them the story’s not that deep is harmful and it’s like they’re ignoring the real message on purpose. okay enough rambling hehe! thanks #barbie #nimona

[shima-draws]

Seething at one of the tags on that poll saying FMA is a military + genocide apologist anime have you even WATCHED it

#It’s literally the exact OPPOSITE of that lmao #Looks at the two characters’ whose motives are to dismantle the military from the inside in order to change the country #And turn it back into a democracy and stop making Amestris a military state #LITERALLY the upper ranks of the military are corrupt as fuck and Roy sees that and he’s like. Oh HELL no. I HAVE to do smth about this #And all the OTHER military folk who are ready to be tried for their crimes in Ishval bc they KNOW it was wrong. #And they’re trying to make up for it and are ready to accept the punishment for the slaughter of so many people #AND. The last fucking 15 EPISODES of FMAB are ALL ABOUT preventing another mass genocide #Literally the culmination of the entire anime is them stopping Father from wiping out an entire country just to gain the powers of ‘god’ #SORRY LMAO trying not to make waves. But FMA has got some DEEP messages and character motivations #And I hate to see takes like this. Smh #What’s that one meme where it’s like. The point of the series flies over people’s heads. That’s what this is #(If the person who wrote those tags sees this I’m sorry I prommy I’m not actually mad) #(Just trying to make a point lol) #Anyway. Coughs #FMAB sweep. #Shima speaks #FMA

[seagull-scribbles]

RED NOSE DAY 🔴

#animaniacs #yakko warner #wakko warner #dot warner #yakko wakko and dot #the warner siblings #animaniacs 2020 #it’s Red Nose Day so for those here 2 years ago last nose dey you knew this was coming #for those who aren’t British it’s a charity called comic relief but one of the things they do is you wear a big red clown nose #I know it’s also st Patrick’s day today but I figured everyone would be posting about that #this is in my queue I’m still on hiatus Jsyk #when I said the other week it looks like I’m hyperfixiating on animaniacs this is why all my queue is them #I like the coloured version better but again it’s for a charity thing so there’s the other one OwO #idk what else to say I love these siblings #sorry yakkos so insanely bigger than the others #whos consistency never heard of her

[cotgar2]

With the holiday season in full swing, I share with you guys my.. um.. *cough*.. pretty good.. gingerbread bastards

#hey they’re better than my last year attempts lmao #never shared those for a reason loll #now the question is which one do I eat first…….. #mmm that’s actually a hard question #my art #????? i mean it’s food art lmao #fanart #fma #fmab #fullmetal alchemist #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #sorry fma tag #fma greed #greed the avaricious #greedling #fma ling #ling yao #i’m making holiday art I swear #doing these guys got me in the mood #i’ve been sketching a lot of crap so all I gotta do is now just sit and my computer and /do it/ #i’m taking this post tho as a sign of life loll. don’t care if it’s stupid and useless #edit: currently hacking up a lung holy fuck there is so much frosting on these bastards aCK- #double edit: they have been consumed but god damn they put up one hell of a fight with that frosting

[sweetandglovelyart]

Knightfall in Dream Land - Page 4

Meta Knight shares what it was like to grow up being raised by Nightmare.

#Kirby #Kirby fanart #my art #comic #Meta Knight #Nightmare #sorry this page took me so long to finish I’ve been really busy with grad school stuff and was at a conference last month #but it’s finally here and page five shouldn’t take me as long to finish as this page did #the comic is mostly centered around the game lore and not the anime lore but I did borrow a little bit from the anime #this might be a dumb question but do any other Kirby fans have voice headcanons for the characters? #by voice headcanons I mean what do you think they’d sound like if they had voiced dialogue #for Meta Knight and Dedede I think they’d just sound like they do in the anime since those voices are so iconic lol #I know that Nightmare also speaks in the anime but I don’t really like his anime voice #I’m showing that I’m a Trekkie with this lmao but my voice headcanon for Nightmare is that he’d sound like Ricardo Montalban #Montalban died in 2009 but he was famous for playing Khan in Star Trek he was so good in that villain role #but that was in the 1960s and 1980s so if you aren’t a Star Trek fan you might not be familiar with him #he also plays the grandpa in Spy Kids though and I think he was also in Kim Possible #I actually see a lot of parallels between Kirby and Star Trek lol but maybe that’s just me and no one else sees it #I’m developing an idea for a Susie redemption arc comic that I want to draw when I finish Knightfall in Dream Land #and if I do eventually draw it it’s going to be very heavily influenced by Star Trek/there will be lots of Star Trek references in it #Planet Robobot as a game basically is just a Star Trek episode lmao it has the same plot as every Borg episode from Star Trek #so I think referencing Star Trek in a comic centered around Susie would make sense

[akechi-fancam]

bleach media literacy is actually just a measure of how you read urahara as a character

#‘irredeemable bastard who violated the geneva convention’ vs. ‘funny perv who is in love with yoruichi’ #sorry not ‘vs.’ i mean ‘and’ #did we actually consume the same series #y’all know that tiktok song that goes ‘nobody knows me like you do’? that’s me abt urahara #yes i acknowledge the fact that this man has performed human experiments on multiple occasions #no we cannot conflate this with him touching yoruichi bc both actions are violations #those r two different kinds of violations and the last one feels so forced by kubo #‘oh but ​he doesn’t respect boundaries’ IS TRUE but whennn was he weird and rapey like that before tybw #i can think of one-off instances bc that’s just kubo’s humor but he did him so dirtyyy #ppl js b searching for any reason to ship urayoru like ewww bitch u reel of filler arc 🤢 #i’m so sorry i’m only ranting bc of that one person on here who likes urayoru and has literal essays typed up abt it #AND THEY SHIP SHINJI AND HIYORI? DISGUSTING AFFF 😭🤮 #i’m not hearing anyone out bro she acts and look like a child and their relationship is essentially family arguing #getting a ship out of that is insane to me #BYE this is staying in drafts and i’m sc it to send to lilly 😭 #well sm for staying in drafts #💀 #bleach #clorox bleach #kisuke urahara

[yeehawbvby]

My ACNH island is VERY slowly coming together (been working on it since.. I think July? Maybe august?)

I’m really happy with the progress I’ve made except I’m now one of those people whose island lags because of the amount of stuff in some spots lmao 🧎🏻‍♀️ it’s a worthy sacrifice though imo because my orchard is the culprit and it looks banging!!

Either way. BEHOLD

#honest to god y’all. if you feel stressed about decorating or island and haven’t played/have restarted a ton bc of it #just do NOT terraform. or do it very minimally #bc that’s the only reason im making literally any progress lmao I really loved my last island too but #ultimately abandoned it bc the terraforming and water-forming(?) was stressing me out too much #anyway #I’ve been balls deep in trying to fix up the ~secret beach~ and campsite so I’ll maybe post pics of those too soon!! #they’re all in this area too!! campsite is to the left of the orchard and up a level and beach is to the left of the wheat #ALSO *cracks knuckles* I’ve had a land bridge on every island so far and this one will be no different #might start that today or tomorrow #that’s a whole thing bc. land bridge. HAVE to terraform.. and a lot too lol ugh #it’s just a strip though. I’m not doing anything too crazy with it #it’s gonna be perfect for my island’s autumn theme actually!! the bridges always looked best in autumn imo bc of the surrounding foliage #maybe it’ll lead to the museum? #sorry I’ll shut up #aspenposting #acnh #animal crossing #animal crossing new horizons #new horizons #animal crossing nh

[boltgunkiller-archive]

i find it damn near impossible to get mad at santana’s behavior in 3x06 and 3x07 because i genuinely do think she had the right to be lashing out at everybody. sue me idk

#idgaf if she was mean to kurt and blaine when they were “trying to help” in IKAG #they were the first performance & santana was put under the spotlight by the guy who fully outed her to the ENTIRE STATE OF OHIO & now she #-was expected to be just happy and jolly about some bullshit lady music week to celebrate women as if that has anything to do with wtf just #-happened to her by finn’s hands & of course she was upset because she was only back in the new directions because finn basically #-blackmailed her into rejoining like hello!!! so of course she was snippy with them… and tbh i don’t even think she was being that mean. #i think she’d have reason to be even MEANER actually. that reaction of hers was completely reasonable. and honestly it must’ve hurt seeing #-two people who are meant to Get what it’s like.. participate in that? especially when the last thing she wants is her sexuality that she’s #-still very insecure with Being broadcasted. to the whole damn club. it’s already about to be shown to all of ohio with names addresses #-details about her whole personal life etc like she really didn’t need that spotlight right then she needed to have space and love and #-support… none of which she got. #also the glee writers tend to make a character do a bad thing and then have another character do an INFINITELY WORSE THING #and then they’re like “oh but. the first character was being so mean. this absolutely deplorable and wayyyy too far reaction is definitely #-justified now because that was just so mean of the first character ugh!” and basically spins what happened into showing the first characte #-as the most evil person alive??? as if that’s even remotely true.??? and yes this is about santana cause they do this w her #and quinn. a LOTTTT. like a LOT. rn i’m talking ab santana though so i won’t cover quinn sorry fabrayers… one day! #like yes santana was being mean sure whatever. but finn didn’t have an excuse IDGAF what the hell anybody says about the body shaming stuff #it was mean. yes that’s true. but i don’t think you understand how different those two things are #they’re both bad but the outing is infinitely more despicable and personal and filled with malice and it’s so much more endangering in a wa #-that can’t even be compared to the dangers of body shaming you know. like they’re completely different and the outing thing is just too #-personal and Wrong like. idk. just get that through ur head they’re both so different and finn went way too far and personal. he could’ve #-just mocked her looks if he really wanted to get back at her. mocked ANYTHING else. but he chose the worst thing you could do to somebody #who is scared and in the closet and hurting #also yes santana’s written to be rude a lot of the time but her degree of rudeness in those episodes was Overplayed and def not in characte #like it didn’t feel much like santana’s brand of meanness it was 100% the writers trying to justify finn more because they continued to #-paint finn as the good guy who chose the high road… when that couldn’t be further from the truth thanks. he didn’t choose the high road he #-completely blackmailed santana and used her to make him look good basically. so you can’t change my mind on that Def being a writer issue #and just them Hating Women. especially santana. thanks. #also this is all coming from somebody who loves finn. so. 🤣 #i fuckingggg hate seeing people say santana was mean and had no right to be doing all of that in those eps.. BITCH YES SHE DID #like in other eps sure (<- nuanced topic/take) but this one? No. she was justified IDGAF. should’ve been meaner

[griffinsboyfriend]

Idc if it’s spoilers but as a VIP user I feel I have to say. With just 2 chapters of TDG: PB still doesn’t know how to manage multiple LI.

#Dante has taken up all the screen time #Farrah has 0 diamond scenes so far #in 2 chapters #Jun has 0 too but he’s part of like 1-2 Dante scenes #granted I’m set on Dante but like #tale as old as time #if you can’t manage 3 LI don’t ever do it again imo #Farrah literally has 2 non-diamond scenes thst last 1 minute #just saying for those who were interested in her and jun #Dante has around 4-5 diamond scenes in 2 chapters #I know some of y’all are advocating for multiple li books but I’m sorry #Dante has like 5 fucking scenes in 2 chapters #it’s not happening here #it’s not looking good #maybe we should stick to one LI per book #things could change its only 2 chapters but like girl #let’s be real it won’t change #pb is predictable #they don’t want to write for female LI #Farrah is absent in the introductory chapters y’all #you get to flirt with her once and that’s it #Dante has many flirt lines

[mattodore]

starting a collection.....

#the first ask is from an anon and the last one is from dahlia afrolatinotrait ! #river dipping #keep #this is just from the last month 😭 #ik if i were to go through all of my posts there’d be more tags #half of the pleas for misfortune to befall matthias would be from nene too 👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨 #if we all work together ik we can bring him down........... #but i’m all caught up on my activity now i think!! i still have to reply to the simblr gratitude posts um. but i know i’ll be embarrassing #when i say thank you so i’m going to wait to reply to them until everyone’s asleep tonight dhgahsgdhd #i did want to make my own gratitude post too like i was going to just make one huge cheesy post (i did type some of it out already too) #but then those sunflower asks kind of already did that for me. #i had more i wanted to send out but after i took a break due to my headache i got embarrassed... avpd <3 #but yeah....... i'm all caught up hopefully........................... #i might have missed something and if i did i'm sorry!!!

[emsprovisions]

#literally had 35 comments backlogging since august #I’m so sorry my beloveds #I cherished every single one of those comments too #and so what if I randomly respond to sporadic comments from last summer #that’s my prerogative #ao3 #fanfic writer tingz

[lume-nosity]

sorry complete change of vibe but i think i need to take a little break i was just hit with devastating news and i definitely need time to process this

#📣 lumes announcements #☁️ lume speaks #i’m sorry for making this post rn if any of you are having a good day #or are in a good mood #i know i haven’t been as active with posts lately here but #i just want to be on break for a bit so i’m letting you all know in advance should i just stop posting/interacting all together #<- (on all accounts) #why did it have to happen again #and why now. the year just started #two people on the same day. #sorry my mood turned sour as soon as i heard of those said news #idk how i managed to take it in maturely but i really need to let out some steam #i really had to hear this before i go to sleep wth #ahghrf i don’t wnat to go through this cycle again #because i never cried in moments like these before as i was always the ‘strong one’ in the family #ughfbsbc but even so i want to cry since this is close to being the last straw #but at the same time i don’t want to bc i want to be the pillar for my family #nvm i almost threw up bc of everything that’d led up to this point #i haven’t been vulnerable like this for a long time but here we are #gonna have to reach out to family members to comfort and be with them for the time being #and i’ll be going to sleep. in tears i think #okay enough of that i’ll see you lovely people in a bit. just need some time for myself. thank you <3